#i’m actually excited about my future

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF EARTH: VANCOUVER

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Maj. Kaidan Alenko, and Lt. James Vega With: Adm. David Anderson, Adm. Steven Hackett, & Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau I don't like Anderson's orders either, but we don't have a choice. Without help, this war is already over. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨ #shenko #james vega #kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #steven hackett #jeff joker moreau #david anderson #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #i’m back on my me3 bullshit and i’m so excited ✨ #no one question why soph looks different from the car lot set #her tattoos are different bc i finally managed to fix them somewhat lmao and i figured out how i wanted the scars on her face to look too #(AKA i finally managed to nail down her me3 look until i sculpt her head morph in blender) #these were lowkey a little bit of a bitch to color correct bc of that blue filter on me3 that makes everyone look super washed out #i’m gonna have to re-gif car lot in the future when i get back there too now that i think about it #was this just an excuse to gif kaidan now that i’m playing ME3 again? yes. will there be more gifs when i get him and ash back? absolutely. #james and EDI are gonna be my babes until i him and ash back tho #it’s a good opportunity for james and EDI content bc my god they deserve more love #also this shit isn't anywhere CLOSE to canon for soph when it comes to how things actually went down in vancouver with kaidan #but the VS’s treatment is poo in bioware canon so i say i do not see it and write my own :) #anywhoooo if you read all my rambling in the tags of my gif sets i hope you have a good day ✨🥹

[lesbianleonardo]

read the michaelanglo macro issue and ohhh my fucking god ojhhhhh my god

anyway. this page was really cute

#I HAVE. SO MANY THOUGHTS. #so wooo ramble in the tags #how splinter talks to leo actually makes me so ill #also ​the way the three of them try to justify the children in the foot clan is so interesting #raphael saying how it would be good for self defense because he was on the streets knowing Nothing and had no support #the children being a part of the foot is awful but at least they won’t be on the streets alone #and then donnie and leo knowing there’s no where else with resources and they just Can’t say no to splinter #i got my jenny crumbs too. i’m so excited to see more of her #and godddd just everything about mikey. i really enjoy the amount of love and care idw puts into his character #he misses the father he knew and he’s not afraid to stand up to the man he is now #‘you’re Worse than shredder’ OUGH. #and then his brothers cheering him on after winning :) he did what they couldn’t do! #i’m so excited to see what splinter’s future holds. i really hope this gets through his head that he need to change (i am coping and hoping) #ok ramble over #idw #idw mikey #idw leo #tmnt idw #idw tmnt #tmnt #turtle talks

[silvery-stars]

would it be sacrilege of me to say that i am kinda hashtag Underwhelmed by the percy jackson show

#first off. the directing is just not that good. #like you could have taken the unique story and made interesting choices that make the story feel more exciting but so far it’s just so basi #basic shot composition basic camera movement fairly basic lighting #also like i can understand changes from the book. going from a first person novel to a show is difficult and you have to make changes. #but also some of them are just like nonsensical. why would you change the claiming from a moment of victory for percy to whatever that was #<- well okay not really victory. more confusion and fear and desperation with a tad bit of victory #(also the claiming symbol looked bad and i’m salty about that) #i liked that annabeth had it figured out though that was fun. the introduction to her character kinda slayed #oh my god also the decision for that scene where luke is telling percy abt him annabeth and thalia to Not have any broll type shots overtop #-of the explaination actually Showing what luke was saying was lame #i get that they don’t have the actor for thalia chosen yet but you could have easily done it to where you only showed young luke+annabeth- #-and just thalia’s like sillohuette or hand reaching out or whatever #also again about the claiming scene they just took away all of the hints toward future twists. the hellhound summoned by someone in camp- #-and the hints toward the Big prophecy :( #anyway overall it’s awesome and it’s so fun to see pjo on screen. it’s just a bit lacking imo ☹️ #oh and the reduction of gabe into an almost comedic character rather than as an absolutely foul person that percy and sally have had to- #-suffer just does not work for me. it’s such an important detail thematically and also gives so much more context and meaning to percy and- #-sally’s lives and relationship. i think it’s so important but they changed it to something more palletable :( #ash rambles #ash.txt

[bellerintwo]

you guys! :)

#I went to an academic advisor bc it’s not every day you get a second chance at your future and I don’t wanna fuck it up #so I was telling her what I was into like international law and foreign policy and relations #and she was like you are actually a much better fit for the international studies program and she planned it out with me and YOU GUYS #IM SO EXCITED IM LOOKING AT THESE POLISCI AND INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS AND HISTORY CLASSES #IVE NEVER BEEN THIS EXCITED ABOUT SOMETHING IM DOING IN YEARS #my mom is still upset she yelled at me last night too but it doesn’t matter. I’m so excited :)))))) #I’m so sorry that all my posts now are about me and not sports but you guys are family to me I just love to share with you guys<3

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[akkivee]

the beauty of rhyme anima ichiro is that he’s so well adjusted that his primary conflict just boiled down to not being samatoki’s equal lol

#this is vee speaking #i haven’t done a rhyme anima rewatch i’m just using the screenshots from my rhyme anima tag lol #but it’ll happen eventually esp since my summer anime watching seems to be light lol #lol but like it’s so funny to me that this statement singlehandedly made ichiro’s conflict more about himself #rather than towards ichiro being angry that samatoki would have let his bros die lol #like in canon it is definitely both and in 6 colours ichiro lets that go and is left with just wanting to best samatoki #rhyme anima ichiro already went thru that and is in his final form far sooner than his canon counterpart lmao godspeed rhyme anima ichiro #go forth and understand yourself better than canon and go forth with your ‘i’m actually thinking of my future outside of my bros’ lol #i’m actually really excited to see in what ways rhyme anima ichiro will be challenged in the new season lol #esp if we’re skipping over his family drama goddamn october is so far away 😭😭😭 #c: ichibro #c: samatoki-sama

[likedbyuarmyhope]

i’ve really been an army for over six years huh. i’ve been an army for almost a third of my life

#i was 15 when i discovered them. jk was fucking 19 and now i’m 21 and hes turning 26 like i’ve actually grown up with them #i’m so excited and impatient for the future with them but im also sad for all the experiences i had as a baby army that i can never get back #my first year as an army was almost entirely on tumblr and the community used to be so big and social and just. so much fun #even my first couple years on army twt feel so nostalgic now. there were bad things of course but also so many great things #i just feel so lucky to have lived through these last few years with them and i never want to lose those feelings #aeron.txt #it’s so cliche but there really are so many things that you just had to be there for #the struggle of joining their fancafe (i definitely gave up after the first few tries) #the first bangtan bomb they added closed captions to (and when they took them away as punishment for spreading an exclusive fancafe video) #(i still hold that video of the tannies taking turns kissing taehyung so very close to my heart) #their first ever bbma. their first performance at the amas #the creation of bt21 #the post-concert vlives during tours #bon voyage to look forward to every summer #jimin’s silent twitter videos #we’ve consistently gotten so much from them and i’m so happy for all that we’re continuing to get #i never want to seem like i think the old days were ‘better’ or like i’m not just as grateful for what they give us now #i just get so nostalgic and melancholy when i think of all the things that we don’t get to experience anymore #i was so young and going through some of my most formative years and it’s such a unique feeling to have grown up alongside bts #i’m still growing up with them. so much of what they taught me years ago is only now showing up in the decisions i make about my life #god i love them so much i love them so so so much

[milo-is-rambling]

Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)

#my back and shoulder are killing me and I’ve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad #so I’m gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow #I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that #I’m excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever #out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it #down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired #5) period tired and chronic pain tired #like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did #nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours that’s itttttt #like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work #like I’m already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind #gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the #heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle #my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe there’s somewhere I want to live that has #an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe that’s an added way for me to figure out where I want to #move #hmmm okay I’m gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and I’m just gonna daydream and try to fall #asleep and I’ll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo #going to think about the future because I want to live !!!! #anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother #and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until I’m back to smoking constantly to the point where I’m making myself sick and #then I’ll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and that’ll lead me into saving money again #or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed #either way I’m going to smoke all summer it’s gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it #it’s gonna suck and I’m gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and it’ll be depressing and isolating and lonely and I’ll come out of #the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am #and then I’ll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression. #I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a #bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like #weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible

[fantasyoverreality98]

now I remembered why I’m not supposed to consume/think about too much angst

#it creates a monster #the plot point I just came up with for my wip is amazing and is going to hurt my own feelings #falling in love with a ghost is about to become something I’ve written #didn’t think it would be here we are #thank you a route for inspiring me to become angsty again #but now the real struggle is choosing between playing the other routes and working on my wip #it’s been YEARS since I’ve had it within me to commit to writing #and I don’t want to waste this inspiration #but also I really really want to play my other routes #if only I didn’t need sleep #or didn’t have to work #alright fine I’ll try to split my time #first half of tomorrow I’ll do some reading and then I’ll write and then I’ll read some more #sounds like a plan to me #ahhh I’m excited that I actually want to write though #maybe if this keeps going I’ll finally get around to writing the twc fic I’ve been contemplating for like a year #who knows the future is full of endless possibilities #but first I think it’s time for me to go to sleep #wow there’s a lot of typos in here just ignore them

[collectivecloseness]

I have been writing the Eddie Munson Warm Bodies au!

The first chapter may be slightly longer, but that’s because I want to have Eddie and reader at least meet in the first, and there’s a lot of world building that has to come before that. Idk, we’ll see how it goes! I’m currently 4k in of the very first draft, so it’s definitely being written haha

I’m really excited actually, to show and talk about some of the decisions I’ve made! There’s a couple of things I’m excited to discuss, even though they may be like smaller details haha ☺️

#I hope people actually want this (and also like it hahaha) because it’s nice to be invested in writing again! #also I did hours of research yesterday on like tiny little details that will pop up occasionally in other chapters #but I feel very accomplished in researching them even though these details may not actually matter #(and I hate research in academia it’s my least fav thing FR but when it comes to fics I’m out there) #fr though I’m liking writing it so far and I haven’t even gotten to the bits I’m really excited about!!!! #like lovelorn zombie Eddie ugh ahh 😭❤️ #I think it’d maybe be better structure wise to have the first chapter end where it is currently #buuuuut then Eddie and reader will not have met yet and it’d just be a chapter of world building only #so I thought making it just a long choater might be best! #I say that my future chapter may also be long I have no idea bwahah #chapters* #sorry to rant a little but I thought maybe ppl would like to know I have decided to write it? idk aha I’m excited for it though #have a nice day y’all who are still reading 😂😊💕 #eddie munson #zombie!eddie munson #stranger things

[mcnuggyy]

Hard time sleeping and ran out of melatonin :-(

#I haven’t bought any in so long… mostly cause I haven’t needed in a while #but I’m not used to sharing rooms anymore it’s hard to sleeps :-( #also my brain is very very excited about the Big Move (tm) and now I just want to make lists and think about the future #when really I should be focusing on sleeping so I can work tomorrow and get more money so I can ACTUALLY move #smh #like maybe I should get a full time for a few months just to save up…. hrmmmgh #callate guero #my brain just wont shut off :-( #like I gotta get a Canadian drivers license at some point and I just found out my new birth certificate #wont come til months from now so I guess it’s time to go to social security dep #but see so much of this doesn’t matter until later but I can’t stop thinking!!!! grrr!!! #like I’m rethinking my whole career rn but I just need to sleep =_= #sighh

[aemiron-main]

am I insufferable about wanting to kiss men all the time? MAYBE! but the revelation lately of how much I Do want to transition and how much actually a seeing myself As A Guy has changed my perception of attraction and relationships is honestly bonkers but in a nice way

like seriously, I still have my hesitations but realizing I’m trans and coming to terms with it more has really helped to reduce my fear of relationships in general!!

#gender #trans #transmasc #gay #mlm #like seriously who was gonna tell closet me that the concept of relationships was not supposed to be inherently upsetting #i just feel like I can actually picture myself in a relaitonship eventually without that Bone Deep fear and it’s honestly very freeing #like of course I still have no desire to rush into a relaitonship #and I want to be more secure in my presentation As A Guy first #but I had basically resigned myself to misery in relationships when I thought I was a cis girl #like it always felt like there was something Wrong or Missing #but now I’m!! excited for the future especially in that regard #i just have had a lot of revelations lately about How I want to present myself and like #actually genuinely starting to grasp that being a Guy could be a tangible reality for me #and that I’m not just faking it or wrong

[maddymoreau]

(ง ´͈౪`͈)ว a;lsdfsdknc AHHHHHHHHHHH I’M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW aslkda;lfkljafsfslak _(:)」∠)_ ♡!!!!!! 

#I'm so excited for the future!! Everything has been working out really well lately!!! #BEING MUSHY AJDLJSFDSLJK But after so long I’m finally at a point where I'm happy with who I am as a person (〃/∇＼〃)♡!!! #AND IT’S LEAVING ME SO EXCITED FOR THE FUTURE!!!! #I LOVE MY MUTUALS I LOVE MY LIFE AND I LOVE BEING CREATIVE!!!!! #DISCOVERING MY PASSION TOWARDS ART AGAIN AND MY LOVE FOR PEOPLE JUST ALL OF IT!!!! #I WANT TO MAKE THOSE AROUND ME FEEL AS LOVED AS THEY'VE MADE ME!!! #I just need to work on becoming more comfortable with my appearance and more opportunities will open up!! #BUT WHAT MAKES ME SO EXCITED IS I CAN ACTUALLY ENVISION IT AFTER SO LONG ♡!!!! #I CAN PICTURE GIVING NON FAMILY MEMBERS THE BIGGEST HUG WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD ABOUT MY BODY!! JUST SHOWING THEM THE FACT I LOVE THEM!! #ALK;DDJ;ADFSLKFSD;LKJ I'M A BIG OLD CRY BABY TONIGHT BUT I'M JUST SO EMOTIONAL AND HAPPY TONIGHT!!!! #MORNING MADDY CAN DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES asfaafdslk;lk #I;M going to give myself a headache crying so much sadkldklfa;lkd

[optimistsclub]

at the end of the day it’s all about sitting in mcdonalds feeling a little bit dejected

#job insecurity moment #I’ll work something out I knowww I’m fine #this job I’ve just started this week tho I do not think I could do for more than maybe 2 months #I’m just having visions of my future and it being depressing #it’s a completely fine job there is not one thing wrong with it it’s just that I came out of doing a job I loved and #was excited to go to every day to this #I wish I could’ve stayed at the nursery I actually miss it sooo much it’s stupid #anw I’m gonna go tesco and go home and hang about on here/twitter </3 #vent /