#i'd love to know 💕

[frecklystars]

pls listen to the way Ken sings the word "granted" it's so funny

#OK TO REBLOG BTW this is so funny i want ppl to hear it #ryan gosling #barbie movie #the barbie movie #barbie 2023 #ken #barbie ken #i dont even know how i'd spell that #groauntauhd. that's a whole other language #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #love notes #audio

[punkeropercyjackson]

People be out there not getting along with their siblings and having friends that call them stupid and annoying and act like it's a flex lmao

#could not be me💕my siblings are my perfect angels i'd do anything for and they see me as their super weird but loving eldest brothersister #and my friends tell me how cool and smart and funny and pretty i am all the time and get pissed when someone is mean to me #i did hang out with people like that as a kid but they weren't actually my friends and my new ones taught me i deserve better and self-love #and i DO know people with relathionships with like the first with their siblings but it's because they vent to about how traumatizing it is #so do with that what you will #siblings tag #eldest daughter syndrome #amigitos #loving my friends on main #actuallyautistic #catkin #dragonkin #ghostkin #actuallymentallyill #toxic relathionships #familial abuse cw #child abuse cw #black femme #intergenerational trauma #💌 #summercore #summerposting

[theflyingfeeling]

I don’t know if I’m just imagining things but I feel like Olli and Aleksi are actually so close 🥺 for example I feel like they post so many pics together and I know they post with others too and it’s not a big deal but e.g. Olli has posted 5 pics with someone else this year and 3 of them are with Aleksi.. so it must mean something right?? 🥺 and I feel like they spend a lot of time together yk even ”outside the band” when they’re having a day off and they still do music (the remix) etc. together 😭

Yeah I mean I for one am so deep in the Olli/Allu delulu land that it's VERY easy for me to agree and confirm all of this 😭 they're boyfriends secret lovers special friends and it shows 🥺

Here are all the pictures of the two of them I could find on Olli's IG, for reference 💞

+ the group picture Olli posted when Aleksi first joined the band, with the caption 'so now there's six of us' 🥺

#i left out the one where he's pushing aleksi's and niko's heads in the water 😳 #and one from balboa bts with tommi in the background #ngl the anon ask i got yesterday has given me MASSIVE headworms of 2 young guys having thought they had their life all figured out already #and then one day they realise they've fallen for their friend and bandmate 😭 #friends to lovers but with troubles in between my most beloved trope in the world 💞💖💗💓💕💖💞 #with truckloads of (mutual) pining and just general confusion about what they should do about their stupid (mutual) feelings #(i'd love to read/write something of this sort but i'm too anxious about everyone being all #'boohoo they'd never cheat also you're disrespecting their gfs' #like............first of all it's fiction second of all IT'S FUCKING FICTION third of all i ain't gonna tell 'em lol #obviously i wouldn’t include their actual gfs and OBVIOUSLY i wouldn’t show the fic to anyone who's in it?? #i just don't understand how someone could be offended about something they don't know about lol #and OBBVVVIOUSSSLLYYYY i wouldn’t write either of the guys as somehow happy or confident about cheating like come on #there'd be SO MUCH guilt and shame and angst and they’d still love their gfs so much #but then there's also this guy who's their friend and whose stinky socks made them barf once on the tourbus #and who means the world to them. they didn’t mean for it to happen. it just did 😭 #anyway sorry for rambling i swear i don't mean to make everything about my silly fic ideas #i just can't help myself and i need a way to let it all out somehow without bothering anyone in particular 😭😭😭) #ollixallu #anon asks #answered asks

[kittyandco]

now that i have an ita bag i am bringing BOTH tiny husbands out with me 🥺

plus an extra little friend!

#many other friends on the zippers #you know that 'if anything happened to him i'd kill everyone then myself'? that's me with microorganism hans #💕 love is an open door #i may add my pins later

[teyamsatan]

YOU SAW IT 6 TIMES?! I SAW IT ONCE!

NO CAUSE LISTEN OK

i remember watching avatar in 2009 in the cinema like it was yesterday. it was such an impactful experience for me and it genuinely changed the way i view movies. it was something so new and so phenomenal at the time, and it was so special to see it in the cinema in 3d, and it really was the movie of a generation (no matter what the naysayers say)

now, to me, twow is the same. it's a movie that was 13 years in the making and a movie unlike anything that's been done before. and i know i'm gonna remember it in 13 years, and the feelings it evoked in me, just like i do the original avatar. and you HAVE to see this movie in the cinemas idc, it's absolutely not the same experience (and i hate goin to the cinema).

so YEAH I SAW IT SIX TIMES OKKK???!!! don't judge me

also seeing it in imax at the bfi in london was PHENOMENAL

#i love this movie sm you don't even know #i'd give my firstborn to see this movie again for the first time #both of them #avatar #avatar twow #my asks 💕 #𖨆♡𖨆 andra's anonnies

[andy-clutterbuck]

#can you make one of these at Build A Bear? #Andrew Lincoln #* #andygifs #B E A R D #(✪‿✪)ノ♡ 🐻 #excuse me but The Nose™ #EYE CRINKLES 💕💞 #*david attenborough voice* THE SUN #sweaty sweaty creature #gonna make like those ancient greek fantasies and fan him with palm fronds #he felt like a human space heater when i hugged him so it makes sense 😂 #HELLO EFFORTLESS MASCULINE ENERGY HI #H A N D S #always rub your face it soothes me #you know those sticky hands toys from the store quarter machines? #that'd be my existence #D_ D D Y #Pat I'd like to solve the puzzle #to quote carly simon 'he is so fine i love every hair on him' #i love that a beard can't even hide that square strong jawline #put me in coach i'm ready to play #that bottom lip is illegal

[lunapdf]

(us <33)

Darling, I love you to the moon and back <3 I really hope I get to meet you someday...~

Happy birthday to my love @h2ogf 💗

#I'd steal the stars from the sky for you but #you already hold them in your eyes 🥺 #I'm not good with words but I really hope you know that I cherish you #I rlly hope we get to meet someday and we'd have so many fun days out~~~ #say hi to Abu for me <333 and enjoy your day :D #not tagging this because this moodboard is only for you <3 #tj my beloved #wifey 💍 #lovely moots 💕

[taylorsabrina]

over half a year on this blog and i still don't know how to introduce myself to the swiftie side of tumblr, so i just log on loitering around everyday like "hi, how are ya?"

#*carly chats #taylor swift #hi my name's carly i'm 27 aries my favorite color is purple and speak now has been my favorite taylor album from the moment it first droppe #i have nothing to offer to the fandom as i cannot edit nor do i have any coherent thinking skills when it comes to my love for taylor #thinking about her makes me go bleh blah blee 🤪 cause i just love her so much that idk what to say #so i'm always just like 'ssdfrtyweghjkl I LOVE HER!!!!' #bc that's just about all i've got lol #which is so sad pffftt lmaoooo i'm gonna keep scrolling #(but feel free to tag or comment below a little bit about yourselves if you want i'd love to get to know some more swifties 😊💕)

[just-like-playing-tag]

Gillian has something to say

The gays:

#tpn #the promised neverland #tpn gillian #tpn gp gang #mine #pride month #Tpn love still going strong I'm so attached to this series #I caught this audio of Miku on a reposted Tik Tok on Tumblr and I HAD to do this #I want to credit the original but I don't have Tik Tok and although I tried it seems there's no way to find it without an account :(( #And I'd definitely sooner die than make a Tik Tok account #If anyone knows the source please let me know!!!! #Anyways hope everyone is having a great pride month 💕💕 Friendly reminder Oliver is trans #Bye I'm going play Project Diva with Gillian

[frecklystars]

Ken immediately shielding this complete stranger when he sees a "scary unmarked black truck car" pull up. My goddamn sweetheart.

#MY SWEET BOY. I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH #love notes #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #barbie movie #ken #in this scene i wanna say in my universe he's shielding me #but in order for the patriarchy storyline to happen 'in canon' in my universe or whatever #i have to leave him alone :( #to make him say 'i miss keri ;_; why wont she spend time with me... i know! ill make barbieland like the real world :)' #'shes from the real world she will love me for it :)' spoiler alert i absolutely dont love the real world #in this scene i am comforting barbie and holding her and then going with her #while ken is like :') oh okay my girlfriend is in a scary unmarked black truck car #a black truck car i'd like to have actually. haha. youre right. they're fine. it's mattel. I KNOW i'll go back to barbieland #and tell the kens what i've learned. OH it's going to be beautiful. HA HAAAAA. BACK TO BARBIELAND #thank you [bows] #if i wasnt trying to make my universe exactly like the movie's #i would be spending so so so much time with ken #wouldnt need to bring patriarchy to barbieland when he has enough attention from me already #i'd lay with him in real grass and real flowers and feel that real sunlight on our skin #and i'd tell him how i hate the real world so much but i don't mind visiting it with him #and he'd ask why i left it. and i'd tell him and he'd hug me tight and he'd say he is so glad we met #GOD i love him so fucking much i have needed him so bad

[vwritesaus]

it's thinking about rob mills's fiyero again hours boys....

#v speaks #wicked #wicked the musical #mona and i went to see wicked on saturday (SO FUCKING AWESOME DHALDJDJD) #and i'd seen it like... 12 years ago but she hadn't #plus seeing wicked more than once?? yes please 💕 such a great musical #but i digress #when i saw it the first time rob mills was playing fiyero #and he has a special place in my heart because he fucking ATE that role #don't get me wrong liam head is incredible and his fiyero is so good #but rob mills guys..... #he had me fall in love with the character so hard that i went home absolutely devastated over fiyero's fate in the story #i know this isn't gonna make sense to anyone lol but i just needed to say it

[onewingedangels]

did they say when exactly they will be posting reviews for bg3? 👀

#personal #I really want to know how it is before going in myself #I will still play it no matter what on the first day #and some reviews dont really matter but I'd still love to read some ppl's thoughts and scores about the full thing 👁️👁️💕 #I'm thinking that the game is very long and the reviews wont be out till game's release or after it

[byanyan]

ok sent out the last few prompts for my inbox call so now I'm gonna bury myself back in my farming game for the night. around on discord if anyone wants to chat about our blorbos: nonbyanary#9719

#still feeling like trash so I'm just. not even gonna open my laptop to try writing #I'd LIKE to but I know I'll just frustrate myself lmao #so I'm gonna get comfy with story of seasons to lessen the awfulness of existence. u know how it goes #love y'all hope u've all been having a good day 💕 #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.

[trashlie]

I think a LOT about how the idea of being a parent terrifies me - how easy it would be to mess up someone's life because I have my own unresolved issues - but something I DO love is that role of being an older sister figure to people. Like, if I could drive (lmao) I'd totally be into big brothers and big sisters. When I was 25 I ended up in this chat group for a kpop concert lmao and the group ended up being mostly 15 year old girls lmao and it was the first time I was really aware of my age and how to be a good non creepy adult person in a teen-centric space. To this day I'm still friends with several of them (it's been like 9 years?! They are nearly the age I was when I met them OH MY GOD)

I love them a lot and watching them navigate adulthood and overcome their struggles and become these young women I'm so proud of 🥺 They still message me to talk about their struggles, their mental health, they cheered me on when I got my ADHD diagnosis and we talk about fear of medication and trialing them and idk idk it brings me a lot of joy I guess?

I love that kind of mentorship role, I love the role of older sister who has been there done that and has experience to share. I was (plsyfully) mom to one of them until she patched up her relationship with her real mom 🥺 Like idk parenthood scares me and I know it's not for me, but I get it. I understand what it means to people, and I'm glad I've been able to experience that sense of nurturing. I think that's the appeal of big brothers big sisters type programs? There's so many ways to be family to someone that don't involve birthing. Adoption and fostering for those who DO love that aspect of parenthood. But also just being able to be a trusted figure in someone's life, to help them navigate things that are overwhelming or scary.

I grew up in fandom spaces full of adults and until i was one myself, I never really comprehended what it meant or the kind of responsibility an adult has to someone sharing a space. I don't mean that we all must be responsible for children in our spaces (there's whole discourses on this and the lack of child friendly internet spaces) but rather, idk. In a world where you can't trust if people are creeps, I'm really glad I got to forge cool bonds with cool kids who grew up to be even cooler adults. I'm so proud of them, dammit

#ashlie.txt #I'm also so glad i met them 10 years ago before the whole 'omg no one older than 25 should be in fandom' bullshit happened lmao #even in my job i love mentoring! #i just love fostering that kind of relationship where you can be a comfortable pillar you know? #i wish when i was younger I'd had someone older to validate my feelings and experiences lol #esp when my parents made me feel like i was too sensitive too dramatic too emotional that i felt and cared too much #the whole reason i started writing this post is one of those girls has been having a rough ride with her mental health #but she's on a trip visiting one of the other girls and seems to be so happy and having so much fun #and seeing her making new memories to hang on to makes me overwhelmingly happy for her 😭😭😭💕

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Same anon as before, I’m happy that you’re accepting yourself! That’s great news. I had a very similar situation where I was very embarrassed about what character my brain chose to project onto, but after working with my therapist and years of reflection I’ve realized it had to be that character because they were the only one I could see myself in, we were both abused in certain ways that made it like looking in a mirror, and being Him meant that I was able to protect myself because he could (character is someone “dangerous” in their world). So I really think it comes down to a reflection of trauma, and there’s nothing to be ashamed about. We coped with what our brains found the most comfort in.

If I can ask, what does your therapist think about it? Only wondering because with my therapist, they are aware we have fictives of this character as well as the system as a whole projects through him but I’m still trying to figure out if it’s part fictives and other part alters with psychotic attachments or if there’s something else at play as well like past lives (the old fictionkin community used to be big into that but I know it’s not so much anymore so I’m a little embarrassed but I am still a spiritual person) alr that’s all, looking forward to your response!

First of all, I'm glad to hear back from you anon!!

My therapist and I figured roughly the same thing happened with me! When I say I use this character as a therapy tool, I don't think it's appreciated enough that it's bc my therapist familiarized himself with the source - my therapist watched (and enjoyed) 148 episodes of anime for my sessions and I cannot stress that enough lmao; we're pretty sure that what happened was that I saw a lot of my emotional trauma play out again in front of me in his character arc, mostly in the way he perceives himself but also with how he struggles with his emotions and general interactions with the world (with my own difficulty with such coming from the climate of the family that abused me). He did serve as a mirror, not just of my own trauma, but also of what I wish I could have done, which was to lash out and genuinely own my anger and frustration and do something. Of course there's a lot more to it, but with just covering the surface, looks like we've had pretty similar experiences!

As for my therapist's thoughts on this, we actually haven't put any clinical labels on it. I personally like labels, they make me feel sure and certain about things in my life, which is why I tried to nail this down with the OSDD/DDNOS (complete with question mark) in my bio, but truth be told I'm not entirely sure I meet the full criteria for either of them, in spite of the genuine experiences I've had with what definitely feels like multiplicity of some sort. Interestingly enough, while I myself am not very spiritual, my therapist did make a mention that this is an experience that I could try looking at through a spiritual lens, especially since it's been coming up a lot more as I'm trying to rework some deeply held thought patterns. There's been a pretty positive outlook on it overall and he encouraged me to interact with it - the episodes tend to come with some specific thoughts and feelings, so we're treating them (and by extension, this character) as a sort of conduit for them, sort of like a messenger bringing attention to them. This is all some pretty specific info for my stuff though lmao, I just wanted to cover the ground as thoroughly as I could 💖

#part of me genuinely does wanna reach out to the fictionkin community just for the value of having potential community experience #but also. maybe I'll just watch them for a bit and think about it lmao #my experiences with my dissociation is like. it feels like there's someone else with me you know? im alone but i can feel someone else #and I'm holding their feelings and thoughts in those moments #if i believed in ghosts hardcore this would 100% make me think im possessed but fortunately i recognize where #all this is coming from as far as functionality and the name attached; funnnily enough i remember a video my roommate #put on and it was talking about psychosis scenes in movies + gauging them for accuracy #and the guy starts talking about DID and I'm like okay i definitely dont meet the criteria for that but I'm half paying attention #and he mentions that one of the things that people have reported is feeling like they're possessed and i just sat there FLOORED by this #bc that was exactly how I'd described the feelings in therapy; 1:1 word for word 😳 again i know for sure i dont have DID #but the same guidelines that make up the definitions and criteria are kinda also running along my dissociative episodes as well #ive already said so much in the tags but i did have a session where i just sat there and was like. i want to love every part of myself #and that includes the episodes; i know they're a protective measure and i dont wanna feel like I'm fighting them anymore #that was months ago; this is by far the most vocal ive been about it #it took almost a year for me to settle into it and be able to talk about it even in therapy but I'm so glad i can do it now #and I'm so glad to be hearing from people who understand how this feels 💖💖💖 thank you so much again!!! #im realizing that i actually have a lot of thoughts on this now that im actually understanding it a lot better #the asks are just giving me some chances to infodump a little hehe 💕 #you're welcome in my inbox any time!! thanks again!! 💖💖💖 #asks

[xoxoemynn]

another wizard spell of love for you I very much feel you on wanting to delete everything 🧙‍♂️🔮🪄✨💖❤️🫂

Ooof, thank you, darling, I love you and am hugging you very hard. 💕🫂

#ask #Anonymous #I know I'd regret it later but the impulse is STRONG #so just staying offline feels safer #I love you my very favorite wizard you are extremely extremely kind 💕