#idk if I’m explaining this right

[petalsthings]

Ok but I’ll never understand why so many ppl portray Jack as the head over heels pining mess and Ralph as the one who doesn’t care and just rolls his eyes like HUHHH

Ralph was throughout the entire book fond of Jack, the idea of Jack hating him genuinely shocked him and made him upset (and Jack was already pretty off the rails at that point). When Jack left the group Ralph was so distraught, trying to convince himself Jack would come back eventually. Even at the very end he still wanted to save him (and everyone else).

Ralph admires Jack, he likes him and enjoys his company, making it hurt more when Jack starts hating him. (like that “why do you hate me?” line)

They both wanted the others approval, but it was Jack who towards the end started to see Ralph as just an obstacle for full control. Which is why it surprises me that so many people think of Ralph as being the one who is indifferent and dismissive

#lord of the flies #lotf #lotf fandom #lotf ralph #lotf jack #lotf jalph #jalph #idk if I’m explaining this right #little disheveled #so bare with me lol #sorry don’t want this to come off as mean #pls feel free to interpret them however u like :)

[sapphic-catz]

Random design idea I’ve had for Moonflower and Goosefeather for awhile is them being mostly white but with colored heads/tails and one leg.

So Goosefeather is mostly a creamish color but with dark gray spotted head, tail, and front right leg.

While Moonflower is mostly a cool white with gray spotted head, flower shape on her tail base + tail tip, and front left leg.

#idk if I’m explaining this right #goose is kinda based off the idea of a Canadian goose if that helps at all #moons tail is almost completely white except she has like a scalloped flower marking right at the base and a mother at the end of her tail #also goose gets the right leg bc he’s right all the time lol #Goosefeather #moonflower #design ideas

[dreamyzworldlove]

love the small world building detail that the children all dress up in their nicest clothes for the reaping. i think it’s more of a cultural thing as opposed to something that is done bc it’s strictly enforced bc as we see in absas they were originally put in the arena with the outfits they wore at the reaping

#idk if i’m explaining this right #but i love the significance of fashion in thg #let it be known that if thg au sees the light of day every time clothing is described it is very intentional #i have a million fashion sketches of what they’re wearing that i’ll share of it ever gets published

[your-local-ruebit-hole-detective]

There’s a specific aesthetic in my head that I absolutely love but idk the name

#It’s like. #washed out is what comes to mind and also there’s an element of like. Liminality? And age? A little melancholy? But it’s mundane. Ordinary. #those flip flops you’ve had for years that are falling apart #the plastic-covered floral couch your grandma has #The jeans that have been sitting in the back of your closet forever #The stuffed animal that you never picked up from under the bed #Idk if I’m explaining this right

[medi-melancholy]

i know i’m a karna fan but never forget i love arjuna. i love arjuna so fucking much. i love arjuna, i love junao, i love krishna-arjuna, ARJUNA IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE HIM ALWAYS!!!!!

silly lil kittycat. nya

#arjuna and junao make me feel fucking possessed they’re so unwell. and beautiful #medi plays fgo #genuinely tho idk if i trust people who love karna but hate arjuna like… always makes me raise an eyebrow for one reason or another #im cool with people who say they dislike karna (even if i will try to explain why he is Neat anyways) but when someone dislikes arjuna #hmmm. doesn’t vibe right #best solution: love and appreciate every mahabharata servant. duryodhana is a garbage man and i dearly love him too #ALSO. also. people who loooooove junao for meta reasons but don’t care about his character. I’m Watching You.

[coco0milkshake]

something something Sonic’s regulators in New Yoke, Boscage Maze, and No place are blue right? (well they look blue)

And in Ghost Hill, his regulators look white but (I think?) have a blue ring around it

they almost look like eyes and Nine’s eye color is blue (rainbow18 said something about Nine’s tech looking like eyes, including the regulators)

and the regulators in the Grim are not blue, they’re purple

Nine’s communicator (? what is it actually, why did he have that, yeah it’s used to communicate with Sonic but what was that before Sonic? anyways) is green, which is Sonic’s eye color

#where am I going with this?? #idk It’s just something I’ve noticed #tldr Sonic’s and Nine’s communication thingys match the other’s eye color #not the right shade obviously but still blue and green nonetheless #am I reaching??? probably but ehh #still thinking about how his regulators in the Grim are purple instead of blue #I would explain more but I’m tired #man these two make my brain go silly #they’re brothers your honor #sonic prime #sonic the hedgehog #miles nine prower #also plz forgive my shitty screenshots

[ashmp3]

I am so pissed awf literally hate working with men WHYYYY do you hire an architect and then say mansplain things wow my stomach started hurting i wish bad things upon you

#how to explain a grown man that he can’t make a cafe on staircase without heating OHHHH MY GOOODDDDD #And also him saying No i trust you guys but i can make it myself there lwpwowkdkrje no you can’t no offense but there is a reason we went to #school like sit DOWN oh my god maybe i’m pissed off bc his accent is ugly idk maybe #No edit he just said No i really do trust you guys i see you are right. OF COURSE WE ARE?????????? #Omfg and the project we are working on is so fun so playful so cute and i hear his voice and it’s like nails on the chalkboard #tt

[literallyaflame]

someone: wow, you’re hard of hearing? that’s crazy, i never would have known. you function so well

me: [on my 45th consecutive minute of pretending to understand a group conversation] haha……………. yeah i’m just……….. skilled

#idk how to explain to people that i’m fine if i’m like. looking at them #i only have a severe loss in my right ear #i can have a conversation one-on-one face to face with relatively few issues #but uh #get me out in a restaurant and i just kind of #melt away

[foreverppl]

Moodboard for my MC Evander for @uroboros-if

I so enjoyed playing this demo last night and have been having many Thoughts about it.

#it was so tough finding pics i thought would fit what i have in my head but this will do for now #i was up thinking abt this IF for soooo long it’s unreal #what is eternity? #unending time but also timelessness #like what does it mean to be the container for something that has no beginning or end? #the container is rendered useless obvi #but here the MC stands so there MUST be something to that right? #maybe it just means they must act as a witness to it all. #they are resigned to an existence of knowing and seeing things others do not and being unable to impact those things in any meaningful way #like an echo #like a black hole that is packed so densely with matter but appears to be little more than a void. Nothingness (capital N) #*me muttering to myself while reading and making this mb*: the symbols the symbols the cycles the void the echoes #the fact that when mc is summoned into existence one of the first things we can choose to have them do is replicate a smile (echoing) #idk if i’m explaining this well. tried to talk to my sister abt it without sounding like a madman and suffice to say that didn’t work out #i’m really losing it #those quotes from house of leaves: ‘divinity seems defined by echo.’ + ‘and where there is no echo there is no description of space or love #there is only silence.’ #that bit from disco elysium #‘how do you measure something that doesn’t exist?’ ‘easy. you measure it by the world around it.’ #evander is fond of mortals. they are humanity’s echo in the truest sense. #they are therefore in a very unique position for the conflict that is about to come #of course these are all just my interpretations and thoughts #my mcs #mb #mc: evander (uroboros) #if: uroboros

[shima-draws]

Me, already planning out a full length complex AU: Oh no

#That’s how you KNOW I’m in deep. Ehe whoops ;) #Shima speaks #The initial idea I had was okay but I came up with a better one after jfndndn #Idk if I wanna draw it first and then explain or just word vomit everything I’ve thought of right now. Lmao #If it wasn’t obvious yes I’m planning an AU for the Teal Mask DLC. No surprises there!!

[kinokoshoujoart]

uhhhhhhh happy halloween!!! er 😈💕🫣 devil won the poll, so uh. he’s an incubus now. yeah sorry it was out of my hands etc ʅ（u‿u）ʃ

#it’s serving meat medley #i'm also drawing wholesome cute chibis i just. uh. i wanted to post this at dead hours #if he's a devil then he has to be an incubus #it's not just me r-right? #incubi can shapeshift (irc) #the jp says 'once every hundred vears devil’ #rock tumbling (sos) #my art #i am cringe and i am free #suggestive #i feel like the smt incubus + succubus had an unconscious influence on how this turned out. otherwise i can’t explain it #hehehe i made a weird album cover yayayayyyy #thank you felix for help with the pose \(//∇//)\ wuv you #why did i make two different number puns out of rocks name in the same drawing? idk i’m an old lady that’s what we do #i also called it ロッキュバス on twitter… rokku… rokkyubus…heh heh…

[andrew-dramaqueen-minyard]

hc that David Wymack is Polynesian and Kayleigh Day is Japanese and Irish and no one caught on that Wymack was Kevins dad because those mixed kid genes hit Kevin HARD

#the foxhole court #tfc #aftg #all for the game #kevin day #david wymack #kayleigh day #aftg hc #tfc hc #I will die on this hill #I always pictured Wymack as Polynesian and Kevin as having some kind of Asian features but also being extremely tan #but there’s always that stuff about Kevin being half Irish??? and I say I’ll accept the Irish heritage but I’m CHANGING IT UP #Kayleigh being mixed feels right to me and her being japanese also feels right bc of tetijsu being the other confounder of exy idk idk #can’t explain it anymore #so just take my word for it okay

[mossytrashcan]

“Why would LB call her magic system science? Why is she afraid of magic?” She did it for me specifically. The hot stem girly. (READ MY TAGS BOY)

#me explaining how a tailor on parem could potentially make someone a new limb #like tailors are a cross between the materialike boys and corporal girls #(last part is meant to be read as that p!atd lyric) #specifically alkemi and healers right #so what I’m thinking is that if they pulled the minerals from the earth and collagen from a body or something #and in ck we see that genya in fact has a jar of straight up cells right #so hypothetically pulling the natural substances from the earth or something and body ones from wherever #maybe potentially they could manage to recreate and arm #the nerves are what’s kinda throwing me off but AGAIN cell jar it’s totally possible #grishaverse #BUT ALL OF THIS IS TO SAY THAT A NORMAL GRISHA COULD NEVER DO THIS #that is completely out of their skill set even w the self healing boost right #creating entirely new organic matter would tip into merzost right #or whatever #ALSO I do believe a healer/corporal thing (not trained like zoya in kos) couldn’t do that #they need to be able to have some material powers SPECIFICALLY the alkemi ones #cuz that’s like chemistry yknow right #I think at least idk I just call them the powder ones lmao #anyways cuz like tailors are specifically mentioned to be rare cuz they’re like a mix #and it’s special training right #so again I think maybe if the wound was fresh enough and you had a coked up genya #you could potentially craft new organic matter #obviously creative liberties are being taken there’s a fucking dragon #god forbid there be some magic bs in this theory #but yeah I just needed to get that out there #my scientific mind has been feeling malnourished lately

[queer-reader-07]

something about finding the people who sit through your info dumps with joy on their face and enthusiasm for your passions. something about finding the people who info dump right back at you because they know you love hearing about their passions. something about finding the people who manage to sum up your being in one niche, oddly specific sentence that lives in your mind rent free for the rest of time. something about finding the people who not only accept you for who you are but embrace you for who you are. who not only tolerate your quirks and differences but love and cherish them.

#i’m in my feels today if you couldn’t tell #just thinking about one friend in particular who i don’t get to see in person nearly enough but i text all the time #idk it’s the little things #the way we send each other videos of ourselves explaining whatever we’re learning about right now #the way we don’t write it in a long message because the emotion and vibes don’t translate properly #the way he’s told me that the way i dress is so gender nonconforming in his eyes #how even though i’m afab and i wear glittery makeup and crop tops and have pink hair #i still look so queer and so gnc and so Not Girl in his eyes #how that felt so validating #how i could feel the genuine love in his words #how he told me once that i’m ‘not a person with lore but rather a person with a schtick’ #and how he explained to me what my schtick was and how accurate it was #how he told me he can’t wait for me to get my degree(s) and be an openly queer person in stem #how he can’t wait for me to defend my thesis sometime in the future and be wearing the brightest makeup and the biggest earrings #and the tallest boots #how he loves that i go to my chem lab every week with glitter on my eyes #how it’s cool that i don’t care if i stick out like a sore thumb because i’m me #i remember how he dropped the she/her pronouns immediately upon ne saying i didn’t really vibe with them #(even when they were still technically on my list of ‘ok to use pronouns’) #how his boyfriend who i don’t know very well has always they/them-ed me because my friend does #and if my friend is doing it then it must be the right thing #idk i just love my friends #and this friend in particular is someone i’ve gotten really close with over the past 6 months or so #and i’m so glad to have him in my life #platonic love #friendship #tell your friends you love them

[fortyfive-forty]

i’m tired. why can’t i consume things normally. or at least consume them abnormally but in the way that other people consume them abnormally and not in this weird isolating way where i feel the need to overexplain myself whenever i talk about the thing i’m consuming so people understand me and my thought process

#it’s the social anxiety or something idk i know it’s in my head #i want to talk abt the things that i like but i feel like i can’t explain to other fans my process of being a fan? #does that makes sense? #bc i know i approach it a bit differently #which is fine by itself but then i feel the need to justify lol #which is literally what i am doing right now 💀 #also why i write a lot in the tags all the time lmao #and realistically is probably connected w being trans and always feeling like i’m intruding on spaces that don’t belong to me #bc i feel like although sports are very male-fan-dominated #spaces like tumblr *tend* to have more women #and a lot of the ppl i interact with (though certainly not all) are women so i always feel weird talking abt my interests/opinions #bc i think it makes my perspective difficult to related to sometimes which j understand #but it still makes me feel shit sometimes

[lilac-udon]

cw dismemberment

#I think about a lot but I’m bad of explaining #so she is right handed and she is covering her chest which her left part have more scars but less on the right #the dress is supposed to be lily of the valley also the exposed more skin so sunny chould cover her and sew #before the incident she is the most powerful now it might be sunny idk