#idk why its kinda easy to me

[fallencrowkarma]

HURRICANE PARTY TIME!!! NO SCHOOL BOIS!!!

ALso i almost got great for Tengaku on extreme

I'm so swag obviously lmao-

LMAO good for U jdfjjf

YES GOOD JOB extreme songs can be such a pain i swear

#the only extreme song i can beat easily is yubikiri #i think its pinky promise or smth like that in english #idk why its kinda easy to me #but tengaku? difficult djfhfjjfhf #the crow caws into the void #murder of crows💜 #ask #centuriantalevevo

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[goldensunset]

i don't really know how to word this but like i feel like i'm gonna forever have to deal with the pain and heartache of one of my very first pokémon games- the first 'normal' pokémon game i've ever played, that i will have lasting nostalgia and love for as a result of it being formative to my introduction into the series- being the one that will forever be looked down upon for bad graphics and technical issues as a result of the game having been rushed

like i honest to goodness want to scream and yell and cry into the void about how this means everything to me and will always be one of my fave games just in general. but how am i gonna do that without someone being like 'the broken overpriced mess? the one that's missing all this stuff from the older games that was great? the thing with all the cringe? that one?' or whatever. and the thing is they aren't wrong for their criticisms either like i know the fact that they rushed this wonderful game hardcore is a massive stain on its reputation and it hurts me too but like i cannot turn off the brain full of love in me and be a mean critic. or even an impartial one. i mean i criticize everything i love don't get me wrong i am constantly running my mouth about what i like and don't like. but at the end of the day i approach all media with an unusually optimistic mindset. if you see me talk a ton about something no matter what i'm saying you can bet it means i love it.

just. aaagh. it's always tough being a new fan of an old series. i'm like too embarrassed to express my opinions bc i feel like they're invalid y'know? i feel so exhausted every time i see something to the effect of like 'oh those poor kids these days having to deal with such bad quality everything what a bad time to be a fan of pokémon wow y'all make me feel so old' well see the thing is i actually am thriving and i love it here. and i'm also an adult myself so i have more critical thinking skills than people who played red when they were like five years old did. and even with the power of critical thinking i manage to be in love with this. join me in marvelling at the beauty of life

#sorry for the massive rant i am full of both love and rage but i feel alone in this world about this particular subject #my other fav complaint is like 'they make it too easy to xyz these days' #to me that reads like 'i suffered so why shouldn't they' #yes we should encourage people to spend 100 hours grinding to do basic story requirements. #to weed out the true gamers from the weaklings. or maybe we could use the spare time in our lives to touch grass #the only easy-fication change in sv i don't like is the ability to access boxes right from the menu #that kinda cheapens the need to strategically organize a team before heading somewhere #i can.. sorta understand being miffed about the remember moves mechanic? #frankly platinum was so stressful with not being able to freely switch without great hassle/cost #it would have been a fair enough compromise to make you pay a bit of lp or something #or do it for free but having to go to like a pokécenter or something #i'll never agree that exp share is bad though sorry #pokémon #ok but about the 'i feel bad for kids these days with these ugly designs/lame 3D models' thing #yeah i have news for you every gen has its ugly/stupid pokémon. #dude look at exeggcute #and some of the oldest spritework is hideous #granted the ds era spritework was beautiful #but i don't see what is so bad about the 3D models of today? they're both nice... #dude play an indie game or something if it's that important to you idk #it will never be the 90s again. it will never be the 00s again. i'm sorry.

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

Why i am blocked oh my god i feel terrible 😭😭😭

Hi! I often block people if they post content I'm particularly not interested in or content that makes me uncomfortable (usually the latter). I block semi-liberally, so please try not to take it personally; I'm just trying to curate my experience on the internet to fit my personal comfort. We don't know each other so I'm not trying to say anything about you as a person by blocking you.

Not to get on my soap box about blocking, but I really encourage you and others to not take blocking personally. I've gotten blocked by artists whose works I like, and it's definitely shocking at first, and very tempting to get defensive or hurt by it. But for me it helps to keep in mind that the person blocking me has their own experience on the internet that they want to have and curate and it may be the case that the things I post happen not to be part of it; and likewise, I'm not obligated a right to view anyone's works if they don't want me to for whatever reason.

(Also please know that people are not obligated to give a reason for why they block, it's really not your business. Many people find it invasive and disrespectful of boundaries to message someone after they've blocked you. Just keep this in mind that other people will likely not react kindly to receiving a message from someone they blocked)

#replies #delete later #probably #like ive gotten blocked by a fairly popular kbdn fixed position artist before and my first instinct was to be hurt and wonder why #like is it bc i drew dnkb or reversible raileon? or bc i draw kibkab? or bc i draw adult age gap pairs? and eventually i was just like yknow #it doesnt matter what the reason is; that person just felt like blocking me and its fine. theyre allowed to do that #idk its kinda easy to forget sometimes that while ppl often tout that you should block ppl to curate ur internet experience #it means sometimes you'll get blocked too. and that's fine! it's just a website feature #anyway yeah prob delete later bc this is too wordy

[touchlikethesun]

okay so this is not about anything specific just a response to some back-and-forths i've been been seeing recently but it can be true that some americans are entitled and ignorant when encountering other cultures AND that some europeans have a superiority complex towards americans that make them hair triggered against any comment from americans about their experience in europe. like trust that i really try hard to see both sides, but sometimes, when an american talks about their experience in europe or (god forbid) complains about it, some europeans will respond with such vitriol and condescension that really isn't warranted in the slightest. in the end, we really are so much more alike than we are different. people are the same everywhere, they really really are. everyone complains, everyone shit talks, everyone has their own form of ignorance. it's just that the particular flavour changes from place to place. everyone is so defensive and i don't get why we have such violent reactions when talking about cultural differences. please, can we stop the fighting it's so pointless.

#OBVIOUSLY ik not all of europe is the same #obviously #but like i do think about this a lot bc #yeah a lot of americans do make fools of themselves #but it's just as foolish when europeans try and clap back by making fun of americans for things that are out of their control #like #why are people like this i really don't get it #i saw some girl on tt say that it was confusing to her that french ppl would introduce themselves as being from #the 35 or the 91 bc… if you haven’t been hearing it your whole life it’s not easy to remember a list of numbers that’s only kinda relevant #like day to day #she wasn’t mean she was just like it’s a bit frustrating because if they introduced with their region #or the name of their department i would know it but its just harder for me as a foreigner to remember all the numbers #(side note but like idk if this is universal but i never remember numbers in french like i have to say the english numbers outloud) #(like house numbers or phone numbers or stuff like that idk why that is) #and then some french woman stitched her essentially saying well if you can’t remember the numbers why don’t you go back to your country #like… #that was not a proportionate response #like at all

[yuridovewing]

As a fellow Dovewing lover, it's frustrating how the fandom watered her down into a whiny brat who never cared about Ivypool. I mean, seriously? Not only did Dovewing care about her sister (reacting in horror when Lionblaze, her own mentor and Jayfeather are willing to potentially sacrifice Ivypool's safety by employing her as her spy instead of trying to get her out of the Dark Forest's clutches, hiding a thorn in her nest to cover for her scarring from her training).

Heck, even the scene where she tries to feed Ivypool her catch during a hunting patrol was demonized because 'she was trying to make Ivypool break the code like SHE does, as if it doesn't matter' and because she got upset when Ivypool started arguing with her! But you guys said she didn't care, right? Plus, people act like being forced into a prophecy is something you should be grateful for, as if it didn't irreparably change her close relationship with her sister? As if Lionblaze and Jayfeather didn't still keep her out of the loop (and for all the fussing they made about keeping it a secret, Lionblaze confesses his power to Cinderheart and Jayfeather doesn't even care).

Meanwhile Nightheart is angry he isn't orange and hates his mom for being exiled and the whole world has to stop for him. 🤪 And Bramblestar is simply so tortured by having an evil father, the only choice is to train with him and his evil half-brother and hide this from his wife! (But remember, it's bad when that witch Squirrelflight hides the parentage of the three from him, even when Blackstar and Leopardstar were still around after being complicit in the torture and killing of halfclan cats.) Why are these male characters sympathized with, even when they actively harm people (Nightheart forcing himself into Sunbeam's life by lying to everyone about being her mate without even asking her if she would be fine with that beforehand), Bramblestar (we all know what he does), but when Dovewing or any other female character is upset, people freak out and call them whiny brats or abusive for (checks notes) asking her partner if he loves her anymore after they argued multiple times in a book. Really makes you think! (Sorry this is so long, you just have based opinions!)

dovewing being characterized as this flighty airheaded vain popular girl stereotype in fanon is like. one of those biggest "we didnt actually read the books" things in the fandom. like theres so much fanart where shes grinning and giggling over the prophecy and shes besties with the trio and shes got preferential treatment, and then in the actual books shes basically the autistic kid no one actually likes. people really, REALLY overexaggerate that one scene where she snaps at ivypaw and brags. (and i dont wanna shit on amvs but i am forever side eying how the animation community handled dove back in the day. more than one person animated her getting murdered. normal.)

i do think its gotten better recently at least. but wow does it feel like at least one person on the writing team has a bone to pick

(also awww thank you <3 no need to be sorry i love getting stuff in my inbox)

#it does also feel so insidious to me just how long the bramblesquirrel conflict was painted as ''equally kind of wrong'' #the ppl who put words in squilfs mouth sometimes which. btw ill get to that when i read the book #and tbf part of it is that sometimes abuse isnt as easy to spot if youre primed to the mainstream version of it #like. bramble isnt a born evil wifebeater everyone can see coming from a mile away. hes a complex guy with his own insecurities #and his own goals and people he openly cares about. and even in some fanon stuff i see ppl kinda erase that part of him #(which i wont pretend im above- ive been trying to walk that line myself) #and that doesnt match how abusers are usually percieved by the public. or in this very series. #like. the main excuse for clear sky is literally ''hes sad his sister died and tried to save her! no one changes THAT much'' #anyone can be an abuser. you could be an abuser. i could be an abuser. that doesnt mean that we ARE but we are capable of it #and the thing that catches ppl off guard is that abusers are really good at hiding who they are and theyre often charming #i often hear this account of abuse that goes something like ''my parent abused me but no one believed me bc theyre nice in public'' #you dont know whats going on behind closed doors. and ik this is about funny kitties at the end of the day but its quite telling #so... yeah bramble has his nice moments. hes got his GREAT moments even. i love his relationship with his mom for example #but those moments dont mean that hes not capable of being worse. of being a monster to his loved ones #its why squilf keeps getting sucked back in. hes not a one dimensional asshole. hes capable of being kind to her. #and thats what makes his disgusting moments hit so much harder #wow ok i got off topic in the tags but yknow. idk i got feelings abt this matter as someone who's experienced toxic relationships

[skenpiel]

i've been occasionally seeing you post about pokemon and i'm Curious,,,,,,,,,,,, what starter did you pick? and what's your team like!!!!

I PICKED CYNDAQUIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my team changes a lot cause 1. i get bothered if All my pokemon (including the ones in my pc) arent the same level and 2. theyre all underleveled as FUCK. but mainly i keep a farfetched and poliwhirl as my tm/hm slaves and then i just kinda, pick whoever else is in need of exp. currently its just my misdreavus and then some low level gastly and paras i caught cause they know hypnosis and stun spore and i am getting SICK and TIREDDDD of hunting for raikou -_-

#I LOVEOPKEMON I CANT BELIEVE IT TOOK ME TWO TRIES TO FALL FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!! #even though im bad at it. so what im having fun -_- #i love cyndaquil btw hes a quilava now and his name is echidna ^__^ #they all have silly stupid names btw so i cant say them without being embarrassed. lol #anyways HI TORI I LOVE YOUUUU!!!!!!!!! lets talk about pokemon more when ive gotten a little bit further cuz im trying to. exp grind for th #pokemon league rn -_-; #idk how im gonna make it. my highest level pokemon is entei and ho-oh at 45 #and ho-oh is 45 when you CATCH it....... all my other guys are like below 35 Sweats #ITS GONNA TAKE SO LONGGGGGGG but i want raikou i want raikou NOW #its an ugly as fuck puppy doggy tiger thing. why is it so UGLY!!!!! #note its actually not that bad its just Erm im kinda pissed at not being able to catch it #i used my masterball for entei...... getting ho-oh was pretty easy cause i could just reset when i ran out of ultra balls #but. i cant fucking DO that with raikou cause the motherfucker RUNS AWAY #'legendary dogs' more like legendary PAINS IN MY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! screams and breaks stuff #HEHEHEEE i love u tori so much TELL ME ABT UR TEAM TOO BTW!!!!!!!!! #i forgot which one it is ur playing Um sorry !!!!

[slymanner]

If i was the creator of earth id make it possible for people to customize how they wanna look in a mirror like a video game change genders cool clothes eye color anything is possible my customizable menu is limitless ive been bug testing it for year's and its ready now for my lil creatures

even at the start of time, like, look into ur reflection from a lake or like when it rains and puddles are on the ground u get the menu it's a special rainpuddle customizable day make urself look awesome!!!

#yes this is related to me being trans why u ask NSNSNSN #idk if only it was that easy ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ SNNSSNNS maybe wanting it without it being so easy to transform urself is the point??? #its kinda like the gym if it was that easy to get urself ripped with a button it wouldn't be as satisfying? #but doing it without that easy of access and it being gradually and u have to do alot of self love and determination to get urself in shape #is more inherently satisfying and cool #idk!!! probs!!! #like for transitioning that also takes alot of self discovery and a journey of loving your new self u feel that is more YOU #and a simple.button press to make it immediately would be nice but the journey is probably part of the process and makes you happier #i went alot more deep in it then i expected but that makes sense :]

[manslutz]

gonna word vomit in these tags oops

#rambling to myself whatever #ik i just need to settle into this flat and get used to living by myself but im kinda like #hmm have i cursed myself w being lonely #i think also this flat is pretty dark bc the other buildings block out the sunlight so my seasonal depression is going crazy in advance #like its dumb but im not very approachable irl so i dont have many uni friends on my course and im just kinda #idk how i feel about it all #if my timetable stays the same i have tues and wed off and im getting in my head wo the distraction #like ik ill be fine in theory but im overthinking rn and its not even 3am lonely hours #and ik i can go out and do things by myself bc i often do but sometimes its nice to have the company #i made most of my friends at dorms but it was intercollegiate so they all go to diff unis to me so timetables clash double #and my closest uni friend is studying aboard in ny rn :( #idk i just feel like sometimes im not on the same path as everyone at uni rn #or maybe ur 20s are really just isolating idk #esp after the pandemic and many many lockdowns like i took a year out and all my old friends went straight to uni #and the diff in experience just meant they got closer and i got further #i only talk to one of them now and shes my ride or die but also she was kinda in a diff group of friends #and its funny (?) to think my main friendship group all still talk to each other #i just dont think im an easy person to be friends with #and idk why #its not for lack of trying or anything i just dont think im the type of person who has longlasting relationships #idk im not going into that rn #i also chose to go to a uni close to home so theres a lot that ive already done #its ok i can always do them again #but also im kinda like what if i just go home !! lmao #and itd be nice but i think itd make me feel worse when im back in the flat #hh whatever let me just get on with it and move on #its only 5 weeks until reading week and i only have this year left of uni #endure endure endure

[scarletiswailing347]

sometimes i see ppl praise nds for being passionate about their interests and just feel bad :/

#mine.txt #tw vent #ig #this isnt really directed towards anyone #since were in the audhd website this is honestly to be expected #but like idk my passion is entirely artificial and manufactured #something made in conjunction with me and my mind to make my stay here feel like its worth something #not in the existential sense but in the transactional sense ie its worth it to stay alive cause this and that keeps me entertained #and id see all these genuine shows of passion and im just like. how. #cause the thing is im not depressed im actually quite content with my life even with its down moments #but i kinda have an ingrained neutral nihilism in me wherein i dont think much of reality and existence #it makes survival easy but living and thriving so so hard #cause why waste energy doing all that when in the end its all the same anyway #i do things in the moment if they make me happy ofc #but they rarely ever go past a moment #its why even now i struggle with the concept of happy memories #theyre just memories to me

[stinkrascal]

i have a hard time writing about characters struggling to come to terms with their sexualities bc i never experienced that growing up. i realized i was bisexual when i was around 9 years old because one day late at night when i was spending the night with my cousins, i took their ipad to bed and i googled "anime girl big boobs" and in that moment i remember thinking "yeah i like women now" and its been true ever since then like that was it so thats how i write it for 99% of my ocs now. they just realize and theyre like oh okay thats cool

#now gender identity is another story................... #but thats why i like writing abt that more than sexuality i think. bc i know what that feels like #to mull over it #also i just like stories about gender in general. i think theyre interesting #not just trans identities but gender as a whole. the idea of compulsive masculinity and femininity r fascinating to me too #i love stuff like that i just find it so fascinating!!! #my sexuality has never been so complex to me so i kinda just default to everyone being bisexual without explanation #theres only one oc i can think of whos going to grapple with their sexuality in straud but it wont be so intense #they come around rather quickly about being bisexual after having assumed theyre straight #but their exploration does happen nevertheless. it just isnt so dramatic as say that same oc's grapple with gender identity #yeah idk im just rambling rn bc i dont wanna make poses <3 #starting is always the hardest part! once ive started its pretty easy although time consuming

[1980ssunflower]

LOOK at my FUCKING husbands BOY!!!!!!!!!!!

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #SCREAMIGN CRYING PUNCHING THE WALLS #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!! #GENUINELY HOW IS IT PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE THIS MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! #IM GOING TO GODDAMN IM/EXPLODE SIMULTANEOUSLY #MIS BEBES MY SOULMATES... #damn whats the proper word for it in spanish again hdfsjk #WELL #IDK MAN THEY JUST ARE MY FR SOULMATES!!! IT WAS LIKE I WAS MADE FOR THEM AND THEY WERE MADE FOR ME!!!!! #everything abt their individual personalities fit me and im the perfect median between them #so i help them a lot w their own stuff as well as being the middle ground when they argue hfjsd #but their love for MUSIC really ties my so strongly to them on top of it all.... #music is SO important to me its my life and its THEIR life and i want to talk abt music for hours w them both #to put together albums w them and perform them on stage together wahh #and a big element too is theyre from the 80s... #it feels kinda stupid to say but i genuinely feel like i was meant to have lived in the 80s and im at all times feeling homesick for it #thats why collecting and playing records and cassette tapes are really really important to me #when i play them it feels at least in those moments that im ok... im home im where im meant to be #thats also why i dress the way i do why i try so hard to fit every part of the 80s #so my life w my min and ryan make me happy... thats our reality together yknow #to know they dont know anything abt this modern day auhh #i just wish i could go home w them back then yknow and be free of all this #at least i can draw it... though i wish i was better at drawing lol #theyre just so important to me... more than anything #i love them more than anything and i will ALWAYS love them they will ALWAYS be a part of me

[eric-the-bmo]

[head in hands] oughghgghhhhhh

#i cant figure out which house to make my character/ which character i should use for demon the fallen #and i can feel it starting to stress me out a bit oh my god #like i have to choose #caleb has an interesting space vibe going on but im unsure why they would confident #especially due to the confinement of the abyss and the fact their house is kinda blamed for the fall ig??? #i want them to be the Fun kind of confident #i like the abilities of the space angels but im unsure how to incorporate the apathy/disconnect into his personality idk idk #while with arielle being a form dawn angel def contributes to why shed be confident #its an attempt to reclaim the glory it had before yknow #however i think the fucking powers ar ekinda boring idk idk i really dont know what to do #like also why is one of the Fire Lore abilities named after a genocide literally what the fuck is going on there #anyw ay anyway idk what to do both seem interesting in deiifernt ways but theyre both so incomplete #while caleb seems more fun he also is Super DIfficult to figure out #while with Airelle she seems easy to figure out but imso worried hell be seen as annoying and uauaughghhhhhhh #ough. god. fuck #idk idk botht heir powers are? interesting???? nothing quite seems to grab my attention super well ig #and caleb doesnt have a demon name while arielle doesnt have a human name #anyway #aoighhh #fuck man i gotta figure this out i gotta figure this out #sorry for ranting #its so stupid that im venting over my fucking. ttrpg characters #these fuckers anret real #also will i be able to pull any of them off???? fuck oh my god i dont know #bc i KNOW myekf im quiet as hell (ha) during games #fuckkk

[nomaishuttle]

ALSO sry im so talkative today idk whats gotten IN to me but anyways. its sooo crazy 2 me that ppl have other birthdays that arent the sake day as my birthday like obviously i know ppl do but its crazy to me. bc january 13th is like My birthday ykwim. like its such a good day to have a birthday on so beautiful 1/13/2005 gods specialest girl was born ykwim.

#also the cafe is plsying so much lana del rey im rly scared guys. ive never listened to ldr outside of nightcore when i was 11 #but ya i loooove having a january birthday bc it makes it so easy to figure out how old i was during an event. bc its like. ok unless the #event happened in the first 12 days of the year i can just subtract 5 from the year it happened and thats how old i was. ykwim. like 2007 i #was 2 rhe entire year basicslly 2012 i was 7 the entire year its awesome #whereas if i had a september birthday. Like some people (my sibling). itd be a wholee production like ok was it before or after the end of #september. which is isnt rly that difficult but i have trouble remembering what specific month a thing happened in #but i can remember seasons. which again like ig isnt the difficult bc if it happened in wjnter etc. spring etc. summer etc. but if it #happened in fall id probably be confused.. #basically january is the best month of the year and the most beautiful girls are born then #a fun fact is i wasnt born on friday the 13th. i was born on a thursday #BUT my 1st birthday was friday and so was myyy 16th i think. idr. but yeah sometimes its on a friday which is cool :] #and another fun fact is it was a sunny day but (according to my dad) there was a random lightning strike like. right when i was born. so #basically i think im rly rly quite special. joke. i think that lightning strike was god saying Lord well hold on. why would god he saying #lord. thats kinda funny. thats like if i went Connor i am going to put this guy in situations. which tbf i do refer to myself in 3rd person #mentally On occasion. but anyways. sry i distracted mysekf and forgot what i was gonna say. its tly funny to imagine god just being like #Lord almighty. #speaking of idk if you guys know this abt me but i say lord almighty and jesus christ and good lord etc so much. and i didnt always i like #started saying them a year or so ago and now i cant stop. i wasnt even raised religious im not religious in the slightest . but my first #reaction to things now is Lord almighty... like girl you do not even know him. #anyways thats all. sry

[yurtletheturtlehenderson]

Heyyyy so remember how I said the COSMIC pronoun copies would stay the same??? Hehe...

#okay BEAR with me here #yes the backstory and the dialogue and the ultimate plot points YES absolutely #buuuut we literally saw will physically shut down and close himself off when a girl came onto him ON TOP of the #'its not my fault you dont like girls' comment and basically everything else and yeah #so remember how i said i have kind of a half formed olan #*plan #well #guess who knows a shit ton about comphet babeyyy #like just imagine will and y/n being so excited to see each other again but being back after so much time apart they dont realize why #they are suddenly kinda stressed #like the butterflies are getting harder to distinguish from anxiety #bc of all that time apart neither of them really realized how freeing it was to not have to hold hands or kiss or 'meet an expectation' of #a relationship even though they do truly love and care for each other #and for some reason all that hugging and giggling and contact is suddenly so easy with their other best friend who #thanks to the absence- has had a whole *different* kind of effect #finally will gets to see and hug mike and finally y/n gets to see and hug el and VICE VERSA #meanwhile the other copies (he/him for sure) just stay the will byers course maybe with a little byler angst sprinkled in #idk idk we'll see we'll see 😏 vol 2 will tell #cosmic #f!cosmic #you'll float queue #stranger things spoilers #stranger things 4 #edit: just fyi this isnt set in stone but its something ive been heavily considering for a while now and i wanted to warn yall #things would be adjusted as far as titles if i did go that route like it would say 'eventual el x reader and eventual byler' & add #a thing about comphet and even update the descriptions but we can cross that bridge if we get to it #point is i honestly think it would be a great thing to have cause when i was younger reading stories like this i never saw wlw or mlm #content in reader inserts and of i even a bit of exposure again i think it would have been so healthy for me

[fowlblue]

*hands u a poffin*

Oh sweet, a poffin!

For you- Thieval, Silvally, Yamask!

#yes yes thieval is somewhat of an ‘easy’ pick but in my defense it’s the best fox Pokémon. it rocks. look at its little ‘stache #Zorua could never #silvally… the best way to put it is it makes me think of how you’ve talked about how you’ve grown into this super cool and strong person. #also- idk why but I was thinking about the Yamask idea and I had the thought that you’d be the Galarian one #not in the sense of the ‘vengeful spirit’ kinda way but rather that you’d just see this cool rock and pick it up and go ‘well this is neat’. #and carry it with you a while. it also reminds me of some of the cool stuff u reblog a lot #asks