#if I don’t like someone’s hcs too

[honeynclove]

sometimes I block ppl and for literally no reason????

#☕️!- clove speaks #like martha speaks #Websites let me write little notes as to why I’ve blocked ppl #“Maybe just stop being a hater?” No! Anyways #Reblogged a mutuals addition to a post and I had the op blocked??? Scrolled thru their blog and had literally no reason to block them??? #idk guys #then again I’m also someone who blocks ppl if they annoy me #twst fandom ppl who post incorrect quotes I’m SO sorry #like half of the x reader blogs despite enjoying x reader content #sometimes I block ppl just for posting ships I don’t like I’m so sorry tr.yj.de accs I’m sure you’re lovely #I FEEL BAD CENSORING IT I WAS JUST HORRIFIED THE LAST TIME I SPOKE NEGATIVELY OF A SHIP IN MY TAGS AND IT PUT IT IN THE MAIN TAGS ARATATAGS #what else #if I don’t like someone’s hcs too #😭😭😭 #Most if not all proshippers too I’m sorry #“Why don’t you just block the tags of stuff you don’t like?” I’m too lazy to find that feature on the website

[bunitivity]

Tender ZoSopp moment after a big fight with a wounded Zoro resting on Usopp's lap, and he's giving him a light massage to his temples and neck and Zoro wakes up to Usopp smiling at him because he protected them all again

"You look... safe... " Zoro says

And Usopp laughs a little "I am safe, thanks to you"

"I mean... you... safety" and Zoro falls asleep again (Chopper nearby still treating his wounds probably)

And Usopp's words caught up on his throat because being the protector's safe place means so much to him

😭😭 I'm not a writer, if you or anyone else wants to expand on that, pls do, I just always get really emotional to the thought of Usopp being (any of the Monster Trio)'s person they feel safe with, specially after a big fight

Oh this is so😭😭😭 Usopp being Zoro’s safe space is everything to me omg!!! That’s so!!! Just thinking about Usopp never having thought about Zoro romantically until that point not until getting hit with a line like that and being thrown completely off kilter like wtf is that supposed to mean?? That was a joke right right? he was just joking around he couldn’t really have meant that he Usopp was making him Zoro of all people feel safe?? But then he remembers the utter sincerity in his voice as he said it. Zoro doesn’t lie. So what does it mean??

Usopp’s heart is just a mess after that and he cannot stand being around Zoro. It might just kill him. Just a brush of their hands was almost enough to send him into a cardiac arrest and then there’s his laugh.

Usopp fears it might be enough to end him.

You would think a stoic serious guy like Zoro wouldn’t laugh that much if ever but he does and it’s often at the stupidest things. And those stupid things sometimes happened to be him. Usually Usopp wouldn’t stand for that but now he thinks he can afford to be a little stupid if it means he gets to hear Zoro laugh.

Even if it kills him.

So he cannot be around him. And so Usopp does what he does best. He runs away. Not completely. He’s still there at the fringes. Has his foot just inside the room so to speak. He will still see Zoro at the dinner table, in their room and other places on the ship as long as others are around. They just can’t be alone.

That just means that he won’t be working on the grassy deck of the sunny and suddenly find Zoro leaning into him asking him what he’s up to or just falling asleep against him. Nor will they nap together under the shade of a tree. Nor will he let Zoro use his lap as a pillow. Nor will they be shooting the shit late at night looking up at the stars. Nor will Usopp get to laugh as Zoro tries and fails to map out constellations. Nor will he get to tell him how hopeless he is and that it doesn’t matter if Zoro doesn’t know his left from his right because Usopp will always be there to find him.

He will lose a lot of things but he thinks that what he’s protecting is more important right?

It’s after another fight. Zoro is lost again. No one can find him. Usopp isn’t worried because why would he be? This is par for the norm. But then Usopp does find him and his heart drops out of his chest.

“Zoro?”

He’s on the ground looking badly injured completely still. It almost looks like he’s napping. Almost.

Usopp kneels down beside him and tries to shake him awake.

“Zoro?”

He does not answer.

“Zoro this isn’t funny open your eyes…” Usopp’s hair is loose it’s all in his face. “You’re supposed to be the strongest of us what are you doing.” He tries to brush his hair back but it keeps falling back clinging his face. “You can’t just let a chump like that take you out.” Great now it’s getting all in Zoro’s face but Usopp lets it maybe it’ll annoy him enough to make him wake him. “You haven’t become the world’s best swordsman remember? You still haven’t bested Mihawk yet so you can’t just not… Wake. Up!”

Usopp does not want his last words to him to be… when was the last time he actually talked to Zoro?? Had he been avoiding him for so long that he couldn’t even remember?? Was his last words just… nothing?

Usopp doesn’t realize he’s crying until he sees his tears splatter all over on Zoro’s face. Fuck.

Usopp regrets so much.

All the moments they had are overshadowed by all the ones they didn’t get to have because he was coward and so so afraid. Of what? Of being found out? His stupid feelings shouldn’t have prevented him from just being his friend. Just being his friend had been enough and should been enough. But now he’ll never even get that. Now all Usopp gets all the things he is left with are those moments that could have been, the ones that should have been and all the ones that will never be.

He gets nothing.

Usopp crumples. He gathers Zoro up in his arms holding him and placing his head in his lap just like that moment so long ago. And says “please don’t… not yet…”

He feels a hand on his cheek sweeping away his tears and his eyes snaps open and he sees Zoro looking grouchy and confused and so very awake and he screams.

“Zoro!”

“Argh don’t be so loud I’ve a headache.”

“Stupid you don’t get say that after making me think you’re dead!”

Zoro cracks a smile. “Is that why you’re crying? I was wondering who I had to beat up.”

Usopp grabs the hand that still on his face. “Don’t be stupid. You’re not beating anyone up the way you are now.”

Zoro just hums as he closes his eyes and just nuzzles closer and gets more comfortable. “I missed this.”

Usopp ruffles the green his hair and smiles. “Me too.”

“Finally gotten tired of avoiding me.”

Usopp’s grip tightens in his hair but he immediately lets go once Zoro bristles with pain. “Sorry.”

"Sorry for pulling my hair or sorry for avoiding me?"

“It’s not you.”

“What is it then?”

When Usopp doesn’t answer Zoro just pulls him close until their foreheads are almost touching.

“Tell me.”

“It’s stupid.”

“I want to hear it.”

“It doesn’t matter-“

“It matters. To me.”

Usopp twists his lips. But there’s only so long he can lie. So long he can withhold the truth. So of course it comes gushing out when he least wants it to. The dam that’s his lie finally gives. It has been breaking for a long time now. It just takes just one nudge from Zoro and that look in his eye and that hand that’s still wiping away his tears. And he breaks.

“I love you.”

Zoro’s eyes widens and Usopp knows he’s made a mistake but then they soften so maybe not and oh he laughs and maybe just maybe this is worth everything.

“Took you long enough.”

Usopp’s eyes well up with tears again. “I fucking hate you.”

“No you don’t.”

Then he kisses him. And they kiss again and again. Because they’re happy to be alive. To be here together and with each other and in love and because when Usopp isn’t busy being a coward he can brave. Usopp can be brave. And he gets to have this and all the moments that could be, going to be and will ever be. Now and forever.

“Oh before I forget.”

“What?”

Zoro smiles so softly and also so smugly because he’s a bastard and yet Usopp can’t help but love him because he’s stupid and also the smartest man alive.

“I love you too.”

Usopp smiles.

He gets to have it all.

#reading this ask actually made my heart squee omg #and please don’t say you’re not much of a writer no one is until they decide they are #just this little bit you wrote was enough to move me #just write it might suck in the beginning but it’s going to get better I promise #take this from someone who didn’t start drawing until their twenties #also thank you for sending this it was awesome!!! #asks #zosopp #i write sometimes #I might enjoy writing like this too much so please keep sending me these little hcs and I might try to turn them into a little something🥰

[archduke-enver-gortash]

mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again. #sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all. #imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs! #so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately. #but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when. #like. imagine that. jesus dude. #like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here. #but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

[gojowh0rcs]

Gojo be seein this everyday 💀

#I need to leave him alone 💀💀💀 #but I can’t cuz makin fun of him is what keeps me up at night #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #jjk gojo #GEGE SAID HE SEES THERMAL GRAPHICS UNDER HIS BLINDFOLD OFC THE FIRST THOUGHT I HAD WAS HE CAN SEE YOU FART #someone needs to ask Gege and confirm it 🏃🏽‍♀️ #also I hc him to have sensitive eyes to the sun too #don’t most ppl w blue eyes got a brightness sensitivity or smth comparatively to ppl w brown eyes? #like imagine he got those lights at home he can dim and just keeps it like that for comforts sake #but given Gege said he tires easily without his blindfold I imagine he really be wearin that shit all day everyday

[locusfandomtime]

Since the ending of the season has been confirmed… and nobody new joined this season, it’s possible someone new is joining s10! So…

a serious alternative to the other poll. I think some of these have a pretty low chance of happening, but I chose options that are at least possible (i.e. the hermits know them). don’t take this too seriously, i’m just curious on what the fandom thinks is the most likely option

#how the hell do you guys write out scotts name. scott. smajor. scott major? #particularly looking at empires/traffic series people because they would know the hermits decently well #locus fandom time #hermitcraft #hermitblr #my personal thoughts on these: scott - didn’t even think of it before but it could happen. he knows the hermits well and is a builder #skizz - most likely option imo. collabs so often with hermits and is impulse’s best friend. only thing is that he isn’t a builder/redstoner #but i think being friends with the hermits is far more important in the application process than that #martyn - i would love if this happened but it never would because i don’t think hermitcraft is his playstyle at all #rip martyn/keralis and martyn/doc those duos would be so funny #joel - another really likely option. he is a builder and said he admires hc a lot. knows them well. i can see it #jimmy - i don’t think its his playstyle but it would be fun to see #lizzie - pretty talented builder. butttt i don’t think she’s going to join? it doesnt really seem like her thing #fWhip - can’t really see him joining either but it’d be cool #mythical sausage - he would be amazing on there but he’d chuck up the rating from general to 13 in no time #options I didn’t include: bigb (his main focus is like skibidi toilet videos not minecraft). oli (he produces 2 videos a year he isnt cut #out for the grind). pix (i think it would be awkward being a hc member and doing recap). katherine elizabeth (possibility but doesnt #interact with the hermits too much at crossover. others here know them way better) #there’s also the chance of someone who isn’t hc adjecent but knows them otherwise (like psmp or newlife whatnot) joining but it is less

[ocarinaofpride]

sometimes the popular interpretations of a character can be very wrong/kinda boring. maybe referring to sephiroth here….

#theres a lot of them that i just…. don’t understand why they exist #liek idk i see ppl make him a womanizer/a total seductive asshole and its like.. did we play the same games? #he just wouldnt be like that. The only reason why that exists is bc of ppl being thirsty unfortunately #which takes up a good majority of seph fans. #not saying that’s particularly bad but it can impact how ppl view/interpret characters VERRY heavily #but aside from that i think ppl r too boring with him. i dont get to see true silly guy pre nibelheim seph #whats the deal… why… #honestly we should have more loser seph art. i need more nerdy seph content man #i cant just be tje only one that does everything…. #SIGHHH…. whatever… I guess… #maybe if i tried hard enough nerdy lameo seph will become a popular thing #(acting like idgaf so it happens faster) #sorry. thats enough . this is too long #ill continue sharing my niche hcs on here… and hope they stick with someone

[futureforged]

I want ships… but I alsoooo want to flesh and develop them all out and get invested, you know?

#Personally? I don’t like feeling like I’m just being snatched for a ship and with Jayce specifically he issss finicky. #I like fleshing them out and getting invested so I can make edits and art and just feel inspired by what we’re making #Gush over them too but know it’s a returned thing a hundred percent and sooooo #Dealing with the annoying constant want to nudge mutuals cause I would love to ship romantically but I’m soooo ackkkk #🗿 #I am SCREECHIN into my pillow rn I am so anxious over attemptin it rn cause m worried about it #My headspace is at a weird space where I know for sure I have like zero energy to hold a convo for longer then a hello #but also I wanna chatter and screech HCS and plot but #NO ENERGY #and muse is annoyingly hard sometimes to do the actual decent interaction thing with before he annoys someone or YEAH #➤ ꜰɪʟᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ . . . // ooc rambles. | to be deleted.

[swordmaid]

for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.

i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….

and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:

- what do YOU want to do?

and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.

like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol

#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ?? #since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances #are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her … #like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel … #gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭 #and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in #the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that … #but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene #they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm) #and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her #own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s #cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power #over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!! #and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of #someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit … #also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components #and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it #take it if you don’t idc 🤷‍♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually #their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans) #but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her) #I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮‍💨 flustered and sweating and he’s #like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then #and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …

[saetoru]

i think about what alhaitham’s childhood must’ve been like and i honestly make myself very sad thinking about it

#idk i feel like #he always says he doesn’t care what ppl think of him and that he’s happy to keep to himself #but i feel like a small part of that is stuff he says to convince himself he’s fine w having no friends 🥲 #like bffr every kid wants a friend idc #he definitely wanted a friend as a kid #i’m convinced he was a bullied kid #i think it’s not a very unique hc tho im sure so many ppl think that too #but isn’t that just so :( #idk like i imagine his grandmother encouraging him to make friends like ‘once they get to know you they’ll love u like i do’ #and then no one likes him 🥲 #and he’s just like why what did i do ? in his head #if a kid is like 6 ur not gonna convince me like #oh yeah he’s cool w not having friends he’s just like that he likes keeping to himslef #no way. i don’t believe it for a second #so he’s just like ok who needs friends i can thrive and lead a simple life without that nonsense anyway as a way to cope and it just sticks #i mean sure he’s introverted and he prefers to keep to himself #yeah ok. but he definitely does not want to die alone and never have anyone he can share memories w and so i feel like #for someone to reiterate so much that they prefer solitude so strongly and hold rationality above all else #even when they’re clearly someone who makes decisions that are more or less morally guided #there must’ve been a very lonely and melancholy past there #and every time i think ab it #i get sad #and don’t even get me started on his grandmothers death #idk every time i think ab alhaitham #he just seems so heartbreaking and tragic in a very very normal way #not some elaborate brother betrayal or dead friend from the hands of a god #or being abandoned by ur mother and betrayed by humans 283774 times in a row as u search for ur purpose #just a normal sad story of dead parents and not fitting in and having no one and losing the one person who loves you wholly #and it makes me so sad bc it’s the most realistic sad past of all the characters and nothing can convince me that’s not what his past was #and it makes my heart bleed for him

[salsflore]

GAHHH why do i keep seeing posts in the self ship tags that are against being uncomfy with sharing f/os ... theyre usually like chill(?) but last time i saw one that was super aggressive for no reason

#idk if you guys saw it too the one that was like AHHH YOU’RE BEING SELFISH!!! but maybe they were referring solely to those who #harrassed others over it. in which case i think they suck too but its so :| to see people be like #sometimes its like. there’ll be a post — someone would be like hey! are you okay sharing? and the op will be like #yeah ofc :) it feels like it’d be unfair of me not to & etc. GAHHH i know they don’t mean any harmmm okayyy but i don’t want people to think #this is a selfish or unfair thing to do lol honestly though i DO wish i were comfortable with sharing #given how incredibly popular those two are. sadly the [ it’s a different version of your f/o! ] doesn’t work on me #yes personal hcs & interpretation are a thing but to me its still on the same character so what difference does it make ... #and i couldn’t really go along with that way of viewing it #💭

[fishyartist]

Man what if wulf was like a grim reaper… like the ghost zone ripping power could work so well w that

#might b too close to death puss in boots tho #irrelevant to this post but he/him lesbian wulf is my hc/rewrite thing and if I don’t mention it I’ll explode #like same exact design but the Energy is butch lesbian. u understand. #wait I could work that in w my butch4buch crackship of Alicia+wulf if u work in that Flynn rewrite idea someone had #Danny’s stupid retconned secret brother was called flynn right I’m not confusing that w something else? #who had that btw that was fun.

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about a version of spn where billie taking on the role of Death functioned on elder scrolls rules, where through performing the role, she Became Death to the point where her selfhood was subsumed into the concept. Instead of idk she was the last reaper that died so she gets the job.

#yes I played oblivion recently yes I am always thinking about sheogorath #anyway spn is like. about how you think you have autonomy. you think you are making choices #but actually you don’t and you are in over your head #and this could have applied to them too #because Someone has to be death. Someone has to take on that role #so say she did. say she did and she can even still have a grudge against the Winchesters or whatever (valid of them tbh) #but like. we could have watched them. in performing that role. in taking on that duty. Voluntarily!! they stop being themselves #like. she is still billie but also. there is something Fundamentally Changed in a way that’s hard to put a finger on. #a way in which she has become Death. no longer really an agent of her own will but a primordial force. #guess this is getting into my own vague hc territory but like. death interfering with shit is! a big deal! #was a big deal at least. #Lucifer had to slaughter a town to set It free and shackle It. dean had to wear Its ring to make a deal with It #death showing up. personally. to collect Sam! big big deal!! #because a force like that taking an interest is a Bad Thing. that is why Chuck is Bad. he’s too invested! too involved! #but anyway this was about Billie. #tl;dr: the goal to become Death should have been something they pursued. not something given to whichever reaper happened to die first #and in the pursuing. they lose enough of themselves to no longer know why they originally wanted the title. but it’s hers now. she is Death #I should stop trying to push oblivion lore into spn asdggjklhl I JUST THINK MANTLING. IS A COOL CONCEPT #AND I THINK. IT HAS POTENTIAL IN OTHER UNIVERSE BESIDES THE ELDER SCROLLS LORE #anyway this has been thoughts for the day #supernatural #spn #Billie spn #death spn

[designernishiki]

hot take (aka headcanon) but I kinda think that nishiki and kiryu’s relationship pre-split wasn’t on both sides platonic/familial or fully romantic; I feel like nishiki had a thing for him (not sure if he fully realized it though) and that he had developed feelings for kiryu over the course of a good long time that were deeply confusing on their own, but even more so considering they would’ve been hard to sort out with what could just be attributed to close friendship or a familial-type bond.

and on the other side of this, kiryu was utterly oblivious and never thought to question what they had as being anything other than a close friendship or familial-type relationship or whatever it was being called out loud (we know kiryu, he’s blunt as hell and takes things at face value– not the best at reading between the lines) hence why the split between them, though both were clearly hurt a ton by it, hit nishiki harder and more acutely– because on top of losing the most important person in his life, which is bad enough, it would’ve crushed any tiny shred of hope he may have had to live out his long-time, perhaps even since-childhood fantasy of being by kiryu’s side forever as his one true confidant, in a more intimate way than as a friend.

#rambling #sad boy hours #this also ties into why I hc nishiki as being gay rather than bi for the most part (though both are absolutely valid and understandable) #won’t get into that here too much but yeah there’s just… a lot of tragic gay angst that can be associated with him and the way he handles m #(or doesn’t handle) their little… breakup and whatnot #and as for kiryu’s side of things. honestly if things went a different way than they did I don’t think something beyond friendship would be #out of the question. it’s just. I don’t think kiryu would’ve ever considered the concept because he’s so clueless #when it comes to relationships and romance and so on and furthermore because of the way he was brought up- which of course wouldn’t really #highlight the idea that falling for a guy (or vice versa) is even a possibility let alone that it’d be applicable to him and someone so #close to him and whatnot. learning about nishiki’s past feelings for him in a hypothetical post-kiwami situation I think would make #him short circuit. and to literally anyone else who knew about nishiki’s actions after the split and all it’d all click and make perfect #sense hearing that. but to kiryu it’d take some fuckin Time to process #I think the past would be in the past by whatever hypothetical future point this is but still its a lot to apply to some of the most #important and fundamental parts of/events of his life. hh. yeah. tack on some guilt if you wanna say kiryu would be with majima at that #point (however you define ‘with’– important part is It’s Not Straight) so the potential there- whatever it was- wasn’t totally nothing like #it would be if he was simply straight and thus it would’ve never been a possible relationship outcome #but. yeah. anyway. sorry I’m. I need to stop I’m going insane I think l #I hope I don’t sound too insane or controversial for this take gahdhshdh have mercy on me #it’s. it’s all just ideas. thoughts. in a game. in minecraft. etc #nishiki #kiryu #yakuza #long post

[danothan]

it probably means smth that i can transfer so many of my aromantic songs to my tomshiv and tomgreg playlists. tom’s type is rather concerning.

#danbles #succ #the difference is that tomshiv aro songs devastate me and tomgreg aro songs make me laugh #i can’t by radiohead is like hell yeah this is cathartic i feel seen *thinks abt it from shiv’s pov* all i know is pain. #(disclaimer that i don’t think shiv’s trauma and toxicity makes her aro i actually hc her as biromantic/sexual) #(i do kinda want greg to be aromantic tho just a little. sorry) #also finally caving in to making a tomgreg playlist is somewhat embarrassing but mainly funny #tom songs are like [gallery piece] (genghis khan] [road to hell] #greg songs are like obsessed by mariah carey #wait fuck genghis khan is kinda a tomshiv (shiv’s pov) song too #i dont rly want you girl but you cant be free? #i wanna make up my mind but i dont know myself? #i dont have the right to ask where you go at night but the waves hit my head to think someones in your bed?? #the overlap between these ships makes my brain vibrate a little

[padfootastic]

Considering marriage to the Blacks goes like this: really attractive spouse and pretty kids vs a net zero on morality, everyone’s deranged, several members have tried to kill the others but God help anybody else who tries, family drama that makes everyone else seem calm in comparison, and family gatherings that are their own form of reality TV

i’m pretty sure i’ve seen someone on here talking a keeping up with the blacks style reality show fic but i can’t remember who 🤔🤔 would kill for it to happen tho lol

#i really wanna read something like that #but i’m not talented enough to write it #and i don’t watch enough movies or m shows or reality tv to pull it off either #ofc i’ll be so picky about sirius’ characterisation too lol #reg has to be the perpetually angsty emo kid sorry i don’t make the rules #he has massive younger sibling energy and i expect it to be properly reflected #walburga is like. kris jenner lite #sirius would be the outwardly shallow party boy who’s actually got much more going on under the surface #very classic rich kid stereotype i know i know but it exists for a reason #anyway yah i just have disjointed hcs lol someone really needs to capitalise on this i think #lots of potential #pen’s asks

[keylimejuice]

when you’re not the only one with that headcanon *cheers*

#juicetobs #misckeys #yes this is about astral being drawn with tan skin just like mist #i don’t see that a lot! not that it’s an issue with people who don’t hc that it just makes me happy knowing someone else thinks that too! :0 #i dunno why it made me so happy it just did ;v; #overwhelmingly so #and it makes me happy that someone else out there has the same hc like woah!! #ofc this is bc i don’t explore tags so maybe there’s even more of them #i just don’t cuz searching it sends my brain into a whole ‘how COULD you’ speech and then makes me all achey lmfaoooo #and im not saying my idea is original. im just saying i don’t see tan astral a lot compared to tan mist #yknow?? #but !!!!! just was happy.. was very happy…. #;v; yeah..