#if yall saw the thang i took.......

[velvetstreets]

Who’s Better?

PT 3: Nice N’ Slow

A/N: ITS SEVEN O’CLOCK ON THE DOT, IM IN MY DROP TOP CRUSIN’ THE STREETS… lmfaoo sooo the anticipated pt 3 of Who’s Better! It’s finally time for Urban to give reader some good lovin’. I rly did have Nice & Slow by Usher on repeat while writing this hahah, enjoyyyy yall, feedback is loved!! 🤍🤍

Part 1 HERE

Part 2 HERE

MINORS DNI 18+, soft smuttttt, mentions of smoking, oral (f receiving), penetration (f receiving).

It took a few days for you to recover from your session with Jack, your pussy needed a time out and your legs needed to regain their strength. Urban took notice of this once he saw you walking out to the kitchen, struggling like a newborn fawn. He smirked, looking at Jack who walked out behind you. He smiled and walked over to Urban and gave him a fist bump.

“Nice man.” Urban laughed.

“Nice man.” Urban laughed.

You rolled your eyes at them. “Cool of y’all to childishly fist bump about pussy, instead of helping me out.” You said with sarcasm dripping in your voice, grabbing a water bottle. Jack and Urban laughed before Jack came over to you and picked you up, slinging you over his shoulder, his big T-shirt you were wearing no longer covering your ass, giving him the perfect opportunity to slap it - which he did- hard. “Cmon baby, I got you.” He said.

You rolled your eyes at them. “Cool of y’all to childishly fist bump about pussy, instead of helping me out.” You said with sarcasm dripping in your voice, grabbing a water bottle. Jack and Urban laughed before Jack came over to you and picked you up, slinging you over his shoulder, his big T-shirt you were wearing no longer covering your ass, giving him the perfect opportunity to slap it - which he did- hard. “Cmon baby, I got you.” He said.

“Jack!” You yelped in response.

“Aww baby, you not tired of screaming my name yet? Might have to use them sweet sounds of yours on a song, they’re too good not to be heard ma” he said as he walked back up the stairs to his room.

It had now been 2 weeks since then, and Urban had invited you over to their place to watch your favorite movie, to which you of course accepted. You knocked on the door, and you heard footsteps, followed by the door swinging open.

“Y/N! Come innnn pretty thang.” Urban said standing at the door, eyes low from the lit joint that was in his mouth before taking it out to greet you. You stepped through the threshold and into his open arms that were waiting to hug you.

“Hey Urb.” You smiled into his embrace as he pressed a small kiss to your temple. “You starting the party without me?” You asked looking up at him, hinting at his current state.

“Never. Just a little pregame, you know me.” He said smiling before closing and locking the door, taking your hand and leading you over to the couch.

“Jack’s gonna be at the studio all night, one of ‘em long sessions.” He said sitting next to you, fiddling with the remote.

“Okay.” You said. “I was expecting it to be just us anyways, some quality time.” You said smiling up at him. He couldn’t help but smile back at you.

“Good.” He said taking a hit of the joint, moving his left arm over your shoulders, handing you the joint. You took a hit as Urban pressed play on the movie - Superbad, a favorite that you and Urban shared. It was a movie where you’d both still die laughing at, but could also lean back into conversation if you wanted because you’d seen it so many times.

You sat there like that for a while watching the movie laughing together, passing the joint back and forth. Eventually you got annoyed at sitting up, and shifted so that you laid you legs across the rest of the couch while you head laid in Urban’s lap. Urban’s left hand rested just under your breasts, your t shirt having risen up over your stomach, and Urban’s hand was covered by the beginning of the cloth. His hand had originally started on your waist, just above your bellybutton, but as the movie and intake of weed progressed, his hand crept higher and higher. Your breathing had deepened as his thumb started rubbing against the underside of your boob, your eyes still glued to the screen but not knowing what the hell was happening because all you could think about was his hand.

Finally Urban’s hand moved up to cup your breast, fiddling with your nipple, as he inhaled smoke from the joint in his other hand.

“Fuck-“ you quietly sighed as your eyes shut, but Urban heard you. He smiled, looking down at your face, removing the j from his plump lips. “You like that, huh ma?” He said, his fingers continuing to twirl your nipple, planting a kiss on your forehead. Your eyes were closed, chest slightly heaving, desperately waiting for him to do more. He put the joint to your mouth and you took it, inhaling while Urban worked his way down your body. He left kisses down your neck, over your shirt, pulling it up just over your titties. Urban bent down and enveloped your left nipple in his mouth. You let out a moan, his dick twitched as he heard you. He kissed down your exposed stomach until he reached the waistband of your jeans. He put his mouth back on your breast, lightly suckling and teasing your nipple with his tongue. His left hand crept down and started ti unbutton your jeans. His hand slipped under your panties and started to rub circles on your clit.

“Oh fuuuuck Urban,” you groaned, eyes shutting closed tightly. He groaned before removing his hand. You let out a whine at the loss of contact and Urban laughed.

“Not here babe, I wanna have sex with you in my bed, properly.” He said flashing a boyish grin at you.

You heart fluttered at his words. You sat up and before you could move your legs off the couch, Urban got up and picked you up, wrapping your legs around him. He adjusted you by bouncing you in his arms a little which made you giggle into the kiss you gave him. He walked the two of you into his room and shut the door with his foot. He then walked to his bed and gently laid you down.

Urban got off of you and stood and smiled down, admiring your face and figure. You blushed under his gaze and he bent back down and started to kiss up your stomach, up your chest that was now bare, until he reached your lips, giving you a final kiss before he spoke.

“Wait here, give me a minute I’ll be right back- don’t move beautiful.” He said softly before getting off you once again and jogging to his bathroom.

You laid back with your head on his sheets looking up at the ceiling waiting for him. You suddenly heard soft music being played and the sound of a lighter clicking multiple times. You craned your neck up slightly to see what Urban was up to, and you melted a little at the sight. He was lighting candles and placing them all over his room, not too many that a fire was predictable, but enough that the mood of the room had shifted from pure lust and desire to a soft romantic tone.

“Oh you’re pulling out the big stops huh?” You asked him, a smile creeping on your face. He glanced at you and then looked back to what he was doing with a cute grin on his face.

“We’re not gonna fuck tonight y/n, as much as like getting nasty with you, I wanna show you I can be soft and gentle too. So, I’m gonna do it right- hence the candles.” He gestured. “You deserve to be treated like a princess; with love and care- nothing rushed. Okay?”

“Okay.” You said smiling, trying to push through the lump that had now formed in your throat in response to his touching words. He finished lighting the candles and came over to the foot of the bed.

“So beautiful y/n…” he muttered, eyes taking in your body. You shyed your face away into the pillows, but Urban wasn’t having it.

“Don’t be shy now baby, not after all the things we’ve done” he winked at you. Urban leaned down on the bed, resting his weight on his forearms that were placed on either side of your head. He captured your lips with his in a soft kiss. He pulled you closer while you wrapped your arms around his neck. The two of you made out for a bit- tongues swirling, teeth clashing and lip biting, before Urban started to grind on you a little. You let out a quiet moan as Urban moved down to your neck, kissing and biting your sweet spot which made you dig your fingernails a little into his back.

He finally reached his hands up to cup and massage your breasts, giving specific attention to your nipples.

You let out a louder moan now, too many sensations happening at the same time.

“Mmmm, do it feel good babygirl?” He hummed against your neck.

“S-so good Urban, fuck-“ you managed to babble out. He shifted down your body littered your chest with kisses, rubbing your waist and moving his hands down to your hips as he followed. Your skin was on fire, erupting in goosebumps as you tangled your hands in his hair while he kissed your lower abdomen, finally dragging your shorts and panties down your legs.

“God you’re perfect.. always so ready for me sweetheart.” Urban groaned as he sat back on his knees, taking in your spread appearance, pussy glistening like treasure waiting for him. His hands trailed up and down your inner thighs, your pussy clenching in anticipation.

“Urban, fuck-, please baby, I need you.” You whined out as Urban chuckled at your impatience.

“We’re taking it nice and slow mamas, remember? I’m tryna take my time with you, just relax and let me take care of you.” He said, his tone noticeably lower. Nice & Slow by Usher started to play, and you couldn’t help but let out a giggle at the coincidence. “I didn’t plan that, but that was pretty smooth no?” He asked rhetorically while he laughed. He got up off the bed for a quick second, ridding himself of his undershirt and jeans. He climbed back on the bed and laid down on his stomach, lifting your legs over his shoulders- now face to face with your sex. His breath on your clit was driving you insane, you were desperate for him; but you took a deep breathe, trying to slow your heart rate down and focusing on how Urban was making you feel.

His tongue darted out and gave a small kitten licks through your folds.

“Oh god-“ you moaned out, your grip in his hair tightening. Your back arched off the bed as Urban gripped your thighs tighter against his face, tongue fucking your entrance as his right thumb slipped down to rub at your clit. You were so horny it didn’t take long for your orgasm to build and then crash.

“Urban! Fuuckk, oh god ah!-“ you cried out, feeling your walls clench and your thighs squeeze against Urban’s head as you cum.

You fall back against the sheets and release the grip you had on his hair. You lay with your eyes screwed shut and your jaw opened as you breathed through your comedown.

Your felt Urban gently lap at your folds, doing the same to your clit which made you spasm at the overstimulation. He let out a silent giggle and then kissed your belly. “Sorry mamas- couldn’t help myself.” He smiled into your skin, looking up into your eyes that had finally opened.

He made his way back up to you and gave you a sweet kiss, tasting yourself on his lips.

“See, you taste so good. What juice you been drinking lately baby?”

“Mango and pineapple actually” you laughed.

“Mmm so sweet..” he muttered while pressing his lips against yours.

He continued to kiss you, with one hand fondling your breast as he slowly began to grind his dick through his boxers against your pussy. His mouth trailed down from yours to your neck leaving sloppy opened mouthed kisses; Urban sucking on the sweet spot right between your neck and shoulder.

Urban finally got off of you just enough to rid himself of his boxers. He climbed back over you and began kissing you again. His dick was big- you knew this but every time you two had sex it was like you were fucking for the first time.

“You still on the pill?” He asked leaving gentle kisses all around your face while rubbing his length along your soaked folds.

“N-no, switched to an IUD a little while ago. It was making me a little crazy.” You managed to stutter out, your mind on the fact that he was so close to slipping in you and releasing you of your pent up arousal.

“Hmmm I like the crazy though, makes our usual sessions so hot.” He hummed against your skin. “But I know imma love this just as much, beautiful.” He said before finally tending to your aching core. Urban slowly thrusted into you, letting out a hiss of pleasure as you let out a relieved moan.

Urban’s pace picked up slightly, creating a smooth delicious rhythm. He stretched your walls perfectly it was unbelievable, his dick nudging your gspot every time he thrusted his hips against yours.

“Oh fuck-“ Urban breathed out. “How are you always so god damn tight baby? You keep it like this for me? You feel so good pretty girl, so so good.” Urban whispered in your ear.

All you could muster out were small whimpers and groans of his name as your nails dug into his back.

Urban kept rocking into you as he kissed your face and your neck as well as giving proper attention to your chest. It was when he moved one hand between you to rub your clit that your senses became fuzzy and your orgasm was seconds away.

“Fuuuckk, Urban!” you moaned, your eyes squeezing shut and your nails digging into his back. Your walls squeezed Urban so tight that he came instantly after, groaning a deep “fuuuuckkk” . His body relaxed as he put his full weight on you, while his face was in your neck. You two laid there like that for a few minutes- catching your breath, giving small pecks on his shoulder while he kissed your cheek and neck.

Urban finally rolled off of you and onto his side of the bed. He looked at you with a small smile and you laughed while he intertwined your hand with his.

“I think you’re the only girl I’ve ever truly loved. Like I love you y/n. I know that for sure.” He said looking up at the ceiling in thought.

Your breath hitched. You weren’t sure to what extent Urban meant. You didn’t really wanna ruin this thing between you Jack and Urban, it worked well and you did love both of them. But you weren’t sure what Urban was leading up to with this.

“Urb-“

“Don’t freak out on me.” He laughed turning towards you.

“I just mean I have dated and hooked up with other women and I know for sure I haven’t loved them. I love you; whether it’s platonic or romantic or whatever- I’m not tryna fuck up our situation, I just felt like I needed to tell you that I love you and I needed you to hear it.” He said looking at you.

Tears brimmed at your eyes, his heartwarming words touching you. You reached out to cup his cheek with you hand, your thumb running across his skin.

“I love you too. Platonic, romantic, whatever.

He grinned at you and leaned his head down to give you a sweet kiss. You gladly accepted and hummed into the kiss before breaking it and cuddling into Urban’s side. You laid like that for a few minutes before opening one eye to look at Urban, and he was already doing the same to you.

“Joint?”

“Joint.”

You laughed as he leaned over pull out his rolling tray from under the bed to start what would be the rest of your night.

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tagged: @blowmymbackout

#jack harlow #jack harlow imagine #jack harlow concepts #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow x you #jack harlow smut #jack harlow blurb #urban wyatt #fan fiction #urban wyatt x reader #urban wyatt x you

[nightswithkookmin]

I'M FINALLY GOING SOLO GUYS😔

Never in a million years could I have imagined this day. I mean lets face it i was kinda hovering on that edge for a while now and some of you noticed 😕

No i didn't break up with my girl.

I'm going Solo for Jungkook 😭😭😭

It's the pink for me. He kicked toxic masculinity right in the ass with this one and took Harry styles' spot in my cold gay heart🤧

Men wear pink and Jungkook looks so good in it. The aesthetics is mwah. Chefs kiss.

Fuck. This whole sequence was sexy.

Never felt giddy excited in my hooha for a man before and here i I thought Jimin was the only one who had me in that chokehold.

Y'all saw the way he walked in right?? Whew the swag!!!!! Jeikei!!!!! He's so coooolll!

He's so main character i forgot Charlie was in the video for a sec💀

And his voice.... he really beat charlie puth?? He beat charlie and English is not his first language I'm sorry but that's talent right there I'm stanning. He killed his part and made it the whole song.

And Hobi😳😳😳😳

What is he doing???

Am I the only one who thinks, damn you were hiding all this in BTS???

I have more on repeat and I'm not doing it for the numbers. I genuinely enjoy this song. He set the bar way high for whoever comes after him😭😭😭😭😭

Y'all know where I bought into his Solo right? When it dropped and he did his thang. Yiu know that thang he does that i like when he's on stage delivering- guys! I'M A HOBI SOLO TOO😭😭😭😭😭😭

He put out the most queerest MV I've ever seen and I've seen industry baby by lil nas x💀

When he held his neck like he's choking it triggered the bdsm hoe in me- I SAY MORE

THESE MEN ARE REALLY COOL. Love their swag and though i wasn't sure how I'd feel bout their Solo careers I'm kinda vibing with it.

Hobi's MV is well produced and they did him right with the budget. I'm used to the aggressive rap styles of Suga and on OT7 songs hearing Hobi's gentle almost musical singing style of rap after Suga or Namjoon's rough riding soothes me. I was waiting for him to hit me hard but it never came. I felt made love to not fucked. But the beat oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh chileeee okruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I'm scared for the live performance of this. He's gon rock us wild incite violence in us🔥🔥

Hobi is a gentle lover musically speaking. You don't expect that kind of gentlelity when you look at him and his packaging. He raises his hand and you wimp in fear but he comes down to caress your cheeks and whisper in your ears.

He's the contrast between Suga and Namjoon. You don't expect any roughness and manhandling from Namjoon and Suga when you look at them but that's when they throw you and slam you hard into the ground when you least expect.

I want more of Hobi. I want this. This Hobi i mean. Solo Hobi. I'm excited butt quivering pussy throbbing excited for his entire Album.

Visuals. Check. Stage presence. Immaculate. What a performer. He understands the assignment. Not sure if his non aggressive rap style is his weakness or strength but it is what makes him unique. More is dope. Fire. If yall don't stream this song I'll hunt you down and tickle yall till you pee.

Stream the shit out of the music. You'd want to. It's good. Jungkook ate left right. These men are doing great and I'm kinda super excited to see this journey to the end too.

And here I thought I'd never be a Solo

Congrats Hobi and Jungkook. Y'all are amazing 😭😭😭😭🔥

[itspdameronthings]

Downtime

Summary: Had to do another Country Benny fic. Sigh.. This one is about Benny having some down time after a long day. I get this way when i listen to Garrett ‘s music!! Yall enjoy

Another workday has come to an end. Time to unwind. Perfect way to do that is to play his guitar. Let his troubles drift away. He learned how to play when he was a teen .took up singing later on. Back then he kept this for his closest friends.  Except you. His best friend.  He wrote his own material as well. Mostly about stuff he was going through at that moment.  Kept on playing till he retired from the Army. Played at a benefit at the Vfw. Now he can't stop.  

After playing for over an hour.  Not noticing that he has company. Putting the guitar down.  Smiling at the person with a nice gift. Dinner.  Pulling you onto his lap. Kissing your sweet lips," Thanks darlin.  Wasn't in the mood for cookin. Too much happened today. " Taking off his cap. Straddling him," Oh I know.  Saw the whole thing.  Chasin the same goat that loves to hightail it when you leave the gate open too long." Rubbing your lower back in small circles while kissing your lips," Rather watch you work . Yours is more excitin." Kisses his lips deeply again," Ya love tending to sick animals? Since when?" The guitar playing is far from his mind. You just entered his mind. Unbutton a few buttons on your shirt. Kissing your neck up to your ear," Since you took your shirt off when it got hot. Lookin so good in your tank top. Would've helped ya,but I was knee deep in slop. " Giggle, " Yeah, slop isn't sexy,but you are a cowboy.  How about we go inside to eat dinner I brought over. Can't let it get cold. " Benny laughs," Nope, a cold dinner is not a good thang. It's especially my favorite.  Grilled chicken with maple syrup,  cheese ,and bacon.`` 

Sitting on the bar watching you plate the food. Thinking about how beautiful you are. Even if you are covered with dirt. Fancy clothes and being made up all of the time wasn't his thing. Tomboy in you ,and your pure heart attracted to him. 

 you  love taking care of him,and others she cares about. Turned around to place his place in front of him," What are you thinking about?" Licking the sweet maple syrup from his lower lip," Just admiring how beautiful  you look. Dirt on your jeans,and top. " Getting up from his seat to come close to you. Arms around your waist.  Looking down at you with a twinkle in his baby blue eyes," Also how sweet your lips are.  Sweet like corn. Which I want to kiss right now. " Shyly looking up at him. Feeling like a schoolgirl again. Lusting over an older classmate.  That is how you feel at the moment.  A few years between the two of you.  Not complaining about this.  To think that he is your best friend, and neighbor. One who from day one would help when there is trouble. Be there when you need a laugh. Heck! Like taking care of him on days he doesn't cook.( mostly everyday)

 " Are you trying to tell me somethin cowboy? That ya want my young lips on yours? Oh you bad boy. I'm not that kind of girl." Reaching for him to kiss your lips rather slowly. 

Pulling you close to his chest.  Grunting," Sweetpea, you have no idea what you do to me. So what if you are younger than me? Take care  of me. Inspire my artistic talents. So grateful for that. Right now I want to return the favor." Can't say no to that. Love his ideas," After dinner cowboy.  After dinner." 

Swaying to the music he was singing.  Breathing in his sweaty scent. Not wanting to move. Strong arms around your waist. Eyes closed not moving from the spot. Savoring for this moment not to end. Benny whispers, " Love holdin ya like this.  Best way to end the day.  Hoping ya stay with me tonight. " Looking at him smiling, " Love too. Anything for my best friend. " 

From here on out.  This same downtime ritual continues. Till the day you moved in with him. Enjoying him playing his guitar while laying your head on his shoulder. Listening to his latest creation. Song about his love he has for you.  Till he kisses your forehead, " Marry me darlin. " 

Mind goes blank. Try to form words,but it won't come. All you can do at that moment is nod. Tears running down your cheeks. Carefully putting the guitar onto the swing. Straddling him," Took ya long enough cowboy.  Was wondering when I heard those beautiful words. " Benny leans forward to kiss your forehead.  Breathing in the special scent," Wasn't sure it  was the right time darlin. Ya know.. after your injury a few weeks ago . Ya needed time to recover. Then it dawned on me.  Have to ask. Now I have my answer. Love you so much sweetheart. " Looking up at him smiling," Love you so much cowboy. Wanna say that I love this kind of downtime.  Never want it to end." 

It would never end. Good thing to do after a hard day.  What a good idea to be with the one you love.

#Triple Frontier #Benny Miller #Garett Hedlund

[intangibel]

Alec Lightwood Ask Game

Stealing this from @aceon-ice without being tagged, because it looks fun, so thanks!

1. Archer boy - What is a skill that you know you are objectively good at? In other words, what’s your thang?

Technology / Systems - I’ve always had an affinity for computers and information systems for as long as I can remember. They’re as familiar and logical to me speaking (my native language) English is.

2. Consul - If you could get some serious life advice from a leader (real or fictional) who you gonna annoy?

Jacinta Arden (NZ Prime Minister) because she has proven herself to be a leader who leads with her heart and mind. She’s not afraid of making tough calls and who seems to lead for all not just a few.

3. Doubtless repellent brat - What is one thing about you other people find annoying? Spill!!!

I am often an insufferable know-it-all so you tend to get my two cents whether you wanted it or not. Unless you send me a text or email then my anxiety kicks in and I’ll struggle to return it in a timely manner if at all.

4. Big brother - What is an inside joke you have with your siblings?

We played this computer game called Eagle Eyes as kids and the first time each of us went to the UK we took photos at all of the locations in the game to send back to the other just so they could respond with “Let’s check the evidence”

5. Gay mess - When was the first time you saw someone of the same sex and went daaaaaaayuuuuuuuuuum?

I honestly don’t know?! Being Asexual and an amazingly oblivious biromantic ace makes this SO hard to answer. I’ve only really been able to admit even to myself I’m romantically attracted to women in the last 12 months but at the same time - one of my earliest memories from primary school is kissing a girl called Hanna Chetwin because we were both kind of devastated she was moving to France, I was like 6. 🤷‍♀️ then there was that girl at uni that I *had* to be friends with 😂 that was definitely a crush I was just too freaking repressed to realise it.

6. Fool’s Prince - You have one (1) date to impress your crush. Whatcha gonna do, boo?

Oh gosh this is hard, because it depends so much on the person and how much I know about their preferences - also the weather. But I love taking people on picnics, cooking/baking and gathering together their favourite things and finding a secluded spot where we can settle in and talk for hours as we graze.

7. Not-Your-Bitch - What is one quality you will not tolerate in other people? What makes your blood boil like maggi noodles?

I cannot deal with big picture idealists who make completely impractical plans. I don’t have any issues with change but illogical or conflicting instructions do my fucking head in. So yeah, I’m that person how always wants to know *how* we’re going to do that.

8. Gideon - Is there a family member/relative/ancestor you look up to? Whomst is this?

I had a great aunt Lydia who was the hands down my favourite person in this universe. Hers is the voice in my head that reminds me that whatever comes, can and will be faced - that it’s possible not just to endure but to rise in times of hardship. We were born 70 years apart but she’s probably the closest thing I’ll ever have to a platonic soulmate and I’m so glad I got close to 30 years to learn from and be loved by her.

9. Parabatai - If you can become best buds with a fictional character, which hot piece of ass are you gonna choose?

This is so tough, there are so many characters I love, but I feel like Charlie Bradbury from Supernatural would be an epic best friend.

10. Alexander - What’s your name and what the fuck does it mean?

Annabel means ‘Beauty of Grace’ or ‘Loving’ or ‘loveable’ or if you want to get hyper literal “beautiful Anna” . My username is a pun, because tumblr is digital so in this space I am ‘intangible’ rather than physical and most people shorten my name to ‘bel’ so together you have ‘intangibel’

I’m tagging: @tillthenexttimedoctor @only-1-a @ladymatt @sassyweethang @jigthejiggetyjigger @unending-happiness @sharona1x2

Yall gotta answer the questions and tag the peeps you want to get to know ;)

#ask games #tag youre it #bel rambles

[lenin-it-to-win-it]

rabbit tour!

i just made a “shelf” so all my stuffed animals weren’t crowded on the windowsill and i used this as an opportunity to take pictures of all the ones i have with me so here we go!

this is artemis, a majestic and powerful silver rabbit with a very dramatic backstory

basically i was 5 hours away from home on a work trip and i saw her in the window of a shop BUT it hadn’t opened yet so i had to walk away not knowing if I would have time to get back to the shop before it closed, if someone else would buy the rabbit, or if i even had enough money to buy the rabbit in the first place 

the most I was willing to spend was $20, not because I don’t think this rabbit is a priceless artifact of beauty, but bc im a peasant and my job was technically volunteer work and paid less than minimum wage but ANYWAY i go on and on about this fucking rabbit to anyone who will listen, my coworkers are plotting ways to murder me that will look like an accident, but we get back to the store and the rabbits still there AND ITS ExACTLY $20 SO I IMMEDIATELY BUY IT WITH NO REGRETS BEST PURCHASE OF MY LIFE 

here are some little baby babies i have clipped to my backpack (can you tell i like rabbits???), the yellow one on top is bun might for obvious reasons

 the one in the middle is technically unnamed but i call him sergeant pez bc hes a pez dispenser and he was in one of my dads old military trunks for like a million years until he was cleaning them out and gave him to me 

the light green one is the newest addition, her name is mochi and shes so fucking soft you guys its like petting a delicate cloud 

these arent rabbits but theyre still valid so shut up, the black cat is named agugu (short for akutagawa) bc i was into bung/ou s/tray d/ogs at the time 

the panda in the middle was a gift from my roommate and her name is monochrome because i have another panda back home thats purple and her name is. purple. so i wanted to stick with the theme here

the white tiger is named at2shi after atsushi (from b/ungou st/ray d/ogs again) who can turn into a white tiger but also i already had ANOTHER non-white tiger that was named atsushi so this one is at2shi 

more wild thangs that arent rabbits!

the elephant is слон or “sloane”, слон means elephant in russian and it’s kind of pronounced like the name sloane so it’s a very deep complex and intellectual name, clearly. слон is a puppet that shrieks like the souls of the damned when you squeeze him and he was a gift from my high school russian teacher because i would be Blessed with the duty of making слон scream at students who were speaking english in class, he’s a good comrade 

the tiger is atsushi, im sure you can figure out his deal based on at2shi, i got him at the zoo and hes lovely

the red panda with the minnie ears might have had another name at some point but during my regrettable b/s/d phase i started calling him chuuya and it stuck, also now i put my minnie ears on him bc his head’s the perfect size so im more or less using him as a hat rack which is very on brand for chuuya actually

the purple sloth staring into the camera (and your soul) is gasloth leroux and i won him at dave and busters after re-reading phantom of the opera

(last batch of non-rabbits)

the bear in the snazzy tunic is radar, he was originally my mom’s as a baby and she gave him to me as a baby and since i dont intend on spawning im hoarding him forever #life hack 

yall better know who fucking kermit is 

aannnd we already went over слон in the last picture so! back to the rabbits!

welcome to the purple corner, friends!

the little all purple one in the back is sukie, and she is just baby, only little creacher, nothing can change that, she was a gift for easter i think two years ago now 

the purple and white rabbit with the pink nose laying next to the cardboard shapes is named violet and her fur is very soft and lovely but she has some kind of hard panel inside (she moves, maybe? idk) so not exactly optimized for cuddling, still shes a good girl

the hulking googly eyed purple yarn monstrosity is roundy blumbo and he was handmade by my terrible but talented sister @rattypants​

most of these are new arrivals because walgreens has easter rabbits out and some of them were literally only three dollars so yeah but anyway

the grey one with the pink bow is named toshi after all might (i got him about the same time as bun might so b/nha heavily owned my ass at the time) and hes absolutely perfect for cuddling, very soft and long

the blue one is named bluebell the second or “twobell”, when I was younger I had a really tiny blue stuffed rabbit named bluebell that i would take everywhere but one day i dropped it somewhere in or around a ymca and lost it forever and i literally did not stop crying for two whole days because of it, bluebell the second is a spiritual successor who hopefully wont get lost 

the one that looks just like bluebell the second but not blue is marshmallow, bluebell the seconds identical twin brother who was also 3 dollars because literally, THREE DOLLARS

the one with light brown fur and orange ears is named gingersnap carrot cake because I liked both names and couldnt decide and since i bought him around the same time as bluebell the second and marshmallow, he’s their mischievous older brother and together i guess that makes them the rabbit mcelroys 

now the round rabbit next to toshi with the floppy ears and a smaller rabbit with a green dress on its back is rose and bunnia, the larger one is rose, the mother, and bunnia is her daughter, they have a very close relationship as you can see

the small white and brown rabbit next to rose and bunnia is spenser, named after edmund spenser, creator of the spenserian sonnet, bc i bought her at a renn faire and thought she should have an old timey name, shes a literary icon 

now we’re getting into the old guard! all the rabbits in this picture (aside from carrot cake gingersnap whomst is a SLUT FOR ATTENTION) are all ones i got between the ages of 6-10, so theyre my day ones uwu

the brown rabbit with floppy ears is mocha, she was a christmas present when i was 9 years old and shes probably the most rabbit-shaped rabbit i have 

the rabbit with the bright pink scarf is beatrice (i dont have favorites except actually i do and its beatrice), I got her when i was 7 years old from goodwill and one of her arms was kind of loosely connected and started falling off which Horrified me and i tried to “take care of her” by using a bit of ribbon as a sling, eventually my grandma sewed her arm back on so then i used the ribbon as a scarf and ever since then beatrice has had a scarf of some kind  

the rabbit next to beatrice with the black button eye is wrinkly pinkly, who lost her eye in the warTM (it fell off years later but she claims to have lost it in the war anyway and shes old so everyone just goes along with it), shes very loose and as the name implies, VERY wrinkly which makes her fun to wiggle around 

the bright pink rabbit with the wide head is anna, beatrice’s mom and wrinkly pinkly’s sister, her husband griffy is back home so i dont have a picture of him but their story is very enemies-to-lovers (they were on opposite sides of The War) and shes a very ambitious and powerful figure in rabbitopia despite having hundreds of kids to raise #feminist icon 

the light pink rabbit with the yarn dress is madison, ironically named long before i even remotely knew that madison, wisconsin was a place that exists, and shes beatrice’s younger sister and shes very active and athletic but she also likes being pretty which is why i made her the yarn dress

cottontail (he doesnt actually have a tail) is the town drunk and a constant nuisance, his wife left him so now he’s always hoeing around and causing trouble for everyone (which is also what he did Before his wife left him), one of his legs is more filled than the other so he walks with a limp. his wife took most of the children except

darnell (the long pink rabbit lying down), who inherited her dad’s troublemaking tendencies and loves playing pranks and talking shit 

(last one, for all the zero people who are still reading at this point)

next to cottontail we have aminta in the green dress, i bought her at the airport and shes a very beautiful and distinguished young rabbit who madison is ABSOLUTELY gay for, she’s very proper and is being brought up by

hera nova (the white rabbit with the pink nose and floppy ears in the back) who is the oldest rabbit i have (Ive had her since i was at least 5, though she didn’t get a name until i was in my greek mythology phase a few years later), shes sort of a grandma to all the other rabbits and could absolutely destroy them all if she wanted to 

karoline (yes with a k, i didnt know the kardashians were a Thing back then) is the yellow rabbit with the basket, she works at rabbitopia’s most popular restaurant, the spinning carrot, and she is one of the three main chefs along with her sister 

bonnie, the pink rabbit with only one ear, she got torn up pretty badly over the years but shes still alive and still spinning those carrots!! (there was a third rabbit that worked with them named fritz who was white and holding an easter egg but i don’t remember what happened to her) 

so there we go! rabbits! lots of them! 

#rabbit tour! #there are More but i dont have access to them rn

[summerrrluvvv]

Chapter 9: Part 1

Day 8 in Miami: 

Tye:

I turned over in my bed feeling for Samar, but he was not there. “Uhhhh” I groaned. I looked at my phone to angry messages from Samar.

I palmed my face. I got up and started getting ready to go pull up on this crazy ass best friend of mine. I walked out my room and went downstairs. Zion was sitting at the bar reading a magazine and sipping some wine. I looked at my phone it was 2:37 p.m. “You are drinking early, and You still read those?” I said. She sighed. “Well I need a break from wanting to text Kyrell and I needed this drink”. I sat on the bar stool next to her, “What happened last night? I saw you with Kyrel one minute and the next minute you were gone” I asked. She closed the magazine and looked at me to tell me the story. “Well I got drunk and high and my dumb ass picked the wrong time to tell Kyrel we should just be friends, he got mad and left me at the party, so this nigga I met at the party took me home” She said. “You need to text him and make shit right Z” I told her. She shrugged her shoulders, “I really hurt his feeling Tye, he was pissed” She said. “So, text that man, you got time before we leave. You see Ari or Mel?” I asked. She nodded. “They upstairs sleep, Ari got in this morning, and Mel was here when I got home last night” She said. “Last night was crazy for me”. I stressed. “Hey” Ari said as her and Mel walked into the kitchen. “Well now that we all here what the fuck happened to yall last night?” Ari asked. Mel grabbed the liquor at the top of the fridge and took a shot, then grabbed a seat at the table near the bar, since the bar only had two seats, “Well a tiny dick man tried to rape me” I told them. “What?!” They all said. I shook my head. “I know it sounds crazy, but it happened, we were going to fuck no lie but when he dropped the draws nothing was there at all like just a little Vienna sausage. Then he got mad and was like Nah you going to give me some and then Samar busted into the room and told him to leave with his gun, now he mad at me” I rolled my eyes annoyed cause I would have to deal with this nigga soon. Mel was trying not to laugh, “I’m sorry that happened to you Tye, but what could he possibly do”. I shrugged “He was going to do something; he could have an extra piece in his pocket” I said trying to be serious. “Tye, maybe it wasn’t hard yet” Ari said. I looked at her crazy. “Bitch, it was hard, and it look like he put his pinky finger through his jeans” I said getting annoyed. Zion was also trying not to laugh. “Okay I see this is a joke to yall but I was scared this man would have killed me to get it in” I grabbed a shot glass and angrily poured me some liquor. “I’m sorry Tye” Zion said. She got up and hugged me. “Me too” Ari said coming to hug me too, and Mel followed. “Yall get off of me” I playfully said. “Now what happened to  you Ari?, I ain’t see you after Anthony came and got you” Zion said. She groaned “Did anybody pop them pills they gave us at the door?” She asked. Mel raised her hand. “I did” She said. I had to think if I did. “Nah I got one but left it on the kitchen counter” I said. Zion was trying to remember. “Yeah I don’t remember no pills” Ari palmed her face, “Well Anthony and I popped them and then we started feeling frisky, like frisky but you know we ate the edibles and them we was drinking and shit, but we went upstairs and I was like a savage sex demon, and we had sex in like this office or something cause all the rooms were occupied it was like an orgy everywhere but anyways it was bomb as fuck” She said happily. My eyes got big wanting her to rewind back to the orgy part. “Wait orgy?” I asked. She nodded. “Yeah bitches were fucking in rooms it was hell of people getting they freak on, on both levels” She said. Damn it, I should have taken the pill and then made Samar take one I thought to my crazy self. “But that is not all, so then we came back downstairs still Lit, then Marlon dumb ass showed up with Shantelle fucking wilding. Marlon started to fight Anthony then I had to fight Shantelle for getting in my face. We got kicked out then ate food then had sex some more at Anthony’s” She said. “Hold up, so you was fucking saw some orgies then got into a fight with your boo thang then fucked and ate some good food? sounds like a good night for you Ari” Mel laughed. I nodded. “No for real it’s not a lituation if Ari isn’t snapping or popping off” Zion said. I nodded in agreement, Ariana will either yell at somebody or fight somebody it is not a good night if she didn’t do it.. “What happened with you and Z?” Ari asked Mel. “Um Isaac and I had sex in the bathroom at the party, I had took the pill too so I know the feeling, but then Malachi showed up and my dumb ass tried to leave with him so Isaac wouldn’t see him and we got into into then Malachi asked me on a date but I told him I had a lot going on and I let him know and then I went to Isaac Airbnb to explain but he just kept accusing me of fucking Malachi and so we kind of just called it quits” She said looking sad. “Mel just go on the date with Malachi then since Isaac tripping like I aint see him leaving with some bitch” I told her. She looked at me shook. “For real?” She asked. I nodded. “Some thot ass hoe” I told her. She rolled her eyes. “Fuck him” Z said. Ari nodded. “Yeah you weren’t thinking about him when we got here in the first place Mel” I nodded agreeing with her. “That’s true”. “Mel don’t worry, my dumb ass told Kyrel we should be friends now he won’t talk to me”. Mel looked at her with a stank face “Why the fuck would you do that?” She asked. “She got scared” I said getting up ready to leave. “Z you need to text that man, Mel go on your date, Ari keep doing you boo. I got to go see Samar, so I am going to take one of the jeep’s” I said grabbing the keys. I texted Samar letting him know I was on the way.

I pulled up to his Airbnb and parked in the driveway. I grabbed my shit and went to the door and knocked. The door swung open. “Get in here nigga” He said. I rolled my eyes. I walked in and went to his living room he slammed the door. “Bro if you pull I another stunt like you did last night, so help me Tye I will go off on your ass, you are too old to be leaving with complete strangers. That is some hoe shit, and you aint no hoe, what if he killed you huh? Then what my nigga? You got to think bro like use your brain” He stressed. “First of all, Samar you never cared about me and strangers any other time but all of sudden you tripping, look I get it was a bad situation last night but don’t be slut shaming me. I’m a grown ass woman this is my motherfucking body and I can do who and whatever I want just like you, but I don’t try to control You!” I snapped. He came up to me mad. “I didn’t give a fuck before because I didn’t care who you fucked but now I do care and I need you to not fuck any nigga you meet Tye, and yes I’m saying that’s hoe behavior” He said to me. I got up ready to go. “You care now because why?!, why do you care now Samar? You jealous?!” I yelled. He stood looking at me. “Yeah, I am jealous, maybe I don’t like the thought of some rando fucking you, cause you like my sister” He said. I palmed my face. “Your jealous because I’m like your sister make it make sense Samar. Admit that you are attracted to me, and ever since we fucked you cannot stop thinking about me, because things have changed between us”. He sat down on the couch sighing. “What you want me to say Tye? Yes, I feel some things aight but why does that matter”. I braced myself for what I was going to say but I am tired of holding it in. “Samar, I’m in love with you okay. I been in love with you since high school and the night we had sex meant a lot to me even if it was fucking in the kitchen these niggas don’t mean shit to me they just try to replace how I feel, and it hurts when you say you see me as a sister ” I told him. We stood there looking at each other. “I don’t know what to say Tye, I been had these feelings for you too, but I just reminded myself you like my sister and us being best friends is amazing. Like we kick it we can be ourselves and everything but that couple shit complicate things like what if I lose you?” He just kept looking at me. I was feeling a lot of emotions. “So, you are in love with me too?” I asked. He shrugged “Shit I might be so what, fuck it we not going further than this. My feelings will eventually go away” He said. I laughed in disbelief because I finally hear what I want but this nigga cannot commit. “Wow okay Samar well have fun with that, but don’t tell me what to do cause you’re not my man, and you don’t want to be so I can fuck anybody” I said grabbing my keys. I got to the front door when he put his hand on the door. “Samar get the fuck out my way!” I yelled. I turned to look at him and he shook his head. “You not leaving”. I pushed him out the way and he pushed me back almost causing me to fall. He got in front of the door and folded his arms. I just looked at him cause at this point we was about to fight for real. “Move” I said. He looked at me shaking his head. “Nah”. I tried to move him away from the door. He grabbed my arms and backed me up into the wall. Our breathing was intense. He then started kissing me, my lips moved with his. He moved me from the wall and into the nearest room. We fell unto the bed still kissing, “Mmmm” I moaned into the kiss. He got up to take off his shirt, and I started taking off my clothes. Once we were both naked, he started kissing my lips then down to my neck, I did not even want all the sensual shit, baby I was on Go! My thoughts were then interrupted by the sound of his doorbell. Samar got up and looked at me. He put on his pants and his shirt and left the room. “Hey baby” I heard from a female voice. I got up and put on my clothes and fixed my hair. I went into the living room and seen it was a familiar female. Diamond, Samar’s ex-girlfriend.  I rolled my eyes at the sight of her. She ran over to me and hugged me. “Tye, hey girl how have you been?” She asked me. I forced a smile. “Hey” I simply said annoyed as fuck. “What you are doing here Diamond?” I asked confused because they ended on bad terms. “I called Sami last week, and we talked about seeing each other since I was coming down here to DJ for Lit and Wild, so He said I could stay with him and we can catch up” She said hugging all over Samar. Samar looked at me, as I burned a hole in his face with my eyes. “That’s great, well I’ll be going” I said pissed off at this point. “Yo, Tye let me walk you out” He said. I shook my head “Nah, I’m good” I told him, but he followed me out anyways. “Tye, I’m sorry” He said. He grabbed my door before I could close it. I laughed a little thinking he be sorry about inviting Diamond to stay with him. “Of course you are, let me guess it was a mistake and it shouldn’t have happened because I’m like your sister, that’s cool I’m just find me a distraction, while you fuck Diamond” I said. He smirked; I know I struck a nerve. “Yeah, I’m glad you understand” He said slamming my car door. I got out my seat belt so fast and opened the car door. “Fuck you” I said to him. He just closed his house door on me. I got into my car and sped off. I felt the tears well up in my eyes. I pulled over into a parking lot and just started bawling. I calmed down after 30 minutes and went to the liquor store because I was going to get fucked up.  

When I pulled up to the house, I seen Mel walking out and an Aston Martin pull up. So, I knew she was going on a date with Malachi. I got out of the car as she was locking the door. “Oh, hey Tye, I’ll be back. Ari and Zion are gone” She told me. I nodded “Okay girl” I said as she went to get in his car. I slick was happy cause I just wanted to get drunk and cry myself to sleep. I turned on the speakers to the house and connected my phone and pressed shuffle. “I’m selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear you don’t need nobody I swear, I want you all to myself because I’m selfish” PNB Rock played.  “How Ironic” I said as I chugged the Dusse’. I normally needed a chaser but fuck it. After 30 minutes, I started to fix me a sandwich because I was feeling the liquor hard. I’m a motherfuckin' train wreck, I don't wanna be too much. But I don't wanna miss your touch. And you don't seem to give a fuck. I don't wanna keep you waiting. But I do just what I have to do” I sang along to “Boyfriend” By Ariana Grande and Social house. “You ain't my boyfriend, And I ain't your girlfriend, But you don't want me to see nobody else, And I don't want you to see nobody”. I jumped at the doorbell ringing. I went to the door drunk, I answered the door, seeing Samar. He was looking high as fuck and holding up a bottle of Henny and a bag of food. “Eww nigga what you want?” I asked. He rolled his eyes and closed the door behind him. “You know you belong right here inside my arms, ooh la la la la la” Tinashe played. “The fuck you doing nigga? Partying without me?” He asked. I held up the Dusse. “Yep, where Diamond?” I asked chugging more of the Dusse. “That’s what we are doing?” He asked. He opened the Henny and started chugging it, like we were in a competition. I grabbed the bag from him to see what it was. I smiled to see he had got me Honey Garlic Wings and tater tots. “For me nigga?” I asked. He smirked and nodded. “I’m sorry about D” He said. He lit a blunt and handed it to me. I smoked and started eating the wings because I had not eaten all day. We smoked and talked and cracked jokes, after awhile my home girl downstairs started to wake up. I was trying to keep it together, but I was about to pounce. “Grab all that shit and come upstairs, I’m sleepy” I lied. He grabbed the liquor and the weed and followed me upstairs. I went in the bathroom to brush my teeth because I just ate, and I then got into the shower to wash up. As I was about to get out, I was then startled by Samar coming into the bathroom and opening up the glass shower door and getting into the shower with me. “Um?” I said looking at him. He once again intensely backed me into the shower wall and started kissing me and grabbing my face. I pulled him towards me as he kissed me with so much passion. He then turned off the water and grabbed my hand and led me into the bedroom. I was soaking wet literally I was concerned about getting my bed wet, but he was taking the thought from my mind when he laid me on the bed and continued kissing me like he was earlier from lips down to my chin, till he got to my neck making me hot with anticipation. He then made his way down to my breast and kissed all over each one, his kisses trailed to my stomach down to my pelvic area, he then kissed my thighs and looked at me with so much lust, I let out soft moans and he kissed each thigh slowly not taking his eyes off of me. I bit my lip not being able to take it anymore, I pulled him up to me, and he still did not drop his gaze as he looked felt for the hole, “This it” He said feeling on the wrong hole, I looked at him sideways “No nigga!” I snapped. He smirked at me as he put his dick in slowly, I don’t know why it felt like I was a virgin or like I never had sex with him before but his slow strokes were taking my breath away. We kept eye contact with each other, He kissed my forehead and then down to my lips. This was not fucking; this was love making. “Fire & Desire” by Drake was softly blasting through the house speakers. “But you get real on the pill and I like it, you just like my side kick, I just want to wife and fulfill and your desires, keep you in the front and never in the back and never on the side” Drake sang as Samar strokes intensified. “Tell me you love me” Samar softly said to me as he kissed on my ear, I almost melted into the damn bed feeling every inch of him, I pulled him closer to me. I was trying hard not to moan so loud cause soon the girls would be back but honestly; I did not care. “Tell me” He said again. “I fucking love you”. I told him, he kissed me with so much force, I was confused but turned on and if I was dreaming bitch I did not want to wake up. He started putting his all into every stroke “Samar” I moaned out. Drake faded out and H.E.R “Could’ve Been” started playing. He then got up and singled me to get on top of him, “We could’ve been and we tried to pretend, Every now and again, we don’t dream about don’t think about what we could’ve been” the song played. As I rode him, my eyes were closing as I was almost about to cum all over this man, he softly caressed my breast then up to my neck, he rubbed my face. “Look at me” He demanded sounded sexy as hell. I looked at him as he turned me back over and started going ham on top of me, I can tell by his face he was soon about to cum, and so was I. I let out a moan as I was cumming and He quickly pulled out. “Sorry” He said. This man came all over my sheets. Afterwards we cleaned up and smoked. We did not even talk I knew not to say anything to ruin the moment. 

Part 1 Continued>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

[kalialgjordan102]

The Right One

Chapter One

  August Alsina as London Knews- King

Monica POV- We just finished having sex and I'm annoyed he wants to cuddle with me. I don't have time for this.

"London, I have to go." London sits up, "Why?" Monica slips on her shirt and shoes, "Please don't start this."

"Start with what? I thought we had something more than what's in between these sheets."

"You know I care about you London but its just not like that."

"You know you've been acting real funny since---"

"Dont London. You're just like my parents, you don't know how to let it go. You always go there! I'm fine! I'm so sick oh this mushy emotional bullish*t with everybody. Goodbye."

With that Monica walked out not looking back. She wanted to erase the past and she wish that sometimes she could be a little more soft but she was who she was. As she walking in the sore she went to grab a beer. Her and the guy reached for it. They debated on who should take it but he insisted, she did, paid and left.

When she arrived home to her two bedroom, two bathroom brick home. Her phone rung. "Hello."

"Sup?"

"Hey Malachi."

"What ya doing?"

"Just feed Popcorn (her puppy) and bout to watch TV and fall asleep. Where your mom and dad at?"

"In their bedroom doing it. Any plans for your birthday?"

"How bout we go to the beach?"

"Alright. Talk to you later."

Malachi is one of Monica's friends from childhood, like since birth. Their parents were like family and his parents were like aunt and uncle. Monica and Malachi had their time when she was teenage and up where they messed around, he even took her virginity.

Monica fell asleep... in her dreams, "Babe wake up." She saw these grey eyes. The guy comes down and kisses her lips. They were so soft and she grabs his head for more. He starts biting on her neck finding her spot making her moan and grab is hair. She then takes in his inches as he pushes further in her, "Dont stop daddy." He turns her over on all fours pulling her hair back, "You like when daddy pull your hair." She moans and screams as he pulls her hair and smack her from behind going in deeper, "YES! OH GOD YEAH! I'm about to---"

Monica jump up out her sleep and looks around. She realized her sheets was wet. Of course this have happened before but never about a strange guy she didn't know. All she knew he had soft black hair, tattoos and grey eyes and was thick. She dials the number of her other childhood friend, Eve. Eve answers the phone groggy, "Hello?"

"GIRL WAKE UP. I JUST HAD THIS DREAM."

"You're always dreaming something weird Mon. Go back to sleep and wait until the morning."

"It was a sex dream."

"I'm up, what's sup."

"I knew your nasty behind would get up for that."

"Who was it? Was he fine girl? Was it Malachi? London?"

"I don't know and no and no. And he seemed like he was fine. His voice and dominance. He was tearing that thang up."

"Okay how you not whether he was fine or not."

"Eve, it was so random. I never seen this guy before and the scary little thing I notice, he had a ring on."

"So, so does Malachi but its a class ring."

"No but his was a band. A silver band with small diamonds."

"So this guy was married but had some money. Hey!!!"

"Yeah but married and I was sleeping with him."

"Okay. Well what's the problem. You don't like being tied down so this is right up your alley. You don't do relationships."

"And for good reasons. Last boyfriend I had I cheated on him with Malachi. But in all fairness I told him that I wasn't cut out for relationships, I was honest up front. And plus I'm too young and gave my whole life ahead of me for marriage and commitment and if I die not married, I'm cool with that."

"Every guy isn't your father Monica." Tears formed in Monica's eyes as she sat at the edge of her bed, "Talk to me Monica."

"Its just that... he was so horrible. My mom, we, his whole family, loved him with everything. We supported and loved him but why was he so mean, especially to my mom. I think about the pain and how he broke our hearts and family and I built up resentment. He was a nasty bastard."

"MONICA!"

"Don't Monica me." 

"Listen, I know he putting a hurting on y'all and destroyed but you have to forgive him, not for him but for you."

"I wish I could but right now I just can't."

"Crazy how our conversations end up like this."

Monica wipes her tears, "I know. We were talking about sex and it lead to my father. And I hate the control he have, I hate it but its just so hard to look at men the same. I started to care about Malachi in ways friends don't supposed to but after that, no. And London, I care for him but its not like and I feel like he tries to pressure me to be ready for commitment and marriage, I'm not ready to be with me, I don't think I ever will. I mean I care about him and we will always be friends and like family to me."

"Its crazy how life turns out. Are you still going to the Steelers game with me?"

"Yeah. Fo' sure. Got the hat and customized wrist Steelers bandana, ya know it. And plus that's the only day I got off from the library and The Chill Grill. _________________________________________________________________ 

Steelers Game  Monica and Eve arrived early for the game making sure they had snacks. The game started twenty minutes later and they were the loudest ones on the bleachers. During half-time they were standing up dancing on the bleachers as Nicki and Bey performed with Jay. They earned a lot of whistles from guys and girls rolling their neck and eyes hating

"Keep hating. OH OH THATS MY JAM RIGT THERE! Go Beyoncé hey!"

"You are something else girl."

Monica noticed a particular group of guys watching them but she continued to dance and they must enjoyed the view because they didn't look away.

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Who do you think the guys are? Yall remember The Chill Grill from That's So Raven? What do you guys think about Monica and everyone so far? Continue? Who was the guy in the store? Thanks, share feedback and support and invite others. Ready to dig deep into Monica's past and what do you think about her dream? Thanks again Yours Truly 😉   

#roman reigns #Logan #logan browning #michael ealy #august alsina #idris elba #@lavitabella87

[nihilistwife]

i don’t get the end of the anastasia movie bc like... the romanovs were fucking massacred and they magically found anastasia and she was legitimate.... couldnt they have lied and said dmitri was a second cousin who was also miraculously saved and therefore a legitimate suitor to anastasia to preserve the throne or some shit. its not like grandmama’s disthroned ass was gonna go back to russia and rule so like... tf was the point of pointing out that dmitri isn’t a good suitor. at this point anastasia’s just old money. unless the implication was that anastasia was gonna marry into not-totally-dethroned royalty lmao??? i know its a dumb kids movie based on real life shit for entertainment but like... anastasia JUST saw her grandma!!! yall just met!!! you and dmitri aint got no money girl how yall gon eat!!!! you both coulda chilled at grandmama’s swank ass house!! tf!! unless dmitri and anastasia took the money to go chill?? but then??? tf is the point??? theyre in paris??? where TF else u gonna honeymoon at u dumbasses??? u worried about your basically a stranger grandma hearin u and ya no boo thang goin at it?? bitch that house had like ten windows on the front alone!!! u can find a secluded bedroom. hell shes old as shit n vlad n sophie dont act like they aint at it when they aint busy so poor grandmama’s probably pretty adept at avoidin the fuckery. wtf kina stupid ass ending!! and then the bat!! this is heteronormative stupidity at its finest!! this shit aint romantic! its dumb!! its impractical!! its so fuckin weird!!! anastasia movie ending redo: vlad and grandmama figure out a dead royal for dmitri to smoothly impersonate, he and anastasia marry, they stay livin it up as basically just old money with titles, and anastasia and her grandma get to fuckin’ catch up on all the time they lost!!! im so mad!!! the entire movie was about her wanting her family and she doesn’t even HANG with em!! tf!!!

[bolbianddolanhouse]

BNHA self insert AU

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Chapter 14: Sopresa Puta 

I wake up on the day of my skills display and it’s a bittersweet feeling. I won’t have my family to see me get my agent number but that won’t stop me from doing my best! I do my skin care routine with Gwen Stefani on loop and the boys see that I’m not rushing and in better sprits, which made them happy that I was back to my normal self. I make my coffee and pack my food like I do for any other friday morning but I pack some of my extra weapons and dressed in my orange track suit. I teleport out and get myself situated for my display, everyone’s is specially curated to show off quirks and fighting styles.

“Are you guys excited?!” screeched Mimi “because I’m fuckin’ PUMPED!”

“I am! I’m gonna be flexing for the big agencies in the crowd!” I yelled in response.

“Yall know I have that mf THANG on me!” Jin remarked as he pulled out his blades from his sleeves. 

After a quick warm up, all of 1st year intelligence headed out to the half stadium to suit up and do a quick run before they get announced in. In come the families to get seated and I see them with their banners and flowers, suddenly I miss my family and Mimi and Jin noticed.

“Hey, lets do our best in honor of your parents!” said Jin getting my gaze away from the others “my parents aren’t here either but if they were better people, they’d be here and care.”

“My parents are in heaven, looking at me and smiling that I made it this far” Mimi said putting her hand on my shoulder “your parents would be here if they could, lets put on a show that would make them proud!”

Jin puts his hand on my other shoulder and I smile with watery eyes “We international students gotta stick together huh?” I said choking back my tears “thats why we’re the best... LETS FUCKIN GIVE THEM A SHOW!”

We do our chant and go do our quick run through of our display. Meanwhile, in the bleachers, hero 1-A is seated and in awe of the turn up of the pros that are scouting the agents.

“Oh my! all the major pro agencies are here!” gasped Midoriya “LOOK! there’s Best Jeanist! and The Emperor’s Coup! and is that, Crimson Riot?”

“WHERE?!” Kirishima perked up pushing Midoriya aside “IT IS HIM! Gunhead is here too! And Hawks! and I don’t even recognize most of these other ones!”

“Even someone from my brother’s branch is here” added Iida as he looked behind him at the top of the bleachers “this must be a big deal if he’s here, wonder why?”

Meanwhile, Midnight was in the school, giving a quick tour to a family of 4 and their dog.

“...and that concludes our school tour! Its a real honor to be in the presence of the family of one of our most talented students!”

“Oh you talk so highly of my youngest daughter!” said a stout woman with curly hair “is she really one of the tops of her program?”

“Oh yes! you’ll soon see in her display” said Midnight escorting them to the half stadium “Itati is a tough one! I don’t know how she managed to keep herself together being away from you. She’ll be so happy to see you!”

“tuh, I can already see her stupid ugly crying face” scoffed the boy in basketball attire and curly short hair.

“psh! I just want to get this over with to go explore the city” mumbled the older girl with dark skin and wavy hair “hey Joaquin, isn’t that her?” she said elbowing the boy.

“THAT IS HER!” he said shocked “lets pester her!”

They looked at each other and dead sprinted toward unsuspecting Ita. 

“Prima! Joaquin! REGRESETE O VAS AVER!” the stout woman shouted “excuse them Miss and myself, I have to go stop them before something catches on fire!” the woman then levitates herself and dashes forward to catch up with the other two.

“Are- are they always like this?” asked Midnight to the thin, dark skinned man holding a shitzu.

“My wife means well, and my kids are all spitfires and up in arms” said the man “I don’t do all that, I’ll just walk... isn’t that right, Mr Muffins?” the small dog pants in response.

As I’m doing one of my air maneuvers, I get air struck down and I teleport myself to safety before hitting the ground. What the hell was that? Who’s attacking me at my display?! I look around and I don’t know who did it but I hear a look out and I see the fireball coming my way and I dodge it but I knew who was responsible, and I wasn’t happy to see them.

“Oh wooooow!” mocked the older girl “you’ve learned a new trick lil sis!”

“What’s up with the romper?” said the boy, landing on the ground “yall look like bootleg Men in Black.”

“You BRATS!” I yelled taking off my visor “I fake death for what?! you hijos de la gran putas to ruin my life in this country too?!”

“Oh ho ho! Careful sissy!” taunted the older girl “is that anyway to talk to your big sis and little brother?” 

Everyone in the field gasped, they were about to see a fabled fight that was just a war story I said in passing.

“I don’t want to fight you! Why can’t you just be cooperative and just sit and watch my display, just this once?” I pleaded with them.

“Nah Ita, I wanna see for myself how strong you’ve become!” Joaquin said getting in fighting position.

“That’s right! I want to see how a top of the program fights!” Prima said igniting her fire “you’re still the weak and submissive little girl that’s good for nothing but be an eyesore in the house!”

The yelling and fire caught the attention of the hero 1-A class and they all ran out in time to see me yell “BRING IT ON YOU LAZY SACKS OF SHIT!” and the fight of screaming and full force power commenced.

“Wow Palma-san is using nothing but her fists and wrestling to fight those two” said a dazed Mineta “who are those two anyways?”

“I think- I think those are her siblings!” gasped Uraraka “look they have the same hair type and they have the same quirks Palma-san had explained to us before!”

“If they’re here, then where’s her parents?” pondered Iida as he saw the older sister transform into her rampage form “this is getting out of control! Ita is going to get injured!”

As I managed to toss my sister in the air to do my flying finisher and my brother slapping me with his stretched out arms, suddenly my arms get pinned to my sides by an unseen force. My sister turns back to her normal form and my brother’s arms get snapped back into place, we all groan as my mother stomped onto our field of vision.

“Mire que asistes! You were telling me that you missed your sister on the plane and you try to fight her? IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY ON HER BIG DAY?!” she scolded as she floated us in front of her “I raised you better than that! Hola mi amor! disculpa a tus hermanos.” She said lovingly to me like she used to.

“Mom? does that mean-” I spoke as Midnight and my dad with Mr Muffins came onto the field “MUFFIN! DAD!”

My mom released me from her levitation and my dad put Mr Muffins on the ground to run toward me. He jumped into my arms and wiggled like crazy as he licked me and I was a mess trying to process everything. “I missed you so much! How and when did you guys get here?”

“The school reached out to us and brought us over” My dad said as he walked over to us “we got here yesterday afternoon.”

I gave them a quick hug and refocused on my display, everyone headed to the bleachers and everyone was looking at my family.

“She really does look like her mother” said Momo “so petite but so powerful!”

“Look its your in laws Iida-kun” elbowed Kaminari “you should go over there and introduce yourself as their future son in law.”

“I’ll go talk to them but not for that” Iida said standing up “I have to let them know that I’m one of her trusted friends.”

As he approached, everyone got nervous for him.

“Hola familia Palma” Iida said to get their attention “Yo soy Tenya Iida, un amigo de Itati.”

The family just looked confused and really didn’t know how to respond so they flashed a polite look and said “hello” and quickly turned back to the center field.

“Um sorry for being so sudden but I wanted to introduce myself because I think so highly of your daughter” Iida said as he bowed “you raised a wonderful young lady that really puts us in our place.”

“Puts in your places?” Prima turned to him and raised an eyebrow “you fought with her?” he nodded in response “you must be dumb and weak if she took you down!”

“yeah! she might be on par with us but if she defeated anybody” Joaquin glared at Iida “then I see why shes at the top, everyone around her is weak and stupid.”

“Ya! what is with you two!” scolded the mother “thank you for thinking so highly of my daughter and for being a friend to her during her times of need.” She smiled then her face turned a bit sad “I’ve missed her and worried for her if she’s ok or is surviving on her own. It’s nice to see that she didn’t have trouble making friends and gained the respect she deserves. Looks like the change of environment was what she needed.”

“EVERYBODY LOOK ALIVE! OUR INTELLIGENCE SKILLS DISPLAY IS ABOUT TO BEGIN!” announced Mic sensei. “WE HAVE UA’s TOP PROMISING AGENTS OF 1-A, THESE STUDENTS HAVE TAKEN ON HARD ASSIGNMENTS AND HAVE AMAZING TEAM WORK! LETS GIVE IT UP FOR THEM!”

All 9 of us marched in formation onto center field and struck into battle pose. We all went one by one in no particular order. I was 5th up and I got announced in,

“NEXT UP WE HAVE AMERICAN STUDENT: ITATI PALMA! SHE’S UA’s TOP INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS WITH DOUBLE QUIRKS MID-RANGE TELEKINESIS AND COPY! WHILE SHE’S SETTING UP, LETS REVISIT HER ICONIC FINISHING MOVE AT THE PRO-HERO TAKE DOWN PRACTICE TEST!” 

I finish setting up and give the signal to take position.

“THATS THE SIGNAL FOLKS! MISS PALMA, TAKE POSITION TO SHOW EVERYONE WHAT YOU’RE MADE OF!”

I levitate myself up to do my air shooting, next heavy weapon showcase, then my MMA and lucha libre mock spar, and lastly short staff and mace twirling. I finish my display with a dramatic mid air pose. The explosion of applause made me very happy, I gathered all my things and walked to the waiting wing to pack and join the others. 

“WOW STUNNING DISPLAY! DID YOU KNOW THAT MISS PALMA WANTED A CAREER IN ENTERTAINMENT?! ALTERNATIVELY SHE WANTED TO BE A RESEARCHER IN QUIRK MEDICINE...WHAT A GAL! ITATI PALMA FROM AMERICA!”

As I pack and change to go back to the stands, Mimi and Jin come in to give me the tea on who was taking intense notice on me among the scouts. I get excited that I got a lot of them interested. I sit with my class and I see the hero 1-A class waving me down and I waved back. I watch the last few displays and then the intermission started to give time to set up the ceremony part.

“Oh jeez yall I’m getting nerves!” I said jittery “I wonder what number I’ll get and who’s going to give me offers.”

“Same!” replied Jin “my blade work really got them scribbling and your lucha libre made their jaws drop.”

“Yeah, it was quite the show you put out there” Mimi said rubbing her eyes “do you think we’ll get the same offers?”

“Maybe, they keep showing clips of our practice test” I reflected on “that has to be a driving point to our chances of getting offers.”

I see my classmates and family calling me over, I teleported over to just get swarmed with compliments. I was flattered with all the praise but I wanted to hold my sweet little muffin. He jumped in my arms and I was being cuddly and baby talking.

“Who’s my sweet little boy? I love you! yes I do! I love you! kissy kissy!” I said rubbing up to him.

“Erm, Palma-san” said Tokoyami a bit envious “is this the fabled Mr Muffins?”

“Yes this is!” I said proudly “doesn’t he look just like the robot one?”

“He’s so cute! Aww hi Mr Muffin!” everyone was petting him and talking to him and he enjoyed the attention.

“I cried almost everyday when I was away from this little one” I said holding his paw “he brings me comfort and understanding that no one else can give me.” I look up and see how touched everyone was by my display of affection toward my dog. Before I could say anything, I got a ping from Diya sensei to report to the waiting wing to get on stage. “ah gotta go y’all!”

The ceremony commences and all of 1-A intel walks up to the stage in formation. They gave us our numbers one by one and myself and my squad were the last ones, it gave us nerves as it came down to us.

“Now these next 3 are very special to the program” said Diya sensei “they give off amazing chemistry on and off the field, they’re my first responders and are the bravest youngins I’ve ever met. They’ve traveled far to be here and put in the hard work to succeed, I’m proud to say that these agents are our Big 3 and for the 1st time in UA history, intel Big 3 are all international students. So without further ado, heres their agent numbers.” He walks over to Jin “Matsui, I present to you agent number 21, for your outstanding work in investigation and blades.” Then to Mimi “Oleshin, I present to you agent number 20, for your flawless work in weapons and defense” Finally to me “Palma, I present to you agent number 19, for your incredible intuition and underestimated power.” We look at each other and lock arms that our friendship was recognized and enforced by our agent numbers. 

The roar of applause took us back but it touched us as the absence of our families was drowned out by it. When it was all over, I ran over to my family and introduced them to Mimi and Jin. Aizawa sensei walked over to congratulate me and meet my mother, they bonded over the fact that they had the same quirk. I was so happy that both of my worlds were coming together but before I could think of anything else, I was approached by 2 agencies.

“Hello agent 19, I am in part of Best Jeanist agency.” said the man in Jinko jeans.

“And I’m from the major branch in Hokkaido.” softy spoke a man in a parka.

“Oh very nice to meet you” I said with a bow.

“We have a few questions for you to have the full profile on you to gage our offers for internship.” Jinko jean man asked as he flipped to a page on his note pad “When the announcer said you wanted to pursue a career in quirk medicine, what did that mean?”

I told them and both men scribbled hard on my response.

“I scouted that practice test and couldn’t believe my eyes when you and your team took down those 3rd years” gushed the parka man “my question is, are those 2 in your squadron really dependent on each other?”

“Umm, tough question but we depend on each other but in different levels at a given time and situation. We depend on each other to finish group work and when we fight as a team, but I don’t depend on them as heavily when I’m living my day to day life or when I train because of how different we are.”

They scribble some more and Jinko jean man asks his final question “Ok let’s say your quirk gets taken away or suppressed and you’re supposed to protect a high profile person, what course of action would you take?”

“Assuming that I don’t have my team and backup was already requested/denied, I would use anything and everything within my person to protect them and get them to safety. If I run out of ammo, I’ll use my fists, if they break my arms, I still have legs! If they break my body, I’ll scream to get them away from the person so they can flee. I’d would have to be dead to be stopped and I am not afraid to die protecting somebody, even if I don’t know them.”

They stopped writing when I said that last part, I sensed their concern but it was the truth and I wasn’t going to lie to them. They thanked me for my time and they walked to their colleagues. I rejoined the rest of my class and we gathered our things so we can have the rest of the day off. I spent my evening with my family and Midnight as we went to the local food places and shopping. When it was getting late, my parents let me take Mr Muffins to my dorm until they need to leave. I get so happy that I get to snuggle up like old times with my sweet little boy. When I got to my dorm, I gave Mr Muffins a tour like he was going to be dorming there too. 

“...And here’s my room! We gonna sleepy weepy in here with a special someone.” I said as I opened my door and Muffin 2.0 was sitting at the foot of the bed, wagging his tail.

“Hello Itati, is this the original Mr Muffins?”

“Right you are! Mr Muffins, this is your robot counterpart, Muffin 2.0″ I said as I put them on the floor to sniff out the robot.

“Hello Mr Muffins, rest assured that your beloved master is being loved and taken cared of while you’re separated” the robot said, Mr Muffins put his paw on the robot’s paw “thank you for trusting me, you are a very good boy.”

I cried at the display but then pulled myself together to make some makeshift bedding for my dog and search for a pet store to buy some food for the time I’m going to have him. We settled in for bed and I felt the most at ease since I got here. In the morning, I walked the dog and got in the car to buy some dog food, all before everyone got up.

“Oh my goodness! You got to keep your dog?!” cried out Kirishima

“Hahaha only for the weekend until my family has to leave” I said as I served my dog a scoop in a disposable bowl “so don’t get too attached to this little boy!”

The robot played with Mr Muffins and it was an odd sight but I was delighted to see them interact. I did some homework in the commons room and everyone saw how my dog curls up on my foot when I work on things to keep me company. When it was time for lunch, everyone came out to see me feed him.

“Muffin! do you want...yoguis? does my boy want yoguis?!” I baby talked him while shaking a small yogurt cup. He did his little dance and everyone saw how much love and care I had for him that they understood why I missed him so much. 

“You feed your dog yogurt?” questioned Iida.

“Yup, I also give him watermelon, spicy chips, cheese, ice cream, cheese crackers and cheerios” I said as I mixed the yogurt with a disposable spoon “but as a treat, I’m not crazy.” I said as I spoon fed him yogurt and everyone was confused.

“Wow he really likes that” said Sato “why do you spoon feed him?”

“He tends to eat too fast when I give him treats so I give him little pieces of the amount I want to give him so he doesn’t choke or throws up.”

“Thats...actually smart and thoughtful of you” said Iida as he kept looking at the dog eating off the spoon “may I- have a try at feeding him?”

“Sure! Here, don’t scoop up too much on the spoon and just put it in front of his face.”

“heh I’m doing it!” Iida exclaimed as the dog ate off the spoonful he served him “what a sweet creature, you trained him so well.” Suddenly the dog puts his paw on Iida’s knee and looks into his eyes, “oh what is it little one?”

“Oh my, Muffin?” I said shocked.

“What? what does this mean?” Iida asked in a slight panic.

“When he does this, that means he trusts you” I said choking back tears “Oh my sweet boy!”

Iida then put his hand over his paw “don’t worry Mr Muffin, you can trust me with her, I promise she’s in good hands.”

I wanted to let it all out but then I got a text from Mimi

[Yo, everyone is with their families and it gave me and Jin big sad]

[Oh heck! I’ll come over si quieres]

[actually...we were thinking to have a party tomorrow, with whoever is here in the patio area on our side]

[HELLA DOWN! I can pick up a few things so I make something]

[sounds good :) get some meat, Jin’s request]

[lit, I’ll go rn since I’m free and I’ll get the robo to look after the boi]

[yee yee!]

“Hey can y’all do me a favor?” I asked as I looked up and everyone was surrounding my dog “can y’all look after my robot and dog? I have to go pick up a few things for a thing my squadron is hosting, yall are invited.”

“A party?! but yea we can look after your dogs” said Kaminari “doesn’t seem like too much work.”

“Great! some ground rules: DON’T give him your food no matter how much he begs. MAKE SURE his water bowl is always filled. If he scratches the door and starts whining, that means he needs to go outside to potty TAKE HIM OUTSIDE AND NOT THE TOILET! If he starts growling at you, that just means he doesn’t like you, don’t worry too much about that.” I turn to Mr Muffins “now you be on your best behavior! I’ll be right back from the store.”

I get my bags and keys to head out, once I was out of sight everyone was looking at the dog and wondered how well trained he is.

“Well Mr Muffin” said Mina to the dog “what do you want to do?”

“Dummy he can’t tell you!” yelled Mineta “you have to uhh like uhh, wave things in front of him to see if he’s interested.” He then proceeded to wave a house slipper in front of the dog and he started to growl.

“Oh no!” Todoroki exclaimed in a low voice “he hates you, not that anybody is surprised.”

Everyone went ballistic with that roast that the dog stopped growling. Mineta never really recovered from that roast either.

The girls tried playing ball with the dog but were fooled because the dog wouldn’t give the ball back and they chased him all over the field. When they got tired of running, they headed back inside and filled his water bowl.

“I can’t believe Palma-san and her family have such a spunky little dog” panted Hagakure “I wish I had one growing up.”

“My parents didn’t let me have a dog” said Koda introducing his rabbit to Mr Muffins “having a rabbit is nice and all but I really wanted a dog like this.”

Iida walks in and immediately Mr Muffins runs to his side and follows him around. Everyone sees this and were astounded by the sight.

“Looks like he likes you Iida-kun” commented Midoriya “its like he can sense that you care for his master.”

“SEE! even her dog is telling you to tell her your feelings!” exclaimed Kirishima

“I’m working on it!” Iida responded as he sat on the couch and the dog jumped up to sit on his lap.

“AHH CUTE!” the girls and Koda squealed at the sight. They all took pictures to show me later and I came back 20 mins later.

“I’m back! Did my sweetie miss me?” I baby talked to get the dogs attention, he jumps down from Iida’s lap and dashes toward me. “Aww baby waby! Did you behave? Did you have fun?”

I put away my purchases and prepare some things for the next day. As I cooked, the robot dog hoisted Mr Muffins on the stool to watch me cook. Everyone saw that I was happier than ever before and it gave them an idea on how I was before I came over.

“Man, hearing her baby talk is kinda cute” whispered Shoji “I wonder how it is to be loved by somebody like Palma-san? It seems like you’d have nothing to worry about and have all the validity in the world.”

In the evening, when everyone was supposed to sleep, Ita was at work on her dress while the dog drifted to sleep. The next day was spent setting up the party in the intel dorm patio. Nobody from intel that spent time with their parents returned yet so it was just me, Mimi and Jin. I borrowed quirks to help with the food and drinks to save time and resources. Finally, at sundown, we brought everyone over to celebrate.

“I love all the fairy lights!” fawned Uraraka “it really brings the party feel together.”

“Thanks! would you like a beet?” offered Mimi “or would you like some beef soup?”

Everyone was confused on the food selection but then remembered that we’re from different sides of the world, of course there’s boiled beets, bibimbap and tacos right next to each other! It was a nice time and then came the speeches,

“Can I get everyone’s attention please?” I requested, everyone stopped and looked at me “I would like to thank everyone that came to celebrate our agent coronation, its heart-warming that so many people care enough to recognize our success.”

Mimi spoke up “Personal time, my parents died when I was young and I’ve been on my own since then and thought it would be the same like when I was in Russia. But that hole in my heart was filled with the companionship our team and our successes. I truly feel like these two are my family and I’m happier than I could ever imagine!”

Jin stood up “Same, my parents are wanted criminals in Korea and I was abandoned as a child to fend for myself. Nobody wanted to adopt me either because of my lack of social skills and hobbies. When I came over here and saw these two, I wouldn’t have thought that they’d accept me and willingly work with me! They’re my new family now and I’d do anything for them, this Big Three title affirms our love and support for each other.”

“Heres to chosen family and many more successes!” I said raising my glass, others joined in “may all of you strive for greatness too!”

“KANPAI!” everyone cheered, Mimi, Jin and I downed our cups of secret booze and hollered “MUFFIN 2.0 PLAY MEME MACHINE!”

“Now playing: Meme Machine by Pink Guy” and right when the first word came on we rushed to the dance area and busted down. We may or may not have pre-gamed a bit before everyone came over. Everyone looked confused on why did we just went from sentimental to booty poppin’. A bit later came my parents with Midnight and Aizawa, they joined us for a bit of fun and food until my parents and siblings had to head to the airport.

“I know its hard mija” comforted my dad “it’s hard for us too.”

I held Mr Muffins and gave a final squeeze “Bye bye little boy, take care of them” I said as I handed him over to my sister “I hope to return soon! Or everyone come back again for the next big event!” my tears fell and my family came in for a final hug. We all knew that the next time isn’t guaranteed but we couldn’t bear having that discussion again. Iida, Tokoyami and Midoriya were watching out of sight but highly curious.

“I still don’t understand” whispered Iida “Ita has had 2 opportunities to return home for a brief visit and clearly her family can afford to come and visit.”

“What are you saying Iida-kun?” asked Midoriya.

“I’m saying that why hasn’t she gone? And why is it such a surprise that her family visited?” stated Iida “it doesn’t make any sense!”

“ummm, that is a bit strange” pondered Tokoyami “maybe her family is high profile? It isn’t safe to her to go home?”

“Whatever it is” Iida said standing up “she isn’t telling us the full truth and she knows she can’t keep it away from us forever.” He walks over to the her as her family drives away. “Ita? Are you feeling ok?”

“What? Oh yea psh!” I said quickly wiping away my tears “I just had to say good bye to my family and Mr Muffins. I just got all gushy over that group hug, lets go back to the party yeah?”

“It’s ok to feel sad, I’m not-”

“no no! really! I’m cool!” I denied my true emotions as I just wanted to have a good time before I had to do serious things. I spotted Tokoyami and ran up to him “hey~ I got a big sad that needs...comforting~”

Tokoyami looks around to see if anyone else heard me and asked “my room or yours?”

“Yours, I’ll be teleporting in at 10, be ready for me~” 

Everything died down at around 9ish and I started to clean up so I can uphold my promise in time. The night went accordingly and the next day I was in good spirits as it was T-minus 6 days until the dance!

-Intel Homeroom, the next day-

“Hope everyone had a nice weekend of celebration” cheerfully announced Diya sensei “because now comes some decision making. I have your offers in these packets for you, some of you got the attention of the major branches and I’m thoroughly impressed that some of you got an offer from the branch I worked for. I’ll be passing them out and if you have any questions about something on the offer sheet, let me know so I can clarify.”

“I’m shaking yall!” said Jin “I don’t know what to expect!”

“I hope The Emperor’s Coup gave me an offer” muttered Mimi with closed eyes and crossed fingers “the scout was so hot that I almost lost my cool answering his follow up question!”

“I’ll be happy with anything!” I sighed as I was a bit groggy “I just want to see if I got comments.”

We get our packets and ours were thick with comments and offers. I flip through and I saw the offer for Best Jeanist, I think hmm, what are they noting me for to offer me anything? I read the entire sheet and see that they’re basing their decision on my desire for quirk medicine.

“Huh? That’s odd” I thought out loud

“What’s odd?” asked Mimi and Jin

“My offer for Best Jeanist” I said as I showed them the sheet “look what they’re basing it off.”

“Quirk medicine? Wasn’t that one of your factoids?” realized Jin “what would make the number 3 hero want with an agent that had a dream of being a researcher for quirk medicine?”

“That’s a bit off I’ll admit” pondered Mimi “I don’t have an offer from them.”

“neither do I” Jin added.

“Hmmm, then I have alot of thinking to do before next week” I groaned as I didn’t know who to take up on.

-Hero classroom, before I arrive-

“I got that stupid meme song stuck in my head” cried out Mina “Jiro-chan make it stop!”

“I can’t!” Jiro admitted “I like that song! its in my current favs playlist now!”

“That was some party eh Todoroki-kun?” elbowed Sato

“Yes! I didn’t know beets could be so tasty” Todoroki said bluntly “Palma-senpai and her squadron really know how to host.”

“I’m glad that dog is gone” pouted Mineta “thinks he has a good gage on people, I’M A GOOD PERSON!”

“That dog is just like Palma-san” stated Kirishima “small, cute and doesn’t tell lies...I already miss him.”

I teleport in clumsily “oof, hi yall!”

“Are you good?” asked Shoji “you look like you caught something.”

“nah! I’m good! swear!” I dismissed my hangover as I fumbled to my seat “I just didn’t put on makeup this morning hahaha!”

Class started and it was a chill day of review, but I had alot on my mind as I remember seeing an offer from Ingenium’s Tokyo branch. And I remember that its Iida’s older brother that runs that branch personally, maybe he can get me to change my mind? Class ends and I catch him before he leaves the room.

“Hey Tenya”

“Ita! Hello, are you alright?”

“Yea yea I’m good... listen, can we talk?”

He saw the seriousness in my eyes and perked up “Yes of course!”

“Privately, not even Mimi and Jin can hear about this”

“Oh my, this is serious”

“Come then” I said as I pulled at his sleeve to follow me to the intel wing. We get there and I open the unused workroom. I flip on a light and set my bag on the table to rummage for my packet.

“What’s the matter?” he asked with seriousness “are you in some kind of trouble? Is your family ok?”

I pull out my packet and flip to my marked tab for the Ingenium offer “Looky here, your big bro gave me an offer.” I said handing him the packet to read the sheet.

“That’s great! My brother has an amazing branch with 20 sidekicks and-”

“Why?” I interrupted his thought “Give me a good reason for me to take up the offer OTHER than he’s your brother. What inside information do you have that made them choose me and not my squadron.”

Iida gulped at my directness, he does know why because he texted his brother about seeing the scout that day and it’s all for power purposes.

“My brother has had an eye on you since the practice test” he started “his agency wants to sow the seeds to have you work for them in the future because they think that your double wielding power can protect their heroes that work there. This is all because my brother and 2 of his sidekicks have been injured to the point of decommission with all the villain attacks and none of the agents that work for him are competent enough to do the job.”

“So they want me as their meat shield!” I said horrified “aren’t these branches well networked? Can’t they find somebody with telekinesis that’s already in the field? Why does it have to be me?”

“Telekinesis is a rare quirk this side of the globe” he sighed as he knew the truth was going to hurt me “same with copy with the range that you have and since you’re under a private sector of work, everyone will want you for the same purpose as their bodyguard with limitless power. Whatever intellect you posses will mean nothing to them, you will be the first line of defense for the branch.”

I take a deep breath to process all that information and to make my choice “thank you for telling me, I needed it to make my decision.” I took back my packet and put it back in my binder.

“Are you upset? I didn’t mean to hurt you” he asked gently “you deserve the truth and I wasn’t going to deny you from it.”

“I’m not upset, a little hurt” I assured “but I got so many offers that said the same thing that I needed some insight. Thank you for always being honest with me” I said facing him “You’re one of the few people I can trust in this life.” Without thinking, I grabbed him for a hug. He hesitated but he hugged back, feeling her warmth and smelling her sweet fragrance made him fall deeper for her. He wished that they could stay like this forever but she broke the hug.

“hehe your hugs are really warm” he awkwardly said “I forget how petite you are and you smell really nice.” He caught sight of me blushing as I put my backpack on.

“umm hehe thanks?” I played it cool “well don’t let me hold you captive! you can go enjoy the rest of your lunch time.”

We went our separate ways and he’s high off of that hug and my words. Kirishima and the rest of the Baku-squad sees him in his daze and assumed the best.

“Iida-kun, I saw that you ran off with Palma-san” instigated Sero “could it be?”

“She said that I’m one of the few she trusts in this life” Iida sighed dreamily “and her hugs are just so...right and warm.”

“That seems a bit much of an answer for just asking her to be your date to the dance” Bakugo said taking a sip of his soda.

Iida snapped out of his dream-state “I DIDN’T ASK HER! I had the opportunity and even hugged her but asking her just slipped my mind!” he slammed his head on the table.

“Then what did you two talk about?” Mina asked “You were gone for 20 minutes!”

“She wanted to know hows my brother’s branch” he explained without giving the real reason “he gave her an offer to intern in the agent sector.”

“Oh wow she really made it huh?” Kaminari commented “did your word help make her final choice?”

“I have a feeling it did” Iida said confidently “still, I’m a fool for not asking her when I had the chance.”

“Aww cheer up buddy!” Kirishima said as he put his arm around Iida’s shoulders “you have 6 days to ask, down to the wire but we’ll help you get your girl and get you 100 percent locking lips with her during the slow dance.”

While they plot ways to ask me, I was on my personal quest to find some answers for the corruption I just found out.

-After school, in the intel hallways-

I catch sight of Diya sensei walking out of the classroom, plan is to get some insight from his perspective.

“Diya sensei!”

“Hmm? Oh Palma, hello”

“Hello, sorry to catch you after hours but I have a burning question about my offers.”

“Oh you can tell me, I don’t mind”

“Great! Ok so I’m perusing the reasons for the offer and most of them say ‘quirk’ or ‘security’...what does that mean exactly?”

Diya lets out a long, sorrowful sigh “Oh kiddo, I was hoping you’d never had to experience the sour truth while you were here. Why those reasons is because of your quirks, double wielder of rare quirks is like hitting the lottery for these scouts. Since its two powerful defense quirks, they’ll want you to play bodyguard for their own greedy reasons. Worst of all, is that they’ll keep you like that, unable to advance and won’t make use of all your non-quirk abilities. It’s a life of torment and loneliness, I don’t wish it on the worst villain out there!”

“Did that happen to you sensei?” I asked as I picked up a sense of personal grief from him “you got roped in the trap?”

“You caught me! Clever girl, I was one of those lottery agents and got flattered by all the offers. When I interned, I was conditioned to come back when I graduated and I was naive to their intentions. I went back and they treated me like a protective blanket, just throwing me about and not caring if I got injured or my mentality. It went on for years and I was seeing my family less and less, my girlfriend at the time left me because I was never there for her. The money didn’t feel worth it anymore and I wanted to escape, so I did the whole ‘faked my death’ thing and changed my name so I can work in a field I cared about more. They never found out that I was still alive and I got work in the rescue field for independent branches. When I was nearing my retirement, I went to college to start teaching agents...and now I’m here.”

“What made you a lottery agent?” I asked curiously “are you a double wielder too?”

“Yes ma’am! I have gravity influx and forcefield. Gravity does not affect me but I can change the gravity of an area with a wave of the hand, so I can walk up walls and make the enemy fall to the ground with crushing force. With the forcefield, I can make bubble forcefields as big as a 20 story building that not even a missile can penetrate! Needless to say, You’d want me on your side in a villain attack.”

“Those are useful quirks, I get it now. I should chose how I please but STICK it to them!”

“Yeah! Stick it to the man, rebellion to the corrupt! I am so proud of you for getting it and listening to my advice, my hope for you is to fight the corruption by making a name for yourself so you won’t be ignored.” He said sincerely as he put his hand on my head “Now run along to the dorms! You need to rest to tackle on tomorrow.”

“Oh right! yes, thank you for sharing that insight! Have a nice evening sensei.” I said before teleporting out. His words lingered in my head as I went along my usual routine, I hope I was making the right choice because there was only one agency that gave me an offer based off of my interests. I went to bed thinking about rebellion and dreamt about destroying capitalism. Ah what sweet thoughts to lead into my calmer week.

-End Chapter 14-

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[itspdameronthings]

Going Home chapter 3

Summary: Apple meets the brothers for the first time. The brothers would learn something new about Santi,and so will Apple.

Note: this is has been a labor of love. thanks again to @autumnleaves1991-blog,and @aellynera for helping me spitball ideas for this series,and the courage to write. There are some Oscar Isaac easter eggs in this. See if yall noticed them.

Warning: fluff. having fun on Karaoke night. Major smut(18+) happening towards the end. under 18 readers should not be reading that part

Apple was kind of nervous. She is gonna meet his friends.As much he talks about them.feels like she already knows them. Both of them got home at the same time. Which was a good thing. Both of them change into something comfortable. Jeans and tees. Santi kisses her cheek," relax mi armour. There is nothing to get nervous about. Benny and Will are fun to be around.you will fit right in." She picks up her bag as they get ready to go to have a fun filled evening.

The rest of the boys arrived at St. JAMES INFIRMARY. A local hangout. Where three of them used to come to have fun. Even though they could not drink back then, they would do the annual open Mike night,and play pool. Frankie brought them their drink,and sits down. Will is the first one to speak,"so what is Santiago's like? You said you grew up with her?" Fish giggles," she is something. Tomboy. Fun to be around with. Always there to help. She went into the Army as well.She was a medic. It tore Santiago apart when we all went our separate ways. He always depended on her. For advice." Benny looks up from his glass to see Santi and Apple walking in. He sees his friends. Smiling as they went to the table. He introduces Benny and will to Apple. First thing out of his mouth," so how did you come up with the nickname,Applejacks?" Apple leans against the other booth," that is simple really. Santi gave it to me since I always ate Apple jacks for breakfast. It was fitting. I'm the one who gave him the nickname, Sharpshooter." the look on the brothers was priceless. Seems like they never heard that nickname. Santi sips his drink," she gave me that nickname for never missing my target when we used to go shooting as kids." Benny chuckles," nice to know you had another nickname. I like it. Explain your shooting skills,but I'll still call you Pope though."

Santiago knew the day would come to tell her how he got his nickname. Knowing it was not his proudest moment. Heck! He was young and did stupid shit. Not to mention he was exploring his sexuality,and could not help it if he was handsome! Time for him to confess to his friend. Before he goes back to the others. Ordered himself a couple of shots of Tequila to take the edge off. So good to have his friends to back him up. Santi is afraid of what his Apple would do. Will she understand or would she blow her stack? No time like the present to tell her. He sits next to Apple and takes a deep breath, “ I wanna tell you sweetheart. I was young and didn't know what I was doing. Heck bet you did some stuff when you were young that you regretted. This is how I got the nickname Pope. First of all . you want to hear the clean version, the raunchy one or both?” Apple sighed,and took his hands into her soft ones,” Just tell me. Hold nothing back. I’m ready for you to spill your guts.” Santi takes a deep breath,” Reason i got the name Pope is because when I was making out with a lady. She would scream “pope” which the others in the barracks heard. Another reason is when I did something wrong I would go to church every Sunday to repent my sins. Lastly, if my mom were to find out I did not attend church? I would get the worst beating from her when I went home on leave.” After he mentioned his mom. Santi takes another shot,and a weird face when he mentions his mom. How he missed her. Tried so hard to be the son she wanted him to be. Knowing she is proud of him when he went to Columbia to make a difference over there. He got up from the table and went outside so he could get some air. Poor Santi. Her passing is taking a toll on his heart. There were times he would be walking around his old home soaking up all the memories of her. Apple went out to look for him,and saw him sitting on a bench. Head in his hands,and felt Apple’s hand touching his shoulder which caused him to flinch. Looks to his right,and sees his angel.one person he needs right now. Pulls her close to him. Runs his hand on her arm while he tries to calm down. All she could do is comfort him,” it's alright honey, let it all out. I’m here for you. Not going anywhere. For the reason you got your nickname? Well.. you were young. Exploring the other side of yourself. Don't worry about me getting mad about it. Like the old saying,” what is in the past stays in the past.”. Santi wipes his eyes. Thinking how lucky he can be to have Apple by his side? They sat outside for a few moments so he could calm down enough so they could go back inside to enjoy his friends. No! His family.

Both of them went back inside to see what was going on. Oh right! Karaoke night At St. James. This is gonna be fun. As both of them go back to their booth, they see Will sipping on his beer. Watching the acts and Frankie and Benny arguing on what song to do. Apple asked Will,” Are you gonna go up there? “ Will takes another sip of his beer,” Not my thing. Benny is the talented one of the family. Are you gonna go and make an ass out of yourself with them?” Apple took a sip of her drink,” Yep, I’m pretty good,but not as good as Santi though.He is so amazing. That voice would make anyone feel better. Wait! Ya’ll never heard him sing or play a guitar?” Will shakes his head. Wonder why Shooter never told his friends about his beautiful talent. Only her and Frankie knew about it. No time like the present for Sharp shooter “Pope'' Garcia to go up on that stage to show his friends what he can do. Apple went over to the bartender she knew to see if he still had an old guitar so Santi could play. Score! He did,and went to get it. Santi sees what is going on, so he leans on the counter whispering to Apple,” What are you up to? Wait! No no! Not gonna happen. Nope sorry! Not happening!” Apple kisses him,” Come on! It would be okay!! You have an amazing voice!! What? Will and Benny tease you about it? I don't think they would! Time to have some fun!! Or i can go up there and sing with you?” Santi smiled.” If I were to do it. We are going to sing From the edge of the deep green sea.” She smiled,” you got it!!”

Both got on stage to get ready to sing. Apple whispers.” Have fun. I got your six. “ Santi smiled and started to play the guitar. The audience got quiet as they started to sing. It was like magic in the air.Santi got so into the song as he was singing. So did she. They always sing it when they hear it on the radio. Benny and Frankie went back to their booth. Benny whispers,” never have guessed it.Pope can sing and play a guitar. He has been holding out on us.`` Frankie said,” I knew. When he is in a good place. He would be singing and playing guitar. His dad taught him. When he died. Pope stopped playing. Now seeing him play right now? It is a miracle.” After the song ended. The audience went crazy. They wanted more!! Santi told them he would play again soon. Apple hugs him tight,” Tell me! Was that fun? Your dad would be proud of you!” He rubs his neck and sighs,” yeah, it was fun. Think i felt both of my parents while I was up there.” When he said that broke her heart.Thought she did a good thing for him to get up there. Both of them went to join the others. Benny and Will gave them a huge hug. Benny pats Santi on the back.” Yall are so Fucking good up there! How can Frankie and I top that!!” Frankie laughed. Time for them to go up there. Apple, Will,and Santi sat down to watch them sing a party song. Will knows what the song was. Every song that was drilled into everyone's head Friends in low places by Garth Brooks is his go to song. How did he ever persuade Frankie to do this with him is a mystery!! When they started to sing. It was so much fun watching them dance as well!! Apple went to the karaoke player to pick out her song.

Santi wondered what she would pick. It could be anything. After they finished their performance. Time for Apple to do her thang. Her song choice was I’ll be your shelter by one of her favorites, Taylor dayne. When the song started to play. Santi knew it!! Love how she moves when she sings that!! Every now and then she would wink at Santi. Then he blew a kiss to her. When the song ended. He took the guitar and went on stage and sat on a stool,and took the mike,” i want to dedicate this song i wrote years ago. It’s about a person I thought about nonstop for the last few years. My best friend. Whom I never would never see again. It is called Never had. “ Apple was in awe!! How sweet is that!! He would look at her while he was singing. Took her breath away!! When he played the last chord. Everyone got up from their seats and applauded and lots of cheers. Santi went right over to Apple to hug her,and the boys went over to hug him. She is so proud of him!! It was getting late so everyone said their goodbyes. Apple lays her head on Santi's shoulder while he drives.

What a night!! Full of laughs and tears. Now that is over. All they want to do is go home and be alone with one anotherAs they pulled the car under the carport. All she could think about was what had happened that evening. Learned about Santi’s other nickname and him singing a song he wrote just for her. Made her heart flutter! He is so sweet and oh so talented! She is so worn out! Yawns and goes inside so she could shower and go to bed. As soon Apple sits on her bed. Pulled off her jacket, shoes and her jeans. That is when she lays on her bed and falls asleep.

Santi goes around the house. To make sure everything is locked. Turns off the lights,and goes upstairs. Sees his love fast asleep. Sits on the bed.Moved some hair out of her face. Kisses her forehead, that caused Apple to open her eyes. Gave Santi a sweet smile,and he kissed her again,” Can see someone is tired. Want me to help you put your pjs on or you want to sleep in your tee?” Apple smiles and sits up while rubbing her shoulder,” was gonna take a shower.but guess i didn’t make huh” Santi chuckled,” nope you didn't honey. How about we both take that shower together,and we can snuggle?’

Apple nods and he pulls her up so she can undress. Santi has other plans, pulls her tee over her head,and places a kiss on her neck and shoulder. Causes her to moan,and leans close to him as he undoes her bra. She was so lost when he touched her! Her head rests on his shoulder as he continues his kiss fest.While her hands wrapped around his waist. Pulls up his tee so she could feel his warm skin. Santi looks down at her with a smirk,” thought you were tired hermosa? Or you were fibbing . “ Apple giggled,” I’m still tired. Could not help it! You are so close to me. Could resist the freaking urge!!” he throws the bra on the floor. Staring at the beauty that sits before him. That is when she covers her breast. Not because she was shy or anything. It was getting rather cold. Santi picks her up,and carries her to the bathroom. While the water is heating up. Apple sits on the counter while Santi slowly undresses in front of her. What a sight to see. Tanned from head to toe. Well toned body. Even Though it was not the first time Apple has seen him naked since he has been home,it still takes her breath away. Santi still in his boxers ,and her still in her thong. Started to share a lustful kiss. Tongues searching eachothers mouths. Santi pulls her off the counter,and takes her thong off with a swift hand, then he takes his boxers off as they enter the shower. Leans Apple under the water as he kisses every part of her body he wanted to kiss the first night he came home. Which sends her over the edge! Now it is her turn to touch santi. She kissed him slowly at first. Then let her hands roam. Rubbed his pecks, kissed his nipples that caused him to moan her name loudly. Saves his fine ass for last.

Santi could not take it any longer, he kissed her again. Caused apple to gasp for air. His kisses always took her breath away. Santi finds her body wash,and rubs some on his hands so he can rub it on her. She closes her eyes as he rubs it on her. Moans his name as he reaches her thighs! She is putty in his hands. All she could do is hold on to him. God she is gonna explode when he rubs her clit! Wraps her arms round Santi’s waist so she could steady herself. Santi whispers,” i know you like what I'm doing to you, mi amor. Let me take care of you. Want to make you come like crazy.”

Apple kisses his neck as he continues his quest. Which causes her body to quiver. Something she had never experienced before! Does not want this to end!! She wants to touch santi so badly! Felt his fingers going inside her. Let out a scream,” Santi! Don't stop! Please take me now!! “ Santi smiles as he continues to mark her neck,” Hold on baby! Want to get inside you,but you have to wait! Can you do that for me?” Apple nods when he turns off the water,and dries her off ,and carries her to her bed. Lays her down gently so he towers over her. Looks into those beautiful eyes he loves so much. This is what he needs now. After his emotional breakdown about his mom. He needs to focus on one thing that makes him happy. Is soulmate. Kisses her again slowly touching her. She could feel his bulge between her legs. Wished he would just stop teasing her and just get inside of her already!! Closes her eyes as Santi goes to work again. When he gets to her inner thighs again. Then licks her clit again . loves how sweet she tastes,and he looks into her eyes,” you ready for me i see hermosa.? Hang on for just one more moment. Need to get you wet for me. Then you will receive the gift you want so much.”

When he is sucking her pussy , Apple lets out a scream of desire that causes her to grab hold of the headrest. It is the signal he is ready for,” ready for me to rock you like a fucking hurricane baby?” Apple giggles.” Can't resist you with a line like that shooter. So fuck me already!!” Santi is so ready to enter her. His cock enters her slowly and does not want to hurt her. Lays on top of her as he grinds her slowly. She whimpers.” I'm about to come baby!! Feel so fucking good!!” Santi whispers .” not yet my love. Hold on till i say. “ Apple moans ,” Can't hold it in much longer please baby!!” That when she finally comes. This was his plan. For her to explode. Santi finally calms down so he could kiss the come from her pussy. Then goes into the bathroom to get a cloth to wash off the rest he could not reach. Apple’s eyes were about to close when he finished cleaning her up. Santi lays beside her, rubs her cheek . she leans to his touch,and lays on her side facing him. Looking at him with love in her eyes. Rubs his cheek,” You know , i still can't get the song out of my head. That was the sweetest thing you have ever done for me. I love you santi!!”

#triple+frontier+fanfiction #santiago garcia reader #ben miller #will miller and benny miller

[thachurchmouze]

April 14th-4/14/17

April 14, 2015

This day lies within the pit of me and hides my epitome

That created the epiphany

I wish my life was just a dream, but it’s a glimpse of my misery

Somebody tell me what love is

Drug dealers false friends and the brutal hands of a potential husband

Potential, his love was differential

Started from the bottom with him just to be his main thang/mistress

I loved him from his dimples to his brown eyes to his voice that soothed me so

Gentle

I thought his love was like a kindle, Why couldn't we just be simple

Why couldn't it all be simple, Lauryn

he had me open like a pimple

Thought that I could calm his anger from his temples

Back rubs in the trap was escalated to belly rubs and singing to his mental

Your love and Things so simple, songs of Miguel and Timbo

Then I fed him and fucked right to sleep it was all love

I looked for nothing in return but your love

I should've known it was fraud from the messages I found in his android from his old love

Many mistresses and witnesses,

crackheads giving out hints and sentences That I was just his friend with a benefit

But when I try to walk away he tells me I'm the one that he wants to be with, infinite

He was different, so I thought

A man could never feel your pain when he's the cause of it

To him I was weak because I didn't share all of my profits

His idea of love was just my pockets

Tearing down my dreams and decisions with his words

And I stayed so long because with him I thought that he was worth it

But I didn't know me and I din’t know my worth

We were distant like secures, I paid for his words

So I let him convince that I could never make it as a stylist in this field called hair

Ran into an old guard from district 205 and she showed me a new turn

The next week I found myself on 119th at Menser’s

April 13th I was halfway done with a 20 hour seminar to securitas

I did it on my own he never paid the cost, but I was in love with

That Gemini

April 14th the big day came I am a graduate

Met a guy so sweet, I think went by the name of Marvin aka Maverick

Told him that I had a man he told me we could just be friends, those were the magic words

We exchanged numbers I didn't think that it would cost me more hurt

Picked up my daughter from the guy I call her father

For my accumulations he rewarded me with his dope boy profits

Took me to Popeye's and ordered a couple 2 pieces white meat and the biscuts

A littledark meat extra honey on the ticket

Was all cool until my phone started ringing

It was maverick wtf was this man thinking

Picked up the phone and played it off so he wouldn't bomb, tick

Ask me who it was I lied and told him it was alexis

Look down for 2 minutes and he grabbed my cellular to read the digits

Saw the name said Maverick so he wild out I couldn't handle it

Every bitch whore slut Thot in the book that's what my name was

Tried to ignore it but the pain was so built up I had reached my boiling point

The only thing I remember was the word garden tool being sowed in dirt

Next thing I know his face got smacked with a bone from that 2 piece he called a reward

Then all I remember was his hustlers hands peeling into my skin

Front and back hand man did this nigga really pursue me with his hands?

Picked myself up to quit, Felt him coming at me had my mase clinched in my fist

stepped into my square so I let the bottle ride

Mased him and I mased me wanna run but its in my eyes

so I Run to bathroom thinking “bitch u better be quick,

Rinse your eyes out grab your baby and yall split.”

Not even 30 seconds into my session with the bathroom sink

I hear his feet coming down the halls I couldn't even blink

Bursts in the bathroom with his homie yelling, “Ho. You gon mase me?”

I’m finna show you to the door

Stomping on me spitting on me fists all on me my body’s cold

“Leave me alone let go out the door

“Naw this shit ain’t over!” then he grabbed me by my hair

4 long braids in his hand he dragged me down the hall to to the stairs.

Screamin if u wanna be a ho that's how IMA treat you, real well.

Lovin me with his fist down the stairs my thoughts couldn't trinkle, face swelled with fear.

Threw me outside on the front porch the whole block was out there

Left my daughter in his room to finish stompin my brains out

He was just as scared as I was every time I moved he bust a move with his fist out

Told him I was through let me go home he couldn't fathom the burning sources

Then his homie bought my baby outside without a jacket

Took a look at my daughter and she had a bloody scratch under her left eye

I'm furious with this black eye it was the size of a golf ball

Pulled off in me 98 mc without my thoughts on

Tears running down my eyes, they were burning

The mase was still in my eyes so when I cried I felt my protections

It was worrisome

Ran to the west side to his moms house so I could come to

Ding ding look on my screen and it's my child's father sayin, “dude

I'm sorry, didn't mean to take it this far but he shouldn't have called you

Shouldn't have put my hands on you but you started the whole alter-

Cation.” Telling me I made him do it

first I loved him now I hate him

Family steady calling me, I keep pressing ignore.

should I catch my first case and off this nigga with his own

So I called my gangsta ass cousins from the east side

He said cuz don't cry just send me the address and u know we gon ride

Anything after that I swear to god my mind can’t reside

I cannot recall it

I layed it at the alter

Not even a week later…. I called him

April 14th

-ChurchMouZe

#poetry #art #black #black poetry #black poets #domestic abuse #domestic violence #love #relationships #birth #music #peace #breathe #redemption #share #repost #churchmouse #folloow #follow

[mozzakarp]

92 truths taggg

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people

My daughter @yourhopeyourangeeel​ tagged me in this long ass tag (should I thank you for this one...) so leggooo~

LAST…

[1] drink: Guava juice

[2] phone call: Momma

[3] text message: My brother in the other room LMAO

[4] song you listened to: A by GOT7 (...dont judge me)

[5] time you cried: Earlier while watching a show with Jackson and Jessi (happy tears yeee)

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: Lol you gotta date once first to be able to do this tho

[7] been cheated on: Nah

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: Lol no

[9] lost someone special: Yepp

[10] been depressed: Unfortunately

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: HARAAM

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

[12] Seafoam green

[13] Mint

[14] Burgundy (not bc of Jins dad joke lmao) 

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: More than I expected

[16] fallen out of love: Nope

[17] laughed until you cried: This is what I do best 

[18] found out someone was talking about you: I dont think so but I dont really care either tbh

[19] met someone who changed you: Nahh

[20] found out who your true friends are: I already knew before the past year

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Nope

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Nearly all of them (the rest are people from school clubs)

[23] do you have any pets: I wish

[24] do you want to change your name: Nope, I like my name

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to dinner with my cousins and some friends

[26] what time did you wake up: 5 pm lol

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Editing a video (shameless promo: its coming soon!), working on my next calligraphy art, and chatting it up with my fave @yourhopeyourangeeel​ as usual

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Having a stable career lmao

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Like 2 seconds ago

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to be less of a procrastinator  [31] what are you listening to right now: The humming of my laptop I guess

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Not that I know of

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: People who act like political and social issues dont matter or affect them

[34] most visited website: Youtube and Tumblr

[35] elementary: Yee

[36] high school: Double yee

[37] college: I wish it was over tbh

[38] hair color: My hijab is my hair so my answer is: undefined

[39] long or short hair: See above ^^

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Nope                                                                     [41] what do you like about yourself: My sarcasm lol

[42] piercings: Just my earlobes, I wanna get more tho

[43] blood type: I wish I knew

[44] nickname: Mozzakarp, Mozzarella, Magikarp, and a whole list of others that contain parts of my real name  [45] relationship status: Single af

[46] zodiac sign: SKIP

[47] pronouns: The female ones

[48] fav tv show: I dont really watch tv shows anymore... hmmm I guess Weighlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo was pretty good tho

[49] tattoos: I like them on others only

[50] right or left hand: Righty tighty

FIRST…

[51] surgery: No comment

[52] piercing: Earlobes (the right side was first, if anyone cares lmao)

[53] best friend:  MY GOLDEEN GOUDA BEST FLUFF ILY

[54] sport: Who dat? 

[55] vacation: Indiaaaaaa

[56] pair of trainers: Does anyone actually remember this tho??

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Nothing

[58] drinking: Still sipping on that guava juice

[59] i’m about to: Either sleep or edit some more [60] listening to: My laptop’s fan still [61] waiting for: Afternoon to come so I can be a productive adult

[62] want: Peace

[63] get married: Not rn

[64] career: I wish I could get this set up asap tbh

[65] hugs or kisses: Why not both?

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes ftw

[67] shorter or taller: Taller (so I can keep wearing heels lmao)

[68] older or younger: Older or the same age

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Arms

[71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive

[72] hook up or relationship: Relationships

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Both these options suck, but I’d rather have someone who hesitates and thinks rather than someone who mindlessly creates trouble

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? Nope

[75] drank hard liquor? HARAAAAAAM

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? No

[77] turned someone down: Nah

[78] sex on first date? Who’s dated tho???

[79] broken someone’s heart? Not that I know of lol

[80] had your own heart broken? ...By a friend I guess? But the relationship was non-romantic

[81] been arrested? Nope

[82] cried when someone died? Yepp

[83] fallen for a friend? Lol no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? Mostly

[85] miracles? Yes

[86] love at first sight? It seems kinda shallow to me, but do your thang, I aint judging

[87] Santa Claus? I've been roasting Santa since I was in first grade, as most brown kids do (right??)

[88] kiss on the first date? No

[89] angels? Definitely

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Lol I havent even shared my name, why would I snake her

[91] eye color: Brown

[92] favorite movie: I don’t have one, but anything Avengers related is usually fine

@yourhopeyourangeeel this took freaking forever so thanks for that 

I tag @38cmlizard @peachesncreamkookies @miknamjoon (imma tag yall til you block me so yeahh) and anyone else who has too much time on their hands and would willingly do this.

#good grief this took forever #so tedious #it was still fun tho #tagged in #yourhopeyourangeeel is still a qt so i cant be too mad at her for tagging me in this #mine

[areesyaadnan]

Hey it’s me again , it’s been a year since the last posts of mine. Studying Business Information was not kinda my thang but having good friends in my university makes me felt appreciated. Life in UTP was hella fun but sometimes i feel like i don’t deserve to be there. Gather with students with an extra cash on their pocket money , some of them might wanna wear their Yeezy (Adidas) shoes to classes, some might have brought their cars to Utp (which is strictly prohibited for Foundy’s) and plus most of them came from a broad family that is  rich plus they got brains, legit cerdik af. Life in Utp was not easy like most people thought. Typical people might thought that “You have money you can do anything that you want or Utp kids are rich kids, they can do anything they want, untung la” and whatever shit that they had been thought all this time, IT WAS’NT TRUE , Well, maybe some of it might be true but in different perception I’m here to tell you guys what life in UTP feels like as a freshies. One thing i like abut UTP is about their studies. For Example, yall know that UTP is mainly for students who does want to take engineering courses, UTP do have other courses too. So most of the engineering students who’s qualified enough to study in UTP took Science Stream in their Secondary School before and at least got credits in BM, BI, Maths, and Physics and Chemistry for SPM. You guys might thought they’re lucky have enough money to pay thousands for this university with a soso result for their SPM but as you entered UTP , one thing u will realize that, it’s not that easy. IT’S NOT EASY. To get qualified as a UTP Student, u have to first key in your results and infos in the application form provided. Then after they saw your results you will be ask by UTP officers to attend an interview and exam at UTP, Perak. As you guys know, most students who attend the interview and exam failed to proceed. After entering UTP, in my batch , i found many MRSM Students , Straight A’s Students who are not lucky enough to get Scholarships. That’s why they entered Utp, because UTP provides Scholarships if you score on the upcoming exams. So me as a UTP student i lingered around with these brainy people which their parents are rich that makes me know differentiate happiness and study. i’m not the person that people thought of me, people thought that i’m rich my dad has the money so i could do whatever i want and be where i want to be and have what i could have. But that’s not right. i swear to you that my brain is not like these UTP students when i first entered the university. But after being friends with them , a bit by bit i learned n how to manage myself, i learn on how i could study properly with problems putting aside , away from me. And i could see my result started to change to an improvement.

[helloelizabethsmithposts]

THANK GODHEAD FOR BEING RIGHTEOUS OWNER OF THE ENTIRE EARTH, AND YES DAVID WAS VERY RIGHT, IT IS BETTER TO PUT YOUR TRUST IN GOD INSTEAD OF MAN!!! AND THANK YOU ALL DEARLY YESHUA, FOR MAKING LIFE LIGHT AND EASY FOR BOAZ AND I, CERTAINLY YOU KING OF GLORY, HAS THE MOST AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, PRECIOUS SHINY HEART MORE THAN ANYONE I’VE EVER KNOWN. THANK GODHEAD FOR HAVING YOU TO EVEN JUST SHOW BOAZ AND I HOW TO LIVE TRULY, JUST ONLY FOR YOU MY KING OF GLORY=THE ULTIMATE SUPREME ONE= THE ANOINTED ONE!

YALL DARE THINK I WILL PRAY FOR THIS AMERICA, WHEN YOU ALL HAS CHOSEN ONCE AGAIN TO BE RACIST TOWARD ME, AND CLAIM THAT THE IRS DON'T HAVE THE STATUS OF MY INCOME TAX!!! HOW CAN YOU THINK GODHEAD WILL BLESS SUCH A WICKED NATION!!! YOU ALL TAKE FROM YOUR OWN PEOPLE, AND GIVE IT TO THE CROOKS JUST LIKE YOU ALL!!! YOUR VERY OWN RACE MIGHT TRULY BE ENDANGERED!!! BECAUSE I WANTED TO KEEP THIS QUIET, BUT NO I WILL STATE A TRUE FACT I HAVE KNOWN ALL THROUGH THE YEARS, WE HAVE HAD BLACK AND WHITE PRESIDENT'S IN THE OFFICE, BUT BECAUSE OF MANKIND SELFISH ASS IDEAS, OF ROOTS MENTALITY THIS IS WHY GODHEAD ANGER WILL HONESTLY DESTROY ANYTHING AND ANYONE WHO IS WICKED IN THESE DAYS!!! THE BLACK'S AND THE WHITE'S HAS COMBINED IN THEIR HATRED AGAINST EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD, BUT YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HIS MAJESTY EL SHADDAI, WILL MAKE SURE I HAVE ALL MY INHERITANCE, EVEN IF IT COST YALL YOUR LIFE!!!! I WON'T FEEL BAD FOR NO ONE, MY KING OF GLORY, BECAUSE I SEE THAT WE HEIRS OF GODHEAD, SHOULD HAVE NEVER PUT THE WICKED INTO THE WHITE HOUSE, MY KING OF GLORY!!! BECAUSE THEIR DAMN GREED OF MONEY WILL, DESTROY THEIR VERY SOUL, OFF THIS EARTH, I'M NOT TAKING IT BACK, NOTHING I'VE SAD OR DONE, BECAUSE I KNOW, YALL ASS, HAS BEEN WICKED SINCE YOU ALL WHERE BABIES, YALL WICKED ASS PARENTS FRAMED THAT DAMN MINDSET OF HATING SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE YOU!!! BUT YET DO YOU ALL KNOW, YALL DESTRUCTION IS VERY NEAR, FOR TRIFLING, WITH US ELECTS!!!! YOU ALL WON'T ESCAPE, THE JUDGMENT OF GODHEAD, THAT'S BEEN DECLARED AND DECREED FROM LONG AGO, YOU ALL FORSOOK MY DAD A LONG TIME AGO, GENESIS 1, TOLD ME EVERYTHING!!! YO BOAZ LET'S WATCH AND SEE THE SALVATION OF OUR GOD, KING, AND SAVIOR, OF OUR VERY OWN MIND, HEARTS, AND SOULS, TURN THIS TREACHERY OF THEIRS INTO, OUR TRUE WEALTH AND RICHES, THEY CAN'T KEEP IT... I'VE KNOWN WHAT IS OURS THIS WHOLE TIME. THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN SUFFERS VIOLENCE AND THE VIOLENT TAKES IT BY FORCE... BY GOD'S I'M TAKING THINGS BY FORCE, SENSE YOU ALL IGNORED MY WARNING, ALL THE HOST OF HEAVEN'S ARMY HEAR MY THIS DAY I QUEEN ELIZABETH L. SMITH, BECAUSE I"M A RIGHTFUL OWNER, AND I'M ALSO KING OF GLORY WIFE TRULY, WE WILL EXECUTE EVERY DAMN DEVIL IN THIS EARTH AND UNDER THE EARTH, I CALL ON ANCIENT OF DAYS, ALPHA& OMEGA, MICHEAL THE PRINCE ARCHANGEL, AND THE OTHER ANGELS THAT WAS SENT THEIR BECAUSE OF SORCERY, I'M CALLING ON ALL OF MY HEAVENLY CREW, TO WAR ON BOAZ AND MY BEHALF, CLEAR OUT EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN A PEST, OR ALSO PLAGUES, THROUGHOUT OUR LIVES, JUST BECAUSE YALL WANT TO KEEP PEOPLE THAT'S NOT YALL'S ANYMORE!!! GODHEAD YALL DUMBASS, HAVE REALLY BECAME STUPID, I MAY DID PRAY FOR THAT PRESIDENT TO GET IN THE OFFICE, BUT I WON'T HELP YALL DECEPTIVE ASS NO MORE, YALL KNEW WHAT YALL DID TO MY FAMILY WAS WRONG, AND IT WAS NO MORE THAN RIGHT TO GIVE ME MY INCOME TAX, BUT NOW, OH I'M GETTING EVERYTHING YALL ASS EVER TOOK FROM US, YOU WON'T HAVE A DAMN THANG LEFT IN YOUR NAME!!!! ABEOJI, FATHER GOD THANK YOU FOR FIRING EVERYBODY OUT OF THEIR OFFICE'S THAT'S BEEN WICKED IN FRONT, AND BEHIND CLOSED DOORS, AND FIRE THEIR FAMILIES, TERMINATE THEM FOR ALL ETERNITY!!! FOR PLOTTING AGAINST YOUR VERY PRECIOUS ANOINTED& PROPHETIC PEOPLE {KINGS &QUEENS OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN [KINGDOM OF LIGHT], I'VE WARNED YALL TO PLAY THAT DAMN HATRED GAME WITH ME, WILL COST YOU EVERYTHING, EVEN YOUR SOUL, I WANTED TO BE NICE, AND WARNED THIS DC COUNTRY=DIVIDED COUNTRY, BUT I SEE NOW WE WILL HAVE TO SHOW EVERYONE AROUND THE WORLD, THAT WHEN YOU TRIFLE WITH A TRUE QUEEN, JUST CAUSE I'M NOT WHITE, OH YALL GOING TO HELL, AND VERY, VERY, REAL FAST TOO!!!! I'M NOT HEARING THIS CRAP &TRAP NO MORE, DAMN FAKE ASS BASTARDS WAS HATING TUPAC CAUSE HE KNEW OUR PRESIDENT BUSH WAS A RACIST TOO... BUT ME I AIN'T NEVER SCARED CAUSE, FATHER GOD WILL GIVE MEN FOR MY LIFE!!! AND NOW I AIN'T BUYING A DAMN THING FROM NO DAMN ARTIST, PREACHER,ACTOR,ANYBODY FROM AMERICA I AIN'T BUYING YALL TRASH NO MORE, I'M ONLY BUYING MY KIND OF PEOPLE THINGS, YALL ASS IS ON BORROWED TIME FOR SURE!!!! {SO YALL DISOBEDIENT PEOPLE ENTIRE CREW DAMN STUFF WILL JUST GET DISCONTINUED={BE THY CONFOUNDED, BROUGHT TO NOUGHT, AND I WILL LOOK AND SEE YOU ALL NO MORE, YOU ALL CHOSE TO BE A BURDEN AND A YOKE TO ME SO, THROUGH MY HUSBAND KING OF GLORY THE ANOINTED ONE I ASK OF THEE MY KING REMOVE AND DESTROY ALL OF BOAZ AND MY ENEMIES OFF OF THIS EARTH, THAT THEY WILL CEASE TO TROUBLE US NO MORE AND NEVER AGAIN!!! YOUR HOLY BIBLE TOLD ME EVERYTHING I NEEDED, TO KNOW ABOUT THIS WORLD, AND THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN DECEPTION EVERYDAY[IT'S TRUE FATHER GOD, THEY BETRAYED YOUR SON, FOR HIS WEALTH AND RICHES, FEARING THE REUNION OF A TRUE MARRIAGE, THEY PLOTTED ON THEM!!! I DISCERNED IT ALONG TIME AGO, MY SISTER WAS VERY INNOCENT, BUT SHE WASN'T THE SAME WHEN HE LEFT I NOTICED IT, QUICKLY!!! OH YOU 2, WE MISS YALL, OH SO VERY MUCH, CAUSE THEY JUST LIE TOO DAMN MUCH, THEY NEVER LOVED YALL, THEY ENVIED THE FACT THAT GODHEAD FAVORED YALL!!! AND BOAZ AND I ARE A LIVING WITNESS OF HOW, WICKED PEOPLE HEARTS ARE!!! BUT NEVER AGAIN I PROMISE YOU  THIS KINGDOM OF HEAVEN VERY BEAUTIFUL CREW THAT I WILL NEVER, BUY ANYTHING THAT THE DISOBEDIENT CHILDREN HAS MADE, AND NEITHER WILL I VOTE FOR AN ENEMY AGAIN!!!  THIS IS TRULY FINISHED, AMERICA, YALL TIME IS REALLY TICKING AWAY, BEFORE YOU ALL KNOW IT CHARIOT ONE WILL SHOW UP AGAIN, AND HE WON'T BE SMILING FOR THE WAY YALL TREATED ME, EVEN AFTER I TOLD MY STORY OF THESE DAMN RACIST ASS MURDEROUS BASTARDS, DID TO MY FAMILY... BUT JUST LIKE YALL DID MY FAMILY, THE TIME HAS COME FOR YALL FAMILIES TO REAP, ALL THESE THINGS YOU ALL HAVE DONE TO US THROUGH THE YEARS.... NOT KNOWING WE ARE THE TRUE OWNERS, OF EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!! WE ARE PAYING ALL YALL ASS BACK FROM GENESIS TO REVELATION=FROM THEN TO MY GENERATION 1985= YO PRESIDENT TRUMP, YALL IN TROUBLE, YOU WICKEDLY REVOLTED ON ME, THINKING I DON'T KNOW A DARKWING DUCK=WHEN I  SEE IT{ DONALD DUCK HAD 2 SIDES= IN THE DAY IT WAS LIGHT, BUT IN THE NIGHT IT WAS DARK=I FOUND THAT OUT WHEN GODHEAD , BLESSED ME TO WATCH CERTAIN CARTOONS THAT HAD DEEP SPIRITUAL MEANING!!!! YOU JUST MADE AN ENEMY OUT OF THE ONE, GODHEAD HAD BLESSED YOUR DUMBASS WITH TO HELP YOU!!! I TOLD YALL KINDGOM OF HEAVEN CREW, PEOPLE GET MONEY, AND GET STUPID AS HELL, SEE THAT'S WHY THE RIGHTEOUS NEEDS TO DISCERN, EVERYBODY WHO COME INTO YOUR COUNTRY, OFFICE, TOWN,HOUSE, EVERYTHING, IF IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT SEND THEIR ASS PACKING!!!! THANK GODHEAD, FOREVER CAUSE THE WICKED AIN'T WORTH A DAMN, THEIR ASS JUST GET YOU TO WANT TO BEAT THE HELL OUT THEIR ASS, AND BEAT THEM DOWN TOO!!! OOH LORD JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH, I'M GOING TO NEED EVERYTHING YOU HAVE JUST FOR BOAZ AND I CAUSE, I NEVER CARED FOR DAMN FREELOADERS THAT CAN'T TRANSLATE, LOOK STUPID AS HELL, GOING TO OTHER PLACES IN THE WORLD, ACTING AS IF AMERICA IS IN ORDER!!! DAMN NEAR, YOUR ASS DON'T EVEN HAVE YOUR OWN HOME IN ORDER, WHY IN THE HELL DO YALL INSIST ON PUTTING PEOPLE WITH NO DAMN SENSE INTO THESE TOP POSITIONS, WE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PEOPLE, END UP APOLOGIZING, CAUSE THE DAMN BASTARDS DID THIS CRAP, ACTING LIKE THEY ARE SO EDUCATED, NO THEY AIN'T, THEY FAILED SCHOOL THEIR TEACHERS PASSED THEM, CAUSE THEY DIDN'T WANT TO LOOK AT THEM NO MORE IN SCHOOL!!!! IGNORANCE IS A BLISS JAPAN WAS RIGHT!!! OH JESUS CHRIST I KNOW YALL FIND THIS FUNNY, BUT ME, I' M GETTING SO VERY DETERMINED IN DOING THINGS, AND IT'S NOT PROMISED WHAT KIND OF IDEA I WOULD COME UP WITH, SO YO YESHUA, SEND AND GIVE BOAZ AND I EVERYTHING WE NEED, IN THIS LIFE, CAUSE THE MORE I STAY IN AMERICA, THEIR ASS WILL THINK THEY ARE ALREADY HELL!!!!  SET THEIR DUMBASS UP HERE AND APPROVED THE SAME DAMN KIND OF PEOPLE THAT HIT THE TWIN TOWERS IN THAT SAME YEAR, YEARS LATER THEIR ASS WANTS TO WONDER WHY THESE THINGS ARE HAPPENING... I DON'T LIKE DUMBNESS, I'VE NEVER CARED FOR NO DAMN SNAKE NEITHER, BUT YALL ASS, HAS CHOSEN THAT OLD BASTARD FROM GENESIS 3.... BOAZ YOU WANTS TO FIND ME VERY, VERY, VERY!!! SUDDENLY, THEY TOLD THOSE DAMN LIES ON MY RECORD TOO, TUPAC YOU SAID WHEN THUGS CRY, THESE ENEMIES AROUND THE WORLD WILL BEGIN CRYING NOW, AND CONSUMED OFF THE EARTH FOR ALL ETERNITY!!! PRAISE THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY, GOD IS VERY GOOD, HE SAW FIT, TO DELIVER FROM BOAZ AND I FROM ALL THE DUMBASS  IN THE WORLD!!! AMEN,AND AMEN!!!! I WILL PRAISE THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY FOREVER, KNOWING THAT OUR ENEMIES PERISH,FOREVER AND EVERMORE, AMEN, AND AMEN!!!   THANK YOU YESHUA, FOR AT LEAST SAVING BOAZ AND I IN THIS WORLD!!! WE WILL TAKE OF EVERYTHING JUST FOR THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN I PROMISE YALL THIS... SARANGHAEYO BOAZ MY LOVE= I LOVE YOU BOAZ MY LOVE FOREVERMORE🎎😆🍓✈️⛴️.

[submissiveagression]

Nov 19 2017

Him: He would tell me to finish eating your😻 and fuck you until you can't cum anymore

Me: No he wouldn’t

Him: He really would. We were talking about you and His girlfriend on Monday

Me: Why

And he still fuckin Her

Him: Because I bust out laughing when you accidentally texted me the dick withdrawal

No but we were talking about sex with the both of yall(not in detail)

Me: Why

Don’t laugh at my struggles

Him: Why what

Me: Are y’all talking about sex with us

Him: Yes

Me: Why

Him: Because of that text

Me: Why would you tell him that

Him: I didn't I laughed and I said you sent the wrong text

Me: So how did y’all end up in the subject of us

Him: Because he said she said something nasty and I said yeah. Some way we were both talking about the first time we had sex with yall

Me: What

First of all that wasn’t nasty

Why are so y’all discuss sex with us

Him: When we say nasty it means sexual

It happened but I don't remember how we started it

Me: Smh

Y’all talk to much

Gossip girls

Him: So

A lady saw my dick at your job

Me: At my job

Oh her

She in love

Him: But we're gossip girls

This lady saw my dick lol

Me: She saw your face and she was just talking about your lips the she saw that thang thang

Him: How did she see it🤔

Me: I was flipping thru my phone and she sits beside me

I didn’t know she was looking

Him: Umhm

Why were you looking at the pictures

Me: I just got pissed

(I had found the cowboys keys I gave him that went to my apartment. I sent him a picture of it)

Him: Wow where was that

Me: In the drawer

Him: I forgot about that

Me: I didn’t

Him: Why do you still have it

Me: After I took it from you I gave it to mom and I never saw it again until now

Him: Oh

Me: I can’t find a corkscrew 🤬🤬🤬

Him: What kind of wine

Me: (I sent him a picture of the wine bottle)

Him: I had that before....they sell that at world market

Me: Since when do you drink wine

I can’t get it open so patron it is

Him: I told you I drink just not often

Me: Well I can’t open it 🤦🏽‍♀️

Him: Patron?

Me: That’s what I said