#im doing bad im doing bad im doing bsd

[bajablastable]

yipee

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd nikolai #bsd sigma #i still hate how i draw sigma i think its time to just say its doomed and give up #'why do you always give him an ahoge' mind ur own business #idk if i should even be posting some things like the nikolai it feels so repetitive to me.. #i just feel bad when i dont post for a few days like im still doign stuff... just practicing... #sometimes daily art is just simple things like the sigma and thats life.. #I ONLY JUST NOTICED I FORGOT SIGMA'S LONG FRONT BANGS?? NO ONE TOLD ME??

[zukkaoru]

no but do you understand. kunikida being the one person who sees both dazai and chuuya as irrevocably human. dazai and chuuya each see the other as human but don't have the same faith in themselves. but kunikida. kunikida getting close with both of them, and finding the humanity in both of them. everyone else is so far away, so far below, everyone else sees the untouchable Double Black. everyone else sees the wake of their destruction, the craters left by chuuya's ability, the meticulous plans set up and executed by dazai, the infallible partnership that could level city blocks and take out entire organizations. everyone else sees them as gods, and dazai and chuuya see themselves as monsters, but kunikida--

kunikida sees them after the comedown. he sees dazai on his bad days, when he can't even drag himself out of bed, when it's more painful to hold himself back from jumping in the river than just letting the water fill his lungs. he sees chuuya post-corruption when everything hurts and dazai's touch is the only relief and he's vulnerable and willing to ask for help instead of just taking whatever it is he needs. he's seen them laugh at stupid jokes (both each other's and his own), he's seen them throw popcorn at each other during movie nights, he's seen them during the quiet moments when there's no performance, when they can just relax. he's seen chuuya without the hat and gloves, and he's seen dazai without the bandages. he's seen their pasts laid out on their skin in every scar. he's heard some of the stories and inferred others. he's seen them as Double Black too, of course - he saw the destruction caused after the dead apple incident and he's seen the darkness that lingers in dazai's eyes and he's seen chuuya come home with blood on his clothes and a grim expression on his face. but he's also seen chuuya half-asleep wearing a shirt that's too big for him and he's seen dazai light up at something as simple as kunikida making an extra cup of tea for him. he's seen the destruction caused in their wake, but he's also felt their hands on his skin, gentle, holding him like he's something precious. he's seen beneath the surface, and knows that they are neither gods nor monsters; they are just two humans who have never been told that is all they ever need to be.

#IM HAVING BRAINROT SO BAD GUYS #kunichuuzai #kunikida doppo #bsd #do you even get it!!!!! [gestures to my incomprehensible rambling] #hello grace here #i hope there are no typos bc i'm not reading over this again #<- edit. there was a typo. of course.

[stuffeddeer]

i came across your blog a few days ago and all i could think of is deerlike/fawnlike darling 😭 someone who’s sensitive and shy, a bit vulnerable !! would go so well with any of the dazais omg

YOURE SO RIGHT imma delve into a few different variations :)

Deludedly obsessed Dazai would view your deer-like traits as something inherently weak. It’s something that makes you sensitive and ill-equipped for the cruel world he grew up in. Since he’s well versed in the cruelties of life, Dazai can make sure you stay safe, right? He takes it up as his job to look after you and keep you safe, remaining close at all times when he can be. If you work in the agency alongside him, he makes sure to pull you onto missions that he’s already leading or will pawn off whatever he’s working on to join yours. He works at the agency, sure, but his job is to look after you. If you find him scary, that's merely because of how many people must have been able to wrong you in the past! It's not like it's hard to, in fact, he could easily— no.

That's why he needs to protect you, to keep you away from people like himself. Oda would want him to help out the poor and defenseless, right? Even if you can't accept that yet, you'll understand in a matter of time. Or you won't, and Dazai will have to take more... drastic measures.

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Dazai who knows his obsession for you is wrong will start out thinking similar things — how easy you would be to manipulate (he hates that that’s his first thought), how much he should make sure to keep you safeguarded and out of harm’s way — but try to put a stop to it. If you work in an office job or something similar, he’ll be sure to remind himself that you’ve made it this far, and it’s not like you’ll be stumbling into trouble any time soon. To keep his mind from unraveling and his obsession and anxieties from worsening, he’ll follow you home after work under the blanketed night sky, reminding himself the whole time that you’re safe. And if anyone tries to harm you? …

He’d have such an urge to just keep you at his home, safe and away from the cruel outside, but he knows that’s wrong; Dazai knows how sad you’d be and while you’d have no way to fight back, he’d feel so guilty watching you break down in front of him. Looking after you is all he wants to do, including emotionally. But maybe feeling a little sad at the beginning is better than someone hurting you…

As much as he tries to fight it, Dazai knows you’d be better off staying by him all the time.

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Manipulative and harsh Dazai who gets some sick joy out of your timid demeanor. He’ll want to crush your spirit, prove that your invulnerability is nothing more than a weakness he intends to exploit. You work in some sort of cozy shop mainly by yourself (ie coffeehouse, flower shop, something cutesy) and it almost makes him sick - how can someone be so sweet and innocent? He wants that for himself and you make it far too easy to obtain. A few kind words and polite smiles and he knows he’s become your favorite customer, even if he never buys anything. He brings you a coffee one day out of the goodness of his heart and Dazai swears he sees hearts in your eyes. He builds up a rapport so quickly and smoothly you don’t notice the red flags (how he always seems to know your schedule, favorite coffee..) and dismiss your co-worker’s worries. There’s no way he could be so rude and flippant with them, it’s not in his nature!

And when you get fired after some anonymous customer continuously claimed you were horribly rude to them, Dazai was there to console you. You find yourself at his place much more often, spending time solely with him as your friends begin to ghost you. As thanks to the man who kept you afloat during all of this, you’d stay and help around Dazai’s apartment, cleaning up and bringing him food… and when he mentioned how lonely it gets, well, what kind of friend would you be if you didn’t stay the night? And the next one. And the next…

Once you’ve all but entirely been kidnapped moved in, Dazai reminds himself that the world out there is cruel. So, if you miss being outside so much, then he’ll gladly bring the harsh world to you.

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Possessive loser Dazai who doesn’t want your vulnerability and (as he views it) “pureness” tainted by someone else, but is happy just watching you stumble from afar. He swoops in during your date with a friend, dragging you out claiming that they were planning on hurting you! He just wants to keep you safe, don’t you understand that? And you do. You so pliantly nod as you thank him, letting out a sigh of relief that Dazai saved you yet again. How do you keep picking these horrible people?

One night, last minute, you went out with a few friends, and Dazai found out the next day. He spent all day avoiding you, angry beyond belief that you could be so stupid! Don’t you know they’re all the same?! He’s just trying to keep you safe! You’re so sensitive, so malleable; the last thing he wants is for some assholes to make you do something you don’t want to (never mind you saying you had fun). You apologize profusely, because of course you do: Dazai is your best friend.

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Port Mafia Dazai whose only basis for relationships comes from Mori and his ability. He knows it’s wrong, right? But when he sees you, so shy and easy to scare, his mind is made up: You are too good for the Mafia. He takes you back to his small shipping container and decides he’d be the one to take care of you, like Mori does with Elise. His paychecks begin to go towards frilly outfits and soft pajamas for his darling, expensive cakes he wants to see you try and the same kind of crayons he saw Elise forcing the Boss to buy a few days ago. You’re well pampered and still so shy and polite, which is why Dazai is so aggravated when you finally ask to feel the sun on your skin once more. He’s sacrificed so much to keep you happy and spoiled, but you still ask for more?…

…He buys you a big house away from Yokohama’s port with big glass walls for you to enjoy the sun.

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I imagine a more work-oriented or apathetic Port Mafia Dazai would be the only rendition that doesn’t treat you like a frail doll. Your vulnerable and shy side is cute, sure, but that can be a skill. He’d send you on missions to lure and attack like Kyouka or undercover, as no one expects such a shy person to be apart of the feared organization. He would spend his time training and mentoring you like Akutagawa, but he wouldn’t be nearly as harsh. You don’t have the ability and skills Akutagawa does, but you still should know basic self defense. Who knows? Maybe one day he’ll wrap you up in bandages and train you to follow in his footsteps.

#anon i dont know if you wanted like. animal hybrid reader or just shy reader so i just gravitated towards the latter! #can be kinda ambiguous ig? anyway #I LOVE ALL DAZAIS!!! #THEY ALL CAN DO WWHATEVER IDC IDC #i included some pm!dazai but i dnt rlly write 4 him so sorry if its bad lol #this got long but i wanted to include many dazais ! #i love himm yall get it #if this isnt what you wanted anon im sorry 😭 im new to taking rqs! #🦌anon #🦌request #possessive loser dazai is aromantic to me btw.. #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #bsd scenarios #dazai osamu #dazai x reader #dazai bsd #bsd imagines #bsd x gender neutral reader #dazai imagines #yandere dazai osamu #yandere dazai osamu x reader #yandere dazai x reader #yandere drabble #yandere bungou stray dogs #yandere bsd #yandere bungo stray dogs #yandere bsd x reader #yandere bungo stray dogs x reader

[doppomeow]

my sacraficial offering so asagiri doesnt kill sigma off

#bsd #bsd sigma #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #sigma bsd #i tried to draw a background but im really bad at doing them so its just blue void #bsd art #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart

[spacexseven]

i need to write more for oda actually.

cw: yandere character, stalking, implied breaking in

oda doesn't know when he fell for you.

he doesn't know when the slight curiosity he felt about you turned into a deeper fascination, or when his envy for your seemingly ordinary life turned into an uncontrollable yearning to be part of that life, or when he stopped just watching you from across the street and instead became your shadow, watching you enter your workplace after your lunch break with a peculiar sensation eating away at him.

but these days, he finds himself dreaming a lot.

he dreams about walking beside you to a shared home, sitting across you as you eat the sandwich you always have for lunch, he dreams about holding your hand in his—are your fingers cold, from all the time spent indoors working? will you grab onto his in an attempt to dispel the cold sensation in your fingertips—and he dreams about you telling him that you missed his warmth, that you missed him. he dreams about showing you his manuscript, and you going on about all the things you liked in it. he dreams about waking up beside you, he dreams about you meeting his kids, and—

he dreams about a life he can't have with you.

sometimes, he does wonder—aren't you lonely? you go back to your apartment after a day of work you clearly don't enjoy, eating the same meals over and over all alone, and putting up a smiling façade so you don't have to explain your worries to anyone every day. doesn't it get tiring? don't you wish you had someone to see you for who you are, and run a hand through your hair when things get unbearably hard? oda doesn't think of himself as a very expressive, or affectionate person, but something inside of him wants, so terribly, desperately wants, to be that person for you.

there are times that he almost wants to walk up to you and start a conversation; when he finds you playing with the strays that sleep outside the store, or the time you bump into him and apologize before disappearing back into the crowd, when he finds you staring across the port, lost in your own thoughts. maybe if he had the courage to, he could slot himself into your life all those times, and made a place for him there. he'd have waited for you to crawl into his arms, and he'd have been happy.

but instead, he settles for hoping and dreaming. now there's an extra unused toothbrush next to his, and the brand of soap you like to use in his bathroom. he even gets his hands on the shampoo you like and the creams you use and arranges it all the way you do, except he also makes room for his things. he buys a larger blanket and more pillows and begins planting the evidence of your existence. it doesn't exactly help, because now he wants more. but oda doesn't mind. he's spent his whole life wanting, and a little more won't hurt him.

but one day, when you walk out of the bakery with your sandwich in its usual paper bag, oda thinks he'll walk up to you. one day, eventually. until then, he can go on pretending, and dreaming.

#i woke up with INSANE oda thoughts #listen im so down bad for him #i kinda want a 'reluctantly hanging around darling' to 'god everything they do is <3' thing with oda yk #yandere bungo stray dogs x reader #yandere bsd x reader #yandere bungo stray dogs #yandere bungou stray dogs #yandere bsd #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #oda sakunosuke #oda bsd #oda x reader #yandere odasaku #yandere oda #yandere oda sakunosuke #yandere oda x reader #drabble 🐟 #bsd 🐟 #oda 🐟

[nyxi-pixie]

i love skk sm theyre truly the characters ever. heres a guy who is the genius of geniuses. heres this other guy whos also super smart. theyre the most feared duo like ever. if you try to fight against them you will lose no matter what.

but put them in a room together and they will come up with 58258284 stupid fucking ideas, each dumber than the last, that make absolutely zero sense and suggest they should both be EXTENSIVELY psychologically evaluated

#i dont think im ever getting over this chapter like . theyre so fucking stupid😭😭😭 #yeah just throw this guy a round a dozen times thatll do smt #god theyre the fucking WORST i feel bad for anyone who has had to deal with them for extended periods #soukoku #bsd chapter 113

[lil-vibes]

need me a fem! skk ballet and/or figure skater au so bad yall dont understand

#my mental illness is hitting and i think this will cure it #been spinning it in my head #imagine fem!chuuya in these beautiful outfits doing jumps and spins and being all graceful in the air IMAGINE it rn this is a threat #and my fav girl failure dazai being like :OOO n thinking thats my future wife up there !! #or dance duo skk grrrgrrrr #n the way the public catches on that there is something going on is bc when one wins first place they run straight to the other to #give them the medal or trophy #and ofc they r like 'just so u know who is better' and they they make out in the changing rooms #broooooooo i need i need this so bad #figure skater fem!skk au call that shit yuri on ice #... wait a second #bsd #skk #fem!skk #pebbles (me) ramblers #i need this so badly 😭😭😭 #honestly wasnt uuuuh the other side of paradise (?) chuuya a dancer ?? gotta check #gotta finish the fic actually #o7 mission received me im going

[hoshiumiumi]

legōn “Hēmarton paradous haima athōon hoi de eipan Ti pros hēmasus; sy opsē.

#im not sure if u guys r aware but i draw gore!! a lot actually #i just havent done it for bsd so i feel like ppl wouldnt know ¿ #tradi art again i hope the messy lines is fine i didnt wear my glasses doing it and like. probably a bad idea #bungou stray dogs #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #bsd nikolai gogol #fyolai #2023 art #art #tw gore #tw blood #not sure if i got rhe correct translation so just refer to Matthews 27:4

[sentientcandle]

Sigma

please enjoy this stupidity, I felt like I had to make this but now I feel ridiculous.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd sigma #statistics #this is so bad im sorry #Why did I feel the need to do this

[benetnvsch]

I want to see them having more casual interactions please-

#Lil sketch for tonight bc I feel Bad for Not Drawing them for a bit #(it's been?? like 2 weeks if you don't count the gay cat drawings oh geez im sorry-) #also I have no idea why this looks so different than my normal art I think ?? it's the faces??? #I really only have been drawing humans seriously since getting into BSD (woof) and so in still feeling out my style #this felt good though I liked doing this silly sketch #also I am a huge kunikida dyes his hair believer thats so fun #every time I draw him im like mmm darker roots and then I forget - #so this is my apology (kinda) #kunikida doppo #Dazai osamu #kunikidazai #knkdz #bungou stray dogs #bsd #kite draws #this originally had some dialogue to it but it would not make sense without a paragraph full of content and im too tired for that rn #so u can make up what Dazai is saying #funniest answer gets a thumbs up #I HAD SO MUCH ART INSPIRATION TODAT BTW finished like 2 drawing and started and finished 2 more #hopefully I can continue this steak for the rest of artfight at least :Flex:

[psychedelicflyingshark]

Woke up to see a message from myself sent at 6:31 am of this

#ugh. UGH. #he's 100% bratty sub you cannot change my mind #the things i would do to him would get me put on a List 😔🤫 #stupid lame ass anemic rat why is he fucking PRETTY #bsd #bungou stray dogs #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor bsd #bungou gay dogs #send help im down BAD

[computer-boy]

ranpoe gay

redraw of this screenshot. i only have it with the text though

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #ranpo bad #poe bsd #karl bsd #i WILL tag him he is important to me #tumblr really fucked the quality badly im so mad. why #you can tell i have no idea what im doing with the shading #eh. i kinda got lazy near the end it was taking me forever #oh well #also karl. ily but for god's sake you are hard to draw #my art #ranpoe #peests

[iiscpr]

what good is to live if he is not here?

#im aware i have absolutely no skill at illustrating any concepts so ill explain: #ivan starts to pretty much feel completely hollow as soon as fyodor is not in front of his eyes #he cant be happy or feel anything at all unless fyodor is right there. hes doing well. im also doing well 👍 #bsd #ivan goncharov #fyodor dostoevsky #my art #i did this quickly so i could get the brainworms out so it looks bad #fyovan #i fucking supporse

[wakanai]

An Odasaku and Dazai edit

(btw to the 2 poor ppl I tagged, no need to watch. I just credited yall for intellectual inspiration. its in the description, don't mind me. just keep scrolling ty 😄👍).

Audio from: https://youtu.be/FxuUVwWmuzc?si=KdNSBkMjWRYJx5Gq

(random rambling incoming) :

Okir rrandom backstory cause I feel like sharing to the void. School break is coming to an end soon (:')) and I feel like I've wasted a lot of time (to be fair though, I still have 3 days JEDJJS) but anyways. yeah today I slept until around 2 pm. I was more productive and better today than the past days. I bought "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren and it was good, watched a motivational video on youtube, did some things, etc. (omygoodness I'm just rambling 😭

BUT ANYWAYS.

I've been making this edit for a while now (started it prob a few days ago) and decided to finish it today.

But like, it's funny. Cause something triggered me to finish it.

So yk how I slept until 2 pm today?

Well...it's 5 am rn and I'm still awake so like 😭😭 (don't follow me, it's not good).

But okay, so it's around early in the morning. I'm scrolling on tumblr. And I see my (probably) favourite blogger (sorcerersand...) rbing smthing odasaku related. I fangirl for a little bit - then decide to finish the edit (just because of that LOL 😁😃). Ok so I finished it! <33

So like, ofc making an edit requires some input/knowledge abt the subject, right?

Well, I'm going to credit @sorcerersandskillusers and @cousticks

for giving me some insight on Oda and Dazai's relationship - - which influenced me a lot while making this edit.

They have rlly good analyses abt not just odasaku but bsd in general - so check them out if u want. it's rlly good 👍👍👍👍

[omyglobb, this is so embarrassing 😭😭

don't mind me pls ty.

im on my phone debating if i should tag or not but whatever. dont mind the little fan and keep scrolling ty 😃👍 u dont need to watch the edit pls pls pls 😭 ]

Ok now that I'm done shamelessly rambling and its 5:30 am and I might regret this later, um.. lets go. 🏃

#aaa its my first edit upload TT #EIDJEJD this is insane 😭 #i hope someone likes this lol #hahaha yes ik im not a pro so some scenes might look bad #oh well TT #pls be nice lol #or not #idk do what u want #TT #bsd #bsd edits #bsd oda sakunosuke #bsd odasaku #bsd dazai #bsd dazai osamu #ok goodnight 😭😘 #bruh im rlly starting to feel like i might regret this but eh whatever #do it weird/scared

[pepper-steam-milkshake]

well, the great news is that the art is in fact arting

#original post #bad news is the mental illness is also mental illnessing but alas #what can you do uwu #i may or may not have avoided my responsibilities to finish this piece #i have two assignments due today. i have done neither #BUT! you know what i have done? this! and played dao #so ykw im fucking winning #fic: splinters of madness #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #bsd dazai osamu #fyozai #yes dazai has acne. pry that out of my cold dead hands motherfucker #i need to draw that more often #yes splinters is a skk fic i promise *sweaty side eye* #anyways. uh. yeah. here you go. enjoy. #my art

[degenerateshinji]

DAY 1

I like it when they homosexually fight each other

#shin soukoku #bungou stray dogs #sskk #akutagawa x atsushi #akuatsu #bsd #atsushi nakajima #ryuunosuke akutagawa #art challenge #drawing challenge #guess who didnt know wtf to do w the background and added checkersss #“ill kill you!” “do i know you?!” #alternatively #“ill kill you!” “damn bro why're you pulling me close rn.." #suffered so much w this cause im going through artblock real bad #i legit almost lost this drawing because my program fucking crashed right when i finished but hadnt saved yet #also what the fuck is atsushi's hair am i really gonna have to draw this for 7 days bro how tf did harukawa do this for 105 chapters #expect the captions and tags to get longer from this day on