#im done after this one i swear

[slicksquid]

part 2 of my nightly random shitposts 

#im done after this one i swear #i just fuck with this part of the song so hard #underrated spiritbox track #yeah yeah yeah rotoscope and hysteria are respectively a very differen and interesting style and heavy as shit (at the end at least) #but THIS SONG #the VIBES are OFF THE CHARTS

[otrtbs]

“you can just take guns to music concerts in the united states” some of these bitches need to never speak again and i’m so serious about that.

#SORRY?? #if you think we’re pulling up to harry styles strapped #and you’re using that to back up some asinine argument ur making…every word that comes out of your mouth after that…. #is laughable. #i swear to GOD. #no one is asking u 2 know the intricacies of state/federal laws in the usa i promise #but maybe be a little bit more informed before u speak on smth like gun violence like that. just a thought. #sorry but touchy subject! #the place i live in is devastated by the mass proliferation of firearms and ensuing violence #communities and CHILDREN and incalculable loss. and to see that being used for jokes or snarky comments or put downs??? it makes me irate #AND SPREADING INCORRECT INFORMATION TO MAKE THOSE SNARKY COMMENTS AT THAT! #vent post #so sorry im done now

[can-of-slorgs]

Im dying at your tags on that last anon 😭😂 youre now the dr.sloth pinup artist that neopets needed

Not the title i wanted to craft for myself when i started this blog but hey, it brought us such good memories like

#vin answers #vin memes #neotag #sorry i thought i had answered with this but apparently it didnt save the draft or whatever!! D: #but hey you get a 5-min meme out of it so everyone wins #god the things i put my poor grundo through HJSKDAF #this whole ordeal was one hell of a rollercoaster and I'm glad i was part of it #i don't think i've ever drawn dr sloth that much in such a short time if ever lmao #and don't get me wrong its been great #just not something i had thought to be involved in after just 1 month of starting this blog JHSDJK #specially as when i first got into the neotag i was basically nobody lol #i think everytime i draw the guy he's more and more pissed LFMAOO #hey neopets team hire me i can... draw dr sloth in the most sus way possible without it being pleasurable i guess HJSDF #anyway thanks for the ask and sorry for the late response i swear I thought i answered this!! #the grundo's name is Volks by the way i treat him as a sona but technically he's just some guy #that's it im done

[crescentfool]

misc p3 doodls of 2022! ✨

#persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #hamuko arisato #minako arisato #ryoji mochizuki #aigis #mitsuru kirijo #lizzy does art #YALL I SWEAR I LOVE HAMUKO I JUST... DO NOT FINISH ANY OF THE ARTS I START OF HER... LMAO.... #SHE IS SUCH A GOOD PROTAG AND MEANS A LOT TO ME BUT.... when u havent played her route it hard 2 draw </3 #goal for 2023 draw more hamuko and her MANY girl friends p3 women are everything 2 me actually #just one more compilation after this i think! and then im done lmao. that one wont b for persona though lol

[hella1975]

'why are you smiling' because i have beautiful mutuals and we all love each other. go back to your sports romance you heinous bitch

#going to put a barrier in the middle of the room. let me live in peace #why is she even awake it's PAST HER BEDTIME #anyway i was studying when i reblogged that ask game and i got alexa to play ride by lana del rey #(bc that's my comfort song atm thanks to the roadtrippers <3) #and she shuffled a playlist that i SWEAR was some sort of coming of age driving through a tunnel vibe #bc it was just banger after nostalgic banger i got BUZZCUT SEASONED. TRYING TO STUDY #so yeah i was already in a nostalgic 'i miss my friends' vibe but that ask game wooooo it put me in a Mood #like i have so much love for my mutuals actually they're the coolest people on this godforsaken webbed site #they have me sat here smiling and giggling at my laptop so openly my sister felt the need to comment on it smh #anyway i kept being like 'after this one i'll stop for the night' bc i feasibly cant keep typing without pissing the fuck out of my sister #and then boom just sent one and im gonna need an ESSAY for that so i am officially done for tonight #i'll answer any others in the morning <3 #hella goes home

[mo-ok]

My Favourite Episode Of:

Engine Sentai Go-Onger Grand Prix 25 ~ Goodbye Mother

#engine sentai go onger #go onger #go-onger #sentai #super sentai #this episode grabbed me by my shoulders looked me deep in the eyes and said: #'what if we hit so close to home that you'll swear this ep was written specifcally to hurt your feelings???' #idk fam of all the dead mum stories sentai has done this one feels a little too real - a little too much like looking in a mirror #this ep made me realise two things #one: Renn's my favourite because of just how much he reminds me of my partner #two: i'm much more like gunpei than i'd like to admit #i could talk for HOURS about the themes of grief and loss and mourning in go onger #but i wont <3 #also side note but i'll never get over how happy they are to see renn after he was missing all night (im sobbing) #gif post tag #best of the best

[devotedlystrangewizard]

totk really is one of those games that make me go "ok thanks for the characters, setting, and general plot, but ill take it from here <3" because the entire historical timeline had so much potential for interesting and nuanced story telling but they just went with the old zelda story formula and YES thats how theyve always done it but botw was such a reset in terms of gameplay that they couldve overhauled how they handle story in totk. but they didnt

#ramblings #all the races swearing fealty to rauru made me so uncomfortable #like yeahhh ganondorf evil or whatever but also. hey. why is the one leader fighting for the independence of his people. the evil villain #am i just not getting something here am i insane #my first thought when i heard about ganondorf returning was 'wow they could turn him into an actual character' AND THEN THEY DIDNT #its been half a year i feel like the honeymoon period is over. totk was kinda mid. im sorry #it was alright but it just. didnt grab me. at all #botw was interesting because it was new but totk made me yearn for the older zelda formula #though tbh. im always yearning for the older zelda formula. i grew up on oot & twilight princess #you hype up ganondorf so much you make him look like THAT (no im still not over this) and then you just. do what weve always done #this happened in twilight princess. it happened in oot. it happened in ww. hell if you count demise it happened in skyward sword #IT HAPPENE.D IN THE FUCKING HYRULD WARRIORS SPINOFF #'oooh noooo the great evil has returned' WEVE BEEN HERE EVERY TIME. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH POTENTIAL #heres the gerudo having a man born and making him king as is their custom but they spend years in fear that he will be monstrous #here they are after all these iterations of ganondorf afraid to even have kids out of fear that SOMEONE will bring the new great evil #heres a child recently given the throne despite being barely more than a baby always treated with fear by everyone around him #ARE YOU SEEING MY VISION???? #the curse is right there. do something with it. oh my god #i KNOW zelda games are just simple heros journeys but pleaseeee i need food #you dont have to make ganondorf nice just. do something with him im so tired of the evil guy caricature #i like guys who are plain evil but i like them more when they have some fucked up motivation beyond taking over the world

[pepprs]

ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do

#purrs #i cant drop out or anything because. lol and this class isnt even that big of a deal like i TRULY am freaking out over nothing. but my life #situation is so bad rn bro like i cant get my parents to take me out to drive and i cant get myself to get my parents to take me out to #drive and every day i am guilt tripped berated etc etc and i feel like i am never ever ever going to be able to have my own life where i a #stable and safe and happy. it can happen for other people except for me and my siblings. i dont know. im not explaining anything well. #i just cant do this. i need to not have this one more thing on my plate but i have to because if i dont have a masters degree in my field i #am nothing even though everyone is telling me that isnt true and all of them are credible but im just so mentally ill i cant believe anyone #and icant accept any advice or hope or whatever good about me i just. am stuck. this is as good as it gets and its not even good. #delete later #that was 7 minutes not 4 and i didnt even write anything substantial. nutshell. i just have been so fucking depressed lately oh my goddddd #this is maybe too strong of a thing to say but like. i know it isnt technically neglect if i am an adult but... i think i may kind of be #neglected by my family in some ways a little bit and always have been but like. emotionally. like in the ways in which im never a priority #and the things i need are seen as burdens etc etc. and theres nothing anyone can do about it even myself because im an adult but like lol. #24 year old dependent moment <3 #well there is one thing i can do about it as an adult actually. its called move out. but that requires strength i will #never possess unfortunately due to the inherent flaws in my character and constitution so. guess this is it lawl 🥰 #side note (and i swear im done after this lol): i think i was doing a lot better mentally over the summer. funny how when the semester #starts i get depressed and the depression just gets worse and worse until the end of the semester 😻 funny how this is my seventh year like #this. willingly subjecting myself to this. that should be a clue no? but i love my job and if i could just have my job and be stable in it #would be happier but also im lying to mysaelf and i will always be unhappy but its because of my mental illness not my job being bad or #anything its like. i am just sick in the head with impostor syndrome and thats how i got myself into this whole mess. lol #well that and the not moving out thing which is partially my fault but also because i live in hell as described earlier! <3

[crimmson]

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#i swear to fucking christ it happens every time #listen i understand that this is just a difference in personality thing and it's not like these people have done anything wrong #but there's a couple of people in the discord server that i just really need to be at 100 percent to deal with #but someone is in a channel and im like hell yeah I'll join voice after i go put this load of laundry in #and then in that 5 minute span one of the people i am not in the mood to deal with joins #and the probllem i am having is that these couple of people fucking instant join everything all the time before i do #so i just havent fucking talked to anyone in like a month #and everyone else gets along with them fine! so like! I'm not gonna take that away from anyone! guess I'll fuck off! #it's a whole thing and every time it happens i just get more agitated and it's just a Me Issue

[big-tees-and-short-skirts]

ah, so the misophonia is part of the sensory processing disorder + etc. of course.

#misophonia #okay now that im where im coming from here: #does anyone else get Murderous when they hear lawnmowers/leafblowers/etc #like instant anger. not minor annoyance but This is about to Ruin the next few hours for me #like if someone was trying to get me to join the dark side or whatever but i was in firm disagreement until That Motor revs up #i want to enjoy the sounds of spring and summer but instead its fuck BRBRBRBRBRBRBRRBRRRBRBRBRBRBRRBRBRBRBRRRR #ALL THE DAMN DAY #its fucking night time rn; #its fucking RAINING #and i have a neighbor whos mowing her lawn #shes about ot get evicted out of this house w this giant ass lawn that only she lives in but shes MOWING HER FUCKING LAWN USING OUR POWER #i want all mowers and leaf blowers to explode forever #SHES FUCKING SITTING STILL ON HER PHONE RUNNING THE WORLDS LOUDEST SINGLE PASSENGER VEHICLE #AND I CANT FUCKING TELL HER TO HAVE A LICK OF SELF AWARENESS BC I HAVE FUCKING COVID SO I CANT LEAVE MY ROOM OR CLOSE MY WINDOWS #i swear to fucking god pls get me out of hereeeeeeee #my ears hurt so bad rn i wanna cry #thats all its been for htese days of isolation: mower after mower after mower after mower #i just wanna hear the wind! or the rain! or the birds! or the frogs! OR NOTHING!!!! #i cant fucking sleep thru it either ;;;;;;;;;;;;; #and whenever i describe this frustration no one in my family really sympathizes #they ask if ive tried my headphones which is would be helpful if i hadnt tried and failed w that for years #they just shrug and say 'well it has to be done' BUT WHY DO PPL 'NEED' TO MOW THEIR LAWNS EVERY FUCKING DAY #okay shes done now. at 9 fucking pm. ill be done now

[whynotimtired]

Mike verbally confirming that bc it's Will's pov we just aren't seeing mike looking at him. He looks at him, oh, he looks at him all the time, he notices everything about Will. That he's moping that he's rolling his eyes that he wasn't talking (that he was ignoring him) and that ruined his entire day. He looks at Will, Will just doesn't see him. So we don't either.

#lack of mike pov literally going to put me six feet under #st5 i am waiting PATIENTLY #because will's an unreliable narrator we are missing key parts of mike as a whole character which is WHY he seems so shallow #ruined his entire day* #*said after his gf was publicly harassed #mike let me inside ur head i swear i will clean up after im done #mike wheeler #byler #byeler #will byers #stranger things #mike wheeler is gay #i love slowburns except when i dont #quite literally exactly like that time i read an extreme slowburn & when i finished it there was only one chapter left to be uploaded- #-and the main character STILL HADNT SAID I LOVE YOU #YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HOW FRUSTRATED I WAS BC THEY STARTED OUT ALREADY IN LOVE THEY WERE JUST TORTURED FOR 40 CHAPTERS #have to spend my time inside the head of this dumbass who refused to confess and also somehow is too stupid to see that they love u back #anyway yeah thats what this feels like. like im one chapter away from the end #technically were like 8 chapters from the end but thats irrelevant to my metaphor

[1emontar7]

Problem ;

>want girlfriend

Solution ;

>ask any girl

Problem 2 ;

>have to ask

Have we patched this glitch out yet 😭😭😭

#acting like irl is a game (im losing 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥) #their has to be at least 1 girl on Tumblr #its 3am im committed to this #girlblogging #tagging as girl blogging cause i am one this totally counts guys #instantly honk snuuing after posting this #is manifesting a thing #manifesting #we're trying it #we as in me and the like evil me and the good me on either shoulder like tom and jerry #tldr i want a gf for realsies (idk if tldr is a thing) #(( is this ooc posting)) #(( who knows)) #im done overtagging i swear #😧 #still my fav emoji

[housewife-hannibal]

trapdoor is such an aggressively oz song without even being an oz song it’s insane

#this is not to take away the fact that it’s a ruby song at all I swear #he’s just my fave #idk why im apologising I’ve just had discourse over this in the past #ANYWAY #every single lyric #like genuinely #not dramatic at all #/srs #a beat a step is all you need to walk away #a beat a step is all you need to fight the urge to stay #UTTERLY UNHINGED #you don’t need me anymore no you don’t see me anymore #i try my best to leave but I can’t get past the door #ABSOLUTLEY BANANAS #I try to keep the hope alive. after all the things I’ve said and done I don’t feel like the chosen one #how will they see me if I lose my faith? #YOU’VE GOTTA BE KIDDING. #THE WORDS MAY AS WELL HAVE COME STRAIGHT FROM HIS OWN MOUTH #casey lee williams the artist you are #this also brings up the fact that the amount of parallels between ruby and oz bring me to my knees on a daily basis #rwby #ozpin

[aliensmoothie]

i dont know that borderlands was necessarily a " 2020 interest ) because lets be honest ive been weird abt that series since like . 2016 maybe when i finished bl2 for the first time . and i got in trouble with my biodad because i was talking to him abt it and said the word badass . so if you think about it its really his fault that im like this

#⸸ #i even remember what fight i was talking abt too . its like that sidequest i think hammerlock gives you #and you know the game had swear words and i was not allowed to say them so it imprinted on my brain forever after that #EDIT : had to redact one of the tags because apparently the enemy is TWO slurs . jesus christ gearbox #it was the fight with the . bonerfart ( 👍 ) slur enemy hybrid . and there were two badass bandits with him that i was talking about #im so done with this game im so mad its like soaked and stained into my brain . #at least there is the quest where they call them bonerfarts . its great that i live ina. universe where that is the #least uncomfortable thing to call them .

[calamitys-child]

I LIVED I LIVED I LIVED

#festival DONE. UNDER MY BELT. SUCKING ME OFF. #i got THROUGH i got OUT #am i about to swear its my last one? probably. am i going to come back next year? inevitably #god i lovehate hatelove the month of august #i have several more busy days to round it off but after that... god. in September im going to REST i swear to fuck an #*am gonnae fuckin sleep. eat food. go for walks. dance maybe. kiss my mates #laugh cry scream shag EXIST! AS MY OWN HUMAN SELF!!!

[4giorno]

how this first fight in the final battle is already making me feel

#the full depth of this expression could only be conveyed in a gif but idk how to make gifs so... #anyway this is him when before coming here he found a random 10k money and told astari0n 'were gonna be living large babe!' #and assured that yes they will make it and kiss everyday but then promptly had to watch one of his best friends get turned into a mindflayer #and soon got repeatedly kicked in the dick in the first damn battle hdkfxjdjfkf #im gonna take a break for food and planning how i should do this #this is the first time hunger of hadar doesnt work bc everyone can fly 😭 also im too scared to call all of the allies at once #anyway yeah the way my character made this face made me laugh so much i had to clip it #i swear to god i will make a fancam of him after im done with this campaign or something hdkfkdjdj i just love him so much