#im sorry if i wasn't as helpful

[polaroidsofprongs]

always an angel, never a god

always a writer, never the muse

always the poet, never the poem

always the painter, never the art

always the sculptor, never the sculpture

always an angel, never a god

#marauders #sirius black #mary mcdonald #lily evans #james potter #remus lupin #this gives off very Mary mcdonald vibes #but i personally don't relate to this song because of my god complex #that wasn't a joke help im sorry #marlene mckinnon #dorcas meadowes #always an angel never a god #boygenius

[kyojuuros]

Hello all!

So, I've had an unplanned expense come up that is way out of my budget and I am needing to find ways to come up with a few hundred dollars in a short amount of time, so I've decided to open up for commissions for a couple of weeks. Whatever I'm able to bring in will help toward being able to get my rent paid and keep food on the table while I navigate through this.

Series I'm willing and able to work with are: demon slayer • attack on titan • fullmetal alchemist brotherhood • inuyasha • jujutsu kaisen • my hero academia • kill la kill • spy x family • dragon ball z • pokémon (no gifs)

*Please do not ask for any series not listed as I do not have the resources for them **I can only make creations using the source material or official art

Pricing: I'm only looking to charge $3 (the kofi default) per commission since these will be simple edits.

What I'll Do*: I don't have a lot of time to make things super fancy but I will do- • Headers • Sidebars • Up to 10 icons • Gifs/gifsets • Simple graphic edits *keep in mind that giffing is my strength more than making standard graphics.

You can go to my kofi page to request a commission. Make sure to let me know who you are on tumblr so I can ask questions and/or let you know when your commission is complete.

Be as detailed as possible with what you want (especially if you need an image in a certain size/dimension). If what you want isn't necessarily a specific thing - that's also fine! It'll be first come first serve, so keep that in mind while you wait for your commission to be completed.

*If you're unfamiliar with my work, you can have a look at my edits tag or my edits page.*

I'm also fine with donations if anyone wants to do that instead. I'm not going to explicitly ask for them, but any little thing helps. (kofi | paypal | venmo | tumblr)

If you don't want a commission or can't afford to help that's totally fine - a reblog is always appreciated. 💕

Thanks guys!

#graphic commissions #gif commissions #commissions #donations #help needed #i feel bad because i said i wasn't open for requests im sorry :( #i would have had the money but my old job still hasnt terminated me #so i cant withdraw my 401k #it's really frustrating

[worstloki]

literally who looks at avengers 1 loki and goes "oh ya that's a healthy guy who wants to be here"

#which of you is it #i just want to talk #like there is literally nothing in avengers 1 backing that up #fury: why do i feel like he's the only person on this boat that wants to be here? #well sir it's because your vibe checker is off #if you would take a look at the guy he's sitting there staring blankly at a wall and has been for the past 2 hours #the last time someone talked to him he started touching the walls after specifically being told if he did he would be dropped many feet #like come on man #fury like hey thor what r ur thoughts on torturing him like fury wasn't there when loki came out of the portal #face sweaty enough to restore the drying yangtze fr #im sorry who looks at loki saying ANYTHING in that movie and goes 'ah yes. he's sane.' #'completely mentally sound right now. all there. there is no sceptre or thanos or other influencing him. he wants this. they help him.' #like COME ON

[sorryimananti-romantic]

yumi i need urgent help

for one of our classes, we have to write the name of our fav author/poet and fav poem/summary of fav book

the thing is

ion have a fav 😭

gimme something that would be teacher-who-thinks-reading-everything-that-isnt-educational-is-brain-rotting approved 😭

LOL responding before all asks bc you said urgent

omgg i have a few suggestions okay for books-- (just search the summary on google i read these a while ago)

no longer human by osamu dazai

the book thief by markus zusak

all the light we cannot see by anthony doerr

to kill a mockingbird by harper lee

or you could go with some classic like a tale of two cities/ wuthering heights/ or anything the teachers would like lmao i prob have more suggestions but i really cannot recall ahh

for poems (not a fan of poems) but maybe sth from

maybe sth from t. s. eliot like the hollow men (thanks to kaya i remember this one lmao)

maybe sth from sylvia plath or ted hughes (i worked on their poems one time so i know a few like ariel by plath which was a memorable one)

for some reason i remember ozymandias from percy bysshe shelley so here's another

if anyone else got suggestions, pls let us know lmao

#look i haven't touched literature in about 3 years #so im sorry if this wasn't helpful lmao #i deleted everything from my brain once clg was done #yumi.asks

[syncrovoid-presents]

Hazbin Hotel thoughts (with a splash of vague theories) (Alastor edition)

Something that is super fascinating about how Alastor's character has been left highly up to interpretation is that, before these next episodes at least, it's not entirely clear what his motives are.

We know he is a skilled manipulator, a master of wording things in his favour to get the deals he wants. We know he's a serial killer that puts the laughter in slaughter, yet still has a variation of a moral code. We know he has ties, likely to lilith (though personally I really hope it ends up that he made a deal before he died for power, which now haunts him in hell).

We know that he partly protects the hotel because it's where he has a new radio broadcaster, but his protection of it could be protection for him, for what demon would mess with a friend (father figure?) of the princess of hell? Even Lucifer can't actually hurt him without hurting Charlie, regardless of how authentic Alastor is towards her.

Is his song purely to manipulate Charlie into feeling safer around him? Is he slowly wearing down her defenses so she may accidentally (or even purposefully) make a deal with him? It's clear from the dialogue and interactions that he's not incorporating himself much into the group, and we still don't know what's up with his radio broadcasting system being up once more.

There's so many ways it can be interpreted, but it's fun to have a character that is both mysterious but also bound to a set of morals he doesn't care to explain. He is the master of his own life, and (likely) sees others as lesser because they're weaker/manipulatable/"stupid". Yet his morals are just present enough that he could find it dishonorable to destroy demons that have, perhaps in his eyes, given up power for a chance at redemption.

There's also other questions around his character too, my biggest one being whether he has 1 power source or two? Many times we see his power/magic manifest as red hues (symbols specifically), similar to how he wears all red. Other times it is green, which may or may not be tied to his "neon" colours. Is it because red and green are complimentary but conflicting? Is it to show that one power is fully his and the other is not? Does the neon represent a lack of truthfulness or him acting outside of his true wishes? Because the only time we've really seen it is when he is saying (somewhat) nice things in very specific situations.

Does Alastor know Vaggie is/was an angel? He didn't like her in the pilot, and its unclear whether their strained dynamic is because Vaggie wants to protect Charlie and it is one sided, or if Alastor knows and is waiting for the perfect moment to use that against her, perhaps for a deal?

Also his only songs so far have been him just taking over someone else's song. How petty and silly of him. Can't wait to see what he has planned next!

Who knows! Either way Hazbin Hotel is a very fun show and I'm so excited for the next episodes!!

#syncrovoid.txt #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor the radio demon #I have SO SO SO many thoughts about this guy. There's so much I wish the show had more time to go into and give some space to breathe #I wish the season wasn't planned to be so short #also dad beat dad?? favourite episode. im sorry but the interactions? the character driven mess pf whatever went on? #healthy vs unclear vs unhealthy relationships and the complications of isolation? #the show has a target audience and it is me. I'm sorry #on a side note i appreciate how they are handling angel dust. showing how it cant be as easy a fix as just walking away and that #there are reasons people end up in bad situations and that it isnt that they are inherently wrong or bad or broken #life is a series of events and sometimes those events are unfair and mean and push someone deeper and deeper into a pit #even if you want help it can be hard. sometimes self destruction can seem like a kindness in the face of aimless oblivion #anywho

[lucyvaleheart]

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh. #anyway. #im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

[mukamibabe]

What do u think karlheinz 3 wives or just cordelia would react to karl falling inlove with a guy?

Srry fot another request, im just rlly down bad for him

uhhh . ok. am i officially back? not uhh,, not really but all i know is: i can answer this one. whether i answer more, i have no idea- my amount of free time has run thin but i do know that i could do this pretty quickly. therefore! here you go!

no warnings other than.. the diamoms are.. the diamoms. they're not angels,, and uh cordelia is especially awful. that being said, tread carefully? i still never know how to warn about any works regarding this series bc.. it’s dark?? lol dl is it’s own warning.

cordelia is in complete denial. i mean, she can hardly believe karl loves anyone but her, and i highly doubt she took the news lightly. i also imagine her having a slight suspicion, because lets just say karl isn't exactly shy when it comes to spending time with his newfound love. sure, it might not be like.. extreme pda, but .. cordelia knows. she claims she does, at least. she thinks she knows this man to his very core, as he knows her. also, there's just.. something about the look in karl's eyes that makes her feel a sort of betrayal.

she keeps this info to herself for a while, but if anyone were to look closely, it won't be hard to realize that cordelia's being especially clingy as of late. it already hurts her pride enough, knowing that karlheinz has two other wives. but, for her beloved karl to be interested in a guy?? it's not something she could have even imagined, and it irks her more than anything. especially if karl's interested in a very .. 'plain' looking person. which is kind of hard anyways because cordelia has ridiculously high standards. will that stop her from trying to seduce them, though? definitely not.

cordelia will .. 99% at least attempt to sway the heart of both karlheinz (as per usual) and karl's love interest. and, if the seduction thing doesn't work on him? she'll make sure everyone in this messy situation is miserable. if she can't be happy with karl, no one else can be.

beatrix is shocked, but you will hear and see none of it. stone faced as always, no matter how she finds out of the news, she won't respond in anyways. deep down, i genuinely think she would be unbothered. in fact, she almost admires both karlheinz and his lover- it's a bold move. especially when there's so much... baggage involved. and by that, i mean : cordelia, christa + karl's millions of kids.

she's not supportive, nor is she against it. beatrix has always been one to stick to herself, and i highly doubt her and karl's new love interest will interact often, or at all, period, but truthfully, she wishes his new lover luck. she won't get in their way, but she knows there are others who will.

also i still.. i still feel that energy from her. who's to say she doesn't have a secret lady lover??? hm??

christa's heartbroken, but she would be no matter who karlheinz got with. she's .. going through a lot. like, a ton. it was hard for her to accept the fact that he had previous wives, but, with karl’s reassurance that she’s his true love, everything is okay. christa trusts karlheinz, at least, on some days, so .. there’s no way he could love anyone but her. i imagine christa being the last to find out, for some reason. i mean, i guess it makes sense because she’s kind of isolated and like.. locked away most of the time but.. idk. there’s also a part of her that literally will not process it. ..it makes her mental state in an entirely worse state than it was already, for multiple reasons. first, karl lied to her. did he? she is the one he loves the most, so why..?? ?why is she hearing all this stuff about him having a new lover?? with a guy, at that, too.. she’s in denial for the longest time but it’s also because she genuinely doesn’t believe it. hell, she doesn’t even know if she’s just hearing lies or not- even if she saw physical proof, i feel like she’d think she was hallucinating or something. 

once she’s past all of that, she shuts herself off. she’s completely heartbroken. empty. there was a part of her deep down that felt like karl never truly loved her, but at least she knew she was the favorite wife - again, as per karl’s reassurance.

honestly, if she were in a better mental state, i can see her genuinely worried for this guy. she loves karl, or at least harbors some sort of true feeling towards him, and her pity for his new lover isn’t out of hatred, it’s an actual concern. as much as she loves her husband, christa is very well aware that he’s never up to any good, and there is a part of her, deep down, that would feel bad for his new partner.

#queued post #this is awkward ok . i know. i disappeared. again. #and: again. it's hard for me to .. keep everyone updated socially. i know;; im sorry #this . i guess was written purely on a whim? #idk. i just felt like it wasn't going to be too challenging and i could whip it up really fast lol #idk ok i wrote this impulsively ig #umm in the meantime: im not too into dl . does that surprise you? bc it shouldn #-'t my interests are always changing. give me a month and i'll find another interest too lmao #right now i guess it's obey me?? but i just found this dating sim game??? idk what it is exactly but it's called blooming panic #if you know about it.. HJhjdfhs is my response. im;; ;im love toaster;;; ; 😳 DJFKSJHHDSF #karlheinz sakamaki #karlheinz #cordelia sakamaki #christa sakamaki #beatrix sakamaki #god writing this.. and having the self control to not mention my oc?? how epic of me #i can't help it jdkhgf i hear diamoms and i send my girl out like a hound DKJSFKDH #skjdfjksdfh im sorry im done #idk when i'll be back but as always i appreciate your guys's patience. idk why *talking* has to be my biggest challenge but .. the world kne #w i'd be too powerful JFDHFJSDH im jk #Diabolik Lovers #diabolik lovers headcanons #male!reader

[lesser-vissir]

I'm going be real, I don't really understand at all? but I don't know how to word my confusion without sounding like an bad faith gotcha dudebro

(I'm trying my best not say, "so just get rid of masculinity in general?")

But it's probably because I'm autistic, but thank you so much for taking your time to explaining it to me! I'm privileged that you took your time to explain it, I'll take your words and probably just ask my scholars about this

If there one question I can ask, what can I do at the end of the day?

"Do we just get rid of masculinity?" is actually a great question and it doesn't make you sound like a dudebro, don't worry. The answer is yes, the end goal of feminism should be getting rid of masculinity (and by doing so also get rid of femininity which only exists in juxtaposition to masculinity). However, when I say that, I mean it in much the same way that anti-racism aims to get rid of whiteness.

The feminist framing of toxic masculinity was a good attempt at deconstructing masculinity by trying to remove the traits that are bad ie. the aggression, misogyny, ect. But it failed to address the root issues which is the idea that there are certain actions one must perform in order to be a man.

As for what you can do, if you find yourself thinking that something is masculine (or isn't masculine) question where that belief comes from and why you believe it makes someone a man. Then see if this belief has any ramifications on the way you treat the women in your life.

Also, I'm not sure which post exactly prompted the question, but I suspect it was a post saying something like "men are not oppressed under the patriarchy, toxic masculinity doesn't exist". If that sounds right, the reason I said that was because it obscures the source of gendered oppression and absolves men of their complicity in upholding that structure. No matter what small personal harms upholding masculinity causes someone, the benefits they gain from the patriarchy far outweigh that, and its annoying when dudebro MRA types claim that the patriarchy hurts them too.

In the end whether toxic masculinity exists is mostly a semantic question, I just think that sometimes its not a particularly useful way of viewing the world.

#thank you so much for asking btw #im like #honored that you think I'm worth listening to #hopefully your scholars can help #sorry I wasn't able to explain it more succinctly ;-;

[ilikeyoshi]

not to get really deep and personal on tumblr dot com but i think today's therapy session may have been the first ever time i actually felt my mind and my body connect. like. it felt fucking cosmic? the revelation that they were always meant to work in tandem, and that they speak two different languages, thoughts and senses, and that i am their mediator, i am the one who makes sure they both get what they need.

i think this is why it's so common for mentally ill people to "know" their anxiety or depression aren't true to life, that what they're afraid of isn't really happening, and yet the pain persists. because the pain is your body. and your body does not understand words and logic like your brain does. your body needs to have its hand held or its back stroked. your body needs to cry. your body needs to feel and hear the physical sensation of you saying the reassurances out loud, because the words don't translate, but the sensations do. the movement of your mouth, the vibration of your voice.

and if we do not give our body this, then it doesn't matter how much we heal our minds. we have to heal the body too. we have to feel and acknowledge the pain and ask it, "what do you need?" maybe that's a bath. maybe that's lying down and squeezing a pillow really tight. maybe that's screaming at the top of your lungs. maybe that's walking around the block for an hour. whatever it is, it is the body's version of the anxiety and depression and illness. and like the mind's version, it needs to be helped, gently and consistently, until someday it knows that the fear and guilt isn't real.

#sorry im. going to be thinking about this forever. #i really do not think i have ever felt my mind and my body at the same time. #as a child the body is i think all your can feel. and when you become a teenager or young adult it makes sense to reject your body. #after all. your body's way of communication—crying and screaming and throwing things—probably got you scolded by a lot of adults. #it wasn't 'the correct' way to communicate your pain. so you rely only on your mind. your ability to think complicated and critical things #and solve them therein and make the pain in the mind go away. but the thing is the body is still there. the body is still in pain. #they are connected and can not be unconnected; to learn how to heal one but not the other leaves 50% of you in excruciating agony. #it's no wonder we can 'know' it's okay and still be struggling so much. we have to know AND feel it's okay. #and when you listen to your mind and body in tandem you realize they need different kinds of help. and you maybe even realize you're capabl #of providing both those kinds of help. you just need to know what kind applies to where. and it takes practice and patience. you probably #know all this from treating your mental health for years. but i wonder how many of us forget we have to do that for our physical health too #yoshi talks

[emilnikos]

out of curiosity where'd you go/what did you have to do to get your T prescription? we're the same age but I have no idea where to go or what to do! :')

okay so. the way I got it might be different from yours bc of where I live. I'm from Scandinavia and started the process of pursuing medical transition around 5 years ago. I have no idea how things work outside of my own country sorry 😔

The first thing I did was talk to my GP who then referred me to a psychiatrist who I talked to for roughly 5-6 months. I believe I received a diagnosis of Gender Incongruence but idk if that's still required bc again. That was 5 years ago.

From surface level research it seems that it's still a diagnosis but doesn't mention anywhere if it's still required. so. shrugs. My psychiatrist then referred me to the only clinic in the country who helps you with this kind of stuff (there is one alternative you can use if you have a postal adress in the capital, which I don't) And then I had meetings with a professional there twice a year (if I was lucky the waiting lists are loong. but on average it should be twice a year) until I turned 18.

When I turned 18 I was transferred from the kids unit to the one for adults. Then I had to have a conversation with Two More psychiatrists (with a half year gap in-between yes still only biyearly meetings) who would then discern if I was ready and prepared for medical transition (though sometimes it felt like they were testing if I was "trans enough" lmao) and then after that they finally referred me to an endocrinologist, who I met with to discuss the side effects and risks of testosterone. and then I got my prescription.

#im not even gonna get into how they treated me when i was a minor there but basically they told me they wouldn't do anything #until i was 18. so idk why i had to talk to them bht yk. i got there in the end #the guy i talked to when i was 15-17 fucking sucked it felt like he was trying to scare me out if transitioning. #he even suggested i look into detransition once. n by looking into it he meant reading a forum run entirely by detrans people #no disrespect to people who detranstion of course but pushing a trans teen into what looked like a place made for detrans people to discuss #their negative experiences is. um. yeah #anyway i hope this didnt turn into a vent sbout how much i hate the medical system. this is literally just recounting my experience lol #sorry if this wasn't very helpful anon. i hope you get the medical support you need and want as soon as possible. and faster than i did #asks

[catholicjinx]

um. help

#this is the only time im gonna be tmi about something like this but I have a very bumpy and angry rash #going down the entirety of my inner arm ans im really scared its hot and painful to the touch and I haven't done anything today #I'm scared I ate something or put something on my skin. or that there's something autoimmune going on #my moms gonna put cream on it and it's gonna make it worse and I'm literally so beyond scared this hurts. I don't get rashes. #I get hives from my rats (allergy) but I was holding them in my hands and I didn't touch anything until I washed them twice #was it something I ate?? idk. I checked the foods to make sure I wasn't sensitive #sorry this is kinda like an emergency because I'm in pain and itchy and ow. #should I go to the er or something?? or ask my mom for help?? idk

[itskeej]

I'm going through shitty outplayed recordings on my computer and I forgot I have my entire first ever gay crisis over wesker caught in 4k while I was playing re5 for the first time help

#keej ramble #i also possess a clip of me accidentally wandering out of the area you HAVE to fight him in at the volcano fight #and being so confused why i cant kill him.... and so i have the magnum in hand #and you watch me visibly aim for his ass (literal)... then my impulsivity kicks in and i shoot it #then IMMEDIATELY GO 'im sorry that wasn't appropriate' help what is wrong with me /lh #this is not ever seeing the light of day im a fucking disaster-

[emotional-support-demoman]

Hi demoman I haven't sent you an anon ask in a while but shit had to happen so here we go! So I have experienced a lot of bullying in school, be it from older kids after school, classmates or even my homeroom teacher. I've been bullied basically since grade 1-4 and thankfully I managed to transfer classes for grade 5 and haven't been bullied since but the experiences stuck with me. Those four years felt like an eternity and by the middle of 3rd grade I was considering suicide or murder, either worked. Thankfully I managed to get a psychiatrist by 6th grade I think? and have been going there once every full moon for a few years now but sadly my psychiatrist would rather focus on my gender identity (I'm transmasc) rather than the bullshit I went through. Even worse is that my dad doesn't believe in therapy and thinks only clinically insane people get therapy! Yippee! So only my mom is willing to make appointments and drive me there since I'm 14 at the moment and unable to do that myself. Now after that long ass exposition, to the incident at hand. So my mom is visiting her family in a different country and currently in a fight with my dad over stupid shit which they are both treating like toddlers by not talking it out, my mom wanted to make an appointment for me with a psychologist which can only be done on Monday and she isn't here to make that call on Monday so she asked me to ask my dad to make said call on Monday and gave me the contact info on a paper. Sadly a few minutes ago my dad found said paper on my desk, told me that I'm not insane and don't need therapy and attempted to do the job of a therapist for me when he himself needs therapy. I tried do explain that I've been suicidal and he gave me the advice of "you no longer have that teacher so just forget it and move on" and left, which is easier said than done. Doesn't help that he thinks anyone who works in psychology is a scammer and that he knows me better than anyone (he doesn't) since he raised me and was there when I went through the trauma. Hell he doesn't know the amount of times I had breakdowns alone in my room because of the memories from when I was still younger, I'm not even allowed to cry really. It's just a really really stupid situation and I'm probably gonna call my mom about the appointment tomorrow since it's already late here.

Thanks for reading this great wall of china length post

It's ok lad I'm sorry to hear that ya had to deal with this.

Therapy is a tool used to help people it's not something reserved for who meet a certain standard to use so it's odd that he has that way of thinking. I'm glad ya getting the help ya need bullying no matter how severe or by who is awful and no one should have to go through it, it's sometimes hard to let go of what happened for some it's easy for some it's the hardest thing to do it shouldn't be held to the same standard for everyone. He shouldn't keep you from getting help when he thinks he knows better it's selfish if ya ask me.

You deserve to feel happy and have access to the resources to do so he shouldn't keep that from you so I'm sorry it's happening lad.

I hope ya can get there soon and sort this I believe you can!

#demos emotional support #team fortress #team fortress 2 #tf2 #team fortress two #((i know how u feel when it comes to the bullying part it may have already happened but that doesn't mean it still doesn't upset n hurt u)) #(im glad ur getting help for it its important no matter what anyone says hope u feel better at some point you don't deserve to feel this way #((sorry i wasn't sure how answer this i hope i did well you deserve all the love🫶))

[wizardnuke]

Hey why the fuck was i scheduled a 7-4 tomorrow when ive specifically been told that im not expected to work full shifts Or morning shifts on saturdays lol

#texted not my manager but the other lady that fucking. proofreads the managers shit #hi sorry can't make it i'm tired. all i got. it's basically midnight. thats a 7am i wasn't even aware of bc im not supposed to have it #it would have been the manager who put me on there. other lady might get on her ass about it #i have points to burn. not doing it. #hi vanessa. you know me. full time student. chronically pained. help me girl.

[accelerandy15]

I did not know it was whippedboiforArisa's bday today

Happy birthday anyways ShibaKen!

#shibasaki ken #takamizawa arisa #shibarisa #Honeyworks #hworks #lily's haniwa artz #I wasn't gonna do anything for whipped boi cuz I was too busy #But I remembered I did an art for Arisa #So I have to atleast... Make a bday post for him #Anyways I did not know his bday is April fools #Now that I think about it it was also around this day of the year/month when they like revealed Aizou was his brother I was like... #Hahaha April fools??? Honeyworks???? Isn't Aizou like Sena's sibling atleast??? #HELP #Im not joking I thought back then... Aizou and Sena are like related akbsbdvdhddh I'm soo sorry -

[pups-2-dust]

God I will actually be thinking about that dog for years to come. She was so sweet and had the kindest, most gentle soul. She was so cooperative, didn't fuss for a single thing even though she was in so much pain. When they came to pick her up when she was done, I didn't want to give her back. "You deserve better. I'm so sorry. You are such a good dog, you did amazing today," I said to her while I was putting her collar back on. I carried her out to the front of the store. She had been through enough the least I could do was save her from walking any farther than was needed.

#i love you mitzi im sorry there wasn't more i could do to help #im sorry i couldn't take you home and give you everything a little dog could want #im sorry i couldn't show you that love goes beyond being fed and sheltered