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jeremywasriven · 7 months

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me looking through my own posts to imitate the feeling of xoxo droplets having an active fandom

#our life is dying?? our life is dying????#my brethren have been lost in the war #xoxo droplets is dust #WHERE IS EVERYONE #you get a new fanart every 3 months and maybe a fanfic #every now and then a random artist decides to reveal they played the games #and then they never talk abt it again #so you cant follow them in hopes of more becuz theyre gonna post their bigger fandom stuff #i also really wanna play our life i still havent #im thinkin abt it hard #it costs MONEYYY

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dwn014 · 4 months

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#erm ya this is a little quickflash #i made this like last year i remember i was thinkin reaaal hard about them ughhh #im like sort of thinking abt things again i just love robots so much #would it be insane if i read the archie comics again. i might #theyre not good but they do like get me in the mega zone #anyways here

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odysseys-blood · 2 months

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leviathan would wait til the very last second to kill an angel trying to attack loyal and would not feel bad about it one bit (bc what's the problem? you're still alive.) their relationship is just a back and forth of this to me

#whb #whb leviathan #whb mc #im not rendering this no more embracing giving up 🙏🏽#i tried not to make loyal's outfit too detailed bc i tend to do that but i think it fits well w/ levi's outfit #v loosely based on some staples of the hades uniform but tweaked a lot to fit him more #also now im thinkin hard abt the lip scar i gave him cause gamigin got released but i was drawing him that way before...augh...#i dont think ill change it tho #cliff png

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lovemoroporo · 2 years

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another yet to be named halloween bbs au wip

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cherry-bomb-ships · 7 days

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Uuuuuuurgh I really wanna make more content like art or edits or SOMETHING, but the issue is I'm feeling a teeny bit burnt out 🥺 My issue rn is I have sooooo many ideas for art and stuff for my ship with Mojo but I'm just... not motivated at the moment 👉👈 I've never made art this consistently so I don't know if this is a legit artist mood or just a me thing, its like. I wanna indulge in my ship but creating rn isn't happening 😭😭😭

#oh well at least i have my thoughts 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thinkin abt hoooldin him and complimenting him and givin him lil smooches 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#wait wait real quick let me try to count how many art ideas i have #....... NINE 😭#i feel like there's even MORE that i cant think of currently AAAAAAAAH #i am sooooooo mad with power. and love 💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖💀💖#URGH WHATEVER. im just gonna sit here and recharge and think so so hard abt him 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖#ruby rambles #💜: loving you's a felony

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trainingdummyrabbit · 25 days

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goodmoooorning. read through hods cutscenes and promptly spent over an hour trying to get to sleep thru heart palps and paranoia flashes. spends the entire time going "haha woah this is just like--"

#lying face down taking rapid chip damage 'woa this happened to my buddy hod :)' keeps taking chip damage #im fine; ive dealt w it enough to not panic too hard but im still kinda tired so <//3 #might lie down a bit longer t make up for it or smthn. anyway #piktalk #i might actually go and make that annotation doc bc i keep. on thinkin abt it..#woe. once again th note taking urge consumes me. alas.

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northern-passage · 1 year

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Genuine thought as a fellow trans dude, I’ve seen a lot of (obviously non-serious) questions on other blogs about characters’ genitals such as “how does it look like?” and similar, and I think we all know & understand that such questions are extremely inappropriate to ask and (I hope) no one would actually go around asking these questions irl. Idk, I think we should treat trans characters just like cis ones, without any special “precautions”, so to normalise them and not make cis people treat them like fragile boxes, a thing which happens to a lot of us irl. Hope this doesn’t come off as an attack or anything lol.

no worries, i didn't take this as an attack at all. i actually agree with you, that's why i mentioned feeling conflicted about it and also mentioned that i've changed my stance on how i felt about handling Noel and Clementine in game and in explicit intimate scenes.

however, for me the problem comes from the fact that people... don't ask these kinds of questions about cis characters? i suppose people do get cheeky "who is the biggest 🤪" asks but i would hardly compare the two. to be a bit crude, no one is going to be asking if a cis character has a dick or not, or "what does it look like". of course it's natural for people to be curious, and i honestly encourage the open discussion and am happy to see trans bodies being talked about more in a positive way, but not everyone is going to be comfortable with it due to the inescapable transphobia online and in the community. sending me that kind of ask is like sending out an invitation for a debate or a discussion that i don't necessarily want to have. i also just don't think people should default to asking a random IF author on tumblr dot com to describe what bottom growth looks like.

and with most of these asks typically coming from someone who is anonymous, i have no way of truly knowing what the tone is, what their intentions are or why this is being asked - is it another trans person? or maybe someone who is just genuinely curious? or, more likely in my experience, is it someone who is going to immediately follow up this message with something transphobic after i answer? do i want to roll the dice and find out?

so while i agree with what you're saying, it's important to consider the context and the reality we live in. the IF community is not kind to trans people or trans characters. and as a trans person, my first priority is protecting myself and my mental health. so what i mean when i say "precautions," is that those precautions are for me, because i've had to deal with transphobic harassment here for years now, and i try to mitigate it as much as i can. it's also for my personal comfort - again, to be blunt, i'm simply just not comfortable discussing a trans character's genitals with anonymous strangers on the internet. it makes me feel vulnerable.

also i do want to say i didn't mean for any of that to come across as a dig at other authors - if you're comfortable answering those kinds of questions, that's really only something you can decide for yourself. like i said, this is just coming from my own experiences in IF and for my own personal comfort - i have previously talked a lot about trans stuff and gender and sexuality here, when i'm feeling up to it, but it is something that is very draining for me and can also be very upsetting.

basically: i do agree that it's important not to other trans characters or treat them any differently than cis characters, but i also think there are ways to do it that don't require me answering invasive questions or questions that i don't feel comfortable with as a real life trans person, you know what i mean?

#hopefully this better explains what i was trying to say #again no worries anon i've had this exact conversation before with other trans people #and it's something that i don't think has a perfect solution esp with the current... climate #and especially online with the anonymity it makes these topics really touchy. you don't know who is reading this or who is interacting #if it's sincere or in bad faith #things have changed a lot in the IF community for the better but it's still not safe and i always advocate for an author to protect #themself first #back when i started tnp it was not at all common for ppl to list characters as cis #really it was only nb or trans characters that got listed in that way #and it's why i chose not to do that and why i wanted the player to find out lea and merry was trans at the same time as the hunter #same with noel and clem and their privacy #giving them that agency was important to me #and it's still important to me now #but i got a lot of harassment because of that. the lea reveal didnt even end up in game it was on the blog and it was weeks of harassment #afterwards that still makes me anxious to this day whenever i talk about lea's transness #so basically like. it comes down to what someone is comfortable with and what they're mentally able to handle #edit: thinkin abt it more &im going to be honest if someone sent me an ask that said ‘what does it look like’ i would be very Not Happy #like cis people & cis characters do Not get treated that way so why would i allow it for my trans characters #so i stand by saying that these asks are inappropriate like. i obviously dont know the context of what ur referencing #but that’s a hard no from me personally either way #to me as a trans person that question in itself is othering and objectifying #ask #anonymous

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hellhathfrozethover · 1 year

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#megaman #mega man #rockman #ロックマン #stardroids #space rulers #SRN #scrib corner #i REALLY do not feel like botherin with tagging everyone. whats the point anyways #doin what Ws doin and getting started on V week early by TRYIN to figure out how to draw them #its hard! its actually hard!#esp uranus like What the fuck. that body of his is absurd #plus i gotta think abt a consistent Theme for the week. thinkin abt using one song per man but like....which ones is the question #ive got a lot of HC for the space rulers. a lot of it might not match up with fanon consensus so im afraid to talk abt it. lot of it is WMG #but i want to believe theyve....sort of got benevolent intentions???? in a roundabout way #that doesnt reflect in megamix or archie or anything but why would it in Rock's narrative

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ghostherlig · 5 months

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Johnshi in lingerie that’s all

wHOEVER YOU ARE- bless your heart, i will be thinking abt this all day :)

#ghost answers #im thinkin abt it #im thinking too hard #gonna just #writing requests #sneak that in there...

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kandibatz · 1 year

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i havent been able to do anything cuz im not good at replicating the style but........ spooky month mystery skulls au where streber is lewis. is that anything

#spooky month #spooky month streber #sm streber #i wanted to redraw lewis giving the heart 2 vivi but as candybats but again. not good at the style X(#also i was imagining this au as more of just a one-off art thing so other characters i havent thought that hard abt n plot doesnt matter #i cant stop thinkin abt skele streb w maybe flaming arm idk lol. im so mad i think he would be neat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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grimforks · 1 month

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thinking about the way i was experiencing real, honest to god genuine psychosis all through middle and high school and up until idk a couple of years ago. what the fuck.

#immy yelps #i didnt tell anyone bc i didnt want people to see me differently for it and i also knew i wasnt in a position #where i could get help for it anyways #but even when i did try to tell people they got weird with me about it and didnt seem to take me seriously #like i was struggling really badly and despite trusting these ppl they just side eyed me and brushed it off. lol.#it wasnt even like i would dump it on them randomly i straight up was like 'hey im having a hard time can i talk about it'#and still!!!!#anyways people with psychosis genuiny get treated like ass even when you seem 'normal' most of the time #once you reveal your psychosis people either think you're attention seeking or dangerous or dont take it seriously #or what the fuck ever. there's no compassion.#the only person that i can think of that i've told abt it that took me seriously was my sister #and i told her recently. years after the worst of it. because yes it still lingers and i still have flare ups.#idk. just been thinkin about it lately ig

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themagical1sa · 8 months

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"i like you and i blame you for making me feel this way" he said

i still think about it