#is my job and my financial stability

[kimbapisnotsushi]

haikyuu is NOT realistic!!!! and it's not because of the underdog plotline or the insane athletic skill or funky character designs but because in the timeskip everyone gets a job that they are perfectly content with and more or less suits them to a tee and don't seem concerned for their futures whatsoever all before the age of thirty

#okay except maybe makki. but he's chilling so whatever #it is literally the thing i am most jealous about in hq #do i wanna be hinata with muscles that could smash watermelons in half and traveling the world to play volleyball?? #no i wanna be a side character with a stable job and financial stability who has time to hang out with their friends!!!! #GOD i wish that were me #also hey guys sorry for awol!! #it was a little bit shit both inside and outside my life #and posting might be the only bit of nonhopelessness that i've got so!! going to slowly make my way back into it #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #sou says stuff

[qpenpals]

rituals and such

#this was for grumble week but my spouse lost her job so we’vebeen quite busy and i never managed to finish it :( #i try to keep lighthearted on this blog which is why i’m keeping this in my notes but my spouse was fired because she is trans #her old place of work found out due to a coworker outing her and they fired her because of #“misconduct in the workplace #(being trans) #we are going through a rough patch in our financial stability so i won’t be one here as much #but keep your self and your families safe #you owe no one your identity #hermitcraft #hermitblr #hermitcraft fanart #mumbo jumbo #grian #grian fanart #mumbo jumbo fanart #grumbo #my art #grumboweek #dayoneprompt

[brother-emperors]

it’s been a minute since I’ve made a desk post!

tbh I don’t have much to say, I finished chapter one of Trikaranos and the cave in chapter 2 is kicking my ass. every day I get closer and closer to a long form comic about whatever the fuck was going on with Ascanio and Della Rovere, but the emperor Valens is coming in hot ngl. When I got to the part of the biography that talked about how he and his brother were both ill at the same time, I spent the rest of my time reading it with the looming ghost of Caligula lurking in the back of my mind and it was a delightful experience, but I also can’t stop thinking about Valens now 🫠 RIP to my writing notebook that is rapidly running out of pages lmao

also happy lunar new year (or day before lunar new year, depending on your time zone)!! 🍊🍊🍊

#this was the greasiest bowl if arroz caldo I ever had in my life which reaffirms my belief that it’s best when made by yourself #or by family. next time I will simply stick to my order of tosilog and coffee #(<<my uncle and aunt invite my parents and I out for lunch. I am hoping at some point this year to achieve the kind of #financial stability that lets me treat people to eat shshdhdh the life dreams are not big but they sure are hard to accomplish #when the economy is being held hostage by corporate profits lmao. If one more job listing asks for 3 yrs experience #on an entry level listing on top of a degree I’m going to bite something)

[kethabali]

i seriously can't comprehend not having a summer or winter break when u get a job. what do u mean i have to work all year around

#no i need my three month reset #ideally i dont need a vacation to recover from daily life #but thats capitalism <3 #at least school is fun #what if work is just stress and no fun #thats why i wanna work at the nonprofit i am a member of i like going there and i like the staff and i already do that work #as a volunteer and in internships so i could enjoy it maybe how i enjoy school #as long as the job is mentally and emotionally stimulating and not physically strenous #i can work for like 8 months of a year #same as how i go to school #ideally i only work 6 months of the year and 6 months i do something else #but once again <3 capitalism #actually audhd #actually autistic #actually adhd #🧃 #see the reason im thinking ab this is bc i realized working means regular paychecks so less financial paranoia #and stability.. which i like and am always desiring with school i get a big sum of money every few months and then pennies rest of theyear #except last semester when i got my work study and now i realize i like being paid more regularly it helps with my financial trauma #so now i am thinking i wouldnt mind working (if i wasnt in school bc two at once is too much for me) #i could work 10 hours without being burnt out i think 15 max but that is pushing it. this is why i need my diagnosis lmao #at least i have affordable housing and benefits for food and utilities so i actually could work 10 hours and have enough to pay for things #but like adult jobs are usually full time idk like to be a staff member at a nonprofit like i want to be #idk im sure theres a way to do it how i want #or i could get a semi boring remote job thats early hours and i have the rest of the day to myself like summer 2022 #i barely remember work from that summer bc early hours and i did what i wanted for the rest of the day that was a very good summer.. mMM #i want my whole life to be like that summer thats my picture board #but not broke ahah

[ineptlee]

#aira shiratori #enstars #shiratori aira #ensemble stars #mine #okay maybe this seems totally unrelated to a little doodle of my boy but #I am seriously thinking about quitting my job #somehow I got catapulted from part-timer to assistant manager working like 50hrs a week bc we're understaffed #so now i'm doing the work of like 3 people but getting paid crap (raise from when I was part-time but not much better) #this is the only thing i've drawn in months bc i'm just too tired to do anything #but also I have no valuable experience or qualifications to get a better job and I can't just throw away my current financial stability #fuck being expected to function as a productive well-rounded adult with adhd amirite

[dr-shkthg]

Ex-wife Kal’tsit banner is here and I have no orundum to spend :-(

Maybe NEXT TIME 😭

#my posts #arknights #must be REAL NICE to have a good job that pays well so that you can enjoy yourself whenever #that’s my goal in life: financial stability #but I think that’s EVERYBODY’S goal in life right now too #Kal’tsit my dear you WILL come home one day #just. clearly not right now

[disaster-j]

I have been so offline it is driving me mad i need to quit my job yesterday i hate it here i hate it so much

#9 hour work days and these time logging spyware thingies should be sooooo illegal #mommy i wanna go back to freelance only #who needs financial stability anyway #even the ground underneath our feet isn't stable we just had earthquakes #seriously tho i actually enjoyed my last full time job if the division hadn't been shut down i would've stayed there a lot longer #even tho it was much harder

[galpalaven]

once again stressing out about the fact that i cannot find a job after completing my degree. what am i supposed to do. lol.

#i literally dont know how to get an editing job bc i don't have enough “experience” #and i cant get “experience” bc no one wants to hire someone new to the industry #and i dont really want to pin my financial stability on my writing #bc that just makes me feel bad when i do something Not Original #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[assortedvillainvault]

Idk why but sometimes I have to send an ask to my friends or a message, just saying something random because they forget they have Tumblr a lot 😭

The real world is trying to take them 👿

I get that can be frustrating, but honestly it's normal for people to take breaks or go off social media for a while. Folks who've followed me for a while will happily tell you I'm liable to drop off the face of the earth for months at a time!

In my experience tumblr can become madly engrossing for ages then all of a sudden it's too much and I need a breather, especially as motivation and fandoms come and go. If your friends need that bit of separation but you still wanna hang out, try asking if they're good to chat on discord or over text!

And not to - for a brief moment - be as old as my knees feel, but the real world isn't half bad once you find your feet in it. Took me till I was about 25, but honestly life just gets so much better - I'm now happy enough that I'm using tumblr/social media to enhance my life, not escape from it! They might be going through that transition too, and best of luck to them and you :)

#thalassa responds #seriously I do want to drop the message for everyone- life gets so so much better #peeps here might remember a couple years back when I was Going Through It #it was my most productive time on this blog and I was miserable. #IRL some big changes happened - quit my job - moved out - bf got a better job therefore I could financially afford a break from work - #- got two BETTER jobs - that stability and direction enabled me to figure out some longstanding personal stuff and MAN ALIVE I am Thriving! #That did unintentially result in a big social media break that I'm just coming out of #But I don't regret any of it #so yeah people going on and off socials is totally normal and happens for all sorts of reasons

[the-togepi-man]

Why the hell does every white gay feel the need to make an OnlyFans? It’s a penis. Half of the population has one. Who would want to pay to see it. I can Google one for free.

This kinda reminds me of the people who would come in to Gamestop when I worked there and go "Wow... This is cheaper on Amazon." Like.. go there then bitch im just trying to make money and survive, damn

#as most people who follow me know i did it to get extra cash because working a job isnt just enough these days #i wanna pamper my loved ones and create a life where I can help peoplem #so having money for that would be swell #my car door is broken #im still paying of debts and loans from my ex who destroyed my financial stability #and you know what #you sure can google a penis #but will you truly see one as dissapointing as mine? lmao

[mainfaggot]

I went to my lab and survived despite having cried all morning 👍🏼 and despite tim hortons fucking up my order...........

#chugged that vanilla iced coffee like my life depended on it even tho i ordered a cold brew #and zoomed through that lab even tho i couldn't stop thinking about jumping off a building #lmfao ........ im so functional teehee #no one should be surprised if i go from attending classes n turning in assignments one day to drowning myself in the local river the next #im joking but not realllyyyyy im getting really sick of facing the reality of my situation which is that my mother's love is suffocating #she uses money to remind me that im no one and that i need to do what she wants #bc she pays for everything and culturally thats the norm #like kids are supposed to start 'returning' money by having a stable profession n sending a portion of their paycheck home every month #so thats when ur like 25+ basically #anyway the point is for the time being im just a puppet #even if i get a shitty minimum wage retail job i wont be able to survive on my own #financial stability is everything.. i cant just 'leave because im 18+' #my moms job insurance covers my expensive ass meds and therapy and tuition fees #i need her income .. so yeah its a lose lose #i leave i die on the streets i stay i die as her daughter #z.post

[bitchfitch]

Somedays you can't sleep and just have to have a crisis for a bit. Anyways I'm once again seriously considering quitting doing art as my day job and becoming an accountant.

#why accounting? #work from home. nobody gives a shit if youre a stuffy shut in. im good with numbers and details #Stability that you just dont get with an art career. #actual pay checks. like Actual pay checks and a salary that isnt based on hiw quickly you can destroy your ability to create #more brainspace for my own projects #like #at this point im just waiting until im 24 so i can qualify for a local colleges financial aid. #15k for a field with an average of 70k a year isnt like. bad. #its not Great. but like. #idk man. #im burning out and just want to have a job that doesn't hurt. #I want to be able to fix things when they break without having to panic and call my parents for loans. #I know im living a lot of people's dreams and i should be greatful for it. but like. its killing me. #Im not as sick as I was back when I first started having to look at colleges. I'm getting the adhd treated. #I just want to worry less. #and being an accountant seems like a way to do that

[angellayercake]

There is a lot of shit in life at the moment so I've been trying to make an effort to find little moments of joy and also to remind myself that sometimes hard work does pay off as well.

I have always loved perfume and a silly little dream of mine has been to have a collection so I can pick and choose what scent I want to wear on any given day. Very superficial and frivolous of me but it is something I've always thought about.

In the last two years I've finally seen some pay off in my career to the point I actually have spare money to treat myself on occasion. So to try and honour that and stop myself feeling guilty for buying anything other than necessities I decided to make a space where I allow myself to feel joy without guilt and thoughts of what other people think about it.

#just wanted to share #trying realy hard to stay positive at the moment #still hate my job though 🙃 but theres is something to be said for the financial stability #also my marimo babies say hi #also also if you know anything about perfume don't @ me about how all these basically smell the same #i'm a bitch that knows what she likes ok #and if that is a variation on the same 5 scents then so be it

[lorelune]

i’m very 💀 abt irls happenings rn it’s so Oof

#figuring out moving and job stuff and financials and future planning is so 💀 #my cancerian nature craves stability but i’m also Sooooo stagnant and have been #i am comfortable but i am craving change while simultaneously fearing it!!! #it’s a weird spot to be in!! #i hate planning for the future too </3 #the world is simply too changeable i am most content living by my whims #sorting stuff out #working on the diluc fic which will be a huge like. success. to be complete and posted 😭 #muddling through it all #lore loops

[baladric]

my main question is why does every single thing in my life have to be in a terrifying state of flux all at the same time, independently of each other

#housing situation: changing bc of roommate issues #financial situation: changing bc of family issues #lifestyle situation: changing bc of me issues #social situation: changing bc of everyone issues #like wow there's really Nothing i can rely on here huh? #no stability whatsoever! #gotta find and start a new job at the same time as my v good friend is moving out #at the same time i'm talking my family down from performing some truly wild elder abuse on my disabled mother #at the same time i'm trying to find a roommate i can stand to live with while having not lived with a stranger in ten entire years #at the same time i'm trying to figure out how to be fiscally responsible #at the same time i'm feeling isolated bc my friend group has shifted a lot in a way i just don't have the energy to evalutate #at the same time i'm like. idk actively changing as a core being bc i'm creepin up on 31 (ALSo at the same time) and shit just happens #so.. much.....

[tardis--dreams]

My entire life revolves around my laptop, so I am now completely incapable of working for any of my projects or jobs because the very core of my life is officially broken

#they don't know if they can fix it or how much it would cost #i might need a new one #after 2.5 years #i'm pissed #currently trying to get my old laptop to work so i can try to get work done for my jobs because i really need #to catch up with that #but it's literally making dying noises just by being turned on #no programs open or anything #it's useless #especially since i would need to install several new programs in order to even be able to do any work #why do we live in hell #all my academic success and financial stability is relying on a goddamm machine #the Case is broken #which would be understandable if i had dropped it or anything but it just literally snapped for No reason whatsoever #at least my old laptop lasted for 6 years before it needed replacement #i hate everything rn god bless #shut up amy