#it's fine it's the weekend it's ok

[arielmagicesi]

Guaranteed way to get myself to read something fucked up at night is to say "hey, I'm gonna go to sleep early tonight. How nice will that be" I will always end up reading something horrifying. Tell me why I reread Preludes and Nocturnes tonight for zero reason despite setting everything up nicely to go to sleep early

#it's fine it's the weekend it's ok #aaaahhhhh #it's not the end of the world #written by me

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #tsuyoshi kanda #daigo dojima #snap sketches #the like. one time im actually bothered to draw anything for myself and it has to be the most niche bullshit i could muster #i just want mine to use kanda's head as a bowling ball at least once. itd be funny #anyway this is MY dead souls au any questions or comments will be seen by my lawyers #i didnt think id finish this today i thought id just save this for the weekend but my commissioner was taking A Hot Minute to get back to m #and i already have my week scheduled for other comm work and i figured 'fine i will be self indulgent ONCE' #ok bye im sleeping #or playing minecraft idk we'll see. or i will at least.

[ssreeder]

Chapters: 19/? Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Aang/Katara (Avatar), others to be tagged later - Relationship Characters: Sokka (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Jet (Avatar), Suki (Avatar), Kyoshi Warriors (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Jee (Avatar), Hakoda (Avatar), Bato (Avatar), A bunch of OCs, Long Feng, Joo Dee (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Mai (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), General Fong (Avatar) Additional Tags: Violence, Blood and Injury, War, Minor Character Death, Rape/Non-con Elements, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, Major Character Injury, Amputation, Implied/Referenced Suicide, possible major character death, themes similar to the first two books, Sexism, Racism (like has already been written in first two books), dark themes, Human Trafficking, Slavery, Just a lot of dark war-like themes, there will be a battle, Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Injury Recovery, Healing, Underage Sex, Underage Drinking, Animal Death, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Warnings each chapter, Hopefully some healing for Zuko finally, no promises, but that’s the goal, Reunions, hopefully a happy ending, Sokka gets some healing too, Non-Consensual Drug Use Series: Part 3 of Leaving It All Behind Summary:

-This is the last book of the series LIAB, please go read the other two books before this, or you will be very confused-

Zuko has been taken by the Earth Kingdom army to who-knows-where, and Sokka is determined to get him back.

But he can’t do it alone.

With Suki and the Kyoshi Warriors by his side, Sokka is headed to Ba Sing Se to find Katara and Aang so they can go rescue his fire bender.

Things aren’t as easy as he had hoped. Corruption, lies, and unknown horrors await them inside the city’s walls. None of this is helping Sokka’s mental well-being.

Hakoda and his men face a problem of their own as Azula approaches with the intentions of making it rain fire.

Sokka and Zuko will both find themselves having to reintegrate back into a life they thought they left behind, with people they hardly remember. It isn’t easy for anyone, especially when they don’t recognize the person standing in front of them.

#WOHOOO NEW CHAPTER #It’s still the weekend too! #For like… one hour ish! #I know i said Friday but I am terrible so I’m sorry #but This chapter is a fun one #I think? #I was told it’s a doozy haha but it’s a smaller word count #the end chapter was 32k #i couldn’t do it I had to split it #so you get half now and half later #I hope you guys like this one #we are creeping closer to the next phase mwahah #idk why I keep saying mwahaha #Ao3 told my authors notes to fuck off and I had to delete a bunch #which was SAD #but its fine whatever #ok thanks for reading my stupid tags #zukka #leaving it all behind #Into the fire #ITF

[soldier-poet-king]

Will my suffering never cease

- went to good Friday evening service even tho it's not a day of obligation, didn't go yesterday evening to Maundy Thursday for a variety of reasons

- priest manages to fit homophobia and transphobia into his sermon. Not even gay marriage. Just unions, that let ppl share taxes and have hospital visiting rights. And big bad scary surgery. Like. Completely unrelated to the matter at hand. Says SO LITTLE abt the Passion, managed to talk for 10 minutes without really saying ANYTHING. Takes Pilate's 'what is truth' and instead of engaging in the long philosophical and theological discussion around that question, decides to use it as a rallying cry against wokeism and a godless progressive society.

- my two ex best friends were there. Ran into them. + One's husband, who I introduced her to a decade ago. Like I'm mostly over that, no longer shitty and resentful, fully know that it was partially my fault and born from my own terribleness at 19 and undiagnosed untreated mental illness. Still uhhh hurts tho??? As a reminder?

- music bad. Ok I'm petty. I'll give the trads (1) point. I don't like guitar mass. I will NOT agree with the trads in assigning moral weight to my aesthetic preference. It's simply a preference, which does not make any musical form inherently superior to the others. But the triduum really lends itself to Latin hymns and chants, in my heart. My other fave church music is traditional Black spirituals. I would greatly prefer either. But just. If it sounds like an acoustic version of a pop love song. I just. I can't. I KNOW I'm the weird about Jesus romantically girlie. But I am not vibin with this folks

Literally would have simply Walked Out. Hit da bricks during the homily. But was with my family so 1) cannot out myself 2) did not have house keys on me, so I was suck regardless

Anyway I said I wasn't going to do fun things today but I'm so upset and cranky and I did chores all day, I am going to catch up on dungeon meshi. Marcille is my best favourite cringefail girl I'm obsessed with her and surely the wlw neurotic fussy mage who loves her friends will not betray me like this

#the duality of fran #faith tag #also like #.highly unlikely that i was the only closeted queer person there #and obvs extra full of the triduum a lot of non regulars attending #so GLAD that they decided to make it such a lovely and welcoming environment for THE BIGGEST MOST SIGNIFICANT WEEKEND IN THE FAITH. #surely this will encourage people and make them feel welcome and loved and cared for #yes yes there's that flannery oconnor bit abt not judging priests harshly #but also. its one thing to have a bad homily #not discussing the philosophy of pilates question is fine. i get most ppl are not versed in greco roman thought #but the absolute just. whining reactionary social conservatism #ON GOOD FRIDAY??? #even going as far as to be like 'those few of us who keep the faith' #okay sir. this isnt some uwu im so special and faithful unlike all those abomination degenerate queers #gonna get gay married for tax purposes/green card out of spite #(green card both ways i can get u cad citizenship lmao) #remove my reproductive system. idgaf. uterus free to a good home. all it does is give me health problems anyway #tho that last one is less dysphoria and more just. it's a fuckin pain in my ass medically speaking #also the triduum is THEE celebration for the gay chrisitans. its john the beloved. its judas. its projecting for us ok

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[katykatyykaty]

When someone asks what my plans are.

(this is a joke)

#weekend plans #future plans #jack lemmon #the apartment #jokes #i’m kidding #i’m ok tho #i’m okay #what to do #feelin fine #cc baxter #romantic comedy #movies #oscar winner #comedy #shirley maclaine #Fran #billy wilder #classic film

[theloveinc]

kiri has nightmares about his kids not thinking he’s cool anymore :(

but like.. his kids think u and him are the best things since sliced bread

:((( He's tossing and turning and sweating in bed next to you, and you think it must be something bad—memories of the last big villain he took down coming to torment, those weeks he spent in the hospital away from home, the fear of losing the peace he worked so hard to build...

But absolutely not. He wakes up teary-eyed talking about how he dreamt your kids had called him ugly and stupid, that they left home and didn't call you guys at least twice a week, that winter solstice was spent without them in your hearth...

and you're just like, "...baby our kids are two and four years old..." and he's dead SOBBING in your arms.

(And acting like the whole thing never happened that morning at breakfast when your kids are just as excited to see him AS ALWAYS.)

#kirishima #plus like you're def gonna have more kids after that so he'll be FINE #lmfaooo he is so dramatic you have to be the stern 'it's ok if they spend one thanksgiving at their bf/gfs house' #and he's P*SSED.. your kid gets home that weekend and he's so depressed u have to have an entire second thanksgiving to make up for it #like... kiri #anyway this made me think abt young dad kiri vs old dad kiri when his kids are big #with black roots and long hair and even more scars i............. #vs young dad kiri with his short hair still and all fresh faced #the difference between your oldest and youngest is insane LMFAOOOO #caitie things #cognacrevived #cog!! #kids tw #gen

[cpunch71]

yes i am a web developer :3

#gamedev #ok so i got emscripten working with Abel #preloading files doesn't work right now for some reason #hoping to get the demo somewhat playable through a web browser by the end of this weekend #but libcore (the game engine) and studio (the game runner/demo scene loader) do compile and seemingly run fine :D

[g4rchomp]

turns out I have been doing something extremely illegal for over a year and now I have to call the irs. living in the nightmare realm right now

#turns out you are LEGALLY OBLIGATED to susbcribe to a medication insurance here #and you are LEGALLY OBLIGATED to subscribe to your employer's insurance. which I never did in my previous job 🙃 #so now I can't file my taxes bc they ask insurance questions and 'omg oopsies fuck fuck fuck' isn’t one of the answers #I read that I'll have to pay a fine which is ok but I feel like they're gonna throw me in jail and notify my previous employer #who is gonna sue me and ruin my life and revoke my diploma and also kill me #so my weekend is going great in case you were wondering 🥴

[kindahoping4forever]

I just think that 👁️👁️

#this amount of neck and chest in this 15 second video from these two particular men that I have no particular feelings about. it's fine 👹 #5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #luke #ashton #clown behavior #kh4f post #i just #have sent the vampire emoji so many times in the past half hour #for normal reasons #just some Saturday conversation #easter weekend #just some good clean vampire emojis between friends #🧛🏻‍♀️ #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👹 #ok bye

[mildmayfoxe]

hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro

#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT #account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze #from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU! #a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK! #i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT! #i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks. #i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND #now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits #so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it. #i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it #by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine #and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol. #anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but.. #they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!! #i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer #and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me' #anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good #genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah #just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow #ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me

[scootarooni]

（Φ ω Φ）

#nekomura iroha #vocaloid #hello kitty #sanrio #hello kitty to issho! #i dont rlly have much 2 say lol #its like 12:30am and im tiiiiiired #dont even ask why im up this late its FINE i dont work on the weekends ;;; #o wait i do have something 2 say...i bought a new computer and it should arrive early December :^D #so uh...possible streams in the near-ish future?? #o!! pls go follow my friend puppypae on twitch becos theyve been streaming and its vvvv cool theyre cool #go give them some support becos we trying 2 get that twitch affiliate !! #ok i should go 2 bed bye

[todayisafridaynight]

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #daigo dojima #masato arakawa #masadai #snap sketches #nature's healing im drawing masadai <- nature is on fire actually #I WAS SUPPSED TO DRIVE HOM THREE HOURS AGO LOL its fine i love driving late at night #road's empty as all hell ..... #anyway legally needed to draw these two this weekend before i drown in Stuff I Have To Do #i was just gonna stop at the comic since i was inspired after trying to piss in full goth gear for the first time in Ever #but then i saw the pose ref'd in the first one and .. lol .. #ok bye im gonna go get ready to leave

[ssreeder]

Hii! I was super bored last night so I did a quick drawing of the meditation scene in chapter 14. I was struggling at drawing Zuko cause of the way he sits. He’s described as sitting “lotus position” I looked that up and it looks so uncomfortable. That’s why I’m team #CrissCrossApplesause. Anyways I hope your doing well!! :)

AWWWWWE OMG I LOVVVEEEEE IT!!!! Haha Aang & Momo in the second picture are adorable, and Sokka’s little “I love you” face at Zuko is amazing. Thank you for this it seriously is made my day!!

#oh & ummmm hellloooooo everyone #sorry I have been so MIA the holidays tried to murder me #seriously I love the holidays I’m so cliche I love the songs and the lights and the activies #I look forward to it! #then it comes and I feel like it hits me like a fucking bus and then drags me through December #so yeah I had to take a step back and conserve energy #BUT HELLLLLOOOOOO IM BACK #& I will be coming with a new chapter asap #like this weekend asap #I pinky promise #& it’s like 30k!! #haha kill me #anywayyyyy thank you all those who sent me concerned asks or messages #or asks wishing me well and happy new year I love you all #you’re amazing but I’m not going to post any of them because hello hi I’m fine :) #im not quitting liab or anything pinky promise hehehe #OK SO LIZY MY LOVE THIS IS AMAZING #I SWEAR I PEEKED AT TUMBLR AND SAW THIS IN MY ASKS AND SQEALED #I also got lotus style from Aang in canon but shhhhhhhhhh he’s a cross cross applesauce truther #my neutral Aang haha #he’s funny next chapter #I think he’s funny at least #sokka doesn’t #but sokka doesn’t find anything funny so forget him #I love Sokka’s face in this #& the ‘I know what you are’ #seriously though dolls would love to know what he is cause he’s CONFUSED #maybe some light reading will help him understand #im sure it’ll go great #:D

[rose-lalondde]

pro tip: if you think you have adhd then don't start a master's program before you even get a diagnosis (also you need a stronger prescription, you have astigmatism, and reading glasses aren't gonna cut it)

#i can handle one class just fine but 2 classes??? im killing myself #im working too so its like i never have time for myself and its just a neverending well of assignments and work plus i hate the schedule #why is everything due at 10:59 and why is it due in the middle of the week but i have to come back the next 2 days and write responses #one of my classes will trade out a disucssion for the week with an assignment thats due at the end of the week and i like that sm better #the other class makes use do a discussion and an assignment in the same week #and usually they're all due at the same time so i go to work and then go home do my homework and then do more homework on the weekend #then go back to work do you understand my problem #anyway my mom casually confirmed that i have astigmatism recently which ??? #but my eyesight is fine but driving in the dark is hell and its not b/c of the dark! #any kind of bright light blinds me like it could be a sunny day and i won't be seeing shit for that entire drive omg #just realized that this might be the cause of an increase in headaches wait... #ok back on track: adhd consultation (maybe) in a month and a half! #i don't have a therapist so im hoping my doctor can help? or at least refer me to somebody that can help b/c looking is hard omg #where the therapists at omg #moon posts #long one today because i am procrastinating so i can give up <3

[meloromantics]

am i being toxic if i am going w. my friend to her jiu jitsu competition but her new since this winter boyfriend is also coming and i have secretly made her a cute little poster .... i acknowledge that i did this directly on purpose because i think this guy kind of sucks and would like to show him up 

#it was fine when he was here but they're recently long distance and its like ? for what #she is Constantly complaining that managing his weird emotions about their distances ruining her weekends and im like .. ok so what r we gon #doo abt it