#ive been watching it all night

[xenoraeth]

#bbvrai #ive been watching it all night

[skrmbrks]

i wish for peace in our lifetime, i wish for love to seep into every crack of this planet, i wish for it to penetrate every heart and soul. i wish for brutality to face its end, i wish for evil to turn to light. i wish for us to create such a place where cruelty cannot resurface. i wish for communities without borders, i wish for human and nature to be reunited by love and protect each other.

#kayramblies #hopeposting #hopepunk #ive been feeling very overwhelmed as of late #the state of the world will only get worse before jt gets better #despite knowing that we must stay hopeful #because only that will be the solution #its so... hard watching all the hate thrive #all the suffering increase #its so fucking overwhelming : ( #i really hope we can live in a world where evil cannot reign #late night rambles #i guess

[soft--dogs]

#we watched the mst3k episode of mac and me last night #so i have ugly alien puppets on the brain xD #between that and all the beanie babys ive been drawing recently #here's sock poppet alien boomer xP #boomer

[theloveinc]

There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.

It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).

He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.

Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.

It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.

There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.

But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.

(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.

"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)

#bakugou x reader #bakugo #this is what crocheting a baby hat does to u #no im jk i was just thinking abt bakugo being like 22 and awkward as h*ck bc he still hasnt recovered from the war #i wanna talk abt what he's like more but this is what came out instead LOL #like i think he's really stubborn abt ... coping with after effects of dying #and then before he knows it he has major depression LMFAOO #and he can like go to work get his degree do all he needs to do as a 20-something year guy #but he's not like. *there*. you know #and you meet him and he's a binch but he's not hard to get along with #and u just sorta take him in and drag him places like idk #your school's halloween night.. or even just a night out with ur friend (he doesn't even know how to order a drink) #and he doesnt even process it all until one day he's like 'dang it feels like ive been asleep for years' #and he kinda was #but he knows youre the one who helped him and now he wants to fix himself for you bc he remembers u being there for him #but he's so funny im imagining him with like. frat boy facial hair and a really outgrown ugly mullet type haircut #and lowkey with like. greasy skin (ik he's perfect but he's in a bad state and it shows) and he eats instant noodles ever day #and only watches japanese top gear #and goes on patrols where he beats the crap outta ppl and then doesnt remember it #DREAM BOY #and then he's big hero later #anyway #caitie post #gen

[icrowler]

love them. screencap redraws cuz im lazy

#fanart #one piece #op fanart #franky #honestly its been like two weeks since ive watched their backstory and im still #thinking about them all day and night #iceburg

[quillkiller]

outtakes from my rita skeeter character study i did feverishly at 4am last night/this morning

#my delusional princess with a disorder #worlds worst person with narcissistic tendencies #only still alive out of sheer force of will and spite #mediocre journalist and writer with huge dreams and an ego the size of the universe #will sleep her way to the top #genuinely believe shes ’self made’ and ’rags to riches’ when in reality bella’s presence is giving her work and status and clout #she sleeps like 3h a night and wakes up with a cigarette hanging from her lips and face pressed against her notebooks #the type of person who lies to herself so often that shes gaslighting herself into believing it #’god ive been working so hard’ <— girl who stayed in bed all day staring at a notebook and chainsmoking #eventually gave up all together and decided to watch a kathrine hepburn film instead #but she genuinely believes no one is doing it like her……. #she doesnt ever cook only orders in #her flat is a mess and bordering on gross #she hasnt slept in her own bed in a year she always falls asleep at her desk or in her armchair #fails every single job interview and is off putting and intense #MY GIRL THE LOVE OF MY LIFE #rita skeeter

[hairscare]

sometimes a babygirl is winslow leach from the campy phantom of the opera/faust inspired rock opera Phantom of the Paradise (1974) and thats okay

#I WATCHED IT LAST NIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I LOST MY MIIIIIIND #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #ive been watching all the phantoms in order of when they came out and hes my fav so far #tho the 2004 phantom will always rule my heart #my art #phantom of the paradise #phantom of the paradise 1974 #winslow leach

[ultimateyakazoo]

chapter 3, hajime makes murder investigation much more difficult by not trying to watch the video call to the end

#my point being if hed kept watching for 2 more seconds he would have been able to see #that the person on the stepladder was never going to hang themselves #did he really think he could run from one building to another quicker than a person on a stepladder could walk up two steps anyway #sdr2 #super danganronpa 2 #hajime hinata #hanging tw #my art #press night tonight!!! super excited #ive had my hair in rollers all night n most of the day and completely forgot that im supposed to have my hair in a tight bun #for the show itself #hopefully my hair will have retained at least a bit of bounce for after where were all glammed up and drinking bubbly and posing for cameras #wish me luck queens #hehehe

[mildmayfoxe]

happy new year freaks!! hope it’s a good one!! 🥂✨😈

#face tag #photo record #i got grapefruit elderflower syrup for my sparkling :) yay #ive been watching back eps of survivor all night hahahha

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"

#tw suicide #i wish i was joking #i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me?? #said something to the emergency room psych #she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended #she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds' #i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i #could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence #is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts? #this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he #could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs #i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the #boy. i have confided in her before she's great) #she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m #to see the psych and escalate care #but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly #it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan #i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access #i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't #there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that #makes sense #ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD #personal #puddleglum hours

[youforgivehowgodforgives]

rewatching hannibal....

#ive been experiencing real excitement + joy for an hr each night..... insane #when i watch hamnibal i understand everything jn the world. and then i go to sleep and forget it all. repeat for 3 season s

[mushratting]

having chronic fatuige is so fucked up what do you mean im sleepy? i havent done anything today!!

#all i did was watch jojos bizzare adventure w my friend and not rlly do hw lol 😔 #i slept twelve hours last night and im ready to go back to bed. ive been up for like 5 hours. im so mad.

[parksrway]

JUST SAW THE FNAF MOVIE LIFE IS AWESOME AND WORTH LIVING

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKFHSJFJDHFJJDJFHDJKFJDJFKFKJDJDJCMALDJHAKFLAHDLFKFHSKFKSHSHKSKFJSJJDKDJFKFKJDHDKDKDJJDKFJFHDJSLAKHDJFJSKFJJDKSHAGDJLGL #IM SO GLAD I WENT TO SEE IT IN THEATERS WITH MY FRIENDS WHERE WE COULD ALL FREAK OUT AT THINGS TOGETHER DJDHKGKDK #idc what anyone says this was the most fun ive ever had watching a movie #SPOILER WARNING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHEN GAME THEORY MATPAT CAME ON SCREEN FIDHFKKDHFKDKF #when he said 'its just a theory' WE ALL FLIPPED OUR SHIT SJFHKFKFJDHDJDK IM SO HAPPY #HE SAID IT HE SAID THE THING !!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!! #all the little references and stuff RAAAAHHHH #william afton saying 'i always come back' was also like YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #so many 'HE SAID THE THING' moments KFHSKFKDKJFJDKD #im so sad markiplier wasnt in it that would have made it perfect idc #ik hes busy with iron lung but damn 💔 hes the KING of five nights at freddy's #this made the fnaf kid in me so happy HEHEJDHJDK #AND THEN THE LIVING TOMBSTONE AT THE END CREDITS #everyone shut up i loved this movie so so much #idc if its not 100% lore accurate bc the fnaf lore has been ass for years now KFHDKFKDJD

[yikes-ajax]

Letting my cat play with batteries because apparently it's more entertaining than her actual toys

#its the noise it makes against the wood floor i just know it #our dogs the same way with anything that crinkles #anyways watching her make a ruckus while i eat comfort doughnuts to recover from seizures all night and nearly drowing in my tub #because i cant find my earplugs and i cant sleep without them ESPECIALLY when shes playing with stuff #i am not vibing™ rn #you (me) remember saying i ran my batteries out play dragon age? yeah these are those batteries #because I've been toO BUSY PLAYING DAI TO PICK THEM UP AFTER FALLING IN THE FLOOR RAAAAAAAA #im okay im not going to do anything i am going to lay down and SLEEP #mmm but first i gotta think about every possible thing that could go wrong at work tomorrow from breaking a machine to a terrorist attack #ive been struggling yall 🤠 #shitpost #shitposting #cat life #petblr #catblr #cat lovers #cat memes #stupid cat

[ieropilled]

Oh? whats all this then (post by aidan gallaghers dad. btw)

#sorry ive been out. whats the tea #i cabt watch the video right now pleaseee whats all this. #this is literally from last nights sjow. btw

[realmaturebradley]

"... so how's that nutshack hyperfix going, buddy?"

#jeanna's magical art tag! #jerasdoodles #the nutshack #selfsies art #bust a nutshack #jera watches cartoons #memeology #LET'S TALK ABOUT SHIPS #THIS HAS BEEN MAKING ME GIGGLE SINCE I DREWED IT LAST NIGHT #but uh. hi guys i guess im officially the CEO of PhilAngel now. this is terminal. #THERE IS ENOUGH IN ALL 16 EPISODES OF TELEVISION #to suggest that phil is the Least Annoying to/about angel + angel is his most unironic hypeman #and theyve been friends for WAY longer #plus smthn smthn Why Does El Chorizo Look So Fruity Post Resurrection Kick Think #one of these days i should unironically post my nutshack autism here vs my gc cuz #ive been in the fucken trenches. this show vexes me. #im writing fanfiction for the first time since 2019 and Fighting For My Life with all the Caló Codeswitching Send Help #philangel