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nanaflwers · 1 year

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The mistery of the lost wallet

❝ I was embarrassed to say that I was in love with you since the first day I saw you. But if I knew this bothered you this much, it would be the first thing I would have done. ❞

summary. Years after an accident involving a lost wallet got you and idol!Jaemin together, you think the only thing that binds you and him is luck. Little do you know that the love of your life fell completely in love with you the first time he saw you. You would be his first and last.

pairing. Na Jaemin x fem!reader

genres. fluff, idol au, romance, humor

word count. 1468 words

playlist. My First and Last by NCT Dream

Authors note. My first ever NCT work or whatever this is. I like to imagine stories based on songs, hope you like it :)

“What you never dropped your wallet?” You ask to Jaemin, while laying your head on his lap.

“What about it?” He murmurs, brushing your hair with his fingers. You get up, looking at him with an angry stare, which made him laugh a little.

“What do you mean with ‘what about it’? We would never meet that day, and all of this” You point to him and you “wouldn’t have happened”

“I still don’t get your point” He says, his expression showing his confusion and, maybe, concern. You give him a small smile, sighing and leaning on the couch.

“I just… can’t stop thinking about how we only met because of luck. Only luck, and nothing else.” You look at him, feeling somehow nostalgic. “What if I never looked at your wallet? Even looking at it, I could have just given to a manager or just kept to myself as an ‘estimated idol item’. And just like that, I would have never met you and you wouldn’t even know about my existence.” You look to the window on the other side of the room, pursing your lips. “I would be a fan and you would be the Idol who I can only dream about. And maybe… if other girl had found the wallet, maybe you would be dating her by now” the last part come almost as a whisper, but it was loud enough to get to Jaemin’s ears.

“All these things that you’re saying? They don’t make any sense.” He holds your hand and start to draw small in it circles with his fingers.

“You can’t guarantee that” You insist, squeezing his hand. This is going through your mind for a long time, something stupid, but you couldn't shake off the feeling that you two were together by luck, not because of you, not because of him.

“Actually, I can.” He looks right through your eyes, with the serious look that you are rarely able to see. “You were the only person who saw the wallet”, he smiles at you, and you feel your heart melting for a moment, “Because it was left there for you and for you only”.

The soft feeling in your chest is replaced by a sarcastic laugh, that lasted enough only to make you realize he is still being serious. You don't say a thing, your brain was too busy trying to figure out how what Jaemin said could ever make sense.

“I know I always say that the first time I met you was in “Go” promotion but… It was long before it” he scratches the back of his head, embarrassed. You almost get distracted by how cute he looks when he is shy. “The first time I saw you was during one of “Chewing Gum” stages. Me and the boys were still in backstage, but we were able to see the public by the sides of it.” He smiles and nods his head. “Everyone was crazy to get as much close to the stage as possible, but not you.” He gets closer, brushing a tendril of hair away of your face. “You were trying to help a little girl who couldn’t see the stage. You held her in your shoulders and barely saw the show, but your smile did not leave your face for even one second. I thought about you for days, and in the next stage, there you were: on the back, cheering and helping everyone around you, at the same time.” He smirks. “You really got me, you know?”

You1re speechless. Not a single word was going through your head when you listened to Jaemin’s confession, the one you’ve never heard about — not even from the boys. You shake your head, feeling your chest tight for a moment that felt like eternity. He continues, leaving you out of breath in every sentence.

“And then… I had to retire for a while”. A weight falls over his shoulders, and his smile can’t cover the sadness that fulfill his eyes. He takes a deep breath and squeezes your hand. “You know I don’t like to talk about it” Jaemin says, slightly tapping your knees. “I asked the members about you. If you looked healthy, if you showed up during the promotions. They said you did but… somehow you did not look the same. You still cheered up for them, but not in the same way as before.” Jaemin looks at you, raising his eyebrows. You give him a kind of sad smile, remembering the time when you could not see your favorite member on stage.

“You know I love all the boys but… you weren’t there. It was not the same without you. It apparently affected me more than I thought it did” You play a little in the middle of that emotional situation. He smiles, knowing that you were joking to hide the fact that you could easily cry at any moment.

“Well, stories and more stories, time flew away, and I got better” He raises his eyebrows, leaning closer to you. “And now, the best part. “Go” comeback stage. I was so nervous; I did not know if you were showing up that day. But, when the staff was finishing the stage, there you were. And gosh, you were beautiful. It took my breath away for real”. He entangles his fingers on yours, and you’re afraid he can hear every beat of your heart, that was beating faster than an EDM song. “I couldn’t look at you during our performance because of the cameras, and that was my biggest regret of that day. I wanted to see your reaction so bad”.

“I know it’s not the same, but I will summarize it for you”. You acquire a serious pose and look at him, without smile. “You didn’t have the right to grow up and become so damn beautiful. Really, puberty hit you hard, babe”

It is enough for him to burst into laughs, clapping his hand. You smile, glad to be able to light up the mood a little.

“I was sexy with those glasses, weren’t I?”

“Definitely” You reply, winking to him. “But seriously. I wasn’t ready to see you again. When you went up on stage… part of me wants to apologize to the boys, I only had eyes for you on that day” you confess, closing your eyes and almost dying of embarrassment. You and Jaemin were dating for a while by then, but it was strange to share your thoughts on fan days. Even though you didn’t like to talk about it, Jaemin loved to hear it.

“Well, I knew I had to do something. So I asked Donghyuck and Jeno to help me with something Renjun wouldn’t approve. To lose my wallet”

And then, just like magic, everything makes sense. Feeling like Ben franklin with a key and a kite, you slowly come to realize what Jaemin is trying to tell you.

“We had to put it in a place only you would be able to see. After that, Jeno and Donghyuck distracted the managers long enough for me to recover my wallet…” He looks at you, holding both of your hands like they are his whole world. “and finally meet you”.

Before you were able to hold them, a couple of tears fall from your eyes. All this time, you convinced yourself that you didn’t deserve to be on his side, that you could have easily just walked away that day, and…

“You finally got it, huh?” He wipes your tears away, smiling. “If you if you hadn't seen my wallet on that day, I would try on the next stage. And on the next, and probably on the next too. I wouldn’t stop until I could reach you.”

“I can’t believe it”. You are barely murmuring, too emotional to say something else. He puts your hair behind your ear and gently holds your face, kissing your forehead. “Why… why did you keep this to yourself all this time?”

“I was embarrassed to say that I was in love with you since the first day I saw you. But if I knew this bothered you this much, it would be the first thing I would have done” He gets closer, holding your waist. “But there’s another thing I’m regretful for.”

“And what is it?” You ask, putting your arms around his neck.

“I wasn’t able to sing for you back then, but I’ll sing for you now.” He kisses both of your cheeks, and your nose, getting closer to the point you can feel his breath. “There won’t be another you, you’re my last”. And then the feeling of his lips on yours fulfills all fear that you could possibly fear on that moment, and forever.

“You’re my last first love”

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