i think it took me so long to realize i have NPD because part of my narcissism is masking my symptoms too be better than people.
even though the fact i’m getting ignored is pissing me off, i’m not gonna lash out- because that’d be immature. and the people ignoring me right now are immature. and i am better than them. so i will be mature about this.
i’m not going to point out i’m better than most people (even though i am) because that’d probably hurt their feelings, and hurting people is below me. i’m better than that.
I'm like kepler except instead of having 15 ulterior motives that work towards a goal I have 15 ulterior motives that are all conflicting and make no sense
sleepy boy after his first trip to Home Depot! this was his first time I’ve let him walk around in a store as opposed to carried, and he did way better than I expected! We just spent about 20 minutes wandering around and letting him see stuff like carts, dolleys, other people etc while getting lots of rewards and he did great, good mix of engaged and curious but not overwhelmed and still willing to check in with me. and now he’s passed tf out, as an extra bonus.
Lewis is so funny one day he would feel like mentioning nico name on a random story abaut his childhood, another day he is forced by a jurno to mention nico and then theres days in wich he is obviously referring to nico but can't and wont say his name (literaty star chaking but that name is not coming aout his mouth) its being 8 years and he can't mange to move on 😣