#kimakento

[kimakento]

if only

synopsis: shion likes you, you like him. so what’s holding either of you back? even despite that, somehow the only thing his mind focuses on are the ‘if onlys’ of every situation he’s in with you. ⌙ 1.1k

pairing : student!tsuruboshion x student!fem!reader

genre(s) : bit of angst + fluff ending.

warning(s) : only like one swear word

tags : the rain scene>>, this ship is so cute, jo1 x reader and just fluff.

a/n : idk how to feel about this, it’s not the best. but nevertheless hope you all enjoy :)

shion leaned his head on your shoulder, letting out a heavy sigh.

“what’s wrong?”

you questioned as you pushed him off your shoulder and burst out into fits of giggles when you see him glare at you. “you’re what’s wrong,” he mumbled, voice tight with faux-annoyance.

“you know, you’re less annoying when you aren’t speaking.” he continued.

“come on, you know you love me.” the hint of playfulness in your voice and your awkward attempts of raising your eyebrows were enough to make him double over into laughter.

“shut up.” he retorted, clutching his stomach to stop himself from laughing too much.

“i don’t think i’m feeling the ‘love’, you know” you joked along.

shion chuckled at that, “yeah, no thank you.”

it was now your turn to let out a sigh, and admire the view from the rooftop you both were on.

“isn’t this place amazing? it’s just beautiful!” to say the least, you had a phobia of heights. but it all seemed to come to a calm when you were here. there was a sense of comfort in the atmosphere — it almost felt as if the world had come to a halt from it’s constantly fast and busy pace.

you didn’t know the reason. but if only, if only you knew that the reason was shion.

“yeah, it’s beautiful.” he turned to you, adoring your gaze towards the bustling and occupied world down below. everything just came to a stop when he was you, he could focus on even the smallest details. shion knew he couldn’t feel like this about you, it felt almost illegal. why?

your head snapped as you heard the door being opened, revealing somone running towards you.

“sukai!” you called out to him, throwing your head back in amusement when he bombarded you with a big hug.

you had a boyfriend, thats why.

at first, shion thought he had a chance, but that all seemed to fade away when you had announced your relationship with his — as well as your — best friend. you could’ve done better, and that ‘better’ was him.

if you asked shion the thing he hated most, he’d confess that it was you harping on about your new ‘lover’. false hope could not be an escape for him from now on.

reluctantly picking himself up, he let out a playful gag. but in reality you’d see it wasn’t as joking as it seemed. “i’m going to get going, have fun guys!” with his head hanged low, shion felt his eyes getting blurry as he watched sukai still clinging onto you.

that should’ve be him.

oh how did he wish it was. if only you’d know that the reason he was so cold and distant to you was because of that. the amount of times he’d rack his brain, trying to find the reason why he would even love someone like you was astonishing. perhaps maybe your eyes, your laugh? or…the way you’d subtly scrunch your nose when you were even a little excited, did your boyfriend ever notice that?

you watched in disappointment as shion gradually left your sight. “sukai, he’s gone now.” said man looked up at you, a confused expression spread all over his face. “i thought you said that this would work?” that statement hit you hard which resulted in you letting out an unsatisfied groan.

if only shion knew that all this was for him, you weren’t truly in a relationship with sukai.

“you can still catch up to him, stop beating around the bush and finally tell him.” that was the thing that gave you the final push to race down the flights of stairs of the building.

after a few minutes, you reached the last few steps and saw shion there, a look of defeat painfully evident on his face. “shion, wait!” you cried out to him. he turned his head to your direction and in confusion he gave you an awkward smile. opening the door of the exit and finally outside, your determination did not waver a single bit.

“huh, what’re you doing here?” his murmurs are so low that you almost don’t pick it up — almost. you felt something wet hitting your arm, its raining.

“i have something to tell you. it’s urgent.”

“let’s get out of the rain first.”

‘i have to tell him right now, it can’t wait.’ you thought.

you grabbed his wrist, not caring if you were going to catch a cold due to the rain. it started pouring, worser than before and you were still out of breath but you blurted out what you needed to address. “i…i like you. i know it’s unfair that i tell you now, but you need to know.”

silence — it was too silent.

the awkwardness consumed your mind, the only thing you could make out were the sharp intakes of your breath, and the rain harshly pouring down onto both of you.

your clothes and hair were already drenched while you looked up and admired the gloomy, dark clouds until he finally spoke.

“you’re with sukai, i could never do that to him. if you’ve forgotten he’s both of our friend.” he spat. shions body was still faced away from you and that spoke volumes. his voice was emotionless and cold, yet his face told another story, he was perplexed. “i’m not, i only did that because i wanted you to finally notice me for once.”

there was more of that uncomfortable silence and you shut your eyes, tuning the world out.

quiet, peaceful and calm were the exact words to describe this moment. quietness was the world that seemingly had come to a halt while you were with shion. peace was the rain which created resonating sounds while its droplets fell from the clouds. calmness was the atmospherical tranquillity produced throughout this one moment. it felt like you could spend an eternity just reliving this moment over and over.

i’ve really fucked this up, haven’t i?

out of the blue, you felt something soft touch your lips and you finally opened your eyes.

“how could i not notice you?”

he shot you a reassuring smile, and placed his left hand on your cheek, all while looking deep into your eyes. a faint blush creeped up your face as you grasp the fact that shion kissed you. shion kissed you. he likes you back. almost forgetting about the droplets raining down from the sky, he took off his jacket and placed it squarely on your head.

“let’s head somewhere dryer. i don’t want my girlfriend catching a cold, hmm?” shion brought you impossibly closer to him, so close you could feel every beat of his heart.

“girlfriend? wouldn’t you have to ask to be my boyfriend first?” you let out a giggle, this was everything you’ve ever dreamed of. with that statement, he raised an eyebrow and showed signs of contemplation.

shion got down on one knee and mimicked opening a imaginary ringbox. “may i court you with the intention of eventually being your boyfriend?” he intertwined his hand in yours.

you playfully squealed and nodded your head. “of course! i totally accept, but get up or you’re going to get more wet than you already are, shion!”

if only — but there were no more ‘if onlys’ anymore. you were shion’s and shion was yours and nothing was going to change that, why? because shion knew that you’d always be right in front of him and him to you.

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#kimakento #kimakento writes #jo1 #jo1 x reader #fluff #jo1 angst #angst with a happy ending

[danihow]

♡ Dani's recommendations

♥ means fluff

★ means suggestive

☽ means angst

✦ means smut

♥★☽✦

(I'll be updating it as it goes bc i'm still seraching the really old ones i loved)

Marvel

TBA

Stray Kids

Series:

Shattered puzzles by @hyunnows (hyunjin x fem!reader, non!idol AU, amnesia AU?) | ♥★☽ | Ongoing

Drabbles:

6:36 by @forlix (bang chan x gn!reader, established relationship, domestic) | ♥ | 1.2k

ATEEZ

Series:

TBA

Long fics: (not necessarily multichaptered)

Crescent by @sorryimananti-romantic (prince!san x assassin!bodyguard!femreader, royal AU) | ♥★☽ | 17k words

Win by @sorryimananti-romantic (wooyoung x princess!assassin!reader, royal AU) | ♥★☽ | 42k words in two parts

Like a dream by @i-luvsang (fae!yeosang x reader, fantasy AU) | ♥☽ | 13.3k words

One-shots:

Daisy by @moanz111 (poet!yeosang x florist!reader, non idol AU) | ♥ | 4.3k words

Forget-me-not by @seonghwaddict (hongjoong x reader, neighbors to ?) | ♥ | 1k words

In each other's arms by @kimsohn (mingi x fem!reader, bestfriends to lovers) | ♥ | 3k+ words

The worthy type by @mazeinthemiroh (idol!yunho x reader, best friends to lovers, hurt/comfort) | ♥ | 1.7k words

Dandelions by @hwanchaesong (yunho x reader, friends to lovers) | ♥ | 1.7 k words

Kiss it better by @imagine-a-life-like-this (wooyoung x fem!reader, best friend to lovers) | ♥ | 1.9k words

Our little star by @littleocean-rose (san x fem!reader, soulmate AU) | ♥ | 2.1k words

Am I your favorite? (1) (2) by @deja-yu (san x fem!reader, friends to lovers) | ♥☽ | ? words

Do not disturb by @hwasdvlly (idol!seonghwa x fem!reader, established relationship) | ♥ | 0.5k words

Headcannons:

ATEEZ as middle school teachers by @thelargefrye | OT8

Enhypen

Series:

HYPE BOY by @onlyjaeyun (jake x fem!reader, kinda single parent au, SMAU and written) | ♥★☽✦ | Fifty chapters, complete

Long fics: (not necessarily multichaptered)

One-shots:

Seventeen

BIRTHDAY BOY by @odxrilove (mingyu x fem!reader, uni au, friends to lovers) | ♥☽ | 8.1k words

TXT

Rebound and restoration by @blackhairedjjun (yeonjun x fem!reader, best friends lovers, break up) | ♥☽ | 5.4k

&TEAM

So this is how it feels by @kimakento (Nicholas x fem!reader, hananaki disease, unrequited love) | ☽ | 2.6k

#ateez fanfic #ateez fluff #ateez x reader #skz fic #stray kids fic #skz x reader #stray kids x reader #enhypen x reader #enhypen fluff #enhypen fanfiction #enhypen fic #hyunjin x reader #san x reader #mingi x reader #ateez yunho #mingyu x reader #yunho x reader #wooyoung fluff #wooyoung fanfic #ateez seonghwa #seonghwa x reader

[wonik1ss]

౨ৎ Stay Until 2 ? — kim minji

001. age changer + written | masterlist

taglist : @technicallyimportantsweets @juhyunsthirdwife @jjkills @kimakento @fluffyji @somedaydream @emphobics @zey1ltn @lovepjohootoa @takpayahtahu @nwjsenthusiast @baewonlove @aeriniee @mygfiswonyoung @heekkicr @jinsoulinator @addorations @ssoursss @klvarchives @yerimbrit @gayforalll @haerinsloverr @slowlydifferentbluebird @yawnzlvr @technicallyimportantsweets @juhyunsthirdwife @kimakento @deersteel @hannibangggg @popasi @rianosis @jkwsel @eternalgayshits @dearyujimin

you took a deep breath before you turned on your stream. after a few minutes the comments started to roll in and your giggled did too. minju being one of them made your smile burn brighter.

“hay bun buns ! today we are going to be doing something a little different.. one of you will get to play fortnite with me..”. as you sighed your rolled your eyes at the comments.

@juju.beat — LET ME JOIN AND WHOP YOUR ASS !

@fan2821 — YAHH

@fan3826 — I miss haerin :(

“your so funny minju !”. you rolled your eyes as you looked to see minju donated 0.33 cents.

@juju.beat — suck it ;D <3

you made a heart to the camera then flipped it off, and more and more comments came.

“if you want to join me just check my newest tweet and put down your Fortnite user and discord so we can chat why’ll we play !”. after posting the tweet for a few minutes you just talked to your fan. while a couple miles away sixteen year old hyein was ecstatic to join her favorite youtuber. hurriedly hyein responded the the tweet her favorite bts playlist playing in the background.

then after a few minutes of geeking out hyein stationed herself at her computer loading Fortnite and discord in her pink pajama’s.

“hyein-ah get to sleep now !”

“yes mom !”. hyein ran to turn of her lights and after a few minutes turned on her leds. meanwhile you finally stopped drowning on about your new cat. opening up twitter for your stream your scrolled and waited a few minutes.

“and…. hye_iup on Fortnite and discord won ! pls accept my friend requests and we will finally start some gameplay !”. hyein eyes half opened jumped. did you actaully say her name?

just to be sure hyein checked and you were requesting to follower her. after some breathing exercises hyein accepted voice and joined your discord call.

“hi.. how are you?”

“42”. you paused. surely your hearing things..

“ok.. do you want to just jump-“

“ofcourse can’t wait to beat you this will be soooo easy”. you sat stunned for a minute before your competitiveness kicked in.

“I’ve been practicing !”. hyein pretend to yawn.

“we’re you practicing that one time haerin snipped you on her first game..”. your chat erupted and your jaw dropped.

“stop trash talking me and join the game!”. hyein giggled and then game began. a few fans snuck there way into your game and tried to help you. mean while hyein was dancing with a chicken.

“you have been quiet for a while.. um..”

“hyein ! and I’m dancing with a chicken ! remind me of my own..”. it took you a second to digest everything the girl had said.

“I’m grinding my ass off and you’re dancing withs chicken?”. for the discord called you heard two shots.

“she pulled a gun on me.. how disrespectful ! chicky would never do that to me..”

“your chickens named.. chicky..”

“Im.. se-twenty I’m not that creative sorry !”. after a few more minutes your both got into a flow. hyein would be doing some thing weird like dancing with the whole avatar crew.

“kinda wish kora was here though-“. you hummed and then heard two guns go off.

“she killed everyone”. you burst out laughing while hyein held a funeral for the gang.

or even meet you face to face but not know because you changed your skin.

“ugh.. idk why people choose bright skins there just asking to be killed..”. hyein went off for a good ten minutes before someone donated to you telling her that was you and she burst out laughing. two hours in hyein was complaining about her work when the game started to come to an end.

“like why did this old as teacher yell at me for not knowing geometry ! like- girl I learned that two years ago calm down”

“so your 17..?”

“totally”. as soon as that word left hyein’s mouth her character evaporated into thin air.

“WHAT THE- omg what !”. you giggled as Hyein went off.

“unfair !”. you could here her pout through the screen so you tried to brighten her mood.

“hay is it ok if I get your number so we can play more..? everyone seems to love your yelling..!”. hyein scoffed, but you were right. you usually had 50-200k people watching but you broke your highest record and had 3million people watching.

“uh— sure give me a sec..”. as you tapped your fingers on your desk hyein ran to her phone on her bed. after texting her bestfriend wonhak thirty times with no response she sighed and went back to her chair.

hyein was a troubled teen. with mostly b’s and some c’s and a f in phys ed. so when she asked for a phone for her sixteenth birthday she got a fat no. but you were y/n y/l/n ! so when hyein got back on the call she gave the only number she knew.

“sorry but I have school tomorrow bye ! can’t wait to beat you later !”. you giggled as after hyein left you ended your stream too. but as hyein brushed her teeth and finally went to sleep at twelve you texted ‘her’ at 12:15. the thing was the only number hyein knew that wasn’t a parents or cousins was minji her favorite cousins bestfriend.

#kpop fanfic #kpop #kpop idol x reader #kpop imagines #kpopidol #kpop gg #kpop smau #kpop girls #reader x idol #reader insert

[yawnzzznnn]

♡︎About me♡︎

Name: Yawn

Nationality: greek American

Fandoms : Kpop, jpop, cpop, Sf, anime, ext.

Ults: Jimin - BTS, Seungmin - SKZ, Beomgyu - TxT, Sunoo - Enhypen, JJ - Ex.Trainee A

Sexuality: Pansexual

My Emoji: 🥱

My social medias

Anons: 🍞, 💙

My birthday twin: Jongho - Ateez, Myungho - 8Turn

Hobbies: Ice Skating, Star gazing, Singing Dancing, Clothes, Makeup, art, Playing guitar, gaming

Facts about me: I can speak 8 languages I love writing even tho I'm not very good with words and I'm a huge book worm oh and I play the electric guitar

Friends: @rinonni - @sweetgirl1403 - @luca-aghhh - @yalitzax - @h4ppyf00l - @kaylee08

Moots: @eumppappasgrippers - @kimakento - @chiiyuuvv - @leloyo

Pets: I have 5 dogs 2 cats 1 hamster(r.i.p) 3 raccoons 2 birds 4 fish and I lost my pet bunny Mellow 9-1-16 - 6-25-23

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#yawning hours #𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 Yawnz ࣪ ⭒

[justplaggin]

thanks for the tag @kimakento! happy test drive pv day 👀

last song: fairytale (smth smth kyocera brainrot)

favorite color: blue. and green. also orange

currently watching: wind breaker, buzzy noise interviews

spicy/savory/sweet: impossible choice really

current obsession: some very pretty sunsets (and dishes) lately have me returning to my photography roots.. also head full of mk thoughts again. must be all that dcmk movie 27 talk

no pressure tag: reading this rn? tag, you're it :D

#cinemas in japan really are the place to be these days huh #*sighs from halfway across the world* #tag games

[harufluff]

moots !

@wanna-live-yn-life - j.w. and s.w. !! (deactivated)

@ox1-lovesick - sav !!

@wyynn - wyn !!

@crxzs- angie !!

@kynrki - kim !!

@bluhr - cia !! (deactivated but i still love her)

@palajae - jae !!

@haewonluvr - bonnie !!

@mazeinthemoon - moon !!

@itgirlgyu - qiwi !!

@delcakoo - ema !!

@ix-luna - luna !!

@woonierkiz - ria !!

@itz-yerin - yerin !!

@mazeinthemoon - moon !!

@im-yn-suckers - mia !!

@mywons - ky !!

@gyustarzzi - isabella !!

@kimakento - fay !!

@bbybearcubbs - cubbs !!

go check them out!! all of them write amazing content so go >:((

#* ˚ haru's stuff ˚ * #tumblr moots #kpop moots #haruka rants 🎧 ~

[emeraldbabygirl]

@kimakento isn’t on here anymore and I feel bad cause they wanted me to read their jo1 fics and I only read one :( but it was really good I wonder if they’ll come back. Does anyone know of anybody that writes for jo1?

#jo1 #jpop #fanfics #fanfiction #jpop fanfics #jpop fanfiction

[kimakento]

jo1 members as your bf spending time with you! (p.1)

(s4 and mame)

pairing(s) : otouto line!jo1 members x fem!reader

genre(s) : fluff

tags : established relationship, teeth rotting fluff, idk jo1 being cute

a/n : im probably going to forget ab writing part 2, so don’t expect much 💔..

syoya -

bf!syoya would definitely take you out on cute picnic dates. he’d probably finish the food you’ve prepared and then slowly realise you’ve had nothing to eat and apologise profusely. even while you’ve reassured him and told him that he looked adorable while he was eating and that you weren’t even hungry :(.

he’d definitely pull you into a warm hug, still saying sorry and promising that he’d treat you to dinner later. (and that he did)

“i was just joking, i’m not even that hungry!”

“i hear your stomach rumbling…”

“but-“

shion -

bf!shion would definitely take you to your fave resto and spoil you, all the while he’d tell you the same dad jokes over and over. shion would also remind you to order anything you wanted and not to worry about the cost since he really loves you and doesn’t care about what he has to pay!

bf!shion would then ask to stay over, making sure to take care of you. he’d help you get ready for bed and tuck you in, whispering goodnight. even going as far to making you breakfast in bed the next morning.

“why did the chicken cross the road?”

“you’ve told this joke atleast ten times..”

“and it’s funny everytime!”

shosei -

bf!shosei would text you to come over while he was practicing a song on his piano., you’d watch in awe at his talent and pure skill to play something so beautiful. after he’s done, shosei would be so proud of himself for woo’ing you and he’d absolutely give you a shy smile as you applaud.

bf!shosei would then seat you behind the piano, teaching you a bit of his favourite song, giving you a little piano lesson. you’d watch attentively as he excitedly explains each step of playing the song.

“was that good? did i play it right?”

“you were perfect.”

“really?!”

sukai -

bf!sukai would just love to be around you all the time. hes barely vocal about his feelings and sees it as a hard topic for him. but he’ll definitely show you his affection through his actions.

bf!sukai loves to hold your hand while running his thumb over the back of your palm repeatedly to assure you whenever you’re anxious. sukai will also pepper your face with little kisses to try to comfort you.

“are you okay?”

“yeah i am, don’t worry.”

“you sure?”

mame -

bf!mame loves to sit down with you and binge all the kamen rider series together, even making sure to explain all the references and show you his role in the series so you can praise his acting skills.

bf!mame would also try to get you to play against him in various video games he likes. most like overwatch (yes im referencing their time in korea when they went to that pc cafe) and call of duty as well, as those are his all-time favourite games!

“ha! i won this round.”

“nooo i let you win…”

“no you didn’t-“

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[kimakento]

old with you

synopsis: sho’s the most dearest person to you, he’s your lover and bestfriend. he also strives to remind you of that every moment you spend with him. ⌙ 1.0k

pairing(s): yonashiro sho x fem!reader

genre(s): fluff, general

warning(s): none

author’s note: this was requested by an anon. this is so cute i hate it 😭 but fr it was fun to write this. the song used is ‘old with you’ by grentperez (his music’s amazing)

after your sleepy eyes fluttered open and adjusted to the beaming sunlight streaming into the room, you turned your body to the other side of your bed, eagerly anticipating the sight of sho. but all that remained was the smoothened-out portion of the sheet, devoid of his presence.

confusion washed over you, and with a mix of curiosity and concern, you heaved yourself up from the comforting embrace of the bed. as you rubbed your eyes to rid the remnants of sleep, a wide yawn escaped your lips.

cupping your mouth with your hands, you called out, “sho?” there was a brief silence that filled the room and your brows furrowed. usually he’d be greeting you right now.

where was he?

a distant sizzling sound became apparent to you, and you decided to follow it to the kitchen; looking for sho. when you arrived, you saw him, in full concentration moving the pan he was holding to flip what you saw to be a pancake. his back was turned to you so you decided to take the chance to sneak up on him.

sneakily tiptoeing towards him, you struggled to wrap your hands around his torso.

sho’s body jolted before he visibly calmed down after recognising your hands.

“shit, don’t scare me like that again.”

fits of giggles left your mouth as you lay your head in his back.

“good morning, baby.” you mumbled softly. the man in front of you used his hands to try pry you away, yet you tightened your grip. with a chuckle, he hummed as if to say ‘let go of me’. reluctantly, you loosened your grasp on him and frowned.

murmurs of your frustration filled the air but promptly was cut off when sho turned his body to you, interlocking your hands with his and whispered, “you slept well? you looked at peace, you practically passed out last night.”

a frown adorned your face as you turned away from him with a faux look of misery which was quickly replaced with a sly smile as he leans towards you, brushing a piece of hair out of your face.

you stepped closer and ran your finger across his bottom lip. “why’d you leave bed early? i missed your warmth,” as he began to melt into your touch, you retracted your hand and continued with bright eyes, “what were you making anyways?”

the soft glaze over your eyes beckoned for him to come closer, so sho does. he placed a chaste kiss right on the corner of your lips; but when sho parts his lips to speak, nothing comes out. that was only a tiny portion of your avid effect on him.

once again, he tried to speak and the words do come out; hopefully not as a ramble, he thinks.

“pancakes, for you. i wanted to do something special.”

you exclaimed, clasping your hands in excitement. “i want to taste them right away. you know i love your pancakes!”

on the other hand, you had the same fondness for him too.

if you were asked what your favourite things about sho was, you’d bring out a list: the way he cares for you, his smile, his honesty, his personality…..you’d just be rambling for eternity—love was not enough to describe it.

likewise he also felt that in front of you, with you, beside you or anywhere near you, yonashiro sho was proud of the man he was.

sho held a forkful of pancake in his fingers as he parted his lips, telling you to “open up.” swallowing the piece, you let out a sigh in content, affirming that it was the best thing you’d ever tasted. then his hazel eyes met with yours, clouded with love and with adoration.

the way he leaned over you was enough to bewitch you and crowd your thoughts. it’s adorable the way you absentmindedly kept your gaze on him, he thought. intertwining your warm hand with his, sho brought them up to his mouth—the back of yours towards him—and pressed a gentle kiss on each of your knuckles before murmuring softly.

“i have something for you, baby.”

at that moment he left the kitchen for a short while after promptly returning with an acoustic guitar. the wood-textured glossy finish glistened as he led you to the cozy sofa and as you sat, you sank deeper in it’s comfortable embrace.

during your time engrossed in your thoughts, sho began strumming lightly, the guitar producing a bright sound with a lively kick to it. his honey-like voice filled your ears when he started to sing softly.

“comin' along through the years,” you nodded along with the lyrics, listening to every word. “tuckin' away all these tears.”

thoroughly enjoying it, you couldn’t contain your smile when sho reached the light-hearted chorus.

he sang, “well, if i grow old, i’m needin' your hand to hold. in a moment, the world could fall right down, but atleast I'm fallin' with you.”

you listened attentively while noting his every breath, his every glance—every detail. the man you loved sang this song just for you, and he sang it well. the last strum of his guitar echoed as he rested his hand on it.

“how was that?”

“i loved that, i loved your voice. i love you.”

sho was your lover, he’d always stay by your side. he’d also say that you were the one for him to.

“i love you too.”

getting up from the couch, you moved to him in one swift motion before pouncing and tackling him. a playful smile occupied his face as he prodded your sides, tickling you in the process. your continuous laughter became contagious as sho started laughing along with you.

in retaliation, jumped away from him and refused to return to his embrace. when you turned your head, you felt his arm wrap around your torso as sho pulled you back down next to him.

he shot you a small smile, “don’t leave me alone, come on.”

he pressed a kiss to your cheek.

“i’ll miss you if you leave.”

that was enough to get you to stay in your seat, straightening your posture. until you heard a stifled snicker from the man next you, “i’m glad i mean that much to you.”

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[kimakento]

steal a kiss, or two

synopsis: you thought teaching ren how to ride a horse wouldn’t be that hard, it’s funny how he always seems to prove you wrong. ⌙ 0.6k

pairing: kawashiri ren x fem!reader

genre(s): fluff

warning(s): none for once

author’s note: this was requested by @turtledove824 im really sorry i took so long, writer’s block hit me so hard i was struggling to write this the whole time :( but i really hope you enjoy this!

“ren don’t be scared it’s just a horse.” your fits of giggles echoed out the air, creating something no short of melodious. the said man turned to look at you as if you were crazy and scoffed.

“a horse that could literally kill me?!” ren backed away hesitantly as you pulled on the horses reins to help. the tangled mane of the horse ruffled as it shook it’s head.

“her name is rena, i visit her everyday. she’s fine, just let her get used to you first.” at that statement, he nodded his head and took in a deep breath. while he outstretched his right arm, you could see it tremble. “such a coward.” as you retorted, you felt a sharp sting on your arm due to ren slapping you playfully.

the black-maned horse trotted it’s way around the ranch as you gripped the reins, and manoeuvred it around. “don’t worry coward, i’ve got you!”

he responded with an annoyed huff and glared at you. “i’m never coming here every again, nor will i ever ride a horse again.” at that, you walked faster, which also prompted rena to start galloping, this led to a ren pleading for you to stop.

“come on, that’s not fair,” whines of annoyance increased as the day went on. spitefully, he glared at you playfully and challenged your so-claimed talent. “okay, let’s see you try to ride her then! you must love me so much to name your favourite horse after me, you know.”

you climbed your way onto the horse behind ren, wrapping your arms around him and putting your hands on his that were tightly holding the worn-out reins.

warmth radiated from him and you leaned into him, literally an inch away from nuzzling into his neck but you mentally scolded yourself. ren’s face heated up as your tightened your hold onto him. the sound of rena’s hooves hitting the ground snapped you back.

“chill, i’m not going anywhere.”

at once, you loosened your grip on him and immediately apologised.

he hid his face as he began to joke with you, “i’m just joking, i don’t mind it. i know how scared you are of riding a horse.”

“i think i need to remind you who the actual expert between us is.”

beaming up at him, your fingertips brushed his hand as ren began to walk alongside you. as you both stood there, the empty lot of lush and green grass swayed gently with the breeze, casting a mesmerising spell. in awe of the picturesque scene, you softly murmured.

“the view is beautiful.”

at the same time, ren turned his head to you and nodded.

“yeah, very beautiful.”

night had already come and in it’s all glory, it shone onto you, basking your skin in it’s glowing light. what looked like a star raced it’s way across the dark sky and you pointed at it hurriedly. “look it’s a shooting star.”

ren slapped his hand across his mouth as he snickered. “that’s a plane, and i thought you’d know the difference.”

“shut up.”

he smiled mischievously at you before opening his mouth and speaking again.

“no, how dare—“

in a split second, you put your hand on his cheek, guiding his lips to yours and bridging the distance between you both in a kiss. that sweet moment only lasted a moment before you pulled away.

you let out a giggle, “you talk too much.”

ren met your gaze lovingly and pulled you towards him, kissing you again.

“now who’s the one who talks too much?”

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[kimakento]

twisted

synopis: nishi hiroto was well known for breaking hearts, but still that didn’t stop you from giving yours to him. he definitely wasn’t going to play with your heart, right? ⌙ 1.4k

pairing: toxic!nishihiroto x fem!reader

genre: angst with fluff

warning: swearing? and bit of toxicity/manipulation

author’s note: took me so long to write this bc i was busy w exams but i’ll try to be online more !! its been so long since i’ve written angst since the memory of him so i’m a little rusty. hope you all enjoy mwah

the knot in your stomach tightened as became aware of how nishi tightly squeezed your hand, pulling you forward with him. a while ago, he had asked you to be his date to the firework festival. your friends all warned you about him; they insisted he was someone who enjoyed playing with the emotions and hearts of those naive enough to pursue him.

overjoy consumed your thoughts as you accepted his offer. the air was filled with the smell of food, signs were plastered everywhere; advertising stalls and their goods. a smile erupted on your face as you noticed one particular stall; ‘couple photos taken here’.

excitedly, you tapped hiroto’s shoulder harder than you were supposed to. “can we take some pictures? it’d be cute!” your finger repeatedly pointed towards the stall that had caught your eye.

he turned towards you, laughing at your peculiar antics. nishi spoke with an obvious burst of admiration, “yeah, sure.” knowing you, he knew you’d want to take photos together. in a rush, you rushed in front of him whilst also tugging on his hand. “hurry it up nishi, or we’ll be one of the last people to get our photos taken!”

to be honest, you knew you liked hiroto but you really underestimated just how much you liked him. whenever you thought about him, you’d absentmindedly zone out and daydream; you just hoped he liked you back. a lighthearted laugh escaped his mouth, his pretty eyes creasing as he brightly smiled.

your favourite part about him were his eyes, the way they squinted whenever he’d look at something; it was too adorable. a moment after, you reached the photo booth. a young man bowed to you and introduced the stall.

“hello! i take couple photos here, feel free to sit down as i snap a couple for you!” the man grinned widely as he moved his hand towards the two wooden, furbished stools in the cozy corner of the stall.

“we would love to, thank you.” nishi’s tone was oddly flat as he undid his hand from yours and you felt the warmth leave your palm. you tilted your head slightly, confused. even the man’s smile wavered subtly as you followed nishi to the seats.

once you both sat comfortably and chatted animatedly, the worker cleared his throat. “smile and say ‘cheese’!” he articulated, cupping his mouth with his hand as he raised his turquoise polaroid. snaps sounded out and brief flashes temporarily engulfed the room.

“that’s done! you just need to wait a while for it to develop.” the camera whirred to life as it produced three separate sets of film. the man waited patiently for each and then faced them flat down on the cool table behind him. a few minutes later, he collected them neatly and handed it briskly to you both.

“i think you’ve been my favourite couple that has come by so far, have a good day, lovebirds!” the word ‘lovebird’ had come apparent to you and you let out a giggle. “oh we’re not—“ you were whisked away by hiroto before you could even finish. ”come on, let’s go.” it was as if it was a demand

yet you still comply, perplexed about his unexplainable actions. the path ahead of you was still bustling and busy, yet you made out a tall figure. waving at you both. “hey, isn’t that your friend?” you pondered aloud, noticing the person to be one of nishi’s friends that you’ve seen around before.

“rihito!” he cried out, voice booming. the person advanced towards you both and grinned. “hello, i haven’t met you before.” rihito’s voice was awfully deep. “oh…yeah, i’m hiroto’s date!” your statement sounded uncertain.

nevertheless, nishi interrupted you to address rihito and to affirm your claim. “yeah, i’ve told you about her already.” there was something about his tone, it sounded weird. zoning out, the two boys continued to converse animatedly. the weight of being the perfect date burdened onto you and became more apparent with every fleeting moment.

both the boys continued to chat, excluding you totally. you spoke with a soft tone, “i’m going to go to see my frie—“

“yeah yeah.” nishi waved his hand, dismissing your attempt at even something basic as speaking. wow, okay. you thought.

tons of emotions and thoughts raced around your mind, why was he talking like this? but still you reluctantly trudged your feet away. amongst the chaos, you noticed an bright, colourful-looking stall selling ice cream.

“he was so kind to me before. nishi really needs to explain himself.” your mumbles were forever lost in the noisy chatter of adults and screams of young children. armed with halfhearted excitement, you skipped towards the stall.

for some particular reason, the entire mood of the festival changed; what was once joyous and engaging became draining and drab. it felt like a chore to be there, you missed the serenity of your home.

“one ice cream please.” with a small smile to the vendor and a hand in your pocket, you brought out your change and dropped it into her hand. boundless thoughts filled your mind, and you almost forgot about the cone that you bought.

thanking the vendor, you hurried away with the ice-cream and came to an empty lot of verdant grass. the lush flowers engrossed you into staring at them, captivation consumed the air. a sight of pure nature that was so intricate brought joy to your then gloomy expression. in silence you continued to finish your cone while watching the view around you.

a cacophony of the chirping of birds cascaded down on you as a tight-knit family of squirrels climbed a tree in the distance. like a deer caught in headlights, you heard two familiar voices nearing you; in a sudden hop you ran and crouched behind the closest stall—it was two people you really did not want to run into, nishi and rihito.

at first, there was only a shared hum of laughter between the two boys, as always hiroto’s laugh sounded melodious. “what’s the deal with your date?” rihito’s question had an underlying tone of condescension—but surely you’re just overthinking it, right?

a dry chuckle escaped hiroto’s mouth, “her? we all know was just a bet,” as he continued you felt ever the worse. “i wouldn’t even go for someone like that.” a tempest of conflicting thoughts and emotions clashed like a whirlpool within you, making hard to find solid ground. half of you wanted to go there and slap him but the other half wanted to leave. inner turmoil consumed you as you decided on the former—well maybe not the slapping part.

with frustration you pulled yourself up, intruding into the hushed conversation between the two boys. “a bet, yeah? you said you liked me. fuck you, nishi hiroto. as if you didn’t try to hold my hand literally thirty minutes ago.” your voice conveyed your raw emotion of anger, all while your sudden outburst directed at nishi and appearance suprised him.

rihito silently navigated away to avoid getting caught in the crossfire of the ongoing war between—what was supposed to be—a loving couple.

nishi raised his hands as he insisted his innocence, “no, i was joking about that baby—“

“i don’t even know why i tried with you, i really liked you, you know? but you’re just incapable of ever loving anyone.” you brought your index finger to his chest accusatorially. the expression of hurt and shock was evident across hiroto’s face. “did that hit home? how sick and twisted of a person do you have to be to do that?”

a heavy sigh left your mouth as your entire attitude transitioned, you would’ve never done anything like this to him. as you turned right on your heel to leave, you heard him murmur.

“be here, stay. the bet was just immature thing that i was dared to do. i actually do like you.”

before you could take a step, you felt him hold your right arm. voice wavering, eyes narrowing; you snapped at him. “no. you don’t get to do this to me. i’m not here to play this push and pull game with you hiroto.” in rage, you snatched it back as you walked off. as if on cue, your porcelain heart shattered with every step you took.

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[kimakento]

“it’s complicated”

synopsis: (complicated) — adjective; something involving many different and confusing aspects. that somehow was the perfect word to describe your and junki’s relationship and you were sick of it. ⌙ 1.4k

pairing: konojunki x fem!reader

genre: angst

warnings: swearing, both reader and junki are a tad bit mean.

author’s note: this is my gift to you for the new year!! ngl the ending is a bit ambiguous, you can believe junki likes reader and is just avoiding his feelings, or that he’s playing with her feelings wtv 😓 but anyways like always, i hope you all enjoy :D

several sighs of annoyance escaped his mouth as you dragged him to the roof of the campus building—some louder than the others. the afternoon sun scattered it’s rays, yet it felt quite cold. however, the sun’s deceiving nature was the least of your worries.

you knew you definitely should’ve planned ahead, your teeth chattered at the biting weather. in an attempt to warm yourself, you wrapped your arms around your body, shivering in the chilly breeze but as if right on cue, this prompted junki to remove his jacket and place it neatly around your shoulders. after a small mutter of thanks and a smile you decided to get to the point.

in one breath you spoke, “i like you, jun.” his eyes widened at your sudden confession. with his fists balled, junki fixed his half-lidded gaze on you. at first, it could’ve been a staring contest between the two of you, but you could swear you could hear a clock ticking somewhere in the distance, counting all the seconds that you were left without a reply; almost taunting you.

junki had begun to avoid your piercing gaze, choosing to mentally dissect and process the intricate patterns of the coarse floor beneath him. “i’m sorry. i don’t feel that way about you, you’re just a close friend to me.”

you felt oh so many different emotions right now, were you reading all the signs wrong? collecting what was left of your diminishing courage, you voiced your thoughts aloud.

“what were all those mixed signals then? you constantly asking to hold my hand, your clinginess, the way you look at me, those late night calls and texts. please, tell me i’m wrong.”

your frustration seeped through your words and spoke volumes to junki. it was now your turn to ball your fists, so hard it left prominent crescent-shaped nail marks on your palms. furrowing your brow, you tapped your foot impatiently.

the man’s emotions became utterly apparent with every breath, he seemed confused. “you’re wrong, i don’t like you. i do that with all my friends.”

one specific memory weighed heavy on your mind; one where you were sitting with him, and in a sudden fell swoop he decided to bridge the gap between you both to lock your lips in a soft kiss. it felt so right then, how he held your face so gently, you’d think it was because he was afraid he might hurt you.

that seemingly magical moment immediately came to a halt when you both pulled away and a regretful glint flashed in his eyes. that happened two weeks ago and he’s chosen to never bring it up. as you began to sink deeper into thought, you were brought back by junki clearing his throat. and you rue ever bringing this up, you should’ve known.

the december winds decided to blow heavy breezes towards the both of you. you’d agree it was truly reflective of the inner turmoil playing out. as you struggled to keep your feelings at bay, the breeze intensified little by little, and instead you blurted it out.

“and that kiss? what were you trying to do with that, was that all deliberate?” you yearned for a positive reply back, where he’d reassure you and say he felt the same. you waited and waited….and waited. yet that moment seemed to be distancing itself from your grip with each fleeting second.

with a heavy heart, junki needed wanted to do that, but he couldn’t find it in himself. he was uncertain in his feelings, did he really like you? it was probably just the result of overbearing tension. the feeling of a relationship with you — or even anything of the sort seemed too tangible for him. too real, and he didn’t do real.

so junki settled for pushing you away, he would rather not wear his fragile heart on his easily accessible sleeve. instead, he chose what he deemed the best approach—avoidance.

“it’s complicated.”

that word seemed to mock you by repeating in your mind over again and again like a broken record. ‘complicated’, the eleven letter word that could describe your relationship with junki right to a t.

shoulders slumped, you chose to stare beyond the ledge you both were on in retaliation. the pure snow collected around the area, painting every single thing white. trees were adorned with fragile snowflakes, the ground was untouched; the type that would leave a crunch under your foot after every step. it was a serene sight, very much unlike the situation you were in.

“complicated? i don’t understand you, at all,” each word from you created a puff of warm air that escaped your freezing lips, swirling into a misty cloud. it hung in the atmosphere for a moment, before being whisked away by the cold winds. “you’re always hot or cold with me, junki. it’s getting unbearable, i can’t stand this!”

one day he’d cling onto you for hours, the next he’d be distant and flat-out ignore you; you longed to understand his actions. now demanding to know why, but getting no reply hurt you even more.

at last, junki retorted, “for the last time, i don’t like you. i don’t get it,” his voice was stern, advocating for the true anger he felt right now. “why the fuck are you so persistent? i’m not going to magically have feelings for you the more you ask.”

as you hesitantly reached out to intertwine your hands, he took a step back, which meant your cold-numbed fingertips only brushed a tiny part of his crumpled shirt.

it wouldn’t take long now. you retracted your hands sullenly and promptly glanced at it. another person would probably think that you had the plague with the way junki was avoiding your touch. it’s laughable, how you’ve put your all into this, how you even cared so much even after being played with, how you’re behaving in this situation.

is this what love felt like? settling for less? not even noticing that the one you loved walked a little faster and left you behind? did he even go as far to kiss you with someone else in mind?

you weren’t one to easily let go of something you had been attached to.

a grimace consumed your features and you ground your teeth, “are you being for real, kono junki? don’t bullshit me, is this all a game to you? playing with my feelings?”

you felt that inside you was a ticking time-bomb, and that it wouldn’t be long until you reached your limit. slowly, you inhaled one breath to centre yourself, and then another.

“it’s not my fault you’re being needy and making a big deal about normal things friends do for each other.”

fuck this. you thought.

you raised your hand, delivering a slap to his left cheek. almost immediately, he glared at you and the stinging sensation resulted in him clutching the red mark.

he raggedly breathed out as you pointed a finger at him, “you don’t deserve me and i hope you know that you’re a shitty person,” you took one single step closer. “here’s your jacket back. i won’t need it.” the once snug jacket fell off your shoulders as you grabbed it in one hand and left it in his hand.

giving him a tight-lipped smile and muttering curses under your breath, you walked away while making sure your footsteps were deliberately slow. they became the only source of noise in the telling silence. and every step meant one memory with him being lost. the rusted roof door ahead of you creaked as you twisted the handle to open it.

slamming the door on the way out, your head fell against it and the tears started falling uncontrollably. you crouched down for a while and placed your head in your hands and tried to wipe your tears.

save your tears for someone who’s worth it. you thought—more like you tried to persuade yourself.

but you couldn’t lie to yourself anymore, it pained you to be something with junki, but you felt it was worse to be nothing with him. perhaps you’d let him break your heart again.

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[kimakento]

lovesick

summary: a drabble in which you and mame decide to take a little walk through the city ⌙ 0.5k

pairing: mameharaissei x fem!reader

genre(s): general, fluff

tags: established relationship, fluff, cuties

author’s note: my fluff writing is kind of bad……but i was in such a good mood writing this soo idrk. definitely going to be writing more fluff so i can improve ! my turn when mame 😞

you felt your heartbeat quicken as mame wrapped his gentle hand around your right wrist. “you’re so pretty.” your hushed voice echoed through the air as he guided you through the bustling crowd. all while his back shielded you from his noticeable flustered grin.

a while after you both reached the end of the market road, mame pulled you towards an aged, wooden bench. once settling down comfortably, his hand intertwined with yours, he exclaimed “i want to cherish this moment, i always feel at peace here? i couldn’t ask for anyone better than you.” a heartwarming chuckle escaped his mouth.

“when did you become so amazing with your words? are you taking lessons from your members?” you said, rather jokingly. a sigh leaves mame’s mouth at your unserious response, you always had to say something like this.

“way to ruin the moment, babe.”

the emphasis on the ‘babe’ had somehow resulted into your face heating up. your gaze focused on his adorable eyes that admired the scene, but also widened at your telling silence.

a surge of passion flowed through your body. “i think i love you, issei.” every moment with him felt like you were going to melt into nothing due to his presence always making you feel so…so—the emotion was inexplainable. to mame though, he was falling so hard, he couldn’t feel his head.

“is this okay?” issei asked, moving his head towards both your laced hands. “more than okay.” you took his avoidance of the topic calmly, you were okay with him not being ready; waiting for him was nothing for you. “and i think i love you too.” mame’s voice subtly wavered as the confession hung in the atmosphere.

still, he continued to watch the crowd of the people going on with their daily lives. only when his breath hitched quietly as he felt your lingering gaze on him did issei move.

the sun rays beamed onto you, illuminating your skin. absentmindedly tracing mini figures on his palm, you leaned towards him, bumping your smaller shoulder with his. “what have you done to me?” your tone was playful as you filled the gap and connected your lips with his momentarily.

pulling away, he let out a snicker “never say that again.” the october breeze sounded out in the air, temporarily tuning his mumbles of frustration out and instead accentuating the fallen, red-brownish leaves by whisking them around the area. your coarse fingertips of your free hand stroked the splintered wood of the bench as you sank deep in thought.

autumn was such a pretty season, it reminded you of mame — so calm and free. hands waved infront of your face, snapping you out of your trance. “hm?” you hummed half-intelligibly. a goofy smile creeped up onto his face, paired with wink sent your way.

“you were daydreaming about me, so adorable.” issei cooed as he pinched your warm cheeks. you huffed in retaliation whilst crossing your arms and glaring at him. “your ego is unfathomable, im surprised your head hasn’t grown tenfold in size.” playful banter bloomed between you both, as your taunt coaxed an eruption of laughter from mame.

“you’re cute when you act smart.” that earned him a light slap to his shoulder. “oh! i’m just kidding, you’re obviously beautiful. my fault.” he turned towards you, ushering a stray strand of hair away from your face.

god, you both were so lovesick.

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[kimakento]

i actually have big plans for this fic 🤭

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[kimakento]

junki and syoya look so fluffy hjjv happy junki day guys!!

#kimakento #jo1 #kimata syoya #kono junki #happy junki day #junki jo1 #syoya jo1 #jpop #💭 — kimafay things

[kimakento]

unlabelled

synopsis : shosei tries to take care of you because he notices you’re sick, but somehow it results into him confessing to you? ⌙ 1.0k

pairing(s) : shy!ohirashosei x shy!fem!reader

genre(s): fluff

warning(s) : none in particular.

tags : fluff fluff fluff, reader and shosei being cute i was literally giggling while making this 😭. i support ynsei as my otp and there’s a little yonasho mention as well. proofread!

a/n : this was so much fun to write even though for some reason im better at writing more angsty fics than fluff ones but i hope you all enjoy!!

another thanks to @yawnzzznnn for proofreading this oneshot for me!

“what’re you guys?”

“huh…?”

“do you two have a label?”

“label? me and him are just friends..”

“are you okay?” he asked, his voice is laced with genuine concern. you looked up at at him, forcing a smile while nodding a bit too eagerly for your liking.

as the car sped up, you felt a wave of nausea building up inside. you struggled to keep it down, not wanting to ruin shosei’s excitement for the trip and disappoint him.

“yeah, why wouldn’t i be ‘sei?”

you replied curtly, attempting to hide your obvious discomfort.

he hums quietly, sliding his hand between yours, intertwining your fingers. “u-uh” the sudden contact making you let out a subtle yelp and your face flush.

“do you want some water?”

“no, i’m fine really!”

as you tried to sit up, shosei’s gaze lingered on you as he took some time to think about what just happened.

he cleared his throat, “i really don’t think you are. if anything, you look really sick i’m sure we could turn back!”. no other words were exchanged while you only focused on how pretty his features were.

you shook your head and averted your eyes. feeling light-headed, you felt him slipping something into your free hand.

“drink some water, i’ll tell sho to stop the car so you can have a little break.“ he turned his head while leaning away from you but more towards sho while speaking in a hushed voice.

“oh…thank you?”

it came out a question more than a statement of appreciation but nevertheless you open the bottle and tilt your head back, chugging it down.

why does he have to be so kind…he’s really not letting me get over him anytime soon.

you’re lost in thought as you snap back, hearing your name being called.

“we’re going to stop here and let you rest a little, okay?”

“hmm.” you reply half-heartedly as you shut your eyes.

the moment of peace is short-lived as you jump at the sound of your door opening.

“come on; i’ll help you”

shosei holds his hand out towards you. of course you take the offer, noticing how soft and gentle the palm of his hand was.

just like him.

but you mentally scold yourself for even thinking something like that.

“thank you, really.”

he shook his head and helped you out the car. while leading you towards a quieter place, there was total silence as you admired the view.

even if it was only a few trees and plants around, you felt a tranquil sense take over your body and mind. shosei continues to stare at your blank expression, he really admired your character. even to the point that he’d fall for you and your peculiar antics.

“i can’t thank you enough, im really glad you’re in my life. i can always count on you as a very close friend.”

avoiding eye contact, you hesitantly thank him.

‘maybe we could be something more, but i’d be too selfish to hope for that.’ you mentally add.

he winces at that word, “friend”. shosei knew he’d never be more than a friend to you, but a small part of him still believed hoped that you’d see him as he saw you.

in his eyes, you were like air - it was like he couldn’t exist without you also being there with him. maybe he needs to finally make you realise that?

“as a very close friend?”

“yeah! you’re my friend, aren’t you?”

your voice becomes shaky as you began to overthink your entire relationship with him.

“no..?”

a newfound confidence piqued in shosei, what he didn’t realise is that his recent reply made you feel horrible.

“oh.”

“i like you, you know.”

it took a while for that to sink in, surely he he meant it in a friendly way, right? right…?

“i like you too, friend!”

shosei flinched at that word again, this was going to be hard; you were being as dense as a rock.

“no,” he continues, “i like you.”

your brain stopped functioning hearing that, this outcome would’ve been something you’d least expect.

he likes me?

that one statement replayed in your mind repeatedly. “huh, i don’t understand. you like me? in a non-friendly way?” to say the least, you were shocked.

“yeah, i do. i understand if you didn’t feel the same - i made it awkward, didn’t i?” it all just came out as a ramble from him.

cute.

“no no, that’s not it.” you waved your arms about, explaining what you meant. his eyes widened at your words, and a bright smile played on his face. “you like me too?”

“for so long.” you answered as you met his eyes. he reached out to you, putting your hand in his. it happened suddenly, but he wraps his arms around you and you nuzzled into his shoulder. it was as if he bewitched you. but that was that was the least of your worries, you were falling so deep you could barely think straight.

shosei felt content, he finally collected the courage to confess and as a bonus, you reciprocated his love. to him you were not a mere crush, you were something way beyond that. the embrace lingered for a minute or so and you both pulled away, staring into eachother’s eyes for a while.

“im so happy, i could almost cry.” you noticed the worried look on shosei’s face and giggled before continuing, “i said almost.”

a visible expression of happiness then took over, and he chuckled along with you. “i’ve loved you for too long, i was thinking you would never feel the same.” he confessed, holding prolonged eye contact with you.

“that was me as well. i’m beyond ecstatic that you finally confessed!” shosei again gives you another hug and melts into you. “i’m always happy if you are.”

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