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pineappleciders · 1 year

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heyy first of all its me the fucked up dream anon (now going by dream anon how original) second of all ive decided im going to learn about south park purely through your work so can i get some tweek (ive latched onto that boy) and whoever else you want (probably the main boys) with a reader (all platonic ofc) who's got that #anxiety? thanks even if you dont do it <33

🌌🌟/dream anon

main 4 + tweek with a reader who has anxiety; platonic headcanons

A/N: haii :3 i apologize if this like, distorts your vision of the characters or something. i am so glad you are being converted to the religion of tweek!!!!!!

TRIGGER WARNING: anxiety disorders, light mental health topics, paranoia, panic/anxiety attacks, death mention on kennys part

stan marsh

i think stan has a normal amount of anxiety. like he's so regular. he's your average joe

like he gets anxious over tests, and giving speeches, and over wendy. other than that he doesn't experience it to the extent of a disorder

so it might be a little difficult for him to imagine getting anxious over simple things like ordering food and stuff like that

he'll try his best to listen though, although he'll probably try to kinda reason with you, esp if you're feeling paranoid or something

"dude, i checked twice, it's locked. relax, man."

he'll try to distract you, by playing games and watching stuff, and just generally kinda trying to be funny to take your mind off of things

if you're having a panic/anxiety attack, he kinda panics too at first, before quickly pulling you away and asking what's wrong. he is sweating very hard

if you're unresponsive, he tries to stay calm but is honestly considering calling an ambulance. like he thinks you're having a stroke

"shit, a panic attack? uh, okay, errr.... take deep breaths, okay? in.. and out. in.. and out. okay, that's good.."

he looks up grounding techniques on his phone and relays them to you until you calm down and catch your breath. he like sends you images off of google of the 5 senses technique randomly and says he figured you'd need it someday

he tries to keep your anxiety in mind, and might slip up sometimes, but for the most part he tries to be careful with his words and actions as to not worry you. he shows his care in subtle ways!!

kyle broflovski

he tries to kinda. logic it out a bit. like if you're feeling insecure he tells you how unrealistic it is for someone to think about one random passerby's appearance forever

he does feel bad though. he doesn't completely understand, but whenever he's feeling insecure he tends to get really anxious about people at school

he usually gets anxious whenever he's doing something wrong or sneaking out. like he's actually sweating and shitting his pants thinking about what his mom will do to him if she finds out

he'll encourage you to order food for yourself, to get yourself out there more, and if you succeed he'll pat your shoulder and smile a lil

if you don't want to, he might dramatically sigh but he'll do it anyways. cuz he knows how hard it is

i do think he'd get a little anxious about asking workers for help and stuff, but he'll be the bigger person... he supposes... smh my head...

when you have an panic attack for the first time, he's like really confused and gets super concerned that you're having a heart attack, and pulls his phone out to dial your parents or 911

"i'm here for you dude! listen- hey, listen to me. it's okay. can- can you-"

he tries to talk to you to de-escalate it, but he gives up and has his hand on your back, while looking up what the fuck to do

'friend havign panjc atgack what to do'

if you're okay with it, he probably talks to your parents about it. he doesn't really trust himself to be able to always calm you down, so he encourages getting outside/professional help

he does try though, and he'll always be there for you in different ways!! like when you need help with something or just need company to distract you, he's at ur door with his xbox 360

eric cartman

you can tell that eric gets a little uncomfortable if you're freaking out or feeling anxious. whether it's because he actually feels bad or just doesn't know how to handle your emotions, you'll never know

but either way, he'll probably just like. sit next to you like "dude, what's up with you?" or in other cases he'll sneakily slip out of the room unseen

he does try to be kinda logical about it, but that's solely because he physically can't speak words of comfort.

"i mean, dude, be seriously. nobody cares about you that much to notice." you speak such kind words eric!!

he doesn't really like it when things get serious, so he'll generally try to transition the situation into something more casual. like he'll try to ease your (his) mood by getting snacks and playing games together, or even begging his mom to take you both to KFC

if you have a panic attack, all of his alarms are blaring and his brain is screaming flight!!!!! flight!!!! run the fuck away!!!!

and he probably tries to, but when you notice him and call his name he physically deflates

he awkwardly turns around and slowly strolls over. "Y/N... heeeeeeey... what's up... duuude..." you can hear the strain in his voice

if it gets to be too much, as in you won't stop hyperventilating or can't breathe, he'll probably alert an adult or take you to the nurse or something. he tells himself it's because he doesn't want to be a suspect of your death

if ur having trouble ordering food he'll gladly take ur place and make a scene to get all eyes on him. "erm excuthe me they athed for no pickleth🤓"

other than when you're voicing your anxiety, he probably treats you the same. i don't really think he'd take advantage of your anxiety unless you were like. butters or heidi or something and he was really trying to get you to do something for him or just trying to. stick himself in your mind. because he's a narcissist and he loves that!!

kenny mccormick

he doesn't relate necessarily, but he definitely understands.

he lives a lot of his life in fear of his next death, and is constantly praying it be quick and painless

kenny is more of a reserved fella, but not really shy or anxious. so if you're having trouble speaking up or ordering something he'll step up and do it gladly!!

i think he'd be pretty decent at comforting. like he'll pat his hand on your back and speak assuring, muffled words

"mm, mmph mmph mmmph! mmph mph mph mmmfmf mmf mph mph mmph!" (aww, it'll be okay. i'll walk you every step of the way, buddy!)

he tries to take your emotions into consideration more, and grabs your hand and squeezes it sometimes if you need a boost of confidence. sometimes he forgets your anxiety and says something rude and feels really bad about it

when you're having a panic attack, he's honestly really scared and expects you to start foaming at the mouth or something

he'll hesitate, but he'll pat your back and try to help you with grounding techniques. the 5-4-3-2-1 in particular is his favorite, and he'll tell you how to do it in like a rlly sweet and calming voice

he's still spooked though, and gets you a water bottle and like a washcloth. he's incredibly thankful you aren't dying or anything

kenny is very good at comforting! sometimes all it takes is a simple moment of eye contact and seeing his eyes crinkle that gives you a surge of calmness you didn't know you needed

tweek tweak

tweek is no outsider to anxiety and stress. he's literally a living beehive with all that damn vibrating

to anyone else, it would seem like tweek had a severe anxiety disorder, or even ADHD. but it turns out it's just a result of his crippling meth addiction and caffiene overdoses

he tries to think about what craigs taught him, about grounding techniques and how to handle a panic attack, and tries to apply those for you

he's shakily take your hand and wrap you in a blanket, making you hot cocoa and helping you slowly come back to your senses

"okay, okay, what are 5 things you can touch? or- no- AGH! was it 5 things you see- hear? no, ACK! i can't remember!"

most of the time if you're feeling on-edge about something, his main goal will be to just listen to you talk and validate your feelings. he doesn't really make it a point to give you advice or try to be logical, unless you directly ask for it

he's great at listening!!! he also doesn't trust his own advice enough to say it to someone else.

he really tries to think hard about what comforts him when he's anxious, and so he tries to use the tactics for you. for instance, he tries to help you get into a hobby like painting to have a bit more control over yourself

hc that tweek loves to draw with crayons so he'll make little drawings of you and him as stick figures being all happy and give them to you. as a treat

overall he is very attentive, and cares a lot. he tries his very best to be there for you, and a lot of the time that results in you two just hanging out or gaming together, so you can both get your mind off of things for a while. it makes him happy to be able to be there for someone else like craig was for him

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boxwinebaddie · 5 months

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can we get more of bebe and kyle being platonic soulmates i love them

YES!!!!! YES, YOU CAN!!!!! ( this is my favorite subject, omg. )

so i am not entirely what compelled me to do so, but kyle and bebe are just platonic soulmates in every single ncuniverse. it just feels like fate to me, like they just mean awkward nerd x hot girl cheerleader mlm/wlw solidarity baby...they love eachother soooo much!!! IM :'}

i'll give you some background on them

( i hope it thrills you )

also i apologize if this gets long, i am VERY passionate about the kyle broflovski and barbara stevens soulbond...it is only second to the stanley marsh and kenny mccormick soul bond. chaos energy.

( i think that kyles softer platonic soulbond is marjorine and stans softer platonic soulbond is wendy...please tell me you understand. )

ANYWAYS! KYLE AND BEBE BACKSTORY!!!!!!

so bebe originated in south park along with marjorine, tweek, craig, stan and of course, jew jersey himself...kyle(y b) matthew broflovski.

bebe, however, in every ncuniverse is extremely popular and kyle...is not. kyle is new kid loser outcast kyle & the salt of the fucking earth.

so flashback to sp in third grade, bebe was the people's popular preppy princess, life in plastic was fantastic, she seemed to have everything...no flaws, rich, pretty, powerful, all the girls wanted to be bebe stevens and all the boys wanted to date bebe stevens.

...well, almost all of them. ;)

but i digress, from the outside looking in bebe's life seemed perfect, almost too good to be true...and it was.

so in the rm world, bebe lived in a big house and her dad made a lot of money, she used to flaunt getting things all the time, newest models, latest fashion trends, cool light up sneakers, new phone, etc.

buuuuut around third grade, bebes dad lost his big swanky job and they had to move out of their fancy house into a way shittier, smaller house in the...far less luxurious and opulent part of south park.

however! no one knew about this! bebe was very good at lying and playing up her lie, hiding her secrets in her big curly hair! having to get school lunch was a sign of low income at school, so bebe stopped eating that 'slop' and claimed her families private chef would nourish her...she said that the bus was for 'poor, ugly people' and her parents chauffeur was going to get her ( ceo of scamming omg ).

kyle...was not convinced though...as a child of a lawyer father and ceo of being nosy as hell, sheila broflovski...he was squinting like...hm.

so basically bebe used to wait until no one was looking and walk home alone as a lil girl thru the sketchy part of sp, scared, nervous, kind of starving, absolutely miserable and small.

and kyle liked to read out there in the weirder alcoves of sp where it was quiet and ever and observed her walking there and one day, confronted her about it.

she ofc freaked out and was like!!! its not what it looks like!!! you dont know anything!!! if you tell anyone i will kill you, carrot top!!! buuuut...

in atypical kyle broflovski fashion, he just handed her his thermos of extra sheila broflovski matzah ball soup & offered to walk her home.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA who is chopping onions?!!?!!

so basically every single day in third grade, after school kyle gave bebe his leftover lunch, made she she ate, walked her home from school and made sure she got home safe....a....branch...in..my..ey...e.

( i love rm!kyle being sweet bc his heart seems cold and black and tiny and dead but his heart is actually so large, its just been broken so many times...like even as a little kid, gerald resented kyle for being overweight and unpopular and gangly...and cartman was vicious to him...hes so soft on the inside...hes so perceptive and protective!! )

kyle got know bebe pretty well on these walks...and learned that she is actually very kind and funny and wonderful? she just acts big and bad because she is scared of being outcast! she also...is dorky? bebe really really likes the star wars movies and scifi in general, omg? help like she was an rpg queen, kyle taught her abt tabletop rpg games and dnd and stuff...taught bebe how to dm! got her the dnd players handbook for her 8th/9th (?) birthday!!!! SHE STILL HAS IT :'}

and naturally...bebe...accidentally developed a crush on kyle and basically fell in love with him which....OOOOF

but also!!!! bebe i totally understand!!! i too would have a crush on ky!

this culminated into bebe kissing kyle ( IT WAS HIS FIRST KISS!!!! ) and asking kyle to be her boyfriend...

...and he told her he couldn't.

</33333333 AAAAAAAA

because kyle broflovski, as we know, is as gay as the day is long, every month is pride month when youre kyle...a home of sexual.

( like for comedic purposes, i think jersey only had brief comphet when he was really REALLY little and people were calling stan by his deadname and misgendering him...which was confusing bc kyle met stan moving in next door to the marshes and asked for his fresca opened and like...immediately had a crush on him. so he was like...girl?!?!?! wym??? like but...Boy???? he was CONFUSED!!! he was like but that was literally A! BOY! and he was indeed kyle!!!! ur right!!!

so thank god he figured that out pretty quickly, but oh my god, he was really confused for like three seconds he was like...WOMEN???!!!

hsdlksahdsakhda im in pain heeeeelp. also stan was very jealous of kyle spending all this mysterious time w/ bebe...it mirrors when pre!rm stan was secreltly seeing marjorine to swap clothes w/ her )

BUT ANYWAYS!!!!!!! bebe was freaking out!!! shed never been rejected!!! especially not by a boy!!!! especially not by a boy that she ACTUALLY LIKES!!! shed never actually like a boy before AAAA

and she was like!!! whats wrong with me???? am i ugly????

and hes like no!!! NONONO!!!! u are literally so beautiful! and wonderful!! there is nothing wrong with you!!! i like you so much! ily but not like that!!! im sorry!! i cant date you, i'm sorry im so sorry :(((

BEBE WAS DEVASTATED :( she was furious and confused and sad and mad and it was so horrible she cried so much it was so bad.

so what did she do....

but make a list ;)

she put kyle on the very bottom of that list and put stan up towards the top as a joke to try and hurt him ( but it was actually very gender reaffirming so thanks queen! ) but it gutted kyle who was already getting so mercilessly bullied about his weight and how he looked by cartman and every person at south park...it was sooo gnar :/

stan actually tore the whole thing up and made kyle a list with just his name on it 500 times like his hands were bleeding...theyre in love.

but basically after her rejected proposal, bebe went full anti-kyle, kind of took up the mean queen bee spot next to cartman, slandered him everywhere, and similar to cartman mad abt stan spurning him and taking it out on kyle, bebe took the brunt of her aggression out on stan and made his life fully miserable, turned every single girl in school against him, tripped him in the halls it was soooooo fucked.

UNLIKE cartman tho...his was from a really sick and evil place. he did it almost for fun and felt good abt doing it. bebe was doing it because she was a sad little girl, didnt know better. it came from a hurt place.

inspite of this, kyle continued to kind of secretly check up on her and try to pass her notes like "are you okay?" or "have you eaten?" :((( leaves her stuff in his locker...tried to give her soup and i think cartman snatched it and poured the entire container on kyles head

.....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and bebe watched, lip quivering.

but yeah pre!rm middle school bebe was involved in a lot of the social psychological warfare against stan in his last few weeks as Stan...like was extremely viciously cruel to him...and feels....very guilty abt his untimely death in the fire.

she wanted to apologize to kyle for being really mean to him/stan or do something but...she just couldnt so she bottled it up. and like avoided him like the plague in the halls, watching him go like progressively more and more unstable and criminally insane/ :(

BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT

flash forward but still back to when bebe and kyle were in their first year of college. i think kyles original roomate before he lived with the blonde people...was a big idiot meathead jock guy...and dragged kyle to this massive rager so he could dd...

and bebe was also there with her friends, but they broke off and bebe got cornered by this asshole guy who would not leave her alone, she was very obviously uncomfortable and trying to leave

so kyle, knowing nothing about her, walked up behind her, put his arm around her, all like 6 feet and like 2 inches of him mean mugging this guy, and...in the full blown jersey mafia boss accent was like "somethin' the matta, sweetheart?"

WHIIIIIICH AAAAAAA HELLOOOOOOOO OH MY GOOOOOOOD

like ok raven sayin sweetheart is whEW but he does it all the time??? KYLE???? IF KYLE HITS ON U??? IN THE ACCENT??? KISS ME OMG

and bebes just like "uh, i-i, iiii" ahslakhs shes like swoon swoon

so kyles just like "is he botherin' ya, princess? you talkin' to my girl?"

WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEW OKAY JERSEY KYLE GET HIS ASS!!!!

he leaned in, in the scary lawyer voice and was like

"okay you clearly have one brain cell, so i will make myself very clear: you have five minutes to get the hell outta here before i rip off both ya arms like the venus fuckin de milo and beatcha to death with them.

and if i ever see you even breathe near..."

*looks at bebe* "whats your name, red dress?"

bebe, blushin, speechless like "uh it's..uhhh. b-bebe. barbara ste--"

"if see you even breathe near barbara again...it will be your very last. are we clear, cigarette dick? evaporate."

kyel broflovski...good fake boyfriend...real bad bitch!!

and bebe was like what do i call my future husband

and kyle said his name and bebe was like KYLE BROFLOVSKI???? FROM SOUTH PARK MIDDLE??????

AND KYLE WAS LIKE BEBE STEVENS????? FROM SP?????

they talked the entire rest of that party bebe poured her heart out about how bad she felt about the whole thing, how she treated him and stan, stan dying and kyle, same as w/ marj, was like you were a kid. we were kids no one knew any better. if he was here hed forgive u. <3 kyle told bebe he was gay, everything made sense...he talked abt his crappy living situation and bebe invited him to live with her and tweek :)))) ( they had not yet rescued marj and in charge from the gay club and mortal kombat finished those jabronis )

AND THE REST IS HERSTORY!

kyle and bebe have been best friends ever since, like she drives him bat shit insane but that is his blood, you know? literally his sister. like he would take multiple bullets for bebe. he would carry her through hell and back even if he roasts her all day long.

she makes him model all her experimental fashion pieces for class shkalshd help and drags him eeeeeverywhere omg the gay bar, the mall, to parties omg. theyre so married like kyle is on the couch reading the news paper and bebe is in her fuzzy robe, falls into kyles lap with her hand over her eyes like Kylie! Everything Is So Awful!

shdlkshdsdk dramatic dramatic i also think that kyle does ironically call bebe sweetheart, princess, angel, baby and half means it help

he taught bebe how to drive in lady actually! i think they were all tired of taking the subway and pooled to get a car off craiglist and all they could afford was that tiny piece of shit ( sorry lady ) car...but bebe and tweak painted spots on it <333 lady was born

but yeah it was a nightmare from hell, bebe almost killed them 1 million times, she was cher horowitz bad and kyle was screamin and yelling like BEBE THATS A TELEPHONE POLE KHDLKSDH

but she passed and kyle picked her up and spun her aw aw proud!

on thursday they have Trashy Thursday where they get takeout and watch bad reality television together :) kyle likes it because he likes to make fun of the annoying rich people problems the tv people have and them being obnoxious makes him feel better abt his life and distracts him from his mundane existence

kyle is...sigh...sneaky tho w his ed and when he picks up takeout hes like woops! they forgot mine! or woops i dont like this one u can have it barbara xx and gets sooo trashed on box wine bc he has literally nothing in his stomach im so

bebe is...really concerned abt this and started to pick up on it but doesnt know how to confront him about it. so w/ her dommy mommy money she takes kyle out to lunch a lot. makes sure he takes his pills with food just to make sure hes eating something. she took up kyles torch of "have you eaten" and that makes me soooo sad ugh

like shes kind of the bombastic secretly sensitive sister and marj is the inrospective kind but secretly incendiary sister and i think both of them have different ways of looking out for kyle...they butt heads alot

& to this day! kyle is still bebes backup fake boyfriend at parties <3

-uncle nina, captain of the kybe best friend cruise ship

#I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THEM SO BAD #i hope this wasnt too much weird lore im sorry #ALSO I FORGOT BUT UH KYLE HAS BEEN ON BEBES CAMSHOW LIKE JUST ONE TIME #it was neck down okay and he was not nAkeD but it was super degrading and awful but HE NEEDED LAW TEXTBOOKS OK #so he did shake some ass and answer questions in the voice #i pray those clips and pictures dont resurface but uh....;)#when ur linked to a world famous celebrity....#ANYWAYS!#KYLE AND BEBE SUPREMACY #ok last thing i think its so funny kyle and bebe are platonic soulmates in every universe and stan and bebe ALWAYS have beef! EVERY TIME!#i do think its funny that i made bebe a baeven dawn spawn like just wait until she finds out its stan shes gonna be like #EWEWEWEEWWEWEWEW LKSHDLKSHDDH UNSERIOUS #thanks for coming to my ted talk!<3

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sophiexwrites · 4 years

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ok, hear hear me out: a child of aphrodite that is ace/aro/both. ill prob write this myself at some point but i wanna read your take (btw i think i accidentally sent this same question to your main non-writing blog so sorry if it looks familar)

This is such a great idea, I love it: check out @troopy-writes-kinda, the asker's writing blog, if you want to see more ideas like it in the future (shameless friend plug, if that's okay)!

Cari in Camp Half Blood (please suggest a better title)

Setting: CHB, practically canon, no major differences

“And here’s the Hermes cabin, where you’ll be staying until you’re claimed.” I waved towards the cabin, a small smile on my face as I remember my time there. “If you need me, I’ll be in the Aphrodite cabin — just come on over and I’ll sort it all out. But don’t worry!” I saw the expression on the young boy’s face and rushed to reassure him. “They’re all great people, I’m sure you’ll make loads of new friends. And if somehow you don’t,” I shrugged, pale cotton of my dress rubbing against my wide shoulders, “then you still have me. Okay?”

“Okay.” Kyle replied, a small smile on his face, before wandering into the cabin. A roar came from inside and I imagined him being greeted by 10 different people, all smiling and joking to make him feel at home. The thought made me smile with them, as I wandered back to my cabin.

“Cari!” I heard the rush of pebbles on the path; a smiling face threw themselves into my vision. “Cari, you’re back from school!”

“An hour or two?!” Sarah muttered under her breath, cursing the gods for letting her spend so long in the forge. “I need to make a watch that will last through all the heat...”

“What have you been working on instead?”

“Oh, just a gift.”

“A gift?” I was interested now, Sarah didn’t make things for others everyday. “Who for?”

“Sam.” She mumbled, and I nodded quietly. She’d told me of Sam before, a longtime crush who seemed blind to any advances. Honestly? I could see myself reacting the same way - I’d never understood or felt love as more than platonic, especially not for me.

“Ah.” I bit my lip, because this was when our conversations always became awkward.

“Anyhow...” Sarah wasn’t blind or insensitive, she knew to change the subject. “I’ll see you at dinner, okay? And be nice to us when you do cabin checks!” She rushed off with a wink and some finger guns, already putting her goggles back on. It wasn’t uncommon for people to come up to me as I walked around camp, I had a reputation for being a friend and advice giver. Frankly, I enjoyed it and the purpose it gave me... what else was a child of Aphrodite supposed to do except from deal with love, even if all she could do was with the platonic?

I wandered through the pink door and remembered that maybe not everyone liked me. It wasn’t my siblings that disliked me, of course not - they loved my identity, because it was a part of me. I suppose the fact that I was no competition for a crush helps too. Our cabin was neat as ever, apart from the space under our beds, with the same cloying scent of perfume that stuck to us each time we left; same pastel pink walls and lacy curtains; the same blue, pink and green colour scheme. Everything was the same, if you ignored the white marble statue hogging the space beside my bed.

"Where did that come from?" I asked, looking around to Lacy, one of my youngest sisters and the only other one there. She stayed year round, so she probably saw it arrive.

“Not sure, it just turned up one day.” She shrugged, putting her magazine away. I glanced over her shoulder, there were some really cool dresses in there. “It’s definitely a statue of mother, though, and we tried to move it but...” The girl trailed off, pushing against the statue with no result. I wandered after her, shoving my bag under the bed with a sigh. As I knelt down to do so, however, I noticed an inscription on the pedestal.

“Lacy, have you seen this?” I asked, having her kneel beside me. It crumpled her outfit, but she didn’t seem to mind at all.

“No? I don’t think so, it’s not like we checked under your bed or anything.”

“Okay.” I bit my lip, slightly annoyed. Here was some mysterious writing, hidden in shadow that made it illegible. “Will you help me move my bed?”

“I’m not sure we’re allowed...”

I stopped myself from rolling my eyes. She was sweet, but always a little afraid. “We can move it back afterwards, don’t worry.” Lacy nodded, after a glance behind her, and I counted down for the haul.

“On three, okay? One, two...” We braced ourselves, because the bed surely wouldn’t be light. “Three!” We heaved, staggering because the bed was... somehow incredibly light?

“Woah!” Lacy gasped, adjusting her grip as we carried the bed into the middle of the room. “That’s freakishly light.”

“Yeah.” I replied, shocked but not fully listening. With the bed cleared, I only had to ignore my dusty mess to see the inscription. And it was... French?

“‘Tu es ma fille; je t'aime’? What does that mean?” Lacy asked with a terrible accent, looking towards me. I studied French in school; only a weak effort to impress our mother and feel more like her child. She’d claimed me three years ago, sure, but it seemed reluctant. Aphrodite’s sign had been faint, and there was no stunning makeover like all my siblings had. Just plain, boring Cari, tall and heavily built with clumsy hands. Speaking of which, my hand shook on its way to cover my mouth, eyes watering in surprise.

“I-it means...” I swallowed and removed my hand, letting the tears roll down my face. “’You are my daughter; I love you.’” That was a message to me? From my mother? Saying... she loved me? I had to read it again to be sure, wiping away the tears of joy and relief and straight up emotion that ran through me, the acceptance and validation dragging the crushing weight from my chest.

“Oh, Cari! I’m so happy for you!” Lacy squealed, arms wrapped around my waist in a hug, head barely reaching my collarbone. “Are you happy too?”

“Yes.” I breathed, inhaling and exhaling with the most glorious ease. “Yes, I am.”

I had to let someone else do cabin checks that night.

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Please tell me if you liked that! I’m not ace/aro so all I’ve written about it is from research, I hope I didn’t get anything wrong or offend anyone. If I did, please tell me (only if you feel comfortable ofc) via comment/ reblog/ message/ ask (anon is on)/ literally anything, because I’ll do my best to correct it. Same goes for the French: I used two online translators but I don’t know if they’re correct. Last but not least, I had She-Ra’s Scorpia in mind for Cari’s physical build, because I’m on Season 4 and am obsessed and Scorpia’s my favourite character (and I wonder where I got Kyle’s name from, huh?). Thanks for reading!

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laufire · 4 years

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Roswell NM 2x05

My thoughts of this episode could basically be summed up on “Extremely Mixed Feelings” lmfao.

Let’s start with Rosa, obviously. Gosh, I adore her. ADORE her. She feels so lively and real and colourful among... well, everything and everyone else xD. She did even in death. She makes this show better by being the point of contention in the narrative. The mixed feelings come when she interacts with anyone else, because though she remains her incredible self, (almost) everyone else isn’t and I keep chaffing against the dominant narrative :P. She’s also hilarious lmao. I love every one of her zings xD. The “bitch-ass aliens” was obviously the winner, but her calling Max & Isobel’s nonsense “psychic twincest weirdness” was close LOL.

Like, I don’t know how I feel about the show even JOKING about Rosa possibly forgiving Max & Co. The scene itself with Rosa DEMANDING her own room was perfect, but. Yeah. Don’t even joke about that xD. To add that, I actually really love her scenes with Max, both in previous episodes and this one, when he briefly convinced her of stopping his resurrection (I kind of love that the episode was so close to Easter, btw, it’s so on the nose xDD). The energy between the actors works REALLY well and I find myself suddenly paying attention to Max, which hadn’t happened so far xDD. However, I’d enjoy those scenes even more if I could be reasurred that Rosa is always going to have mixed feelings at best about him, and will never be reduced to prop him or Liz/Max (like in the moment where Rosa almost has to comfort Liz about Max loving her. Leave my kid out of this pls). But. Yeah. I also have some guesses as to where the Rosa vs. Max storyline will go now that a.) she has more control of her new powers, and b.) his resurrection is the one that’ll follow the Came Back Wrong pattern, but they’re half-formed/half-wishful thinking so far lol.

I love love love the physicality of Rosa’s scenes with Liz too, even if sometimes I’m bothered by other elements. I’m just amazed by how the actresses manage to make it come across that despite the obvious visuals, despite how ~youthful and reckless Rosa feels... she’s the older sister, still. That’s how she feels, and Liz gets ~swayed by this. Like how she bundles herself agaisnt Rosa’s chest for comfort (and in the second one, the transition to that after Liz holds Rosa’s face in her hands), or how Rosa talks about her “sweet little sister”, etc. It also helps making the relationship feel less proppy than it would otherwise --younger sisters doing something for their older ones feels different than the reverse, idk. I have Thoughts about this but they’re all tangled up with myself projecting stuff on them, so idk what I’m trying to convey here xDD

I’m less conflicted about Rosa/Isobel. STAY AWAY FROM HER ISOBEL. Seriously, I full on despise her now. Fuck her. At the beginning of the season it looked like I might start finding her interesting, but nah. That’s over. And in particular I want her as far away as possible from Rosa. I’m even surprised by the strength of my reaction lol, but I wanted to yell at her to take her dirty paws off Rosa xD (seriously, the scene where she puts her hand on Rosa’s chest felt so so creepy? Was that just me? Add that in Isobel’s comment about having a “threeway” and deugh. GO AWAY ISOBEL). And frankly, it’s hard to miss how Isobel is always at her worst with women of color (I’m wary of her attitude to men of color, after the blatant sexualization/mind control thing with Kyle or all her bullshit with Arturo, too). Her comments on Rosa’s addiction (let alone assaulting her or locking her body in a closet ofc) didn’t help her case. I really, really wish Rosa had chocked a bitch xD. BTW, I’ve seen people attribute Isobel’s shittiness to her connection to Max and his darkness when a.) we saw NO SIGNS of this, and b.) she’s been terrible from day one, okay xD. If the show goes there to absolve her of responsibility like it did in s1... ugh.

My connection was crappy af last week and I somehow missed Michael’s “help me move a body” scene until I saw the parallel done with the one this week and... did this bitch really joke about desecrating Rosa’s body in front of Liz’s face?? (who said nothing because she’s now completely on pod-people’s POV land, ofc. I had flashbacks to Delena joking about Caroline’s rape right there, too). Seriously, the pod-people, ALL of them, have an enourmous debt with Rosa (EVEN MORE NOW), and I really, really wish she collected.

I wish we’d seen Arturo & Arturo-Rosa stuff this episode. It’ll still be tainted by the circumstances (*hates Isobel even more*), but I’m very curious about them. And about how Rosa’s bio-father ties to this stuff --that side of Rosa’s family is being left out of things so far and I don’t like it, tbh. It seems to be simply because it’s too far from the pod-siblings circle of influence ¬¬. Or about how Arturo is processing all this (he still thinks Rosa drove and killed the two other girls and that Max is A Very Nice Boy *barfs*. I seriously resent the very real posibility that Rosa’s story will never be untangled, to her father and to the town).

Not-Rosa-centric stuff under the cut, I guess, because this is getting long xD

I also have mixed feelings about Maria’s scenes with Alex (and Maria’s scenes in general). OTOH, she looked amazing (this is important, js. It’s such a shame we didn’t see Michael’s reaction to that last outfit of hers *-*); I love the actor’s easy chemistry, too; and I think it’s very, very interesting, that Alex basically nudged Maria towards Michael and Miluca. OTOH, I dislike how the conversation immediately turned to supporting him, and especially the false equivalences between Maria falling for Michael and Alex contributing to the lies to her (though I don’t find him as responsibly for that as Michael and especially Liz --since it was Michael’s secret and he planned and struggled to tell her, while Liz was pretty comfortable keeping her in the dark except for her own emotional needs, and knew too well why those secrets could cost), or between looking at your mother’s search history and forgiving someone for keeping you in the dark and endangering your life, js. That he guilted her into forgiving Liz (and so fullfilling Maria’s prophecy about how Liz only struggled to tell her because she wanted support, and my own about how little her anger was allowed to last) made it worse.

I feel terrible for Kyle. You could feel the toll he’s taken smh. My heart broke a little when he told Liz “you called, I broke the speed limit”, too :/. His relationship with his mother is hanging on the balance after all his lies too, which doesn’t bode to well for him either. I liked the scene between him and Alex, at least, though I still don’t think I could ever ship them, given Kyle’s romantic history with someone that ALSO was hung up on another person, js.

Other people have talked about how Alex’s scenes with Michael often highlight his classism and how little it’s talked about in this fandom, but yeah. His comments about Michael’s “wasting” his life... I Felt that.

Related to that, Max’s comment about how someone “has to clean up [Michael’s] messes” is part of why the pod-siblinghood thing is never ever ever going to work for me, sns xDD. Sure, it’s mostly because I don’t like Max or Isobel at all, or Michael 40-50% of the time, but yeah, things like that, or Isobel assuring him of the BLATANT lie that Michael means as much to her and Max as each other... they make it harder to get into the ~spirit lol. Another issue is how TERRIBLE the editing to make them appear younger looks xDD

I had to, HAD TO, roll my eyes at Max’s martyrdom. Ooooh, he’s not doing this for HIMSELF, he would NEVER care about being in PAIN, he’s doing this for US. And the narrative conveniently doesn’t take him at his word and saves him, ofc, because’s he’s a lead and that’s what’s up. It was interesting seeing the other characters coming to acceptance at first, however --I hope it’s a Sign. There are other Signs (of Max’s narrative maaaaaaybe weak spots) that really *pop* in this episode. Like the fact that there’s doubt over who is more important to him, Liz or Isobel. In a show with a really strong male lead, the answer would unquestionably be Liz: she’d know it, Isobel would know it, we’d all know it. And sure, I know a lot of people would say that it’s “better” (?) for a show to acknowledge the ~importance of familial and platonic bonds~ and what not, but c’mon. I don’t doubt that if Liz had been white things would be different. But that’s not the case here. And there are strong arguments for Isobel being number one... like the fact that this amnesia plot in the promo seems to ONLY involve Liz? I mean, he seems to remember Isobel just fine. A male lead forgetting the love of his life is very, very tricky. OTOH this is good in the sense that I’m all for anything that makes Max take a fall... but his & Liz’s stories are too tangled up and I’d fear she’d surely go down with him :/

#roswell: new mexico #rosa ortecho #maria deluca #ortecho sisters #roswell thoughts #roswell spoilers #my thoughts #talking to the void #antimaxevans for ts #antimalex for ts #except not but i Say Something Negative so *sighs*#antiisobelevans for ts #kyle valenti #liz ortecho #antilizmax for ts #antimichaelguerin for ts #antipodsiblings for ts #bitter lau tag #favourites: soul siblings

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The Main Four + Butters for the meme! 💕

AHHH. HELLO, I AM A BIG FAN. I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH. OKAY, THAT IS ALL.

Kyle: Here!

Cartman: Here!

Stan:

- sexuality headcanon: Bisexual all the way! But I do think it takes him a little time to realize it.

- otp: oh man. There’s actually a lot. It’s a tie between Stendy and Stenny, but I ALSO really like Steidi, Stachole, Styde, and occasionally Stanman. Honestly, I like most Stan ships though.

- brotp: St/yle ofc. Platonic soul mates. Best friends.

- nopt: Also St/yle LMFAO I still literally can’t imagine them as anything but just friends. Or like, brother figures. And also, because I had a bad rping experience from it... Staig.

- first headcanon that pops into my head: That he plays football all through high school. I love jock Stan! But I also think he ends up going vegan later, and also volunteers at an animal shelter on weekends.

- one way in which I relate to this character: in so, SO many ways. The depression stuff, feeling shitty, parents unsatisfied by each other, and an addictive personality just to name a few. Not to mention I’m also a vegetarian, and get passionate about animals rights, as well as had a pretty hard Goth phase for a while there. Cringe.

- thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: He can be super emo, and edgy which always makes me cringe. The alcohol and gambling stuff, too. And also, he can get such a big head. Stan has a HUGE ego.

- cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: he can be problematic sometimes, but tbh, he’s a sweetie

Kenny:

- sexuality headcanon: Bisexual. (Additionally, I also like the genderfluid headcanon on occasion, too.)

- otp: Stenny and Clenny! Special shout out to Kenbe and Kammy though.

- brotp: tbh I really LOVE a strong K2 friendship. Kenny being the silent voice of reason when Kyle gets a little bit too in over his head is so nice. But otherwise, Kenman friends is always classic.

- nopt: 100% Kenman. I can’t stand it. And although I used to be a fan, I no longer like Bunny.

- first headcanon that pops into my head: Little gap in his front teeth, and a slight southern accent. Also, that he’s often wearing hand me downs with holes in them, or dirty from work, but you can still tell just how truly handsome he is underneath it all. He’s just naturally adorable. Also, strong, but silent. Man of few words, but when he does talk, it’s very expressive, and articulate.

- one way in which I relate to this character: Not much, tbh, but I do admire his work ethnic, and dedication to his little sister. I would do ANYTHING for my younger sister.

- thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: I guess just the cat piss, and drug usage stuff. But mostly just the fans making him way more sexually perverted than he actually is.

- cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: it’s Kenny. he’s a doll. we stan

Butters:

- sexuality headcanon: drum roll please...... Straight. LMFAO yep. Cis Het!Butters. He’s just in touch with his feminine side is all.

- otp: I don’t really ship Butters all that much? I did like him and Charlotte though. That was really cute.

- brotp: Honestly I like Butters and Cartman as friends. He’s an important part to Cartman’s scheming, and it’s always funny

- nopt: that being said... ONLY friends. Please. Also, I lost my taste for Bunny a while ago. Tbh, I don’t like any mlm Butters ship.

- first headcanon that pops into my head: Just the classic sort of blind in one eye, and has a scar from the ninja star

- one way in which I relate to this character: tbh nothing. I guess a bad relationship with an authoritive father would be about it.

- thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: there’s a lot. Honestly, it would be easier to list the things that don’t. Which is... none. Butters makes me cringe.

- cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: he’s like... your bashful racist uncle who brings a casserole, then calls you a slur while smiling

#this was a lot #thank you!!!!#south park #kyle broflovski #eric cartman #stan marsh #kenny mccormick #butters stotch #asks #text posts #blueraspberrymilkshake

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i gotta know.. how tall is bebe from ur universes because she GIVES tall, she's giving 5'6, 5'8 MAYBE burt her personality also screams 5'2. SO HOW TALL IS QUEEN?

you know something...That's A Very Interesting Question, Anon.

( its different in both fanfictions, i'm coming to find -- which is a shock to no one!!! nina makes her fanfics different but the same -- but boils down to the same conclusion: i love you, barbara stevens. )

because OKAY! so in peppermint, i Did canonically make bebe like 5'11", which i wrote in because her gigantic personality is easily 6'3"/i was playing into her limited edition south park barbie small town supermodel thing, but tbh...i did it moooostly becauseeeeee...

....i wanted to make her taller than stan just to Torment him w/ it. ;*

WHICH SKHDLSKHD!!! okay! take a shot [ of water ] every time uncle nina says One Of My Favorite Parts of Peppermint because I Knooow chapter nine SPECIFICALLY was meant to be very Emotionally Impactful because of how tenderly and earnestly stan talked about kyle, the crinkle in his nose when he concentrates to counting every freckle on his face, stendy being platonic soulmates and stan's mind finally accepting his love for KP but his body violently rejecting it??

like stan slowly succumbing to lovesickness was Gutwrenching n all

(literally)

BUT STAN & BEBE BEING SWORN ENEMIES?? PLEEEEAAASEE!!!

that was the Best part of writing nine: HANDS DOOOWN!!! like i was fucking losing my mIND. it was hard to type bc i was laughing so hard. smh its the way that stan is so nice to like every person ever...

BUT DRAWS THE LINE @ BEBE!!! STAN WOULD /FIGHT/ BEBE.

i actually had all of the stan and bebe dialogue drafted four chapters before nine was even fully sculpted out from sheer Anticipation of their catty ass interactions!!! idk abt yall but i genuinely think they're so funny and Underrated as a duo bc they r literally just...Eachother?

AKA dramatic blonde crybaby bisexual demons (bebe is bi & tall in pep, ig, more on that later) and are Fiercely overprotective over their bestfriends...in a way they both did not know was homoerotic...Smh?

anyways: i swear to god, making bebe tall in peppermint was just to make myself laugh and make stan's life more miserable like wHEN SHE INSULTED HIM AND HE FULL ON GOT ON HIS TIPTOES JUST TO GET IN HER FACE I WAS KHDSSLKDHD SMHHHH x7327392

like: bebe stevens in her full beat full glam like 6ft tall and stan like hunched over, caked in v*m, looking like literal death, using his very last vestiges of strength to try and spite bebe & passive aggressively call her Barbara? Iconic! xx like when i say stan's walk of shame to wendy's house in peppermint shambled so that ravenstan could hot boy walk to whole foods for a 4am hangover green juice in the sharchanclas on TMZ i meant that. ( sidebar besitos 4 rs: ilysm bb )

so bebe in peppermint, ofc, must b canonically tall in order to tower over pep stan/make him extra miserable during Stan Season, but regardless of plot? she totally does just Give Tall vibes...and thats how i justified that hc. like her hair is so big n full of secrets! she IS giving Bombshell, Goddess n Skyscraper...buuut even tho in RM, i DID call her 'a leggy blonde' in and probably referenced her being Tall often...

I TAKE IT BACK, TBH!!!!

because i actually...feel like in RM...

barbara angelica stevens is SHORT?

*COLLECTIVE SHOCKED WHAAAT!!! AND GAAAAAAAASP*

but i digress!!! bc!!!!

...now, i did not intend this when writing rm ( i did not think it would end up being this complex or thought out tbh i'm insane ) but its largely my weird lesson on how Looks Can Be Very Deceiving..for example: how frightening and put together jerseykyle appears to hide how broken/lost/fragile/loving he is inside? or even just ravenstan being like a hot boy celeprettyshittyboy sex symbol on stage and actualy just being boyfailure idiot eco emo boy stan off stage?

i feel like bebe's like that in the sense that she Gives steponme thick thighs save lives, mommydommy42069 vibes and oozes POWER and pure seduction...but does that all while being literally like 5 ft tall.

like ok i see you!! my pint sized polly pick those pockets QUEEN!!!!

wow jfc nonnie...tySM for this message!! ur a Genius, my friend! bc like actually, no, it makes so much MORE sense for bebe to have all that Personality in that little body ( which, kyle is bone thuggin enough for everyone in RM, bebe stevens is a plus size princess and has definitely obliterated a watermelon w/ her thighs for money. )

also because i totally think that jerseykyle sees her acting a mess at parties and just like Carries Her Out under his arm like yeah no thats enough for tonight barbie ok lets go princess *exaggerated eye roll*

( which...does it make perfect sense that jerseykyle would use pet names? no? but u know what!!! i Do think he would flip u off n call you sweetheart sarcastically!!! and whats more!!! i bet it sounds crazy stupid levels of B.A.D. in the jersey accent so anyways! its canon and its making me Blush! rm bebe stevens having been in love with one man and it being jersey kyle broflovski both at age 11 and age 21 is so REAL!!! he does not do bfs but he does do girlfriends sometimes just for marj and bebe...especially when weird guys are out at bars okay!! )

kyle broflovski is not a boys boy but he is a Boys...Girl. LHDLKSHD.

ANYWAYS!!!!!

long story short ( lmaoooooooooo )

peppermint bebe: taller than you and cooler than you, has a legit modelling contract as a senior in high school -- so does tolkien btw, runs her big mouth, runs shit but never EVER in PE, sphs hbic and had to stand on the step BELOW stan to kiss him during the spring musical (YES STAN THREW UP!!!! FOR REAL ACTUALLY!!!! HELP!!! )

rm!bebe: a beautiful gorgeous five nothing nothing wo(menace) who scams rich dudes out of their bitcon online, claims she wears bigger heels than ur dick & is like a lil purse dog pomeranian personified tbh

hope this helps!

uncle nina, who posted the least helpful ask reply ever

p.s. re: bebe stevens -- i have an ask about her where i talk about her more in detail so i'm trying not to go into too much detail, but she means a lot to me and i'm glad ur thinking of her!!! tbh it's funny? other than STYLE tbh, i get the most compliments about my bebes!!! which is so CUTE AAAA!!! i feel her in my soul so i'm glad u like her!

p.s.s. I WAS THINKING ABT HOW I I MADE BEBE A RAVENSTAN STAN IN RM ORIGINALLY HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT TO BE THE SECOND SHE KNOWS STAN IS RAVEN SHES LIKE WOW EW NEVERMIND COMPHET WAS CRAZY HER AND STAN IN EVERY NCU WANT TO KILL EACHOTHER ITS UNSERIOUS SHLKDKDHSD

#i said so much and nothing #bebe has to stay tall in pep to torture stan #but bebe can be short in rm and still That Bitch #i know this was abt bebe but like honorable OR DISHONORABLE BC FOR A LAWYER THAT MAN IS PERMANENTLY FINED #like whew scary skyscraper jersey in the power suits at parties protecting the girlies picking bebe up and throwing her over his shoulder #while shes screaming at some girl across the bar like Smh #their bestie dynamic is so iconic and its funnier putting her next to him when hes tall asf and shes short but both scary hot #they do show up at the bar and take twins home #iconic #a ryan and sharpay level of iconery #but either way regardless of height bebe stevens is just Tall like idgaf if shes short shes TALLER THAN ANY NCU CHAR #like bebe and stan mirror eachother in terms of their romantic rivalries and their best friends/relationships and stuff #but i do think that kenny and bebe #are like...glamazon and trailer park copies of each other #like kenny and bebe in my fanfics are just the chaotic friend #and thats so real they are my favorite characters to write #also pep wendy is short and rm wendy is tall....#js js js #WAIT I WAS THINKING ABT HOW STAN AND BEBE WERE ALMOST FRIENDS AND THEN HAD THAT MISUNDERSTANDING IN PEP 11 #LIFE IS SO BAD I HATE IT HERE Y DID I WRITE THAT

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