#like I know thats probs not possible but . . .

[13eyond13]

Do you ever read bros' takes on anime and think they'd have so much better reading comprehension if they just admitted they're at least a little bit gay to themselves

#or even ya know... that it wont threaten their masculinity/straightness THAT much to relate to a male character who might not be straight #i genuinely feel like people do a million more mental gymnastics to read obviously gay shit as not gay half the time #and it's probably because they are so used to reading their own inclinations as not possibly not straight or wtv #like if you're actually secure in yourself about this stuff what's the big deal anyways #im not unsure im a lesbian despite being like hm thats a handsome man over there or id prob want to **** him if i liked men for example #p

[suffarustuffaru]

What If Julius and Subaru both met when Julius was a commoner and Subaru got transported Sooner

fun stuff im sure !! but haah okay given julius was a kid when he was a commoner - yeah theyre both kids here!! not sure how old but definitely somewhere before the age of ten. and i think theyd be up to some shenanigans together im sure!! theyre both very mischevious kids (or from what little we know of little kid julius, given iirc tappei hasnt specified just How Much of a "delinquent" little kid julius is okay. but hes definitely the type to sneak out past curfew or something. stay up late reading too, probably. that sort of thing). and also subarus a kid and no way he ISNT missing home poor guy T^TT getting ripped away from home like that is bad enough at seventeen, getting ripped away from home when you are like. no more than eight or something is Bad. but luckily!! im assuming subaru gets found by the juukuliuses (julius's parents probably?) and thats how julius and subaru form their friendship / long-term yearning for each other (if you so desire that) (okay but no way subaru ISNT gonna form long-term yearning for julius flajsdlf). but yes i think julius and subaru would be silly happy kids together and julius's parents would be like oh no this other kid is so lost where is he from :(( but hes so loved by julius already too... well we got another kid under our roof now.

except. julius's parents die in a flood. so i mean. Hypothetically.... either julisuba survive this one first try or subaru dies for the first time. which. ohh god. oh god. oh g -

#IM. IM JUST GONNA LEAVE ON THAT OMINOUS NOTE #yeah so i think this would turn into childhood friends to Possibly Mutual Pining but actually it might not be mutual if you wanna interpret #reinjuli a certain way. but then but THEN later it can become mutual if u so want #like when u know a person for such a long period of time u change over time. u know?? both you and the relationship u have with this person #has its alterations over time!! thats just how it b but if youre meant to be together youll stick it out <3 #julisuba in every universe they befriend each other for good is #Bound to be together for the rest of their lives. To Me. they are soulmates to Me okay their relationship is important #regardless of what form it takes!!! they could grow to think of each other like brothers in an au like this if u so desire too!! which i #think would be really touching <3 #yeah so. julisuba childhood friends au. shit goes haywire sometimes. its really awful bc subarus a kid so u can imagine the kind of fucked #stuff hes learning rn hahaha. or you can go the happier route and subaru doesnt learn about rbd until later </3 #either way. julisuba real. subarus an eldritch horror. these are both crucial facts for every timeline #i think julius would probs be a bit better having a companion by his side from the very beginning throughout all of this for sure!! #and someone who Gets the jealousy / do i want to be with him or Be him ;-; #i have a fondness for reinjulisuba (THE MESSIEST LOVE TRIANGLE YOUVE EVER SEEN) #and ok if subarus an eldritch horror since childhood then he and reinhard are gonna have Even More in common #hooray for childhood joys and traumas!!!!! #also julisuba visit julius's parents graves :(( leave nice flowers there im sure #subaru-joshua hostility begins also. that sort of thing #rezero #re:zero #ask #natsuki subaru #julius juukulius

[silenthillbunni]

i hate when i try to research suicide methods that are as painless as possible, but most of the results are like "there's help to get". no there isnt!!!! stop lying ._.

#i wish every country had medical assistance in dying as canada has #just getting pills prescribed and then go home and die in ur bed painlessly and without fear #that should be available to everyone #u shouldnt have to deal w the fear nd pain nd loneliness to first find a possible way thats is accessible to u #then consider the pain/injuries of possible failing the attempt or it taking too long and giving u 2nd thoughts #like if i jump off a building or bridge i will prob regret it in the air falling to my death #i dont wanna deal w that awful misery nd anxiety #shooting myself in the head is the most desirable one bc theres not a moment to regret #u shoot nd then ur dead #BUT u have to shoot right or else u survive b w brain damage lol #also guns arent accessible here.... i dont even know how i'd get my hands on one #idk... getting prescribed pills from the health care system and then dying painlessly without anxiety nd stress nd fear is the best #but every country in the world denies ppl that right :((((

[neuroticboyfriend]

oh my god can i please stop thinking about this one post i've been thinking about it for over an hour. sorry for the vaguepost but i'm anxious and i cannot shut up mentally

#tl;dr...hypermobility can cause deformity (for lack of a better word?) #like the fact my cervical kyphosis *might* be fixable with bracing/PT/surgery doesn't mean its not a deformity #my ankles and feet are also deformed from hypermobility. probs would need surgery. idk what the word for the specific condition is. #why would my experience Now be invalid due to some kind of Hypothetical that i dont even know if it'll happen or even be possible #like im not discounting that my experience is different from others. every disability is different like thats just a fact #maybe im not understanding but ? #julian rants #vent

[upsidedowngrass]

what i love SO much abt stones ability to see the future is that the way theyre written implies that there is No One Future, but that there are hundreds and thousands, but only they know what leads to what, so subsequently, they are the only one that can put bunches of diff possibilities into action

#hfjone #hfjone stone #realistically stone can prob see quite literally infinite futures #but i think they prob focus in on more realistic ones #but like. when theyre tryna take amelias notes? they look like they genuinely think theres a possibility that she may let them have them #but infinite possibilities still has to account for the fact that people can do anything anytime #like. when they run between teams? theyre checking for stuff. and 'i know everything' would mean they have to already know #unless! they are weighing options #focusing their foresight on specific possibilities #maybe this is common knowledge and unremarkable #but i LOVE this kind of seeing the future #and it adds a lot of complexity to stone! #yeah they put MANY events into motion with almost 100% precision #but thats prob WHY they had to be so vague. there were so many ways things couldv gone wrong #so they had to center it on options that made rverything less likely to end horribly #(or as horribly) #i dont think they predicted everything exactly when they wrote the notes. but i think they knew #as they were writing the notes #what possibile outcomes their actions could lead to #and they had to lead liam in the most all encompassing way possible #since they knew it was highly likely that theyd be eliminated before theyd ever be able to fully explain #anyway #hfjone spoilers #fun fact liam and amelia are favorites but also i REALLY really like stone #they dont have much screentime but they have SO much personality

[o-kai]

#I've been going back and forth on whether i should do this or not -> i really dont want to clog ppls dashes if possible lol #So please answer honestly! No feelings will be hurt here 👍 #In terms of reblogging id probs just do it once in the early morning for new posts (assuming i post in the afternoon) #And for old posts like maybe once a month would be the max but it will probs be just every once in a while if i feel like it thats all #As a heads up i will reblog this once or twice i think? Even if only one person answers i will probs go with the result lol #okai chats #<- so ppl can block this (and any future reblogs/talking posts) if they want #Also i know this is my art blog and can do whatever i want with it but TwT i dont wish to be annoying wah i was hesitant on even asking lol #If you vote on any option/read all this then thank you very much for your time!!! I appreciate u TwT♡

[hugepolecat3298]

i understand haruka got android girl because it’s the sequel to two breaths walking because if deco goes 6 months without making a sequel or remaster he explodes but i dont think he will make it sound good i have the least faith in him that you could possibly imagine. sorry mr horie

#if he just gives yuno ojamamushi 2 i will scream atleast android girl sounds different #hems and haws this guy i dont like used to say shidou undead alice all the time and ik it was only bc they like both him and the song but it #fits #originals #also i wonder if es will get a cover this time i doubt they will cause they just skipped straight to haruka theres no uncdercover 2 #their job is prob just to sit there and cover anything that reaches a mil #I FORGOT SALAMANDER EXISTED FUUTA SALAMANDER WOULD BE THE FUNNIEST POSSIBLE COVER FOR IHM #theyre absolutel not gonna do that but i think they should #scrolls more on his discography page i think mu or mahiru could do mkdr #no mahiru scramble kousai actually #the chorus could be a little intense for her musically but they could edit the way its sung #but also they like completely rearranged psychogram and made it less deep (sorry im not a music guy idk if thats pitch or like. key change) #and she still sounded bad in it #god wait i cant remember the name of ths one but its the one that hgoes. oh oh multiple times in the chorus and theyre smoking in the mv #ok im just posting this now cause i feeel like itll take a long time for me to find the song cause apparently im the only one who knows what #it is but anyway im thinking that with kazui #also **low not deep if someone could manage to make ms miku sound deep id go insane

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ay ay ay. my head feels like its stuffed completely full of cotton. bulging at the seems #its just that wrung out ive been crying too much feel. i just had to do a bunch of application stuff yesterday night #and there were way too many tears so i work up out of focus with salt in my eyelashes. so i wasnt that productive despite the fact i really #need to b rn. and i met with my boss for our weekly meeting and its just so many things i have to do #like theres this procedure for some new equipment we have and im testing it out but like she wants to see it in action and im like treading #close to dangerously unstable so the chances i burst into tears in public is quite high which is why i hide in my apartment and only go to #the lab when no ones there. but no im prob gonna have to go in Thursday and have to go drive like and hr away next week so we can hopefully #have all the equipment we need for another project thats gonna kill me. plus we got contacted by a group we were gonna work with last year #who wanna work with us again. which is objectively good like itll look real good on a cv to b involved and like even non science ppl would #prob find it cool. but i csnt feel any of that bc i dont kno how im gonna be able to go back and forth contacting the other lab group i #have to work with in order to do everything. which its like itll b fine #ive done it before. 2 of the 3 things i have done before so itll be fine. it just doesn't feel like it #it feels like im dissolving into pieces and everythings spinning too fast. theres a film between myself and everything else so i cant touch #anything and it cant touch me. #and its weird bc i know that burning myself out is what got me here but i still cant detatch myself from the soul crushing guilt of not #making every second productive. its disorienting bc my brain will b like: u should just stay here over break and get stuff done #and like no. thats objectively the worst thing i could possibly do. i just feel like a wet glob of paper towels. ive already committed #myself to only 13 days being gone. only have to trudge through like 21 days 1st. how? no idea #like im sure itll b fine but somethings gotta give before my brain implodes beyond repair. if were not there already #ay everytime my boss says something nice abt me to someone it just feels like a knife in the gut. like shes not lying but i just feel like #ive fallen so far that shes talking abt a past verson of me and it makes me sad. like idk how obvious it is but im sure i have terrible #vibes irl lol like the sort of pained twisted up little smiles u make when u dont wanna lie but u dont wanna b honest ay #itll b fine. i can feel the floorboards giving way so somethings close to giving just have to see where and in what form the metaphor #actulizes. hopefully it does so quickly bc im bored and tired of living like this. and i dont really wanna go home and explode into tears #like a child and have my parents deal with me. which they would bc theyre great. i just dont wanna worry them sigh... #unrelated #i should sleep bc i gotta get up and burn my brain out being a scribe tomorrow morning. at least i get to hang out with someone cool

[orcelito]

Watching the start of critical role 2 ep 105. Them making a "plan" to call the dragon turtle over to fight vokodo. Aka probably one of the Worst plans with the Most loose ends that I have Ever seen

#speculation nation #cr2 spoilers/ #like. a: no guarantee the dragon turtle will come. wasted spell. #b: the dragon turtle HATES them so if he DOES come. thats a big problem!!! #c: it's supposed to 'lure' vokodo out of his lair. but theres very little basis at all to assume that would work??? #d: no guarantee of them Fighting each other either. which would leave them with two very pissed off giant things. #e: even If it somehow works and they end up with only one pissed off giant thing. it's still a pissed off giant thing!!! #f: can the dragon turtle even fit in the cave???? it's a big cave but the entrance is relatively small. and very rock. #g: WHY would they want to destroy the SHIPS. WHAT??? #h: they pop vokodo out theyre never getting their treasure back. come on guys. #there r probs more weaknesses. i could go thru the whole alphabet #im just utterly amazed this is even being discussed when all these problems popped into my head immediately #and theyve only discussed the problem with him entering the thing & the problem with them being left with a big angry problem #there is no way theyre going to try this plan. Please. caleb youre supposed to be smart why are you encouraging this #vilya giving a weak protest in the form of reminding them that the ships could be the livelihoods of the ppl on the island #but them brushing it off with 'well theyve been missing for so long theyre basically dead anyways. whatevs' #im at 24:36 in and i am scared to proceed because of just how terrible this plan is lmfao #somehow worse than their idea of a plan of entering two separate tunnels on opposite sides of the mountain #to try to get the drop on the aboleth(?) that knows where they are. at all times. #didnt think it'd be possible to get a worse plan but they sure did it!!! im utterly amazed.

[bittergloss]

anyway i think jeong is a little idealistic with her belief thinking she could guide tae into being a good king and that its always possible to protect the people they love/innocent lives and sustain the kind of power they have as monarchs

#thb #i think one thing tae has over her is the experience of having lived that life for so long he knows u have to play dirty #like she grew up in a comparitively healthy environment (i think?)and fostered genuine relationships despite losing her parents #like he said in the preview its not always possible deal with them thru justice and righteousness #do i think his plan was fully thought thru? no. but i don't blame him for playing his cards #but thats the difference btw them i think even if tae feels bad abt the loss of innocent lives. to him the plan was still a success bc he- #managed to take out gye won's major supporters+queen dowager+ regained some major power and leverage #the loss was just an unfortunate by-product of the process #but to jeong the loss actually matters the people actually matter #which is prob one of the reasons gye won recognised her as a better potential ruler than tae

[be-good-to-bugs]

UGH why does eating always make me feel like throwing up :/ that is the opposite of what i want

#the bin #i feel less bad todaynthan i usually do. i think. but physically my body feels terrible. i am also still super stressed and sad but. i dont #feel as utterly horrible as i usually do so thats good i guess. i wish i could turn it into something productive but thats fine #i mostly wishbthat i could being myslef to do something fun like watch something or whatever but my brain still says no #and i wishbi could draw but my brain says no to that too #well. i can probably actually afford some weed after all bc itll peobs mostky be gas i gotta pay for for thw trip so #idk when ill see my sister next but ill have to fully figure this out then. and i gotta measure the inside of her boyfriends car so i can #know how much i can pack. i can also probably afford to get the things i wanted for my siblings from here before i leave. maybe. #gas will be a lot but they still owe me $300 so that helps a lot. i should be able to afford the trip fine. im really sad i have to leave #most of my stuff though. i dont trust my sister with it. but i dont have a choice so whatever. ill just have to deal. #well. im glad i dont feel so empty and horrible now. i hope it lasts and i can do something with it. its probs bc i had a meltdown honestly #ive felt like maybe thats what ive been needing to feel better. things still suck but i feel marginally better #usually i try talking to my mom just to get an ounch of social interaction and also i can complain abt stuff to her and she doenst tell #anyone. she has issues but shes pretty good about my privacy i think because shes scared id stop talking ti her if she broke that trust #which is true. i would probably stop talking to her. that was originally the plan before she stopled being such a bad mom anyway so #but idk. i havnet talked to her since she asked if i was coming to the funeral and i said no. she wasnt mad at me or anything but i havent #talke to her about non dad dying related stuff in a bit so. i shouod tho. im moving and i need to find out when a good time for that is. #and make sure she knows around what time i had been planning. and i need to know if she got an update about some stuff too. #also helath insurance stuff. im assuming she didnt end up getting a chnace to add me yet considering what happned. shes been busy #but my tooth pain has gotten even worse this past week so id like to see a dentist in june if possible bc god this thing hurts so bad

[olivieraa]

Eren is always quite mean to Mikasa, since her over-protectiveness can be quite annoying and suffocating

but I think

if anything happened to her

it'd send him into a special kinda rage

#possibly armin too #but I feel like its hinted at that eren doesnt care THAT much about mikasa #but I think he cares about her the most #ill prob be proven wrong but hey thats the best thing about not knowing

[whilomm]

thinking about my OCs music tastes and some of them are pretty easy like okay alice is into very 2000s AMV shit and emo middle school shit like MCR and linkin park and three days grace and whatever, cool got that down. rosie i think i accidentally just decided she has fucking vinny vinesauce music taste (well at least some of it. tears for fears, depeche mode, blur/gorillaz, gen 90s alt) plus a lil dad rock like springsteen bc Yeah That Tracks, maybe a teensy bit of folk, and yeah sure I could make a playlist for either of them cuase thats my music taste. easy.

then i get to [ROSIE'S GIRLFRIEND NAME PENDING SORRY] and im like ohh she would probably like bubblegum pop...oh and maybe hyperpop...oh fuck she would probably like start out "ironically" listening to hyperpop before actuallt getting into it and she would gradually get deeper and deeper into the weirdest worst fucking Noise you have ever heard in your life and her playlist would be like kero kero bonito! k.k. bubblegum! THE WORST FUCKING SCREECHING YOU HAVE EVER HEARD IN YOUR LIFE 100 gecs! and i have no fucking idea where to even start with a playlist for her. its like trying to write a genius character when youre actually an idiot. all i know is that her music taste would probably scare me a little and I don't feel qualified to even start making a playlist for her

#buzzy #and god dont even get me started on [UNNAMED REBEL PHILOSOPHER] all i know is that they would probs listen to like #the most underground punk music possible. which i am unwualified to make a spiderpunk playlist and just as unqualified to make them one #thats the problem with making OCs with weird music taste. my music taste is weird too but the wrong type of weird #i cant draw them and i also cant make a playlist. fucking tragic. #oh and Unnamed Girlfriend had a placeholder name of sophie which im ehhhh about...idk if i want them BOTH to have -ee names #i havent thot of a better name for her yet tho so. #sophie was the name i gave her when i was playing fucking miitopia lmao

[mmmetrulyhopefully]

Misogyny is not the only axis of oppression btw. I know a lot of you say "well if it was _ they would never be okay with it" or "misogyny is the only oppression not taken seriously!" Like ding dong wrong.

Your circle not being complete shitheads doesn't mean the rest of the world is the same. And let's be honest, your wonderful circles that aren't racist or ableist or etc are those things. It's just shit you don't notice cos you're not in that class or cos you're not fully aware of everything or whatever because this is shit you deprogram from yourself your entire life not in 2 days or 2 years or 2 decades.

#'you never talk about men this way' #im a separatist i dont have men i interact with who tf am i supposed to talk about #like i do talk shit about men in the most judgemental ways possible with my bestie #i am not nice even about men she cares about and she doesnt get upset because she understands basic feminism #my 'normie' sister adheres more to radical feminism than yall its insane #well it isnt we're desi ofc we both figured this shit out without needing to read essays and books lmao #reading feminist texts is always like yes queen i already know all this im glad you're writing this down fo lr other women who dont #i learn from texts about stuff im not exposed to like what specific groups of women or the cruelty of agricultural and animal industries etc #but like basic feminist theory just has me staring like do yall not have that shit embedded in you at 8 years old #obvsly i had and still have misogyny and racism and ableism and etc in myself to to work on #and always will probs because thats how it is

[norrizzandpia]

The Video (LN4)

Summary: Y/n and Lando’s club dancing sends the F1 world into a frenzy.

Warnings: sexual innuendos, sexual conversations, its short im sorry, if you want something more to this storyline lmk in the requests ill prob do it lol

Note: IVE HAD THIS IDEA IN MY HEAD LONG BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING

TWITTER

ln4andop81 how yall feeling after that leaked vid?

- mclarensgirly FIGHTING. FOR. MY. LIFE.

- f1fan2 if i speak.

- ln4andop81 what shall we address first.

- mclarensgirly maybe the GRINDING????

- f1fan2 PLZ I SCREAMED THE WAY HIS HANDS GUIDED HER HIPS 😫😫😫😫

- ln4andop81 THE WHISPERING IN THE EAR???

- mclarensgirly BRUH I JUST KNOW LANDO SAID SOMETHING SO GODDAMN QUESTIONABLE BY THE LOOK OF Y/N’S FACE

- f1fan2 bro literally moved his hands up to the bottom of her boobs and down and then whispered some crazed shit in her ear and i died. THE PERSON WHO FILMED THAT VIDEO I LOVE YOU 😋😋

- ln4andop81 yeah i think its safe to say that lando norizz is definitely a myth.

—

y/nnn so about last night.

Comments:

mclarensgirly ABOUT LAST NIGHT MY ASS

ln4andop81 girly had a whole video of her grinding on her bf leaked and her response is “about last night”. icon.

landonorris i had fun 😙

- mclarensgirly BYE

- ln4andop81 MANS IS INSANE

- f1fan2 so moral of the story lando basically fucked his gf in public and said “i had fun” NO SHIT

- mclaren dont think you understand the pr situation at hand 😀

- mclarensgirly NOW IM DONE FOR

- ln4andop81 MCLAREN ADMIN IS FIGHTING ON THE FRONT LINES RN

maxverstappen this is why i said to not drink too much

- y/nnn YOU PUT THE DRINKS IN. MY. HAND.

- landonorris i think your exact words were “next round on me?”

- kellypiquet i am afraid babe that you did in fact do and say both of those things

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TWITTER

Mclarenfan22 its the way lando pushes y/ns hips into him so she can be as CLOSE as possible

- circledriving-racers plz when i first saw that vid i rlly didnt think by the end of it i would know what lando looked like when he was clearly feeling some type of way

- ln4andop81 yeah bc the way he threw his head back when she started circling her hips against his spoke VOLUMES

- papayafan it had ME feelin some typa way and i wasnt even the one getting danced on

- ln4andop81 i feel like its prob for the best the vid ended before we could see them separate bc i feel like we wouldve seen LANDO and not lando if yk what i mean 😟

- papayafan a bone-

- mclarenfan22 we would rlly know EVERYTHING abt him at that point

- ln4andop81 im willing to bet a large sum of money (im broke) that hes big

- y/nnn is this where im supposed to “enter the chat”?

- ln4andop81 MAAM.

- mclarensgirly YES. SPILL THE TEA.

- f1fan2 YEAH DO THE PUBLIC A SERVICE AND TELL US ‼️‼️‼️

- y/nnn i think i would like to gatekeep this one girlies 💋💋

-mclarensgirly wow.

- ln4andop81 ill never get over how it girl she is.

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landonorris it was a great night and thats all i have to say abt it

Comments:

oscarpiastri UHHHHHHH

mclaren we cant catch a break ever

y/nnn BABE THE SIGN 😭😭

- landonorris i thought it really translated my thoughts 🙏🏻

- mclarensgirly BRO DOESNT GIVE A FUCK GAHDAMN

ln4andop81 so i guess the question rlly is: did the sign become reality?

- landonorris what do you think 🤭

#f1 fanfic #f1 imagine #f1 fic #f1 x reader #lando norris x reader #mclaren #lando norris imagine #lando norris fanfic #lando norris fluff #lando norris imagines #lando norris x you #lando norris #lando norris fanfiction #lando norris smut #lando norris edit #oscar piastri #kelly piquet #max verstappen #f1 grid x reader

[kittysauce]

What if L was a vampire

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES.

I NEED 2 TALK ABOUT THIS FOR A MOMENT...............

au where L's a vampire and no one (except for watari) knows. L resists urges to drain humans and instead drinks from the color red. He's obvs not the STRONGEST vampire because of this. Ryuk begins commenting on how all the apples around him have turned white and Light's all like Hmmm yeah that is strange. Yotsuba arc happens and L tries being as NORMAL AS POSSIBLE but suffers a feat when light wakes up to him drinking the red from an apple (((light freaks out)))

Being around a human for such a long duration of time has made L so freaking hungry for blood but he resists his urges ....... he's very into the idea of turning light into a vampire because light is the first intellectual equal he's ever met, and he wants to live on forever with him (((also because they're in love but sheesh thats boring)))

Light is VERY quick to grow out of his fear and instead becomes extremely fascinated with L. He got a super cool and freaky pet vampire basically hell yeah

I'll probs post about this a little bittle because i forgot how much i LOVE VAMPIRE AUs

#light wouldnt take the vampire deal but KIRA would #OOOOOOF IMAGINE light takes up the turning deal after he gets his memories back.... #like immortality ??? yes pleaseee i am GOD. #so much to think about #fanart #art #artist #light yagami #death note #my art #lawlight #light yagami fanart #l lawliet #l lawliet fanart #vampire au #death note au #vampire lawliet au