#like seriously insane btw

[tofixtheshadows]

So I've been thinking lately about how Mithrun is Kabru's dark mirror (more on that another time- it needs its own post), and I thought it interesting that one of their parallels is that they were both cared for by Milsiril, but in opposite directions. She took Kabru in as her foster after he was orphaned and tried to convince him not to become an adventurer. On the flip side, she helped rehabilitate Mithrun specifically so that he could rejoin the Canaries.

And I kept wondering: why?

For Kabru, obviously she loves him a whole lot- despite any other shortcomings in their relationship, I do believe that.

So I get why she tries to convince him not to go dungeoning, and, failing that, at least prepares him as thoroughly as she can.

But why help Mithrun? She used to hate Mithrun, but after realizing what a secretly twisted person he was, she actually thought of him more positively (oh, Milsiril). So it wasn't as if she held the kind of grudge that might motivate her to make his already-depleted life even more miserable by sending him back to the dungeons. And it wasn't that she felt bad for him either, since she didn't visit Mithrun for the first ~20 years of his recovery.

The Adventurer's Bible says that Utaya was the impetus for Mithrun returning to the Canaries, but Milsiril is the one who made the trip to see him and tell him about it.

Why would Milsiril work so hard to get her old coworker back into fighting fit? Why encourage him to return to such a dangerous lifestyle, when she was the one who chose not to mercy-kill him?

That last panel is such a crazy thing to hint at and then never elaborate on. Without it we could have just thought that Milsiril wanted the Canaries' work to continue without her, even if it seemed out of character. I think some people even assume she's just a natural caretaker as a foster mom and handwave it to include nursing Mithrun too. What could Milsiril's suspicious motives be? What does she gain from Mithrun joining the Canaries that isn't an altruistic desire to see dungeons safely sealed? Feeling a sense of responsibility for the work she left behind isn't an ulterior motive.

My theory is: Milsiril, knowing that Mithrun was empty save for the burning desire to face the demon again, wound him up like a clockwork doll and pointed him back at the dungeons.

Hoping that he'd eliminate the biggest threat to Kabru's life, before it was too late for him.

Milsiril the puppetmaster.

#Dungeon Meshi #Dungeon Meshi meta #Mithrun #Milsiril #Kabru #btw I'm working with the only translations I could find sorry #so keep that in mind #like it just seemed WEIRD to me #that gloomy introverted Milsiril #who left the life of a Canary behind #decided to do this Canary-adjacent work of helping this guy #maybe the queen made her do it because so many people died and they needed more Canaries idk! #but why would anyone pick Milsiril as a life coach? I really think it was her own choice #it's so interesting how we get these hints of a downright sinster Milsiril #I really like the complicated relationship she and Kabru have #struggling to fully humanize him from her elven perspective #but still taking him seriously wrt: his fears over being a monster or his desire to go to a party! #crazy stuff there #everything about Kabru and adjacent to Kabru is insane what a character #musings with Dea

[fellhellion]

i’ve been thinking thoughts and feeling feelings for a month straight help

#miguel o'hara #atsv #IS THIS ANYTHING I yell into the void #this isn’t a Miguel is an abuser post btw it’s more. as someone who suffered a household filled with domestic abuse #he fails Miles so ACUTELY beyond anything else as a man with this experience who lays his hands on a kid in anger #also yeah YEAH I’m gnashing my teeth at Miguel protecting Gwen from her father but then intimidating her when he’s lost his gourd #MIGUEL MIGUELLLLL GET IT TOGETHER MAN YOU KNOW THIS SHIT SO INTIMATELY CMON #seriously if someone had said George O’Hara during the Miles fight he would’ve had a stroke and keeled over dead #tunes talks spiderverse #tunes talks 2099 #shaking like a wet dog can someone else be insane about miguel w me CAN SOMEONE ELSE BE INSANE ABOUT HIM W ME #long post #migedits

[skitskatdacat63]

POV: Mark Webber is your house husband

#i wish you guys could have heard my squealing laughter from when i first saw the sandwich picture #actually losing my shit laughing #WHAT ARE THESE #WHY IS THERE A DOMESTIC MARK WEBBER PHOTOSHOOT #i understood the other pics from this same shoot of him biking and with his car but these are so insanely domestic its hilarious 😭 #but like the awkward smile in the sandwich picture i cant stop laughing #ive joked abt how i dont understand 2000s f1 photoshoots but this is honestly peak in that aspect bcs seriously wth 😭 #was this his audition for an f1 seat? like 'heres what ill do for you if you hire me 😘(@ flavio)' #(but fr i checked these were taken like right around the exact time he almost got to test his first f1 car so the timing is v funny to me) #all from july 2000 btw #mark webber #f1 #formula 1 #formula one

[mangora]

“Jake is annoying” my brother in Christ I respect your opinion but if I had lost my grandfather before being on a survival reality show and my grandmother during a survival reality show and I just got out of a toxic relationship and I scored with a mysterious twunk and then immediately discovered he’d been hiding the fact he was a government spy and saw everyone I was close to including my living grandmother figure brutally die only to be told it was a VR bit and then after that I was told by one of my closest friends that my spy boyfriend who had just trusted me with some major shit was cheating on me then yeah you’d probably have to lock me up I think he’s handling this pretty well all things considered

#/hj but seriously like I feel like Jake is annoying for a reason #like yeah I don’t think I would be super trusting or emotionally unstable in this situation where I kept losing everyone I cared about #and/or finding out id been lied to and manipulated multiple times in like very major ways #no shade to Tom or Ellie or anyone btw love them #I’m just saying. this shit would make me go insane #he is literally Pearl Steven Universe. in a way #(objectively doing bad shit but like. can you really blame them. after they fumbled THAT bag???) #Alex’s dc rambles #disventure camp #jake disventure camp #*emotionally stable whoops #I <3 being unable to edit my tags without deleting them #/s

[vanitas-vanitatum-mortis]

If I had a nickel for every time that Alastor looked like that and wasn't able to finish his song I'd have two nickels.

Which isn't a lot, but it's funny he was interrupted twice like that.

#Legend has it he will sing an entire song one day #And I don't mean the ones we were given as covers on YT #Which are great btw #Seriously #You are never fully dressed without a smile #Or #World on fire #Or La vie en Rose #smile like you mean it #Insane in both main and 1920 version #I love them #hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor

[kyouka-supremacy]

Every Tumblr user ever: I hate tiktok so much I wouldn't get near it with a ten meters pole

Tumblr every three days: Here's a brand new way we tiktokified your perfectly fine Tumblr this week

#Rant incoming feel free to ignore this #:( #Read the new @/changes update and I want to throw up. #What's going on seriously they were handling this website so well up to like a month ago. #What do you mean people who create an account after May 8th won't get a dashboard as default... Are you insane. #Did you hit your head or something #What is going on???????? #“Some folks will start getting access to certain badges based on different actions/accomplishments” with all due respect. Kill me right now #What is this???????????????? This is even worse than all the recent stretching and highlighting on mutuals / followers. #I don't follow anyone leave me ALONE #Like seriously someone really needs to remember Staff that the best part of Tumblr is the low competitiveness– #that literally every other social lacks. They used to know back in the day??? #And now it's all “Here's who follows you (((and by evident extension who doesn't)))”. Have you considered I DON'T WANT TO KNOW #Next update they'll hit you with a “follower count / likes / following is all public now btw 😊” #and that's going to be the day I'll disappear from the entire internet once and for all #Tbh I think I'm going to write some very polite but strong worded submission to staff or something. #I know chances are they won't even read it but things are so bad I don't want to leave anything untried #random rambles

[coolunspokenforname]

I can get a streaming service with 1-2 (maybe) shows I like for 8.30 dollars, or a nice copic marker for 9 that I will use constantly. Someone help me figure this out!

#watcher #shane madej #ryan bergara #steven lim #using CAD btw #the exchange rate is insane #but seriously i could get stuff i like way better and will use more often for tgat price #i got my lip oil for that price and i dont leave the house without it #and there are other streaming services that id be way more willing to get #if i had the money #so many movies i want to watch #why would i settle #sorry that was a little mean #but you get my point

[aquariumgirls]

kendratello brainrot. they are soooooo lesbians. i like 2 think in the future they have two horrible little supergenius kids and constantly encourage them to take over the world. (the only reason they havent is bc auntie raphie is the sole voice of reason. everyone else is an enabler)

said kids were grown in a lab. like legitimately just. dna splicing tube babies. donnie and kendra turn 29/30 respectively and are like wanna do a cool science experiment and end up w the most Horrible Twins Ever who are nearly smarter than the both of them combined

#the kids r test tube babies btw. 100% lab grown. its hilarious to them. #“ohhh your kids are so cute!!” “thanks i grew them in my lab.” #everytime donnie and kendra have the kids in their shared lab theyre like haha this is where you were born. lol.- #wanna see the machine you grew in for almost a yr? #basically: mad scientist lesbians. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME. SHAKING YOU HEAVILY. #tmnt #rottmnt #kendratello #kendonnie #jdk the ship name whatever #postings #seriously though im insane.

[beanghostprincess]

beanie, dear, im still thinking about your fairytale au bc i love love love the notion of artist/art and usopp's "he is not in love with his sanji. but maybe this one. maybe this one is someone he can fall in love with" and sanji just is *his* sanji but differently, and sanji calling it fate, im so so weak for this, the potential of soulmates without the pressure of world dedicating soulmates, usopp setting sanji free through sheer force of imagination and love bc he loves his stories and he loves the lost prince in his stories and he deserves a happy ending, and sanji does too, and sanji's "let me have this" and maybe, probably, certainly they have known each other their whole life, have always been with each other in their hearts bc they are meant to be, and im so happily insane over this au, so thank you for planting this into my head ❤️❤️❤️

I'm so insane about it too and I am so so so glad you liked it this much!!! I was in the middle of work and somehow that idea appeared in my mind out of nowhere- Loving my brain a lot after that tbh.

This was supposed to be more of an "artist that creates sculpture/character and they come to life and fall in love" type of thing. But I think the uncertainty of it all and not knowing exactly whether Usopp made Sanji or not, but Sanji wanting to believe he did because he trusts Usopp with his own life and fate and likes to think their hearts were linked from the start... It's just beautiful. Maybe it's a mix of both things, y'know, I haven't thought that much about it.

But maybe Usopp had recurring dreams about Sanji, when he was a kid. About actual Sanji and future Sanji. And he just... Started drawing and writing and fell in love with the whole idea of him. It's sort of ridiculous and he never told anyone, but I'm pretty sure Usopp was too invested in Sanji and fell in love with him. But the dreams were always so sad and heartbreaking he wanted to give him a happy ending, so he wrote about his sister helping him escape and the guy finding another home, and suddenly the dreams started to change into something brighter and better and happier.

So maybe they were linked by heart and that's why Usopp dreamt about him, but also, maybe, Usopp had the power to change Sanji's story just by writing it down somehow. It'd also be cute if Sanji had this superhero in his mind ever since he was a kid (Sogeking) because he dreamt constantly about him saving him and once Enies Lobby happens, Sanji has to stop for a moment a process that his hero is Usopp.

#idk if this makes sense i just woke up #like seriously i am so eepy it's insane #but i hope this kind of made sense i am really happy you liked my au #it's funny bc people think this is for sanuso week and it is not qwkdjbwjkefbj #my fairy tale au is more disney cliché but tbh i'll write about this au someday too dw #it's abt sanji being a princess (closeted trans woman btw) and usopp being an alchemist (also a woman bc i like girls) #and things very disney happen #one piece #sanuso #black leg sanji #usopp

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

nobody ever talks about it, but i feel like it's always important to remind y'all that the 10 episodes in which BotBots takes place in don't (usually) happen back-to-back, so here's a post about it because it's kinda fucked once you think about it. TL;DR: the implications of how much time passes in this series are terrifying and the fact that the lost bots didnt lose their minds has me rolling a little

unrelated steak cuts pride hcz bc i need 2 spread more propaganda and also to catch your attention >:] (Burgertron's are the butch, genderqueer, transbian and ADHD flags, Bonz-Eye's are the gnc, butch, nonbinary and autism flags!)

There's gaps in time between each episode, even with the half-n-half episode format, with very few exceptions. Ep 1B, (Never) Be Yourself, takes place the very next night, right after 1A (Mall than Meets the Eye), and in episode 10 it's established at the beginning it also takes place the next night, after 9B (Shopping Brawl). Hell, Dimlit in Love and On the Bot Prom Dancefloor have a gap in time between each other-- Dimlit states it's been 6 days and 11 hours since he and Jackie started dating in OtBPD! One of my friends, @knavewoods, did the math on it, and because the earliest date mentioned in the show is February and there's a Halloween/Christmas pop-up store, they estimated that by that point the Lost Bots had been at it for 7 months at LEAST, and that by the time of the finale it'd have probably been a year and a half because of the Science Alliance episode having a beach theme to it w/ the implications of it being summertime. (Not that either of us think that the Bots know what seasons are, but it's compelling evidence!)

A year and a half. That is a LONG time to be isolated from literally everyone you've ever known and loved, and not only that but the Lost Bots are being actively BULLIED half the time. Sure, they have allies like Lady Macaron and Jackie, but like. There's no way that ISN'T insanely upsetting to any of them, ESPECIALLY Burgertron. Imagine having your girlfriend play Hot-N-Cold with you for a YEAR AND A HALF. Idk about y'all but I'd be fucked up about that too. And not only that, but the finale establishes that Spud basically had it out for BT from the start. Imagine trusting someone so much that theyre your BEST FRIEND and it turns out they hated your guts the whole time and was basically the reason everyone wanted you gone forever for a YEAR AND A HALF. I don't think i'd be able to recover from that for a while. I don't know how to close out this post properly, so just. like. look at them and then absorb the words im saying into your brain ok? ok. bye :3

#botbots tag 🏪 #transformers botbots #tf botbots #maccadam #transformers #headcanon #media analysis #<- dunno if that's appropriate but ? shrugs #and now a word from our host! #methinks the lost bots should go to therapy because what the fuck #i think the fact that they managed to hold their head high throughout all of that is insane and absurd to say the least of it #not to bring kin shit into this but im burgertron fictkin + secret second thing #and i had to restrain myself from punching my laptop seeing spud muffin /J #but like seriously. if that was me i'd have to go to a psychotherapist or something because i wouldn't be able to recover from that #like at all. what the hell #OH BTW. that note about ulf isnt an invitation 2 go “i hate her meh meh meh” in my notes. i actually like her character #and the way some of y'all treat her is insane. she's a morally grey character and the things she says and does arent malicious #theyre out of impulse and she doesnt know the whole story . i know what it's like to be around manipulative people and to trust them #and the way she acts is very reminiscent of someone who is in denial that theyre being manipulated #burgertron does the same thing too and he rarely gets flak for it so now im putting down the same playing cards for ulf #sorry if that sounds weird or angry im just covering bases bc ive seen the way people act about her and she doesn't deserve that #i believe in womens rights and wrongs and this goes for silly juice box lady. she's the least best flavour but i still wuv her #knave said that she n bt are best off as friends as they dont mesh well in personality and honestly? that's the truest sentiment ever #me n knave. THE ulf the orange defenders 5ever and ever amen #okay rant in the tags over back 2 your daily scheduled madness

[webvampzz]

blame it on the

#/lyr #/ref #UGH SORRU FOR THE BAD CAMERA QUALITY #MY HANDS R SHAKY 👎👎👎👎 #AAASGGGJFHDJSNS #I cant practice guitar because every time i see the amp i go insane #Btw i found it for like 15 dollars at goodwill which is like WHAT????? #I LITERALLY HAVE A TINIER ONE THAT COST ME 44 DOLLARS AND NOW THAT IM NOT LOOKING FOR IT ITS THERE #But yeah #my guitar journey is going kinda BAD but thats cs im procrastinating practicing and i need some fucking motivation which im trying 2 find #so like one day ill take this shit seriously (hopefully tommorow) (and it has a headphonr jake) #(oh yeah and the headphones im using for it suck( (they hurt my ears) (im gonna buy new ones) (i think) #(theyre the one that came with my cd player) (and speakinh of that i might buy some new cds) #(i fucking love physical media) #(cds ftw) #(oh yeah the song im referencing is called black star by radiohead) #(which is their 10th song on their 2nd album called the bends released in 1995) #(can you tell i like that band)

[0809sysblings]

it is always a little funny to me when people try to make psychologists and psychiatrists out to be the only people ever capable of being able to accurately diagnose mental illnesses and disorders and that their word is law as a way to criticize self diagnosis when like. once i was hospitalized and the psychiatrist there who i had not even known for more than a day tried to diagnose me as bipolar despite me having No history of mania because he.. couldn't really understand why i acted the way i did i guess???

#milgran't #tw hospital #tw psych ward #i just randomly remembered this (i say randomly as if i dont know exactly why im thinking about this stuff). dont mind me #tbh i should make a tag for like. more personal posts. but. idk what to make the tag name.. #oh well #apologies for not being cool and collected and expressing things that show that im a human with emotions and needs recently #The Holidays are probably. one of the worst times of the year for me </3 #its not even seasonal depression or whatever its just Oh Jesus Oh Fuck Oh God (gets hit by 99999 trauma bullets) #that psychiatrist sucked SOOOO fucking bad btw #trying to prematurely diagnose me as bipolar was one of the tamest things he did during my stay #i hate him i genuinely hope he dies <3 #tbh i think he actually did. Break The Law with me. he probably couldve argued it was for the safety of others bc im crazy :3. but. #sometimes i just Remember That and im like. huh. hey what the fuck actually #but seriously. so many mental health professionals just make you sit there and go. .. how the FUCK did you get your license?????? #ive heard some of The Most ''oh only people who are completely ignorant about mental health say this!'' type of shit from professionals #idk why im the one being labelled as insane when they think saying some of that shit is okay and professional MFKDLSFMDSf

[kuujo]

miguel’s face is so rideable..and ik for a fact if u are hes gripping onto ur thighs to control ur movements or whatevaaa

#im insane over him🤦🏾…like im seriously unwell. #his claws involuntarily come out and sink into the side of ur thighs btw🙋🏾 #he eats u out like a champ‼️yall see that smirk in the second slide😋 #now imagine hovering above miguel and having him look up at you with that same expression😍😍 #<<< prev tags i have a thirst about this but🗿 idk how to word it properly😓😓 #ima stop myself right here #🏃🏾…

[kyouka-supremacy]

Does anyone know where I can find the good quality version of this image? It's so frustrating because when cross searching on google it'll tell me the original quality is 850x478, but I can't find a way to download it in that quality. This is another version of the image (I'm guessing it's Mayoi promo art):

But I liked the clean white background one...

#It's cute... #It's got Akutagawa stealing glances at Atsushi #Thought asking was worth a try ;;;;;; #Google cross image search has changed and as someone who used it as I use breathing it's been absolutely heartbreaking. #It makes cross searching images so much harder it's awful #Because before when you looked up an image it suggested you the best quality avaible of that image. #And the search got worse every year but it was still functional you know?? #But now there's not that anymore. There's no “large” “medium” “small” and instead it only gives you “find image source” #Dude I don't want to find the image source. I've downloaded the image I KNOW the source. What I want is ANOTHER SOURCE with better quality #And I used to get it when I was 10 and I used to get it when I was 15 and I sued to get it when I was 20 #And now I don't have it anymore?? It stripes away one of the most powerful search tools on the internet from the public???? #It drives me insane. Like why does internet get worse every year that's not how humanity is supposed to work #Sorry. I needed to rant. This makes every quality-freak media archivist (like me) job harder beyond comparison #Btw if you're looking for an alternative Yandex images still does the work... It's not as powerful search engine as google #and it's often going to miss the particular hidden media (y'know- super niche Akutagawa merch from 2018 and stuff) #But for the rest it does a pretty good job. If anything there's still the best quality avaible option #But seriously looking up stuff for aktgw-daily has gotten so much harder ever since this fucked up change to google lens #and it makes me hate the world. I haven't been able to find a way to reverse it but if anyone more tech savy than me who has any idea- #what I'm talking about can help me. Please please hmu I'll be grateful forever #Sorry for the rant I have a lot of pent up rage over this. Stop making broke people's lives harder challenge #random rambles

[piningprecussionist]

Patel fans.....

.....

Repo the Genetic Opera.......

#do you think he would like it is what im asking here #spto #spvtw #sp comic #matthew patel #headcanons #ooc #txt #YES I KNOW IT CAME OUT IN 2008 BTW. I DONT CARE IT'S ONE OF MY FAVORITES #and to the Children that follow me Do Not go looking it up because of this post if i learn that you all listen to zydrate anatomy i will + #take 10 d6 psychic damage Immediately (but also understand bc it is a good song 😔 so so good) #but seriously for the sake of my sanity do not Watch It at least that movie is so gruesome/horny. *I* love it #(... oh my god i could make Kim love it.......) #(im going insane actually i need to put my phone down) #this post was brought to you by the art of him and gideon watching the american psycho musical btw. if that helps. #scott pilgrim headcanons #<- tags that should've already been on this bitch smh