#live laugh love Ville Valo

[daethspells]

This level of beauty should be illegal

#him band #love metal #ville hermanni valo #ville valo #heartagram #h.i.m #his infernal majesty #him #i am still love metal trash #i am ville valo trash #vv #holy fuck he's hot #this man ffs #beautiful man #live laugh love Ville Valo #true beauty

[vivaladicamillo]

asking very politely for how steve-o or bam would be dating a fem jackass member whos also just as crazy as the crew idk just silly activities

pls add whatever u like im good with everything IM JUST IN NEED OF CONTENT🙏🙏

BAM AND STEVEO DATING A FEM! JACKASS MEMBER !

ok so i have no clue if u were asking for them separately or together so ima just wing it and do SOMETHING

WARNINGS: talks of drinking and drugs

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BAM:

well being in a relationship with this guy would be crazy

would constantly brag abt ur looks to the guys

“my girlfriend is so hot bro”

shit like that

would probably tease u abt and just poke fun of u in a playing type way

expect to be pranked at any moment

his pranks on u arent too crazy tho he doesnt want u breaking up with him now

LOTS of partying

bam is wild and carefree so probably when u guys are younger, lots of house parties that slowly turned into clubs/famous peoples parties as he got more and more popular

NEEDY 24/7

just wants u by his side just to show u off and have u near him

would write u crazy ass stunts to do

he doesnt want u getting too hurt tho

PROTECTIVE AS FUCK

will fist fight if someone ever tries to disrespect u (man or women)

everyone KNOWS u are with him, he makes that clear

behind the scenes though, meaning when no friends or cameras are around and its just u too

hes the most mushy guy ever

just wanting to attach to u and never let go

probably would lick the side of ur face just to piss u off

expect to be at lots of skating venues and events

hey maybe he would even try to teach u how to skate

until u wipe out for the first time and hes laughing his ass off

he makes sure ur fine but he just found it funny

WILL MAKE U LISTEN, GO TO, AND TALK TO VILLE VALO

him is love him is life

also going to cky concerts with him

or really any concert that has a band he knows playing

he can be so mean sometimes

but he loves u

literally such a dick

but hes YOUR dick (literally)

just smack him around a bit and u will be fine 🙏

STEVE-O

ok so he actually might be a little bit more crazy then bam

but hes more affectionate then crazy

with steve-o its a constant adventure theres infinite opportunities on what to do

he could take u out on a nice dinner date or do something extremely illegal with u and now yall are running from the cops

partying is also a constant affair with him (u have a type anon🤨)

he will bring u around show u off and brag abt how much of a amazing girl u are

always has one hand on u at all times

i feel like secretly he just loves to cuddle with u

hes just constantly put doing things so having a moment of peace with someone he loves the most makes him feel more normal

when they are filming for wild boyz i feel like he would make jeff include u in a lot of scenes

he loves giving u bear hugs just all the time

BIG BIG ON PDA

he doesnt care who is watching he loves u and he wants to show that

steve-o is a huge partier too like bam as i have said

but unlike bam with steveo it gets more intense

probably would have to clean up his messes after long nights

that means cleaning up whatever vomit, shit, piss, or drug related things left behind

i feel like living in his apartment would be an experience

just being with him in that era would be crazy

him making u a custom shirt that says to listen to his new rap album 😭

doctor steveos nurse?? yes please

in the end its always an adventure with steveo, at least u know he loves u

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I HOPE U ENJOYEDDD!! :))

#jackass #steve o x reader #steve o #bam margera x reader #bam margera #cky x reader #cky crew #cky4 #cky2k #cky3 #cky clip #jackass x reader #jackass crew #jackass 2

[curtvilescomic]

Tuska 2023

So the metal festival over now but that was fun!

This was three days, my Son and his girlfriend were full three days I was friday saturday and She was on friday.

Definite highlights were Gojira In Flames, Jinjer and Butcher Babies. Avatar kicked plenty of behinds and Clutch did a good show despite technical difficulties. 

Young ones got their 15 Warholian munutes of game being on Gojira Instagram and Finnish YLE as frontrow. Here is YLE pic

And yes the dude peeking behind my Son throwing horns is his old man in a kilt. And yes there is nothing but me under the kilt for fucks sake.

Avatar was a great festival opener and good live band. On friday Gojira and Jinjer crushed it.

Tati is a goddess

The kids said my stupid face was on screens from audience whether trance like or moshing like a freak I do not know. This band rules 

Young ones liked Arch Enemy too but while I like the band they have way too many guitat solos. I want riffs on riffs and brutality guitat solos are utterly useless 999 times out of thousand and you can keep them.

And we met up with my groovy ex girlfriend which was fun too.

Mokoma had a great tent gig even if it was the most drunken crowd of friday. And Gojira absolutely smashed it.

Today Satan, today. And yes that is bright blue Donald Duck slingbag.

Her friend turns fifty so while on saturday She went to a birthday party ( snd see their new puppy) me and young metalhead couple went back to Tuska.

Orbit Culture was s nice surprisr but despite some rain I left to see Clutch from front roe. And despite drums needing fixing and some looping they went to town. I checked my phone during set and found out that some ranfom female tried to choke my Son but thanks to his great goth girlfriend they got out of situation. And the drigged out assaillant was lucky that I wss elseehere.

We were feeling amgry and down awhile after that but thanks Motionless in White. This was in a way most fun set. My Son wanted to see them. Me and his girlfriend we...found them unintentionently funny emo band. So we just goofed snd danced. As my Son said " I had the gig and a free stand-up show"  and it began to pour rain during the set. I had rainponcho from Her and as my son's girlfriend marked " you turned into hairiest, grumpiest purple metal garden Elf"

Then we waited for In Flames. In the downpour. And made new friends.

In Flames eas good. No. Great. DINOSAUR!

That is not a song. Someone had brougth an inflatable dinosaur. On which the vocalist commented and got the chant of Dinosaur! DINOSAUR!" From the crowd and he apparently forgot this is Finland. I guess he thought saying"I want to see someone riding the Dino " was a joke. Still. Finland.

So, someone riding the inflatable dinosaur on people carrying Said dinosaur. In the pit.

I left through the pit because while In Flames was..well in flames I wanted frontrow of Butcher Babies. ( After I left it apparently went even more mental as flood of crowdsurfing began)

I went Mental with Butcher Babies. Carla and Heidi went to Yorktown and it was great show. And thsnkfully there was last december so I could rest and not have cardiac arrest. Will see them again for sure.

Managed to find the youth utterly spent and had a few as none of us gave a shit about Ville Valo. Though. The final heartfelt ballad "When love and death embrace" it is a pretty ballad. It is And it's a ballad.

So we had three person synchronized moshpit the whole song. Laughing.

They went sunday, me and Her went to movies.

Horns up!

#Tuska #Tuska 2023 #Tuska metal festival 2023 #curtvile #Jinjer #Mokoma #orbit culture #Clutch #Gojira #In Flames #Butcher Babies #Avatar #motionless in white #ville valo #Metal

[x--daughters-of-darkness--x]

Reunited FLYLEAF Confirmed For Next Year's BLUE RIDGE ROCK FESTIVAL

FLYLEAF, which recently reunited with singer Lacey Sturm, will perform at next year's edition of the Blue Ridge Rock Festival, set to take place September 7-10, 2023 in Alton, Virginia. Also set to appear at the event are COAL CHAMBER, TAPROOT (reunion show),COLD ("Year Of The Spider" 20th-anniversary show),ADEMA, SENSES FAIL, WOE, IS ME (original lineup reunion),FINGER ELEVEN, TECH N9NE, LIKE MOTHS TO FLAMES, DAYSEEKER and VILLE VALO.

As previously reported, FLYLEAF will also perform at next year's Sick New World festival in Las Vegas, Nevada. The band, which hasn't performed live since 2015, will join SYSTEM OF A DOWN, INCUBUS, KORN, EVANESCENCEDEFTONES and many others at the one-day event, which will be held on Saturday, May 13, 2023 at the Las Vegas Festival Grounds.

Sturm left FLYLEAF in October 2012. She was replaced by Kristen May, who recorded one album with the group, 2014's "Between The Stars", before exiting.

Lacey opened up about her reasons for her departure from FLYLEAF in a video promoting her 2014 memoir "The Reason: How I Discovered A Life Worth Living". At the time, she said: "We were on our second album when I got married. And the album was called 'Memento Mori'. And 'memento mori' means remember you're mortal, remember that you'll die and remember that your life is short and precious and so are the lives of those around you.

"For two years, I toured with my husband and it was really amazing, and then after those two years, we ended up getting pregnant with my son," she continued. "And I recognized that my priorities were gonna change even more and that message of 'memento mori' and remembering how short your life is was really weighing on my heart.

"We toured for ten years. I mean, we weren't home for more than a month, probably, a year. So, for me, I just felt really blessed to be pregnant and to be in a place where I could stay home if I wanted to, and really ask that question: how is this gonna change my priorities? How is this gonna look? We had a few things happen that really brought that message home, but the one that hit the hardest was the death of our sound engineer [Rich Caldwell]. We did one last show with FLYLEAF as a benefit for his wife Katy and their son Kirby. And it was really hard to do a show without him, and it was really hard to think it could be our last show. So I remember looking at my son after Rich had passed and just wondering to myself, if this was the last year I had with my son, how would I spend it?

"It was really amazing to recognize this season changing in my life and the freedom that I was gonna be able to focus on my family. And I'm so thankful for that time. And although it was really hard, I'm thankful. And that's the reason I stepped down from FLYLEAF."

Back in 2016, Sturm was asked in an interview with RockRevolt Magazine if there was chance that she could reunite with her former bandmates after they had parted ways with May. She responded: "Well, you know, I feel like I'm the kind of person that I think so much happened that I never in a million years thought would happen, so I've learned to quit saying 'never.' But at the same time, I'm a really present person."

She added at the time: "I don't have any plans for that, but then again, you never know. I don't know… [Laughs] They haven't called me. And I don't have any plans [to go back]."

At several shows earlier this year, Sturm joined SEETHER on stage to perform the FLYLEAF song "I'm So Sick".

In December 2021, Sturm released the official music video for her latest solo single, "Awaken Love". The track followed the previously released "The Decree" and "State Of Me".

#Lacey Sturm #flyleaf #Live 2023 #2022 news

[love-can-be-as-cold-as-grave]

Chapter 28 - To Hell and Back

[Helsinki Finland, November 17, 2014]

The memory of her eyes, twinkling with tears as she had yelled and cried before him projected onto closed lids. That tragic beauty he could and would never forget. He smiled to himself as his body began to awaken after his mind.

The tears, the screams, that was yesterday, he thought, taking a deep breath, today, today I’ll show her. There’s nothing to fear, she never had anything to fear. I’ve loved her with all of me, I’ve needed her with all of me, she made the nightmares go away too. I need her. And she’s here.

She’s back.

A happy tear slipped from his closed lids as he opened them.

The white glow of a snowy morning shone through his window, a beacon.

He turned, looking for her, but she wasn’t there. His disheveled blanket lay in her place, empty. His eyes searched the room lazily, she wasn’t in the washroom at the other end. Getting up he pulled on a pair of dark plaid pajama bottoms found lying on the ground, and set out to find her, unworried.

He crept over to the studio across the hall, but it was still, stagnant, empty; she wasn’t there either.

[Music Recommendation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWnbktgrD-k ]

“Liv!” He called, his deep voice echoing off the stone walls of the tower. Only silence followed.

He dipped back into his room, pulling a black sweater off the floor and pulling it on before making his way up the winding stairs to the roof, where long ago they had sat in the warmth of the sun, enveloped by the harmony of fall acoustics.

All that he found was a layer of undisturbed snow which trickled down through the hatch door, melting on the floor.

Ville’s heart began beating faster, the type of heartbeat you can feel, really feel, as if the rhythm were a jackhammer on your chest. She must just be in the kitchen, or the backyard having a smoke.

He descended the stairs two at a time in a partial rush. Worry beginning to set in.The living room was empty, as was the kitchen. No coffee mug or opened newspaper, no indicators that she had sat or had breakfast. His heart dropped.

“Liv!” He yelled again. His rapid succession of breaths echoing in the empty house was the only reply as panic began to set in.

No.

She didn’t.

He rushed to the sliding door that led to the backyard, a puddle of melted snow in front of it. He slid it open violently, stepping out into the snow with bare feet searching, searching for her.

“Liv!”

Suddenly something sharp cut into the bare sole of his foot, and his eyes sprang down, locking onto the pile of broken glass and frames. He’d thrown them out a long time ago in an angry drunken fit. Tearing the pictures off his wall, violently throwing them down on the kitchen floor, watching with angry delight as the glass shattered. He’d bought them to torture himself with her art, but that night he’d found her letter. Crumpled, taped together, the writing barely legible from being handled too much. He’d thought he’d lost it.

The pile was uncovered by snow, spread out, not as he had left it.

She’d seen.

“Fuck” He yelled, face turning red, arms clenching with frustration.

No, no she didn’t do it. She didn’t do this to me again.

He sucked in short breaths, body shaking with uncontrolled anger, fingertips numbing.

Suddenly in one quick motion his fist collided with the thick glass of the sliding door, cracking a hole into it and slicing open the skin on his knuckles.

Ignoring the glass strewn everywhere, the cut on his foot, the stream of blood flowing from his knuckles, he stormed inside. Finding his cell phone in the kitchen he dialed her number, blood leaking onto the screen.

He pulled off his sweater, wrapping it around his hand as he waited impatiently for her to pick up.

But she didn’t.

The phone rang until it went to voicemail.

“How dare you! How dare you do this to me again! Leave without a word. Did what I said yesterday mean nothing? Don’t you fuckin understand Liv! I love you, despite everything you may dislike about yourself, despite the troubles we’ve had, despite everything, I love you!” He began heaving with sobs as his anger turned to grief. “We aren’t the same! We've learned haven't we? I thought we did but it looks like I was wrong!” He held the phone away from himself  as his body convulsed in tears, no words able to escape. Briefly gathering himself between heaves he continued. “I forgave you once Liv, I forgave you because it was both of our faults, I forgave you cause in spite of it all I don’t want to lose you but I can’t take it anymore! The least you could have done was said goodbye…” His voice died off as he calmed down, silence over the line as he struggled for words. “bye” he whispered before hanging up.

He slid down the counter onto the floor of the kitchen, trembling. Over the past year he'd yearned for some sort of closure, in any form, something, anything to grasp at, to cling on to in the moments he felt like he was falling, but this, he'd never imagined it like this. He brought his knees up to his chest, curling himself in a ball, this relationship, he thought, it died as it had lived, with passion, tears, and anger.

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[March 1st, 2017, Los Angeles, US]

[Music recommendation:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16ptWIZ36F4  ]

Liv slung her beach bag over her shoulder, hip checked the car door, and strolled towards the boardwalk, camera hanging from her neck.

She closed her eyes enjoying the weak sun warming her face as the wind billowed around her, enveloping her in the aromas of the ocean. The roar of waves and wind in the palm trees creating a background hum as children laughed, families chatted, and rap music blasted from nearby speakers.

It had been a long time since she'd had a day off, a day completely to herself, and so Liv had driven down from her small apartment in LA to Venice Beach to bask in the sensory overload of the bustling spot, enjoying the happy chaos around her for it gave her mind respite from the never-ending stream of work thoughts.

It only took her a few steps before the lens cap slipped into her bag and the camera was held in her hands, documenting the beauty of the urban scenery all around. She drifted along with the crowds, taking shots of the colorful characters before finally kicking off her sandals and making her way through the warm sand towards the ocean.

Finally, Liv sighed as the ocean winds blew her hair around her face. She pulled out a blanket from her beach bag and laid it out on the sand. She flicked the sunglasses from atop her head over her eyes, digging her bare feet in to the beach until she felt the cool wet sand beneath, and tucked her arms beneath her head.

Her wavy black curls created a halo around her head, goosebumps forming beneath the lilac crocheted sweater she wore over a black maxi dress.

What should I wear tonight, I haven't really had a chance to dress up in a while.

I hope Quinton isn't too late.

Where did I put my old jacket with the buttons.

I should call dad, see if he found that part for his motorcycle he was looking for, maybe I can search online for him.

Grandpas birthday is coming up, do I have any old photos of us that I can frame and gift him.

Her thoughts wandered with ease, but it wasn't long before the moment of tranquility was interrupted by the notes of a familiar tune, Wolf Moon. Liv flipped on her stomach, grumbling to herself, should have left this damn thing at home. She answered it, staring towards the boardwalk, admiring the colors of the passersbys.

"Hello?"

"Liv, it's John." Came the familiar gruff voice of her former mentor, she could hear the smile on his lips over the line.

Laughing she sat up, crossing her legs beneath her, "John! How have you been? I didn't recognize the number."

"Calling off of my office phone for once. Honestly this space gets very little use." Liv smiled, she knew the feeling, she herself barely stepped foot in her home office these days. "But anyways I called to ask a bit of a favor."

It has been a while since Liv had actually had the time to work with John. These days it felt like she was being pulled in all directions with work, and she loved it, she loved every second of the frenzied running around because it meant everyday she was fulfilling her dream. A short tour here, a festival there, an interview, an award show. Where the music was, so was she, tucked behind her lens documenting the moments that fans adored and magazines coveted.

She raised her brow, it was odd that John needed a favor from her, as if she could do something he couldn't. She ran a hand through her hair, trying to tame it as the wind picked up, "Go on."

He sighed on the other end, sensing her amused hesitation. "Well, there are rumors going around the office today about a big scoop, and of course there will be a public announcement on all social media but Metal Hammer wants to be the first to touch base with them. They haven't done much press lately, and someone over with them contacted us about an idea, a photoshoot, and you could maybe even conduct the interview since you've got a personal connection with band…"

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Liv laughed, already imagining ways to fit whatever John wanted in to her busy schedule, I've got a gallery opening tonight I need to attend, a photoshoot tomorrow, but I've got a few days after that I can clear up. "I can probably make it work, but who exactly are you talking about John, I've made a few personal connections over the years." And it was true, of the more recent, and bigger names she could count as an acquaintance was Chelsea Wolfe, who she was introduced to after a recent show in San Francisco.

"Right, sorry. It's HIM, Ville Valo and the guys. I know you haven't worked with them in a while but I thought you could make an exception, for me if anyone. It would just be a fantastic perspective, you got your career started with them and now they're breaking up and here you are to interview them some four odd years later."

"Wait, I'm sorry what?" It was as if Johns words had been in gibberish, all of them but a single name. Ville Valo, it tumbled through her mind with it’s sharp edges but soft syllables. It would be a lie to say that name hadn't been in her mind, paired with a set of piercing green eyes since the day she had fled his tower, a scared young women too weak to revisit old wounds. Thoughts of memories long past sporadically slipping in to her mind over the years, but the cold sweat, the bottom lip gnawing, the shaking fingertips, and rapid breaths, they no longer accompanied these memories as they once had. Her hand subconsciously moved to her heart to feel the sudden increase in rhythm however. "John, are you saying HIM are breaking up?" That doesn't sound right, she thought, a breakup, that is just too inadequate a phrase.

"I am. I don't know much more than that. And this interview/photoshoot wasn't my idea, I'm just the messenger, but their manager has already had the idea run by him and he's on board."

She had a million questions, what happened, are they alright, why now, what happened to the album Ville had been working on. She opened her mouth to speak but no words seemed to come out. This was a favor to John, this was an homage to the band that started her career, this was a thank you to them and the fans. This was so much, and yet she was hesitant, not to open up old wounds, no, she'd learned to accept those wounds as a part of her, just like her visible scars from that time. I guess, she thought as she hugged her sweater closer, I, I guess… Her thoughts trailed off because there was no conclusion, there was no reason to hesitate, just a sensation in her gut like a worm wriggling out of the dirt, uncomfortable but harmless.

Shit, I haven't said anything in a while, reply Liv. "Uh John, I'm on board, I'm even picturing doing this up in Finland, maybe Lapland, wild career and wild terrain type thing, but I think I need a little time to think. Is that alright?" Her bottom lip slid between her teeth. I'll probably say yes, I just, just need time to think about it. And I thought this would be a relaxing day.

"Of course! I'll need to know by tomorrow though cause we'll need to arrange flights and accommodation and your gear and…"

Liv chuckled, shaking her head with amusement at Johns excitement, he never failed to surprise her with his passion for the business, "I know I know! Don't worry, I'll get back to you as soon as I sort some stuff out." Stuff? What's there to sort out?

"Of course. I'll talk to you tomorrow then. And uh, sorry if I was the one to break the news, you know, of the breakup and sorry to even ask this favour." She could hear the sincerity in his voice. He never really knew why she'd ended up on his doorstep that chilly day in November, but she knew he'd had his suspicions.

She lay back down on her blanket, bringing her knees up, free hand clutching her cardigan closer as the beach began to accelerate even more, bringing with them light gray clouds that threatened to block the beaming winter sun. "John it's really alright, I've been out of the loop, plus this, this gig would be fantastic, it would mean a lot to so many. I'll ring you tomorrow." She ended the call, clutching her phone to her chest as she watched the puffs of gray float by overhead.

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She flipped open the mirror she had dug out from her small mustard colored purse. Holding it up with one hand she flipped off the cap of her red lipstick with the other, slowly and carefully swiping the rouge across her lips. Liv gave herself a once over, or at least trying to from where she sat in the front seat of her black Beatle. Lipstick, check. Purse and wallet, check. Descently put together outfit, she had put on a blazer dress with silver accenting, braless, her lean legs taking centre stage, check. Shoes, she wore simple black heels with a strap running across the ankle and a chunky heel, check. Hair, she fluffed her dark curls with her fingertips, watching as the strands moved, like a curtain pulling back to show the scar on her temple, check, I guess.

She excitedly stepped out of the car, her heels making that familiar, comforting sound on the asphalt as she locked her car and speed walked towards the small venue. Outside stood a relaxed looking bouncer, checking names on a list and letting people out for smoke breaks.

A smile streaked across Livs face as she spotted Marcus waiting for her. His caramel skin glowing in the light of the streetlamp above, his curly hair grown long at the top and cut short on the sides. He wore a dark gray sport coat over a maroon dress shirt and black pants. Liv almost laughed, it had been a long time since she'd seen him dressed up.

"So handsome!" She giggled as she opened her arms to embrace Marcus in a hug.

He hugged her before pulling back and doing a flamboyant spin, "You really like it? I've been in sweats at home with the kids so long I was afraid I'd forgotten how to dress."

Liv laughed, locking her arm around Marcus's and guiding him towards the bouncer, "How does Hanna like her new job?”

She slid her ID over to the bouncer with painted black nails, slipping it back into her purse as they were waved in to the gallery.

Marcus beamed, “She loves it. She’s worried about leaving me alone at home with the girls all the time but hey, I work from home, it’s the best option, and I would never want to hold her back. I sort of love it actually.” He chuckled, eyes alight with the joy of fatherhood.

The gallery was awash with the low murmur of contemplative patrons as they gazed upon the collection hanging from the shaded walls. Walking around the multi-room gallery were waiters in red vests, carrying glasses of red and white wine.

Marcus grabbed a glass of white and Liv a glass of red as they entered the throng of well dressed people.

“Thanks for taking me out tonight though. I love em all to death but I’v missed your stupid face.” He took a sip before turning to Liv with a toothy, sarcastic grin.

Liv rolled her eyes, “Oh yeah, no problem, I’ve missed your stupid face too.” She gently nudged him as they made their way over to the nearest wall where a single frame hung, the image within depicting an infant skull surrounded by dull roses and menacing spiders, painted with a black background and adorned within a glimmering gold frame. "Also thank Kat, she always seems to know the best openings or shows that I wouldn’t necessarily hear about. I swear, the woman is on a mission to fill me with as much LA culture as she can.”

The exhibition around them was a celebration of American artist Kevin Llewellyn. Although he'd first opened for Kats Wonderland LA gallery, his works had grown and needed more space to be appreciated. Kat had called Liv the previous week, inviting Liv in her place since she was unable to make it, something about a prayer and a date. Living in LA it had been all too easy for Liv and Kat to remain friends, a gallery opening, a new vegan restaurant, a concert, there was always something new in the city that they could enjoy together.

Liv and Marcus began meandering to the next wall, peeking over the close pressed bodies already gazing at the work of art at the heart of the otherwise naked wall. She ran her eyes over the deep shadows and brilliant highlights of the piece, her mind inevitably thinking about Johns call. Can I really just do that? See them again and act as if everything that had happened never really happened? Would I apologize? Do they know I've been asked to do this?

"Is something the matter?" Marcus asked as they began to move to the next work, sipping their wine.

Liv shrugged, "I don't think so, why do you ask?" She took another small sip of the sweet red wine, adjusting her dress so her nipple didn't make a surprise appearance.

Marcus gave a knowing smirk, "Well, you're biting your lip, so that's a dead giveaway that something is up." They turned a corner in the gallery in to a secluded room in low light, miniature charcoal sketches fixed upon each of the four walls.

Liv sighed, I'm not exactly worrying about this, just, mulling it over. She looked over at Marcus, he was waiting for her response. Knowing him he would definitely have an opinion or two. "Well, so, I got a call about a gig. HIM is breaking up and Metal Hammer wants me to do some exclusive piece on the whole thing." She shrugged, "Not sure there's any reason to say no, but I don't know, I feel weird about it." She hid her face behind her glass of wine, watching as Marcus digested what she was telling him.

He opened his mouth to speak but then shut it, as if adjusting what he had planned to say. "Of course you feel weird, you're being asked to work with your ex."

Liv thought about it for a second, fingernail tapping against the empty wine glass in her hand. "You think that's it?" He made it sound, so, so simple, but it also made a lot of sense. Sometimes amidst the memories of passion and loss she really did forget that at its core what she had had was a relationship.

"Yeah, unless you don't want to see him or are afraid of old stuff being brought up." Liv could see the remembrance in his eyes, twinkling in the lowlights of the gallery.

She pursed her lips, tuning in the hum of voices throughout the gallery, welcoming the small distraction. "I don't think that's what it is Marcus, with the uh, old stuff. I can't really explain it, I don't feel scared of him, if that makes sense. Maybe I'm a little embarrassed about how things were when I last saw him but, I don't know, I've moved on enough that I guess you're right, it's just that awkward moment you bump into your ex on the street or something, but instead of the street it's a job opportunity."

"And instead of an ex it's a Finnish sex god." Marcus smirked.

Liv shot him a look of mock annoyance before rolling her eyes. "After all these years and you're still on that eh?" She let out a small chuckle as they left the secluded room and reentered the throng of patrons admiring the larger pieces.

"Hey now, I loved the man way before you ever did, and if I'm being honest I really hope you do this gig, if not for yourself then so you can grab me some tickets for the farewell tour I'm sure they're going to have." He gave her a toothy grin as he took her empty glass from her and gave it to a waiter along with his own.

Liv tucked a loose strand of ebony behind her ear, "Yeah yeah yeah, you'll get your tickets." She eyed the crowds looking for a waiter with food, stomach way too empty for the small glass of wine she had. She didn't drink often these days and the sweet red was already being felt in the form of small tingles in her arms and a slight haze in her head.

Suddenly Marcus nudged her, pointing across the gallery. "Speaking of moving on, here comes Quinton."

Through a small crowd of well dressed attendees emerged a tall man with wavy, ear length, blonde hair. His blue eyes locked on Liv, an enigmatic smile flashing across his handsome face bellow a well groomed mustache. He wore a pair of tight fitting dark gray jeans, tucked in to them was a black, short sleeved button up shirt.

He grabbed Liv around the waste with one hand, cupping her cheek with the other, pulling her into a deep, and a little too aggressive in public, kiss. He pulled back with an audible sound, like the sound one makes on a hot day after drinking a cool glass of water. "Liv honey! I've been looking everywhere for you."

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The moonlight streamed in through her large, glass balcony doors, casting her bedroom in shadows. She sat, back leaning against the headboard, knees raised up, feet tucked under the covers. She looked over towards the red glow of her alarm clock, 2AM. Have I really been up for that long?

"Liv baby, is something wrong?"

"Hmm?" Tangled in the blankets beside her, bare chest exposed, head leaning on one hand, eyes barely open, lay Quinton.

Her rubbed his eyes in the moonlight, "Something bothering you babe?"

She'd met Quinton a few months ago at a small shoot she'd done for Jim Somers for some new Black Craft releases. Quinton had been one of the models. He was kind, gentle mannered, a little vain, but had overall been pleasant company as they'd dated, and recently begun to see each other more seriously. He was easy, the relationship was easy, it was seamless and linear, and that’s why Liv enjoyed it.

She rubbed his arm, "Just having trouble sleeping, go back to bed." She watched as he blew her a kiss then turned around, nuzzling deeper beneath the covers.

Carefully, so as not to disturb him she got up off the bed, phone in hand, grabbing her black robe where it lay draped across a small chair. She dug through one of her purses on the floor, grabbing a pack of cigarettes and a lighter and crept in the moonlight towards the balcony. The balcony door slid open with a creek, Liv turned, checking Quinton was still asleep before stepping out into the cool night, bathed in the dull night light. She closed the door behind her. She took a seat in the worn wicker chair, tucking her knees up towards her chest and hugging the robe close like a blanket around her.

She stared out at the twinkling lights of the city below then pulled out her phone. She'd been turning the idea around in her head all night and found that it was the only way for her to feel comfortable enough to accept the job offer.

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Ville sat at the edge of a small park on a bench, bicycle on it's side next to him in the grass. A worn copy of Lord Byron's complete works dangling from his hand, index finger tucked inside, marking his place as he stared off at the breeze dancing in nearby trees, the tune of an unfamiliar song stuck in his throat. The park was completely empty aside from him. He was bundled up in a black jacket and black beanie, red scarf protecting his neck from the icy breeze. The weather in Helsinki had yet to warm as winter slowly ended, but that wouldn’t stop him as he sought mental solace away from home, in the elements.

Suddenly he felt the familiar sensation of his godforsaken phone vibrating in his pocket. "vitun tekniikka (fucking technology)" he whispered under his breath.

He almost dropped the phone as he saw the name displayed on the screen. His heart gave a small tinge of sadness. Should I throw the phone towards the frozen pond or answer it, he mused pessimistically before breaking out in a small, deep chuckle, and I thought this day couldn't get any stranger. He swiped the screen, answering the call, unsure of what he had gotten himself into. "Liv?"

"Hi, Ville?” Her voice sounds exactly as he had remembered, soft, girlish, and a little raspy. “Sorry if I'm bothering you but John, John Mcmurtrie, gave me a call earlier today about working with you guys for a piece on the uh, breakup, career conclusion whole thing."

He almost laughed, her words were coming out in a hurried jumble. He could almost imagine how her face must look on the other end, eyes wide, brows raised, teeth threatening to gnaw down on that lower lip as he’d seen her do so many times. Needless to say, he was amused. "Yes, and have you accepted?"

There was a brief pause on the other end. "Oh, you knew?"

He understood her confusion. He himself was hesitant of the idea at first. Mige had thought of it when the band had last met the previous week to decide the best course of action to announce the end of their time together. At the time he hated the idea, why dredge the pond if you know you'll only pull up a corpse, but as he'd thought about it all more and more, he couldn't deny that Livs time with the band had been special, that her talent was impressive, that she was the perfect person to tell their final story, and that that corpse he imagined wasn't there anymore, like their relationship it had lived, died, and returned to the cosmos; he had nothing to fear, he would see an old friend and colleague once again. "I did yes, it was Mige's notion and the rest of us gave the green light. Although, Liv, I will say I wasn't really expecting a call, I imagined you would get in touch with Seppo to go over ideas and the like." In the distance he heard the low rumble of thunder. He got up, dog earing the book and tossing it in his black backpack, before grabbing his bike and beginning to walk it out of the park, unwilling to bike in the rain.

He could hear the sizzle of a deep, long, drag through the line before she finally spoke, her voice soft and unsure, "I guess the thing is, I just wanted to make sure you were uh, okay with it."

Ville was taken aback. Strange, he thought, I supposed I'd been feeling the exact same way. He hadn't really been able to put his finger on it, after he'd accepted the plain fact that the past was truly the past, and that despite it all he'd missed her company in any capacity, he still had a nagging sensation within him, buried deep within some 9th circle inside of himself. Yet here she was, putting it in simple words, I imagine I'd wondered if she felt the same way, if this was something she would want to do as well. "Dar...Liv, I am if you are. The past is forgiven and forgotten on my end, this project is something I look forward to, but," he hesitated, his words faltering in his mouth, "only if you feel the same way."

Thunder rolled again in the distance, closer now.

“I uh, I do.” She spoke more confidently, more assuredly.

He wasn’t sure what to say now, his amusement from earlier fading. He hadn’t talked to her in over three years. He thought he would be bitter if he ever saw, worked, or talked to her ever again. He thought he’d yell and curse her existence for torturing him in such heartache. He thought about many things, but never had he imagined just a lukewarm reunion of sorts. “Well then I look forward to working with you.” Idiotic way to end the conversation.

The line suddenly cut out as she hung up.

He looked down at the phone in his hand, honestly stunned at the lack of emotion in the conversation between them, not quite sure what to think of the whole thing. There had been so much bubbling rage and passion that night in his tower, the last time they’d seen each other, in the throes of a burning, toxic love. We must be somewhere where that passion no longer exists, where time has done its job, where we can talk now as acquaintances without feeling the festering sting of memories in the exchange of words. He thought back to what he had been reading earlier, Don Juan, to a particular line of the epic poem that had been stuck on the tip of his tongue, the heart will break but broken live on.

#ville valo #ville valo fan fic #fan fiction #HIM #H.I.M. #chapter 28 #heartaches knocking on her door

[fyrapartnersearch]

My 2019 Roleplay Request

Intro 

hello I'm Jessica Now a little information about me about me I'm 29 dyslexic but I do my I'm still looking for a band roleplay The Band list of groups my oc would have love interests for but if you don't see any you like tell me some you do and I will gladly put in the work to give you the band you want but please if you message me to stick to it because I have had a few people start talking with me about plot and ideas then just disappear so if that’s what your going to do please don’t message me.

Rules & Information  

Grammar and style;  

Grammar and spelling isn't an issue as long as I know that your trying to say we should be fine but I will not accept one liners I RP in third person and paragraph form only I can't deal with one liners any more but I will not accept novel style ether I just can't match that I can do 100 to 500 ors per side but if you write more that's fine just understand I may not match your length but I will do my very best to try and get as close to it as i can also know that with dyslexic so if your looking for perfect grammar i’m not your girl I do have discord if you want to talk there just let me know otherwise I mainly rp over email or discord.

Love interests and Other Character;  

I don't mind having outside characters and or multiple love interests cause I love drama and all the fun things that come with it so feel free to add any twist and turn you want and I'll help you come up with ideas as well if you want to run things by me if we have the same love interests that's fine we can do a split universes so we can both have the same guy or odds are i can find another love interest.

Smuts and other things;  

I’m more than willing to smut and other adult themes like violence, gore, death, etc as well and really I have almost no limits but I WILL NOT do any Pedophilia bestiality necrophilia insets or extreme age gaps and scat other then that I have no other limits but if you have any kinks or other controversial mature things such as rape or abuse we can talk about it not much makes me uncomfortable all pairings are fine myself I to mostly MxF pairings but I'm fine doing MxM or FxF for others 

messages and Replies;  

please take your time there is no need to send rushed replies I will not bother you about it I'm on all the time I know most others have busy lives so I will give you a week before asking about replies all I ask is that you give me the same treatment I have a one year old daughter and a part time job but I will try to reply at least once a day if not more but I do have busy days. 

Attitude and Fairness;  

Keep things fair make sure that both sides and if I'm doing something on your side of the rp that you don't think works for the idea you have in mind for the plot on your end tell me I will be happy to talk and adjust things to something you find is more of what you had in mind I do this for fun and I want my partner to have fun as well.  

Terminating an RP;  

If you no longer wish to roleplay with me then please tell me don't just ignore me I find it rather rude cause if I have to stop the rp I will let you know.   

Everything Else;  

I don’t mind doing more than one roleplay at a time I don’t mind if you just want to talk on the side lines or in another message in fact I encourage outside talks and getting to know my partners making new friends and expanding my horizons in the rp world if you see anything you like contact me fandoms and love interests below Discord

Email [email protected]

Discord Jess#1964

T.V. shows and movies

Vikings 

Bjorn

Ivar

True Blood 

Godric

Game of Thrones

Robb Stark

The Avengers

Clint

Thor 

Loki

Steve

Natasha

Wanda

The Walking Dead

Daryl

Sons of anarchy

 Jax

Chibs

X-men

Logan 

Victor Creed

Law & order

Elliot Stabler 

Chester Lake

criminal minds

Spencer Reid

Supernatural 

Dean

Sam

Shadowhunters

Jace 

Clary

Suicide Squad

Captain Boomerang

Rick Flag 

Diablo

Anime/Cartoons

Dragonball z

Bardoc

Inuyasha

Bankotsu

Yu Yu Hakusho

Hiei

Kurama

Beyblade

Kai

Creepypasta 

Laughing Jack

The Band List

Asking Alexandria

Ben

Bring me the horizon

Oil Skys

Escape the fate

Craig

Tokio Hotel

Bill 

Tom

Bullet For My Valentine

Matt tuck

HIM

ville valo

Disturbed

david

Framing Hanley

Kenith Nixon

Other fandoms i know but not interested in roleplaying for my side but will for others

American Horror Stories FreakShow 

Gotham

Constantine

Boondock Saints 

Ghost Adventures

Dog and Beth on the hunt/Dog the bounty Hunter

Lord of the Rings

Pirates of the Caribbean

Anime

Bleach

Trigun

Wolf’s Rain

Teen Titans

Rurouni Kenshin

Akame ga kill

#indie rp #indie roleplay #independent roleplay #oc rp #multiple paragraph #para #semipara #oneline #short term #long term #email #forum #messenger #tumblr #marvel rp #avengers rp #fire emblem rp #harry potter rp #tvd rp #teen wolf rp #the 100 rp #pokemon rp #twd rp #marauders rp #spn rp #smut rp #mcu rp #dc rp #aou rp #submission

[idreamofwolves]

Beyond Redemption

Summary: Bam’s younger sister has a crush on her brother’s best friend Ville Valo. Little does she know, Ville has had his eye on he for quite a while.

Pairing: Ville Valo (HIM) x OC

It had been a long day, show days always were. My brother, Bam, had flown me and a few of his friends to Finland too see his favorite band, HIM, play at some club. It seemed extreme, to travel so far for an hour show, but Bam himself was extreme. Me, on the other hand, had different reasons for agreeing to go.

Ever since the first time I’d met Ville, I’d been enamored by him. We met on the set of the Join Me in Death video shoot. It was honestly just two days of me watching this beautiful person performing in front of a camera, and doing whatever I could to avoid making eye contact with him. I had an easy time speaking with everyone else, but Ville was different territory. He was seemingly moody and so gorgeous beyond words that I couldn’t bring myself to say “hello.” But that didn’t stop him from making my heart sink like an anchor.

He’d been talking with Bam and of he asked to be introduced to me. It started with a simple “Hello darling, how are you?” And ended with me so nervous and red cheeked that I never wanted to see those earthy green eyes look my way again.

As luck would have it, it wasn’t even close to the last time I’d see him. He started coming to Pennsylvania to visit Bam, and suddenly it seemed like he was around every other month or so. He always made a point to talk to me when I was around, although I assumed he was just being kind, not wanting me to feel left out of the conversations as I often was when Bam’s friends and filming crew were around.

I’d started getting to know Ville a little better, and I found that he was just as sweet and charming as I’d secretly hoped he be. He had this wondrous, spiritual way about him, and as intimidating as that, mixed with his shyness I later discovered, was, I couldn’t back away from him. I thought about him far more often than I ever intended or wanted, I even started missing him when he was away too long. That’s when the texting began.

Ville wasn’t much of a texter, honestly he didn’t like phones much at all, but once I’d been brave enough to send the first text, it never seemed to stop. I had been sitting in my bed horribly late one night, knowing it was well into day time for him. I hadn’t seen him in a few months, and although I had no business missing him, I just did. I forced myself to rewrite the same text over and over until I was brave enough to hit send. It was even chance that we exchanged numbers in the first place, only having done so because Bam’s phone had died one day.

To my surprise, after sending “Hey Ville. It’s Ruby, how are you doing? Haven’t seen you in a while.” I got a text back. I felt like a moron the moment I sent it, but once I got a response my heart went into overdrive and I could no longer think about my own embarrassment.

“Hey Rue. Good to hear from you, doing okay. Yourself?” Rue. That was his nickname for me, only he used it and honestly it made my heart thud in my chest.

“I’m good. Bam has been missing you.” I wanted to divert the subject from me and blame my random message on something else.

“Well can you blame him? Lol” I was surprised to see him joking with me, although it made sense. We were becoming pretty good friends at that point.

The conversation somehow ended up going on and on for weeks. We talked about things as big as life and the universe and religion and went as small as what we were eating for lunch. I’d learned that he had been single for a long time and that he often got lonely living in such a large tower alone. My heart often broke for him, but he didn’t have to know that. He started calling me, sending me recordings of songs he was working on, lyrics he either liked or wanted opinions on, it was like we were always in the same room without ever seeing each other.

I never let on to Bam who I was talking to, I found it easier to lie and hide it. I knew Bam, and he never would have been okay with me talking to his best friend. Oh no, he’d let me know long ago that Ville was off limits. But rules didn’t mean much to Ville, and they started to not mean much to me either.

This continued on until Bam decided it was time to go to Finland. He bought my air fare, along with that of a few others, and we jetted off to the most gorgeous country I’d ever seen. Show days were tiresome, with Bam meeting fans and hooking up with old Finnish friends. It was a never ending social train and I was just ready for the concert.

I was feeling nervous and horribly jittery the whole day, knowing I’d get to see Ville for the first time since all of this started. It was worse that we didn’t have much time to talk yet that day, as he was busy preparing for his show.

We sat at a VIP table close to the stage, too close if you were to ask me. My stomach was in knots and I felt almost nauseous. The lights went dark and band members began emerging on stage. The moment Ville appeared in front of the mic, the crowd went insane and I thought I might cry.

The loud bass thud of Venus Doom began to play and I was filled with some kind of longing to hear him sing. My wish was granted far sooner than it felt. His deep voice rang through the building, and it was equally powerful as it was melodic. It was hard to remember that this was the same guy I’d called on my way home from work just to vent, the same guy I would send a picture of my perfectly created salad because why not? The same guy I’d heard laughing over a long distance call about nothing and challenging me about everything under the sun. On that stage he looked larger than life, he was very obviously adored by so many people, he was so beautiful, he couldn’t possibly be the same man that wasted so much time talking to me, even flirting with me at times.

By the end of that set I felt even more anxious and nervous than I had before. I wasn’t sure what we were going to do until Bam read a new text he’d just gotten out loud. “I’ll meet you at the bar when the crowd clears out.” He read to let everyone know it was time to drink. “Let go wait guys! Time to get drunk!” He laughed and his mini entourage followed.

As I sat down with them, a text case to my phone that I read discreetly. “Meet me out back in the alley.” My heart dropped and I felt overwhelmed.

“I’ll be back, I’m going to get some fresh air. I don’t feel great.” I told Bam, even though he barely paid any attention, thank goodness.

I went out the front door and circled my way around back. I almost had to tip toe through the fans who were amassed at the tour bus, waiting to get a glimpse of the man I was secretly on my way to meeting.

When I turned the corner, I saw a door swing open. Ville walked out and lit a cigarette. My hands were shaking and my nerves almost stopped me from marching forward to meet him. It didn’t take long for him to notice me coming. “Rue, sweetheart, how are you?” He asked as he hugged me. That wonderful scent of cigarettes and whatever concert venues smell like hit me hit me like a ton of bricks. It was cold out, and even being so, he only wore a long sleeve shirt and his body was warm enough for me to feel through my jacket.

“I’m great! I missed you.” I smiled, wondering if that was a weird thing to say.

“I missed you too, darling.” He smiled and gently held my hand in his. It felt as if it could have been platonic if he wanted it to be, but it didn’t feel like he wanted it to be. “I’m glad you came, it’s sort of strange seeing you all the way here in Finland. How are you liking it?”

“I haven’t gotten to see much, but what I have seen has been beautiful. I hope Bam saves some time to do some exploring.” Bam had been to Finland many times, and I knew he wasn’t as in awe as I had been. He probably hadn’t even thought of the touristy thing.

“I’ll be sure you get the grand tour.” He winked, making me blush. He was too sweet and too good to be true. I knew he had his flaws and his quirks that sent a lot of women away, but they were not things that bothered me.

“I’d like that.” I said almost too quietly. We stood too close to each other to be speaking as friends do, I could feel it, what we both wanted. It was like his lips were calling mine, and that small moment of silence between us only confirmed it.

“Kiss me.” He whispered in my ear and lingered close. I knew why he was doing this, he didn’t like making the first move. He didn’t feel right kissing someone for the first time without their verbal consent or them doing it first. We’d talked about that, and part of me expected this, but I underestimated how it would feel. I expected the butterflies and the nerves, I didn’t expect the immense amount of bravery it would take.

I took a second to think, to take in the moment, before softly placing a kiss on his lips. He then took control as he strategically put one hand on my face and the other on my back. He pulled me as close as he could and somehow it still didn’t feel close enough. As the kiss went on, it quickly became something more intense and almost desperate than what either of us had intended. I bit his lip, making him smile against my mouth. It was such a long awaited moment and even then it exceeded my wildest dream.

We parted and stared into each other’s eyes for a moment, and I couldn’t believe there was a time when I never wanted those beautiful green eyes to see me again. “I think we’ve just gotten ourselves into much more than planned. ” He said, a little exasperated.

“Yeah. I agree.” I said with a smile. I didn’t mean to feel this way, of course. I assumed this would end in us fading out and never talking unless Bam was around. After how that felt and the look in his eyes, knowing it matched mine, we were in deep and there would be hell to pay. But neither of us cared. We felt a small touch of our first blooming of love, and there was no going back, no matter what the cost.

We were beyond redemption, and it was beautiful.

#him #ville #valo #ville valo #his infernal majesty #bam margera #oc #finland #finnish bands #fanfic #fluff

[xbreezymeadowsx]

200 Questions

No one asked me to do it but I made @sharpiewashere do it so it’s only fair I suffer through, too.

200: My crush’s name is: Zach because husband but also... Tommy motherfuckin’ Flanagan

199: I was born in: New Hampshire

198: I am really: horny and annoyed

197: My cellphone company is: Verizon

196: My eye color is: Brown

195: My shoe size is: like 10.5W I think.

194: My ring size is: I think it’s a 9.

193: My height is: 5’ 3”

192: I am allergic to: cats and crop dust

191: My 1st car was: old ass shitty Jeep Grand Cherokee

190: My 1st job was: at a stand in a city mall where we had an inflatable slide and two bounces houses and served sno cones, smoothies, and novelty ice creams

189: Last book you read: Fangs by Sarah Andersen

188: My bed is: fuckin’ broken and uncomfortable and clearly not big enough for myself and my bedhog husband.

187: My pet: 1 old black cat.

186: My best friend: Yuki (that bitch is my best best best friend and I miss her to pieces)

185: My favorite shampoo is: Garnier Whole Blends: Honey Treasures

184: Xbox or ps3: Fuck both. Switch.

183: Piggy banks are: cute

182: In my pockets: nada at the moment

181: On my calendar: is scribbles from my kid

180: Marriage is: Don’t marry a redneck!

179: Spongebob can: stop. Give me the early Bob but that’s it.

178: My mom: loves Unicorns

177: The last three songs I bought were? Wap metal version, Room with a Zoo, Shoop

176: Last YouTube video watched: GabSmolders playing Control

175: How many cousins do you have? technically only 2 by blood and actual familial connections. 6 if you count some others. 9 if you count step-cousins.

174: Do you have any siblings? 1 big Seester!

173: Are your parents divorced? Yeah

172: Are you taller than your mom? Maybe? IDK, we’re both shorties

171: Do you play an instrument? sadly, no.

170: What did you do yesterday? Slept and worked

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight: yes

168: Luck: yes

167: Fate: yes

166: Yourself: HA, you’re funny.

165: Aliens: no

164: Heaven: these are...

163: Hell: ... kinda loaded...

162: God: ... questions

161: Horoscopes: maybe

160: Soul mates: yes

159: Ghosts: yes

158: Gay Marriage: yes

157: War: yes

156: Orbs: yes

155: Magic: yes

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High: unfortunately neither.

152: Phone or Online: online

151: Red heads or Black haired: black

150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunette

149: Hot or cold: cold

148: Summer or winter: winter

147: Autumn or Spring: autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate

145: Night or Day: night

144: Oranges or Apples: apples

143: Curly or Straight hair: straight

142: McDonalds or Burger King: McD’s outta these choices but I’d take Steak’N’Shake over either.

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk and Dark.

140: Mac or PC: PC

139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Zach can be sweet (he certainly isn’t ugly to look at) and we’re definitely on the poor side.

137: Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi (anybody remember Pepsi Twist? That was the best!)

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Buried or cremated: Buried I guess. Though, if I’m cremated, my ashes need to be spread in one place and no separating them.

134: Singing or Dancing: singing

133: Coach or Chanel: I am a redneck, these things don’t mean anything to me.

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who?

131: Small town or Big city: small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: Either? I shop Wal-Mart all the time out of convenience but I do like Target

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: I am overall not a fan of either barring a select couple movies (like Heavyweights and Little Nicky)

128: Manicure or Pedicure: no thanks.

127: East Coast or West Coast: east coast

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas

125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate

124: Disney or Six Flags: Can I go to a Zoo instead?

123: Yankees or Red Sox: I’ll say Sox because New England but I don’t particularly care for baseball.

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: there’s a time and place

121: George Bush: he’s an idiot?

120: Gay Marriage: yay!

119: The presidential election: tearing families apart because people are stupid and vote for Trump

118: Abortion: this is a bit of a grey area for me. While I firmly believe in “my body, my choice”, I do not accept that argument if you are constantly getting them as if it is a form of birth control. Use proper contraceptives you slut.

117: MySpace: does that even exist anymore?

116: Reality TV: certain ones can assume me.

115: Parents: love them even when you don’t like them.

114: Back stabbers: pussies.

113: Ebay: never used it

112: Facebook: is reserved for pictures of kids, pets, funny videos and memes, and gifs.

111: Work: shitty... literally

110: My Neighbors: I’m just glad they aren’t the cousin-fuckers or the Methicans anymore.

109: Gas Prices: it takes like 20 bucks to fill my tiny car gas tank so whatever.

108: Designer Clothes: never fit me

107: College: didn’t go.

106: Sports: HA. My fat ass play sports? Maybe Badminton or Tetherball but that’s it.

105: My family: lives too far away.

104: The future: needs to be better than now.

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: like 20 mins ago when my kid was trying to suck up to me to get a sip of my frappe.

102: Last time you ate: two hours ago.

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Zane’s first day of school this year. Miss Angie came over to see him off in the morning.

100: Cried in front of someone: probably a few weeks ago.

99: Went to a movie theater: Twilight Breaking Dawn pt 2.

98: Took a vacation: three years ago.

97: Swam in a pool: probably close to 8 or more years ago.

96: Changed a diaper: 4-5 yrs ago.

95: Got my nails done: professionally? never. By Zane? last weekend.

94: Went to a wedding: three years ago.

93: Broke a bone: never. dislocated shit though.

92: Got a piercing: over a decade

91: Broke the law: probably frequently without realizing it.

90: Texted: couple mins ago.

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: oh I’m a funny bitch

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: nothing? fuck this house. fuck this town. fuck this state. I wanna go HOME home.

87: The last movie I saw: Smokin’ Aces 2

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: my nephew’s birth and the vacation we plan to take to see him!

85: The thing i’m not looking forward to: the travel for the vacation stated above.

84: People call me: a lot of things. most of them true.

83: The most difficult thing to do is: wake up

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

81: My zodiac sign is: Taurus

80: The first person i talked to today was: my husband

79: First time you had a crush: I had a massive crush on Shawn Micheals as a kid.

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my Seester

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: probably someone in the Flanaclan Chapel

76: Right now I am talking to: the Flanaclan on and off

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I’m supposed to grow up?

74: I have/will get a job: yes

73: Tomorrow: is Halloween

72: Today: I’m horny and annoyed

71: Next Summer: is a long time away

70: Next Weekend: work

69: I have these pets: already answered

68: The worst sound in the world: right now I’d have to say it’s Zane clucking his tongue.

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: myself? or more specifically my anxiety brain.

66: People that make you happy: my Flanaclan friends, my bff, my sister.

65: Last time I cried: a few weeks ago

64: My friends are: on the internet and/or mostly too far away

63: My computer is: a hunk of shit laptop

62: My School: never going ever again.

61: My Car: looks like the car emoji.

60: I lose all respect for people who: beat animals

59: The movie I cried at was: recently? Up

58: Your hair color is: brown

57: TV shows you watch: SOA, SVU, SWAT, wrestling, Wynonna Earp, Van Helsing, Supernatural

56: Favorite web site: tumblr and youtube

55: Your dream vacation: Scotland, Ireland, Wales, England, all that.

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: dislocating my knee

53: How do you like your steak cooked: med rare

52: My room is: some boring off-white

51: My favorite celebrity is: Tommy Flanagan

50: Where would you like to be: New Hampshire

49: Do you want children: I have 1 and that’s 1 too many.

48: Ever been in love: yup

47: Who’s your best friend: didn’t I already answer this?

46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls nowadays. guys around here suck.

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: reading Chibs fics, staring at Flanagan

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Flanagan

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: hell no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: I did not.

40: Last person I got mad at: me

39: I would like to move to: for the millionth time, New Hampshire

38: I wish I was a professional: dog sitter/walker

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37: Candy: Sour Patch Watermelons

36: Vehicle: 90′s Ford Ranger, Jeep Renegade, Jeep Wrangler, Jeep Gladiator, Ford Shelby GT350R 

35: President: certainly not the fuckin’ current one.

34: State visited: Massachusetts

33: Cellphone provider: Verizon

32: Athlete: Aleister Black, Drew McIntyre, Luchasaurus, Sonny Kiss (and fuck you if you try to tell me they aren’t athletes)

31: Actor: Tommy Flanagan

30: Actress: Millie Bobby Brown

29: Singer: Ville Valo

28: Band: HIM

27: Clothing store: don’t care.

26: Grocery store: don’t care.

25: TV show: Law & Order: SVU (as much as I’d love to say SOA, Law & Order was my first real love)

24: Movie: 10 Things I Hate About You

23: Website: tumblr, youtube

22: Animal: dogs, wolves

21: Theme park: Zoos

20: Holiday: Halloween

19: Sport to watch: professional wrestling, football, hockey

18: Sport to play: nothing that requires that much energy

17: Magazine: don’t read them much

16: Book: the House Of Night series and sequel series by P.C. Cast and Kristen Cast (I don’t care that I’m probably too old for them now, I love them)

15: Day of the week: Saturday

14: Beach: Hampton Beach, NH

13: Concert attended: 69 Eyes headlined (opening with Night Kills The Day, then Fair To Midland which were fine but also Wednesday 13!!!!!)

12: Thing to cook: fajitas

11: Food: apple fritters/apple cider donuts

10: Restaurant: Panda Express I suppose.

9: Radio station: WGFA

8: Yankee candle scent: Midsummers Night

7: Perfume: don’t wear perfume so much as body spray and it’s usually something like cucumber melon or some baked goods scent.

6: Flower: Tiger Lillies

5: Color: Green- specifically Forest/Hunter

4: Talk show host: idk I used to watch Maury all the time, does that count?

3: Comedian: George Carlin

2: Dog breed: Pittie mixes, mutts, labs, medium to big short haired breeds

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yes I did.

#200 questions #jeez that took a long time #do it #i dare you

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#him band #love metal #ville hermanni valo #ville valo #h.i.m #heartagram #him #his infernal majesty #vv #i am still love metal trash #live laugh love ville valo #i am ville valo trash

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Artigo publicado na revista Seiska nº 7,  Fevereiro 2017

Português

Nos últimos tempos, vivendo recatado e longe das luzes da ribalta,  Ville Valo, reaparece da melhor maneira, como vencedor para melhor canção com - Olet mun kaikuluotain – na Gala Emma 2017!

“Eu consigo lidar com a pressão do trabalho e simultâneamente com o sexo!” – Ville Valo

(Caixa Foto Banda) - Ville Valo e HIM lançam- se numa pequena digressão neste Verão, pela sua terra natal e não só. Seguidos por milhares de fãs, somam hoje novo recorde, com mais uma presença nesta Gala.

(Caixa Circulo Lilás) - O místico, Ville Valo, de 40 anos, levantou um pouco o véu sobre os planos de HIM para o futuro.

(Caixa amarela no lado direito) – Guitarra de pedal, de Long Jonh! Ville Valo, bem disposto, percorre rápidamente o ambiente ao seu redor com o olhar. Espera continuar a viver em Helsínquia, perto da familia.

Como tem vivido um “roqueiro” o seu quotidiano na Finlândia?

Bem..talvez,  nada mais que passar uma semana a dedilhar uma guitarra de Long Jonh..e a comer goluseimas..

- Por vezes é dificil descrever..pois nunca cheguei a viver de forma equilibrada e ponderada mas sim de forma fugaz, intensa, aproveitando o momento presente, mesmo que este seja um estado de curta duração.  Da pressão exercida pelas exigências do trabalho, pode sempre resultar num divórcio.

- “O amor. Ou seja, fazendo amor” - quando traduzido para o inglês, Ville brincou matreiramente com o trocadilho e a referência “a fazer amor” – “Love making” numa alusão talvez à escrita e composição de canções de amor e o próprio estilo Love Metal.

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Ville após receber o troféu Emma para melhor canção com Olet mun kaikuluotain, para surpresa e deleite  dos  jornalistas representantes dos media presentes na cerimónia, passeou pelo recinto cumprimentando,  respondendo a algumas perguntas e pousando para as câmaras.

- É um prazer e uma honra estar aqui neste velho palco. Já há algum tempo que não marcava presença. Ville, satisfeito e animado, riu perante as câmaras, exibindo o seu troféu nos braços.

Não era o seu primeiro prémio.

- Já fazem parte da colecção, alguns.

- Poderia dedicar este prémio aos meus pais, como algumas pessoas o fazem, parecendo “cliché” mas a verdade  é só uma. Sem eles nada disto era possível e este resultado prova, que realmente valeu a pena e funcionou! "Muito difícil explicar"

Olet mun kaikuluotainé uma interpretação pessoal, de um single lançado por Freeman na década de 1970. HIM lançou o seu mais recente álbum em 2013. Há muito que impera o silêncio e a “histeria internacional” parece adormecida. Por quanto tempo HIM se aguentará forte, de pedra e cal? Muito difícil de dizer, Ville respondeu, franzindo sobrolho.

- Sou um rapaz ardente.

Uma semana, pelo menos, três dias mais concretamente. Agora a sério, por alguma razão, o trabalho continua, e já lá vão 25 anos.  Por agora, estou tranquilo e não me comprometo.

No entanto, a chama cintilou?

-  Chama cintilante - mas em que sentido? Ville brincou misteriosamente.

Forma estranhamente doentia de  lidar com Vesa

No entanto, uma coisa é certa:

HIM  estará em digressão na Primavera e Verão, com duas datas confirmadas na Finlândia.

HIM também marcará presença na festa de aniversário de Vesa no dia 13 de Julho – pela comemoração do seu 50º aniversário.  

Ville revela o seu acordo com o aniversariante, no qual prometera que iria tocar no seu aniversário, com a condição de que caso este falecesse entrentanto, então HIM tocariam no seu funeral!

Vesa é uma pessoa muito influente e conhecida no meio e um homem com um humor refinado.

- Este homem năo é nada parvo. Se nos distraimos ele puxa-nos o tapete em pleno palco.

English:

In recent times, living demurely and away from the limelight lights, Ville Valo, reappears in the best way, as winner for best song with - Olet mun kaikuluotain - at the Emma Gala 2017.

”I can handle the pressure of work and simultaneously with sex!”

(BOX PHOTO BAND) - Ville Valo and HIM are going on a short tour this summer, for their hometown and beyond. Followed by thousands of fans, they add a new record, with one more presence in this Gala.

(BOX CIRCLE PURPLE) - The mystic, Ville Valo, 40, lifted the veil somewhat over HIM's plans for the future.

(BOX YELLOW RIGHT SIDE) - Pedal guitar, by Long John!

Ville Valo, on best mood, quickly looked around the local venue, enjoying the atmosphere. He hopes to continue living in Helsinki, near the family.

How have been living  a "rocker"  his daily life in Finland?

Maybe, just spend a week strumming a guitar from Long John .. and eating junkfood ..

- Sometimes it is difficult to describe.. since I never lived in a balanced way, but rather fleeting, intense, taking advantage of the present moment, even if it is a state of short period of time. The pressure by the demands of work can always result in a divorce.

- "Love. That is, making love "- when translated into English, Ville played with the pun and the reference" to make love "-" Love making "in an allusion perhaps to the songs of love and the style itself Love Metal.

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Ville after receiving the trophy Emma for best song with Olet mun kaikuluotain, to the surprise and delight of the journalists representing the media, present at the ceremony, walked around the room greeting, answering some questions and landing for the cameras.

"It's a pleasure and an honor to be here on this old stage. It had not been for a while.”

Ville, satisfied and excited, laughed before the chambers, displaying his trophy in his arms.

It was not his first prize.

-  Have already collected some of them.

- I could dedicate this prize to my parents, as some people do, looking "cliché" but the truth is only one. Without them none of this was possible and this result proves, that it was really worth it and it worked!

"Very difficult to explain"

Olet mun kaikuluotain is a personal interpretation of a single released by Freeman in the 1970s.

HIM released their latest album in 2013. Silence has been around for a long time and "international hysteria" seems numb.

How long will HIM stand strong in stone and lime?

Very difficult to say, Ville replied, frowning. - I'm a hot boy.

A week, at least, three days more concretely. Now seriously, for some reason, the work goes on, and it's been 25 years. For now, I'm cool and I do not compromise.

However, the flame flickered?

"Sparkling flame, but in what sense?" Ville teased mysteriously.

Strangely unhealthy way of dealing with Vesa

However, one thing is certain:

HIM will be touring in spring and summer with two confirmed dates in Finland.

HIM will also be present at Vesa's birthday party on July 13 - for the celebration of its 50th anniversary.

Ville reveals his agreement with the birthday boy, in which he promised that he would play on his birthday, on condition that in case he passed away, then HIM would play at his funeral!

Vesa is a very influential and well-known person in the middle and a man with a refined mood.

- This man is not anything silly. If we distract ourselves he pulls us the carpet in the middle of the stage.

Tradução/Translation: Tatianaf

[songogothgirl]

2017 roleplay request

These are my current rp cravings and I hope to hear back from some of you about them ether here or over email me at [email protected] thank you all for reading this but if you have anything not on my list you can ask I will most likely agree to roleplay with you my love interests are in (these) Vikings (Bjorn) True blood (Godric) Game of Thrones(Robb stark) The Avengers(Steve Rogers) Boondock Saints (Murphy) Sons of anarchy any season(chibs) X-men(Logan or Victor creed) Law& order(Elliot Stabler or Chester Lake) criminal minds(Spencer Reid) Creepypasta (Laughing Jack) Lord of the Rings(Legolas) percy jackson both movies (Percy) Twilight(Jacob black) Anime/Cartoons Inuyasha(bankotsu) Yu yu hakusho(hiei) Teen Titans(Speedy) Beyblade(Kai) Rurouni Kenshin(Sanosuke Sagara) The Bands Asking Alexandria(Ben) Escape the fate(Craig) Bullet For My Valentine(Matt tuck) HIM(ville valo) Disturbed(david) Rules & Information Grammar and style; Grammar and spelling isn’t an issue as long as I know that your trying to say we should be fine but I will not except one liners I RP in third person and paragraph form only I can’t deal with one liners any more but I will not except novel style ether I just can’t match that I like one or two paragraphs per side but if you write more that’s fine just understand I may not match your length but I will do my vary best to try also know that with grammar my brain only understands capital letters and periods so if you have perfect grammar and punctuation or none at all it will read the exact same way to me. Love interests and Other Character; I don’t mind having outside characters and or multiple love interests cause I love drama and all he fun things that come with it Smuts and other things; I’m more than willing to smut and full lemons and I’m more than willing to do a lot of it I’m willing to do things relating to abuse, violence, gore, death, etc as well and really I have almost no limits but I WILL NOT do any pedophilia or beastiality Messages and Replies; pleas take your time there is no need to send rushed replies I will not bother you about it I’m on all the time cause I have no life off the internet but I know most others have busy lives so I will give you a week before asking about replies Attitude and Fairness; Keep things fair make sure that both sides and if I’m doing something on your side of the rp that you don’t think works for the idea you have in mind for the plot on your end tell me I will be happy to talk and adjust things to something you find is more of what you had in mind Terminating an RP; If you no longer wish to roleplay with me then pleas tell me don’t just ignore me I find it rather rude cause if I have to stop the rp I will let you know Everything Else; I don’t mind doing more than one roleplay at a time I don’t mind if you just want to talk on the side lines or in another message in fact I encourage outside talks and getting to know my partners

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unusual questions

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify

is your room messy or clean? right now is kinda messy, usually its clean

what color are your eyes? dark brown/black

do you like your name? why? yes i like it, tho its very common here

what is your relationship status?single and eating pizza

describe your personality in 3 words or less serious for people who dont know me well, funny, loving and smart

what color hair do you have? black

what kind of car do you drive? color? i can’t driveee

where do you shop? right now i dont have the dollars

how would you describe your style? casual and comfortable, sometimes classy and trendy

favorite social media account i’d say youtube then twitter

what size bed do you have?average

any siblings? a little one

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? in the nature bc i’m nature and it makes me calmed

favorite snapchat filter? the toast one or the bunny clapping, also the dog one is cute

favorite makeup brand(s) M.A.C, NYX, KIKO but im cheap queen so essence

how many times a week do you shower? normally once a day

favorite tv show? right now i dont watch tv, maybe bigbrother vip

shoe size? 38

how tall are you? 1´68cms

sandals or sneakers?sneakers always

do you go to the gym?soon!

describe your dream date go for a walk, then maybe to a cafe to talk and get a coffee and then to a park with trees to laugh and have fun,see clouds together

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? like 15 euro

what color socks are you wearing? purple and white XD

how many pillows do you sleep with? one

do you have a job? what do you do? commercial, i offer discounts and lower of the price

how many friends do you have?right now i believe i dont have such

whats the worst thing you have ever done?silly things when i was younger but i never done something very bad 

whats your favorite candle scent? vanilla probably

3 favorite boy names Adam, Hugo, Castiel

3 favorite girl names Arianna, Krystal,

favorite actor?zac efron the last i can remember XD

favorite actress?i dont have one tbh

who is your celebrity crush? Shawn Mendes atm and Ville Valo

favorite movie?i dont have one

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?not much lately, but any book spiritual stuff related

money or brains?BRAINS

do you have a nickname? what is it?no...well yeah Wednesday Adams

how many times have you been to the hospital? few times...like three maybe four

top 10 favorite songs Shawn Mendes-treat you better/ Beyonce-XO/ Banghra-My own way/ Little Mix- Touch/ Little mix-shout out to my ex/Bruno Mars-24k magic/Madcon-Begging/AOA-Excuse me/Ed Sheeran-Shape of you/Zara Larson-Ain’t my fault

do you take any medications daily?no

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) dry

what is your biggest fear?losing myself

how many kids do you want? i dont have any but not because i hate them its because theyre way too pure

whats your go to hair style? just straight my hair is short

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small 

who is your role model? Virginia Blanes

what was the last compliment you received? My boss said i have potential

what was the last text you sent? Audio recording... about my boss XD

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?maybe 9 or 10

what is your dream car? 4x4 zuzuki

opinion on smoking? i smoke and no,i dont think it kills u...

do you go to college? i used to

what is your dream job?a dentist

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?rural areas tbh

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?   no?....

do you have freckles?yes

do you smile for pictures? sometimes

how many pictures do you have on your phone?a lot

have you ever peed in the woods?no

do you still watch cartoons?no

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? none

Favorite dipping sauce? bittersweet one

what do you wear to bed?pijamas

have you ever won a spelling bee? yes

what are your hobbies? internet and reading and listening to music and soon it will be exersicing

can you draw?  yes

do you play an instrument?no

what was the last concert you saw?i cant remember

tea or coffee?coffeee

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? DD

do you want to get married? no tbh

what is your crush’s first and last initial? i dont have one

are you going to change your last name when you get married?no i wont get married

what color looks best on you? i think black, yellow, grey,and brown...and green,red too. dark blue

do you miss anyone right now?yes, but i dont miss THEM i miss having somebody

do you sleep with your door open or closed? depends

do you believe in ghosts? yeah

what is your biggest pet peeve?lie, act like they’re superior

last person you called` somebody related to work

favorite ice cream flavor? vanilla and sweet milk

regular oreos or golden oreos?none

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?choco

what shirt are you wearing?pijama

what is your phone background?i think its a pyramid

are you outgoing or shy? more outgoing but serious

do you like it when people play with your hair? mm depends who it is but no

do you like your neighbors? YEAH

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? in the morning, in the night to get it cleaned

have you ever been high?yeah few timesxd

have you ever been drunk?yeah few times xdxd

last thing you ate?chocolate

favorite lyrics right now i dont hve

summer or winter?spring

day or night?night

dark, milk, or white chocolate?milk

favorite month?april

what is your zodiac sign aries

who was the last person you cried in front of?my coworker

#i was bored

[daethspells]

#him band #love metal #ville hermanni valo #ville valo #h.i.m #heartagram #him #his infernal majesty #vv #i am still love metal trash #i am ville valo trash #live laugh love ville valo

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Happy Thanksgiving everyone 💓

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[daethspells]

I can't wait to see my fiance again tomorrow 🥰

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