#looked nothing like me....sadly....

[cryptic-michael]

All trans girls deserve themselves a little American Girl doll of their dreams and a little porcinline doll!

#sure sure normal gilrs too but i keep heairng my little sister rant about wanting an american girl doll #and i myself had one! #looked nothing like me....sadly.... #but i also had and still have a porcinline doll!! #shes pretry and i wanna get more dolls liek that i love old stuff irs soooo💗💗💗 #but trans girls!!! go give that inner littke kid in you an american girl doll kf you cna aford it!! or a little porcinline doll!!! #ahhh #trans girls #trans #think the girlies will love this post #i think we as a socity should make these american girl dolls cheaper and also make porciline dolls more wildly avalable and WAY LESS #expesnive #i think girls... especially trans girls deseeve to go do that thing they saw other girls doing when growing up #not teying to remake no memories i just think its fun hell even if you arnt trans you deserve it! #couldnt have a build a bear growing up? fucking go there if you can and get you a bear #get you an american girl doll and name her adte ryiurself and its a mini you the dream that EVERY girl dreamed of #having a little them...

[spitinsideme]

Any thoughts on the new trailer?

going to beso honest like righr now, lime COMELTY honest righr now, i actually do not care for tadc lime .. at all .. it is not a show id usually watch and when it does come out i will probably not watch ir unless im feing like watching ragapom moments i guess ? it juat isnr sowmthing i actually care aboit .. so sorry to you all i am actually not a tadc fan 💔 heartbreaking im sure, i juat am a daily distrubutor for ragapom art

ive heard about it rhoifh from posts ? the like princesss of sweets or soemthig, she seems pretty i guess ?? sowmrhing aboit pomni beong jelaous for ragatba and the sweets princess, old woman yuri idonrknkw my sources are from gay artists but looks good o guess 👍 im sure it will be fun !

#i dont even knlw WHY i drew ragapom art in the begining lik actuallu #i didnt even actualy ship them #i watched the tadc trailer because i was seeong the charagers from it everywhere #and i was like yeah alroghr ill give it a look #it wasnt my thing ! i wasnt Interested in it but thats just me i just am not an animatrd kins of dark show person #me personally i love happy feel good things or anythong that is gay and depressing #i think i started drawing ragapom because o saw a fanart foe ir maybe ? ans thoifht it was cutw and was like yeah sure ill add to that #it was in lke novemeber i had zero other things to do i may as well start a tumblr art accounr i guess ! #kind of funny to me how i thinm im like the artist who draws ragapon the most because i do it like daily #and yet i have zero interwat in the show #to be fair allthe fandom i am interwsted on have like so few people who care aboit ir #like for me to be in a fandom woth over 5 people ??? crazy ... #ragapom is cute thoufh ! i love okder women #soemtone tell me how it ends and if it ends happily i will watxh kr but if it ends sadly i will not #i will NEVER watxh a show with sk many epaopdes just flr there to be a sad ending #i will only watxh lesbian movies with tragic endings and NOTHING else #everyrhing else needs to be happy

[itsokjunii]

who wants to see my miisona?? :-O

#my mii #sadly he looks nothing like me #but a guy can dream yk?? #miiblr #mii #miitomo #mii enjoyer #wii sports resort

[isa-ah]

plurals who follow me. describe the headspace as u see it in ur minds eye 🫵

#mine is like a ratty apartment where we all mistly ignore each other like unwilling rommates #theres an ugly couch and stains on the carpet and arthur has a whole rig he sits at & ignores us #the couch is like. the front. mostly me bentley and shy hang out on it but sometimes nicky shows up =') #multiple bedroom doors but they all stay shut. sadly they are not 4 me so idk whats in there #also theres a dark kitchenet in the corner no one ever uses. gross lol #to clarify for people who arent plural. for me anyway it wasnt like a choice of space thats just how it looks #like a fact? i would not have chosen this for myself LOL #its ugly as hell in here #landlord white w stained off white carpeting and dull qhite overcast sunlight coming t #*in thru a foggy window. washed out muted colors nothing pretty or decorated about it 💀

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[marshmallowgoop]

Repostober Day 30 | October 30, 2008

The first episode of Wakfu premiered October 30, 2008! These are a few Wakfu pieces I drew in 2011.

#repostober #wakfu #goop draws #at least i *think* the grougaloragran and chibi was drawn in 2011... it wasn't dated unfortunately ^^; but 2011 would make sense #sadly i was so disappointed by the season 2 finale that i kind of never really looked back at wakfu #but it's got more seasons now and an english dub with some big-name actors? haha idk maybe i should give it a chance again #it's not like i even fully understood the finale anyway--i watched it raw in french on the france 3 site when it aired and idk french ^^; #sad that apparently there's nothing new about nora? 'islands of wakfu' really got to me evidently... #and while a lot of the anatomy is super whack on these pieces i am proud of myself for attempting a bg in that one with nora and the tofu!

[introspectivememories]

literally can't stop thinking about mafia!bernard and police informant!tim

it got too long for the tags

bear's in the mafia for whatever reason

and tim is part of a police team called idfk the bats

anyway bear's mafia is getting too big and they need sm1 on the inside. enter tim.

tim is a police legacy. his dad was a policeman and so was his father's father and on it goes

and he might've made it onto captain wayne's team but he's desperate to prove to the force that he's not a fuckin nepo baby

so he takes the job. enter bernard who only meets tim after he's been on the mission for a year now.

bear quickly takes a liking to this new recruit who's efficient and smart and has the tiniest waist he's ever seen.

and tim goes along with this liking cause hey information from the top will be more valuable right?

and they fall into this fuckbuddies relationship that quickly becomes way more. because like fuck bear looks at tim like he's worth smth

like he's more than what his parents have set out for him. like he's somebody. like he loves tim for tim. and not for what tim can do for him.

and fuck he loves bear and his smiles. the way his eyes crinkle and his gums show. he loves the way bear looks with a gun in his hands and he knows that's fucked up but the first time he saw bear with a gun in his hands and blood splattered across his face he had to actively stop himself from jumping bear in front of the mafia. and no matter how rough bear is when he's on the field he always caresses tim's cheeks with a softness tim didn't know was possible

and fuck his dick is massive and it's really not helping tim's feelings. and he knows he's compromised and fuck cpt. wayne probs knows too

but shit bear holds him like he's precious. bear looks at him like he loves him. bear twines their bodies together like he'll die if they part

bear whispers sweet nothings into his ears as they fall asleep and it'll break him when he has to give bear up but he's always been selfish

he'll keep this for as long as he can. (please lord let him have this.)

and on bear's end he really only becomes interested in this new recruit when he watches the boy deliver 10 backhanded compliments in a row

and nobody pick up on it. it takes 3 months before bear figures out that tim's a spy and still he keeps seeing him

bc it doesn't matter that tim'll be his downfall. it doesnt matter that tim doesnt really love him or care about him. that it's only a mission for tim bc tim is the best thing bear's life.

he is the sun to bear's moon. the first word on his lips when he wakes up and the last when he goes to sleep.

and he loves every version of tim -- when he's caustic and biting, when he's blissed out in bed covered in the marks bernard left, when he's laughing, when he's crying

every version on tim is a version he likes. and one of these days, his pretty bird is going to have to leave their nest but at least bear can hold tim until then

at least bear can press promises into his thighs. at least he can whisper his devotion into the crook of tim's neck. at least he can leave marks on tim -- lovebites on his neck, handprints on his thighs and hips -- a tapestry that says "i was here. and i loved him. i love him and i am here."

but until that day comes, bear will work on quitting smoking and turning his favorite safehouse into a home for them.

(please lord, just let him have this. just let him have tim.)

#honestly if i was to sum up this au in one sentence it'd be #'dick so good you'd let them commit war crimes' #he quits smoking cause his baby has no spleen. tim nearly cries when he hears that #bear always kisses tim before he leaves in 3s. one to the forehead. one to both cheeks. and one to his lips. #the first time tim says 'welcome home!' to bear he has to take 3 business days to recover #the first time bear comes over to money-laundering coffee shop front tim's been assigned to with a bouquet of flowers tim spends the rest #week giggling to himself. also tim and bear get relentlessly teased by their coworkers. #and when all is said and done and the mission comes to an end and tim has to arrest bear he does it with a tremble in his hands and tears #in his eyes. and bear's eyes are so sad almost mournful with the way they look at him in his police uniform #'hey pretty baby. here to lock me up at last?' bear asks #'you knew?' tim whispers. bear nods slowly like doing it any faster will spook tim off. the hand holding his gun trembles. #'then why-' #'why do you think tim?' bear responds quietly 'i love you.' #tim chokes on his sob. 'i did too y'know. i do too.' #bear smiles sadly 'but the job comes first right?' #and tim has nothing to say to that. tim loves bear and bear loves tim and it's not enough. maybe it was never enough. #anyway #how yall doin #i'm so normal about them i swear #bernard dowd #tim drake #timbern #timber #dc

[theflyingfeeling]

...😵

tl;dr: I want to open fic requests for December but I'm scared 🤧

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ugh I always feel so self-conscious about talking about my fics because I feel like I'm always talking about (my) fics or (my) fic ideas, and the mean part of my brain is constantly trying to convince me that everyone is sick of that already and think I'm an attention seeker (which I swear I'm not 😭 having said that, I want to clarify that I'm not implying I think anyone who talks about their fics is an attention seeker! it's more about me expecting everyone to hate me specifically for constantly talking about mine 🤡)

in addition, I'm scared of everyone getting bored of all the Olli/Allu talk on my blog as well (apart from the lovely people who send me Olli/Allu related asks almost daily, I love you all so much 🥺💕) and that people think I'm incapable of talking about anything else (which is not the case, even if I do spend a worryingly lot of time thinking about these two nerds 😂)

oof, so now that I've gotten all that mandatory self-depracating talk out of the way: I really want to try and create an Olli/Allu prompt fic challenge for myself for December 😭

yes I knooooowwww there are already at least two fandom events for December and I could just participate in those and I'm sorry for being greedy and attention-seeky but...I kinda want to make my own 🥺 because I'd like to make it prompt-based, because I think that would be fun 🥺 a word-prompt maybe, or a situation-prompt, perhaps from a list of prompts I've compiled myself to make sure I can handle it, because I'm still traumatized by how horribly I failed with the super adorable Valentine's Day prompts last winter, because my brain just wasn't braining the way I needed it to brain 😭 for this reason I'm also considering just coming up with my own prompts, because I swear I could come up with 24 different fic ideas in one sitting with little to no problem, but on the other hand, getting requests is also super fun... 😩

also, if I was to open requests, I feel like I'd have to do more than Olli/Allu, because I understand it's not everyone's OTP (actually I don't but you do you lol (jk)), and I do want to write other pairings as well, but some pairings inspire me more than others, and recently I've felt like I've been inspired by Olli/Allu only, and maybe Joel/Joonas occasionally

another two-bladed issue is that while I feel like requests would perhaps make me more motivated to write, there's also a very likely chance they might start to feel like a chore, because when I'm not motivated, I simply can't force myself to write for the sake of fulfilling a request 🥲 that's just not how I work, no matter how much I wish I could. and I absolutely don't want to go through all the guilt and crying buckets for not fulfilling requests like I did earlier this year. I know I'm not quite as miserable now as I was then, so maybe I could bribe my brain to brain the way I need it to brain this time around, but the risk I'd be taking is just too terrifying 😭

so anyone who writes a ton of fics on request: you guys are my fucking heroes and I don't understand how you do it, can you spare a tip or two for a poor brainless fic-writer who's only able to write when the stars are in the exact right position? 🥺 and no, saying stuff like "you don't have to fulfil every request you get, that's completely alright and your readers will understand" will NOT do, because hellooooooooo of course I'll feel unnecessarily guilty about not fulfilling prompts even if there's no good reason for me to do so, don't you know me at all?! 😭😭😭😭😭 of course I know that my sweet, amazing, loving, world-deserving readers will be unreasonably understanding and not hold it against me if I did end up failing to fulfil their requests, but I'd still feel terrible about it, and there's nothing anyone could say or do about it I'm afraid 🤧

(I'd also be more than happy to collaborate with other content-creators for this but 1) there are already two fandom events for December, 2) I'm sort of only interested in writing Olli/Allu myself and making the whole challenge just about them would seem a tad circle-jerky and I'd hate to exclude anyone, and 3) not enough braincells to carry out a whole entire fandom event by myself)

so if anyone has any suggestions or ideas or tips regarding what kind of (perhaps) prompt-based fic challenge I could do without scaring myself shitless, I'd like to hear from you, totally alright if not though < feel free to ignore I promise I understand 🥺

#trigger warning: an unnecessary amount of self-deprecating talk lol ✌️ #i know i'm overdoing it i know i know i knooowwww but look. it's a form of self-defence okay :-: #if i hurt myself first no one else has to okay? and that way i have control over it #even though literally everyone i interact with on here has been nothing but sweet to me? 😭 #but sadly you never know who might be lurking and just waiting to break you to pieces #so self-deprecating talk is a way for me to show y'all that there's no need for you to do that #because none of you will ever think of me as lowly as i think of myself 💅 #this is unrelated to what's behind the cut btw lol #this is just something i wanted to say in case someone wonders why i keep constantly talking myself down 😂 #there's a reason why i'm like this and i'm working on it 🤧 #but yeah. i'd love to hear from literally anyone 😭 #fellow fic-writers and olli/allu enthusiast do interact 🥺👉👈

[morriscribbles]

trying to remember how to draw again and it's because of osmium as usual. i just think he's neat

#original character #sketch #oc #original species #traditional art #osmium #i'm not actually crazy about this i know his body isn't right and i think he still needs to be wider but he still looks cute #i will get better at drawing fat people and there's nothing anyone can do to stop me #i wish i was already good at drawing fat people bc it's not like i have been fat my whole life and so has my whole family #sadly i only realized how dope being fat is recently

[timothylawrence]

speaking of the swana region look at my own personal hcs for some parts of Pandora :3!

For the highlands, im thinking abt Levantine mountain ranges :3

and The Dust reminds me of Syrian deserts

and ofc i love hollow point being in a city in a cave, it reminds me a lot of how older civilizations in Jordan/Palestine resided in caves! Most notably the ancient city of Petra!

#ewbie.txt #hiiii rubs my arab hands all over half your planet. mine now. #again. personal hcs. but captain scarlett being from pandora + sasha fiona being described as meditteranean....hehe! #the whole point being corporations trying to take over a planet... me omg thats just like recent history of my own homeland! weow! #obviously my part of the world isnt the only part of the world that looks like this but see above. and thats my inspo LOL #this is just for hashtag fun. also my OCs are from the highlands! and also also. that mountain range is very close to where my moms from #i was just there last august :')! #also rbs are turned off because i dont want ppl to laugh at me or be racist which has sadly happened last time i talked abt this so. womp. #but ily guys :) <3! any questions or anything im open to talk abt :3 this is just a few minute google search nothing srs #<3

[cinnamon-phrog]

How's your day going on tumblr

My day has only just started [EST timezone you see, I am so sorry if I'm incomprehensible] but it's going well, thank you!

I was a bit sad because I chose to give the benefit of the doubt to someone someone else was being mean to, but the person I gave the benefit too turned out to be exactly who I hoped they weren't.

That red x yellow shipper turned out to be a pr*shipper but just didn't say it, a friend of mine told me about their gross twitter acc, as well as the other shipper who sided with them. The only thing they're right about is yes it does indeed look like it's 2022 again :c

It makes me sad to see nothing but gatekeepers and pr*shippers in the dhmis tag so I'm just going to not bother looking anymore, you all had your chances.

It's very messy and has upset me for a bit, but I went offline to go to town and I felt much better!!

[I go off a lot more in the tags- like a LOT a lot. A sort-of vent/complaint but not an ooooooh look at me vent just a few things that've happened in the past that made me who I am now]

#i get worried that i complain too much so i try to bring the positive. because there IS always a positive #i bought a froggie eye mask for one. it matches my 5 quid frog snuggie <3 #and i got a free blocklist yayyyyyyy happy days #it's sad that most people who i think might be like me and see the trio as ageless/adults and wholesomely ship them turn out to be prroshit #but i keep looking! i know two or three who have but got chased away by the gatekeepers who mistook them for proshits #i honestly don't blame them for being so mean now. anyone could be anything and it's hard to know if it's not directly stated #and i used to assume a lot. i still do but i want to use my assuming to assume good #and i think i only caught my assuming bug from others since i came into the dhmis fandom quite young [sadly] #god 2022 was bad. at least june-august felt like it's never end. gross people everywhere and i had to be an agony aunt to 20+ year olds- #when i was only 15. actually who fucking does that. i'd gone through the worst of the toxicity #forced to see yellow as a child or i was afraid i'd be excluded. treated weird when i admitted it. a good friend turned out to be a pr*. #i felt i HAD to get involved or i'd be told i wasn't doing enough. i was a child. a baybee. i just wanted silly puppets and to be funny #now i worry i'll be 'called out' for nothing and everyone is two faced #can't try to make dhmis mutuals without checking their blog and seeing how mean they are to people like me #and it's so stupid. you guys can all be so stupid. i can't make friends because of you because i'm afraid #everytime i post art or gush about the characters that bring me a comfort you wouldn't believe i worry i'll be told off from it. #i talked about yellow once on my old sideblog and some bitch whined about how i felt for him and how it was wrong #how they told their friends and they all agreed i was a freak for it. it's not that dramatic. not everyone sees him as a baby #like what was the point of that. maybe check my blog and you'll know how i see him. #i'm glad someone came to my defence. #someone once got into a post i made for fun which explained how i saw him and oh boy they infantilised him and went off- #about how he's their baby brother. good for you /gen but can you do that somewhere else i love your art i know your famous but that's no- #excuse. i see more popular palatable artists get away with worse shit like this and it's saddening and i make sure to get away from it. #it's hard when i want to see art of my loves and only see two of them together. it's bittersweet and feels incomplete. #without them i feel incomplete. finding them was like finding three quarters of me that were lost to make me whole. #i bought badges of the trio on etsy and i lost the yellow one. i sobbed. i had to be consoled. i couldn't even do my math exams #because i got a taste of what a life would be where just one peice was missing. #any moment any of them can be taken away from me. that's selfish because they're not even mine and they're not even real. #i went off a bit. i AM happy. i am on my way to be happy. that's just something i needed to get off my chest

[talldecafcappuccino]

I also rewatched the last bit on the plane with the flash forwards and everything and...I'm fine with it?? Ted looks genuinely happy when Henry runs out the door and his smile at the very end is a little muted for my liking, but it's not bad by any means.

#things I liked: #the gold foil putting the sign back together like kintsugi #rebecca and boatman standing like two feet apart at beard's wedding and also not interacting much at the bbq #(look that's just where I am with them. he means nothing to me.) #Ted slept on the plane!! He's not the complete and anxious mess he was on the way over to London #Sadly that means no scruffy Ted but I think it's growth so fine #the uncharged co-parenting type greeting between ted and michelle #they're fine! #nothing more to see #the kansas house has a free little library!! #that's so cute and on brand 🥺 #Henry wearing Jamie's number!! #ted giving actual soccer coaching at henry's game ('find some space henry') #ted lasso spoilers

[ephemeral-winter]

went to provincetown aka one of the queerest beach towns in america and every woman over forty is producing the same pavlovian reaction in me which is "wait why is my mom here"

#would love to be lusting after some older women rn but sadly all the dykes just look like my mom #their beautiful never dyed close cropped hair and oversized t-shirts and sensible sandals #lot of shirtless men also but since i already know they're unavailable this experience is doing nothing for me #alas! #rare pic of me in the wild

[edelorion]

okay so i maybe have a type

artists for syokamori: knifedragon, kamei for pandoria: tonamikanji, monolithtk for sucrose: official art for io: 須影 (R18 artist)

#and it's not even just how they look. i mean yeah they're super cute and they all have impeccable taste in fashion but aside from that #like i didn't even know who sucrose was until several months ago #until i stumbled upon a bunch of asmr roleplays of her and. #okay. i can just. listen to her ramble for hours about alchemy. please tell me more about what dandelion seeds can do. #i have less than zero interest in genshin impact because predatory gacha. but her? brilliance. #as for pandoria she's. well first of all she's kinda chuuni to mirror zeke which already elevates her to ''really great'' in my mind but #while she can be a little negligent at times she's also. really caring. she's silly but she'd lend an ear and a hug. #syokamori sadly is literally a blank slate as her creator has done nothing with her yet but. #for some inexplicable reason she resonates deeply within me. #and io is. listen i'm not sure if i want to hug or if i want to be io #probably both honestly but. listen my profile pic literally is her #if anyone would be considered my ''blorbo'' it's her. i want to flood these tags with exactly why i love her so much but i need to go sleep #anyway... i love them. so much.

[idiaa-shroxd]

HEY HELLO I LOVE YOUR WRITING SM I'M SO JELOUS MARRY ME???/j

awww thank you so so much!! 💗💞 I absolutely would marry you (*´∀｀*) i hope you don’t mind but i checked out your blog aesthetic is literally so pretty?? i’m very jealous of people who know how to make a pretty profile!!! i adore the color it’s so pleasing to the eyes!! i also checked your writing and it’s very nice!! it’s easy to read and understand and i also respect the first post being one about deuce! <3

i also really love the genshin emotes, makes me happy to see another fan ehe so here’s one in response, as faruzan’s got to basically be my main besides wanderer because i adore her so much?? play style is absolutely fun despite only being c4 i crowned her. my wanderer is like triple crowned and has cons with a BIS but I still love faruzan so much—. she’s literally so cute!! (´・ω・)

#questions of styx. #i also promise im working on reqs i just am busy!! ( ^ω^ ) but i hope to get one out by the end of the week!! #also thank you for about 200 followers!! #the tags will have nothing to do with writing or the ask anymore i just need to hyperfixate my mind for a minute!! #i ended up getting transfixed on hq again especially hq-bu but realized that the person i used to read from has sadly stopped translating :( #so naturally i did what any normal person did and looked up the raws and translated myself and wow that is a LOT of work just for me to read #im not too good at translating with the redrawing or fonts but i still tried hard?? despite likely not posting them because im not sure if #people still want to read hq-bu on tumblr but at least i can reread my hyperfixation whenever now aaa #i also started a bows only playthrough and proud to say i have no standard character 50/50 beside tighnari!! hoping that won’t change #i have high pity on weapon banner with yoimiya’ bow being my aim but im so scared im at 62 pity and might end up getting yae’s on bow only #i have r3 rust so do i risk it or do I got for the tp for that crit damage because i don’t wanna artifact farm my precious fragile resin #but then again i could get rust cons and go for r5 if i fail tp and just start saving for hopefully childes next rerun to get him and ps #sorry for treating the tags like a personal diary but my thoughts need to be explained somewhere (｀・ω・´) my ganyu manages to hit 30k #with melt though at lvl80 with 20/200 crit ratio which sounds bad but 20 passive + 15 resonance makes it 55 + food buff makes about 60-70 #so it works out for now since i only just hit ar45 and need to artifact farm a lot for her and wt is through strongbox luck and i have only #done yois domain which is surprisingly easier now that I have ganyu

[alltoowsll]

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#oh my god this is so relatable #there’s this dude in my class that won’t stop staring at me and seriously it’s gotten to a point where I just want to change of group #you would think ‘oh but he stares at you there’s nothing wrong with that’ #NO ITS LIKE he would big stare a lot of time at me and if I look at him he will look somewhere else #and I’ve noticed when I go to the bathroom or something he stares at my butt and I’m very uncomfortable #I’ve told some friends and they just say I’m overreacting but am I? the other day I was distracted and he took a pic of me #I don’t know what to do #I have blocked him from everywhere and funnily I don’t know if he’s dumb or something but he just doesn’t GET IT #I don’t like him I don’t want to be friends with him I don’t want him around sadly my uni sucks and they’ve denied me the opportunity of #changing group so I’m just stuck #and it feels like a nightmare to go sit and take classes and not being able to feel comfortable about it #BECAUSE OF THIS DUDE #🙃🙃🙃🙃