#losing my mind a little bc

[stbot]

♡judgmental girlfriends♡ 

#jade claymore #kit tanthalos #tanthamore #willow 2022 #willow #willow disney+ #losing my absolute mind??? #like kit is louder about it but jade is right there with her #so many little moments of them just being totally in sync i love them your honor #bc kit is a mean lesbian and jade is a supportive girlfriend!! #support kit's rights but more importantly her wrongs!! #the lesbians are judging you #i think i need a gif tag #this is mostly just a joke

[shittywriterbrain]

i will never be normal about the you wear fine things well scene. i will pause that shit five times and rewatch it again and again and rant at my screen about every single thought going on in ed's head and how fucking perfect the music and taika's acting are

#actually no kidding i have gone insane over this scene every time i watched it #the fucking little piano melody when ed looks up at stede is just AAH perfect #our flag means death #ofmd #god i just watched it again and #someone take away my space bar. i cannot be trusted with the space bar. i WILL pause it right after ed looks up bc the music in sync with #the acting is just too much for my little brain to handle #im losing my mind over this

[ganondoodle]

you know when you have an idea for a drawing and it just wont let you rest until you at least sketched it?

... yeah

....

demise and hylia (humanoid forms) sleepy cuddles o((>ω< ))o

#ganondoodles #zelda #art #tloz #loz #demise #hylia #doodles #i know this is a super rough sketch #i slapped some darker and lighter colors on it bc you else you wouldnt be able to make sense of it lmao #im up way too late #....this took me so many hours #i know it doesnt look like it #but god is it HARD to draw two people somewhat intertwined #you wouldnt believe how many copies of the same sketch are in one file bc i kept havign to redo it but was too scared to lose a better one #i had this in mind since yesterday and i just cannot get it out of my head #its a little scene from wayyyy late into the story but i dont know if im gonna keep it this way #still trying to make it .... less self indulgent #............................. listen i still feel embarassed about it all #i dont know how i will live through actually paint them kissing at some point #i know its my own comic and all but drawing it in the actual comic still feels -official- to me #none of this makes sense #its almost 2am im not thinking right anymore #but this sketch would not have let me sleep until i got it to this point at least #i love them so much i dont know how to express it ever aaaaaaaaaaarhdeskfbhgkdf

[ponytailzuko]

i dont think marinette has put much thought into what chat noirs life is like as a civilian at all because of the identity rules, but i personally think we deserve one those marinette-thought-process scenes where marinette imagines chat noir as a civilian but hes still a catboy in real life. and she imagines him to go home to his 'family business' (one of the vague reasons chat noir gave once on why hes late sometimes) which she imagines is his family's cat cafe. and she imagines he has to be the one who takes the orders because the rest of his family are actual cats. and when the identity reveal happens, marinette knew in her brain that chat noir was not actually a real life catboy but.. its truly heartbreaking to know that when meeting chat noirs family, monsieur noir is not a little cat but domestic terrorist gabriel agreste ):

#cal.ibrations #mlb #miraculous ladybug #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #ladybug #chat noir #if marinette ever switches targets and tries to woo chat noir ill lose my mind #bc ill finally get her little planning scenes but instead #when she imagines her future w chat noir its them getting married still in the suits. Help.

[dizzystqrs]

just thinking about how if lewis told charlotte he was terribly afraid of the water & she decided to physically pick him up and carry him out over the sea while he begged her to stop & go back, there would be antagonistic music playing in the background, the girls would have immediately told lewis to break up with her or even intervened, the fandom would be making (more) hate posts, etc. to this day i cannot believe ash got away with that in the show

#not to say charlotte would do that but yknow. the showrunners would frame it badly is what i mean #anyway ash my BEHATED. my ENEMY. if ash has 100 haters im 1 if ash has 1 hater its me etc #i still am always flabbergasted by that scene like i cant believe thats a ship moment #anti ash dove #emma gilbert #h2o just add water #this post also doubles for charlotte watsford bc yknow #she did not do anything half as bad as that LMAO at least as far as i can remember #the tumblr h2o fandom agrees that ash is a weirdo i think but every time i log onto like insta or tiktok & see ship edits with That scene i #lose a little bit of my mind sorry

[stuckinapril]

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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children #In everything I do #Like legit #I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her #And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything #But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious #Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life #But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends #While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury #And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline #Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else #It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk #It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything #But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently #And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians #I’d be so mad #And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief #For losing their loved ones #This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit #This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow #And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything #Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal #And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just #Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off. #Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night #I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this #Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do #or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up #I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think #p

[lemonadeslice]

whale island → world tree

#happy birthday to the apple of my eye!!!!! #hxh #hunter x hunter #gon freecss #okay but truly. literally. it's maybe a little crazy how much this animated baby means to me. hoooo boy. #this time through watching it i really noticed.... he ages 🥺.... u can see him grow up.... lose his widdle baby face and put on muscle.... #and bc there's no godawful ''killua has a twelve pack'' scene for him. this is a purely endearing fact and not a horrifying one. #fun fact the world tree one is a redraw and was originally meant to have a matching killua piece #but once again. the gon tunnel vision drove all else from mind. mind is only 💚

[burymeinblack2022]

HE'S EVEN WEARING NURSE SHOES.... I'M INCONSOLABLE.....

#The attention to detail....the little hair clips and the nurse shoes.... This is fine (crying tears of blood) #Losing my mind bc I hadn't seen any pics that showed the full outfit #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #Gerard Way #McrDetroit #Nurse gerard #Nursegate #Nurse night #Mcr #My Chemical Romance #Mcr return #Return era

[sttoru]

imo although toji seems like a bad dad, he did the best he could for Megumi. Even if he almost sold Megumi to Zenin, Toji knew that the Zenin would treat Gumi 100% better bc he has cursed energy.

Also he literally told Satoru abt Megumi and asked him to take care of Gumi. Like if he really didnt care abt him, he wouldve left gumi to zenins. And the fight between gumi and toji where toji takes his own life.

like he might’ve not been the best dad, but he wasn’t the worst dad. he did care for megumi the best way possible

RIGHTTT like i know he isnt the best dad, but he truly did what he could to make sure megumi got a good life (unlike his) at the very least 😓 the fight w satoru and the fight w megumi was all i needed to realise that ARGHHHHH

#sttoru responds. #my man my man my man #if i underwent all that trauma at the zenin clan bcs i didnt have cursed energy tbh i would lose my mind #and then his wife died #his wife that MADE HIM COME OUT OF HIS SHELL A LITTLE #i could talk on n on about that fictional man

[fluentisonus]

working full time with normal hours has convinced me more than ever that actually high school Could have been a sane & even enjoyable time for me if it weren't for the homework. sick & twisted tbh

#i spent all of high school continually behind on my work/desperately trying to make it up/getting ~4 hrs of sleep a night/full of #guilt over it/feeling like i was losing my mind/not eating properly/trying to do my hw at lunch/etc etc whatever #& now I'm waking up/going out about the same time as i was & getting home only a little later and i have None of that i have to do & I'm #eating regularly & sleeping like 8hrs a night I'm looking back on that like what the fuck. that was so fucked up & evil i had to go through #all that. what the hell. #<- i mean i sort of knew this but i genuinely thought getting up early/spending so long at school/etc was also a major contributer #but like. it's literally not. I can do all that just fine when i ferl like a normal sane healthy person. it was literally just the hw. #hw is evil fr. what are we doing to our kids etc etc #thoughts #I say regular hours bc i have worked full time before but it was w such weird hours I couldn't really make the comparison

[brittlebutch]

Tell me a fun Bill and Ted fact? I know nothing about them really

Bill and Ted is such a fascinating franchise to me bc it's Super Obvious that a majority of people's awareness of it begins and ends with the first movie - Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure - and yet there is so much to uncover about these dudes. There are three films, one novelization, like 7 comic series, a cartoon that ran for 2 seasons, a musical, a live action show that ran for 7 (bad) episodes, like 3 video games, and a pretty longstanding run as a Halloween Horror Nights show.

They're also extremely fun characters because there's like, such a prevalent tendency to generalize their character types, but they're actually Super specific personalities. Like, Bill and Ted don't ever use the words 'rad' or 'bro' nor any 'surfer lingo' or 'valley speak', they're not ever sarcastic/ironic they're like Painfully earnest constantly (the writers even specified that Bill and Ted are "these innocents who would wander wide-eyed into any situation and treat everyone exactly the same - completely open, completely friendly" and the Director also refers to the 'Puppy Factor' wrt Bill and Ted, meaning they should both "Be like big Labrador Retrievers who just bounce along and love life",) they Do use the word 'dude' nigh constantly BUT people always underestimate how often they'll use each other's names equally as often, and also they're really not slackers or deliberately dismissive of schooling/education - they are trying really hard, they just genuinely struggle/can't learn things right (you can tell they even kind of Value it because they do make an effort to use like, Expanded Vocabulary, it's just that they don't always fully understand the words so they'll use them wrong on accident) - i just love them so much

#'fun' in a way that's like ogh i could talk about it for forever but also the mischaracterization is SO prevalent that i'm like #any time i venture into the tag i'm like losing my mind just a little bit ack #one of my Favorite moments of characterization for them tho is in the third movie when the great leader is like basically #'20 yrs ago you performed this Huge concert at this really fancy venue. and then 2 months ago you performed at some shitty open mic' #and bill and ted are like 'yeah we did!!' and are equally excited about both mentions bc they make NO distinction between the two #and don't consider one to be more or less important than the other bc they just Genuinely like performing music and it doesn't #matter at all to them the context of that performance OR the audience reception to it bc they love music so much that all the rest #is just noise to them - aughhh i love them so much #also AUGH thank you for asking <3 #bnt

[slttygeto]

the reality of being a writer (or an artist for that matter) is truly not fun sometimes. you get to make these beautiful pieces and enjoy the process, and other times you dread the moment you are forced to sit down and work on something

#can you tell i am struggling #it doesnt happen to me a lot but when it does i lose my mind a little #i think it’s mainly because as much as i want to improve as a writer i hate HAVING to write rather than writing bcs i enjoy it #this is sooo unnecessary but i needed to get it off my chest

[mamawasatesttube]

i need to write more konbart... i miss them... i still think it's a fucking crime that final crisis legion of three worlds didn't even let them hug. bart should've seen kon alive again and tackled him the second the fighting was over. bart should've latched on like a limpet and cried for at least an hour. come on.

#tim&cassie have the unbreakable bond of The Ones Left Behind. kon&bart have that of The Ones Who Died. #like i know i write a lot of timkon and i do love them but also i Firmly believe qp konbart is just as important a relationship in kons life #i just tend to write less about aro feelings bc that hits too close to home sometimes ksdjlsh romance is like. haha yeah not me but it's fun #but aro love. oh fuck ill be perceived. but sometimes i think about meg's little ficlet of aro bart thinking he would be in love with kon-- #--if he could be in love with anybody. like it would be kon but he's not built that way. and then i need to lie down a minute #kon and bart and their deep profound meaning to each other... #like bart is sooo aro to me but qp konbart does make me insane if i think about it #(i appreciate romo konbart too dgmw <3 but the qp version is what makes me lose my fucking mind) #augh........... konbart..... #rimi talks #kon #bart #konbart

[llondonfog]

au where meleanor manages to curse the knight's bloodline as she dies, a curse that causes his descendants to be lured by her siren call and kill themselves as they reach their eighteenth birthday

silver starting to see her presence and be caught up in her spell— lilia finding him in strange, dangerous scenarios where as he tries to wake his son from this odd bout of sleepwalking, he hears silver murmuring in an old fae tongue, one that he shouldn't know how to speak and one that chills lilia's blood and nearly stops his heart cold

thank mumble for this imagery as i am currently dying at the thought of silver trying to drown himself and mumbling over and over that there's a woman in the water and she keeps calling for him to join her while lilia is having the panic of his life!!!

the fog that clouds his mind is as dreamy as any cotton coated fantasy he's fallen into, dredging his thoughts sticky and sweet like syrup. it feels comfortable, like he's removed from his body and tucked into bed, with his father's warmest quilt around his shoulders and the sleepy bliss that comes with a kiss to his forehead and the promise of a good night.

only, it isn't his father who stands before him. it is a woman, of clear noble fae birth, a woman so like malleus that he feels the instant awe and majesty of her presence. she has eyes like his prince too; dazzling emeralds, that cut through the thick haze around him with perfect clarity and enamor him with their beauty. she smiles at him, a high and cold thing, and despite himself, he finds every keening ache of his heart so very desperate to please her.

#twst spoilers #rattling my cage so hard rn #i need to write something out of this #rushed little snippet under the cut #is this anything bc mumble is making me lose my fuckign mind #INSPIRED BY THAT GET IN THE WATER COVER

[stuckinapril]

I want to be an artistic generalist but it’s so unrealistic for me rn!!

#by that I mean like. practicing art + piano + writing + reading books #& practicing languages !! speaking French & Arabic calligraphy #all my time is consumed by full time studying & clinic & research rn #which is completely fine bc science is equally important to me & I don’t think I’d feel whole without it #but it feels like my other half is a little dormant rn #which I’ve already accepted. the next few months will be intense w prepping for one of the biggest tests of my life #but once that’s out of the way I will be UNSTOPPABLE #so many hobbies I want to take up. and hobbies I wanna resume bc a couple of these I was doing already but just don’t have the time lately #daydreaming ab it will sustain me in the meantime I suppose #or I can try to make it work somehow but rn my focus is all the new shit that’s coming up #one step at a time or I will lose my mind #p

[rainecreatesstuff]

Raine it was all thanks to your art that the admin had the discussion and now we may or may not get some development in the Frubbo lore. Your contribution to the agenda should be awarded truly. Thank you queen for driving the Frubbo bus by the sheer power of your amazing artistic abilities o7 o7 o7 ♥️♥️♥️

king I feel like this rn

but also tysm im glad y’all liked the art lol and if this does bring more frubbo lore ima lose my mind

#FR LIKE #I have like twenty followers on twitter lol so I did not at all expect that art to be seen by like ANYONE over there #And then I’m AT WORK #and my sister texts me a screenshot of Tubbo looking at it in the museum and I literally had to like. #Pass off the kids to my coworker for a few mins to have a little breakdown abt it #and THEN #i get home and I’m watching the clips (bc this is a first for me and it’s exciting) and I watch Phil’s clip #And Tallulah admin starts talking and I’m like OH SHIT LMAO #AND THEN TUBBO SEES THAT ON TWITTER #AND ITS LIKE OH SHIT #FR??? SEEING MY ART BROUGHT THIS UP???? OK KINGS THATS FINE IM NOT LOSING MY MIND #So. In conclusion. #Um. Yeah #raine answers #raine rambles #frubbo #<< I GUESS???? #qsmp