#loves painful sting

[bananonbinary]

theres so many ways to write how jmart interact off-mic in season 1, but my lowkey favorite is “jon genuinely doesn’t realize what a huge asshole he’s been and thinks he and martin have ‘professional differences.’ he sees no reason they cant be friends right up until martin is like ‘you literally wished i was dead’“

#the magnus archives #this one makes most sense to me bc he was at martin's birthday #and i think s1 jon's Problems all come from being too caught up in his own head to notice everyone else around him #so it makes sense he'd sorta...forget his words and actions have consequences #also its very very juicy to imagine jon experiencing the sting of rejection here #and have to reevaluate why martin might not like HIM #because i love pain

[stilitrash]

I drew these while I was going insane waiting for the release day 🤪

Now that I've actually SEEN the first 2 eps... I'M GOING EVEN MORE INSANE I LOVE SIMON SO MUCH IT HURTS

#fionna and cake #simon petrikov #adventure time #marceline #Simon and Marcy #ÀAAAAAAAAaaaaAaaaaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaa #I managed to predict he would mope around with a picture of Betty 😭 #Also... Marcy... oh Marcy #They have a whole new dynamic and it makes so much sense but it still stings a little #she's an adult with her own life now #she loves him but she can't be there for him 24/7 and even if she could she CAN'T understand his pain #GAAAH this is so complex and it hurts so much #I'M GOING INSANE

[floorpancakes]

ivantill

#ivantill #vivinos and qmeng and studio lico the evil geniuses you are #i love the raw stinging pain of sad gay horror i thought the raw stinging pain of sad gay horror was lovely #alien stage

[arsenicflame]

Mothers by Daughter is a song about the relationship between a mother and her child, about how almost parasitic it is, the way it takes and it takes from the moment a child is conceived, and how relationships like these can be complicated and full of mixed feelings. its about how a mothers love will stay through everything, even when it isnt reciprocated. its about a love that will drain you of all you can give and then keep taking and taking until youre no longer who you used to be.

so anyway obviously this song is edizzy to me

#ok LISTEN #'You will grow all you need to grow inside my spine; And then take what you need to take- what's yours is mine' #'And then just give all you want of it to some new thing' #'I'll stay here; the provider of that constant sting they call love' #THATS THEM!!!! THATS SO THEM!!!!!!! #that constant sting they call love is basically my entire blackhands thesis in a single line #the idea that love is inherently painful; that that is how it must be; it cannot be some gentle; peaceful thing; #that love is suffering. a willing suffering given because its love because you love them so of course you will suffer for them #THAT is why i love blackhands that shit hurts so good #obviously they are incredibly wrong in that thought process and we see ed learning that in s1 #and i pray to whoever i need to that eventually we will get to see izzy learn that too. to learn that love is kind that love is #unconditional. that he doesnt have to carve himself empty to be valued by another #(this also links into a later bit of the song when shes saying how this experienced changed her; how shes not the same) #i do genuinely think izzy has repeatedly and maybe irreversibly changed himself for ed. carved himself into who ed needed him to be #whether or not ed ever asked; he did it because that was what ed needed and he would do anything for ed #and isnt that love in some way? #nyxtalks #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #israel hands #edward teach #blackhands #edizzy #welcome to another edition of nyxs incredibly long tag rambles feel free to add them into the post (or ask me to do it) #also additional note that as usual whenever i say ' i hope izzy finds love' that i am 99% of the time referring to bellhands #let someone love izzy wholeheartedly and unconditionally and without pain! and let that someone be an even cooler pirate than ed :)

[longwaytogallifrey]

got my first anti-inflammation/pain steroid shot in the first of several major joints today (shoulders now, hips later, then ankles & knees) and lemme tell y'all that blissful 1-2 hrs when the local anaesthetic was working on my shoulders and they were pain-free for the first time in (hang on lemme do some math) 9+ years...transcendent

#here's hoping that after a couple achy days the steroids start doing the trick #also ngl (needle tw) i loved that the numbing agent in the steroid shot made it not hurt after the first sting of entry but it is fucked up #to feel a needle in your joint sans pain. like. you can tell It Is There. #thank god my wife was there to distract me thru it bc i got giddy enough from adrenaline just off of that

[candles-inthewoods]

“These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which as they kiss consume. The sweetest honey Is loathsome in his own deliciousness And in the taste confounds the appetite. Therefore love moderately; long love doth so; Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow.”

― William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

#poetry #/love moderately and love long because loving too quickly won't make love really arrive(?)/ thats my interpretation of the last 2 lines #but irrelevant! we want our love to ruin us and not only take hold of us but also take us quickly. we barely feel it's sting until too late #or rather we just feel EVERYTHING in a love like that all at once. painful and bright and killing me in with its sheer intensity.

[imaginethathaikyuu]

UKAI WOULD BE SO GOOD TOO OH MY GODDDDD or. hear me out. shirabu because he’s a BITCH

OH MY GOD YOURE INSANE????? shibaru….no no no no my brain is thinking faster than i can type rn i cant i cant i cant

he would be BITTER and MEAN and wait maybe hes the guy for this

#i feel sick. #he does for sure ask well are u sure the baby is mine?? #shouldnt we both split the cost since we both did it? #be so fucking serious right now #even if u were in a relationship with him he would still be a stinky little bitch #which makes that first question sting a lot harder #OOOOOOH IM KICKING MY FEET EEEEEEE ANGST ANGST ANGST!!!! #i love pain #tw abortion #<- just to be safe

[sleevesareforlosers]

tiktok feminism girlies will hear a trans man saying another male coworker always volunteers to do a specific annoying task for him and call that 'making the patriarchy work for you'

#its actually bc its a task that makes my chronic pain flare up which i was About To Say but im glad im a different category of man to you #i love this girl shes very sweet shes also a swiftie astrology calls other women girlies says every man makes her uncomfortable #'girl dinner' and uses tiktok censor words irl type of feminist #which is. #well. #its hard to misgender me in a way that stings anymore but this one is interesting

[dirt-str1der]

Kiryu is so a guy who gets his lung punctured then starts snorting and snuffling like a pug because he cant breathe... so cute ...

#Yakuza loveblog #i was just reading up on jellyfish stings because i may be going swimming later and my my my #apparently box jellies straight up cause lower back pain when you get stung and the pain damn near paralyses you ........ #the tentacles will get stuck to your skin ...... like a cloud or cobweb i really loved that description #like you can die from a sting like this but wveryone who got stung this year survived :) #im literally talking about this because i think majima should purposefuly get stung because he wants kiryu to pee on him but he actually #nearly dies and isnt able to fully enjoy the experience because he was in so much pain #and kiryu ran off after emptying his bladder to go call the doctor #oooooh my screen time was down 12 percent this week thats a win for me #like a good death for kiryu would definitely be organ failure #he wouldnt die all at once he has to go slowly .. excrutiatingly. majima and saejima are determined for their blaze of glory but kiryu #would die a slow death like poison his body slowly shutting down as he tries his best to ignore it until its too late to save him #kiryu would keep walking with broken feet keep breathing with collapsed lungs keep living despite the signs of deterioation because hes ... #hes just that type of guy to move until he cant anymore and i adore that about him ... unfortunately he will live forever

[pyjamacryptid]

current mood: wishing I was prescribed the sea air for my health

#I’ve always wanted to live close to the sea #i love where I live but the sea… #i could listen to and watch the waves for hours #also it helped my eczema lol #it stung like a BITCH but it was good #and i could really use some of that now #salt baths don’t hit the same #or sting the same I should say lmaoo #also it soothed my chronic pain just to float for a while #and my anxiety #and and and and #spoon tag #chronic illness #disability #spoonie #uhhh what else idk #that’ll do #ren rambles #ren.txt

[zero-ek]

I seriously don't even know what to say...

Even after three whole years, every new song feels like the first one, and every single time i fall in love with her music all over again.

Just... how... how does she do it?

#her voice is just... honestly everything #it's clear and comforting but painful at the same time #it gives me the warm and fuzzies but also stings so hard #and the way she sings is also so so beautiful #her control over her voice is phenomenal and her long notes are so perfect #it sounds so cringe but she's what i imagine the concept of 'love' sounds like #AZKi #hololive #vsinger #utaite #seiyuu #nyanpasu #virtual youtuber #vtuber #koiwai kotori

[waystarflopco]

Still haven’t seen s3 of the great but orlo being taken out of show is something I’m not surprised by bc of how inconsequential he was in s2 but I did not see him immediately being killed off right from the start like that

#stings a lot honestly #I’m still really dissapointed by how promising his arc in s1 was only for them….to not do anything with it #tbh maybe they should have axed him at the end of s1 #I really loved catherine and orlo’s friendship a ton in s1 and watching it be nonexistent in s2 was painful enough as it was #orlo #the great #when it comes to Peter dying which was also a surprise #I need to see the show properly to see how I feel about #but the reason why I was drawn into the show was catherine herself as a character #regardless of her interactions with Peter #tho I will say Nick has wormed his way into being the heart of the show esp after s2 #the great spoilers

[feluka]

tlovm season 2 episodes 3 and 4

#🌻 #i;m so sad. i'm SO sad i'm gonna throw up #vex'ahlia my everything #she's so so deprived. and overcompensates by trying to be dependant. #i know she allows herself to be supported and stood up for later (one more reason why i adore her relationship with percy) #but seeing teen/kid vex just absolutely BROKEN at her father's rejection? wanting his love so badly? i'm in pain i'm in pain #and vax......... #i'm so so sorry vax. because i didn't really appreciate you before #i know this is an unpopular opinion but during the streams i'm sorry to say that vax and his connection with the raven queen #failed to interest me :( but now watching this episode........ #i have felt every known human emotion during the resurrection. and watching the raven queen sever the thread #and the look she threw vax. and donning her armor. #i couldn't BLINK i couldn't BREATHE. my eyes were so open that they started to sting. #this is so so masterfully done i don't even know what to say. idk what to do #BY TRYING SO HARD TO BE INDEPENDANT** for the fourth tag #sorry i was so sad. is said the opposite of what i meant to say

[foxgirlmoth]

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#Hiw am I supposed to tell someobe that I love in the future that asking what I'm eating will make mw not eat fir a day #Because every time I'm asked that here Ibfeel like a burden #How about if I flinch to being touched unexpectedly? Even though I *crave* to be touched and loved #How do I get to feel loved when So Many Barbs have been implanted in my skin #Just so I can walk in this house with less pain #How can I sleep next to someone when my head is only calmed by a double dose of sleeping medicine or complete exhaustion #How can I be out and in the world when I can't even get past a semester of college without a breakdown #When can I stop climbing this 90° cliff. When does it stop #I can't hardly take care of myself #Who the hell wants that with me? #It's mostly just these damn. Mental blocks. Mental holdbacks #Yeah I can do work. Upkeep a house or whatever. #Care for pets and cook and take csre of myself thst way #But making a living?? In this economy? Fucking can't #Can't do it without my mental health tanking and it taking all my strength to not let it get too low #What am I even doing. Game Design? Art? I won't get mobey that way hahaha #I've heard that so many times from family so it MUST be true #I wanna stop crying. This never feels like me #Not this numb body. Tears stinging my eyes. Head hurts from sobbing depressed lump #I hate capitalism and the fucked up lives we gotta live in jts hellscape #I still so desperately need sleep. Please #ed mention #in the notes. Jic #Ranting again I'm sorry mutuals and friends #I don't thibj I'm okay rn #I just want a year I can sleep eat and play no worries #yknow?

[taitropa]

I don’t really care that it’s a tired take. I just think it’s so neat that Kaz has such trauma connected to water and then Inej leaves at the end of CK to be a pirate.

#( And by neat of course I mean very very painful. ) #( They fight after he’s been on her ship because he’s grouchy and mean and spitting like a cat. ) #( And she won’t tolerate it anymore. What’s your problem?? If you didn’t want to come just say so. ) #( And it hurts her that he doesn’t like it. Because she’s only human. And it’s okay that it stings that he doesn’t like what she loves. ) #( Makes them interesting anyway. )

[cheeseandcake-from-ao3]

I'm sorry to spoil the Lei love with Angst. A request was made, and I believe I could fulfill it...

Noooooooo! We were finally getting not Angst-

But also, completely, 100% fair. There’s too much potential there not to write it.

The Angst in Question:

The Not-Angst in Question:

#live a live #ask #anonymous #anotherhobbywriter #archive of our own #fanfic #I’m glad that Li’s getting the fics she deserves #BUT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO RIP MY HEART OUT?!? #At least the heroes are still able to function together #but still. PAIN #Live A Live Li #Live A Live Lei #Li Kuugo #Lei Kugo #I still see Odio/Oersted as the king of demons without thw whole Puppeter pulling the stings in the background. #doesn’t mean I can’t love the fic THAT RIPPED MY HEART OUT- #live a live spoilers