#lowkey im insane i think.

[miamierre]

listen yall. you know it was gonna happen eventually. lets play this “last line of some WIPs” game and see what comes out of it! (under the cut for post size decency purposes)

THANK U TO MY BESTIES AND BELOVEDS @cerona14 ​ @finalgirlcharlesleclerc ​ @vegasgrandprix ​ @formula1squids ​ @singsweetmelodies ​ !!!! sorry for procrastinating i was hoping no one would be interested in the results i’m gonna give LMAO

(please note! the “ip” part of “wip” is very much applicable to the majority of these. enter at ur own peril.) 

[REDACTED] winter exchange fic

“You should sleep on it, calamar.”

Charles hums. “If I am in your bed, of course.” A slow smile. “I will beat you there.” And then he’s off—scurrying across the wooden floor, slipping like a cat as his socks slide in his pursuit, and Pierre yelps as he realizes—they’re racing again.

“Are you not tired of racing today, Charlo?” A squeak of laughter echoes from down the hall. “Oh my god—”

They sleep, tucked together, in Pierre’s double bed. It’s the most restful sleep he’s gotten in a year.

Good lord. Charles is screwed. Dumbly, he takes Pierre’s hand and shakes it, not missing the firmness of the Frenchman’s grasp. “A pleasure to make your acquaintance,” Charles manages after a brief battle with his own tongue. “I look forward to having you spend time here with my beloved cousin, Monsieur Gasly.”

giveaway fic no. 1

The sharp smile seems to get bigger at Charles’ words. “Pierre, please,” he corrects, squeezing Charles’ hand firmly once more before releasing him. “I look forward to spending time here as well. Your home is lovely.” He hums, dropping his gaze only for a moment before looking back to Charles’ embarrassment-pink face. “Quite the sight for weary eyes, for certain.”

Fuck.

Pierre knows the feeling. "You've been keeping an eye out on the NFL rumors account, too, huh?"

nfl au

"What else am I going to do with this thing," he grumbles in response, using his free arm to gesture at his cast. "A week ago we were out partying with our teammates. Today I cannot even leave the couch except to go pee and go to sleep." He frowns. Pierre watches the little wrinkle between his eyebrows become more pronounced. "I have apparently been traded, cut, and terminated in the past 24 hours."

"Terminated?"

"Yes, like the movie." Charles pauses, then raises an eyebrow. "Come with me if you want to live." His accent is terrible but Pierre laughs all the same, buries his face a little more into his best friend's side. "They may fine me for being an undercover robot, but who cares."

"Mmm, so that's why you are so good."

"Please," Pierre begs the EMT loading Charles into the back of the ambulance, only the stretcher’s wheels visible behind the commotion of medical personnel and FIA supervisors buzzing around the area. "Please, you have to take me with you, please." There are tears pouring down his cheeks, he realizes distantly.

timeloop

The EMT just shakes his head, solemn and calm. "Sorry, son," he says. "Family only."

No no no. "But I am his family," he sobs, reaching helplessly as the doors firmly lock shut. "Please, please, he is—CHARLES!"

And then Charles slaps at his chest again, sinks his fingers into Pierre’s shoulder to draw him back into his space, and the brief pang of guilt dissipates entirely. Charles wants him. Pierre is going to have him in a way no one else will ever have him again. For tonight…for tonight, Charles is Pierre’s.

*whispers* secret virgin fic

“Charlo,” he murmurs, pressing a hand flat to the flesh of Charles’ thigh to urge it up. “Up, Cha. Let me take care of you.” Charles goes easily. “There we go.”

“Pierre,” he says hoarsely. “Pierre, please, can you—”

“Easy, mon amour,” Pierre interrupts with a squeeze. “Let me make this good for you.”

okay i think literally everyone who i would normally tag has been tagged lmao. PLEASE CONSIDER YOURSELF TAGGED IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS!!!!!

#lowkey im insane i think. #tag meme #i dont even have a tag. uh #fic #i guess. because theres a good chunk of lil bits in here. #TAGGING ON DESKTOP IS A NIGHTMARE BTW. SORRY BABES

[tangledinink]

unemployment has been going great why do you ask

warrior cats x rottmnt

#violetblaze is fascinated with twolegs and their things and everyone else lowkey thinks hes crazy #“no i swear! i really think i could tame a monster! imagine the power we could wield!” #“uh huh sure violetblaze........... good luck with that....” #he and bluedrop are some of the best hunters/trackers in the clan #meanwhile redfire and orangepop are fucking terrors on the battlefield #jfc #rottmnt #rottmnt au #warrior cats #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #theres demand for this right #right #totally #im not crazy #this isnt an insane thing for me to do

[fandomfan315]

Jon - "Well, let me know if you see any good cows-"

Martin - "Obviously I'm going to tell you if I see any good cows"

[Ep 160: The Eye Opens, ~7:55]

I don't recall if I've posted much Magnus Archive content here but <3 I do enjoy it like a dessert sometimes. Anyways I'm obsessed w their dynamic this was so married of the two SKNFSNFN

#the magnus archives #tma #tma quotes #jon and martin #jon the archivist #martin tma #martin the magnus archives #tma podcast #dee speaks #the lengths ive gone to get zero spoilers... insane #i have every tma tag BLOCKED on all my social medias LMAO #the only things i knew beforehand: #jon and martin get together rlly rlly late in the series #and Not Sarah(sara?) was. yk. Not Her. #and im so sad i got the not sarah one spoiled CUZ I LISTENED TO THE FUCKIN TRAILER FOR THAT SEASON #AND THEY WERE ALL LIKE '[actress name] who voices Not Sarah' #and i was like FUCK. SHIT. NOW I KNOW SMTHS WRONG WIT HER #but anyways its ok its ok we all good we all good #its so hard to doodle for this fandom cuz its a fkcin PODCAST and i have no ability to Visualize People #fun fact im lowkey faceblind so that absolutely does not help when i think of jon n martin n whatnot #when im done w this damn podcast you bet your ASS ill be reblogginf ALL OF THE SHIT and drawing EVERYONE #The White Vault and The Magnus Archives have that Weird Suspense thing going and im down bad for it fr #edit: SASHA NOT SARAH IM DUMB SRRY LMAO

[rose-serpent]

hello tumbrl

#i love women #i support womens rights and womens wrongs #am i the only one who thinks she's lowkey fine #please tell me im not the only one #i just might be insane #im sorry im just a bisexual #dying light the mother #dyinglight #my english is ass im sorry #i actually have an english exam tomorrow and i might just fail

[queen0fm0nsterz]

Got called a Lady kinnie for the 40th time and it hurts just as much as it did the first fime. Dude just call me a faggot i beg you

#/SILLY #f slur #i can reclaim it fellas #carols.txt #my craziest post (i say this under everything i post) #this is jokingly but i physically have to look at myself in the mirror and be like 《a lady kinnie... ME?》 #HAIHSUAHSIAHSJSBFF #《what could possibly make you think that》 i have the lady as every pfp and i talk about her all the time and shes my girlfriend also #HELP HELP HELP #the most insane insult is comparing me to her bc its lowkey true i also cant clean after myself and have interest in magic practices -> #and have long dark hair and huge dark eyes and look like the autism creature and have long nails #.................... ok now #HELP #im joking im joking im definitely not the lady. exhibit 1 i am not asian #exhibit 2 i love kids #exhibit 3 #i dont have any more exhibits #uh #WAIT IM NEURODIVERGENT #my ladies candidate era? #BELP #ok enoigh this is insane enough as a sequence

[applesandbannas747]

listen. i love Fence. I love Fence TOO MUCH and that has always been my problem. the biggest mistake the comic made was leaving me alone for 18 months to play with my little blorbos between Issue 12 and Volume 4 (issue/chapter 13) because I got TOO attached to my original idea and understanding of the comic, the tropes, and the characters.

Will I get over it? No. Will I shut up about it? Also probably no. Am I done bitching about it for a minute? yeah probably

#jackshit #but like #my friend + my siblings who are casual readers and not infected by my ideas also don't recognize Nick at this point in canon #and are confused by the sudden friendship in Nick and Seiji #I seriously think the novels influenced the tone of the comic and characters #because I swear there's a huge shift #the OG 12 issues feel like Pacat and his other works #the more recent volumes feel like SRB lowkey more than Pacat #maybe im insane #and i wish i could be chill about it #but i CANT because my brain is BROKEN and cannot even let me peacefully enjoy my special interest #like do i love new content? yes. so much. do I also dread it because I know imma get hurt? yes very much. #this has been my tedtalk thanks for coming #i guess ill like??? start a tag you can block?? #mmm maybe #fence vent #yeah block fence vent to escape my bullshit

[todayisafridaynight]

Wanna put your friend in a lil terrarium just to see what wacky things she does stg 😂

i actually Cannot Stress the migraine she gives me every time we hang out. like without fail she'll always say or do something that ranges from mildly questionable or irritating but relatively Whatever to How Have You Survived This Long Without Burning Your House Down Boiling An Egg

#snap chats #and then there's her just forgetting things or being late despite the amount of times ill remind her #and i keep stressing to her i cannot stand it when people are late. and then she shows up to things an hour late anyway #or 'when shes late' by fifteen minutes because she didnt think to text me she's there. and im already stressed and annoyed I. UGH i swear. #LIKE. i have only really had two irl friends and both of them i lowkey had to parent in some way #at least my childhood bestie she's like. she's grown a lot and even if i havent spoken to her in a while im real proud of her right #THIS MOTHERFUCKER THO. OUUUUUGGGH.... youre not supposed to say anythin if you dont got nothin nice to say #which is contradictory to the main body text but point is let me Not be any more mean than how ive been already LMAO #even funnier about her looking at that comic is that LITERALLY masumi says he's talking to jo ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #did i already say i have to remind her who jo is every three seconds #like the entirety of chap 2 when ichi's out of jail she was all 'why doesnt he just say who ACTUALLY killed the guy' #and then when we finally run into the fuckass who 'actually killed the guy' she's just 'wait who's that' #then i tell her and shes like 'oh my god he's so old now' IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS DUMBASS #ngl did wanna make a comic based off that LMAO BUT POINT IS she tests my patience every day and i think its good practice #if im going to work with people in the future like ohh.. my god.... #she told me once she's never been on a date and its like. yeah i wonder why you can't even be assed to show up on time to hangouts ☠️ #like ive never had friends so maybe im just insane.. im not insane for wanting people to be on time tho.... #OK IM BEING TOO MEAN LET ME CAP IT THERE

[lelianaslefthand]

just remembered when someone made a tiktok saying that everyone who thinks astarion didnt have white hair/light eyes before being turned was stupid and wrong and they used my pre-vampire astarion post as an example and kept it up behind them the entire time they explained (irrelevant) moon elf lore now im irritated about it again

#i was just wistfully thinking about him and then this popped into my brain im so mad i remembered it #and i commented on it like “thats my post lmao i stand by it” and they didnt say anything #i found them on here and blocked them 😭 #“tHe OtHeR vAmPiReS dOnT hAvE wHiTe hAir” L + ratio + dont care didnt ask + prolonged stress can turn your hair white #and the thought of him having any other eye color than dark brown is insane to me like those are optimal big baby cow eyes #and i am a big brown baby cow eye expert ive been weaponizing them my entire life so EYE would know ☝ #anyways im gonna go play cyberpunk bc i lowkey want to play fallout but i refuse to be a statistic so thats the next best thing #.txt

[rosieselfships]

sorry i havent been posting to this blog much just know that im rotating this guy in head along with all my blorbos

#😇⭐ #i think thats gonna be my emoji combo for him #idk im just lowkey kinda insane about him

[bloodyke]

the way theres so many polls i legit cannot answer bc i have memory problems

#zenith.txt #im not joking when i say i cannot remember large swaths of my life like im being 100% serious i Do Not Know #me saying i dont remember doing/saying/etc this isnt like a haha silly quirky minor thing im being serious i legit forgot #I WANNA TELL PEOPLE WHAT MY FIRST XYZ WAS BUT I CANT BC IDK #i could probably guess but ill never know if it was or not #and lowkey it kinda annoys me when i say i have memory problems and people dont take me seriously or say someshit #like oh well you remember xyz in great detail so youre lying you have an excellent memory #bc thats not how it works lmaooooooo #of course i remember in detail my special interests i soend 24/7 thinking about them and will go insane without #and even then i still forget a majority of things about my special interests and hyperfixations bc I HAVE MEMPRY PROBLEMS

[slimeciclecock]

Forgive me for the person I'll become when Missa releases all his new music <- delusional

#been on a missa kick lately which I've never really shared #been getting reeeeally into some of his music and lowkey getting a crush on him 😳🥰 #and like. who cares if its been a month or smth. im still very obsessed with that stream he did where he showed off music he was working on #like his voice is insanely good and im going crazy like. to this day i still dont know if he plans to release all that or if that was just- #-scrapped music. with how excited he was when showing music i dont think its scrapped? but idk #dont wanna get my hopes up but. gah #also im just gonna come right out and say it. missa sinfonia is fucking hot as hell #he's so insanely hot and attractive and the music makes him hotter and he's so funny and grhgrgjfrh #ive been a little bit a lot obsessed lately. oh my god how are you so damn attractive #ive kinda told myself that if i ever get a partner the first thing i would do is show him missa and make them fall for him like i did #he's like. handsome like a guy from my culture. does that make sense #missa sinfonia has malay guy swag #i think i can say that here yeah. ive spoken my mother tongue language here #sorry im reaching he just reminds me of someone irl. but also. missa is hot asf i need someone to shake hands with me #frickin. schoolgirl crush on a funny mexican youtuber #ive watched more missa videos than i thought i would and its embarrassing how giddy i would get watching like #i am in my 20s but i am resting my chin on my hand like 🥰 #brother I've fallen someone pull me back up i cant do this today

[jonathanbiers]

me: i want this wip done already goddamn

me nearing the end: nooooo :(

#shut up larsen #i passed my goal word count already and i'm so close to being done #im going to miss this wip lowkey...... #i'm insane for that i think #am i posting this to hold myself accountable so that i'll stop procrastinating and finish it tonight? yes. that's exactly what's happening

[theloveinc]

More professor drama? 👀

yes. and boy did it break. my. heart :) ...

I'm in a math class, right? And it's catered towards non-majors who're just looking to fulfill a specific credit so we don't have to pay to test out. and i'm HELLA bad at math but i really enjoy this class b/c the teacher and TA are so helpful and kind and i'm actually learning etc. etc.

anyway, out of the blue my counselor (who is unrelated to math AT ALL) reaches out to schedule a reflection on the class with the head of my grad department (and would not tell me why)... only to postpone the meeting for two weeks, and THEN TELL ME I'VE BEEN BEHAVING POORLY IN MY CLASS???? not grades related, BEHAVIOR RELATED.

and so i'm fucking like, stunned and confused, i keep asking what i've done, why isn't the actually prof. talking to me, what i need to do, etc. and no one tells me shit until i'm literally SOBBING on this zoom meeting because apparently i'm being punished??

and finally i guess i cry hard enough for them to believe it was all unintentional and i DON'T know what they're talking about, and they fucking. tell me that i've been asking "too many questions" such that the whole class is distracted AND that i've been refusing to work with the TA (which isn't even true?????) ...

which is ridiculous bc the professor himself has NEVER mentioned to me that i ask for help too much, and i've been working with the TA since the beginning of the class???????

so i'm completely fucking blindsided by this bc i genuinely. LOVED. this class, so to find out I'VE BEEN A PROBLEM IS REALLY DEVASTATING.

and i go to email my teacher and ta apologies, just reflecting on like, how sorry i am my behavior came across so poorly and etc. AND ESSENTIALLY THEY JUST CONFIRM THAT I WAS A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS. like my profs response, deadass, is "how classy of you to parlay.." LIKE WTF?????

and this whole. fucking time. i genuinely had absolutely no clue. NONE.

#and everyone i explain this to tells me it's super wacko that happened #bc either the prof should've told me or the advisors should've warned me #so it was just weird all the way around bc i thought my professor reported that i was scared for my grade #turns out he reported that i take up too much time asking for help with problems #which like. wtf am i supposed to do #and my advisor is like ' well we just want u to use this as a learning experience in case u ever have a student who demands all ur attentio #and im genuinely just like. I WAS BEING HELPED. I WANT TO HELP STUDENTS LIKE THAT. its just so weird that #i thought i was showing gratitude and friendship only for everyone to like. lowkey think im rude ... for asking for help #it's insane... i truly can't figure out if i'm at fault and if i am how can i change??? #i dont even want to go to class now #anyway if u read all this... god bless u #but yeesh its a lot #and yea i just ended up sorta crying the rest of the day bc i loved that prof so much and i feel a little betrayed #sigh #caitie answers #anon

[pyr0graves]

maan I hate school I just wanna go home and make art for chapter 5 of my favorite fic ever cause literally why the hell not

but also I need to try making comics again even if they're small lmao

#lowkey I wanna brush up on my comic making skills for it #it wont be insanely rendered #like at most it will just be a shaded sketch cause theres no way i can do that right now #but hell I think it'd be a fun challenge C: #im not sure I could do it justict but it'd be fun to try and just put into picture the sheer anguish of THAT scene #like GOD that scene fucking destroyed me #pyro screams to the abyss

[suenitos]

ummmmm

#i still hate mr beast think hes evil and lowkey insane but unlike BEEP he AT LEAST has the sense to call out harassment against his friend #^_^ sorruy to bring that up but honeslty im still a little depressed about the events of last week #apr23

[mosstrades]

Today during lunch break all my coworkers gathered around the table, eating or not (even the chef who never has lunch), and we just chatted. And it hit me, suddenly - a feeling of belonging. Weary and small, not quite friendship, but a comforting, grounding solidarity. We're all in there with each other, and I'm lucky enough to have fallen into an enviroment where we all try to make that decent. I wouldn't have gone within ten feet of most of these people if we weren't coworkers, and yet. I'll take a lot of things with me that I wouldn't have had if I hadn't met them, for better and worse. And I felt good, with all the ones that were there. It wasn't exactly friendship, and it wasn't exactly safety. But it was good. I ate what we had cooked, and laughed some, and felt like myself. And realized that I have been feeling like myself again, even at work, for the past little while. A feeling of existing, of being awake, and of existing together, and of that being enough. And it was nice.

#only 9 working days left on my contract. good #but also - today i was told by the Spanish guy who works mornings that he misses me already because i make him laugh #and i walked up to the kitchen whiteboard and the chef had doodled my face saying hello #nobody used to doodle on the whiteboard until i started doing it #im gonna miss gossiping in spanish with the other immigrants #and im gonna miss the satisfaction of a smooth service #and i think im gonna miss working there despite it all #what a stupid thing and what a lovely thing. i cant wait to be done but i cant help hoping it doesnt pass too fast #silly. silly #im glad i sticked around for that #im so lucky i fell in somewhere with decent people. it is always - always - the best part #the people are always the best or the worst part #nick.txt #sorry for the influx of personal posts #itll continue to happen #i still struggle talking to friends but i guess posting to the void is better than not verbalizing things at all #...worse than journaling tho #but (waves vaguely) it hard #anyways. work. insane thing thatll make you insane #lately I've been blasting Queen during service. everyone lowkey sings along with their silly french accents. it makes me so happy