#macy speaks

[hualian]

Qi Rong being so beautiful in the donghua is really throwing me off because he's rude and annoying and a total menace but he's also Xie Lian's cousin and looks like him, therefore also beautiful, and the donghua team making him THAT pretty is really distracting me from the gremlin that he is

#tgcf #qi rong #I'm SO TORN #the thing about qi rong is that i don't dislike him as strongly as white no face #but he's SO ANNOYING like a mosquito you can't get rid off #of* #macy speaks

[hellbentradio]

I don’t think any of you want to know what’s going on in my drafts

#Macy speaks #trust me #you don’t wanna know

[psychopcmpz]

haven't seen anything about it here but there are pro-palestine protesters at the macys parade

#macys thanksgiving day parade #thanksgiving #haze speaks #free palestine

[kazoosandfannypacks]

Favorite ship trope: Awkward Jock X Cool Nerd

(this is not my own idea; shoutout to the mml fandom for making me aware of it)

#zalissa #milo murphy's law #sabezra #(i will fight you on this. sabine built a complex superweapon at 13 and is assumed to speak multiple languages and is SO cool) #(meanwhile Ezra is a Jedi padawan who spends much time training and is ALSO the most awkward person in the galaxy) #star wars rebels #nacy #i think that's the ship name??? #for nick and macy from jonas???? #like nick is a songwriter and does pretty well in school! and he's the cool broody one!!! #meanwhile macy is captain of every single team at their school and is SUCH an awkward fangirl #anyways feel free to fight me on this. or tag your own. or do both. #shipping #shipping tropes #an argument COULD be made for saltinna as well #bettina is the coolest girl on the planet and her hobbies include books and finances and talking about books and finances with her dad #meanwhile dunstan is constantly described as being absolutely JACKED and he also spends an entire chapter pretending to be a gamekeeper bec #use someone THOUGHT he was the gamekeeper and he wasn't gonna tell her otherwise #however it is also quite evident that dunstan is the biggest nerd in history so i think he's disqualified #tropes #otp: im counting on you #otp: this feels like a beginning

[serafilms]

i feel like enhypen is owed some sort of financial compensation in the form of free therapy for the psychological damage belift is doing them

#PERFORMING JUST KEEP SWIMMING AT THE MACYS PARADE IS INSANE ???? #can’t believe they have THREE children’s songs #plus yunki reactions to hearing lesserafim have separate rooms #ashley speaks ! #enhypen #mb i forgot pokémon FOUR

[babybishiebolshie]

Let This Darkness Be a Bell Tower

— Rainer Maria Rilke, tr.  Macy and Anita Barrows

Quiet friend who has come so far,

feel how your breathing makes more space around you. Let this darkness be a bell tower and you the bell. As you ring,

what batters you becomes your strength. Move back and forth into the change. What is it like, such intensity of pain? If the drink is bitter, turn yourself to wine.

In this uncontainable night, be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses, the meaning discovered there.

And if the world has ceased to hear you, say to the silent earth: I flow. To the rushing water, speak: I am.

#poem #poetry #let this darkness be a bell tower #rainer maria rilke #macy and anita barrows #speak: i am

[a-walking-fandom-reference]

HALLMARK HAS AN AUTISTIC KID IN THEIR NEW CHRISTMAS MOVIE WTF?? THEY ARE PANDERING TO ME?!

#i just watched the end of it and it was boring and i didn’t know he was autistic so now i have to watch the whole fuckimg movie #having my worlds collide being a hallmark watcher and autistic #if they say the word autism or autistic it’s over for me yall #rey actually speaks #also the end scene of this movie felt like i was living in a macys christmas ad (neutral/derogatory)

[heymacy]

hi macy :) I read about your personal experience with finding yourself too invested in the gallavich fandom to the point of feeling upset about it and I have to say... that happened to me too. the compulsory need to engage even when there's no good feeling at the end of it, the constantly thinking about it to the detriment of other activities... I don't know if it's maybe because shameless and gallavich deal with heavy topics, or just one of the ways online engagement and hyperfixations can evolve, but I felt so much better once I removed myself from it, able to find joy in numerous other activities, and fandoms too! just wanted to share this - the fact that I had the same experience - and wanted to say I'm glad you're doing better now :)

hello my love! thank you for reaching out! i'm very glad that you were able to find solidarity in what i shared. re: heavy topics - i know that for myself, not being faced with content regarding my own disease on a daily basis has been a nice change of pace for me. i haven't felt as consumed by it since i took a step back. i think sometimes the content we engage with colors our real-world experiences and that was definitely the case for me. i've never been a casual viewer of media or a casual enjoyer of things so it doesn't surprise me that what happened to me, happened. i love having the capacity now to enjoy other things - and hey, i still engage with fandom here and there! i'm loving RWRB content right now (i have just a tiny bit of brain rot regarding those two) along with some jane austen adaptations and other such things! media is beautiful and transformative and i love putting stickers on the scrapbook that is my blog! thank you for your kind words - i'm glad i'm doing better now, too. it feels good. it feels healthy and normal. and i really hope everyone can find a balance if they're feeling off-kilter. also, i love you. did you know that? thank you for popping in 💛 feel free to do it any time you please, i'm always hanging around somewhere!

#i'm really happy that my experience doesn't seem to be this unusual isolated thing and it makes me feel better knowing others like. get it! #i've been reading a lot of books and watching a lot of movies and writing my book and it just feels GOOD #and i guarantee if the gallavich/shameless spark ever reignites for me i would be able to engage in a far healthier and more casual way #it just didn't go that way the first time around #and i'm glad i was able to recognize that and make that distinction and work through it and come out the other side more clear-headed #also i feel like i should say this bc i got a message about it the other day: #i am not speaking negatively about the fandom whatsoever when i share bits and pieces of my experience #i love the fandom. i love the people and the characters and the content and the fics and the art and everything about it #it's just how MY BRAIN decided to handle things #it is not a reflection on anyone or anything else #i don't want anyone to think i'm shit-talking the fandom or shit-talking fandom in general or anything like that bc i promise i'm not #i just had an experience and i felt compelled to share it in case anyone else could relate #and also so i could maybe not feel so alone and isolated in my experience #and it seems like i succeeded which feels really good #i love you fandom i love you anon i love everyone and everything that the gallavich/shameless fandom gave me #i will treasure it forever #always in my heart etc etc etc #macy babbles #anons

[hualian]

my TGCF novel collection is FINALLY complete 😭🦋 it took many months but all the books are here!!!!

+ bonus my current MXTX collection:

#tgcf #hualian #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #mxtx #books #literature #macy speaks #i cried when i put all the books together #FINALLY #fun fact i was a silly person who thought my collection was complete BUT i forgot to get book 7 #cue clown noises hahahaha #now just to complete mdzs and I'll be so happy

[babesareblue]

Wheat fields

#ocs #my ocs #macy #enigma speaks #gale speaks #drew speaks #my art #art #illustrations #this was fun to do :) #wheat fields

[lalottycupcake]

I love these idiots so much

#happy tag #peanut speaks #peanut is in tears #maci #szilke #my darlings #there is not a thing I wouldn't do for them #and yes #that big old darling of a labrador does have his own plush mattress #he just prefers his big sister's bed

[otacringe]

hey the new batim game apparently confirmed my cycle theory. neat. (returns to not really caring too much about the series beyond their cycle-based semi-sequel again)

#i should draw andry willow and macie at some point lol #moony speaks

[lesbianlenas]

love this reality tv show i’m watching it’s so dumb it’s just like. we made these ppl roommates watch as they slowly begin to hate each other it’s like yeah it really do be like that 😭😭😭

#michelle speaks #these men are sooooo misogynistic though it’s gross…… #the way they are bashing on these women is insane. and they play the victim so bad too men are so. #it’s the male entitlement that says they can act however they want free of consequences #& everyone else should act the way that they want them too bc it’s way they deserve as men #and when they don’t get what they want they throw their little fits and act like babies. typical. #anyway this show serves. to ME!!!! and it has like 30 seasons 🤩 #although i didn’t start at s1 i started at a later season bc i didn’t want to watch smth from the 90s to start w #also funny af bc they’re in brooklyn for this season and they were at like fairway in this ep and i was like omg fairway 😭😭😭 #i am not from brooklyn i’m from queens but like. have never seen a fairway outside of ny is all i’m saying. are they anywhere else……. #i went on the fairway website & they only had 4 stores listed all in ny. so like. thinking they are #i wonder if the one i went in like twice is still open…..i can picture it in my head so vividly….. #i got some sort of gross sugar free flavored water there once…..i think it was near a macy’s…..hmmmm

[chikkienuggie]

THEY DID BIG TIME RUSH SO DIRTY HOW ARE YOU GONNA CUT TO COMMERCIAL 45 SECONDS INTO THEIR SET

#chikkie speaks #chikkie watches the macy’s thanksgiving day parade

[thedeadthree]

19-23 for the beloveds bella and petra <3

HI ALYSSA MY DEAR i hope ur doing well! omg ty so much! i need to yell about the girls i stayed up until 4am finishing the sandman hkjasn so ty omg <3 and in honor of the bella’s sandman verse takes the stage! <3

autumn themed asks 🍂

19. what would be their plan or weapon of choice in a zombie apocalypse or alien invasion?

BELLONA: g*un kjsamk her wraith abilities aside, i think bella would likely go for the tride and true baseball bat that seems to work well for most in the event of the zombie apocalypse (and bc she’s an avid appreciator of horror movies it’s the only thing she would think of jjanxks).

PETRA: she would honestly try to engage in conversation becoming the aliens liaison “manipulating” her way to the top of the hierarchy ajnxasaj. her weapon of choice in the event of a zombie apocalypse would be her tried and true ritual dagger.. for summoning demons to k*ll the zombies of course! <3

20. what family traditions do they remember from their childhood?

BELLONA: her fathers family is as old as new york high society itself, so her memories of family tradition are steeped in obligations and beautiful but old, dusty homes with myriad of skeletons in the basements. not to mention her parents until she was 11 belonged to a spiritist cult which would later take her as their ritual sacrifice, giving her the wraith powers but tethering her to purgatory. traditions included gala attendances, the debutante balls, and charity benefit balls, and the like. bella and her friends in her childhood also dabbled in the occult, participating in full and new moon rituals!

PETRA: raised away from her aristocratic parents being the result of an affair between two families she was whisked off to be raised by her disgraced grandmother, the traditions of the upper crust in prague did not become familiar to petra until adulthood? and a virtually solitary childhood traditions usually centered around occultist and infernal traditions which her grandmother practiced! holidays that were associated with the occult or days holding meaning to demons and the like. she did look forward to the sunday markets her grandmother would take her to she was little, the pomegranate crepes her grandmother would make those mornings were to die for <3

21. what role would they be in a horror movie (final girl, the jock, etc.)?

BELLONA: literally the first victim.. but not THE first victim of the film? like the reason the place is haunted in the first place? shes the monster in essence? but also like.. shes got her reasons u know?

PETRA: the final girl AND the one who was summoning the horrors in the first place ksajnkjns (darn demon summoners ajnska)

22. if they had a familiar, what type of animal would it be?

BELLONA: her familiar would be the ghost moth! associated with being the souls of the dead and emerge in the twilight hours to haunt..! (maybe even one of the signs of bellonas presence is the sight of these moths..? maybe?)

PETRA: so one of the animal companions that i haven’t named yet is actually in her last picrew! though if i had to associate HER with a familiar (that u can be sure she will summon ajhnsjka) that would be a crow! sort of screaming by how much that makes her a parallel to dream in the sense he’s associated with ravens omg.. crows symbolize emotional and spiritual change! and with the way im planning her arc i couldn’t have pictured better <3

23. what’s their craft of choice (sewing, painting, etc.)?

BELLONA: her true love of tattoo art is proven by her being covered in tattoos all drawn by her..! so i would have to say her craft of choice is that! (it counts right?).

PETRA: demon summoning. she loves to sketching in one of those antique leather-bound journals! sigils, wards she plans, nature she spends a lot of time sketching nature when shes not summoning demons or absorbing soul of the dukes and lords of hell kajnskans..! (dream do not look into the latest entries of her sketchbook no that’s not you no ur seeing things akajkn)

#🌞: alyssa #risingsh0t #MY DEARIEE TY TY SO MUCH..! #i totally didn’t stay up well into 4 in the morning finishing sandman im not head empty only this show.. #AND TOTALLY NOT IN NEED OF YELLING ABOUT IT..! listen this show I knew was gonna make me crazy AND IT ISSS #so..! ty for asking about the girls..! and for u and macy convincing me with the beloveds! so in honor of y’all and finishing #the show..! here’s miss petra and bellas sandman!verse <3 enjoy! #SPEAKING OF THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRAZYY..! the correlation! the near mirroring of dream and petras familiars! #was doing the research for answering these (GREAT choices btw!) and like.. IM FINE IM SO NORMAL #like if i wasn’t sure before if they fit together..! THE DOUBTS ARE SURE DARN TOOTIN GONE NOW! #petra may also have a photographic memory so all she needs is a glance (which she does a lot dream is dreamy askxnask) #petra ten minutes becoming besties of the aliens is *muah* GLORIOUS to me ajknsjk #leg.txt #leg.asks #leg.ocs #t: text

[piierogis]

FINALLY after all these years I have acquired pańska skórka!!

#pi speaks #cemetary candy fascinates and delights me #następne w kolejnosci sa poznanskie rury. widzimy sie za rok #@polscy ludzie macie jeszcze jakies slodycze cmentarne o ktorych nie wiem? szczypki kokosanki trupi miodek misie bezowe juz zeżarte #w kazdym razie. panska skorka jest supwr ale boję sie o swoje zęby 😧 #mmmm sam cukier. moj ulubiony rodzaj slodyczy #o jeszcze obwarzanki. mmmmmm