#maybe im a weirdo too

[shigayokagayama]

adhd reigen not in a “hes so goofy and silly” way but in a “he has a tendency to hyperfixate on things then drop them the moment he gets bored, has trouble forming genuine relationships with people because he’s so dedicated to making himself likable, is terrified of rejection and actively self sabotages to avoid it” kinda way

#all the random ass unrelated skills he has... glances nervously at all the unfinished projects i have #mob psycho characters are so good at being accurate representations of mental illnesses without even trying #maybe one day ill write that 'npd teru' analysis but for now im too scared of getting harassed by ableist weirdos #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka

[solargeist]

i dont know how people do it ! how do they compliment people so easily, hold a persons hand, say i love you, and make eye contact, i cant do it ! im sweating !!

#last time i complimented someone on their pink hair i had the anxiety shakes for three hours and then thought i was disgusting #''your hair is pretty'' im a creep! im a weirdo! radiohead.... #/lh /lh /lh but also real #my art #sketching #vent art #<- ??? MAYBE? #how do you just start talking when you've been mute most of your life. so scary. #i feel like exploding when people touch me its too overwhelming

[dailykugisaki]

Day ninety-five | id in alt

Long time no Nanami💥

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #nanami kento #i hate his fuckass tie but like anything for the cool man who cares bad #she likes the fit nanami has but she glares at the tie he has sometimes but it eventually grows onto her like a fucking parasite #also idk how yall sukuna likers do it idk how yall like this man because its so hard for me not to roll my eyes at anything he does #trust me im not biased i roll my eyes at Gojo and co too #i just idk. i feel like ive gone through somebody with a personality like sukunas before and i just want to push him into a black hole #buckets aggression is showing #anyway back to Kugisaki! #she exaggerates the image of nanami a lot but i feel like she'd respect the guy y'know #thats a whole apt teacher dawg #also Nobaras drink...she does like popular shit but i feel like her actual tastes lay with more like refreshing stuff if that makes sense #maybe it could be a little sour #idk she doesn't seem like the weirdo that drinks horrible sweet shit but she would put like an energy drink in that shit #she woll die before she's dehydrated and from experience #sweets dehydrate a bitch #hitting nanami with the melanin beam #i fucking giggled while writing the image description im fucking done for‼️ #Kugisaki would fucking preen at praise from nanami because in her head nanami is probably a massive hardass #yes i like drawing hands

[jacepi-time]

I don't know if I'm an outlier in this aspect but whenever a media has a dead or absent character and they kind of play them up as a perfect good individual to intensify the tragedy of their loss or absence, i kind of wish they fleshed them out a little bit more. Because then it starts to feel less than human? I know they're not meant to be relatable but it feels so much more tragic to me when you have a character which had hopes and dreams and flaws now gone from the Main Character(s) lives. A character who all they do is "I do good thing" but has no interests or anything that drives them just isn't as interesting to me, but I am picky. I dunno. Then I don't feel so bad when they're dead or absent because they didn't feel like a person at all and more like someone characters idolize over?? If that makes sense. I have this issue with some romances as well where one of the love interests is severely less developed than the main character and they're only there to be this...perfect untouchable being that the hero idolizes. I know sometimes old stories would have that trope but it's never been my favorite

#am i a FREAK a WEIRDO for being bothered By this maYBE??? #if its like the characters all IM MOTIVATED by my perfect innocent dead love interest thats tragic but i cant really connect to WHY they #fell in love with them to begin with besides I am perfect #its not just romance its a friend or parent too #it just doesnt make me care as much #not to say media that do this are bad because some media with this trope makes up for it in many other different ways #its just this one thing that i wish was more fleshed out

[shinozaki-ayumi]

just saw someone on reddit say that 'it's not their place to say' whether or not Gilead is wrong for using women as baby factories because 'they don't live in the fictional world it takes place in'

nobody is allowed to say english classes are "useless" anymore because how do you get THAT bad at understanding literature.

#like gilead isn't real she wrote it to MAKE A POINT #not for weirdos to be like ''well it's not real so i can't judge it'' #AGHHHHH #im in the middle of writing a 20 page paper on another atwood novel too so maybe i'm a little extra bothered by it lmao #ALSO how do you even consider it a POSSIBILITY that reproductive slavery could ever be acceptable!??!?!!? die!!!!!!

[straycalamities]

i havent been active in a typical fandom (besides the onceler/askblog one but its not typical so it doesnt count anyways uh) since like..2016? bc when i tried to dip my toes in the last time i tried, everyone was doing this weird... fanon >>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything and coming up with all these weird rules why you couldnt ship this or that or do this concept or like that and it was AWFUL

it literally put me off of doing fandom at all anymore besides w like friends. anytime i get into anything anymore i just talk to my friends who know it, or want to know it, and that's it

#txt #like..im glad over time ppl have been calling out these weirdos more and more #so maybe ill feel comfy doing a fandom Lite or smth like that again #but as of now? uhh lmao idk #ppl take their headcanons so fkn seriously Especially when like #not to be a bitch #but to be a bitch #they fkn suck dude #ive always been a hater of most mainstream fandom opinions its the grouch in me #sorry thats my ugly side it showed up #sometimes fandoms have good ones not gonna say ive never seen a fandom have some good popular headcanons #but usually those fandoms are very niche too so uh

[racheld93]

Want to know what really grosses me out in general and also about Stranger Things because I was born and raised in Indiana?

The age of consent is 16.

Yes you read that correctly.

Thats why in season one it 'wasn't made a big deal' that Jonathan took pictures of Nancy and Steve having sex.

And in season two it 'wasn't made a big deal' for Karen, a grown ass married woman, to flirt back with Billy, a kid thats the same age as her eldest child.

And in season three it 'wasn't made a big deal' when the Karen and Billy shit happened again no matter if he was freshly 18 or not, it still would have been legal as long as he was 16 or older. And I'm so glad they didn't put that shit on screen. Hate that Billy got flayed, hate that so much you have no idea. But I would have hated it even more if things had gone as they'd planned and Karen really did show up to have sex with a kid her daughter's age.

What I'm saying is, it was cool that a nostalgic show took place in my home state not too unlike a town I grew up in. But with choices the duffers made over the seasons, also including the subtle not so subtle implied rasicm and obvious homophobia and ignorant satanic paranoia and blatant child abuse (that all very much still happens today), it makes me think that the only reason they chose a conservative Midwestern state was so they could get away with writing all that bullshit.

And if it wasn't for some of the actors pushing for better dialog and situations and basically twisting their arms for different scenes and refusing to do others, this show wouldn't have lasted this long. Because we'd have been watching the same overused and small-minded stereotypes and tropes from decades ago and have stopped watching.

So, does learning the age of consent in Indiana make you even more aware of how many scenes in Stranger Things gives me the heebie jeebies?

Thought so.

#and yes the heebie jeebies comment was a hint that I could totally see where Billy was coming from in the S2 Byers house scene #If I had a younger sister in a house full of dudes I didnt know where the school weirdo lives that takes pictures of young girls having sex #id have overreacted too #stranger things #indiana #age of consent #fuck you duffers #billy deserved better #and so many others did too #billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #technically not a Harringrove post but tagging it anyway cause that's what im about and this is a billy stan post #anti karen wheeler #is anyone going to see this post? no idea but ive been thinking about this for years so here it is #my thoughts #with love r #also anti all the pool moms cause that scene was bullshit #why couldnt they have just done teen girls and maybe even a couple boys sighing as billy walked by in slow motion? #that scene could have been wholesome and adorable instead of unneeded and cringy

[alchemiclee]

been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)

#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now #that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end #ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes #youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused #more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!! #the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that #aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅 #cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better #please someone do this 😭 #words #hsr #i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end #my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder #but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him #instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now #they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot #so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it #maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because #they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing #we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end #or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e #i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid #is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!! #id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead #OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation #and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying #his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed #these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did! #these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better #lee rambles

[ransomnote]

genuinely sometimes i look at pictures of my mom when she was younger and i wish i was never born. el oh el.

#she liked horses. she loved horses. her dad wanted another son. #her brothers loved her but they were so much older #i will never apologize about my existence to anyone but her. i wish i could have given her a kid to be proud of #when i was home for winter break we were talking about my brother and she said 'he's a weirdo' and i said 'we're both weirdos' and she said #'i should have had one more' before realizing what she said but it was too late. i think im gonna think about that for the rest of my life. #i wish she was living a different life. i wish i could give her a different life. #maybe my absence would but then i'm just her dead kid. it's 20 years too late for me to be stillborn.

[guideaus]

sometimes i wonder abt what ppl who don't act right to others online are thinking. i just can't understand people going out of their way to start problems with others for no reason. do they think the people theyre harassing wont remember them, do they not care, or are they just stupid lol

#personal #maybe im too in my own bubble but i never really get antagonizing ppl #to be clear im talking abt ppl being inappropriate for basically no reason #i just think abt that one person and way more ppl and the fact theyve been remembered as this weirdo. why would u do smth to make #ppl dislike u lol. u are in my memory as a weirdo now. are u proud of that. is that a good use of ur time. when u couldve done smth else #i think my social skills have gotten weird bc generally it'd hurt ur feelings but sometimes im just like 🤨?? like theyre a weird bug

[fenniefrost]

Occasionally, I feel like starting a service where people with depression or insecurities hire me so I can treat them gently and help them realize it's not actually as bad as they think. Or like where I help them get used to touch again. Where I ask if it's okay before doing anything. And they can realize they're safe. Something like that. Like a therapy human for humans but not in terms of clinical therapy but more in terms of helping them trust humans again. I could speak very softly even. And tell them it's gonna be okay. Idk. Is that valuable? Would people want that? I could make them little snacks even?

#mira mumbles #i genuinely like being nice to people who are too hard on themselves #i feel like i would worry about weirdos not respecting my own boundaries but like maybe i could make it a contract with guidelines #theres also people suffering from ptsd or anxiety and maybe it would be nice to have someone to just hang around with no expectation? #idk maybe im tired but i always feel the most valued when im helping other people feel supported in those ways #idk in case it needs to be said dont take this too seriously #im just thinking outloud #might delete idk yet

[inhumanfuckingdogman]

If i had to pick (and lbr you do) between either roman or tomgreg being canonically gay and explored in the series id pick roman 100%. Tomgreg going canon would set gay rights back by like 40 years

#like its still a big tv show they can only have one gay person on it #succ #i think tomgreg will always be reaching new insane heights of whatever the fucknis wrong with them #but roman. roman. #the gerri thing was completely a mommy issues deal #roman ‘for reasons of … we dont know why i cant pee next to other men’ roy #i enjoy watching his torment and quite frankly i cant think of anything that would turn him inside out with misery #quite like the slow tortuous realization that everything his father is disgusted by in him #are the things that make him feel happy and at peace and loved #i hope his interactions with mattson are confusing and scary and addicting and he keeps going back #mencken works too but im sorry that more boring.2 me. ohhh hes into it bc facism bad but he likes when thing bad we get it. #thats the same thing hes been doing tho #now imagine: rome but hes in a relationship with someone whos a little fascinated by him #this dettached deadeyed weirdo who doesnt roll his eyes when he speaks #and instead seems to listen to every word and remember what he says #and who maybe. just maybe. even cares about him #like mattson would definitely treat him like a bug under glass but roman ‘dog cage and chocolatte cake’ roy #would easily mistake that for love #idk not articulating it well. might write a fic abt it. we’ll see #tomgreg canon truthers btw no hate i lov the ship sorry if this shows up in the tag #but theyre definitely going to be in weird limbo forever & ever #i think at best tomgreg will become canon? (audible question mark) #i think they could fuck nasty and weird on screen and tom would start gaslighting greg into thinking it didnt happen #because nothing like. nice or good happens in the show its about misery #i want tomgreg to stay on ao3 so i can read abt tom healing after leaving waystar #anyways! #chatter

[bruisedloverr]

i was looking at stuff to draw my ocs and i saw a crop top that literally screams "gore kink"

#how do you make a crop top that says 'shove your dick in my heart' and dont expect the most deranged weirdos to buy it #(its me im deranged weirdos. not actually buying it tho) #fr what is that supposed to mean. i cant see any other interpretation rather than wound fucking (heart fucking??) but ik thats not it #maybe my gore kink is too strong. man. #gore kink #wound fucking #bunny talks #<- yeah thats going to be my non-art tag for my own text posts

[pussypopstiel]

Thinking of supernatural as a show that heavily relies on the importance of humiliation

#my silly little posts #maybe im reading too much into a cw show #but supernaturals humor relies so heavily on humiliation and pointing out who is the weirdo and who is the normal guy

[fabledteeth]

i’ve mostly accepted link’s tony hawk syndrome in totk and understand that’s it’s the only way not to alienate new players but Still here’s a list of characters i think should’ve remembered link:

- the sheikah. this one confuses me like they all know who you are in botw iirc?? maybe it was the slate’s doing but still. aren’t they supposed to keep tabs on me?

- beedle. why. i feel like i remember him calling us soulmates in botw. and we are. how could you forget me, beedle.

- at least a couple of the hateno villagers like come on!! i live(d) here!!! how am i “always by zelda’s side” but Nobody in the town knows me?? nebb especially hurt a lot like do you really not remember me?? im the guy who showed you all those cool weapons 🥺🥺 (speaking of, koko and cottla also hurt)

- bolson and karson. assholes. how dare you. sure perhaps i was just another customer to the two of you but you literally squatted outside my house for MONTHS!!!

- bozai. i can’t even remember if he ends up finding out that link is a dude but nonetheless. he should remember. and he should be scared.

#also why is it that fucking manny’s weirdo crush quest is back but not nebb’s #like it seems to obvious that a natural evolution of nebb’s weapon quest could be a fusion quest #like he wants to see a bunch of different things fused with weapons #and maybe some of the special ones that change the appearance of the weapon completely #which could act as a good tutorial for learning the special behaviors of different fusions too!! #but nooo #instead manny got to crush on a new girl #and now we just have to get him frogs instead??? #like that’s just the same quest!! #after i got it i genuinely immediately thought oh so nebb’ll probably have a fusion quest i can’t wait to find him!! #no. nope. #totk #totk spoilers #loz #sidenote IS THERE A WAY TO GET BOZAI OFF THE DAMN ROOF OF GERUDO TOWN IM LOSING IT #CREEP ASS WHY CANT I SNITCH

[oorevitcejda]

the Kingdom of Hawaii should be allowed to close their borders and recover for like 50 years, no nonHawaiians on the island and when they have healed they can enter the world when they want and offer tours or college or whatever on their terms and in a respectful way.

also usa reparations should include cleaning the oceans, at least pacific and atlantic

#ti talks #hawaii #landback #give back the countries we 'have rule over'; guam american Samoa the marshall and virgin islands Puerto Rico and anything i missed #then give hawaii back to its kingdom. for a limited time you get free shipping back to the usa as a non-Hawaiian #if you overstay passed the free delivery then its on you to pay and you get deported anyway #anyway then the residents of the us get to move anywhere within the continuous us. or abroad idk just not on hawaii anymore #then the usa residents leave same policy from alaska and the land is given back to the native #alaska could be its own country run by the sovereign nation. maybe it'll even turn into more countries!!! #that would be fucking awesommmeee #look landback doesn't mean you as a white person; are getting literally kicked off the land. but for a tiny island? #or a 'state' we bought from russia which was it's own occupied area. it wasnt russias to buy and not ours to take #but seriously the us is big enough for anyone who wants in. leave hawaii and alaska alone #we can even still have 50 states for the weirdos who like the 50 stars being 50 #honestly let mexico have texas too #landback for everyone and everything but im 100000% for starting with Hawaii and alaska second #if you know like everything about the us we go state by state and it takes for fucking ever #anyway rant over