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how you hurt him ☆ ot7

☆ non-idol! ot7 enhypen x fem! reader ☆ summary: all the ways that you hurt him (ft. song lyrics) ☆ genre: angst ☆ warning(s): toxic relationship, toxic! reader, mentions of cheating, this is practice for an english project so please bear with me, most of this is very figurative/abstract ☆ word count: 2.9k total ☆ aka enhypen boys as sad love songs, it’s like 1am i will edit later 😭

reblogs and feedback are appreciated!

heeseung ☆

"why would you ever kiss me? i'm not even half as pretty" — heather, conan gray

was there something wrong with heeseung? what if he wasn't good enough for you? did you think he was ugly? disgusting? annoying? needy?

at the beginning of your relationship, you made it clear to heeseung that you weren't good with words.

"don't worry about it," heeseung had told you. "i'm not good either."

he thought you meant that you found it hard to say "i love you."

what you meant was that you were indeed good with words, just bad at saying nice things to him.

at first he thought he was being ridiculous, a prisoner of his own mind.

he knew you loved him— how could you possibly not?

but if you loved him, why did you say such nasty things to him?

"god, heeseung, you're so stupid."

"i can't believe i'm dating someone like you."

"i'm disgusted with you."

he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth.

what had he done to make you repulsed by him? was he being sensitive?

he hated himself for all of it.

he hated the creeping feelings of jealousy that would suffocate him like a noose to a prisoner whenever he saw you talk to another man. did you like him more than heeseung? what if you wanted to leave him?

he hated how he craved what little kind words you could give him. it was so rare for you to compliment and speak to him gently, so when you did, heeseung was drunk on it.

he hated how insecure he got.

he hated how his mind was a gallow of its own.

he hated how afraid he was.

"you're so pretty," you whispered into his ear.

heeseung's stomach did flips. did you really mean it? was he as pretty as all the other men you entertained yourself with? was that why you kissed him and not them?

did this mean that you really loved him?

heeseung felt something tighten around his neck. not in that suffocating way that made him claw at his skin until he bled as he stared in the mirror asking himself what could be changed, but in the way that made him feel warm all over.

he’d wait at the gallows like a convicted prisoner, he’d stand there proud, ready to say his last words. he’d keep his hands behind his back, he’d admire the brass noose that would be his eternal necklace.

because for heeseung, to be with you, and to love you, was to be helpless.

to love you was to wait like a dog in the cold.

to love you was to eat your every word like it was his last meal.

to love you was to be your prisoner waiting for you to execute him.

jay ☆

"pretend that we are more than friends, then of course I'll let you break my heart again" — let you break my heart again, laufey

it's not your fault, jay tells himself. it's not your fault that you can't love him.

but at what point does it become your fault?

you knew that he loved you. he'd told you multiple times, shown you a billion other times. anyone with eyes could tell that he was head over heels in love with you. everyone knew.

especially you— you who rejected him time and time again, laughing that he was just a friend to you.

but here you were, pressing yourself up against him, looking at him with lidded eyes and licking your lips like you wanted to eat him. you held his hand against your chest, whispering a soft "good night." jay knew that he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight, not with you so close to him, not with the ache in his chest.

it's not your fault that he loves you, jay thought. but it is your fault that you lead him on, that you pretend to kiss him, that you snuggle up next to him knowing that he'd lay down his life for you.

did you enjoy torturing him like this?

what pleasure did you take in constantly making him think that he had a chance with you?

was this how it was going to be forever?

were you always going to keep him waiting like this, just because you knew that he'd stay no matter what?

jay swallowed the lump in his throat.

he couldn't continue living like this, having you play with his feeling like this.

"jay..." you mumbled, reaching out for him. jay was pulled out of his thoughts, his eyes flickering to you. you looked so innocent and peaceful despite himself. how could he ever stop? how could he stop when it was you at hand?

"i'm here," he hummed, throwing an arm around you. i'm always here.

you were warm, and soft, and everything that jay could ever want in a person. your soft breathing brushed up against his cheek.

jay stared at your sleeping face.

would it hurt to pretend that you were more than friends?

he let his eyelids fall slowly.

he could imagine you and him dancing in the kitchen, laughing together as the scent of jay's cooking filled the apartment. jazz music would be playing, and you'd pretend to be an old flapper couple from the '20's, swirling around the cold kitchen tiles.

your words from earlier echoed in his head.

"i love you so much, jay!"

"you're the best."

"how could i ever be so lucky to meet you?"

it made his heart pound in his chest, unable to hide the lovesick grin spreading on his face.

he knew your words meant nothing, that you truly only saw him as a friend.

he needed to stop this delusion now, else he'd be even more hurt than he already was. you broke his heart over and over again, as if it meant nothing to you.

but as you and him twirled around his head, basking in each other's presence, jay couldn't bring himself to let you go.

he'd let you, jay thought. he'd let you break his heart.

as many times as you wanted.

jake ☆

"the other man will always cry himself to sleep, the other man will never have her love to keep" — the other woman, lana del rey

of course jake knew that he wasn't the only man in your life.

how many times did he lay in bed at night, wishing that it was him that could hold you? how many times did he dream of being the man that could call you his? how many fantasies did he have of marrying you, of giving you the world?

and how many times did he have to remind himself that he couldn't have you— that you already had someone to love?

it made jake feel sick, seeing all the pictures that you posted with you and your husband, hearing all the chatter about your 2-year wedding anniversary, and forcing himself to smile as a tight-lipped "congratulations" fell from his mouth.

but what made him even more sick was how happy he felt whenever you showed up at his doorstep in the depths of the night.

jake couldn't help it.

he couldn't help how his stomach did flips when your hands slithered up his chest, wrapping around his neck as you pressed kisses against his jaw.

he couldn't help how his body moved on its own as he took in the scent of your perfume, his head filling with nothing but you, you, you.

he couldn't help how he craved you, how he was unable to pull away from you, even though he knew you had a husband waiting for you back home.

he couldn't help how for a moment, he could pretend that you were his; for a moment, he could live in the illusion that he was the one that you came home to every night, that he was the one that you woke up with in the morning, that he was the one that you sat at the kitchen table with to discuss your weekly grocery list, that he was the one that you laughed with in the depths of night, that he was the only man that you loved.

but as quickly as it started, you were already out the door, waving goodbye with a sweet smile as if you hadn't committed a crime against your husband.

jake knew the sight of your retreating back better than anyone, and as he closed the door, he'd suck in a sharp breath.

he would deny it over and over, until his words lost meaning.

but he knew the truth.

he was a fool for thinking that he could have you, for after all this time, he was the other man.

sunghoon ☆

"i bet on losing dogs, i know they're losing and i'll pay for my place" — i bet on losing dogs, mitski

you and sunghoon were never meant to work out, and he knew this.

everyone said that you'd hurt him. he'd seen it with his own eyes, how you bore your bloody teeth and ripped into people like they were your prey, how you barked venomous words at people.

you were a losing dog to begin with, a losing dog that would never truly love him the same way you loved yourself.

and before he knew it, sunghoon realized that everyone was right.

you sunk your teeth into him, feasting on what love he could give you like a ravenous hyena.

but how could he resist you? how could he resist your touch, your warmth, your limited moments of compassion?

wounded, bleeding, scarred, sunghoon staggered away from the killing floor. yet, he was unable to stop himself from turning over his shoulder to see your face.

there was something disgusting he felt, something that made sunghoon nauseous. his stomach churned. and then he realized, he couldn't bring himself to leave you.

because you were a starving dog, thristy for a victim.

because you were a wailing dog, weeping over your kill as if it would atone you.

because you were a losing dog, a dog that sunghoon placed his bets on.

and it was time for him to pay the price of his actions.

sunoo ☆

"i know who you pretend i am" —washing machine heart, mitski

sunoo wasn't stupid.

he knew it better than anyone, that your heart didn't belong to him. it never did, and it never will.

sunoo saw the way that you yearned, he saw the way that your eyes lit up, he saw the way that you gazed with love in your eyes— all for someone that wasn't him.

so why did you kiss him like he meant anything to you? why did you hold him like he could have you?

he knew why.

"i missed you so much," you breathed against his ear, pressing him against the wall. "so, so, so much."

the taste of your lips was addicting.

you liked to kiss roughly. you liked to run your fingers through his hair and pull it harshly, making him groan lowly against your lips. you liked to slip your fingers up his shirt, making him shudder.

sunoo liked to kiss gently. he liked it when your lips would melt against his. he liked it when you played with the clasp of the silver chain around his neck. he liked it when you pulled away and giggled softly at the lipstick smudge at the corner of his lip.

he didn't like it rough like you did.

but he took it all.

he took it all, because he loved you.

he took it all, even though he knew that you were kissing him pretending that he someone else.

it wasn't hard to tell.

you wore the gold necklace that he gave you, never any of the ones that sunoo got you.

you didn't even blink when sunoo's name was said, but the mere mention of his interests or career had you reeling.

and of course, he liked when you kissed roughly so you were a rough kisser, even though sunoo liked it gentle.

you don't even look at sunoo the way you look at him.

when you said "i miss you," sunoo could tell that you didn't mean it.

you didn't miss sunoo, you missed him. you just missed the attention that sunoo gave you.

he knew who you pretended he was.

but all he could do was look into your eyes, and be reminded of a tragedy: that while you couldn't love him back, he loved you.

"i missed you, too," he whispered back, swallowing the lump in his throat, swallowing his dignity.

jungwon ☆

"if you need to be mean, be mean to me" — i don't smoke, mitski

to be vulnerable, to be at someone's mercy, to be someone's lamb for the slaughter, was jungwon's biggest fear. he'd die before he'd let someone take advantage of his weakness.

yet as you slipped out of his grip, your once loving eyes turning cold as hands that once held him in your arms became the hands that striked him, all he could do was sit back and take it.

words like daggers into his back, slashing him over and over like he was a sacrificial lamb for a god that could not save him. hot tears would line as eyes as you raised your knife at him, sending shivers down his spine that made him cower into his skin, chanting apologies like they were prayers.

jungwon should run. after all, that was all he spent his life doing.

but how could he escape you when you kissed his tear-stained face? how could he leave you, for when your anger simmered down you cradled his cheek, whispering that you loved him?

it hurt, it hurt so bad.

but if you must destroy him, if you must slaughter him until your killing floor was covered in blood, if you must cut him up into little pieces for your own pleasure, so be it.

he'd follow you into the slaughterhouse, knowing full well that the darkness was the last thing he'd ever see, and jungwon would close his eyes and thank the person that crafted your blade anyway.

you can kiss him, you can hold him close, or you can strike him, you can treat him like an animal. he wouldn't care. it would be the same either way; he'd be glad that it was you.

for he was your lamb, and you were his butcher; for if you needed to be mean, be mean to him.

riki ☆

"even though she isn’t even really gone, but things are just different ever since she cut her blue hair off" — blue hair, tv girl

of course riki noticed. how could he not?

all those bored looks when he was talking, aimless nods when he asked you a question, and loveless kisses that you pressed against his skin. it took you hours to respond to his texts and calls, and when you did, you responded curtly. you stopped coming home, always having plans on weekends with no time for him.

riki didn't know what happened.

he thought that you and him had such a great relationship, filled with love and laughter.

but somewhere along the way, you seemed to lose interest in him.

he asked all your friends, but they said nothing changed about your behavior.

did riki do something wrong? did he make you angry? all questions that he'd never find the answer to.

the silence was piercing, ringing in his ears. he'd just asked you how your day was, and all he got back was a simple, vacant stare, before you turned back to your phone, scrolling mindlessly. his heart sunk so his stomach, brows crashing together.

had riki lost you? all he wanted was for you to look at him, for you to acknowledge him. was he being dramatic?

please, riki begged. please look at me, please see me, please love me.

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notyourd0lly · 1 year

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“ ʚ 𝙇𝙚𝙩 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝘽𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙈𝙮 𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝘼𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 ɞ "

Genre: ஐ Angst | Fluff ஐ

•┈┈┈••✦ ♡ ✦••┈┈┈•

Imagine your favorite [Bonten] member discarding you, throwing you aside and all you give them is a pretty little smile letting them know it's okay even if it's painful.

You hear them waking up from a nightmare crying so you went to go comfort them, they gave you a tearful look you gave him a warm smile that melted his heart.

His head was laying on your chest as you combed through his hair and started to hum and sing a certain song, once he calmed down with a soothing breath he started to listen to the lyrics that you were spitting out.

"One day, I will stop falling in love with you. Some day, someone will like me like I like you"

His breath hitched as he realized how he treated you and started to cry all over again, telling you he was sorry and that he didn't mean it. He loved you and doesn't want to lose you, you meant the world to him. The next lyrics you said broke him, because after knowing you since you were little you always stayed by his side.

"Until then, I'll drink my coffee, eat my pie. Pretend that we are more than friends. Then of course I'll let you break my heart again~"

He was chasing after you when he was little always telling you he would marry you when you were younger, each time you said yes to every one of his proposals whether if he offered you a ring pop, a toy ring, or even a leaf you'd always accept it. He wanted to remind you he was yours and you were his only for him to push you aside.

He'll treat you better and he proves that to you when he wakes up, clinging onto your body not wanting to move, and being extra needy no matter how cold-hearted he may seen. It was just like you were kids again and it made you smile, you're going to cherish this forever. Started pushing off the whores that stick onto him when he used to do nothing, making time for you and eating with you at lunch and taking every chance to hang out with you instead of going to clubs,

He'll want to hear you sing because it’s so soothing no matter how rough, soft, or scratchy your voice is. You love him and he loves you, it's you and him vs the world. Everyone says one of you is lucky to have one other but you think the both of you are lucky to have each other, the way you look at him and the way he looks at you would make anyone cry because your eyes are so filled with love.

•┈┈┈••✦ ♥︎ ✦••┈┈┈•

#tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revengers x reader #Tokyo revengers fluff #Tokyo revengers x you angst #Tokyo revengers x reader angst #tokyo revengers x reader fluff #bonten x you #bonten x reader #Bonten fluff #Bonten x you fluff #Rindou x reader #Ran x reader #Mikey x reader #Sanzu x reader #Takeomi x reader #Mochi x reader #kakucho x reader #kokonoi x reader

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iluvshinytwink · 11 months

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Let you break my heart again by laufey w/ Jude pls 🤞🙏

Let You Break My Heart Again - Jude Bellingham

"Until then, I'll drink my coffee, eat my pie, pretend that we are more than friends. Then of course, I'll let you break my heart again."

a/n: from the lyrics and everything i think u alr know what's gonna go down (tots not because i just don't know how to write a synopsis.)

also it took me so long to decide which lyric to pick 😧

Now Playing . . . Let You Break My Heart Again by Laufey

His eyes were the color of coffee. Soft and brood. Bitter yet sweet. Aromatic and bright. Something that you can't help but crave for.

His words were like a pie. Sweet and loving. Creamy and smooth.

Addictive.

That was one of the many words you could use to describe Jude.

Bitter like coffee and sweet like the pie you always ate for breakfast. That was Jude.

Developing feelings for Jude was something you should've tried to stop a long time ago.

You should've known that you liked him from the very beginning. The way your heart would skip a beat the moment he called your name. The way you felt like the entire world had frozen every time his eyes met yours.

Yet you didn't. The feelings continued to bloom badly. Your feelings grew into a rose with a thousand thorns which wrapped your body. You couldn't escape.

The many times where you wanted to look away from Jude, to prevent your heart from aching never came.

It was like he had you in his fingertips and he didn't even notice.

The many times you tried to stop the blush that kept creeping into your cheeks every time he held your hand in a friendly manner.

But that was sadly all you would ever be to Jude. A friend.

It was a cold winter night. The dark blue sky was powdered with stars. You were sat at a bench, staring at the blue abyss above you mindlessly.

"Are you cold?" a familiar voice joked. You looked beside you and saw your friend, Jude standing before you with his hands dug deep in his pockets. "I didn't know it would be this cold." you said softly.

You heard a scruffle in Jude's jacket. You looked back at him and his hand was out for you to take.

"It's warm, I promise." Jude said with a soft smile.

Your mouth gaped open as you tried to find the exact words to say. You could feel your entire face being hot as the snow came dripping down the sky.

Without a choice, you took Jude's hand.

It was indeed warm. Soft and warm. Lovely and comforting.

You wanted to hold onto it for the rest of time. May the weather be hot or cold, you didn't want to let go.

If you were to let go, your feelings would never go. You would think of this moment for the rest of your life, reliving it time and time again and realize that moment would never happen again.

Jude continued walking and without thinking straight, your hand clenches on his harshly.

Jude stops. He looks behind him and to his arm. Your hand tensed into his.

"Are you okay?" Jude asked softly. The realization hit you and your hand had stopped tensing. "Is it that cold?" Jude joked, going closer to you.

You stood there, frozen. Like the harsh weather had finally dawned on you.

But that wasn't it. What had dawned on you was the realization that you had fallen for Jude.

And the most painful thing about that realization was, you knew he would never like you back.

"Let's get you home, okay?" Jude whispered worriedly, tugging on your arm softly.

The night was a blur. You remember the silent yet comforting walk you had on the way home. His hand grew warmer by the minute and you remembered adoring every single second of it.

As the two of you approached your house, you found yourself wishing it would never end.

You wished, deep inside, the walk would go on and on. Who cares where you would end up in?

You woke up, covered in blankets which was Jude's doing.

As your eyes opened slowly, a feeling of sadness washed over you. The warmth of the blankets would never match to Jude's warmth.

You got up and headed to your kitchen.

As you approached the counter, you could see two indistinctive objects.

Pie and coffee and in the middle was a small note.

You felt tears well your eyes, though you weren't entirely sure why.

Some day, one day; I will stop falling in love with you. Until I do, I'll be thinking of you.

this is kinda half assed ill by honest but nevertheless, i hope you enjoy it :)!!!

also ill post again tomorrow so dont worry!!

TAGLIST !!! :)

- @mbapbaesluvr

- @hearts4jude

- @f1lover55

#jude bellingham #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham imagines #iluvshinytwink #imsoslaying #delulu hours exe

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solartape · 2 years

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ONE: YXK back at it again but with a hint of love

( quick note : Kazuha is the main singer and plays the bass, Xiao is the drummer and you're the guitarist )

2 minutes left, your heart pounded, "hey you'll do great as always" xiao pats your shoulder, you turn to look at him and see him with a small smile you nod and watch him go back to get his drumsticks, you sigh but get slightly startled by kazuha, "thoma said good luck" he winks to you swiftly jogging on to stage not giving you enough time to question him nor hear your band name from the speaker.

"Now welcome YXK to the stage!" you three waved at the crowd before setting up, you approach the mic, "Hello everyone! hope you all are having a great night" you smile at the crowd noticing tomo in the back but a certain golden blonde hair caught your eye, you knew who it was but it made your stomach backflip, you gulp and let kazuha take over the mic as the music fades in and the lights go dim

( Apocalypse - CAS )

you did your performance the same as always but tonight felt different your mind was split, you were following the rhythm but you were also thinking about Thoma, he was here to see your band, you've only interacted with him a few times

"Hey Yn! I wanted to give you these flowers, its from one of my friend's weddings and I can't take care of another flower" you heard from his fanbase he had a room worth full of flowers so you decided to take them, your heart fluttered and your face heated up "Thank you Thoma.." you had no words but stare at him for a few seconds, he blushes and scraches the back of his neck saying his farewell and running off

"When you're all alone

I'ill reach for you

When you're feelin' low

I'll be there too"

The last lyrics to the song is said and the crowd cheers you on, it caused you to snap out of your split mind, a 5 minute break for kazuha to rest his vocals and everyone else to collect their thoughts, "hey Yn" you heard xiao say your name, "yeah?" "you were kinda emotionless back there, is something on your mind?" it was quite embarrassing you were that obvious, from across you and xiao, kazuha was silently laughing knowing what it was already, "ah I'm fine I was just focusing to much" xiao patted your back "hey loosen up, nothing to worry about" you nod and stand up to go back to the stage, you saw him again, he sat on the third row out of the six, it was your solo song after this group song.

( if any filipinos are reading this enjoy Habang Buhay - Zack Tabudlo )

Again you performed as usual, you were tapping your feet to the rythmn when you caught a glimpse of his hair again this time you took the time to look at him but for a few seconds not to create any suspicion, his hair looked soft with the horn-shaped headband it got you wondering what he would look like without his hair styled right now, the feelings are coming back again, your heart skipping, your stomach fluttering, and your mind wondering again. His face looks so kissable and practically glowing, you realized every time you look at him you go auto pilot and your world seems to go slower than usual.

"Aking sinta, ano ba'ng mayro'n sa iyo?

'Pag nakikita ka na, bumabagal ang mundo"

translation:

"My darling, what is it about you?

Whenever I see you, the world slows down."

The crowd cheering once more has snapped you out of your mind spiral, another 5 minutes but this time Tomo was back stage waiting for kazuha, "Tomo!" kazuha runs up to tomo and hugs him tight, you and xiao roll your eyes at the love birds. As they converse with each other it was your solo next, as you were about to walk to stage tomo called you "Hey yn! Thoma asked if you were free after this cause he kinda wants to hangout" you practically internally screamed at whatever God that can hear you, "uh yeah I'm free" you heard your name and rushed your response "just tell him to meet me back stage after our last song", you walk on stage and perform your solo.

( Valentine - Laufey )

Thoma's POV

She walks on stage, wow she looks pretty in the spot light, Her guitar was filled with stickers and her voice was beautiful. I've only ever spoke to her a few times.

"Morning Thoma! Can I ask if you like someone?" the bakery girl I work with asks, she knows about my twitch channel and I haven't been talking to her since, "Uh yeah! yeah.." my palms sweat whenever I lie but I'm not ready for a relationship yet, her mood changes slightly "Oh... what's her name?" I panic, oh shit think Thoma! think! "Yn! ahem yeah Yn!" my fans always shipped me with her after one of my cooking streams when I dragged her to be my taste tester and from my twitter interactions with her. After I said her name the bakery girl avoided me, but I also started thinking about Yn, I looked back at that one stream I had with her and realize how pretty she actually is, could I actually be in love with her? it took a while but after another long pep talk with Ayato, I got my feelings straight.

"How the hell did I fall in love this time?

And honestly, I can't believe I get to call you mine

I blinked and suddenly, I had a Valentine"

Time skip

Our final song fades into the loud cheers of the crowd, we said our goodbyes to eachother and there Thoma was, sitting on one of the huge speakers, "Oh hey Thoma.." you were putting your guitar back in it's case while your back was turned to him, lucky Thoma since his face was turning red again like the last time he spoke to you, "Uh yeah um you did great tonight, I should attend more of your gigs" he awkwardly lets out a small laugh, you were secretly smiling like an idiot but quickly go back to your resting face, "Yeah so is it alright if we talk while we walk to my house, xiao took my car" "yeah of course but there is something I wanna show you right after we drop your guitar at your house" you nod and start walking, the conversation started small with "how are you?" and "what have you been doing now a days?" but it escalated to your interest then your similar taste in music and shows, you laughed and giggled, lightly blushing now and there. You arrive at your apartment and quickly drop off your guitar, closing your house door again Thoma suddenly held your hand, you jump up a little and Thoma noticed "Oh! uh sorry is it ok that I'll hold your hand?" he turns away from you, you smile "yeah sure" he turns to you again showing you a toothy smile, he drags you outside and stops for a sec "so do you remember that abandoned flower shop near here?" "yeah kazuha plans to buy it but from the looks of it he's moving in with Beidou in the Alcor" he grips your hand again and starts running to the abandoned flower shop. You arrive at the flower shop, Thoma leads you into the back of the cashier, you saw small night lights, books, a walkman with cassette tapes piled beside it, pillows and an old futon "This is my little hide out whenever I want to be alone" you sat down and he sits next to you, you saw how sincere his eyes are, staring at the floor he starts ranting to you about whatever, you couldn't careless if he would talk forever, his voice was like honey and strawberries your two favorite sweets. You and Thoma ended up sleeping in this hide out but even in your sleep your mind was racing.

( s.masterlist )

(tag list : @minyoungieee )

#thoma x reader #solartape writes #solartape smau #genshin x reader #genshin au #genshin smau #thoma smau

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justastrugglinghotchocolate · 1 year

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Playlist For The Losing Game

They’re separated by character and are vaguely ordered by story progression. Since I didn’t have to write a whole lot for them, Dorian and Henry’s are quite short.

(I suggest reading up to ch 12 before opening because this is full of spoilers.)

Dorian

Million Miles Away from Belle (Kazue Mika’s Español ver because the lyrics hit way harder)

Lovesong- Beabadoobee

I Secretly Love U- Snail’s House- Seycara Ver.

Soulmate that wasn’t meant to be- Jess Benko

Credits Song for My Death- vivivivivi -Rasmodeus Q music box ver.

Henry

I Don’t Really Like Your Boyfriend- Avenue Beat

Up To No Good- The Hoosiers

You Get Me So High- The Neighborhood

Watching Him Fade Away- Mac DeMarco

Roland

My Type- Saint Motel

Arsonist’s Lullaby- Hozier

Our Word from 36 Questions

Technically Missing from Gone Girl

Sugar Storm from Gone Girl

SNOBBISM- Neru- Will Stetson Ver.

Blumenkranz from Kill la Kill

Gooey- Glass Animals

Sugar We’re Going Down but it’s creepier- Kade McCuen

Villainous Thing- Shayfer James

Main Title Suite (Bonus Track) from Don’t Look Up

Simplicity-Megan Wofford

Less Likely from The Vietnam War

The Devil Wears A Suit and Tie- Colter Wall

The Nowhere King from Centaurworld

The New Century from Amnesia: A Machine For Pigs

Basil

Let You Break My Heart Again- Laufey

And the Flowers Were Gray- Evelyn Stein

Until I Fall Asleep- Nastyona (Called “Nastyona #13” on Youtube)

Bubble Gum- Clairo

Background Noise from Gone Girl

Putting a spin on heather- egg

Ew- Joji- I like the live ver, but either works

Romantic Homicide- d4vd

Runaway- REI AMI

High Enough- K Flay

Biggering from the Lorax but it’s that super good part that makes you want to punt the Lorax and do meth

Leave Me Alone- IDKHBTFM

The Right Things from the Vietnam War

Putting a spin on slow dancing in the dark- egg

Just Like You from Gone Girl

The Fall- Lovejoy

Just Another Love Song- Mac DeMarco

Be Nice to Me- The Front Bottoms

Hot Chocolate- Dark Cat- Seycara Ver.

Beethoven’s 7th Symphony- ULTRAKILL ver

G Song- Terry Riley- perform by the Kronos Quartet

Occasionally Scared from Dispatches from Elsewhere

Mandus from Amnesia: A Machine For Pigs

Memento Mori from Don’t Look Up

Wishful Drinking- Tessa Violet

O Cometa- Rodrigo Amarante

Also shout out to SNOBBISM and Wishful Drinking. The former is literally just Roland’s entire character (completely by accident, i forgot about that song until September) and the latter is the theme song for entire story. And also to Seycara’s Hot Chocolate—highly recommend rereading that last Dorian and Basil scene in Chapter Twelve with it in the background.

#the losing game #i have had this playlist for SO LONG #I wanted to put it out literally weeks ago #but then this chapter took hella long #some of the songs are there because of their vibes rather than their intended meanings #playlist

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bro my mom told me that all i listen to is depressing music 💀

she’s not wrong tho 😭💀

I’M IN PUBLIC I CAN’T LISTEN TO THIS RN <////3

I WILL LOOK THROUGH THE LYRICS THO HOLD ON

#I FORGOT MY HEADPHONESNSNSNDN #eef answers!

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madamhatter · 2 years

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♫ 👀

Send "♫" for me to list 3-5 songs that I associate with our muses. Bonus points if the receiver specifies lyrics. If you want only your muse, specify in your ask! / accepting

i. GOLDEN HOUR - JVKE

With the love of my life She's got glitter for skin My radiant beam in the night I don't need no light to see you

For the love of my life She's got glow on her face A glorious look in her eyes My angel of light

ii. IF ONLY MY HEART COULD SPEAK - CODY FRY

I never dreamed that you Would feel the way I do I thought that I would know just what say But suddenly my voice is feeling very weak If only my heart could speak

I’m puzzled and bemused I’m fuddled, heart’s been puddled by the thought

iii. I WOULD - COIN (STRIPPED)

If you want me to stay around I could, I said Oh, oh, oh, oh If you really wanna settle down

I don't know what to do, I think I might be in love with you

iv. MOONLIGHT DESIRES - LAWRENCE GOWAN

You've got ways To take hold of my thoughts Over-riding my senses Lock your sights Dead in line with my heart

A wave over my mind (wave over my mind) And I fall to it blind You say: Trust me

Stir my soul And whet my hunger And weave that spell That pulls me under

v. WEIRD AROUND YOU - EERIE SUMMER

And even though I know I miss you, I'd rather keep it all inside And now I know I will regret it, I'd rather keep it all inside

Confessing seems just a little bit pointless with a guy like you I'd rather sit and stare at the water with you

bonus. LET YOU BREAK MY HEART AGAIN - Philaharmonia Orchestra & Laufey

I'm just tryna understand What I am to you More than songs, we've exchanged Midnight calls Sunset views

Promise I don't mean to cry But I get overwhelmed and confused If only you knew What I felt like

#( checkbooks inquiries and much ; answered asks )#( riku && sophie tag tba )#litoredeem

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desmorotu · 2 months

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guy’s playlist 🩰 (a glimpse)

꒱࿐♡ ˚.*ೃ …also for @morgansplace LOL

☆ stargirl interlude - the weeknd (he walks around the apartment saying “my back arched like a cat” while leaning himself against the wall, counter, etc. and arching his back. honey is sending an sos signal. when he isn’t being a total shithead, however, guy actually has a deep understanding and appreciation for music. this song in particular riles guy up to the point where he has to pick honey up, set them gently on the bed, and worship all of them until they really do see stars.)

☆ el tango de roxanne - broadway cast of moulin rouge! the musical (guy was a theatre kid in high school and has always had a soft spot for musicals. this one specifically sends chills down his body and honey has come home to him singing this song in the shower; he’s surprisingly really fucking good at singing. the strings are “orgasmic” and the vocals “make him nut.”)

☆ call me little sunshine - ghost (guy has been listening to ghost for awhile and refuses to go a day without referencing at least one song. he loves the acoustic guitar in this one and just…generally loves the stage presence ghost has. he thinks they’re hot LMAO and he makes honey watch concert clips with him…he squeals when something attractive happens.)

☆ mariage d’amour - paul de senneville (before guy went to school for writing, he was originally going to do music. he played piano for years and this was one of the pieces that stuck with him. he longs to play piano for honey, but he has a small fear of them thinking it’s too cringy despite their agreement to the offer. he also picked up the alto saxophone for a time strictly because of careless whisper, but ultimately decided that reeds were not for him.)

☆ piano concerto no. 23 in A, k.448: II andante - mozart (he loves how tragic it sounds. when he listens to it, he imagines one of his characters from his writing going through different stages that lead them to being the villain. it’s a song that never gets old in his book, and he’s looked up the score to it dozens of times to read the music. he loves tragedy, and this piece portrays it perfectly in his mind.)

☆ i was made for lovin’ you - kiss (“tonight, i wanna give it all to you in the darkness. there’s so much i wanna do.” he listens to kiss and other kinds of dad rock, but this song was what he did constantly on just dance 3 when it was popular. he sings the lyrics to honey on repeat—he mostly likes the excuse to call them “baby.” he cannot keep himself still when he hears the familiar guitar and bass—he “has to shake that ass” and “honey you gotta see this—“)

☆ custer - slipknot (he thinks the vocals are silly and he loves to head bang to it. he listens to it with the straightest face while he washes dishes at the end of his shifts. he nods his head gently to it while he does so, but internally he is jumping up and down and pouring marinara sauce all over himself /j. he and honey jump around their apartment with this shit on full blast sometimes, god bless their neighbors.)

☆ creep - radiohead (do i need to explain? …okay but on a serious note, despite how it’s meme’d literally everywhere, he believes it to be a genuinely good song. the music feels so melancholy, and that kind of vibe is his favorite despite how happy-go-lucky he appears. he thinks the chorus ruins it LOL)

☆ rule of nines - spiritbox (he heard this song randomly somewhere and looked up lyrics until he found it. this is a song that guy and honey enjoy together specifically—when honey is in the mood for it, you know they’re both going to have a dance party. guy also does the screamo, growly lyrics surprisingly well…)

☆ let you break my heart again - laufey (plays this on the more quiet nights while they’re doing the dishes and cleaning up after dinner just before the weekend. he likes to wrap his arms around honey’s waist and give soft neck kisses as they simply do their thing. when the lyrics say “one day, i will stop falling in love with you,” guy gets all sappy and reiterates that he falls in love with them every single day, over and over again. it sometimes results in them slow dancing together, smiling like idiots and giggling. they feel like they did when they first moved in with each other; not exactly sure what the future brings, but all too welcoming of the hopeful warmth that spreads through their body.)

☆ puppy princess - hot freaks (he kinda hates the lyrics and the cadence of them but the chorus is too cute in his opinion so he keeps it on there anyway:) )

refer to guy’s playlist cover(s) at the bottom; i think guy could go for two very different vibes when it comes to his vibe, so i picked two :3

꒱࿐♡ ˚.*ೃ

TWO IN A DAY?? …yes…i’m obsessed w this idea rn. a chaotic mix of music for our chaotic mess of a boyfriend <3. this one is definitely the most diverse of the three so far, but it’s fitting in my opinion. guy is ironically one of the most complex characters 💀 and he was supposed to be a fucking background character. again, if you want more then lemme know :3 i love doing this omg it’s so fun and i like how people are AGREEING WITH ME THATS SO COOL :(. okay ramble over. the contrast in guy’s covers is so fucking funny to me omg someone help porqué soy loco y necesito dormir pero no querer 💕

also, p.s., i am very new to tumblr (four days in) and i have a question: is there any way i can respond to someone reblogging my post without also reblogging my own…bc i make big posts and it takes over my whole page.

k bye 💟

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