#me w/ my little dinner !!!

[hoofpeet]

Photo study :] 🐱🐟

#hoof draws #me w/ my little dinner !!! #edit-- in light of this getting attention. make sure you don't do photo studies of ai generated images #kinda defeats the point of doing photo studies and i wouldn't have done this one if i realized the og photo was fake

[obsob]

yes i am getting emails 

#dracula daily #mine #lov that this means absolutely nothing to people not reading ksjfksl #i love jonathan hes gay and autistic cant wait to see him get eaten or smth #im back from a 2 week work break now! i was very burnt out i feel a lot better >:) drawing time #these images came to me in a vision yesterday evening but i was too tired to draw them #im sleepy now....sleepy baby...... #i slept so bad last night my tummy hurt so bad!!! idk why!!! i had a lot of carbs w dinner so maybe that was it #i still havent figured out what it is my stomach doesnt like. durham wheat i think is oneof them but ??? dfdsfj #whatever. my fault for not drinking more peppermint tea #i didnt like wake up wake up last night but i kept like. coming to a little bit n shifting abt until i found a more comfy position #utmmy ouchy.......hopefully will be less so tonight heh!! #i idid yoga this morning i forgot how much i lov it #also ive been reading captive prince again. is this series a lil problematic? yes. thats why the gods gave us critical thinking #i need a break from stone earth trilogy im on to the last book now....ouhghg...... #have a new book arriving tomorrow yes yes yes yes

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

oh waow maybe having friendly neighbors is a Good thing (said in the voice of a guy who just received free cookies)

#ough theyre so soft and theyre pumpkin w/ cream cheese frosting... #they will be Gone by the end of the day i cant stop eating them #ive been a little worried bc yk. small town. neighbors tend to be nosier #and i am a nervous person! i would like to be left alone! dont perceive me dont knock on my door dont look in my windows! #but hey. tasty homemade cookies. maybe this is all right #god theyre so fuckign good what the hell did she put in them... #absolutely unprompted #today is a Decent day #nice weather. hauled wood. got cookies. went for a lil walk & saw some cool moss and sap. gonna have some tasty beef for dinner #and there was a new casual geographic to watch! & a new wendigoon video for tonight!! yippee! #and im drafting fresh scribbles for november since im doing repostober #things are decent and ill take it while it lasts. even if im perpetually cold because this house is fuCKING FREEZING- #oh heated blanket we're really in it now

[softshuji]

eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh

#i just find it like so unfair yknow #im the only one who works in myhouse and full time #but i come home and the house isnt clean and i tidy up and sort everything out and tidy the kitchen anf living room after dinner and put #my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but #i have 5 brothers all of whom are adults and they dont lift a finger #its not as if any of them work bec they dont and neither does my dad #and im so so so exhausted yk? bec not everything is my job or responsibility #and i keep blaming other things for me getting sick but yknow what maybe i just dont rest enough #and the other day i was upset bec i'd had a tough day at work and i felt unwell and i cleaned up everything after dinner and my brother #said i didnt have a right to be upset bec i “chose” this. like as if i chose to work full time nd do all the chores for a family of 9 #and it just really upsets me bec no one sees an issue with it and im so mad at my mom at rhe same time #constant therapy sessions w her bec shes mad at my dad and wants someone to vent at and then he does the same abt her and my brothers #and im so tired yknow just sososos tired bec she'll complain abt how they dont do anything but then she wont ensure they do either #its just empty complaints whereas she thrust responsibility on me when i was 9 and yet my brothers are 18+ - all but one that is and they #cant even do their own laundry bec she just..... did everything for them all the time but now is mad that they cant do anything. #like yes i know my dad is a failure of a husband and a father i expected that i'll never be a good enough daughter for him and that the onl #thing he has to say about me is that im bringing shame on our family despite everything ive done but come on #im just tired and upset #its hard not to see yourself as a robot or machine when theres little room to be anything else. #and even on a day like today when i dont feel well it never stops and i just keep doing #im sad i want a hug from my gangster bf #oh god i am sorry pls do not perceive me for this #and yk what #thats why i cant stand when people are nice to me bec all i can think of is #i havent done anything to deserve this? i should have to give something in return #or if not #theres something this person must want because why else would they be nice to me when i havent done anything for them #i cannot fathom the concept that someone just wants me because its me #its literally just not possible why would anyone fo that for me

[tomatoluvr69]

What’s up tumblr hope you had a super fun leap day. sparkle on. big news my first seed start sprouted while I was at work ✨

#might have to change the url bc I’m in my collard era lol #my day was alright #I ate some shrimp curry that I’d accidentally left out all night and was fine bc I’m a scavenger of a person #then bc I started to feel PMDD fatigue I laid in bed with great elan til my shift started #then I spilled coffee all over my work clothes bc I stuck it in a very sketchy travel mug someone left in our house at the last party #and I listened to Screamin Jay Hawkins on the ride to work which was fun #work was a bit chaotic but uneventful and got to spend a huge chunk of it outside #it seems I have way better ball control than I did when I was a kid. whyyy now. i was such a loser I could have used some athleticism #but I’m so glad it’s the weekend so I can go palliative care mode which is what I call my lizard brumation pmdd phase #and stopped by a friend’s house after work which was nice #really rejuvenating #then made a sort of weird frittata w/ beets peppers and potatoes bc I was too tired to actually cook #watched sense and sensibility 1995 and really liked it although I found myself wishing for a bit more anguish. sorry #and I think I might set out one of the frozen almond croissants to proof overnight so I can bake it for bfast tomorrow #will go for a very short swim but probably only about 30 min bc of aforementioned fatigue. then pick up yogurt and a silly little treat #and will have ****** and **** for dinner either tomorrow or Saturday which will be nice #but really hoping Saturday because **** **** ** **** lol #and then Sunday I’m trepidatious about because **** was like what are you doing Sunday and I’m like well I guess having a fraught and #difficult conversation about our dynamic! lol #I’m very lucky to have proactive friends who are good communicators. truly I do not deserve his kindness. but like. god. let me retreat and #lick my wounds! #i shan’t get into it. but just know I know how S&G felt #and then another work week but I’m starting to really get a feel for the routine and what works and what doesn’t #and I’m excited for my next few meal preps we got millet and kale gratin #and a Lebanese chickpea dish the name of which unfortunately escapes me atm #but my mouth is watering thinking about it. saw a vid and was instantly influenced and went to the pantry to see if I had the stuff and I #dooooooooooo #and I do feel like I’m beginning to get past the worst of [event] and its sadness

[butchviking]

everyone is so nice about the fact that i, a 27yr old woman, carry a little doll around everywhere with me. thats so nice thank u to everyone

#he literally goes to shows w me and goes out to eat w me and random people say hi to him. #you can do anything u want in this world people are fine w it #did i tell y'all he got recognised in a pub once? server brought us our food and was like 'taking ray out for dinner?' #adorable. so glad i got this little guy. sorry for being obsessed w my ray toro action figure but no im not!

[palms-upturned]

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#meg talks #it’s my birthday and i can’t sleep because my nerve pain is flaring up #and now my hands hurt too just bc i played a game on my switch for a while in lieu of all my bday plans getting canceled #and also our car got possibly totaled #ik ot’s whiny and there are more important things but god it’s getting hard to cope w even little things #when the physical pain just keeps getting worse and worse #well watever… happy birthday to me ill spend the day working more on my research project for palestine #and then have a friend over for dinner in the evening #it’ll be a good day <- pleading

[finnpeach]

no new animes this fall and winter. i am regressing to full metal alchemist, Yuri on ice, and free!

#I want to go back to 2016 when yoi came out and I sat in my dorm room with my mini roast type dinner from the campus dining hall and watched #the newest yoi episode every Wednesday and got my weekly serotonin fix from history maker #and if my roommate was in the dorm then I went and watched it in the bean bag lounges on campus and ate my little roast chicken and mashed #potatoes and wedge fries and corn bread #hey guys would you read a free! makoharu fic HAHAHAHA #those were my BREAD AND BUTTER on the forum #I cosplayed female Rei once at a con and my friend did the blond one can’t remember his name #me at 16 years old walking around a con in a swimsuit and a shitty blue Amazon wig 🧍🏼‍♀️ #it wasn’t a bikini though ok it was a one piece swimsuit we had class #Not that you could pay me enough to walk around in a bikini in a con #I think we also wore shorts w it too #Imagine if I wrote a yoi fic in 2023 #oh dude if that movie ever comes out. you won’t ever see me again #I do however want to finish demon slayer and then the chainsaw one #I also really wanna rewatch that blue exorcist anime #AND I kinda wanna rewatch the one about those terrorists who like grew up in labs and were called like 9 and 12 or something. but maybe not

[fauvester]

im so sorry im so sorry but ur auau is delicious- and are u saying that garak did manage to hack into their shuttle info and find out their real last names because thats tHATS HIM. Thats hims names and also bashir so 👁️👁️ I am incoherent also you are so cool

I realize that i implied that there would be a situation where Iskra and Idan don't know EXACTLY what their yadek would do in the situation and prepare for it accordingly.

(Idan is at Quark's learning tongo, Iskra's hanging out in their shuttle still because it's climate-controlled and they both know Garak's going to break in.)

I don't even know how he'd react knowing that their visitors are Garak-Bashirs... there truly are no such thing as coincidences... but also ??????!!!!?????

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #POV YOU APPARENTLY MARRY THE GUY YOUVE BEEN IDLY FLIRTING WITH AND HAVE KIDS IN THE FUTURE?? #THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO COGITATE MORE ON THIS. ITS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD CONSTANTLY! #iskra swiveling around dressed. kanar. full replicated dinner. Ohhhh my what a ~surprise~!! how ~ever~ did you get in! #garak doing his. his garak smile. whites of his eyes on full display. Collier sign. #elim who do you think taught her how to be a dramatic sneaky bitch. #also bwo.... thank you... 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you are so nice to me......... #i'm just so chuffed that people are enjoying the little sandbox I'm playing in... #if bashir is on the ship they don't have to worry. he's going to have 0 suspicions and he will not investigate. #handshake meme idan bashir 0 Environmental Social Awareness #(also i see some people drawing cardassians w big scales on their hands and peets and it looks cool. taking that thank yewww) #(also look how big i drew that kanar bottle lol. that's costco kanar. costco tanqueray sized handle of kanar. to last a whole 2 yr mission)

[pixlatedvampire]

I love this disaster bard sm you don’t even know 💕

#the witcher #dandelion #jaskier #priscilla #digital art #procreate #my art #doodle #I’ve just been collecting shitty doodles of him lmao #I never know how to caption things so I’m just sitting on a bunch of drawings rip #how do people do it….. it’s so hard xc #also I did mean to post a little earlier but I had surgery lol I’m much better now tho!gods willing I will clear out some of my drafts now🙏 #or finish my wips lmao I have sooo many ToT pls my brain let me finish some #anyway I drew all of these at different times but I like to think that they’re all part of dandy’s attemps at getting (oblivious) geralt #to notice that he’s been in love w him for years and he’d be totally down to get some of that sweet witcher ass #I also like to imagine that the attempts of dumb as hell and mostly consist of things they already do together like get dinner etc but with #dandelion batting his eyelashes more and posing ‘seductively ‘ #geralt thinks he’s getting sick or something #Priscilla is despairing and wishes he would just tell him with words already instead of crying to her every night when he ‘didn’t even #notice how good his ass looked today!!’ #ok I think I’m done thanks for indulging me lol

[salsflore]

thinking about a simple domestic life with ur f/os... matching house slippers and toothbrushes and waking up beside each other. having your pictures framed on the nightstand! doing the laundry together and quietly sharing meals. helping each other get ready in the morning & then coming home to them or vice versa. waking up to the smell of something new they’re baking (hopefully its pleasant, not burnt...) or hearing them sing in the shower at night. seeing their clothes in your closet and their favorite trinkets around the house. literally just co-existing in the same space. give me a second i feel ill

#i want to be the housewife that packs cute bento lunches for them every morning but i also want them to be the housewives. how does it work #uee i could leave them cute notes everyday. childe’s going to become a “i have to finish up quickly so i can have dinner w/ my wife!” #thing he’s doing -> fighting 20 ruin guards or fighting randos. idk he’s weird as hell #and and and after zhongli comes home from work i could help him unwinddd... and then we could do our little nightly routine together... #talk in bed together until we fall asleep SOMEONE FUCKING SEDATE ME!!!!!!! #waking up and seeing childe making breakfast with an apron that says “kiss the cook” and its horrifically cringy but also very endearing #kissing them goodbye before work like #i need to be taken out back and shot #💭 #putting in main tags.. everyone suffer with me #mika ♡ ajax #mika ♡ zhongli #yumejoshi #self ship

[piplupod]

would rly love to know why the brain and nervous system have decided to gift me with The Evening Horrors every day for the past ... week ? ish ? what the heck changed that made this start happening consistently every time dinner rolls around :[

#its just like suddenly everything bad becomes a crushing unbearable weight #like i can usually cope but this is just... Too Much fhdkdl #i wish i could just tell my brain and body ''hey i know this reality is intolerable but can we just like... chill?'' #like theres nothing i can do for it fhdkdl so why do i have to act like a prey animal about it !!! #cant i just be silly and ignore the terrible reality around me ??? why do the body and brain refuse to cooperate !!! #its so infuriating dbjdksl #i know its looking for an escape or a fix but theres nothing !!! i have been attempting to figure this out for 5 years now !!! #unless something miraculous happens then there is no escape or fix !!! i would like to move on and just chill !!! #if there is no way out of hell then i might as well have fun w it yknow? #if nothing immediately terrible is happening then i should be able to just Ignore it all #but alas !!! nervous system and brain do not allow for that !!! #(actually there IS a way to cope w this and its called ''have a self destructive meltdown and forcibly get switched out'') #(but I'd prefer to not do that fhdkdl i have a lot of creative projects i want to work on rn LOL) #(also the others in the brain get very bored and lonely bc theres nobody to talk to and nothing much for them to do) #(thats the issue w having a host who fronts for large chunks of time!! its difficult for the others to make friends and find hobbies!) #anyways. rambling. im going to go eat dinner and hopefully that fixes at least a little bit of this fjfkdl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[queenerdloser]

my dad: yeah i'll be there at 3:30p

me, like a normal person: gets ready & is all set to go by 3:30p literally on the dot.

my dad at 3:45p: sike i'll actually be there at 4:30p

me: great :) love this :)

#liveblogging life #i am a chronic on time person precisely bc i grew up with two parents who could not be on time to save their fucking lives #like im not perfect about it but generally if i say i'm going to see you at a certain time #i will make every effort to get there either precisely on time or 5-10m early #the early thing is what's leftover from japan i think - i always had to be 15m early to stuff there and it's just kind of stuck tbh #but im also neurotic about it - tbh it irritates me SO much when people say a certain time for meeting & then are super late #like i get being a little late or w/e but when it's like 30+ minutes.... #my sister's friend was supposed to pick up her kids on thurs & she was like 45m past the time she said she was going to come #and i was going BANANAS like lady i planned the rest of my evening around you being on time! i have places to be! jesus christ! #idk man i feel like im pretty easy going about most things but something about tardiness really unlocks my inner pta mom demon #also irritated bc he was supposed to be picking me up for driving practice #and now that he's going to be an hour late we no longer have time to do it bc we have to be at dinner at 5p #so like. great! there goes an hour i really could have used for practice! #and with. very little time left before im supposed to retake the test and hopefully not fail again lmao

[short666bread]

#sketchbook #bugthots #procrastinating getting ready cause I’m meant to go out w friends tonite but they went to dinner w out me TT #lmao def wasn’t malicious but my feelings got a little hurt anyways #original art

[skunkg1rll]

genuinely from the bottom of my heart i hate my sister so much

#was just sitting in my room w my door open #bc im wating to give my dog his dinner #and then she walks by and just slams it shut #it might sound small but all of those little things stresses me out so much #she never leaves me alone #i actually hate her sm im fine w never having to talk to her again just leave me in peace bitch

[krownest]

my mum pretending like nothing happened last night which is like. modus operandi

she was asking where something was in the kitchen and then telling me about the soup she was making, which is like an olive branch

but i can't do this or at least not tonight like i just cannot

#i said i wasnt having dinner w them. i cant pretend like last night didnt happen or whatever #ig it's just too raw for me #and maybe im just being a big baby bc my mum threw something bc she lost her temper and it wasn't even at me so like. it's fine right? #(genuine) #but again idc. i am a fragile little flower and if my mum thinks that im bad at getting yelled at and not resilient or whatever #then she's absolutely right lol!! #(i also have to emphasise. i am not looking for an apology from her or anything. firstly bc its never going to happen and secondly #Bc losing ur temper happens to all of us. It's just that i need more time to process before i can act like everything is Normal again #krow.misc #sorry the posts have been so depressing of late. i was feeling better a few hours ago i promise (journaled for a bit)