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#my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but
softshuji · 5 months
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eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh
#i just find it like so unfair yknow#im the only one who works in myhouse and full time#but i come home and the house isnt clean and i tidy up and sort everything out and tidy the kitchen anf living room after dinner and put#my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but#i have 5 brothers all of whom are adults and they dont lift a finger#its not as if any of them work bec they dont and neither does my dad#and im so so so exhausted yk? bec not everything is my job or responsibility#and i keep blaming other things for me getting sick but yknow what maybe i just dont rest enough#and the other day i was upset bec i'd had a tough day at work and i felt unwell and i cleaned up everything after dinner and my brother#said i didnt have a right to be upset bec i “chose” this. like as if i chose to work full time nd do all the chores for a family of 9#and it just really upsets me bec no one sees an issue with it and im so mad at my mom at rhe same time#constant therapy sessions w her bec shes mad at my dad and wants someone to vent at and then he does the same abt her and my brothers#and im so tired yknow just sososos tired bec she'll complain abt how they dont do anything but then she wont ensure they do either#its just empty complaints whereas she thrust responsibility on me when i was 9 and yet my brothers are 18+ - all but one that is and they#cant even do their own laundry bec she just..... did everything for them all the time but now is mad that they cant do anything.#like yes i know my dad is a failure of a husband and a father i expected that i'll never be a good enough daughter for him and that the onl#thing he has to say about me is that im bringing shame on our family despite everything ive done but come on#im just tired and upset#its hard not to see yourself as a robot or machine when theres little room to be anything else.#and even on a day like today when i dont feel well it never stops and i just keep doing#im sad i want a hug from my gangster bf#oh god i am sorry pls do not perceive me for this#and yk what#thats why i cant stand when people are nice to me bec all i can think of is#i havent done anything to deserve this? i should have to give something in return#or if not#theres something this person must want because why else would they be nice to me when i havent done anything for them#i cannot fathom the concept that someone just wants me because its me#its literally just not possible why would anyone fo that for me
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hella1975 · 11 months
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‘she started it’ yeah i did tbf
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rosesradio · 9 months
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#tw vent#i love my mom but she just does not. understand#she’s said two things to me today that just really hurt#one of them didn’t even really make sense. she asked me if i wanted to take the dog out for a walk with her and i said no—#i’ll just get ready for bed. and then she asks ‘have you even exercised at all today?’#i was on my feet (standing walking etc) at work for seven hours today—starting before she was even awake#i don’t want to sound like i’m looking down on her for not getting a job—she’s been a ‘stay at home mom’ for decades#(which is a very respectable legitimate job but all things considered i’m the youngest & i’m 20 so i don’t really need an at-home parent…)#but she really doesn’t understand what working for so long is like. and idk why it can be particularly hard on me sometimes—#like i’m perfectly able-bodied (outside of an old injury causing me to use a brace which makes me lean my weight on one leg—#but i’m getting better at trying to balance it) but i just come home from work exhausted and my mom doesn’t understand—#a lot of the time she’ll want me to help out with stuff that normally I’d have no problem with—but after work it’s harder#she’s never like this with my sister—probably because my sister is out of the house so often it’s like she doesn’t live here /because/—#she doesn’t like how things are. but anyway#the other thing my mom said was. so i told her once or twice that when i got home i just wanted to watch the new season—#of the show i can’t stop talking about yk. & she’d watch some with me. but she’d always be pausing it to do something else—#or get distracted talking with my dad or literally anything—#and she won’t admit it so she just makes me sit there essentially so i want to go do something else and maybe watch something else#but when i try she acts like i’m dramatic and just need to ‘wait’ which ofc I can but if the wait turns into twenty minutes for—#every three minutes of show time i’m gonna say I’ll just do something else and come back later#but when I said i had hoped we’d watch more but okay I’ll just go to bed she got upset and said#’theres more to /my/ life than just tv’#which really hurt which is stupid because it implied that there’s not really much to my life besides work and tv#but i know she probably didn’t mean that and it’s just me blowing things out of proportion#there’s a lot of value to my life—i make people happy—i have a lot to offer#it just gets hard when it seems like there’s just work and school and tv shows#even though my main passion is writing about those tv shows lol#but yeah. Feeling kinda shitty about it#but i’m just gonna go to bed and catch up on my sleep#to delete later
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hearts4keene · 3 months
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can i call you tonight? | anthony larusso
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masterlist!!
summary: anthony larusso has always had a crush on y/n l/n. he had always seen her around school but never had the guts to talk to her. until he sees her at the beach and uses his larusso charm to score a date with her!!
parings: reader and anthony
warnings: she/her pronouns, sam and ant bonding, dayglow coded!!
a/n: its def a little shorter but yk !! also new format!!
w/c: 972
"hey, y/n. i'm anthony. i was wondering if you'd like to- forget it. this is pointless." anthony threw his hands down. this whole idea was stupid to him. there was no way y/n l/n would ever go on a date with him. he was hopeless. sam sat on the edge of his bed while he paced around his room.
sam rolled her eyes at her younger brother. "anthony, you literally haven't even gotten through the whole sentence." she grabbed her phone, checking the time. she had been trying to help her brother for a few hours now. "sam, you don't understand. y/n is like next level gorgeous. i don't think she's ever even looked my way." anthony looked at his sister like she was crazy.
she shut her phone off, setting it next to her. "the one with h/c hair, right?" anthony felt himself smile just at sam describing y/n. "yeah. she always hangs around with lia or nathaniel." anthony sat on the rolling chair that was always at his desk. sam sat up straighter. "y/n is super sweet, anthony. all you have to do is just talk to her." and with that, sam stood up, leaving his room.
just talk to her? easy for her to say. anthony could never just talk to her. he had tried countless times before. it always sounded like mumbled gibberish. and then y/n would look at anthony and smile her gorgeous smile and he would have no choice but to walk away embarrassed. sam just had no clue how hard it was to talk to girls.
anthony continued to pace around his room. the thought of y/n never left his mind. she never did. he had heard that whole "if you can't sleep it means someones thinking about you" and if it was true, anthony felt horrible about her sleep schedule. he ran a hand through his hair, going over what he would say to her on monday in his head. "anthony, let's go! get your shoes on!" daniel knocked on anthony's door.
anthony stumbled around his room in search for his other shoe. when he found it, he ran down the stairs. amanda was waiting for him at the front door. someone always had to be after anthony when leaving the house since he forgets to lock the door. "go get in the car. your father and sam are already in there." amanda patted his back while he walked out the door. anthony made sure to sit on the opposite side of sam.
pulling up to the beach, it was late evening. sam and anthony both rushed out of the car, walking towards a spot on the sand. it was a tradition for sam and anthony to walk the beach one night during the week, just so amanda and daniel could catch up. sam stayed with their parents. anthony was a fan of beach walks. there was no chance he would pass up on this.
anthony had walked a good distance away from his family when he stopped. he stood at the shore line, watching a crab gracefully walk into the water. he watched the crab dig in the sand to find a spot. anthony enjoyed watching the little sea creatures walk around in the water. he walked a little farther, stopping when he saw a very familiar figure.
there she was. y/n l/n. she was mindlessly walking around, just as anthony was. he knew this was his chance. no one else was around like they were at school. "y/n?" anthony smiled, trying to hide the nervousness in his voice. "anthony! hey!" y/n came running up to him. she knew his name? anthony would have to tell same about this.
"uh yeah! hey." he rubbed the back of his neck, the same smile still stuck on his face. y/n stood next to anthony, returning the smile. "you uh, wanna walk?" anthony turned to face her. y/n smiled at him. "sure!" anthony loved how she was always so willing. and how polite she was. he loved a lot of things about her.
the two walked towards where y/n had came from. the entire time the two were talking. talking about school, about karate, about y/n's friends. just anything they could think of. y/n's eyes lit up when she looked down at the sand and saw a pinkish looking shape buried. the two immediately got to their knees and pulled the shell out.
so that's how the two spent the next hour. they dug in the sand, finding different shapes and colors of shells. y/n's favorite was the pretty blue toned shell. anthony admired how pretty she looked, even with sand all over her.
as the sun set, it was time for the two to get back to their families. anthony was walking y/n back to her family before he went back to his. "you'll be at school monday, right?" y/n turned on her heel to ask anthony. "yeah, of course." anthony continued to have the same smile he had the whole time they were hanging out. "alright. see you, ant." y/n gave him a little wave, walking away. anthony knew it was now or never. "wait, y/n!" he hollered after her. y/n turned around. "yeah?"
"can i call you tonight?" anthony asked. y/n smiled the biggest smile he'd ever seen. she nodded her head, unable to form words. anthony smiled before walking back to his family. "he's just like his dad. he's got that larusso charm to him." daniel patted his back, the three had seen all of that. "dad." anthony muttered, his ears turning red.
he didn't know yet but he had just one y/n l/n's heart.
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julessworldd · 1 year
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Having modern!Cregan take care of you when you’re on your period
A/N: hey babies! Mother Nature has decided to make me emotional and needing cuddles so here’s the next best thing. Cregan and his golden retriever bf vibes 💚 @valeskafics @daenerysapologist my fellow Cregan lovers 😘
Warnings; mention of periods, blood, implied smut, soft golden retriever bf!Cregan. Possibly grammar errors. Tried my best to make it gender neutral
Cregan is definitely one of those boyfriends that track your cycle in his phone calendar. He knows when you yell at him for leaving his clothes on the bathroom floor. You’ll probably be starting soon
Sure enough he was right, you started two weeks later in the morning. You called out of work because it was too much to not be in bed. Lucky for youu it was his day off.
He goes to the store for some supplies for you. Also gets you extra goodies: A soft blanket, chocolates, sour candy, a thing of soup that you like. A pair of fuzzy socks because why not
Definitely the kind to throw your sweatpants and hoodie in the dryer when you’re showering. Puts your socks on himself as you comb out your hair.
Throws on your favorite movie or series and brings you your surprises from the store. Lays in bed with you. Let’s you cuddle him how you want to or when you do. Doesn’t mind you tossing or making a spot like a cat to get comfortable. (Period people, yk it’s a bitch to get comfortable and no cramps happen is a hard sport)
Rubs your tummy while holding you to him. Kissing your head every so often, playing with your hair. Attempts to braid it but ends up knotting it by accident
Isn’t afraid to go get you tampons, pads, whatever you use in that time. He takes a picture of the packaging and saves it to his notes app. Gets a couple boxes each time so you never run out
One of the guys in the world that gets why you yelled at him and then want cuddles. He’s like “if I was bleeding every month just to tell me I’m not pregnant I would be angry at the world too”
Also doesn’t give you shit if your cramps are from satan himself. He’s like if you could give me the pain I would take it away and let it happen to me. Cregan our king 💚 such a good boy
Doesn’t freak out if you accidentally bleed onto the bed sheets. Just picks you up takes you to the bathroom for you to clean up. He puts them in the washer and gets new ones on before you come back to bed. He’s like it’s blood isn’t gonna kill me. More concerned if you’re okay and if you need anything else.
Suggested period sex or going down on you to help with cramps. He did his research for anything to help his baby out. Doesn’t pressure but tells the offer still stands, doesn’t matter if it’s the elevator scene in the shinning right now
We all need a Cregan in our life during that time or anytime really 😂 if you have a Cregan good for you baby, does he have brothers or sister that is the best caretaker 🥴
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I have been taken by the sickness again (curse you viruses!) and sleep eludes me. Brainrot does not. What do you think each of the counselors are like when they're sick?
booo viruses :( i hope you feel better soon!
i think Jacob is the most dramatic about it. if you've seen Ferris Bueller's Day Off, he's Cameron
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total baby. even just for a cold. injuries, he barely notices, but gods forbid this man start to sniffle
Abi honestly prolly does what you're supposed to - she takes the day off, stays in comfy pants, drinks honey lemon tea & eats toast, takes the gross meds, a bath, & she's good by morning. couldn't be me but. yk. girlbossing
Ryan for sure just pretends it's not happening. he takes some cold n flu meds, keeps a water bottle close, and keeps having to blink spots out of his vision but he's fine! he's fine until his sister notices & chews him out bc he's always telling HER to take it easy when she's sick & "look here, mr. hypocrite, you better get in that bed or ELSE" so then he goes & lays in a dark room, listening to his podcast until he falls asleep
i think Emma prolly complains about it the entire time & spends an hour in a hot bath but i also don't think she stops working. if she can't go out, she's answering emails, keeping her social media updating, working on editing/scheduling/whatever an influencer does. picture Emma in her desk chair with atrocious hair, wrapped in a blanket, three mugs of tea, & a sinus strip just firing off emails
i see Dylan as a low-energy sick. barely awake, shuffling to the kitchen for crackers (he has a weak stomach when sick) wrapped in his comforter with his hair sticking up. sometimes he crashes on the couch, sometimes he makes it back to the bed, but it's all restless sleep, tossing & turning :( he keeps mumbling nonsense to his cat, who definitely tricks him into feeding him twice. you go schrodinger <3
Kaitlyn HATES being sick. she wakes up with a stuffy nose & a fever & she's like... "i'm gonna kill someone today & it might be myself". she has shit to do. she resists as much as she can & tries to do a bunch of things just to spite it, which usually ends up in her crashing hard & sleeping for twelve hours to recuperate. everyone knows to stay out of her way when she's stalking around, pale and clammy with a thermos at her hip, & just wait for the burnout
Nick doesn't get sick, even germs don't want this weirdo. i'm just kidding. kinda. anyway Nick one thousand percent just straight up goes comatose. dead to the world for 24 hours & then he's right as rain when he wakes up. how? no one knows. why? no one is brave enough to ask.
the love of my life, Laura, also tries to strongarm thru it but she's better about it. she takes her meds, sucks on cough drops, prolly drinks coffee to stay awake, & she's better about managing her workload. it's kind of just a background thing to her & it works great until her fever spikes high enough to be noticeable or she slips up & then Max finds out. he coaxes her to lay down on the couch while he makes them some soup & then they watch movies together until she falls asleep :,)
the other love of my life, Max, doesn't stand a chance. he coughs once & his girlfriend has a thermometer in his mouth & a mug of tea warming up. he always tries to downplay it, "honey, really, it's nothing" & it never works. he spends all day with a live-in nurse & he feels bad that she keeps doing things for him so he continuously plays the "i'm feeling better" & she lets him do it for the ten minutes before he throws up, then it's back to bed "& cut the bullshit this time, max"
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honeystwiggypeach · 2 years
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Hello bestie, how are you doin’? I wasn’t able to be here around lately but remember the first toji request I did? I was thinking that maybe you could write for the second idea I put on the same request, the one where toji is afraid of losing his wife at childbirth as megumi’s mom did and yk just a lot of fluff and when the baby finally arrived
Bestie I am so good😭I’m on like cloud nine right now😭listen I got a different Toji request after this one lined up and AND my crush said I was pretty(unfortunately I fumbled and pretended I didn’t know what he meant…idk why I did that but what else was I gonna say???)Anywho hoping to everything he likes me back and it’s my turn to be happy😭😭Omg bestje I totally forgot to write that one, I’m so sorry, I had all kinds of stuff happening and completely forgot!!(if this ever happens to anyone just pls send it again my memory is horrible)but anywho!! Tysm for requesting pls let me know if you want to see anything else because I love requests so much!!!
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Tw- fem reader, pregnant reader, Toji fears baby and reader will end up hurt by birth, Toji overworks, Toji cries, let me know if I missed anything!!!
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Toji had become insanely protective the moment he found out you were pregnant. He wouldn’t even let you carry around Megumi, always scolding both of you which was odd because he normally never cared what you two did as long as you were somewheres near.
As your pregnancy progressed, the things Toji allowed you to do became more and more limited, until he was practically telling you to just stay home and let him do everything.
Of course you objected, you couldn’t have him overwork himself like he was destined to do because he’d taken over doing all house work, taking care of both you and Megumi in addition to his work, almost entirely avoiding caring for himself.
“Toji” you called out lightly from the bedroom, he’d spent the past half hour scrubbing at a particularly tough stain, “when’re you coming to bed…” you’re now standing at the entrance to the kitchen and he huffs.
You realize then that ever the over worker, he will not come to bed until he is forced to. So you use all your energy to lug him back into your bedroom, tucking him into the blankets securely before shuffling in beside him.
It’s the same when he tosses and turns in bed, you stay as still as possible when he’s turned to face you, his hand caresses your face softly, and subconsciously you lean into his warm touch.
“Toji” you whisper and he hums softly, “what’s wrong?” Yoh can tell and it’s then that he realizes he’s dumb to think you couldn’t tell something was off.
“I’m scared” he tells you honestly, “what if it happens to you, what if you leave Megumi the baby and me alone…” you bring your hand to his face as well it’s a silent comfort that he indulges in and no words are spoken about his fear until he’s missed the baby’s birth entirely.
When he walks into your room with Megumi in his hip you smile up dazedly, the cutest little baby girl laid against your chest, she lets out a little yawn before scrunching her little body up and both Toji and Megumi seem interested in the little girl as they stare with wide eyes though Megumi is the first to actually walk up to you peering over the rail before he softly asks you if that’s his baby sister.
That night, Toji denies it to his death bed but he shed a few tears over the fact that both you and the baby were alright, he was just so worried.
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Let me know if you guys want to see anything else because jjk as dads is so fun I love it😭😭
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pankowperfection · 2 years
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Hi! So i hope you‘re doing good and i would like to make a Request. So Reader is John Bs Small Sister And she‘s not really ,,Best Friends“ with Jj or the Pogues in general but still don‘t hate each other. Then she goes onto a Kook Party and suddenly Notices Jj in the Crowd. Of course she knows he‘s there because John B asked him to look after you. Jj basically watches the Boys trying to get you to sleep with them and being all flirty until Jj breaks the Situation. He takes her a few Meters away and they have that kind of Conversation. Like the: Why do you care you only do this for my Brother anyways. And then he kisses her and They end up going to the Chateau and sleep together. (John B is out with Sarah or smth). ,,We can‘t do this your John Bs Sister.“ stuff yk? Have a Great Night/day🫶🏻
Good Intentions
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Summary: JJ keeps watch over you at a party, but decides he can't stay away anymore
Warnings: smut, mentions of drinking, mentions of drug use, oral (fem receiving), 18+
Being John B's younger sister meant inheriting the other pogues as family, regardless of whether you wanted them or not. They were basically siblings you'd never asked for, so while everyone was polite when you were all together, you weren't particularly close with any of them. Unfortunately, John B always dragged you out with them so you weren't just sitting at home alone and tonight that had meant going to a kook party on Figure 8, the very last place you wanted to be.
You had stressed about what to wear, in the end opting for a pair of ripped jeans and a lacy black tank top that showed a little bit of under boob. Strappy sandals on your feet you headed to the kitchen, finding JJ and John B gathering beer to take to the party. "Are you guys almost ready?" JJ turned around at the sound of your voice, looking you over head to toe. You missed the way his eyes darkened at the sight of your exposed breasts, how he swallowed thickly before looking away. "Yes y/n, chill. Just gathering supplies. Let's go." You follow the group outside, piling into the Twinkie and praying the night goes smoothly.
Of course as soon as you arrived at the party, everyone split off into different directions, leaving you alone. John B had gone to search for Sarah, Kie and Pope settling into a deep conversation about environmental changes needed to protect the beaches. JJ headed out to the back patio overlooking the beach, searching for a quiet spot to roll a joint. Wanting to look like you belonged you wandered into the kitchen, pouring yourself a drink into the red plastic cup before making your way back to the main part of the party. Unbeknownst to you, JJ had come back inside, positioning himself in the corner of the room to keep watch over you as John B had instructed.
He'd always been secretly attracted to you, never making a move because he didn't want to be the guy to go after his best friend's younger sister. He had spent many hours admiring you from a distance, wanting to be the one to make you laugh on a bad day. Countless nights he had laid wide awake in bed, wondering what it would be like to kiss you, to feel your bare skin beneath his fingers. How did you taste? What would it sound like for you to moan his name? The thought of anyone else touching you, getting to see you in that way, made JJ see red.
Over the next few hours, several guys approached you and tried to get you to dance. Each time you turned them away, getting more frustrated with each pursuit. The final straw was when none other than Rafe Cameron had stalked up silently behind you, placing his hands on your hips and pulling you back against him. You let out a gasp, spinning around in his arms quickly and attempting to shove him away. "Rafe, get off of me." He smirked down at you, leaning in closer. "Shh, relax sweetheart. I just want a quick taste. Let me show you a good time." Without further thought you threw your drink into his face, leaving him fuming before stalking off to grab another.
Suddenly you were pulled into the hallway, a familiar large frame caging you in against the wall. "JJ, what are you doing?" He sighs, letting his hand trail down your face before tucking your hair behind your ear. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay. Seems like you haven't had a moment of peace all night, all these dumb kooks treating you like a piece of meat." You look up into his blue eyes, something different in them that you haven't seen before that makes butterflies erupt in your stomach. "I'm fine J. Why do you care anyways? I know John B asked you to look out for me, but I can take care of myself." He smiles, dimples on display making your heart beat faster. "Oh I know, I saw that for myself. You look so hot, even hotter when you threw that drink in Cameron's face. Sexiest thing I've ever seen."
He leans closer, hands on either side of your face, close enough you can feel his breath on your lips. "JJ...." His lips are on yours in an instant, soft at first, savoring the feeling of your lips against his. When you let a moan slip and tangle your hands into his hair he loses all restraint, pressing his body into yours as his tongue plunges into your mouth. His hands are everywhere, caressing softly over your breasts and bringing your nipples to hard peaks before traveling further south, ghosting over the front of your jeans and making your panties soaked. You can feel his hard cock pressing into your core, grabbing onto his ass to pull him closer still causing him to groan into your mouth. You pull apart breathless, chests heaving and heat flooding through your system. "Take me home J, please." He nods, making some kind of excuse to John B about you not feeling well and letting him know he was taking you home.
The ride back to the Chateau is quiet, air thick with sexual tension. You barely make it over the threshold into the house before he is on you again, picking you up and carrying you to the spare bedroom he calls his own. He sits down on the bed with you straddling his lap, hands kneading the flesh of your ass as you grind down over his length. You pull his head back, exposing his neck as you kiss and suck over every inch of exposed skin. "Shit y/n. We shouldn't do this, your John B's sister." You push him down onto the bed, rocking over length again in slow, deliberate motions that cause him to moan again. "Tell me you want me to stop J and I will." You continue, friction of your jeans rubbing your clit perfectly as you start to pick up speed. "Fuck,” he groans, flipping you over quickly and trapping your hands over your head.
"You're sure this is what you want? Cause once I start, I won't be able to stop." He searches your face for any sign of discomfort, wanting to be certain that you really do want to cross this line. "I want you JJ. Please, please make me feel good." With that he helps you sit up, quickly discarding your shirt and taking in the sight of your naked breasts. "God, you're so perfect," he coos, leaning down to take your left nipple into his mouth. You weave your fingers into his hair, holding his face close as he lavishes your sensitive bud with his tongue. He kisses his way to your right breast, repeating the same actions as his hand pops the button on your jeans. He pulls the zipper down slowly, connecting his lips to your neck as his fingers dive under the material of your panties. When you feel the coolness of his ring touch your overheated skin you moan, hips bucking up into his touch. "Mmm JJ, feels so good." He takes his time, teasing two fingers up and down through your folds, lightly grazing your clit with each pass. "So wet for me sweetheart, bet you taste so good."
His hot, greedy mouth kisses down your body, pausing long enough to remove the rest of your clothes before settling between your thighs. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this." His breath tickles your pussy, eyes threatening to roll at what is about to happen. "J please, need you so bad." With that he dives in, devouring you with such ferocity you swear you might pass out from the overwhelming pleasure. Your nails rake into his scalp and he moans, vibrations making your thighs tremble. Two fingers tease around your entrance before he plunges them inside, curling them just right so his ring massages your walls. "Fuck J, don't stop." He increases his pace, fucking you with his fingers while his talented tongue worships your clit. "Come on sweetheart, cum for me." His soft command does you in, body trembling as you grind against his face while you ride out your orgasm.
The sight of your release shining on his chin as he comes up to kiss you makes you feral, pushing him onto his back again before hovering over his length. "Easy sweetheart," his abs tense beneath your touch, struggling to not show how excited he is at the thought of you riding him. "Is this okay? Can I ride you?" His eyes roll back at your words, moan leaving his plump lips that tells you all you need to know. You line him up before starting to slowly sink down, his thick length stretching you in a way no one has. "God, you're so big." You finally bottom out, taking a moment to breathe and adjust to how deep he is inside of you. "Y/n, fuck. Need you to move, squeezing me so fucking tight."
His hands grab your hips, guiding your motions as you start to bounce up and down on his length. His fingers dig into your hips, grip bruising but you just don't care. Suddenly he lands a soft smack to your ass making you gasp and clench around him. "Oh god," he groans, bucking up into you to meet your thrusts. Before you can realize what happened he has you on your back, legs over his shoulders as he plows back into you. You let out a whimper, nails digging into his back as he starts to thrust hard and fast.
"You feel so good, don't want to ever stop." He pins your hands over your head again, laying down on top of you and sucking bruises into your neck. The new angle feels amazing, each thrust stimulating your clit. "Yes J, just like that. I'm gonna cum again." He somehow speeds up, rocking into you faster. When he bites the sensitive spot on your neck your orgasm washes over, wave after wave of pleasure coursing through your veins as you moan out his name. "Shit princess, gonna fill you up." A few thrusts later he stills, warm release coating your walls as he comes to a halt.
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tired-biscuit · 1 year
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(reader is a virgin)
kind big and gentle stepbro!kiba who comforts u after a breakup.. kisses, cuddles and movies for days, then yk ;)
oml, the way my mind just went fuzzy over this........ it's all under the cut <3
cw: stepcest, virginity // 18+ mdni, virgin!fem!reader, modern AU, sort of dubcon-ish?
he definitely spoils you rotten. as soon as you come crying to him about your silly ex-boyfriend leaving you for someone else, your eyes brimming with big, fat tears, his 'brotherly' instinct kicks in and he literally wants to murder the guy, even though he's secretly somewhat pleased you got your heart broken and are vulnerable as hell now.
because now that your ex is out of the picture, that means you finally have more time to spend with him. it's a sad realization for you but he makes it all better, treats your heartache as if it's his own. gives you plenty of forehead kisses, ruffles your hair, wants to hear all about your day, lets you sit on his lap as he plays games on his pc; stroking your back during breaks and whispering soft words into your ear.
he even lets you spend a couple of nights at his apartment because your parents just don't understand you, and the solace you keep seeking is only found in him. insists that you share a bed, because in no way is his precious lil' sister sleeping on the couch, like she's some common friend he sometimes allows to crash at his place.
and he uses that same excuse to cuddle you. after you both get ready for bed and slip under the covers in nothing more but your t-shirts and underwear; he's all over you. your head rests on his chest, arms and legs splayed wide apart as you lay on top of him like you're a little kitten leeching off his warmth. he's so big and strong; is willing to fight the entire world just to protect you. even his mere presence and the sound of his heartbeat calm you.
so during one of those nights, he strokes your spine all over again just like he does whilst he sits in his gaming chair. tells you how cute you look when you're tired like this, how he could just smother you in kisses. and you giggle at that, even when he tells you how sweet you smell and he runs his fingers through your hair in a way that makes you shiver and whine when he tugs just a tad bit too harshly.
you swear that you can feel something hard poking you then, and when you ask what it is because you're just so inexperienced and dumb - you'd never believe your big stepbrother would see you like that, after all - he tells you to not worry about it and to try and get some sleep, that you need it because you're still hurting, aren't you?
and you do, you do try, but he keeps kind of pressing you real tightly against him, his hands going lower than they usually go when he thinks you'd fallen asleep; way past the small of your back, tracing your cute booty over your cotton underwear until he's grabbing handfuls and spreading the plush cheeks apart gently, making your panties pull taut.
and then there's this heat forming in the pit of your stomach as his fingers accidentally reach lower and brush over your pussy, making you mewl his name out and start asking him what's going on. and he goes wide-eyed in the dark before he starts shushing you, telling you to stop making so much noise as he's carefully pushing you off of him and easing you onto your side, that the neighbours are gonna be pissed at him if you won't be a good girl and just stay quiet.
so as you clamp your mouth shut because you really don't want to get him in trouble - he treats you so kindly, after all - and he spoons you again, you can still feel that hardness poking you in the back of your thigh this time. and god, it's even bigger now as it snuggles right between your legs and applies heat and pressure right there.
you're whining again in an instant; whimpering like a little slut even if you aren't one, breathing in this hitched gasp sort of way that makes him want to snicker, but he holds himself back. especially when he starts rocking his hips into you, his hand somehow ending up right between your legs; fingers cautiously, but expertly toying with your sensitive clit that he knows nobody else had touched before because he's coaxed you into telling him days prior.
he's whispering sweet reassurances, telling you that 'this will make you feel so much better' and that he's 'only doing this to take care of you because your lousy ex-boyfriend couldn't' even though your panties are all of a sudden nowhere to be seen because of how sneakily he's dragged them down your legs, and his cock is gliding along your puffy pussy lips that are so gooey from how hot and bothered your body is getting in response to his touches.
and he's hot and bothered, too. still, he doesn't fuck you, but he does fuck your thighs. he makes you cum by slowly dragging his dick back and forth right between them, nudging your overstimulated clit every once in a while before he continues playing with it with his fingers in a way that makes your back arch against him. he never stuffs your tiny hole even if he wants to do it so bad. no, he just makes it flutter around nothing and turns it sticky by the time he becomes undone too and spills a fuckload of cum right there; right at the apex of your thighs and all over your soft cunt.
it's a moment of weakness for the both of you, one that makes you feel ashamed because of who he is to you and who you are to him. so you make him promise to never do it again, and he does give you that promise, but by the time he goes to the bathroom to shower the next morning; you're the one breaking it by following him inside for more.
after that, you stay with him at his apartment for a lot longer than you had first intended, your heartbreak forgotten but your mind still troubled with other reasons now. things escalate fast from that moment onwards, and all of a sudden he's eating your pussy every night before bed, and you're sucking his dick as he games before you're climbing into his lap just like you did before, with the exception that you're now swallowing his cum during it, too.
he teaches you all he knows about sex, makes you watch sleazy porn with him so that you can see what exactly he wants to do to you when you finally let him take your virginity. his chin resting on the top of your head as your back presses against his chest; he shows you all his favourite parts while whispering how he can't wait to bend you over like that. and you're scared but also thrilled at the thought, because he's just so big; even two of his fingers are too thick to handle, so how the hell are you going to take his cock?
and when you voice your concerns, he just smiles and kisses you softly. pulls you into his lap and promises you that he's going to make it fit. that he is going to be so gentle during it, that it'll hurt just a little at the start, even though he knows he'll probably make you ache all over in reality; that he'll make you cry when he sinks into you fully for the first time. he tells you that he'll take such good care of you, because you deserve to be taken care of by a real man, not some silly little boy like your stupid ex was.
and he is going to be your first, there's no doubt about it.
it's what his little sister deserves.
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itsravenbitch · 2 years
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lmao i just remembered this was in my drafts😂 i wrote this on the 21st of july when i was on break i believe
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so i got an industrial piercing on july 15th [in the morning] and it was cute i was feeling it. cool. and for whatever reason, i kept telling myself lowkey as a “joke” that what if it got infected that’d be funny cause why would i do that to myself right? so anyway i got the piercing and the area was red and a little sore but yk that’s normal. later that night, it was no longer red, but still sore. and i still kept telling myself “what if?” idky don’t even ask, cs i honestly do. not. know. 😭😭
so then about 2 days later on the 17th, i wake up and my ear is just THROBBING & i’m like wtf is goin on ?? i touch my ear and it just didn’t feel right so i hop out the bed and look in the mirror….. yall i damn near lost my mind . my fucking ear. my helix was swollen, red, and where the piercing enters and exits, yeah those areas were like … eww i’m not gonna explain it. but anyways i’m freaking out cause why is this happening rn? then i sit there and think what thoughts i was having. and that’s when i realized the “jokes” i was telling myself. so anyway, i was still pissed tf off cause, yes i can manifest it away but ugh . man i was just mad. but anyway.
i went back to the shop and my piercer wasn’t there so i talked to some one else
i had to leave it in cause you can’t take it out if it’s infected cause one, that would hurt & two, it’ll close and trap the infection. and that right there was exactly what was making even more mad. the fact that it HAD to stay. the piercer was like it’ll take about 2 weeks to heal.. so anyway she treats it and i leave.
as i’m driving home, i’m affirming “i never even had an infection” “my piercing is fine” “it’s okay rae” and i’m also like vaunting about how i’m a master at manifesting & stuff like that. then i started CUH-RY-ING YALL! like real human tears. and my period was starting soon (and i’m a real emotional bitch on my cycle) so i knew that’s why i was crying. but i’m literally in the car, driving, screaming & yelling my affirmations while crying. ik i was looking dumb as fuck at the light 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💀💀.
anyway my sister calmed me down when i got home. she said “yeah. keep affirming” very sarcastically bc she still thinks the law is “illogical”, ain’t got time for her. but anyway the infection literally was gone the next day. 2 weeks my black ass. my piercing was fine and it looked normal, like nothing ever happened. and it felt fine too. (it actually felt better than it should have for being such a new piercing). i was looking in the mirror laughing to myself like “you really did that to yourself huh?” 😭😭 i felt so stupid.
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ajkesiah · 2 years
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• high five? •
Five Hargreeves x fem!reader
[Soulmate au]
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This is a soulmate au so five is the same age as reader, they're both 18. Also, this is a modern au so five was never in the apocalypse or involved in the Umbrella Academy. This story is prob gonna be rlly cringe 😭 and out of character five, but wtv. "Y/f/n" means y/n's friends name, "f/f" means favorite food, italicized words are the characters thoughts, italic words with quotation marks around them are the writing on the wrist yk, the soulmate thing. "s/n" means soulmates name bc idk what name to choose lol. btw I didn't edit all this so there might be some mistakes scattered around in the story.
Y/n's pov:
The school bell rang as everyone stormed out of their classes into the hallways to go home. Y/f/n's, my friend and I were talking while walking out of school, "anyway, have you heard from your soulmate yet?" they asked. "Umm no, sadly. I don't even think I have one bc they've never tried talking to me," I said disappointedly. "Aww man, that sucks but hopefully you hear from them soon! My soulmate and I had a conversation during class!!" "Wow that's nice what'd he say?" I asked. "He said hi and we talked abt ourselves, his name is s/n and he lives near me!" "Woah, he does?!" "Yeah!!"
We continued talking abt other stuff and I tried to act happy and it worked, but on the inside I was so jealous. I've tried over and over again to talk to my soulmate but no answer. I kinda gave up on it since there's no point if my soulmate ignores me. Or they're dead.... Anyway, I hope they're not but idk, I'll see in the future.
[Timeskip]
Y/f/n and I parted ways and I walked to my house and opened the door. "Mom, I'm home!" I yelled as I opened the door and took off my shoes. "Hey y/n, how was school? Oh by the way, your sister is at her friend's house." "Oh okay, but school was good, whatcha making?" I said as I walked up to her cooking. "F/f! " "Nice, I'm gonna go to my room" I hugged my mom and walked to my room and plopped down on my bed with a heavy sigh. When am I ever gonna meet my soulmate?
I looked as my wrist and.. WHA-
WTF I SAW SOMETHING ON MY WRIST
It says the word five, huh.....
wtf does that mean? WHAT DO I SAY???
I quickly ran over to my desk to grab a pen and replied back "hey!! what does five mean??" I wrote it as fast as I could. "My name is five." my soulmate responded back, ohhh, that's his name I'm so embarrassing 😭 "ohh okay, well hi!! I'm y/n and I'm 18, what about you?" "I'm 18 too actually" "You are?! Great!"
We introduced ourselves and talked a bunch but was interrupted since dinner is ready.
"Y/n!! Dinners ready!" My mom yelled from the kitchen. "Okay, I'll be there in a sec!" I yelled back and wrote to five, "hold on, I gotta go eat dinner so I'll be right back" "okay, see you" "cya later! :D" I added a smiley face. I walked down to the dinner table to my parents. "Hey y/n! How was school?" My dad asked bc he got home from work later. "Hey dad! It was good" "Great, did you meet your soulmate yet?" My dad asked. I told my parents that my soulmate hasn't said anything at all yet a bunch of times in the past. "Actually, my soulmate and I were just talking after I got home!" "Wow, you were? What's his name?" My mom asked me. "His name is five, but I think it's cool" "Do you know where he lives and how old he is?" My parents asked, "he's the same age as me but we didn't get into that topic yet"
After bombarding me with questions we changed the topic to something else while eating dinner. When dinner was done I went back to my room to talk to five, I grabbed my pen and sat down on my bed and got comfortable. "hi five! I'm back" I wrote. "hey y/n, how was dinner?" "It was good! We had f/f, have you ever tried it?" "I've tried that a couple times, it's good" "I know right! What were you up to while I was gone?" "I was just talking to my siblings" what are they talking abt? Me?? I mean, I know I'm amazing but- "ohh how many sibling do you have?" I wrote down,"I have 6 siblings.." "really?? 6?! Wow I only have 1 sister."...
[Timeskip]
It's 1 am now and we're still talking... wow BUT WAIT I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW well today but IT STARTS IN 7 HOURS (or whatever time your school starts) " waitt I'm so sorry but I have to go to bed now because I have school in the morning :(" "yeah me too, we'll talk later?" "Of course! well goodnight now <3" I added a heart with my sentence. "Goodnight aswell"
I put my pen down on my bedside table and did my night routine and got comfy in my bed. OMG Y/N WHY DID YOU PUT A HEART THERE THAT'S SO EMBARRASSINGGG HE DIDNT EVEN SEND ONE BACK OR ANYTHING I sighed and turned to my side and stared at my wrist for awhile. I zoned out so I cleared my vision and looked at my wrist again til I saw a heart from five. I smiled to myself. I buried my head in my pillow and kicked my feet back and forth.
I woke up to my alarm and turned it off. I walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower. I got out and took some nice clothes from my drawer to wear.
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I brushed my hair and packed my bag. I went downstairs to eat breakfast. "Hey hun, how did you sleep?" my mom asked. "I slept fine" I said while eating blueberry pancakes, "these are good, mom" "thanks, anyway it's almost time for you to leave, you brushed your teeth yet? "No, I will though." After stuffing my mouth with pancakes I brushed my teeth and added some jewelry. I rushed downstairs and grabbed my water bottle from my mom. "Okay bye mom, love you" "love you too, have a good day at school y/n"
As I was walking to school I plugged my headphones in and went on Spotify and played some music. The whole walk to school is about 10 minutes or so, after 5 minutes I saw my best friend, y/f/n so took out my headphones and tiptoed behind them to try and scare them "Boo!!" I yelled as I shook their shoulders. "You didn't scare me but hey!" Y/f/n turned around and walked beside me. "Mhm you flinching says otherwise" I said. "I did not flinch!" They playfully smacked my arm. "You sure did".
After talking we arived at school and we both went to our lockers which were near each others. "Oh right, y/n, did you hear that there's gonna be a new student in our grade?" Y/f/n told me, "No, what's his name?" "I heard some people saying his name is five or something? Idk though," y/f/n said.
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"wait his name is five??" I asked as we were putting our stuff in our lockers and walking to our classes. "yeah, do you know him or something?" "YES HES MY SOULMATE.." I whisper-yelled. "WHAT??? NO WAYYY, he is?!?!" Y/f/n whisper-yelled back. I nodded my head, "wow well good luck!! I gotta go byee" "uh-huh... see ya later!" Y/f/n had to go since they had different classes, and we only have 2 classes together :( but I mean at least we have classes together instead of none. I walked into my 1st hour and sat at my seat. There were only some people here, I guess im early. Soon later the class was filled with everyone except there was an empty seat next to me, someone must be absent. I didn't really care though, The teacher walked to the front of the classroom, "Okay everyone please take your seats. We have a new student coming into class today, please come in." The whole class started whispering about him, "do you think they're a boy?", "is he cute?", "Are they a boy or a girl??"... WAIT A MINUTE... IS IT FIVE?? The teacher motioned to the mysterious person standing outside the door to come in. The boy walked in front of the classroom near the teacher. He wore a school boy outfit, like at those private schools, he is cute though. "Please introduce yourself to the class." The teacher asked. "Hey, My name is five and I'm 18." Five said. WAIT WTF THAT'S HIM?!?! MY SOULMATE FIVE?? okay wait wait wait calm down he COULD be a different person that's named five but it's not common to be named five??- "Okay, your seat is next to y/n, y/n please raise your hand." The teacher and five looked at me as I raised my hand. Five's eyes widened for a second then went back to normal. IS HE REALLY MY SOULMATE OMG???- "Oh wait y/n, could you show five around the school?" "Sure" I said while nodding my head and stood up from my seat and walked towards five. "Follow me" I told five as we both walked out of the classroom. And let me tell you, it was so awkward.. 😭
Fives pov:
I sighed as walked into this schools office to get my stuff for my classes. My siblings dared me that if my soulmate and I ever talked then I would have to go to school to try and find them if I could. And well here I am at this boring old school. My teacher for my 1st hour walked up to me and told me to follow them for my class. The teacher told me to wait outside the classroom before coming in. "Okay everyone please take your seats. We have a new student coming into class today, please come in." The teacher motioned me to come in. I walked up to the front of the classroom as looked at everyone in the class and heard whispering about me. "Please introduce yourself to the class." "Hey, My name is five and I'm 18." I didnt wanna say anything about myself to these people, I didn't wanna be here. "Okay, your seat is next to y/n, y/n please raise your hand." wait y/n? like my soulmate y/n?... Y/n raised her hand and I was about to walk over to her until the teacher said something, "Oh wait y/n, could you show five around the school?" "Sure" y/n nodded her head as she stood up from her seat and walked towards me, "Follow me" she said. Wow..
Back to y/n's pov:
As we walked out of the classroom we were walking to the cafeteria. "So five huh?" I said to the boy. "mhm?" GREAT IDK WHAT TO SAY "you're my soulmate?" I asked, "i guess, show me your wrist" five said. I rolled up my sleeve and showed him the heart on my arm. He looked at my wrist and smiled "Yep" said as he looked back up at me. OMG HIS DIMPLES okay y/n stop.. As I was about to put my arm away he grabbed my hand and DAYUMMM HIS HANDS WERE SOFT ASF- "So where are we going to first?" He asked while looking around then at me. OH MY GOD "umm- let's go to the cafeteria"
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After showing five around the whole school and talking, school was almost over so we decided to go to the bleachers and sit underneath them.
"So what made you come to this school?" I asked as I twirled a flower around my fingers. "My siblings and I were talking and they dared me that if I ever talked to my soulmate I would have to go to school and try and find them." Five said. Ohh maybe that was what him and his siblings were talking about yesterday. "Oh okayy, well you found me" I chuckled," "mhm.." He looked at me then my lips, UMM- "your blushing" he laughed. "I am not!.." I looked away from him, "You so are" He gingerly grabbed my chin and moved my head to look at him, his face leaning closer and closer to mine as I admired his face features, his dark green eyes looked like stars to me as they looked into mine. Oh god my face is probably a million times redder then earlierrr "Your face is really really red" He chuckled as he pulled away from me. "Hey don't tease me!" I playfully smacked his shoulder, and crossed my arms. "Fine," he said as he grabbed the sides of my face and I felt a pair of lips on mine. MY EYES WENT WIDE OPEN, WIDER THAN THIS PU- (sorry) He pulled his hands away and set them on my waiste as I wrapped my arms around his neck. After awhile the bell rang which interrupted our kiss. We both pulled away and were out of breath. We looked into eachothers eyes, "damn" I accidentally said out loud "damn what?" He asked, "oh wait- uh-" FUCK I MEANT TO SAY THAT IN MY HEAD he smirked as he kissed me again. After making out 😘✌️ I gave him a quick kiss before pulling away and standing up. "umm well school is over we should go" "yeah" he replied while I pulled my hand out for him to grab which he grabbed back. (old ass man) He both walked into school and to our lockers hand in hand and grabbed our stuff out and walked out of school. "Well we didn't have to do any work!" I exclaimed. "Mhm" he smiled. "By the way, which neighborhood do you live in?" I asked, "I think I live in yours, I actually saw you walking to school in the morning" "OH MY GOD REALLY??!?!?" "Yep, I guess it's fate." he smirked, "yeah it really is.."
We arived in our neighborhood and surprisingly his house was just a couple blocks away from mine. We stopped outside his house, "bye five!" I said. "Bye y/n, see you tomorrow" "high five?" I said as I raised my hand for a high five. "Oh my god," five rolled his eyes. "I'm kidding" we both laughed, "well bye see you tomorrow!" I said as I hugged him and kissed his cheek. "bye y/n" five hugged back, as we were hugging I slid a piece of paper that had my number on it into his pocket. I ran backwards while yelling "bye!!" I waved at him while he waved back as he was walking into his house.
I walked over to mine and got out my keys to unlock the door as I opened it. I walked into my house as I set my bag down on the floor and took of my shoes. "Mom, I'm home!" I yelled for my mom. "hey hun, you're home a little late" oh... "yeah im gonna go to my room, love you" "love you too.." I quickly rushed to my room. WTF WAS THAT Y/N SHE KNOWS SOMETHING'S UP SHE WASNT BORN YESTERDAY I took a quick shower and changed into my pajamas with a shirtwrapped around my hair.
I grabbed my computer and my homework and my pencil case. I was grabbing a pencil out of my pencil case buttt I put the pencil back and grabbed a pen instead and decided to write to five. "hey five! Whatcha doin??" I wrote down. A minute passed so I decided to do some work while waiting. *Knock knock* "come in!" I spoke, the door opened as my dad told me, "hey y/n, your mom and I are going to a party right now, we'll probably be back late or spend the night." "Oh okay dad, see you later" "see ya hun, love you" "love you too, dad" I replied while my dad walked out and closed the door. After a couple minutes, I looked down at my wrist again and saw a new set words written in ink on my arm. "hey y/n, I was just making some food for myself, you?" he replied back, "I was doing my homework, what food are you eating??" I asked, "bread with peanut butter and marshmallows" "marshmallows? Is it good?" I asked. Never heard of that combination before.. "Yeah it is, it tastes better than it sounds though" "hmm I wanna try it now!" "You should" "okay I will, I'll let you know if I like it after," "okay" five replied back.
I set my stuff aside and opened my door and walked to the kitchen. I got out some bread, a plate, and peanut butter along with the marshmallows. I opened the drawer and got out a butter knife, then I opened up the peanut butter jar and spread it out on the bread and put the marshmallows on it. I walked over to the dinner table and sat down as I took a bite out of the sandwich. I swallowed the odd sandwich and surprisingly it was pretty good, although I'm not a huge fan of peanut butter it was still good.
(sorry if you do like peanut butter)
After gobbling down the food, I washed the plate and put them in the dishwasher then dried my hands with a towel. I waddled back to my room and lay down on my bed then grabbed my pen and and wrote to five. "Wow" I wrote down."Is it good?" Five asked. "Yeah!! that was actually super good!!" "I'm glad you like it :)" Five wrote down with a smiley face.
After chatting for awhile it was getting late so I told five I'll be doing my night routine. After doing all that, I got everything off my bed and got comfy under my blankets and grabbed my pen."okay five I'm back!" I wrote to five. "Welcome back y/n, by the way, you know you have my number so you can just text me on there" he said, "oh rightttt I totally forgot, sorry." I face palmed myself. "You're good, no need to worry" "oh okay well I'll check my phone right now." "okay, take your time" He wrote back as I got my phone out and went to my contacts and added him back. I changed his contact name to "high five 😋"
high five 😋:
hey y/n
Y/n:
hi five!! (get it, high five?)
high five 😋:
oh my god y/n stop
Y/n:
fine fine, I'll stop, but just
this once 😘
high five 😋:
well since it's Saturday tomorrow, wanna go out somewhere?
Y/n:
Sure! Where to?
high five 😋:
it's a secret ;) but I'll pick you up at 5:30, that okay?
Y/n:
Aww okay, but yeah
of course that's okay!
high five 😋:
well, it's getting late now, goodnight y/n <3
Y/n:
Yeah it is, goodnight now five, I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow <3
high five 😘:
mhm, me too, see you later y/n
Y/n:
cya later five, goodnight :)
I set my phone down and turned to my side and drifted off to sleep...
PART 2?!?! I'll try to make much more parts to this if I can. I'll figure it out somehow. This took my so long to write 😭 like a week? Wow. But lmk if you guys want any more parts.
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tristitia · 4 days
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i really loved these ask questions by @archivoasks which I found thru @svnarin and I wanna answer them all! they literally reminded me of my time on quotev where I used to take those free answer surveys! ughhh! I miss making quizzes 😭 but here we go <33
1. what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
guilt. isolation. and my own will to better myself after 10th class.
2. show us a picture of your handwriting?
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3. films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
the hangover, pt 3. the campaign. the conjuring 2.
4. what made you start your blog?
I had started so many blogs and deleted them over these 3-4 yrs on Tumblr 😅 but I made my first blog (@demeto-anima) to post astrology incorrect quote, somehow it turned into TR blog, then I started posting my writings on it. When the list of my works started to grow, I made my side-blog @emotioball, then in December of 2022, I deleted both. Then in Jan 2023, I made my beloved @tristitia, on which I used to post my writings on my beloved Taiju, in March I guess, I deleted it too 😭 Now I'm here again, with the same name, but this time posting nothing because I lost that content maker streak in me somewhere back in September of last year 😭
5. what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
The best part is, you enjoy what you create and the sad part it, it hurts when ppl don't appreciate what you made with your whole heart 😔💔 (and also that to be visible, to become a bigger blog, you have to be socially active which on so many occasions I had failed to achieve because I'm scared of talking to someone else outside my circle (which is a semi-circle tbh)
6. what scares you the most and why?
My sister dying before me 💔 She is the only person on this planet who loves and understands me without any condition, she's my soul mate, I'll die if she's gone 💔
7. any reacquiring dreams?
yeah... this big road that never seems to end. I always find myself standing alone on it
8. tell a story about your childhood
once a boy in 2nd grade wrote my name on his arm with blade, principle thrashed him so bad (Idk why such things happens to me all the time, something like this repeated I'm 11th grade too)
9. would you say you’re an emotional person?
Yes, on a scale of 0 to 10, I'm 15.
10. what do you consider to be romance?
understanding each other, being honest to each other. random acts of services. making time to meet up at the park or cafe. long walks together, sharing stories, all kind of them, good, bad, embarrassing— this is love
11. what’s some good advice you want to share?
don't ever do anything half-heartedly
12. what are you doing right now?
recovering from typhoid 😭 mustering courage to complete my notes
13. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?
get into politics, I love it so much, I'm serious when I say I want to become Prime Minister of India 😭
14. what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?
books, TV, good movies to watch with my family
15. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
try to be more confident
16. name 3 things that make you happy
books, writing, finally understanding a complex topic
17. do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
I believe in ghosts! I've a whole theory that they live in the lower electromagnetic spectrum of light, yk in the UV range and we cannot see them because we see things in visible range
18. favourite thing about the day?
it's lively, and I'm more productive during this time
19. favourite things about the night?
you got to make vivid scenarios before bed
20. are you a spiritual person?
not right now, but I want to be. achieve that state of peacefulness and satisfaction
21. say 3 things about someone you love
they stuck with me when I thought they'll leave. they respect my opinions. they never judges me.
22. say 3 things about someone you hate
you're mean. you're arrogant. you'll never know love if you'll keep making everything about yourself.
23. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?
I know when to distance myself from things that are running me mentally and/or physically
24. fave season and why?
summer, because there are lots of flowers and butterfly and green grass and blue sky and basically, lots of colors and life
25. fave colour and why?
yellow, because it reminds me of warmth, sun, sunflowers and that everything will be okay if it's not already, also Taiju's eyes are yellow so that's why too 🤭
26. any nicknames?
yeah, my one friend calls me Ashi and other calls me Asubaba
27. do you collect anything?
foreign currencies!
28. what do you do when you’re sad?
I watch TV 😭 and cry
29. what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
writing, especially when it turns out the way I wanted it too 🫶✨️
30. are you messy or organised?
mostly organized
31. how many tabs do you have open right now?
34 right now ♡ last week the number reached 80
32. any hobbies?
writing, reading, journaling
33. any pet peeves
i hate it when ppl talk to me in a way that they are demeaning me. homophobes and ppl who don't respect other person's culture, religion, ethenicity, etc. also irks me a lot
34. do you trust easily?
yeah 😔
35. are you an open book or do you have walls up?
according to my sister, I'm the most obvious person on this planet
36. share a secret
I think I'm bi
37. fave song at the moment?
coney island by taylor swift ft. the national
38. youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?
Dhruv Rathee, he is so brave and speaks the facts about the current situation in thr country. logical and presents his view without applying any bias biasness
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theatlasrealm · 2 years
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SHORT KAI HCS/SMITH TRIO HCS
—-Kai visibly Looks shorter than the rest of the ninja however he looks taller than Jay only because of his hair gel but in reality he and Jay are the same exact height
—-I said this before and I will say it again to reach kitchen cabinets or any high place kai either does one of two things :
1) airjitzu’s and sets the entire place on fire 2) becomes an Olympic gold metal gymnast
THERE IS NO INBETWEEN
—- Kai doesn’t get bothered much that cole and Zane are taller then him bc they are older… but the fact that his YOUNGER SIBLINGS are taller than him keeps him awake at night..
—-sometimes when nya or lloyd wake up in the middle of the night, scared and shaking, they go to the same person they’ve been going to all their life for nightmares: Kai
—-kai influenced/helped Lloyd a lot. And I mean a LOT, just as much as he helped nya. hair care routine? yeha kai showed Lloyd. how to deal with panic attacks? kai helps him breathe, and taught him how to handle it in case Lloyd is ever alone. Also someone else also said this btw but Lloyd’s weapon is a sword gee I wonder why
—-KAI IS THE FASHIONISTA SIBLING I REPEAT HE IS FASHIONISTA SIBLING-
nya: Kai if I was in your shoes
Kai: first of all my shoes are pieces of art second of all you shouldn’t even be in those shoes good lord we need to go shoe shopping I can’t have my dear sister walking around like that
—-guess who’s holding all the shopping bags when the trio goes shopping! Ur right it is nya and lloyd
“kai please stop we don’t need more clothes”
“lloyd, life is a runaway what do you mean we don’t need more clothes”
“kai that’s it we are going home if I have to carry one more bag-”
—--nya and Lloyd can’t hide crap from kai he just knows
Lloyd, thinking: I hate myself
“hey Lloyd u okay buddy??”
“YEAH!!”
Kai brother instinct triggered
Kai pulls out weapon: abominable hug
weapon was effective lloyd is feeling better
—-kai is a good liar/actor to most people except nya girl sees right through his facade
nya, “hey kai everything okay?”
Kai,” yeah don’t worry everything’s fine!”
nya gently hugs kai and Kai has an emotional breakdown: a sequel
—-kai,”how’s the weather up there”
nya and Lloyd,” we weren’t aware garden gnomes could talk”
—- when any one of them is sick the remaining two know exactly what to do.
Nya is sick? Give her some soup ! Give her some space! She’s independent and isn’t a fan of being taken care of (lloyd respects that!) but yk kai….Kid isn’t scared of nyas rages 💪
Lloyd is sick? give him some soup! make him laugh! hug him! Thankfully he’s smart enough to stay in bed and recover because he knows if he does that the recovery process will be faster! the real question is if kai knows that…
Kai is sick? Code red full lockdown bro is gonna go try and discover a new species while burning at a high temperature. um kai isn’t scared of nyas rages but when she yells at him for not resting while sick she’s like ten times more scarier someone save the poor boy oh look savior lloyd has arrived oh wait nope false alarm he’s yelling at Kai too
—-they all casually share hoodies, graphic tees, etc. but for Kai it looks little too big.. um…. don’t tell him that though…..
—--if things are too overwhelming for Kai he goes to nya and Lloyd. everything seems to melt away when they look up and smile at him
—-don’t insult nya or Lloyd in front of Kai or Kai’s gonna do a full sailor moon transformation and then into a VICIOUS garden gnome.
—-whenever nya’s inventions/ideas don’t work out, she gets angry and frustrated at herself due to her perfectionist nature. Kai always manages to make her feel better
“hey don’t worry nya, you have wonderful ideas and such a smart brain! you created so many things and I couldn’t have been more proud. how about we go eat a snack and then you can come finish this project later! I’ll even help!
—-Kai is really good with ‘feminine’ stuff like sewing (he probably used to stitch up ripped clothes when him and nya were kids) and hair. he knows 7384377348 different hairstyles and does nya’s hair whenever he can. he also tried to teach Lloyd but the poor kid became jumble of confusion. he managed to teach him braids though!!!
you think this is it? naw shawty I’ve got part two coming out soon.
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cuyochoochoo · 20 days
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Worlds I have shifted too: short story times
1.Modern Family
So for background I’m the daughter of Gloria Pritchett of a past relationship so it was me, manny, and my twin brother and we moved in with Jay
SO NOW TO THE STORY: omg she’s such a good mother since I’m the only girl (she was literally praying for a girl) we do girl things and AHHHHHH idk how to describe it it🫢 IM HELLA SPOILED 😎
2.Station 19
3.Criminal Minds
4.S.W.A.T
All these three drs are in the same reality
I’m a firefighter, detective, military, apart of all of them this is super fun hanging out with them being out in the field it gives me life
They’re like family idk what else to say except that I love them
5.The 100
I’m the Ice Queen and girlfriend of Lexa
I love this DR this is the second time I shifted I remember looking into her eyes and her telling me I’m beautiful literally those big eyes and we…. Anyways
6.Pokemon
I go on adventures with Ash Ketchum since his mom and mine are friends
ong the Pokémon ARE ADORBS LIKE LITERALLY CUTIESSS
7.Disney Princesses
I’m the daughter of belle I think the story time is down there
8.Pirate
Im in a runaway pirate I joined a ship with a girl captain the girl captain is my girlfriend 😏 going ok quests sailing the seas treasure hunts nights with the crew
9.H20
I’m the twin sister of Bella we hangout with Cleo and the girls and just be mermaids living the dream 🤌
10.Gravity Falls
I’m a triplet with Mabel and Dipper omg now I would suggest people not to go here if you’re not ready to be fully awakened and have the time of your life’s not in a good way but legit it’s fun until well BILL
11.Undercover
I’m in a undercover military thing and with a friend group we get assigned cases im in a relationship with the leader
12.Young Justice
I’m a part of young justice they’re so damn attractive like what did they feed you?! 😏
13.Clarence
Im the sister of Clarence omg sumo and Clarence are super fun we go dumpster diving play in mud have water fights just be a kid 🤷‍♀️
14.My little pony
I’m a friends with the whole friend group well kind of had a fight with rarity over Apple dash since I kind of like her
15.Daughter of the sun and moon
The Daugther of Nyx and Celestia this is personal so I won’t write a story time
16.Avatar
Going on adventures with the gang toph,sokka,zuko,sang,katara I’m best friends with toph her humor is top tier
17.Shera (haven’t shifted here yet I forgot about it)
Apart of their friend group
19.Diary of the wimpy kid
Dating Rodrick and causing chaos plus being in the band we have concerts every night and we’re currently on tour 🫢
20.Arthur
Friend of Arthur don’t judge me but this is MY LIFE buster is hella funny tho I vomited many times because of the things he ate
21.Once upon a time (haven’t)
22.Wild Kratts (havent)
Sistser of Christ and Martin
Story times:
Shifting story times:
1: Roblox
Umm well idk why I shifted to here but anyways so ong the first time it was a waterpark yk the game and it was hella fun and on top like in the sky there was the users and I kept going on all the rides it was great 10000000/10
2: horror game
This wasn't my finest moments but I shifted to the horror game of Roblox and omg let's just say I'm scarred for life like I kept dying and respawning in this boat and there was the creepy thing like it was a girl with long dark hair I still remember her face jump scare -1/10
3: obby
Now this was fun but I kept raging like one I forgot to get the checkpoints so I had to restart to the start like I WAS SCREAMING and then I won and you know the prizes yeah I was there for a long time
it was super fun tho 9/10
Shifting story time:
So the first time I shifted to was when I shifted to Disney princesses there was the pink castle it was so beautiful the grass hills and then in the long distance there was the other kingdoms so l lived in the castle.
First I woke up in the bed it was hella nice like the details are amazing it was super fancy and all and then somebody opened my door I freaked the hell out but it was just my mom which is Belle in this
DR I don't have a dad I don't like the beast never have never will so it's just me and my mom so
anyways
I opened the window and there was the Disney princesses waving at me there was the animals
talking to me they said hello Princess **洪关米* (my name) and I was screeching went downstairs the stairs are super long and then I kinda started a rebellion of who needs a man so everybody got divorced broken up etc let's just say me and my mom spent the day apologising to everyone
(Mind you in this DR l'm six)
Sincerely,
You’re best friend,
Cuyo 😏
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judeslovaa · 1 year
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The boy is mine
about: when theres 2 girls 1 Jude u need to take him
authors note: Hi
You always used to see your brothers friend playing fifa in ur brothers room, and one day something happened u fell in love and realized he had a girl but u the queen so u made him love u only!
Your brother was 19 you was 18 but as said "age aint nun but a number." Jude always visited and one day he went into ur room thinking it was your brothers and u feel the strong love.
Jude walked in on me doing my make up. -Sorry for bothering.
- its ok, its not like im busy.
-oh good, u up for a talk or something?
-yeah, tell me
-it's my girl, she's been acting weird flirting with other guys and i don't know what to do so i need advice, i mean, shes being a bitch.
my heart sank hearing the words "my girl" without thinkin i said
-dump her, she ai'nt worth you get a loving girl that cares abt you.
-i mean you're the only girl like that and yk Kay would be so mad.
-yeah, he's a bull to my boy.
-your boy?
he looked sad at me so i had to say jk, gez he wasn't happy today.
-just kidding he chased him away long ago.
-yk u cute for a donkeys sister.
"JUDE U COMMIN?" Kay screamed. "YEAH WAIT" before leaving he kissed me. WTF JUDE, Kay stood there speechless. She's my sister plus your with Leah, he snapped a pic at us and sent it to Judes girl you'd told him to dump. That's the last time Jude visited.
The next morning there was a note on my bed. You opened it and it said "Dear Y/N, you might not know it but i love you really much, -Jobe"
I jumped off my bed to see if he was ouside the window and there he was, Why are you here at 05:36 in the morning weirdo, he climed into my room from the window and we sat on my bed, you know Jobe you're a year younger and i dont fw that sorry. Well Jude told me about you 2 and this note was from Jude but i sent it so i wrote my name. So he told u everything. Everythin by detail tbf. Ok wait for me here, You went into the closet got dressed put on perfume and walked out to Jobe. When i'm done with my make-up you're taking me to Jude and we gon discuss. As he was watchin your TV you got done, You went straight to Jude only to see Leah opening the door. Om come in are u together with lil Jobe? No i'm 18 he'a 17 i'm here for Jude. Oh that idiot, he just broke up with me anyways bye, she left and i ran to Jude. YOU BROKE UP? Yeah i like someone else. WHO? You, there was a moment of silence till you hugged him. He hugged u back, tighter that skinny jeans. And so we started dating.
Happy fucking ending bitches
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aroacemarkevans · 1 year
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I hate u I have so many hcs now for the homie kissing post
As soon as I saw the title my first thought was to look for Xavier, to say the least I was not disappointed
ok ok here:
-In the sun garden it was normal for the kids to kiss each other goodnight, mostly only among friends and from Lina. As they missed being kissed by their parents at night before bed this was a really special tradition for them, Xavier in particular loved this
-so much so that even now he thinks it’s normal to do as a teenager, since then Gazelle and Torch (idk their actual names in dub) have realised that it’s kinda gay so to avoid the unnecessary fruitiness and then subject them to questioning their sexuality they tend to avoid kissing the homies goodnight when possible.
-so obviously when all of Inazuma Japan moved in together Xavier wished to continue the tradition, but he realised no one else was missing their homies and was a bit upset so he went to talk to a Jordan who managed to get Xavier to forget about kissing the homies by distracting him, no way he was gonna tell that poor boy the truth
-one day when scotty went to Celia telling her that he was having bad dreams as he sees her as an older sister, take that as you will. Celia offered to stay with him until he slept, before she left she kissed him on the forehead, as her mother used to do her and Jude, not thinking much of it and left.
-of course word got around fast and Celia was cornered by first Jude who was furious was Scotty and demanded to know what sorcery he used to get Celia to kiss him, she managed to calm him down somehow only to be ambushed by a mob of players from Inazuma Japan demanding to know why they didn’t get good night kisses.
(Everyone kinda sees her and the other managers as maternal/sister figures so yeah)
-Celia had to explain that it was a one time thing and that she just did it in the spur of the moment. They were all very upset to hear this, except for Xavier.
-that night Xavier went and kissed all the homies goodnight
The next day no one questioned it
-this continued on for quite some time until one day Xavier, exhausted from trained fell asleep without kissing his homies
-the next morning he was ambushed with a furious mob of sleep deprived players demanding their kisses, Xavier was shocked, kinda scared but also delighted.
-after a while other players such as Hurley, Thor and even Jack started kissing the homies goodnight, Mark would kiss everyone even the managers, (once he tried to kiss coach Travis but yeah, I’ll let you guess how that went)
-thsi became tradition in Inazuma Japan even when they went to Liocott Island, everyone enjoyed their kisses and in turn had better sleep too
-Shawn getsambushed every night, however he’s used to it and kinda enjoys it
-Jude thinks it’s disgusting and gives everyone a talk about personal hygiene, and makes a PowerPoint presentation of ‘Proper etiquette in kissing the homies’. He then goes on to write a book when he’s older called ‘Kissing Homies-An art’
-Jordan is astonished and flabbergasted by how naturally kissing the homies has become, even more natural than it came at Sun Garden and is now terrified by Xavier’s power
-he also keeps his socks on around him all the time
-Nathan likes his kisses from Mark, everyone likes their kisses from mark
YOURE SO FUCKING RIGHT . ABOUT EVERYTHING . THIS IS SO REAL WHAT THE HELL
i think they first ambush shawn (he receives everyone with a smile), then austin and darren (they react like 😨😰 when they see everyone coming for them) and THEN they go for jude and last but not least AXEL (he just peacefully accepts the goodnight kisses and remembers how he used to kiss julia in the forehead)
jack kisses VERY aggressively and he sometimes fights with tod and/or scotty because they keeps telling jack that his goodnight kisses are way too aggressive (he lifts them to hug them too)
thor kisses gently (he used to kiss his siblings goodnight yk). i think thor sometimes tries to tickle some of the guys (like hurley, darren and mark because he knows theyre gonna laugh until theyre crying and RED)
mark tried to sneak into coach travis' room to kiss him goodnight because he thought "im sure coach travis has kissed cammy goodnight before, he deserves to be kissed goodnight too for being a good father and a good coach" but coach travis caught him and told him to go back to his room
after several weeks of kissing the homies goodnight one night xavier didnt give jordan his goodnight kiss and jordan showed up in his room like "you forgot my goodnight kiss🥺😢" and xavier told him "didnt you say kissing the homies goodnight was gay" and jordan said "yeah but im wearing socks ..." and he stayed there until xavier kissed him goodnight
nathan refuses to get goodnight kisses except if it's xavier or mark (like you said his favourite kisses are from mark). he ONLY kisses mark goodnight and wearing socks of course (even though darren once saw him kissing mark goodnight WITHOUT socks on, but he keeps it to himself because he knows nathan would get flustered)
scotty 1000000% goes to celia's room every single night to get a goodnight kiss from her because her kisses remind him of his mother's
I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS I SWEAR I HAVE SO MANY HEADCANONS
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