#me: takes an hour to make this set

[puppyeared]

adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes

#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently??? #like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought #that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made #easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway #so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in #but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse #even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders #to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting #worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING #THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD #i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing #i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact #its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt #yapping #adhd

[eclecticgoblinart]

my hi fi rush to bomb rush cyberfunk pipeline

#hi fi rush #bomb rush cyberfunk #chai hi fi rush #red bomb rush cyberfunk #art #digital art #fanart #brc makes me think hifi was influenced by jet set radio which i had not previously considered #also speedpaint coming soon! its like an hour long though so the exporting is taking forever

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN |  특 (S-CLASS) MV MAKING

#hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #bystay #createskz #staysource #malegroupsnet #a9gifs #flashing tw #*gif #*ccarly #*hyunjin #*carly:hyunjin #i colored All of these from scratch again. for the first time in like. two years. #sorry i don't know how to color things from scratch and make them look cohesive for one set sfgdsfgsdfsdfh #if i keep doing this i'll learn. until then take this i guess. #i had fun even tho it took me. three hours....

[icewindandboringhorror]

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#i feel like I posted this already but I also can't find it in any recent posts so... #......he #cats #EVEN if I did post it.. why not poast himb again? it's he #I'm like halfway through actually editing aforementioned costumes and stuff and i WANT to work on sculptures again and I have video #s and that worldbuilding slideshow and all of these things so hopefully like.. more usual stuff soon maybe.. to be posted #for now though yeah.. just cats #The end of the year is also when I panic about the passage of time and how little I've gotten done and how I will never actually be a #sucessful game maker slash author slash cat cafe owner slash set designer slash costume designer slash psychologist #who lives in like Scotland or somehting and also owns my own candle company or something ghbjhb #and will probably just be a mentally ill hermit recluse all my life who dies early of mysterious health issues with 5000 projects left #undone and blah blah the crushing weight of chronic illness and capitalism and so on and so forth #So then I scramble to get projects done to try and meet some goals but usually that means I scatter between projects #so it takes longer to finish all of them. Like instead of dedicating 8 hours to one thing and finishing it one sitting. I'll do 2 hours on #this then 2 hours on that then 2 hours on another things. so they all get done slower even though I'm still technically making progress on #them all. This is also a very poo poo pee pee stink brain way to work and is not like. the most efficent thing but it's just how my brain #organizes tasks sometimes lol #*** #(<ignore this its part of an OCD compulsion lol. anytime you see me type three asterisks I'm not bleeping out a curse word #it's just a Special Secret Foolish Thing I Have To Do At Specific Uncontrolable Times When Brain Says So gbjhhj) #ANYWAY... eeeee #Still haven't resolved my mystery chest injury though so being at te computer for too long is also kind of achey-inducing #Better get over it though because I have like 30+ hours of slideshow vidoe to edit hahaha hee hee hoo!!!!!

[skitskatdacat63]

Tradition vs Modernity vs Comradery

+ context & lore:

In the first drawing, Fernando is wearing a capote de paseo, which is what bullfighters wear before the match begins, as seen below:

In the second, Seb is shouting the very familiar "Olé" which is shouted by the crowd to praise the matador. He's a little brat, so of course he's yelling it for himself, but he did get many 💐

The third(which was a random sketch I had that I didn't think I'd finish tonight, so ignore if its messy) has very important context to me. Before going to the final act and killing the bull, matadors dedicate their montera(hat)(and symbolically: their kill) to a a specific person in the audience(or just the public as a whole.) Seb and Fernando are finally in the same color! Seb is bowing!!! And Fernando is honoring Seb!!!! Also ignore that I drew Seb's post-retirement hair. Though, maybe this drawing is supposed to represent Fernando making a dedication to his now-gone rival 😔(Seb: stop telling people im dead!)

Now, some more lore :D

So I talked about this in my last matador post but I'll expand more. I think it's very funny to characterize Fernando in this au as this fun-hating traditionalist. Because you have to understand; he's only this way when it comes to Seb. Because you absolutely KNOW he was doing silly, unserious shit back when he was younger. But absolutely god forbid Seb do anything silly.

It's very ironic because there literally is a part in the third act of a bull fight where it's basically encouraged to be a bit silly. This is a tad morbid, but basically right before they deliver the killing blow, some show their mastery over the bull by doing some superfluous action(ex. kissing the bull, kneeling in front of the bull.) There's some guy who literally would lean on the bull and mime taking a call. But anyways, Seb would def do this. I've not been able to draw it exactly how I want, but he would bend down and do his little bull horn symbol and mime charging at the bull. (Fernando, trying to make up reasons to hate Seb: oh my god, look at this blatant disrespect, look how he is disrespecting the bull, I cannot believe how rude this boy is!)

Also there's something to be said about how the matador shows mastery over the bull by kissing it or bowing to it...and Seb is technically the bull in this au and Fernando is the matador. There's just this unfortunate level of weird power inbalance that still lingers even though their rivalry is over and can't be affected anymore. There was no succinct answer about who truly was better because Seb was forced out of it. So there's always gonna be this level of "is he just pitying me? Is he just mocking me? Is he just patronizing me?" on Seb's part whenever Fernando praises him or makes dedications to him. And Fernando's always going to be haunted by the fact that there's no answer to who is truly better because he'll never know if Seb had reached his full potential or not. Anyways, they also have nasty sex while wearing their costumes and do weird bull/matador roleplay :)

#god do not ask me at what time i am writing this post #its genuinely so bad and terrible 😭 #i meant to only draw the first two but remembered i had the sketch of the third one #and thought hey might as well finish it!! at a uhhhhh already late hour #BUT HEY I DREW THEM ALL AND I LIKEY SO :) #third one is a bit messy tho cause im still not 100% on what i want their 'aston' era clothes to look like #but good enough for [undisclosed hour] so yes hello please take more matador au :) #was just pondering drawing more chibis bcs ive made more aus since those chibi sets i drew #and now have these so :) yayyy matadorsssss :D #but anyways the joke of this post is that whole modernity vs tradition meme so hope that makes sense :) #its super late and my brain is lacking comprehensive thought so i hope this all makes sense #catie.art. #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #matador au

[chirpsythismorning]

Word on the street is negotiations between the WGA and the studios are still currently taking place going into the evening…

#byler #take everything with a grain of salt #until the wga updates #nothing is set in stone #but for reference #it’s about 7:30pm rn for them #they have been negotiating for 8 hrs.. #the fact that they are said to still currently be in talks and could continue to be negotiating into the night... #in person... #that is not normal. #usually they will talk during business hours and separate around 4-5pm max #bc if a deal is not being met there is no reason to go further into the evening #unless of course they feel they are close to a deal and it’s worth it to keep pushing through.. #some major writer accounts are talking about staying up until midnight for an update #bc if it takes that long for an update then it would presumably mean they made the effort to stay to get a deal made… #also the fact that the executives are there in person is making me sort of hmmm #i don't see a point in them all coming together for days and hours on end going into the evening now #only to not strike a deal #and then be forced to come back to the table a month from now #looking dumb af #so… #I would say I’m more hopeful than I was before.. #like maybe tonight #more likely something more tangible tomorrow…? #maybe a deal next week? #I’m hoping rn next week might be definitive actually #regardless #stay tuned for wga statement 🫡

[somecunttookmyurl]

after deducting the cost of materials (charms, findings, the little display cards they go on to) and, hell, even rounding it up an extra 20% for such things has "had to buy a £2 pair of pliers once"

right

after deducting that and being generous with it

i get paid roughly £165 per hour for labour making earrings. i'm serious. £5.50 for two minutes of work

#and that is - once again - still charging less than big corps whilst also paying more in materials #i could take my sweet ass time and spend a whole 5 min making one thing and still be on nearly £70 an hour #you tell me that's not just as unhinged as getting paid £5 an hour for yarncraft but in the other direction #you look me in the eye and tell me that's not a ridiculous development #i'm not also going to undercut fellow indie creators that's a dick move #and we seem to have generally established that £5-6 is a fairly standard price for earrings that also still undercuts the corporates #but when i say it's a bizarre experience i mean i get Lawyer Wages for one thing and Poverty Wages for the other. normally in the same day. #and the lawyer wages is the easier thing #if we all set the price of earrings at materials+minimum wage they would be about 75p btw #materials + double minimum wage + an extra 100% pure profit would be........ £3 #when i say nothing in claire's should cost more than a fiver i mean it with my whole chest

[ghost-proofbaby]

24 hours is still on my mind EVERY DAY. My literal Roman Empire I love those 2 with all my heart and I know they’re thriving rn

every time i say something regarding “24 hours” (like oh this’ll take 24 hours, oh i’ve been awake for 24 hours, oh i need 24 hours notice, etc.) i just think of them.

they’re thriving. and sleeping plenty, don’t worry. for valentine’s day they actually both just called out of work and stayed in bed the entire day, eating whatever chocolates they found leftover last minute at the store and having a movie marathon that has been switching between the chestiest rom coms they could find and the goriest horror movies known to man.

don’t ask them about the plot of the movies…. they stopped properly watching them about 2 movies in 😌😏

#reader on eddie’s lap as they make out and he notices the movie ends and breaks the kiss to be like ‘oooo which movie next’ #he takes his background noise very seriously for setting the mood #thank u ily <3 #twenty four hours #i could totally write this #if my brain lets me #:pedrosmile:

[todayisafridaynight]

i have once again beat Yakuza 3 for the upteenth time

and now you can watch me do it again Live or whatever at ~3:30PM (EST) on This Motherfucker Site

#snap chats #SOOOOO silly #but yeah i’ll rb this later right when i go live #my set up looks so goofy LMAO but we make it work #ok bye im gonna uhhhhh idk eat lunch #i dont have time to do another one it takes me about three hours to finish one so #IK TERRIBLE TIME BUT LISTEN. im not very good at video games #ok bye see yall later. hopefully

[dailypokemoncrochet]

I want to make a glitched poll that lasts a thousand years so that we can make bets on how long it'll take me to finish all the pokemon

#text #yall i am always thinking about this project #but i am also so so so sleepy and theres always Steps to even setting up a thing #so like ive got that one pokemon in progress rn and honestly it shouldn't take me too long #in terms of like. doing it. but its all the stuff around it i gotta handle first that make it so i keep putting it off #really miss those days where i was allowed to just crochet unencumbered for hours and hours and hours

[puppyeared]

everything is made of shapes. theyre molecules to me

#i have an assignment due in3 hours #that post about brutalism architecture got me thinking about my fascination with cubes again #if i could do anything in life it would be to see how many things i can make cube shaped. bedframes laundry hampers #btw search up david umemoto sculpture and blockitecture. youll see what i mean #the blockitecture sets are the kind of thing i want lying around.. like i just want a whole pocket in my backpack with them and #fiddle with em in class or on the bus #and squiggly shapes!! round curves and smooth arcs.. i want to make things with those #maybe this is the kind of direction i want to take in my art.. have i been neglecting my love of shapes? #cuz i found my old protoworld art and i was like dang.. maybe i should revisit that #yapping #im so tired

[codecicle]

Ash how is the fated watching going rn?? You’re braver than most

godd wampus im fucking THRIVING right now. this campaign sucks so bad it's genuinely unwatchable at times and I think that's the appeal to me <3 they spent like 10 minutes just describing and figuring out how the money system works and literally none of them sound like they've ever played dnd before and i don't think it will ever pass the bechdel test once the entire campaign even with velrissa trying her hardest but it goes crazy anyway

br'aad is my favorite character by a lot right now,, he's my FREAKK i love him and his idiot swagger so much. he's supposed to be charismatic but he sucks so bad at it everyone hates him but sticks around with him anyway. he's a warlock and his patron stops time and gives him insight on things/danger to come and kicked off the main plot in the sickest sequence I've ever seen. also his gayboy ass really did walk so every other gayboy slimecicle character could run !! they were so right !! and the party spent the first and second session hating everything he said and did . Took them sooooo long to be normal about him but they got it eventually when mountain (MY MAANNNNNN) defended him. Also he says everything with ^_^ . Just outloud you can hear it in his voice

for the rest I think the only other character that's talking enough to form an opinion on is taxi. and that opinion is STRONGLY a good one o(-( ! his banter with br'aad is so fun they're the only characters that feel Real and In The World so far and I love it so much. the names bit where br'aad kept getting his name wrong and calling him "saxi" and whenever he corrected him br'aad would just go "I know saxi. Nice to meet you im br'aad!" actually had me in tears at a certain point they're the only ones that have gotten me to laugh fr fr so far

sadly velrissa mountain and sylnan just Don't Fucking Talk so i don't have any real concrete opinions on them yet other than "hmm. Interesting ^_^" velrissa and her necromancy stuff is so neat so far I hope we get to see it in action soon instead of just small mentions here and there. same with the dynamic between sylnan and br'aad I NEEED to see more snockers scenes like their sibling scamming bullshit seems so cool I can't wait for them to emotionally rip my heart out through my throat. I can feel it coming

honestly the main appeal of it all is the characters and the characters alone. them slowly becoming friends and trusting each other will fuck with my brain permanently. I already cheered out loud when they so much as INSINUATED that they could stand br'aad and his charisma and they don't actually hate being around each other like that made me so happy. their meeting makes no sense but that's okay the Shenanigans with the solid snake box and br'aad trying and failing to stealth was so fun and "nice forearms, and a nicer staff!" and the little weirdo gremlin goblin following them around they're all very scared of and creeped out by (except for br'aad. he is strongly sexually attracted to goblins. this is canon and brought up over and over again) all make up for it. the story really doesn't matter to me here at all ^_^ all i care about are the characters being happy and traveling together and that's what makes the campaign enjoyable for me

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #we have mail :] #if this makes no sense sorry its 2:30 am #cayden's dms are getting the brunt of my liveblogs otherwise inwould just be transcribing whole episodes on here #every time a character talks my ears perk up like a dog and i get excited. i feeeeeel the fixation forming #why cant i stay hyperfixated on good campaigns and media man why is it always shit that ended a long time ago #and sucks soooososo bad #as im writing this im finishing episode 2 so ill take a break for the night i think then start again tomorrow morning ^_^ #WHICH I AM SETTING AN ALARM FOR SO I WAKE UP AT A NORMAL HOUR. I FORGOT TO DO THAT THIS MORNING LMAO #anyway thank you for letting me just Talk because this fucking campaign has me FUCKEDDDD UP #i love them so much... i am deeply invested in br'aaxi and i Get It Now #currently taxi has a whole girlfriend but its okay shes said like 2 lines and thats it because again. Never passing the bechdel test #wait okay episode 3 started they are doing a real and proper intro where they explain what characters they play #for the First Time #this is so cool woag

[hwaitham]

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#aa . i feel so silly for liking him as much as i do . like . . i dont think it is exactly healthy #but i dunnoooo ! life is not being vewy nice 2 coco at da moment n dreaming abt him makes her smilee >.< #to love & to learn are synonymous in m eyes #n dere is sooo much ! to learn from haitham . . at least dis is wat i find personally #to be comfortable being alone . to be able to set clear boundaries wif others . to not be a pushover . #to not wrrie wat others think of me . to be steadfast in my convictions n not let my opinions get so easily influenced . #to jus like . take it easy ? ? ? dat it will all be OK ! #WAAAF u guys i jus :C hic sniff hic sniff #wehehhhhh blublubglbulbgub wuhbuhhhhh ‎(╥﹏╥) #dont cry dont cry dont cry dont cry . . . * cries a lot * #he's just da bestest . . . <- i know i say this abt everyone n everything but haitham is D Bestest . #SORRIEEEEE ! ! u are all sick of me i know . . . i will now proceed to shut up abt him for . erm . 24 hours #i think dat is doable . yes yes (￣^￣)ゞ

[deityofhearts]

I collect a lot of stationary for someone who has no reason to use all this stationary

#deity dialogue #I have recently acquired a pretyy lavender coloured highlighter #and it’s like. I don’t take notes I don’t write in my diary anymore because tbh I lost it and it was just. not a vibe maybe I’ll buy a new #one and try and start keeping entires again #I have no use for a planner because let’s be so for real I do not have a life #all I do is go grocery shopping and sometiems thrifting with lex and kait on a whim #I’ll be starting work soon but I set the hours for that job so it doesn’t really require a planner #I want so much to be a cute notes girlie (gender neutral) because I love cute neat things but like #the unmedicated adhd and lack of anything going on in my life prevents this #maybe I’ll buy a planner anyways and pretend #maybe buying a planner is the first step towards making plans #plus like I do have plans this year that me and kait and lex are gonnna start saving money since we all have jobs now so we can hopefully #move by at least the start of 2025 #so ya know what. I will buy a planner #a cute one.

[completeoveranalysis]

Bit random but I want to thank you wholeheartedly for this liveblog. These years I keep seeing people say they hate Tsubasa bc it’s “confusing” and bad and it bums me out bc it’s one of my favourite stories ever, when this happens I think of you and your liveblog and how you Get It, you see in it what I see (and even more bc you have a giant brain) and I feel less alone in liking it, I also feel happy bc you’re a delightful person and I really enjoy reading your thoughts about it. So THANK YOU!!!!!!

Aw! Thank YOU Anon - and don't worry I'm right there with you! Everyone has different taste in media, but sometimes it can really get to you when you genuinely adore something and other people either dismiss or outright insult it.

Not to worry though! Even just from the activity I see from my niche corner of the fandom I know for sure that there are thousands of people who adore this series just as much as you, and they're out there if you ever feel the need to find more of them. But that aside, I'm very touched that I could have a positive impact on your internet experience, and I hope that continues! Feel free to drop by whenever you like!

#We can gossip about about people who have bad takes #Like OOH sometimes it really gets to me #When you see someone out there with the WORST TAKE on something #and it just sets you on FIRE #and it can be such a challenge to just like #ignore them #and try to focus on the other positive influences instead #(and also excessively use the Block button but that might just be me) #replies #anon #Thank you anon #Nick also talks about other things #Though I would also like to dispute me having a giant brain #It's more the result of spending an UNREASONABLE number of hours #talking about a manga you haven't even finished #I was trying to imagine just how many hours of my life I have put into this project #and I genuinely have no way of knowing #BUT? WORTH IT #This series deserves it #And it's messages like this that make it all worthwhile

[cryptidm0ths]

the timeline of the himerus: 2 years earlier, present, and 3 years later, otherwise know as dumping a few headcanons down on a page

#HiMERU #kaname tojou #enstars #ensemble stars #kaname tojo #oops idk which is the main tag for him #can you tell which where drawn at unholy hours of the night and which where not #ye #moth draws #id in alt text #ignores all the parts of obbligato that say that they look identical to focus on the fact that they re the same height #bc HE didnt want to make separate sprites for meru but shhhhh they had a growth spurt at 20 ish trust me #setting the last one 3 years post canon bc it takes them atleast one year to have a normal interaction post kaname waking up #oh yea the ages are 20 and 15 in the first sketch 22 and 17 in the second and 25 and 20 in the final sketch #ummm yea i feel like imight start over explaining things and feel bad about the sketches if i stay here longer #but hey now i have a solid ref for kaname