eleven is such a cringefail loser weirdo with kind yet childlike intentions, almost like an unidentifiable-breed of happy-dog that "accidentally" (on purpose) lost its owners on its way to the kennel . his excited weird-guy energy shines through even when he's doom and gloom emo-and-angry, when the immortal adhd fervor behind his eyes gets tinged with the possessive proclivities of a 2014 wattpad character and he ends up kissing somebody by the end of the episode, almost at random. cringe embarrassing noodle of a time lord with very stringy (greasy) hair at times. he wants to be so cool and impressive but if he was real his companions would probably not want to be seen within 1000 feet of him on most days . coughing hissing-baby cat you find in a box in the rain that then explores all of your apartment and knocks 20 things over while dashing about and you go "oh. i see why they left you there".... right as he looks up at you with a happy-clueless countenance, followed by a strangely human narrowing of his gollum-shaped eyes but you keep him anyways as your weird beloved pet not-pet. ..
all this to say i missed watching eleven's episodes so damn much, you weird freaky bastard. go to therapy. find a friend to hug + cry with and step off your imaginary high horse. i can see you wrapped it with wrathful vengeance of the deathless gods from here. forage some alien-brand melatonin and craft a consistent sleep schedule for yourself. hydrate, too. it will do you some good. and then he goes and does the exact opposite thing like he's a bouncing little fawn in a children's cartoon. or an evil villain with a cape who is really bad at being evil and mostly just likes the dramatic aesthetic and playful whimsy of his own performance.
sigh . every time i see eleven do anything it is like (affectionate) what is wrong with you can not be cured...
Helluva boss theory time. Not my theory but my friend was talking about it and I love the idea. In S2 EP7 Mammon's Magnificent Musical Mid-Season Special we see Fizz signing. (Sign language)
My friend suggested that the explosion somehow screwed up his vocal cords, I'm assuming smoke inhalation this also being the reason his voice is scratchy and gravelly. He suggested that after the explosion his vocal cords were so screwed up that he had to speak through sign for a while.
He may be onto something, but I also don't know if he saw this theory somewhere either.