hope gangloff, may - december romance (2013) // jonghyun, before our spring (2018)
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[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]
This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.
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this is somewhat a spontaneous thing to state but — everytime someone on my dashboard posts something about their character, i can't help but care. you just saw a pic and wrote fifty tags in the rb to talk about your character associated to it? i read it and i care. you just went into heavy details about their romantic needs? i care. you analyzed every word they've ever said in their source material? get me on the phone cause i care. you just wrote a 2 sentence headcanon / 3 meters long meta post about that one frame? i definitely care and think about it. it's kinda dumb, maybe? but sometimes i also try to think through the choices of tags for example, most people use poetry or lyrics and i always wonder how they're associated to the muse, does it make sense? it's also not just a generalized feel-good way i'm trying to say this, not in a “all of your muses matter!!!” ( they do! ) kinda way, but on a more specific level, i can't help but see the appreciation the people i have surrounded myself with have for their characters.
it's like — i will admit, sometimes i do not have that knowledge about that one muse specifically, or perhaps it's very just.. on the surface kinda level ( i have not played all the titles 🥲. ) but just reading someone being so passionate about their character like they were the one in charge of them makes me feel really light somehow. i may not like all posts ( this is my own issue because i think i'm dumb with thinking i'm annoying sending notifs to people lmfaooo sh*ot me ) but i definitely read the majority of them like its the newspaper and the more in depth one goes the more i want to know what's the next topic, what's the next inspiration, what's the next thing.
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i remember quite a long time ago when i was like 8 and i was at my grandma's house crying about something small and i was so confused why i was so upset about it. my grandma said "well, you might be angry about a lot of things right now, and it's all building up" and i sat there thinking that that was the most idiotic thing i've ever heard. but like. 10 years later and i'm in the exact situation she was describing.
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me: i have a whole list of esoteric bleach posts I wanna make! i should start on those
also me: what if completely ignore folder of ideas and instead
13̛͖̭ͯͥ̂ͣ w̹̩͎͛a̺ͥ̄yͯ͢s̒ o͂f̣̩̘̮ͫ̊ l̳oͪo̦̠̽ki̊͆̄n̛̥͔̘̹ͧg̒ aͪ̈ͯͤ͜t̲̪̻ ą̘͉͂ͫ̉ l̚i͕͍ͅeut̷eͤ͐n̈́ͯͅan̢ͧ̑̇ẗ̳́ͥ͟'̬͍̊ͧs̊̂ e͓x̙͑a͖̫͑ͫͫm͎͕̗̉̀
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