#my ramble

[rosefires20]

I'm glad Quackity address the admin/behind the scene issues that were revealed last night so quickly. I wasn't expecting such a quick response, but I'm glad he did.

It's unfortunate that the higher ups in the admin team turned out to be corrupt but it's truly fixable and will help the health of the server so much. I'm honestly excited for the positives that will come out of this. I think the server will be so much better once Quackitys done the rearranging and investigating.

It's also comforting knowing and seeing everyone come out to bat for the admins. The admins are the backbone and heart of the server. They are incredible and deserve nothing less than respect and dignity. It's nice seeing the ccs stand up for them too. Pierre stated that he was already in the process of getting a call arranged with Quackity over some of these issues. I also just know that ccs like Phil, Bad, Etoiles and most of the server would totally stand up for the admins. Phil talked about them getting paid for months and Bad is nothing but supportive of them and wants to work with them constructively.

Idk it's just nice to see an issue come up, see a quick and solid response, and know that it's completely fixable and correctable. Whatever changes Quackity makes will be incredible for the server.

#qsmp #qsmp rambles #my ramble #ramble #i pray they establish a pateron or something for the fans to help fund the project #id be so down to help fund the project especially knowing that the admins would get paid from that money #its alright that it started voluntary but its time for it to develop further and adjust to the size of the project and work

[annalrk]

that fact it took over 10,300 years for phos to hear someone say they enjoy being the way they are even if they aren’t “perfect”, that they were happy to meet phos, that they would be happy to just listen to phos talk is heartbreaking.

while it’s a journey phos had little say in, it was a plan put into place before they could even be aware, it’s still heartbreaking to know this was a journey that phos would have to had take to realize this. heartbreaking to see how they view it in retrospect, how they can’t be who they once were and be happy with that.

it’s heartbreaking the world was so cruel to someone who just wanted to be loved, someone who just wanted to help.

i hope these last chapters we get to see phos heal.

#houseki no kuni #hnk spoilers #houseki no kuni spoilers #my ramble #my post #this story is a goddamn tragedy #a very good one

[kaoticshiba]

NONSENSICAL DRABBLE AND RAMBLE ABOUT EP 101. STATEMENT OF MICHAEL + Additional thoughts on Gertrude and Michael.

Spoiler for anyone who hasn't yet gotten to Ep. 101

I wanna point out, this won't make sense, I'm just throwing my observations in a document and posting it because I need to get it out somewhere. This is how I personally view Michael the distortion and what he has said in Ep. Regarding himself. I will be jumping from one thing to another so it will not make sense.

Like said it is just my rambling and how I observe the situation. Anyone can disagree and have their own opinions that differ but these are mine. I am not looking for a debate, just wanna put my thoughts out to process or find people who view it similarly + write it so maybe when people see my art they might understand why I draw certian situations, or Michael Distortion in a certian light.

Re- Listening to EP 101 , Michael's statement after being on ep... 125 (?) Kinda put stuff into perspective. The first time I didn't understand half of his statement. Then I relistened again I realised that the storyline of telling switches from Michael's POV to the spirals POV( before it was Michael ) back to Michael's and you can almost tell who is saying what.

I like to imagine Michael the distortion being like Garnet in Steven universe. It is Ruby and Saphirre but it is also not them , because together they make Garnet. Sometimes Garnet speaks as its own person, as its own relationship personified and sometimes when in distress or anger , you hear Ruby or Saphire speak out instead of the unified Garnet.

And with such logic it helped me understand Michael the distortion.

Because when he , The distortion, speaks of the ritual he is referring to the ( back then ) spiral but also to past Michael. At the moment of speaking, the spiral is Michael so a lot of times instead of it saying "The spiral" , he says " me/i " , because that's exactly what the spiral is right now but speaks of itself from before. It speaks of itself in past tense.

Then after, it goes to Michael's perspective once again and you hear , Michael Shelley speak of himself being scared and panicky and approaching the door in the middle of the ritual , like speaking out of the mixure of the distortion, before the POV switches and the spiral ( trough Michael the distortion ) speaks of it seeing two people ( which in this case were Gertrude And Shelley ) approach the door but not noticing because of the ritual...

I am not good with words and this might not make sense , but the switching of POV's between both the spiral and Michael Shelley while making/being Michael Distortion, is brilliant and so interesting. I needed a bit to realize what's happening but if you look at them as a fusion of a new being with both of their views and opinions mixed into each other, everything that the distortion Michael says, makes sense.

If you look at him as just Michael shelley gone mad it doesn't. As he says he is as much of the spiral as the spiral is him. And viewing them as a fusion , a 2 In 1 , something new with the feelings and experiences of both past beings, makes a lot of sense .

And I am delighted that I can understand it to some degree now. I feel like some contradicting things that Michael distortion says also come from the fact that he was 1. Angry at what had happened and betrayal from Gertrudes side 2. He was pushing away the spiral / didn't ever wanna be it. Because of this he speaks as more of they, once one, once other.

Surely he was more united at the beginning but it proves to how distortion Hellen treats Jon after that in 101 Ep that the distortions emotions and acting isn't something that comes from the spiral but from the person it merges with.

That also shows me, that the distortion has more feelings and opinions , its own will than its first let on and it is not a mere puppet to the spiral.

Yes they become a new thing but that doesn't mean that suddenly whatever the previous person was, is just overcome and its just a body which the spiral controls.

All in all, Michael isn't Michael Shelley ( at least not in the sense that he views and thinks like he used to before the distortion ) , but he is also not not Michael Shelley. Its is so... cool because that makes me wonder how much I can push the narrative that Michael the distortion shows his original feelings, from Michael Shelley.

I wanna throw in that I also believe he " pulled away " due to his anger , like mentioned , because his feelings got out. Michael Shelley was coming trough more and more because if the Unknowing failed or was brought about more due to Jon , he would in fact want to kill him not because of anything personal but because that would make his own sacrifice, Gertrude betraying him to stop the spiral ritual, go to waste. If he did everything , trusted Gertrude to sacrifice himself and stop the end of the world, he surely won't let this " stupid Archivist " mess the whole thing up and bring up the Unknowing. Neither the Eye ritual. It makes sense that he wouldn't want anything to happen when he, formerly Michael shelley sacrificed it all for the world not to go to shit.

The spiral didn't want it so but the spiral seems so... whatever about any decision that it feels like if the Spiral had no avatar to act trough. It would just not even care about anyone or any other ritual in general. So whatever Michael did , was because of his own feelings I feel like.

It's all just so interesting and my thoughts are a mess, do not make sense and are all jumbled up but I understand this now and it makes me so giddy about the way it's written. I love Michael and I love the distortion concept and in all I just adore it all.

It truly proves me that I'll have to relistem to TMA once I'm done again as there is so muxh to uncover and understand yet again once you've grasped the main concept of what is happening and who is involved in what.

I forgot to mention I first thought when I listened that when Michael looked upon the spiral , he did go mad but listening again, I realised that the way he describes it, he didn't go mad, he did however feel like it, because whatever he was looking at, didn't make sense and it was impossible to be happening. And it's such a cool detail. To feel like you're going mad but in fact you aren't even though you're seeing something it shouldn't be possible, alas its all somehow happening and very much currently real.

Poor Michael Shelley was still so scared and panicking... yet he trusted Gertrude.

I am not sure if I wanna believe that Gertrude had a plan but it didn't work and pushing Michael into it was her plan B.... or that Michael actually was really good and Gertrude trusted in him enough because he did what he was told ( and not as discardable and useless as he calls himself ) to actually let him be involved in the ritual. Idk whats worse. But I feel like if Gertrude thought Michael was useless and would fuck up the plan, she wouldn't have trusted him to go into the corridors to find the heart of the spiral and stop it.

Either way, when they made their way up there, she made up her mind to Sacrifice him to save the world and for that I cannot forgive her regardless of what the circumstances were. It is true by the time they were there she had probably no choice and it was a similar resort tactic as to what happened w Jon and Tim with the Unknowing, yet still-

- SPOILER FOR THE UNKNOWING RITUAL -

I feel like... Tim sacrificed himself willingly, he wanted to destroy the Unknowing for the stranger took his brother. Tim did it knowing he will go there and might die, while Jon didn't want him to die, Jon never pushed Tim to Sacrifice himself. While Gertrude... She knew and made up her mind to lie and conceal what she was gonna do to Michael , then pushed Michael to Sacrifice himself into the spiral when there was no going back.

Imagine being told on the spot the world will end and no matter if u want or not, you are manipulated into being pushed to save it, to go in, at the edge when it's happening and you have practically no choice.

Honestly horrible.

Good writing, amazing writing, but god do I hate Gertrude for that. Maybe she thought Michael would say no if she told him , but if she got far enough to get the map that leads to the heart of spiral I feel like there were diffrent ways to stop it or it was in her power to do smth. But she chose the " best option " with " least sacrifices " and something that she thought was prolly more logical and less emotional of a choice , a cold calculated choice of a chess piece. Yet... I like to believe there was a diffrent way.

Maybe she trusted Michael enough to know if she gives him the map and tell him to go in, that he will actually follow trough to the map and plan because he trusted everything Gertrude said , opposed to a random person who wouldn't be able to, or would not do it.

And I assume she didn't do it herself because she knew she couldn't. Because there were other rituals she wanted to stop and couldn't sacrifice herself for it.

Idk.

But damn .... just damn.

Random extra:

In addition , after listening to 101 , I want to draw the landscape, the happening of the spiral ritual when Gertrude and Michael found it as I have a specific look of it in my head but I'm so bad at landscapes and background xd

We will see...

Ramble ended. That's what I had to say , really.

#tma spoilers #the magnus archives spoilers #my own thoughts #my ramble #michael distortion #michael shelley #gertrude robinson #the spiral #spoiler #spoilers #michael shelley spoiler #distortion spoilers #kaoticshiba

[aylish91]

Sorry for that last post. Having multiple accounts is confusing sometimes when you go to post something. They don't always go where you were expecting them to. haha

#my ramble #posted that last one to the wrong one dang it #trying new things #experimentation #silly little store stuff #not all undertale

[annalrk-art]

my recent vlr comic getting so many kind replies and tags is just making me so happy, i'm so glad people like it!!

#my ramble #not art #i'm really proud of it!!!! so i'm really happy seeing people love it!!!!! #wish i could just thank every person individually but i'd become a broken record

[cdreamteamhappy]

/ rp dsmp

Till the end, c!Punz was still the one who stays for c!Dream. From the start to every war and then until the very very last moment.

Maybe that relationship was built-up on money, and how unstable c!Dream was (so so lonely). The loyalty is undoubtable though. They exchange their life for each other, the experiment (that sent them both to limbo)(how many trust you must have to put your life on someone else's hand, knowning they have full power to control you will live or not)

There weren't just loyalty and blind trust, there is emotions, they are allies, they are friends. (The way c!Punz just so mad over C!Dream's torture, the way c!Punz couldn't let c!Dream stucks in limbo any longer and rush into revive him)

And in the end c!Dream can't even admit "he is my friend", it comes from Punz, and Dream hesitate.

But. Was it blame on Dream at all ? Like, sure ? All of your friends left, they have better friends without you now, they even laughed at you and mostly have a death bounty aimed in your heart.

And you stands with your last final, friend. The one you know, has the server on their side, the one you know, has the same power as you (the one you gave them), the one you know, is the last and only you got.

He can't be sure anymore, betrayal did a ton to people, and he is not a stranger to that. They were right, thats a relationship on power and on benefit, as long as i'm alive, you are immortal. They exchange their life. But how many of it comes from pure friendship, from caring, from loyalty and how many of it comes from power, and a promise of immortal.

He doubts it, and it might not be the first time he even doubt it. Because he was too scared of losing more, he was too scared of "being alone". That's not fair. He couldn't find a friendship after all of this, look at them and didn't think "they might also left me too".

And it's not fair, because at the end, someone truly look at him, and said, i understand you. And in that moment he allowed himself to hope, and be greedy.(is it not too late?)

But Hope must die in Pandora.

#c!drunz #c!stageduo #my ramble #dreblr #and the thing about c!Drunz is. c!punz didn't pull him back. c!Dream need someone to tell him that #hey its not okay. you are hurt... #gyrain.txt #and i'm saying c!Dream pre prison and c!Dream post prison is pretty much NOT the same #that place took so much away from him. and yet. he died in it. in fear.

[123countwithme]

19, 25, 26 + Imagination Movers (plus the character of your choice for 19)! 🩷

19. Does this character serve as a stress ball/ security blanket for you? Something you run to after a bad day to feel safe or happier?

For the character I chose Scott. I get comfort vibes from him and a safe person. Scott as a character is unashamed of being himself which I really admire cause I want to be more comfortable in my own skin too and unmask a little. So yes Scott and the movers make me feel happy and safe.

For the show generally, it has a nice feel to it. Reminds me a bit of The Wiggles since I watched the movie (show too) a great deal as a child with how silly and music-filled they are which is always great. I am a fan of music. So combining a comfort show that has music is a great combo! I generally am a bit picky as to what shows I keep close I guess when I look at "children's shows" and find comfortable ones that give me a space to hang out, relax, and let me be myself without having to worry about being judged for who I really am is a nice feeling.

25. What kind of fan-fiction do you read about this character? If you don’t read fan-fics about them, why not?

I've read a few that were around the majority of it is little ship fics. A great read is Rich x Reader fic by Kittyundercover. it's a gentle fic. But there isn't heaps on Scott so I have gone and am writing my own silly non-ship stories for all the movers.

26. If you look for this character’s name on AO3, what tags are you including or excluding?

Including: fluff, comfort, and all the good stuff.

Excluding: NSFW, horror, you know all the not-so-good stuff, x reader (it really depends on what happens in the story).

Thanks for the ask!

#feel free anyone to ask more of the questions on the character reblog post #I hope this is alright I tried not to ramble #my ramble #imagination mover #mover scott #my awnser #my ask

[deep-spacediver577]

Humans being the ghost equivalent in the GZ....

This concept was different and had potential but was only used 3 times (that I recall....) throughout the series. Therefore could be omitted due to inconsistently and lack of explanation. To go further on this wouldn't humans have to know how to use this parallel in order to survive in that world? Like come on man! That would be no different from the ghosts in the human world... Aside from having special abilities. The ghosts lacked a non-physical impression within the series.

This whole concept would imply the GZ is made up of an opposite kind of "protoplasm"...? Beats me!

Plus humans aren't just physical beings we have souls/spirits and would still be vulnerable in the GZ. Not sure why fused halfies are a big deal...

#DSD577 #shower thoughts #My ramble #Danny Phantom

[mybackup-account]

I used to be so good at art, I can only draw realistically now. I wish I could go back to my cartoon and surrealistic era and do some fanart.

#my fanart #my ramble #my thoughts not facts #mainly because we are deprived of >>> #stancy art

[apollo-cackling]

keysmashing in chinese keyboard and then google translating the result is my favourite hobby

[ID: a screenshot from google translate. the left side is chinese text that reads,

没有那每色伯纳一大入库呢搜索让嗯哇依未退哦衣服就一天飞机库一如当初吧皮饿请问有人皮球阿斯蒂芬篮性感球啊，名字NBC

the google translate provided pronunciation guide for that is

Méiyǒu nà měi sè bó nà yī dà rù kù ne sōusuǒ ràng ń wa yī wèi tuì ó yīfú jiù yītiān fēijī kù yī rú dāngchū ba pí è qǐngwèn yǒurén píqiú ā sīdìfēn lán xìnggǎn qiú a, míngzì NBC

the right side is english translated text that reads,

There is no such thing as a big warehouse of Bernard every color. Searching makes me wow, I haven't returned the clothes. The hangar is the same as before. I'm hungry, please, someone has a ball. Asstephen's basketball is a sexy ball. The name is NBC.

/end ID]

#ASSTEPHEN FAEHFA #my ramble

[annalrk]

whoever had the az-usa themed showroom in fashion dreamer i owe u my life

#my ramble #fashion dreamer #style savvy

[bokkerijder]

pro-AI in the sense of "they taught a bread scanning computer to recognize cancer cells" etc etc

against AI in the sense of "we stole artwork from hundreds to thousands of artists, didn't credit them and didn't financially compensate them"

#rambles '24 #ok to reblog btw #all my posts are ok to reblog #if not i would make them unrebloggable lmao #edit: i am a fool #i said that thinking this would maybe get 5 notes or something #and now we're here lol

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#I was forced to get over my hatred of making phone calls bc of this #one 15 minute phone call is the equivalent of 5 back and forth emails #also if you don't know exactly what you need help with you can just ask and you can get real help #instead of just desperately clawing at faqs on websites #it's infuriating that it works so well #ramblings

[tariah23]

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

#Crunchyroll #piracy #funimation #money hungry ass streaming service #rambling #I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god #I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭! #get back to pirating kings!!! #anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this #CR is definitely not worth paying for though #CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee #capitalism #the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway #it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything

[annalrk-art]

i gotta post and talk about my viva pinata oc more

#my ramble #not art #tweedia my beloved

[princeshilo]

sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

#found this beautiful gem in my drafts and couldnt let her go to waste #frog rambles #idk whay this is about. or if its anything. but i think its funny