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rikebe · 1 year

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thoughts on x men evolution kurt?

i LOOOOVE evo kurt!!! i have a huge soft spot for evo in general (i love love love any animated version of the xmen and evo is so silly and whacky i cant help but adore it) and i think kurt is sooo adorable in that show.

i love how this version of kurt leans wayyy more into his mischevieous and silly pranky side than most other adaptations and i really appreciate that. i feel like its such an underutilized and underrepresented aspect of his character that it even kinda gets tossed to the wayside in the comics half the time, but it's one of the things that makes him such a fun, three-dimensional character. i think its awesome that evo chose to go with that side of him when other adaptations focus more on his melancholy, somber side (which i also love of course! but its not all there is to him!)

im also a huuuuge sucker for little brother and comic relief characters in general (bobby's always been my fave o5) and kurt rly kinda takes on his role of the silly team baby in evo. i adore a silly team baby. plus, kurt is ACTUALLY the youngest of three siblings in canon, so i can totally see him being the annoying kid brother who tags along with amanda and stephan and gets on their nerves.

i liked the more serious plot they did for him too with the whole thing with mystique. ill never get tired of that storyline i wont lie and i think evo manages to strike a good balance where kurt is funny and comedic relief, but you still care about him and when he has a more serious moment it works.

although i think he CAN be a little overexaggerated with his teen speak, i like to imagine that's due to his status as a non-native speaker so he awkwardly overuses slang to try and fit in. I gotta say that I think most of the time Kurt being a teen from germany coming to america is treated kinda weird (see: the reboot movies acting as if kurt doesnt know what a movie or a store is. like guys hes from berlin in the 80ies. hes not from fucking dorf schragensdiek mid-14th century he probably has done way wilder shit than suburban teen scott summers.) so i like to make up my own headcanons to make it make sense a little lmao. also as a german: we think american/english sayings are super funny and like repeating them as germanly as possible. its like a nationwide sport so kurt doing it for funsies would also be totally reasonable.

overall i tend to take a lot of inspiration from evo for my version of a teen kurt bc the way he's characterized could totally be a super young and immature version of the sweet calm fuzzy guy we all know n love. hes silly and pranky and kind of annoying, but he's also really caring and the way his relationship with kitty evolved from a silly crush to genuine friendship was SO sweet. i love when kurt is shown that way, flirty but ultimately completely unselfish when his affections aren't returned and totally glad to just be friends with someone he had a crush on. i do think it's really lame how he uses the image inducer all the time since kurt NOT using the inducer anymore is such a big part of his character arc, and him using it at HOME all the time too is really weird but... well, whatever. in total one hell of a lovable, great kurt.

plus his design is super cute. how can you not love that 90ies boyband middlepart??

#also this goes without saying but his transgender swag is off the charts.#xmen #xmen evolution #kurt wagner #xmen evolution nightcrawler #nightcrawler #x men #x men evolution

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hyuk4sbf · 10 months

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are you into tattoos + txt

ABSOLUTELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i think abt them w tattoos n facial/body piercings all the time its a disease _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

yeonjun w minimal tattoos, monoline drawings slowly and eventually forming a sleeve :p a little tattoo of a fox one of his friends sloppily drew would probs b his fave, even if its a lil wonky . would probably love for u to trace all of them with ur fingers n giggle sleepily at how it kinda tickles ><

soobin i cant see getting many tattoos bc hes probably big on the whole its a commitment thing, but thats not to say he’d have none at all!!! he’d probably have a few little ones in dif places and he seems like the type to have at least one tattoo of an anime he really really likes (real my only tattoo so far is jjba related)

now beomgyu … emo lord himself ! would have lots of meaningless ones that r silly lil cartoons, just shit that he really wanted at the time, and then a few meaningful ones !! homages to his favourite song, smth that reminds him of his best friends, smth to remind him of you etc! (he knows how big a commitment that is but he also has a lil tattoo of a cat playing guitar on his ankle and he loves u so dearly so he doesnt rly care)

taehyun i think would have the nicest tatts like … im not normally one for coloured tattoos but he’d probably have those really simple line ones that r the prettiest colours on his skin, pretty flowers or little quotes/lyrics or even cartoon characters he really likes, probably has a lil flower or smth behind his ear too 🥹

KAIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!! not very many but all game or anime related, especially pokémon i can imagine him n tyun having a matching pokémon related one T_T i think his tats would be black ink but shaded n so nicely done like. obsessed w thinking about it actually hook me up w ur artist ur linework would b crazy (let me trace them too i would love 2 touch one on those biceps..)

#idek what to tag this #txt fluff #beomgyu thoughts #taehyun thoughts #soobin thoughts #hueningkai thoughts #yeonjun thoughts

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furymint · 5 months

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2023 Creator Reflection

ffxiv.

1. dance me to the end of love

this one was fun! i always like merging a character's outfit with the bg so i liked doing that again. picking the colors for elliots outfit was also enjoyable. ive wanted to make smth w that cover for a while

2. shame was still the tyrant of his life

i only wrote two nol and eli things this year and neither of them are finished. the first was a continuation of a scene where nol kisses elliot against the blue stained glass in his room--i once posted it but then i deleted it bc it made me feel woozy for its allusions to sex. i wanted to rebuild it and take a shot at it now that im comfortable writing n reading sex, but i never got very far. theres actually lots of nice parts! i just like nols dumb angsting the best!

3. valentine

i really wanted to focus on nol's eye here, but also not make it too obvious lol. i used a ps filter like a schmuck but i wanted it to be darker without making it even more difficult to see, so i took away their bodies and limited the colors to make it what it is.

4. amateur cracksmen

the second nol n eli wip, which doesnt have many interesting lines rn, was a raffles-inspired story where eli drags nol as his valet to a rival artist's house and tries to steal back the brooch that he bought from an underground dealer feat. much babbling abt the state of societal responsibility that war is supposed to bring

ffxvi.

1. herz an herz dir

i wrote some reflections about this one already here. i honestly was very (distressed voice) cant believe im writing pure fanfic for the first time in over ten years and lacked a lot of direction when i started bc uhhhhh terence has 8 and a half mins of screen time. i tried to convince myself that it's not much different than me stealing brucemont for my own evil devices, but the unique perspective of seeing quite so much fan content def influenced my interpretation. i wanted their relationship to be much more imbalanced from the get-go initially--dion using his power unintentionally and terence barely passing a thought abt it until later bc he's just so accustomed to obeying--but i ended up giving terence a lot more sway & ammunition in their argument. the breakfast bed thing is also smth im rly fond of.

2. mund an mund

there's also additional meta for this one here. i made a silly doodle abt it also. dion kept picking fights here! it honestly turned out how i expected. when i first started this fic, i was gonna have dion start out right in oriflamme and meet ter and kihel there, but i booted them to northreach so i could have this stretch of conflict. i think it's like. Bad Pacing. technically. if i still believe the conflict introduced in the next chapter is the core one, that is. which i sorrrrta do. but i dont care bc i rly like the visual of kihel laying in dion's lap and getting to put a gun on the wall w ahmed.

3. eines atems

its been two months since the last chapter and this chapter is humiliatingly not written. i have all my scrambled notes and scenes that i jotted down in between the first two chapters, so i have a full direction, but it's been really difficult to write lately. ive been devoting all my time to trying to recoup my mental health and work on my teredio secret santa. ill start next year with this wip as a priority, so for now i only have the photoshop edit for it. kihel is holding terence's hand--it's his pov turn.

overall i didnt like this year very much. i didn't read, create, research or do a lot even though i tried to. i became really disconnected from all of my friends bc im too tired to stay for rp or hold online conversations. at this point, i dont play ffxiv at all except the few times i managed to rp a little. i moved into nanny's house and have my own space, but don't have the presence of mind to do anything about my pc, books, and so on, although i did make a lot of progress rewrapping my books w fresh wraps and some other things. my plans for next year are to reach out to a couple of my friends, build my pc, relearn + rebuild + relaunch my queer lit blog on open source code, survive school, and rediscover the productivity ive lost the past few years.

teredio has helped me a LOT to find community, inspiration, and art in my loneliest year yet. im very proud of my fic and grateful every day to the ppl who have reached out to me about liking it. even if im sorry about my productivity rate in comparison to how many extraordinary writers there are in the ship's fandom, i know i have to be easy on myself to relearn how to write, create a writing schedule that works for me, and stop punishing myself when i cant get the words out.

past reflections: 2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021 | 2022

#ngl writing this out made me feel like #i reopened a lot of grief about my ability to work and create #and i need to walk away from it before i cry even more lol #thank u to my fc for still being the place #i love to visit when i wake up #even though all of us a struggling a lot #with life and ingame motivation #brianna babbles

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enlighten3d · 21 days

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LISTENING TO FILE 10 OF THE TRAIN TO CALECO HILL. BE WARNED !! SPOILERS AHEAD!!

will be editing the post instead of reblogging o7

liveblog below the cut (:

oh no. medical room. why.

NOOO HIS LEGS. get a fucking mobility aid. (prolly wouldnt have helped in this case lmao)

YES BE MAD AT HER. THATS SO FUCKING VALID OF YOU.

the monster WAS her wasnt it...

yeeessss tash yesssss recognise the faults in relationships you fucking deserve to be mad. you fucking deserve it. yes.

relatable, tash. relatable. i cant remember anything either 👍

NO YOU HAD IT BEFORE. YOU BROUGHT CEDRIC ON THE TRAIN W YOU, TASH... THE TRAIN IS FUCKING W YOU.. how well do you remember the station, tash... you havent mentioned any of the ppl you knew since.. file 2 or 3..... love are you okay.

THE TRAIN IS HIS HOME HE BELONGS HERE 💥 (for now)

gods tash sounds so. different this episode. i mean this in the way that hes finally fed up and. hes at the end of his tether. and. whndkxjksdkssjdjf hes. this is good, this is fascinating...

this guy needs a shock blanket

this guy also needs friends

HE ALSO NEEDS TO NOT DIE AND END UP AT CALECO HILL - (/theory)

ooohh the dream changed...

oh thats ominous. different colours?? does that indicate a... Change of some sort? it rly feels like it does.... man.

you know who can see (or at least are sensitive to it) ultraviolet light? axolotls. (/j. axolotl tash propaganda /silly)

WHAT THE FUCK

OKAY THAT WAS A SLIGHT JUMPSCARE

what the fuck was that

HI OWL GIRL

wait

ait

wait

IS TASH GETTING A MOBILITY AID?? FINALLY???????? AUWBFHZHDNDNZUDIAIDJDKSKCJDJ????????

oH MY GODS

i AM OVERJOYED. ‼️‼️‼️

WEIRD CREEPY NOISES INCE THE DOOR OPENS BUT HES GOT A CANE GUYS AAAAAJSHDNFKF

SPINDLY LEGS?? WHAT??? WHDJSKFHSJ??

oh he does not trust owl girl anymore

.spooky. spooky cane... monster cane... oh i love that...

GLOWING. G L O W I N G

ALBER!! SPOOKY MONSTER GLOWING CANE HAS A NAME!!!

please do be aware that figg 100% named that after their own cane (which is named albert)

AAAA TASH HAS A MOBILITY AID IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM ‼️‼️‼️

ahajdjs "please stop glowing.." mate i dont think it will...

i love spooky glowing cane

exactly the right height... alber i love you you are magical (literally)

THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING TOO, TASH. NO SOUND OF THE TRAIN ROLLING. READ MY FUCKING MIND AHDJJDD

WHAT IS W H A T. TASH. TASH.

book??????? BOOOK????

owl girl kleptomaniac moment

FAMILIAR?? oh this is not gonna go well.

diary. diary. oh no. ohhh boy. habdjfkd

its his isnt it. it is. isnt it. a.

june 20, 2019. anna. naming things. this is tash. leave where.the station, right??

FOREST?? TOWN?? is. is this village tash theory. please say it is. a.

nooo its not ): its rhe Station (which was also a thought that i had so)

itttsss tash. his diary. before he forgor

"hello again, anna" ITS EXACTLY HOW HE SAYS HI TO CEDRIC EVERY TIME AA

RENÉE MENTION ‼️‼️ wow its been a while

fuck, tash is desperate to have someone care abt him ):

cody and lana... more mentions...

The Train

oh gods. oh gods he does not sound okay. tasshhhh ):

OH GODS, ME JUMPSCARE- i forgot that my voice is gonna be in this lmao

lana time [:

(hi its me im lanas va lmao)

AAND IT JUST ENDS?? OH BOY SHFNDJ

AAAAA OKAY THAT WAS. A LOT. HOLY FUCK???

okay so. recap of what happened: tash is not dead, hes pissed at owl girl (rightfully), the dream Changed, he got a spooky cane named alber (‼️‼️‼️), owl girl gave him his diary and hes Remembered things, lana showed up, theres someone named mr 22

ouhh boy this sure was a finale

THE CLIFFHANGER WHYYYYYYYYY (i fully knew this was coming lmao)

AWHDHSKFUJSNDJANFBANDIXHSJJRKWDK HOW AM I MEANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TMRW WITH ALL THIS BRAINROT

#the train to caleco hill #ttch #ttch file 10 #ttch spoilers

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quinnonimp · 1 year

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i cant stop thinking abt this so i have to take it to tumblr, but GODDDDDDDD this is SUCH a ctntduo song in the perspective of cquackity im collapsing to the ground and exploding into a million pieces

ive been a fan of this song for a very long time, but for some reason never realized how much of a ctntduo (well, mostly cquackity) song it is. i rly rly would love to write down ALLLL my thoughts on this bc im unreasonably brainrotting rn - but FUCK am i terrible at analysis, so ill just give some simple 1k word food for thought. feel very welcome to add on any more interpretations

these lyrics kinda speak for themselves i mean cmon

Catch my breath and hold it for me I'm wasting my time, trying to make up my mind

im not rly sure how to interpret the first line other than a kiss (especially shotgunning, with the mention of the cigarette later on n just general "catching my breath")? and im so sorry

but, if we are to commit to the kiss narrative; the second line would be cq trying to figure out as to whether hes in love with cwil, "wasting [his] time, trying to make up [his] mind". he sees this as a waste of time not only because it frustrates him and its smth so difficult to figure out compared to how miniscule it seems, but he knows cwilbur will just leave him eventually anyway, so why is he thinking so much about it?

also the "and hold it for me" line could be accentuated by cq wanting cwil to hold onto smth of his (in this case his breath ig lmao). coincidentally tying into his desperation for legacy - but in a much more personal and intimate way

I'm sitting here as the chandelier is whispering in my ear Saying, can I get a cigarette? No you'll never be mine

idunno how to interpret cwilbur as a chandelier (if i saw him as the sun of their dynamic then that would def be smth, but that title belongs to cq). if thought of broadly, could be cq viewing him as smth of value? his light? a holder of many candles? just a pretty object? fuck knows

but, nonetheless; the "chandelier" is cwilbur, whispering into cquackitys ear, either literally whispering into his ear, or just cwil trying to persuade him. could be some sort of silly mind game where he'll ask if he can get a cigarette, in his little cwilbur way, and somehow get smth out of it. like, he'll ask, and wether he does or doesnt get the cigarette, thatll insinuate smth. the "im sitting here" is just cq sitting in his office as cwilbur annoys him btw lol

cq then declines. he tells himself cwilbur will never be his, so he shouldnt try, its not worth it. (the line could be interpreted as a way of saying "we'll never be in such a peaceful setting where you can ask smth from me so casually", idunno)

and if we're going into the shotgunning side of things; cwilbur could be asking for a cigarette to do the same thing quackity did to him - resulting in the "no youll never be mine" as cquackitys (mental or vocal) response. like, "no, your breath will never be my possesion (mine)". AND AND if we're stretching this further; the "no youll never be mine" could mean cquackity not wanting to hold onto smth of cwilburs, not wanting to commit to a thing he knows will fall apart (or, also, evaporate haha). this can be seen competitively aswell

Can you come around tonight? And sing me a lullaby

even if cquackity tells cwil to get out of his country, and keeps pushing him away, he doesnt actually mean it. he wants cwil to come and he likes their competition, their dynamic, the attention, and he realizes hes lonely without it

the lullaby could either mean cq wanting cwil to sing him a song like at nikis bday party, or just wanting comfort from his rival. he could be yearning for their relationship to become softer, more vulnerable, less hateful, something so sweet as a lullaby, even if he knows its impossible

Just take my heart and break it Can you come around tonight?

cq again thinking falling in love is worthless, or wanting cwilbur to just get it over with and break his heart already so they dont have to keep the painful momentum lingering on. maybe give cq a final reason to truly hate this man

yet even when cquackity wants cwilbur to get it over with, his yearning persists, and he again just wants cwilbur to keep coming, keep pursuing him

its also a juxtaposition to the softness from the pair of lines above these, where cq knows he cant have the lullaby, so might aswell go for what he knows is possible - something harsh. what hes used to

I might be the enemy But nothing quite hits like you (No)

cq acknowledging their rivalry, understanding if cwilbur wouldnt wanna come over or stay with him .

but he also acknowledges the way "nothing quite hits like [cwilbur]", in the metaphorical sense of a drug. hes addicted to their rivalry, aswell as cwilbur as a person. if we wanna stretch this further, it can also funnily coincide with wilburs drug van beginnings, now cwilbur being the drug

the "(no)" in the end could be cq telling himself to stop feeling like this, stop wasting time on his rival, when hes got other things to do. to stop thinking of cwilbur as smth he cant let go of

SOOOOO FUCKING POGTOPIA ERA CORE WAAAAAAA

Take this pen and write for me Oh write me a song and I'll try to forget it

these first 2 lines can be interpreted as nikis bday party, singing and writing (parody) songs to each other. iirc cquackity would ask cwilbur for songs, but dont take my word for that lmao. also a thing to note is cq offering smth to cwilbur (a pen), to get smth in return (a song)

i have some thoughts on the "ill try to forget it" but no clue how to write them down tbh. sorry

Oh I'm standing there, as the man upstairs Comes crashing through the ceiling Saying where's my fucking cigarette? With fire in his eyes

the "man upstairs" is obv cschlatt, "crashing through the ceiling", "fire in his eyes" as hes being harsh and demanding, cq just standing there having to take it. "man upstairs" can be either interpreted as god (which we wont be interpreting as but might aswell mention lmao), or someone in power - which obviously cschlatt is. holding both legal and emotional power over cquackity

this could be either pre-nikis bday party (white house incident), post (the contract signing thing), or just cquackitys time with cschlatt in general

the bitterness of schlatt demanding "wheres my fucking cigarette?", which has him expecting cquackity to give him something, give him what he wants, because he knows he'll get it as cq has no other option - can be juxtaposed by the more gentle whispering request of "can i get a cigarette?" by cwilbur from earlier in the song, where depending on the tone theres a possibility itll have strings attached and be a manipulative tactic, or just be a simple casual request from a friend. if we're going for the softer route; then cwilbur doesnt know whether he'll get what he wants from cq, so he doesnt demand it. he just asks, takes his chance

Can you come around tonight And sing me a lullaby Just take my heart and break it When you come around tonight? I might be the enemy But nothing quite hits like you

my interpretations r the same, but this time, with the "when you come around tonight", he knows cwilbur is coming. its their routine. plus cq no longer has the "(no)" at the ending line, as hes accepted his feelings now

though what could accentuate that difference further is with the last set of lines

But as all my patience Starts to dry And my feet leave skids across the sand Then I'll know that you've won

cq could be growing impatient with cwilburs incompetence, or smth to do with him growing impatient at how theyre afraid of seeing each other after what happened in ho16. theres 100% potential for a better interpretation though

then we have the sands of las nevadas being skid ofc. this could be interpreted as cquackity kicking the sand in frustration at the prospect of wilbur winning or cq losing (haha) his patience. OR with the more proper definition of skidding; cq frantically searching for cwil as hes left for utah, leaving "skids across the sand" (<- and if we're going with this narrative; the "but as my patience starts to dry" applies to him searching for cwil but losing his patience, or losing his patience at how theyre afraid of seeing each other so he takes the first initiative, but not finding him)

he realizes their competition has ended, and while it doesnt particularly fit their characters to have any of them win - in cquackitys perspective it could either be cwil winning as hes gotten a happy ending, or having yet another person in his life leave him in the dust (or, well, sand)

And I'll run Back to where I came from

i actually dont rly know what to interpret this as if im gonna be honest

i guess at face value with the "cq searching for cwil" narrative, him going back to las nevadas, or more specifically his office, sitting down in defeat (also another possible case of cwilbur "winning", cq not being able to find him). could aswell be cq going to the lmanberg crater? if we're taking the "back to where i came from" more seriously. even though cq didnt come from lmanberg, i guess its the closest thing to where he came from in the dsmp in this sense, and ties more into cwilbur

"though what could accentuate that difference further is with the last set of lines"

now going to what i said a little earlier, what i mean by it is what makes cquackitys newfound acceptance more emotional is the way its immediately followed by cwilbur leaving him, his heart being taken and broken just as he asked, but not how he wanted. which makes the word "skid" a lot more potent, as hes frantic in his search for the man hed finally accepted his love for

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and yknow whats the most fucked up if u havent actually listened to the song yet?? the slot machine noises in the bg. please this is such a cquackity song

also, as im almost done writing all this, i realize the genius page has a few parts of the lyrics wrong that were different in the official spotify lyrics thingy (like the "(no)" from the second set of lines just being an "oh", and the "no youll never be mine" actually being "i know youll never be mine" lmfao) - but i dont think they make much of a difference anyway, so who cares, this is abt psycho-competitive minecraft boys

ok. im done now. if u read it all then i may offer u a kiss. goodbye

#tntduo #c!tntduo #c!quackity #c!wilbur #c!schlatt #<- a little bit #long post #quinnotalk #tumblrimp #Spotify #rb

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solarwoniii · 1 year

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ive never posted crush content bcs idk but stuff is HAPPENING and i need to talk to someone and my friends are not trustworthy (my other crush ((yes i have two shut up)) now knows i like her and is avoiding me) and i just need to get this off of my chest

im getting so many mixed signals from this man like he stares at me from across the campus and whenever we're together with our friends he always laughs at my jokes n does that cute thing where his knee accidentally touches mine whenever we sit together shit and then he proceeds to just be dry and awkward as hell thru text LIKE WHAT

its not even like that just how he texts or anything BC IVE SEEN HIM GOING FERAL WITH HIS FRIENDS IN GROUPCHATS BEFORE HE IS ANYTHING BUT A DRY TEXTER but our dms omg our dms look EMBARRASSING and im always the one leading our conversations like 🙄🙄🙄 how many times am i gonna have to ask him ice breaker questions i find on google before he realises i like him

i put my instagram on my discord status the other day yk bc i didnt wanna give it to him directly bc idk thats kinda weird like 'omg hey [redacted] heres my insta'

but like . . . he never followed me (AND I KNOW HE HAS INSTA OK I SEARCHED HIS NAME UP LIKE THE LITTLE STALKER I AM AND HIS ACC CAME UP. HE HAD A NARUTO PFP AND A RLY WEIRD USERNAME ((thats just how naruto fans be ig)) BUT I KNOW IT WAS HIM OK)

n e ways im rly emo bc i kinda really really like him and i feel like he likes this other girl thats his friend and i dont even know her but apparently shes rly mean n shit LIKE I CAN DO SM BETTER ! LIKE ME INSTEAD but like if hes happy im happy ig 😔😔 he also called me annoying the other day LIKE IT WAS AS A JOKE BUT DAMN . . . idk whats wrong with me this crush has literally ruined me i cant take jokes anymore bc why was i laying in my bed the night it happened wondering if he hated me or if i was just being dumb and stupid and silly and sensitive (i was ((i am)))

#lol #i hate men so much #its ok why do i need dumb uni crush when i have kazuha and keita

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kindestegg · 1 year

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what's yr fav hidden gem horror game thats been wiped off the net

the fishermen and the worm :( i first heard it got gone when i randomly got a dm on reddit of all places bc once upon a time i commented on a post recommending it as a creepy game that doesnt look like horror at first, n the person basically went 'yeah hey do u still have the files for this bc turns out its gone from the net' n im like AGH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bc i lost those in between moving computers many times

iirc the only surviving proof of it existing is an incomplete lets play series on youtube n also some screenshots i took revisiting the ending location to show my bf a long time ago.

it was a very neat little game n it makes me sad the creator wanted it gone but i guess i sort of can understand it bc sometimes as an artist ur gonna get embarrassed of ur old art n want to move on from it n see it gone off the net, i know ive done that with like, p much all my old devart profiles (i have none atm)

you might be wondering what it was about... to give a summary, its about these two little guys who are dubiously in love or maybe just besties who live in like this cartoony paradise in a hole n call themselves fishermen but then theyre like. hey why do we call ourselves that if weve never fished. so they go to their elder and are like HEY WHERE THE FUCK IS ALL THE WATER n hes like FUCK YOU THERES NO WATER HERE ITS ON THE SURFACE YOU STUPID FUCK. so they go to the surface n they meet this worm bug lady whos rly nice n sort of a mother figure to them, shes like rly old, shes been told by her moms (<3) to wait for these two guys for thousands of years in that very same spot. theyre like can u show us water n shes like yeah n points to a speck on the horizon n theyre like wtf we meant to fish in n shes like ohhh okay. yeah we gotta go to a different place for that.

AND THEN. THE REAL GAME BEGINS. you see bc every place in this world is called an 'age', n the more you traverse it, the weirder n often times creepier it gets n the more u get the feeling this is kind of telling the story of someones life? but you cant figure out who. not yet at least. without spoiling too much though, i rly like all the diff visual n style changes for every age, the next age you encoutner right after you move away from the worms spot is genuinely really fucking creepy n with this genuinely NASTY looking grit to it n it only gets more fucked up the more u play through it. thats around the point where i realized OH. oh ive been tricked. this ISNT a silly goofy haha rpgmaker game thats short n sweet! THIS IS A SCARY GAME!

but as ive said every age has a diff look to it, one other is psychedelic, another almost looks like a dr seuss book... so on. eventually, everything starts coming together, n what i rly like about this game is that it doesnt just give u dead ends, it expects you to be smart to figure it out, yes, but it also gives you PLENTY of evidence to figure it out n flat out tells you some stuff n by the end youre probably gonna just naturally know what happened.

i will also say looking back on it i rly appreciate the underlying theme of being gay n growing up gay n how the world aorund you affects you, theres like, SOME REALLY DARK fucking themes when you really get down to it and actually study the full on implications of what its trying to tell you. it rly gets dark with like, how bad homophobia can get n how heartbreaking n desolate sometimes the experience of being a gay kid can be when u have no one who you think you can trust n then growing up into a gay adult whos just getting more confused n worried about the future n sometimes even getting taken advantage of.

but despite all the horror n darkness... its a game that knows when to give you plenty of breathers, the three main characters are so charming they just shine naturally, they combat all the darkness by just being themselves. theyre not the ones who lived through all this horrible crap, theyre just bright little cartoon guys who want to go fish! n by god(s, in this games case) theyre gonna do it!!! n in the end... they may just decide to make things better for everyone else. the game has a good ending. its good guys. the game is good.

#Commander's answers #if left alone i could ramble about this game for us. it is truly something special #im unsure if there will ever be anything quite like. i think only undertale has maybe made me feel this way

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c-kiddo · 2 years

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jester for 002 on the asks thingie :> also congrats on getting a date for top surgery, wishing you the best !!

:-3 🧁🌀 heck ye (also thankyou so much ;w;; ) Give me a character & I will tell you:

How I feel about this character: love her sm :D she's so great n funny. i lov that she draws everything n only wants to eat pastries.. also like the quiet moments where she's more vulnerable n trusts people :') also i appreciate her terrible taste in books i think its vry funny,, and also i like that that she grows sm from being a spoiled rich sheltered kid to more of herself too, and also cares about people so much the entire time too :'') also love that she stops trying to be the type of person she thinks fjord would like and figures out she can just be herself even if she's not perfect ;_ ;

All the people I ship romantically with this character: fjord and jes are rly rly cute of course :'') girlboss malewife t4t etc. . . also her and beau n yasha are cute too !

My non-romantic OTP for this character: her and cad .. . T_T <3 . i love them so so much. crying sobbing screaming .. .. theyre litrally besties <3 also omg edit: i forgot. chaos crew!! her and veth are so great. nott the best detective agency. . so good wau :’’3

My unpopular opinion about this character: im not sure uhh h .. hm. i think some people overlook the sadder quieter side of her sometimes, which is :( people tend to do that w friendly characters

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: cant rly think of anything major tbh :0 .. i guess quarantine effected everything in the show, but it was sad there being no more team cleric hugs n things. especialy bc a lot of silly moments between them happened bc tal and laura were right next to eachother. but thats totally understandable so its ok :o

my OTP: her n fjord . .they are silly i like them

my cross over ship: nonneee

a headcanon fact: she has so much tgirl swag to me.... i think she transitioned as a kid and her mum helped her the whole way n was so so supportive. also i think, her mum had to give her a bit of a lecture as a wee kid bc she got cavities from eating way too many sweets and cakes lol. . hrmrm also. i think she'd love those self insert fanfictions thats like.. written to be you hanging out with one direction or whatever lol. oh! also i love the idea that she does do a tattooing mentorship with orly and learn to tattoo properly :D

#asks #long post #jester lavorre

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gayassdog · 9 months

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errmm tagged by @darksouls2yuri to talk abt stuff i like teehee

1. space is so fucking insane and crazy to me but also insanely comforting since its been a special interest of mine since i was a kid, i just like to say random facts abt it out of nowhere every now and then if i learn smth new abt it :) also its insanely beautiful and so so large every planet is also gay bc im a scientist

2. art is smth i rly like but its complicated bc its like the same thing as showering. i feel miserable if i dont shower but sometimes if i do shower i also feel miserable same thing with art cant live with it cant live without it but im glad i like it most of the time

3. animals - not rly anything to say here except im autistic

4. media from the 70s-90s mainly stuff abt gay and trans people bc i love to cry abt it bc its weird but beautiful to feel so connected to millions of people that feel the same way you do but in different times

5. silly characters if u give me a silly character that resonates with me enough esp if its an animal i will immediately attach myself to it like a parasite and make it my personality. examples include snoopy, garfield, parappa, wacko, etc

tagging some homos: @smeedge @boogabuggiee @tubecreature @cryptidbee @astroscoolposts idk who else to tag but if u see this use this as an excuse to do this too n just say i tagged u :)

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flovverworks · 10 months

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BEEN thinking more about things thats Mentioned in early pt2 but is not exclusive to pt2, but...the way the Higher Up People are like "the sage controls mithra n oz" is alrdy such a funny thing cuz 1) r u srs 2) akira DOES talk back against both of them (akira calls oz a fool in like one of the first events LIKEEEEE) theyre so funny. especially when in a later event theyre Terrified of oz. oz n akira overall r rly neat to me but thats not the point here. CUZ whenever it continues into "control the sage n u control them" (them🤝figaro (but only the controlling for World Peace)).......? the struggle of "the manor (and all that entails) is in central" aside, its like i GET their thought process but also drummond going "will the wizards behave this time😠" and akira standing there like uuummmmm........maybe....probably......we shall see.... like. it gets so silly. the only control akira has is manipulating the northern wizards with praise. (long repetitive talk about the sage's heart chapter) anyway akira views them as friends, but i also cant rmbr if anyone has rly told these things To akiras face and im sssooooooo sad gil n akira didnt get to talk like. right when they met? cuz i rly wanted that... anyway i think about that sometimes. especially considering how everyones "oh lord i do Not wanna see a Kid control oz" (cain voice im NOT A KID), i think the outside views vs the actual things happenings r silly

#stardust speaking !#i also think there needs to be more outside viewers who KNOWS oz is oz to comment on oz & riquets relation #cuz they r SO funny. riquet is the little boy of all time i adore that kid #but akira n oz relation is SO neat to me i dont talk about them enough but theyre. theyre......#that moment at the end of 1.5 when oz is so considerate of akiras feelings is one of my fav moments of all time #this is not a deep post i just think its funny each time theyre like yeah the sage has all this control angry emoji #+ that one line in???? pt1? where its like 'oh the sage is just a normal human and not a monster' LIKE IIIIIIII its so funny to me #this post was nicer in my head like 5hrs ago. im sure i had more thoughts but whatever

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