#need to be sedated

[n6ptunova]

if i speak.

#need to be sedated #matt sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #matt sturniolo x reader #chris sturniolo x reader #chris sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo

[onerudegentleman]

been trying to find an underfell sans style and I’ve seen a few consistencies with how he’s drawn

- eyebrows

- teeth

- smaller eyes for a scrunched look (my favorite thing)

#underfell #fell sans #undertale #sans #undertale fanart #demons got me with this one #also I totally didn’t delete this and reuploaded it again #horror still my number one but I meannn #need to be sedated

[illuminatedquill]

The crown is stained, but you’re the real queen

- Clara Bow, Taylor Swift

Song lyrics, Top to Bottom:

loml

I can do it with a broken heart

Florida!!!

Guilty as Sin?

#sabezra #sabine wren #ezra bridger #star wars rebels #star wars #ezrabine #ahsoka show #ahsoka #natasha liu bordizzo #eman esfandi #taylor swift #the tortured poets department #need to be sedated

[mabelstone]

matt and trey driving utes… hear me out. matt and trey as TRADIES. please just TRY and hear me out

driving a big 4x4 with dirty hands … maybe even listening to c**ntry music does anyone else understand or am i alone

#australian lore #does this make any sense to my american friends on here #something so yummy about that fluro shirt.. #going to the pub after work all dirty #need to be sedated

[longtallglasses]

does anyone else who writes find it so hard - when you’re like in the zone/headspace for writing like can’t shut your brain up but it’s just not the time/don’t have the space to sit down and get it all out - like i’m on a trip w family atm and we’re doing fun cool things but i cannot for the life of me live in the moment my mind is just wandering away thinking of scenes and dialogue aaahhhhh. like shut up later pls i’m going to see a beatle in a few hours let me be present ffs

#when something hits me it hits me so hard and it’s all i can think about until i write it #need to be sedated #like Actually #is this adhd ? #probably #writing #byler

[skippyhawk]

yes, I absolutely agree about Tim and Hawk's dynamic being kind of flipped in the 60s (and I think it's part of why it's my favorite episode so far). Even though Tim is in a sense dependent on Hawk because Hawk is giving him a place to hide while being on the run, he's the one who is guarded/with his walls up/pushing Hawk away (with good reason), and even though Hawk still can't verbalize his feelings (I cannot get the look on his face in response to "why do you care? about any of this?" OUT OF MY HEAD), to me he seems more emotionally open about his feelings for Tim in 1968 than we've ever seen him be thus far, and he's the one trying to reach out for Tim (emotionally *and* physically more than once) even if he doesn't know how to fix everything.

I also find Hawk's determination to fix everything for Tim and keep him out of jail to be fascinating given that we and Tim knew him as a fixer in the 1950s (which he acknowledged), and he wants so badly to fix this for Tim, and yet the episode ends with him watching with pain in his eyes as Tim turns himself in (and then, even more interestingly, using Tim's words from seminary to try and fix his relationship with Jackson by creating a moment of connection and comfort).

Thank you for indulging me with these asks, I love hearing your thoughts and if you don't mind my rambling I'll probably send more as we wait for the last 2 eps ahhh

it was definitely one of my favorites as demonstrated by that fever-induced unusually poetic defensive textpost i dropped straight after... i even had a brief discussion about it with some of my irls and my sister lmao

anyways yes, firstly on the dynamic flips. i do think there’s more to come on that. it seems like these shifting roles they seem to take on in each other’s lives (“carer”, savior, etcetc) will be a reoccurring theme post-50s.

secondly, to me a lot of hawk’s actions in the sixth episode seem slightly panicked (understatement of the century) because he’s truly trying to hold on to tim but it’s not working this time, which in turn literally has him agitated; he wants tim to stay. not only because the threat of prison is very real, especially to him and his wellbeing, but because he doesn’t want to let tim go again. despite this he, as per, hides behind his words and simultaneously leaves the most crucial things unsaid. i believe hawk’s a very “show, don’t tell” type of person. except he usually tends to avoid the showing part as well. (lol)

his franctic behavior seemingly begins with worrying about what might happen if tim does get sent to prison but it leaks through very quickly how he’s actually particularly shaken by tim’s resistance. in all honesty i think he’s been so used to having that certain control over him, most likely finding comfort in knowing that if he wants tim to stay, he will. there’s probably some primal freakout happening inside his head there lol. he does also seem visibly worried about how deep into his faith and denying himself tim has sunk again.

thirdly, i think hawk actually seems at his most vulnerable in the ’80s. i think the reality of tim being ill and possibility of him simply not being around anymore truly shook something deep inside him and spurred some kind of overgrown shrouded gears inside his head into action. to me it seems he’s having some pretty fucking heavy realizations but it’s also obvious after decades he’s finally prioritizing this huge part of himself and the truths, good and bad, that come with it. with finally letting himself just be you can tell how he’s immediately opening himself up more to tim too, sharing his thoughts instead of shoving them down, being there when it matters most. a perfect example of this is him walking into tim’s apartment and within minutes practically stating that actually, he’s not afraid of the disease– he’s afraid of losing him.

in my opinion hawk telling tim he’s “not sure of anything anymore” is truly a pivotal moment in his life. there’s a certain sense of beginning there. something has changed everything and nothing will be the same again.

it’s also why despite the bitterness, tragedy and supposed finality of it all ’80s tim and hawk are already so dear to me personally.

obviously i’m still positively petrified just imagining where they might go with the story next but i certainly hope you and obviously anyone else that’s willing will have thoughts to share or discussions to spark as the final episodes roll out...!

#fellow travelers #damn i just can’t stop talking about this show it’s actually crazy #actually brainrotting like badly #need to be sedated #ft ramble

[sch-nn]

gonna hold u and never let u go

[TOR @ BAL]

#toronto blue jays #lourdes gurriel jr #bo bichette #vladdy jr #i could cry #they love each other soooo muchhhhh #can i jus saw how much i appreciate how strongly lourdes always shows everyone that he loves them #it’s so endearing i am going to be dead #need to be sedated #need to be held like this #pov your love language is physical touch #gif #mine #*

[snail-shell2335]

just had a literal. violent physical reaction to this because i was thinking of copia too hard

#i #need to be sedated #or fucked by a satanic pope #like #ok #the band ghost #ghost #shit ghosting #shitghosting #elevator man #oingo boingo

[a-lilypad]

help why have i just been attacked with the most ridiculous crippling nausea inducing anxiety out of NOWHERE

#i want to curl up into a ball #and just cry #with a sick bowl because i feel ILL #need to be sedated #if i have an anxiety attack i’ll be so annoyed #that would be super inconveniencing #i’m just trying to have a chill evening

[ectoplasmer]

thinking about uhh. um. uh

#need to be sedated #i can be sooo analytical about this series i can analyze soooo well but also. consider. handsome boys #faints i’m on cold medicine don’t trust anything i say #i haven’t watched s0 in like… forever…… literally dug up this episode just for this scene. again i Need to be sedated #moment of weakness i say as if i don’t go feral in the tags every time i see ryou art #HE’S PRETTY andc i have to die over that sometimes #as a treat u_u #it’s the way he’s staring in the mirror agdfjfh #he looks so sad :( which is understandable since this scene is him thinking hard about the ring and puzzle but #he’s still pretty when contemplating the depth of the totally not cursed items him and his friend have hehe <3 #spookyshipping

[thelighthousemp3]

trying to do my genetics homework while battling period cramps it’s TOUGH out here

#lina speaks #i’m not built for this midwest heat wave #the ac in the genetics lecture hall is broken #MY CARD DECLINED AT THE DENTIST TODAY #need to be sedated

[thevirtualvalentine]

Was so terribly horny last night I wrote almost an entire draft about reader sucking off Tobi and but then he pulls out that deep Madara impression and is just a menace. Want my esophagus BRUISED!

#don’t know what’s happening 2 me #need to be sedated #haven’t written this much Naruto content consistently in WEEKS #obito is such a freak and it’s making me .. not ok

[allaganexarch]

email being connected to every website and baked into the browser is so fucking cursed lol i accidentally signed out of all my google accounts yesterday and have not known peace since.  i just opened youtube like uhm why are ALL of these recommendations so bad i don’t want to watch any of this, and the answer was that i was somehow signed into a different youtube account than the one i actually use lol

#it was like the one for my main email? #but i like to use a diff one for youtube bc i show it on stream a lot #and because i hadn't signed back into THAT email yet i had to re-set it on youtube too #hell world #personal #getting agitated when i don't have my little bts songs as 99% of my youtube recs #need to be sedated

[tenaciousrumour]

tonight with my back arched over the car (to take pressure of my legs) felt so whorish for no apparent reason. crop top, soft hairy stomach, old pencil eyeliner and my big leather jacket in the sharp dark of the parking lot. testosterone is a miracle drug (horny)

#need to be sedated #or fcked #t4t #mlm #mlm sub #nsft

[trobeds]

remembered this one mitski song ranking that said i dont smoke was her worst single. somebody fucking hold me back

#need to be sedated #🫀 #mitski #i respect everyones opinions. jk no i dont you are wrong #🎸

[lotemlynn]

would pay very very good money to have an on-call anesthesiologist at all times

#need to be sedated