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justbeingbrookee · 7 years

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I JUST WANT TO DO IT PT.11

[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [Part 6] [Part 7] [Part 8] [Part 9] [Part 10]

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Word count: 14,579

So, I have realised I can't even trust myself to give a spoiler to a story because I change my mind a lot. This is the FINAL chapter of the story. It is the longest chapter I have ever done. I had a lot of fun writing this, I hope you enjoy.

Warning: Graphic sexual content.

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[The next morning]

The sun rises from left side of your bed every morning. Most days it doesn’t mean much to you, most days it’s just a sign that sleep is over and it’s time to get up for work. But today you are awake just before it rises past your or should you say Jimin’s window. The birds chirping woke you up but you just laid there listening to their little voices from afar and to Jimin’s breathing up close.

He still has his arms wrapped around your waist. Gentle yet protectively they lay placed on your body. So you stay like that watching the light slowly hit the curtains and the brightness filling up the whole room in its entirety. Signifying a new brighter beginning.

“Hm, are you awake?” Jimin speaks in a husky morning voice. Stretching his hands above his head.

“Yeah,” you say hurriedly feeling your face to see if you have anything between your eyes or at the edges of your mouth before turning around and facing him. Fuck, he still looks so good even in the morning. What kind of sorcery is this?

“Your hair is messy,” you reach up and put your fingers through his silky smooth hair. Okay, let’s be honest you have wanted to do that since you saw him again and ah, his hair even feels soft in the morning. How is this even fair?

As you’re about to complain about his perfect hair, Jimin grabs your wrist and pulls your hand to his lips.

Let’s not lie, your stomach does a couple of flips and you stare at him from under your eyelashes as you watch his succulent lips go down and brush against your skin.

“Oh, what brought this on?” You somehow manage to say under his trance.

“I just wanted to kiss what is mine,” he says in that deep sexy morning voice that you are just NOW fully starting to appreciate. His doing this on purpose isn’t he is, this cannot be normal morning everyday Jimin, can it?

But before you can even think about it, Jimin pulls you into him and kisses you on the cheek and then down to your neck whilst his hands clumsily fumble all over your body.

And you let him, you let his hands roam over your chest and down your stomach whilst his tongue flicks on your neck and his lips leave plush kisses. You feel his legs pressed against you and hear the heaviness in his breathing. ‘Ah, now this is a good morning,’ you think to yourself enjoying this way too much.

You are so deep in your own little world that it doesn’t even register where Jimin’s hands have landed, the sensation suddenly feels so familiar and natural that when his hands slide under your panties and he squeezes your ass the only thing you feel is pleasure and desire. Desire to have him and be devoured by him right here and right now but then alarm bells start ringing in your head.

This isn’t right…Yes, of course you want Jimin but not yet…you’re not ready to go there again…just yet.

So you take a deep breath before grabbing a hold of Jimin’s hands still on your ass and slightly shifting away from him. He stops in his tracks and looks up at you.

“Can we wait, Jimin, I’m just not ready yet,” you move his hands and as you place them back on his body you spot his soldier strong at attention. That gives you so much more joy and pleasure than you would ever admit to anyone and the corners of your mouth twitch up in amusement.

“We said a fresh start, to me that means we haven’t kissed, hugged or even had our first date yet and you already want to get some,” you shake your head at him playfully.

Jimin suddenly bursts out laughing. His angelic laughter fills the whole room and your heart. You had missed it so much.

“You really are something else, I tell you,” he says when he finally stops laughing.

“What about the cuddling and spending a night at my place, which stage is that?” He gives you a cheeky grin as if he has just proven you wrong.

“Ah, technically we made up last night so that doesn’t count and the cuddling or spooning was all you so….oh, I just remembered what you said last night if I crossed over to your section of the bed but look what happened, how are you going to be punished.” You look up and down his body trying to figure out what to do to him and then on impulse you reach your hands out and pinch his nipples.

“Ahh,” he screams covering and rubbing his chest.

And you almost fall of the bed laughing. “I’m sorry Jimin,” you apologise not really sorry and cover your hand over your mouth to try and quieten your laugh.

“Oh, okay I will get you back, come here,” he leans closer to you and drags you back into his embrace. You can’t stop giggling and screaming at the same time as you pretend to fight his hold on you whilst secretly enjoying his touch.

“You play too much __, but I understand what you are saying, I can wait for you as long you want,” he whispers in your left ear before nibbling on it and subsequently sending a tingle down your spine and red hot heat between your legs. The unfairness of it all.

“Thank you,” a little whimper comes out of you as he carries on.

And then says “I just have one condition, I want us to live together here. I can’t bear to be apart from you anymore.” His voice is serious yet full of nervousness. You turn around and stare deep into his hazel eyes. And you see the earnestness they convey.

Moving in together, living with a man, full time…24/7. You move your eyes to the left and to the right…You don’t have much time to think about this.

You love Jimin, but you love your own space…so living with someone will mean from morning to night...365 days in a year you will see them. You gulp and scratch the back of your neck….Aish, this is a big deal you’re going to have to share everything…

“It’s okay, if it’s too soon, I just missed you in the time we were apart and I can wait,” Jimin’s lukewarm eyes and smile melt all your worries away.

“Let’s do it, I will move in with you but,” you put your index finger up and attempt to give him a serious look.

“But?” he bites his bottom lip.

“I’m not getting rid of my apartment. Just in case you annoy me and I need a place to stay.”

“That sounds fair, or if you annoy me and I kick you out,” he grins.

“You wouldn’t dare, Park Jimin,” you shout his name and punch him on his shoulder.

“You are right, you scare me,” he pretends to shake in fear.

“You better be scared,” you giggle at his silliness.

“Let’s seal this new agreement with a kiss,” he puckers his lips out and closes his eyes.

“Ew, no, what level of cheesiness is this Jimin,” you make a face and fold your arms over your chest.

He opens one of his eyes “No kiss no deal,” he says and you slowly lean in, resigned that this is the guy you fell in love with. But as you do your phone starts to ring. So you quickly give Jimin a peck on the lips before turning over and answering it.

“Hello,” you answer. It turns out to be the manager of your firm, you had left him in charge whilst you came here to deal with everything. It surprisingly feels like a life time ago.

“Have you seen the news, check the financial times now?” He says sounding alarmed.

“What am I looking for?” You reply putting him on speaker phone and minimising the call screen to open the financial times app. “Just check, you will know when you see it, it’s on the front page.”

When the app finally loads and you read the heading of the main story you gasp. Shocked!

“You see it, you see it right?” he asks too excited.

“Calm down, hold on let me read it first?”

You blink a few times not believing your eyes but it’s there in black and white.

‘CEO fired and under investigation for illegal bribery and the running of blacklisting scheme of employees’

“How? Why?”

“An undercover reporter broke the news, he has receipts, statements, video and voice recordings and emails confirming everything. I don’t see how his going to get away with this.”

“Wow and I had a meeting today at that company.”

“I wouldn’t go if I was you, I heard that there’s press all over the building. People are coming out that have been blacklisted and there’s already talk of lawsuits.”

You try to absorb everything that is going on, the company you called your second home at one point in your life is now like this, you will always be grateful for the opportunity they gave you but a part of you is relieved you got out when you did and even though it was a hard journey you have somehow landed on your feet and you’re doing pretty well for yourself.

Your screen starts flashing and you already recognise the number.

“Let me call you back, their calling me right now.”

“Okay, okay, bye.”

You answer the other phone and a female voice speaks. You find out she is Hoseok’s secretary and long story short she wants to cancel the appointment you had with him today and you inform her that it’s okay and politely end the call.

“Ohmygosh,” you scream and shake your head. “Ahh, is this life,” you kick the covers off your legs and turn to a puzzled Jimin before jumping on top of him and placing both your hands on his cheeks and leaving tender kisses on his forehead down to his nose and finally on his lips multiple times.

“You’re this happy,” he just looks at you stunned. But you don’t care, you just nod your head and grin like a giddy girl.

Then a realisation occurs, “where’s the TV remote?”

You turn it ON, to the business channel and find Hoseok on there giving a speech. You move closer to the television and listen intently to what his saying, most of it is just waffle but then the important part comes…

“As of now, I have been appointed the temporary CEO of the firm and we will cooperate with the authorities fully regarding all the allegations”

Your mouth hangs open, Hoseok is now the CEO, wow. To be honest you are not mad at him, he worked his way up honestly and if they can survive this. The company will be in better hands with Hoseok as their CEO.

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[The domestic side of a relationship]

When Jimin had first suggested moving in together, you had been very apprehensive about it, you like your space and being in that environment where you can just be yourself and not pretend or try to hide little imperfections. But after a few weeks of living with Jimin you now realise the importance of actually living together with the person you love. Because in order to move on in your relationship it’s important to know if you are compatible enough to live together and let’s just say living with Jimin has been a very….interesting and entertaining experience.

“Jimin, I’m so full,” you rub your belly and stretch your body. You are laying on the fluffy white carpet in the living room floor and Jimin is there next to you. The one good thing is at least now you have some sort of cooking routine going on. You cook some days and Jimin the others.

“Aish, Jimin you tricked me?” You shuffle your body around and now your heads are touching but your bodies are facing the opposite direction.

“How so?”

“You literally only know how to cook one meal really well, you’re as shitty of a cook as me, how is that going to work.”

He starts giggling and you can feel his head shaking. So you crane your head back and look at the ceiling and the beautiful patterns above it.

“I never lied I just offered the best of my skills at the beginning, do you want us to take some cooking lessons?”

You internally swear at him, you know his not serious but two can play that game.

“Yeah, we should and it’s really romantic and….” You pause before finishing your sentence. You were about to make a joke ‘and the chef will be a tall built guy and you know what they say about chefs’ but you decide to backtrack and not mention it instead you say…

“you will have flour on your face and you will wrap your arms around me as you put on my apron, ah, let’s do, let’s sign up now,” you clap your hands in an attempt to sell your lie.

“I preferred it when you told me to fuck off, your jokes are lame,” he turns his body to the side and you shuffle yours around until you are facing him before pouting, making little sounds with your mouth closed and shaking your shoulders up and down. “But I w-a-n-n-a go,” you pucker your lips some more and try to make a sad face as you move even closer to him and snuggle up to his shoulder.

“When did you learn that move….please and I say this because I love you never do that again.”

And you burst out into a fit a laughter. “You are a piece of shit, you know that Jimin.”

He wraps his arms around you tightly and then whispers “A piece of shit, you can’t live without.”

You roll your eyes in pure amusement.

[Wings]

As more time went on one thing you are grateful to your sister for is the Zumba DVD’s you tried one day when you were bored at her place. And surprisingly the DVD’s where not that bad and you liked the salsa feel of everything. Just moving your body to the music, even if you are not that great at it and letting go of everything for an hour is very therapeutic and freeing.

Which is why when you moved back to the city you bought your own Zumba DVD’s and now you regularly use them to work out in Jimin’s or better yet both your living room.

So, on one faithful day after finishing a tough and intense workout you turn on the stereo and play the wings album so when the first track comes on <boy meets evil> you begin the cool down stretches. It’s a good thing you have on your black Nike leggings and a matching black sports bra on because it gives you the freedom to be as flexible as you want without any constricts.

With your legs spread in opposite directions you lean in and feel the stretch on your inner thighs but as you are coming back up you hear the front door opening and you open one of your eyes to find Jimin entering the living room.

“Do you want me to go to the bedroom?” He quietly whispers pointing at the bedroom.

Aw, honestly, living together with Jimin you had expected to have no privacy and to be thoroughly annoyed at having someone in your space but Jimin is so considerate when it comes to you having your me time when you are working out, reading a book or whatever you’re doing to relax. And it’s also nice to spend time with someone, to get to know each other’s thoughts and worries.

“No, its okay, I’m almost finished, just stretching now,” you say stretching your neck.

Jimin comes over and sits on the couch that you pushed back so that you had plenty of room to workout.

Then the next song comes on <blood, sweat and tears> a naughty idea creeps up into your head.

“Jimin are you ready for round 2?”

“Round 2?” he asks giving you a confused look.

“Round 2 of my dancing.”

His face instantly drops “What did we say about that?” he says with a wtf not this shit again face.

But you ignore him and when the first words come out from the stereo….

♫ nae pi ttam nunmul ♫

You feel the music and begin to dance, you move your hands over your head and attempt to copy the dance moves you have seen many times in the music video. The music takes over you and you flap around the living room, even copying the move when they grab their belt and move their hips from side to side.

♫ Peaches and cream, Sweeter than sweet, Chocolate cheeks ♫

You sing this part to Jimin as you try to be sensual all of a sudden. He just leans back into the sofa, silent and watches you successfully making a fool out of yourself.

♫ wonhae manhi manhi manhi yah ♫

You carry on dancing, even putting your hands up and jumping when the manhi mahni part comes up. You see the corners of Jimin’s mouth twitch up and almost lose focus. You opt to ignore him and raise your hands even higher and jump harder when the manhi manhi part is repeated.

♫ Kiss me on the lips lips ♫

You lip sing those words to Jimin and place your two fingers on your lips and bite your bottom lip when you send the air kisses his way. Before collapsing onto the floor on your knees and flipping your hair around in an extremely exaggerated manner (Oh gosh, why am I doing this again). You then look up at Jimin and his now leaning forward on the sofa with his hands clasped together watching you.

You hear the best part coming and you raise yourself up and quickly dash for the jacket on the side and just place it over your shoulders without putting your arms in. When you hear your favourite part you shake your shoulder’s back and the jacket falls off. You raise your head all seductively like before sliding to the left, to the right and back to the left again. Then you smile at Jimin because you know you nailed it. He just licks his lips and indicates with his finger for you to come towards him.

To which you do happily. You walk towards him and sit on his lap.

“Kiss me on the lips lip,” he mouths grabbing your chin delicately and moving your face down towards him. And he does kiss you on the lips, soft and tenderly his lips prey on yours. Knowing exactly where to land and when to move, you kiss him back. Adrenaline still in your veins, sweat dripping down your neck. You close your eyes and engross yourself in this tender kiss.

[Dirty fun]

You know what they say, time flies when you’re in love. Do they say that? Anyways, a lot has happened in these past months, you have met Jimin’s family and even though you were very nervous it went better than you expected. He has a younger brother who is mischievous but kind hearted. His mother is beautiful and very youthful, she welcomed you with open arms. The highlight was seeing Jimin and his father, they are very close and it explains why Jimin always loves to tell you stories about him.

Today you and Jimin went to visit your sister and Yoongi, which was an interesting experience. Of course when your sister found out about you and Jimin being back together she wasn’t too thrilled but after some time she adjusted to it and when she met Jimin in person she completely fell in love with him. Yoongi, likes him as well you can tell but of course he had to test Jimin to see if he was really serious about you.

Overall, it was a good day except when you and Jimin decided to go for a walk and you both ended up falling onto the muddy ground and getting both your clothes muddy. What made it even worse was that the water wasn’t working at your sister’s house so you couldn’t even wash up and had to travel back home in dirty muddy clothes.

“I’m going in the shower first,” you had said entering the apartment.

“No, let me, you take forever in there, I will only be 5 minutes,” Jimin says already unbuttoning his shirt.

He does have a point, for some reason his showers are only 15 minutes but you spend more than half an hour in there.

“Okay, but be quick, I don’t like feeling this dirty,” you say sitting on the floor and watching him walk towards the bathroom.

You get your phone out and go on his twitter since you are bored. Jimin sure loves to take selfies and little cute videos of himself. Their even a few pictures and videos of you on his page. Some you look surprised because you were not ready for the pictures and other times they are just pictures of you two together doing something boring like cooking or sitting on your laptop stressing over work.

After about 20 minutes of scrolling down Jimin’s page you start to wonder why he hasn’t come out yet. You wait for a few more minutes but then you decide that you can’t wait any longer. He has a separate bathtub and a shower in there. If his still using the shower you will just go into the bathtub.

You enter the bathroom to find Jimin not in the shower as you expected but relaxed in the bathtub full of bubbles.

“Really Jimin, what are you doing in there?” You cross your arms and shake your head.

He opens his eyes and turns to look at you.

“I’m sorry __, I forgot to tell you, after my shower I just felt like having a bath to unwind.”

You call bullshit but you feel too stuffy to care so you remove your clothing one by one not looking at Jimin. It’s only when you are about to remove your bra that you realise you haven’t been fully naked in front Jimin in…more than a year. For a second you contemplate putting your clothes back on and going to your apartment to take a shower but it seems like a lot of effort and his seen it all before anyways.

So you remove everything and quickly hop into the shower. When the warm water hits your naked body. You let out a pleasurable sigh, you have never felt this much joy when taking a shower before. You ignore Jimin who is across from you and just let the water run down your body and clean all the dirt from your skin. You clean your body with soap and a towel and rinse off all the mud until you feel like a new person.

“Feels good doesn’t it,” Jimin says leaning on the edge of the tub whilst his eyes scan your body. You take a big towel and wrap it around your body and walk towards him.

“Did you enjoy the show?” You say sitting on the base of the white bathtub.

He just smiles.

“I’m done now, I will leave you to enjoy your bath.”

He slowly moves his wet hand out of the water and places it over yours. You look down at your hands and notice how they fit together perfectly. You almost squeal but just about manage to compose yourself (why does he still have this effect on me).

“Join me for a bit, please?” He asks, at first you try to avoid his eyes because you know if you meet them, it’s game over but then you feel a light squeeze on your hand and a feathery caress on your skin from his thumb and you know it’s already over.

You stand up, suddenly shy and drop the towel. Then you place one foot into the bubbles and then another before sliding down and feeling the warmth of the water on your body. You sit down comfortably facing Jimin.

“Nice isn’t it,”

“I guess,” you say still shy.

“Can I ask you something?”

You look up at Jimin for the first time.

“Go for it.”

“What do you think about us living together?”

“Honestly?” You ask not really knowing what else to say to that question.

“Honestly…and we can call this honesty hour, anything you say stays here,” he sits up slightly.

You think about it for a few seconds, a lot of thoughts go through your head.

“It’s different living with a guy, when we first moved in together I had these dreams of us living like this forever, having children and getting married,” you pause and look at him. They tell you not to mention having children or marriage when dating. Apparently, that scares guys away. But Jimin doesn’t look fazed by it.

“And now,” he adds to your unfinished sentence.

“And now, I realise how delusional I was. I see married people with children and it looks easy and sometimes I’m like yes, I want that too but living with you I realised that it’s a journey and that you don’t wake up one day and have all that but instead you should take it a day at a time. Get to know the person’s fears and learn to compromise. I know that sounds weird…”

“No, I understand what you mean and I appreciate you telling me that.”

“And you, what has it been like living with me?” You ask Jimin but as soon as you ask him you wish to take it back.

“I love it, you nag a lot but I love it still. I think I’m infatuated with every single thing about you, your smile, the way you laugh. Your lips, eyes, thighs, even your voice. I am sick and you are my medicine.”

You place your hand over your face and let out a little laugh. “Here, I thought I would get a serious answer.”

“I am being serious,” he pouts and blows some bubbles your way.

The bubbles don’t reach you but you get a handful of bubbles and blow them towards his direction.

“Oh, did you decide if you’re going to apply for the position as the head concept artist?” The question suddenly occurs in your mind.

And Jimin’s smile disappears. “I don’t know if I’m qualified enough for that, they want someone with a college degree, I just feel as though, this is as far as I can go.”

Your heart almost breaks.

“Forget about the qualifications, do you think you can do the job?”

He looks down “I know I’m perfect for the job….but I’m scared and I just feel as though maybe I made mistakes in the past and that maybe I should have gotten a degree then I would be confident enough to apply,” he speaks quickly in a low voice.

And now your hearts broken. You don’t like hearing Jimin doubt himself especially when you know how talented he is.

You slide over to Jimin’s side of the bathtub until there is nothing between you but a few bubbles.

“Look at me Jimin?” You speak. He slowly lifts his head up and then your eyes meet. His eyes give him away, he wants this but his afraid. You know that feeling so well.

“I know you Park Jimin, YOU are better than all those people with all those fancy degrees. I’m guessing a head concept artist will have to manage the team, can the team even function without you?”

He slowly shakes his head.

“Exactly, my degree also involved business management aspects, do you know what that involved, doing business reports and presentations. You have been doing all that for many years. I say if you want it just apply, the only thing you will lose is your time.”

A big smile forms on his face. “You’re right, I’m going to do it.”

“Yeah,” you grin back at him before sneakily leaning in to give him a kiss. When you try to move back a strong pair of arms wrap around you, holding you close.

“You can’t just do that and expect me to let you go.”

“Do you know how wrong that sounds?”

“It only sounds wrong to your dirty mind.”

“I love you Jimin,” you announce proudly. You wish you had more hours in the day so you could show him how much you love him and how much you want to please him. This man is all you need in the world.

Today, you will show him.

So you place both your hands over his cheeks and take in this beauty with your eyes. The crinkles in his eyes, the beautiful shape of his nose, his lips that are calling for you now. You leave your eyes open and kiss him. You watch as his face awakens when your lips touch his. You take in his taste as his lips move along with yours and your body heats up. You want to taste all of him. So you kiss him once more before slowly lowering your mouth from his succulent lips down to the curve of his neck.

“__, are you okay?” He tries to joke but his voice breaks when your lips start to trail downwards across his shoulders. You continue to kiss him all the way down to his firm defined chest.

“Jimin….” You start to say but lose focus when your hands roam up his body and your lips begin to suck his left nipple. (What is possessing you to do this?) His body tenses up, you can feel it beneath your touch. Your mouth moves to his right nipple and you hear a little whimper escape his mouth. That turns you on even more. Pleasing Jimin is your only mission. You want him to cry your name, to beg for more…ah.

You stop abruptly, crazed with lust and take a moment to look at Jimin’s confused composure.

“Jimin…can I….please you,” you breathe not breaking the intense eye contact. He just nods not trusting his voice again and you slide your hand under the water…………

And you feel it, all of Jimin is in your hand. This is something unexpected, you never thought you would miss the feeling of Jimin being between the clasp of your hand.

You look up at him and bite your bottom lip. “Oh my, how I have missed this,” you motion your hand up and down his long shaft.

“Now, you realise that…ah,” he breathes deeply when you begin to smoothly rub your thumb over his tip. You feel him grow slightly between your hand. That only gets you more excited. But you want to see him….play with him…..lick him. (what has gotten into you?)

“Jimin, I wanna taste you,” your heartbeat speeds up and you reach in for a kiss. He grabs a hold of your hair and brings you closer into his embrace. You kiss passionately in the tub as you taste the sweetness of his mouth and the desperation of his tongue as it twirls around yours. You are both lost, all rational thoughts gone out the window. You want each other, you more so want to please Jimin, to have him beg for more. So you move your hand back down and Jimin freezes.

He places his hands on the sides of the bathtub and lifts himself up until his seated on the surface. You look up at him confused and then the side of his mouth twitches up and you look down to view the full glory of his throbbing pink penis.

“Ohh, Jimin,” you giggle. Utterly and uncontrollably horny now.

“I haven’t been the only thing, that has missed you,” he glares at you with fire in his eyes.

You bite your bottom lip and take a big gulp. It’s been so long since you last saw something so beautiful. You place your hand back on him and rotate your hand around him slowly at first and then faster.

“I never realised how beautiful a cock can be until now, Jimin,” you slowly lower your head and lick the tip of him.

“Oh,” Jimin breathes and that turns you on even more. You lick him and let your mouth have your way with him, you lower your mouth onto his long thick dick and just let it take over you. You go up and down, at first slowly, sucking him in.

“Ah, yeah, __,” Jimin moans. And then quickly with such an agency. Then you go down again but this time you don’t stop when you feel him scrape your throat, instead you carry on, feeling him deeper in your mouth. Your eyes well up and you carry on wanting to please him. “Ah, fuckkk,” he moans and that’s when you slowly come back up for air.

“You like that Jimin,” you mouth as you look up to find a very aroused Jimin panting and grinning. He reaches down and places his hand on the side of your face.

“So fucking good, __,” he says in a hoarse voice which causes a tingle between your legs. You are so horny at this point that you are even tempted to just hop on his dick and ride him until tomorrow.

And as if Jimin can hear your thoughts his moves his hands lower onto your breasts and begins to play with them.

“So soft…” he whispers before grabbing you by the arms and lifting you up. You move without any thoughts as he plays with your nipples so intently. Your eyes roll back as you enjoy the wetness of his mouth on your breasts. He devours your hard nipples with his wet mouth and you forget what your name was.

“mHmm,” you moan. Letting the pleasure take over you. You are meant to be pleasing him, you remember so you return your hand back to his manhood and begin to give him a sensual massage.

“I want to try something,” you lean back away from him and reluctantly Jimin listens so he leans back and rests his hands on the surface.

You cover your breasts with your hands and move closer to him. Then you lean down and place your breasts over his penis. You move them up and down covering him. You go slowly at first before picking up the pace. Jimin lets out a little moan and then tilts his head back. His enjoying it, you can even feel him throbbing between your breasts. You carry on moving up and down and then you decide you miss the taste of him again.

“Ahh, __ when did you learn to do this shit, oh fuck,” Jimin lets out when your mouth returns to him. You are too unwound now, all control you had gone. So you suck him in with much more force, only remembering to keep your mouth away from him. His hand lowers to your side, to gently move your hair away from your face but you don’t even notice it as your mouth goes lower into him and sucks him in.

“Oh shit, I’m about…..” and he explodes in your mouth. You watch him as he comes down from his release, his chest moving up and down, sweat dripping down his temple. Eyes on you and then you swallow.

You have never swallowed before, you didn’t think you would do it now but something just compelled you to try.

“You have a sweet taste,” you say truthfully. Maybe that means he eats a lot of good food, you don’t know but at this moment as you stare at Jimin watching you astonished at what you just did, you couldn’t be any happier.

[A secret]

Dear Diary,

I have a secret I have been keeping from Jimin, it’s not anything major but I think his starting to suspect me and I don’t know exactly how to tell him.

You hear the doorbell ring and you already know who it is so you hide your diary under your bed and take a deep breath ready to face him.

“I thought you’d be here,” Jimin says entering your old apartment. It looks a lot emptier now.

“I just wanted to get something, I have not been gone that long,” you say lying.

“What are you looking for, maybe I can help you,” he walks in looking at the empty living room then he sees a light in your bedroom and starts walking towards it.

Shit, you left the laptop on.

You rush towards the bedroom, slip in front of him, jump on the bed and slam the laptop shut. (Well fuck, if he didn’t suspect something was up before, he sure as hell is going to think so now.)

You sit up on the bed and force an innocent smile.

“__, is there something you’re hiding from me?” he asks looking more hurt than anything else.

You get up and try to put your hand on his shoulder but he shrugs it off. Maybe you should just tell him… “Jimin I….it’s…..(you can’t do it) nothing,” you lower your head too ashamed to face him.

“I’m trying to give you the benefit of the doubt __ and not to jump to any conclusions but every now and again you sneak down here for hours on end and you won’t even tell me why, am I asking for too much?”

“no, it’s just…I can’t say.”

“I have told you everything about me….I have shown you everything, I have no secrets from you __,”

Your heart sinks, you want to tell him, but you just don’t know how to.

“I know and please trust me Jimin, it’s nothing.”

“How can I trust you if you won’t tell me why you disappear down here for so long, is there another guy?”

When he says those words, you feel as though a knife has just been placed in your heart. Yes, you were stupid in the past and you regret it every single day but you had thought, you and Jimin’s relationship had moved past that.

“Are you seriously asking me that,” you fume, unable to control your anger. The guilt you had thought was gone building up.

“What else am I supposed to think, it’s not like it hasn’t happened in the past,” as soon as Jimin says it, he wishes he could take it back.

“Ha, that’s a fucking low blow Jimin, GET OUT,” you shout furious now.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it,” Jimin says.

“I SAID GET OUT,” you begin to push him out of the apartment, unable to control your anger now. And he just looks at you lost, but he listens to you and walks towards the entrance.

“Can we talk about it,” he attempts once more.

“No, I don’t feel like talking, I will stay here for now.” You slam the door and head to your bedroom and slam the door in there before collapsing onto the floor.

‘Fuck,’ you shout before wrapping your arms around your legs and closing your eyes to think. What just happened, how did that even escalate to this point? You breathe in a few times and try to think everything over clearly. Maybe you should have just told him the truth. But does that excuse him asking if you’re cheating? You know you are not, but maybe to Jimin that thought will always be in the back of his mind because of the past. You never speak about it, it’s always awkward when something related to cheating appears on a TV show you are watching or when a celebrities is caught cheating. It’s just something you both try to avoid. Like the big elephant in the room that is always with you both.

But you have had enough of it now, if he doesn’t trust you yet and still questions your faithfulness even to this day then fuck him, you will stay here for now. You were smart to keep this apartment. You agree with yourself and get up from the floor, go to the bed and switch on your laptop.

When everything loads up you end up on the webpage you were on before. The very one that caused you to jump on this bed and slam the laptop shut. Which resulted in this whole argument.

You press play on the video. Suddenly there’s a bitter taste in your mouth. You only wanted to watch a bl drama in peace. Addicted (Heroin) is such a good drama and you just cannot explain how watching two Chinese guys falling in love is so entertaining to you.

That is your secret, lame isn’t it? Oh, one of the guys is being carried and you forget what you were thinking about. You find yourself, giggling and entranced in the show that the hours go by and when you finally reach the end it is so late that you decide just to sleep without having dinner.

The next morning you feel weird, empty even. You check your phone to find no messages. You had expected Jimin to at least text you but nothing. You get ready and luckily you find a few work clothes still in your apartment.

……………

Work is work but today it seems extra tiresome, people are annoying you more easily and your patience is rather thin.

You check your phone again and nothing from Jimin. This only fuels your annoyance of him and the whole situation.

So you decide to tackle the most tedious work that you have been avoiding, you get the files out of the drawers and begin to work. Soon the time begins to fly and before you know it, it is already 8pm. You look out of your office to find only one other person left.

You decide maybe it’s time to go back home.

………………..

Soon you find yourself walking up the stairs towards Jimin’s apartment but now you are tired, angry and hungry. Plus, annoyed that he didn’t even text you once this whole fucking day. The only thing that can save him from your wrath is a miracle.

You open the door and find Jimin sitting in front of the television watching the news.

“You are seriously watching the news and you didn’t even check to see if I was alive or not,” ohh you are fuming today. All the anger you had managed to store up all day long is about to come out now.

Jimin just stares at you then checks his phone. “I see zero messages from you,” he says unfazed.

“Are you serious?”

He stands up and walks towards you. “Why are you so mad, I should be the one angry, are you ready to have a calm conversation now,” he crosses his hands over his chest.

“How can I have a calm conversation when I know you don’t trust me. Do you think I cheat on your every time I’m not with you, did I cheat on you today?”

“Only you can answer that.”

Ohhh, that boils your anger. You reach your hand up about to slap Jimin but his too fast and his hand grabs your wrist. He forces you back until your back slams onto the door and traps you there with both his arms.

“What are you doing?” You push him and he moves aside. You walk away backwards but then you trip on something and land on the floor. Embarrassed now, you freeze not sure what to do?

Jimin comes down towards you and his about to touch you but you smack his hand away.

“Don’t touch me,” you try to move back but he grabs your hips and moves you closer to him.

“If it’s not true, answer my question,” Jimin hovers over you. Without thinking, you reach your hand out again and slap Jimin on the face. This time your hand connects. He grunts and chokes you. You fight him back, with all your power and roll over.

Now you sit on top of Jimin’s body and begin to hit his chest. He instantly grabs your arms and lifts his body up.

“Let go off me,” you shout. But he doesn’t say anything instead he moves your body back onto the floor and his hovers over yours.

Your anger is uncontrollable now, you just want to hit him. You glare at him for a second as he hovers over you, his hands still placing yours in a grid lock and then he does something you never expected.

He leans down and kisses you. With such force and determination that you are taken aback. You feel his lips press onto yours and you don’t move, you try to fight back, to say something but then the hate you had, the anger you were just feeling quickly disappears and you wonder why you were so mad at Jimin in the first place.

And you do the only thing feasible, you begin to kiss him back. His hold on your arms suddenly gone, you wrap your hands around his neck and move your lips in rhythm with his. You feel his wet plump lips move against yours and you melt.

He slowly begins to raise himself with you in his arms and you follow his lead.

“I trust you, completely __, I trust you more than anyone else in this world, forgive me for doubting you,” he passionately kisses you again. A tingle goes down your spine as you take in his apology, his sincere voice and his lips.

You break from the kiss and say “I’m sorry for being a dick, when I snuck off to my apartment I was secretly watching bl dramas?”

A confused face appears. “What’s bl?”

“Boys love,” you say lowering your head. It is silent for a few seconds and then Jimin begins to laugh. You look up at him and his laughing so hard, his head tilted back and his hand is covering his face.

“Is that all, why did you feel the need to hide that?” He finally asks.

You just shrug your shoulders. (Why did you feel you had to hide that?)

“I don’t know,” is all you manage to say.

“Come here, you silly billy,” you snuggle into him as his hands wrap around you.

And just like that, your secret is revealed and the crazy thing is Jimin doesn’t give a shit.

“But seriously, I’m sorry Jimin, it’s just we never talk about anything related to that situation.”

“I know, I trust you completely but it’s just….I try to forget that ever happened.”

You lean back and look up at him.

“I thought that that would be better but it’s not working for me Jimin, it happened and it will always be a part of our past.”

“I know, it bothers me as well.”

“We should change that. Do you know how many cheating jokes I have passed up,” you try to make light of this heavy conversation.

Surprisingly it makes Jimin laugh a little.

“You always know how to make me laugh __,” he leans in and kisses your forehead softly. You close your eyes and feel the touch of his lips. “I did miss your cheating jokes, for some reason that’s your speciality.”

“Oii,” you push him back and start laughing.

“So which jokes didn’t you tell me?”

“Well, how am I supposed to remember them now, oh, wait so do you remember that time we were….”

The funny thing is, you and Jimin’s relationship isn’t perfect. You argue and quickly make up. You have disagreements and sometimes he bores the shit out of you and probably vice versa. There are times when he locks himself upstairs on the roof just painting and you miss him but you respect that that is his time. I think that’s what a relationship is, isn’t it. A fucking rollercoaster ride.

[Jungkook]

“I’m pregnant,” your sister screams over the phone.

“Aw, Congratulations, you and Yoongi really are on it.”

“Shh, we are just like any other regular married couple.”

“hehe, I’m joking, I’m happy for you guys.”

Then there’s silence on the other line.

“Listen to me, I had forgotten about…you know what happened…”

Ah, it dawns on you then, what she means. It’s been a long time since you had the miscarriage and it’s true what they say, you never forget what happened and no matter how much time passes it will always be a part of you.

“It’s fine, honestly, I’m happy for you and Yoongi. I don’t want you to feel guilty about being excited about this baby.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, so how far gone are you now?”

“13 weeks, I’m in the second trimester.”

“Oh, have you had any symptoms?”

“Have I….” And she begins to tell you every single detail about the pregnancy. You listen and make fun of her whenever possible. There’s going to be a new addition in your family and because of that you decide to go shopping and buy the little one a present.

It’s the afternoon and you have already checked out a good number of baby shops but you just haven’t found anything yet. Then you spot an inflatable football, you stop in front of it and stare. For some reason, you can’t quite put your mind to it. Something draws you to this football, so without much thought you decide to purchase it.

And as you’re walking out of the shop you bump into someone.

“Oh, I’m sorry,” you apologise.

“__, is that you?” You hear a velvety voice and look up.

“Jungkook,” you mouth stunned. Wow, you want to say, he has more muscles but his still lean. He looks good, hm.

“How have you been, it’s been too long…Can I get you a coffee?”

Woah, your brain is going into overdrive trying to compute whatever this situation is? A part of you wants to say no thanks Jungkook, I can’t but he didn’t do anything wrong and you owe him this much. So you agree and go across the street at the coffee shop together with him.

“You haven’t changed, you know that. Well maybe a little, you look happier,” he says leaning in on the table.

You just smile at him.

“You look good yourself and congratulations on your company going public,” you were reluctant to say that last sentence.

That makes him smile. “Oh, so you have been keeping tabs on me.”

“Jungkook you are all over the news, your company went public on the stock exchange markets and in a few days you become a billionaire. As an accountant if I didn’t know that, I wouldn’t be very good at my job.”

“hmm, true, it still hasn’t sunk in yet.”

“What? That you’re a billionaire now.”

“Yeah, and that I lost you,” he places his hand over yours and you look down at both your hands.

This feels like one of those moments in films when time stops and the next decision the person makes will change their life forever.

………….

“I’m flattered Jungkook but…me and Jimin worked it out and we are together now,” you say sliding your hand under the table.

He just nods his head a few times.

“I understand but you can’t blame a guy for trying one last time.”

You give him an awkward smile then the table becomes silent. Maybe you shouldn’t have agreed to this, you didn’t want to hurt him again.

“I saw you coming out of the baby shop, are you…” he leaves the sentence hanging.

“Oh, no, it’s my sister, she’s pregnant,” you say reaching inside the bag for the football and showing it to him.

“It looks exactly like the one I got for our (he chokes up)…I’m sorry.”

It hits you then why you were so compelled to buy this football, it looked like the one Jungkook had gotten for your baby. When you had lost the baby you had been such a mess that it took until you were back at your sisters to call him and tell him. To be honest you don’t know how he had taken the news, he had listened as you said what happened and that was it. You had tried to call him a few times but you could never reach each other. One thing you feel shitty about is not telling Jungkook in person.

“I’m sorry Jungkook, I should have told you what happened in person.”

“Don’t worry about it __, it’s in the past now.”

And for some reason you believe him or you want to believe him. You talk for a few more minutes about lighter subjects and then as you are leaving the café Jungkook says.

“Don’t be a stranger now.”

“I won’t, good luck with everything Jungkook.”

“You too __” he says before he turns away and starts walking the opposite way. He doesn’t turn around once but just carries on walking away. You watch him getting smaller and you already know that this will be the last time you will see him. It feels like you are finally closing that chapter in your life.

[Fifty shades of Jimin]

In your heart and mind you are now finally ready to do it with Jimin. How he has waited this long is beyond you but it makes you love him even more that he has. And what better day to do it than today.

Jimin is going to be presenting and demonstrating the new game to the world. He took a chance and applied for the head concept artist job and he got it. That also meant he had a raise in his salary which is good because he spoilt you a little bit or at least he tried to but the concept of someone else buying something for you when you have your own money is still new but you are getting better at accepting gifts from him.

“Let me help you Jimin,” you walk towards Jimin with nothing on but a matching baby pink bra and panties and help him to finish buttoning the few remaining buttons on his shirt.

“Today, is a big day, I don’t want you to have to do anything,” you grab his favourite tie and put it around his neck.

“I’m proud of baby, you did it,” you finish with his tie and bend over to get the small box containing a new pair of cufflinks.

“I got these for you, it’s always been a dream to buy these,” you say putting the yellow diamond cufflinks on him.

“You have such weird dreams,” he lifts you up onto the dresser.

“Thank you, for being my rock,” he stares deep into your eyes and caresses your cheek with his hand before his thumb presses up to your lips.

“What would you say, if I said I wanted us to be together forever,” he says and you try to look for a hint of a joke on his face.

“I would say forever is only for teenagers,” when you say the words you instantly see his face changing.

“We don’t know what the future holds to promise each other forever but I will say, right now, I love you more than anything else in the world and I can’t see myself spending my days with anyone else.”

“Basically, you’re saying forever.”

“Yes!”

“But in a more poetic way.”

“Yes!”

“Is it to late to take back my forever?”

“You fucking shit,” you push Jimin and giggle.

“Let me put on my dress,” you hop off the dresser and grab your dark blue dress or the black and yellow dress.

“Which one do you prefer?” You ask showing Jimin both the dresses.

He tilts his head to the side. “The yellow one, it brings out the colours of your eyes,” you look at the dresses again, not trusting his opinion but in the end you choose the black and yellow dress and as you are zipping your dress up you turn to Jimin.

“Can you help me out please,” you ask pointing at the dress.

“Sure,” he comes over and helps to zip up the dress. “You look stunning, __,” he twirls you around before planting a quick peck on your lips. You blush.

Then brush his lips with your finger once, removing your red lipstick.

You finish getting ready together, it’s fun. You can tell Jimin is a little nervous about going on stage but you do everything you can to help him relax and get comfortable.

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When you arrive at the conference, you and Jimin are instantly separated. He has to go backstage and prepare everything and you are left in the waiting area with the other guests. Luckily you meet one of Jimin’s friends that you met before and you end up talking whilst you wait to take your seat.

When you do finally find your seat and the lights go down. Jimin appears in front of everyone at first introducing himself and then he begins to talk about the game.

You have heard him give this speech a million times already but there’s something about watching him there on the stage with such confidence and charisma that leaves you in awe. It’s as if he changes and becomes someone else when his in front of an audience. Commanding their attention and drawing them in not only with his enchanting voice but also with his eyes.

You watch in amazement at this person who stole your heart and you try to imprint this moment in your mind. Taking a million mental pictures, so it lasts forever.

When Jimin finishes the demonstration, the best part begins and people start to ask him questions. He answers all of them perfectly. Even though you are not a serious gamer, after that presentation you would consider playing it.

“How was it?” Jimin asks when you finally see him.

“Ah, you were amazing, you killed it,” you almost scream whilst giving him a big hug.

“You’re not lying?”

“You know me, if you were awful I would tell you, even I want to buy the game.”

“I’m happy, I feel such a rush,” he moves out of the hug and holds your hand.

“Do you mind going somewhere with me?” He asks.

You look around the hallway, most people have already left the place, you waited a while whilst Jimin greeted and made introductions with a few heavy weights the gaming industry.

“Okay, where are we going?”

“It’s a surprise,” he winks at you so perfectly.

“See, I knew you could wink,” you bump him on his shoulder as you walk hand in hand. Watching Jimin like that today has stirred something in you that was already about to burst. You turn at him and your eyes gravitate towards his shirt without a tie now and three buttons undone.

‘Fuck, I hope wherever his taking me is private because I don’t think I can control myself much longer,’ you think as you walk towards his car.

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“Nice to see you again, Mr Park Jimin,” the doorman says as you enter the 10 storey building. You bite the tip of your finger and stare at Jimin as he greets the well-dressed man.

You don’t know what’s come over you but there’s something different about Jimin today, the way his acting, the way he keeps looking at you, you can’t quite put a finger on it just yet but you know you will figure it out soon, Jimin can’t keep a secret to save his life.

“__, let’s go up I want to show you something,” he slides his fingers in between yours and a shiver goes down your spine. Even after starting a fresh and still going strong for 9 months the feeling of Jimin’s soft hand weaved into yours still gives you butterflies.

You get in the empty elevator and turn towards him so you can get a better look.

“What are you up to Jimin,” you whisper slowly tracing your fingers down his blushed cheek across to his oh so kissable lips that he parts and your finger slides in.

His wet tongue flicks at your finger a few times and you let out a quiet moan which only results in making him laugh.

You ignore him and remove your now wet finger from the grasp of his teeth and move south past his chin gripping his neck with one hand. To which he throws his head back and rolls his eyes.

Your finger trails downwards feeling every inch of his exposed skin from the parting caused by the three buttons undone on his white shirt.

“These three little buttons have caused me a lot of pain,” you lean in and smell the arousing fragrance coming from him before placing your red lips on his collarbone.

You can’t help yourself, he looks so good today in that white shirt. Even his matching black trousers and belt are tempting you so much. But then a mischievous thought occurs and you remove your lips and take a step away.

You play with the loose strands of your hair that are in an updo and pretend to straighten your long thin spaghetti strapped black and yellow dress.

“Ah, why did you stop?” he groans returning his head back down and practically giving you dagger eyes.

You just shrug your shoulders. You love to tease Jimin, it just gets him all worked up plus it’s hilarious.

“__, you’re going to regret this,” his says wrapping his arms around you and snuggling his head on your neck.

The elevator door suddenly opens.

“To the left,” Jimin says with his hands still wrapped around your waist.

“Where exactly are you taking me?” you ask following his directions.

“I wanted to show you an investment of mine, the old tenants moved out and we just had it renovated,” as he says the last word he trips on something and you can’t help but laugh at him.

“You are such a klutz,” you say.

“You have such a chortle laugh,” he crosses his arms.

“What is a chortle laugh Jimin,” you try to change your laugh.

“Now it sounds like a windshield cleaner.”

“Liar, my laugh is cute,” you try to pinch his sides but he steps away.

“Riight,” he mocks finally opening the door at the end of the corridor.

He steps in first and when you follow after your mouth almost drops to the floor. The space in the living room alone could fill your whole apartment. Of course the first thing you notice is the massive flat screen TV, then the white expensive looking sofa’s around it. There is glass everywhere, even the doors are made of glass. The chandelier lights up the room beautifully you note.

“This is yours?” You ask still in awe.

He grabs your hand again leading you further into the room. You notice the large table on the side. A person could host a dinner party of 16 people or more on that thing. But then your eyes are drawn in by the grand black piano. Enchanted you walk towards it and feel its smooth texture.

“Do you play?” you ask as Jimin sits down on the piano and presses the same key a few times.

“A little bit, come sit down,” he moves over and then starts playing the notes to something that sounds like 'Tomorrow' by BTS. You haven’t played the piano in a long time but it must be like riding a bike. Once you learn, you never fully forget.

“I know this song,” you watch the lightness of his feathery fingers move along the keys and listen as each note takes form and makes a beautiful melody. But you can tell that it’s still missing something.

You close your eyes and listen to the flow of the music and when you find an opening you press a key on the piano and open your eyes again. Jimin is smiling at you whilst still playing. You look down at your fingers and try to remember the feel of the song. Then you hit the keys and try your best to play along with Jimin. At first it is almost out of tune, as his going too fast and you, too slow but when you stop trying to make the song sound like the original the magic truly begins.

You start to draw from Jimin’s last note, completing where he left off and he begins to add to your melody, bridging the gap between you and forming a connection not only with the song but with each other. You feel the intensity each time he presses the key that meets yours. In this unexpected form you play as one. Creating this beautiful melody together you turn to him when you feel the song coming to an end. He in turn turns to you and in those few seconds as your careless fingers play the piano. You experience something more than ecstasy but a feeling similar to floating together into a blissful happiness.

“Wow,” you say but as soon as the last syllable leaves your mouth Jimin’s lips are on yours. Hard, with much force. Hungry yearning for that connection again you kiss him back just as hard. As you feel his hands come to life beneath your skin. His smooth hands caress your back as he brings you closer to him. Before quickly finding their place on your breasts. In a rush he squeezes your breasts through your dress and momentarily you freeze, taken aback.

“I want you __, right here, right now,” he grunts. Slamming the top of the piano shut and lifting you up effortlessly on top of it.

You make a little sound, shocked at the beast that has become Jimin.

“Fuck you look so good __”Jimin pants coming for your face again placing his lips on yours for a long time before moving away and giving you another seductive look. You try to say something, anything that could make him know how much he is turning you on right now but then he lifts your arm and begins to pull the zip at the side of the dress down.

You gladly wiggle out of the dress and unhook your bra but then it dawns on you that you are sitting on this grand piano in nothing but a pair of panties.

“Jimin I should probably get off….” you curl your toes as Jimin begins to kiss your leg, slowly trailing kisses upwards to your inner thigh. You gasp and arch your back. His lips feel so explosive against your skin.

Your desire for him is growing, any modesty you were trying to preserve is slowly disappearing. You feel his lips closing in on your sweet spot and the desire for his mouth grows. He kisses the edge of your sex once before moving north towards your belly button.

“You fucking tease Jimin,” you breath about to lose it.

“I told you you’ll regret it,” he hovers over your body and licks you all the way up to your bare breast. You arch your back even higher and let out a whimper. His tongue playing a beautiful flicking tune with your left nipple whilst he strums his hand on your right breast. It’s all too much, your senses go into overdrive and pleasure overcomes you.

“Fuck Jimin,” your sex heats up and you try to close your legs. But Jimin notices and lets out a small laugh.

“Is something the matter __” he mocks clearly entertained by your suffering and reaches up to your face.

“Open your eyes __” he commands. You do as you’re told and you see his piercing eyes on you. He slides his hand down your body until he reaches your sweet sensual spot. “Ah,” you moan when you feel his warm touch.

You quiver under his touch still not used to this amazing feeling. He licks his lips as he watches you pant up and down as his hand plays a beautiful melody with your clit.

You grip his arm when it becomes too much but that only results in making everything worse. He removes his hand from beneath your panties before grabbing them on the sides, sliding them off your legs and dropping them on the floor.

“They were becoming such a hassle,” he moans gripping your thighs tight and spreading your legs apart. His eyes never leave your face when he lowers his head between your legs.

“Oh myy umhh….” You weep as his tongue finally makes contact with your sex, you want to tilt your head back but his intense eyes still have a hold on you. So you watch as his tongue grazes your sweet spot too many times that you lose count. He sucks your juices in, then he leans back and places a finger in. Your body quivers and takes in this wonderful feeling before his mouth returns to your sex and begins to ravage you again.

“Oh, yes…I can feel it…I’m about to” you bite your bottom lip and spasm as you feel the build-up coming up. The speed of his tongue quickens and the control of your body declines.

…..

Then he stops.

Everything, his tongue on your sex, his hands on your breasts.

It takes you a few seconds to fully realise what he has done. Why your body is now in this limbo state of needing a serious good release but being denied it.

“AHH, JIMIN WHY?” You scream. Tears almost coming out.

Then he bursts into a fit of laughter, literally the whole room is filled with the sound of his cute little laugh. You cross your legs in agony and lean your head on your hand and just watch as his cheeks rise up and his body moves back and forth in his laughter.

For a moment you forget your pending frustrations and just watch his cinnamon roll. You also accept that this time he got you good.

“I’m sorry,” he finally says after getting his composure back. You sit up and cross your arms under your chest. He stands in-between your legs and pouts his lips. You turn your head away from him pretending to be mad.

“I won’t do it again,” he reaches down and kisses your neck. You let out an annoyed sigh.

“I still haven’t shown you the surprise yet,” he whispers and your head snaps towards his direction.

“What is it?” you ask curiously and trying to act cute. You put your arms around his neck and weave your fingers through his soft hair as he always does.

“Come,” he grins and lifts you up off the piano. You shriek at the sudden movement but then you wrap your legs and arms tightly around him as he leads you to an unknown room.

………

“Close your eyes __,” he whispers when you reach the door.

You listen and close your eyes. Then you hear the door creak and feel Jimin’s body move forward.

“You can open them now,” he says and your heart starts beating fast. You hate and love surprises. You slowly open your eyes.

And you let out an overwhelmed gasp. Your eyes widen as you scan the entire room.

The first thing that hits you is the white bed because it is the biggest thing in the room but then your eyes zero in on the paintings on the wall, all around the room.

Their all paintings of you. One when you are sleeping with your hair all messy but your face calm and peaceful. Every line and stroke drawn with such detail. The next painting you are in, you’re in your workout clothes, your legs are crossed and you are stretching your arms. Here you look calm and focused. He even got the sweat coming down your body in the painting but it looks as if you are glistening.

The colours, the way their mixed in together, it screams perfection. Your eyes are in heaven right now. You let go of Jimin and place your feet on the floor so you can get a better look.

Their a dozen paintings in here, all of you.

“How? When did you get the time,” you say moving closer to another painting of you hunched over your laptop with a stressed look on your face. The way he defines your features, your nose, lips and eyes. It’s flawless.

“Oh my gosh,” you place your hand over your mouth when you see the last painting. You are wearing a white t-shirt, the sun rays are on your hair and you have the biggest smile plastered on your face as you bite an apple. On this painting it’s not just that he got your features accurate but it’s how brilliantly he captured your emotions. You can even remember that day. It was the first day you had woken up early and you had managed to catch Jimin before he left for work.

He had said something stupid as per usual and it had made you laugh.

You look at Jimin then and practically march towards him. Grab his cheeks between your hands and gently pull him close enough to your face that your noses are touching.

“I love the paintings, you are….” You pause getting emotional. You didn’t think such a gesture would affect you so much that you are choking up like this. “Kiss me Jimin,” you whisper with your mouth a few inches from his.

His lips touch yours with ease. Your kiss is wild and uncontrolled. His tongue is in your mouth and you suck it in. Hungry for him, all of him. He lifts you up gently amidst the kiss and leads you to the bed. You lay down onto the bed already naked and watch as he takes off his clothes in a hurry. You wish you could have done that for him but that would have slowed him down and right now you are craving him too much.

Now this perfect man hovers over you naked as sin, you lean in just to feel his body, the firm biceps, the smoothness of his skin. Let the devouring begin you think when you kiss him on the shoulder whilst he sucks on your exposed neck.

Before he leans you back onto the bed and you oblige whilst watching his hands trail down from your lips down to the bridge of your breasts, past your belly button and onto your exposed sweet spot.

You gasp when he hand grazes your pussy.

“I want to make you cum so many times that you will beg me to stop,” he whispers before lowering his mouth on the softness of your breast.

You hold your breath and take in the sensations as Jimin sucks and bites your hard nipples whilst his hands does unspeakable things to your sex. “Oh shit!” you moan. Trying to control yourself.

You feel his mouth leave your breasts and gravitate south. You open your eyes and see Jimin kiss your inner thigh gently.

“Jimin, can we try something?” You stop him. He looks up and you see that his eyes are ready to devour you.

You move your body until its facing the opposite direction of Jimin. And once again you meet Jimin’s beautiful pink penis. It’s already up at attention, which makes you blush. That doesn’t stop you from playing with it, delicately and softly your hand rotate around Jimin.

“Ohh,” you moan. Caught off guard when Jimin’s tongue licks your sex. You had forgotten momentarily that your bodies were facing the opposite directions. So you are facing Jimin’s manhood he is now facing your… “ahh,” you feel his tongue on your clit and your gasp. Why he is so good with his tongue. You moan once more before regaining your focus and flicking your tongue on his tip. Oh, you love tasting him. You soon become hungry for more and your mouth is soon covering his manhood. You wet it with the entirety of your mouth.

“__, whatever you’re doing down there, fuck,” he says in a raspy voice. You please each other simultaneously for a few minutes. Before Jimin grabs you up from under him in a haste and shouts.

“I can’t wait much longer __, I need to feel you.” And feel you, he does. He rubs his cock at your entrance and you watch him intently as the craving your body has for him reaches an all time high.

His teasing you now, he rubs his manhood once more on your entrance and you feel a shiver go down your spine. You are about to shout at him to fucking put his cock inside of you but the only sound that escapes you is a loud pleasurable moan when he finally enters you and your body happily welcoming him back.

The ecstasy you feel in that moment when you become one is unexplainable. He reaches down to kiss you as his dick goes deeper into your body and you moan once more.

He slowly moves out and you moan again and then he moves himself back inside…..he starts off slow, teasing you or himself and then his thrusts become faster, harder…..wilder….All your brain knows how to correspond is to moan and wrap your arms around him.

Then he pulls out of you and lays himself next to you. You follow his body…Unsure what his doing. His hands direct you and you gravitate on top of Jimin facing away from him and lower yourself back onto his dick. It feels so good, so familiar. You wiggle around on top off him.

“Ah fuck, __, you’re such a tease,” he groans holding your hips now. An amused smile appears on your face, you would love to tease him some more but you are too turned on.

So, you do the only thing you can, you ride him into oblivion. You ride up and down feeling his dick deep in you, you are enjoying yourself. You love taking control, setting the pace but then Jimin hands start to wonder and one hand starts playing with your hard nipple, pinching and flicking it and the other moves down to your clit and starts to rub it in a such a vigorous way that body starts to spasm.

This is too much, you whimper. Everything is too much…..”Does that feel good __,” he asks mischievously knowing good and well how much what his doing to you right now is affecting you. His sexy voice doesn’t even help.

He unexpectedly flips you over on the bed. And now his on top of you and you are facing the bed. His still inside you and just by the way his fucking you, you can tell his about to lose it. You slightly lift your bottom up to meet his thrust and he stops for a second, surprised!

You take advantage of that and lean back even more until you are on all fours. That’s when you feel him moving inside of you again. His motions are so in sync with your body that he hits the spot that literally makes your mind go blank. “Oh shit, Jimin…..you found it….” You moan feeling a new sensation every time he thrusts inside of you. Again and again and….

“___, I’m about…” he moans thrusting inside you again.

“A few more seconds Jimin,” you somehow manage to say. “Ah, fuck,” he groans pumping into you hard and fast and then his hand moves under you and reaches for your sweet spot again. You hold your breath as he begins to play with your clit whilst hitting your sensitive spot with his dick.

“I…..love…you,” he moans and he thrusts into you once more before he explodes inside of you and you reach your orgasm.

Your sex tingles excitedly as you feel the pleasure of the climax. You drop onto the bed exhausted and bury your face in the blankets. You hear Jimin collapse next to you.

When you finally recover your senses you turn your head to Jimin.

“What kind of a sex wizard are you?”

“I’m not a sex wizard, just a simple man who has been patiently waiting for the woman he loves.”

You bury your head in the blankets shy again and then you feel a liquid sort of substance between your legs. You move your hand down to feel it and then you smack Jimin.

“You really cumed inside of me.”

“I’m sorry,” he pouts and makes that cute puppy face.

You get up and heard to the bathroom to clean yourself up. If you hadn’t gone on the pill and both of you hadn’t been tested and had come back all clean you might have been angry but you are smarter now.

You heard back into the bedroom and look at the paintings again.

“You really went all out to get laid,” you laugh hopping back onto the bed.

“I had to make use of all make my cards,” he pulls you into him.

“And I still don’t think I have used them all up just yet,” he leans in ready for round two.

You would like to say that you put up a fight but in all honesty you didn’t. You let Jimin fuck you again and as a result it was a VERY entertaining night.

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The sound of a bang wakes up the morning. Your body feels sore but surprisingly you are happy as can be. When you open your eyes a wide smile crosses your face. Everything that happened last night replays itself in your mind and you wish to just lay there and relive it all. It was that incredible.

You turn over expecting to see Jimin still asleep on the other side of the bed but it’s empty. You conclude that the sound that woke you up was probably Jimin leaving to get something.

Still tired you force yourself to get out of bed and freshen up in the morning. You need breakfast, you are ravished.

With your eyes half opened you enter the bathroom and spot an unopened toothbrush. You use that to brush your teeth as your eyes open and close. After that you splash water on your face a few times. That does the trick to wake you up. You then look at the mirror ready to sort out your messy hair.

That’s when you see it.

The ring on the fourth finger on the left hand. The diamond is so big it almost blinds you, okay I don’t know why I’m joking at a moment like this. But THERE IS A DIAMOND RING ON YOUR LEFT HAND. On the finger that's supposed to be reserved for a person’s engagement and wedding ring.

“JIMIN,” you shout his name too frazzled to even try and understand the meaning of this.

“Jimin,” you walk out of the bedroom and down the hallway until you are met with red rose petals on the floor. What the!

Mouth open you slowly follow their trail until you see Jimin standing there beautiful as ever surrounded by red rose petals shaped as a heart.

For the first time, you are lost for words, you are just full of emotions and shock.

So you just watch Jimin walk towards you. His eyes welling up as well. You can sense that he is nervous.

“Did you sleep well?” he asks in a shaky voice holding your hand and rubbing the finger with the ring on it.

You just scrunch your nose, tears filling up.

“You mean the world to me __, every moment I spend with is the happiest moment of my life. I didn’t know this type of love existed until I met you,” he pauses and then goes down on one knee.

Ohh, this is really happening..

“I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to be your protector, your lover, your friend and your confidant. Will you marry me?” He asks the question you have heard a million times on the television but you never in a million years imagined it would be said to you. It’s not the fact that the question is being asked its the journey, the bond between two people that has been built and ultimately lead both of you to this moment.

There’s only one answer in your heart.

“Yes! Jimin, yes, I will marry you,” you finally find your voice and as soon as Jimin hears those words he gets up on his feet and gives you the tightest hug.

“Yes…so you want to be my wife,” he leans back and looks at you, eyes full of emotions.

And a happy tear finally escapes your eye and rolls down your cheek and you nod in agreement.

“I want to be your wife, Park Jimin,” you answer overjoyed.

If you could capture a single moment in your life it would be this moment right here. When you are utterly and blissfully happy. Happy for the time you have spent together and also happy for the years you will have together in the future. To think you were just a girl who moved to the city for a job, you really had no idea what lay ahead of you.

Even now, as you celebrate the new beginnings with Jimin, the future is still a mystery but you are excited go through it as long as you have Jimin with you.

[THE END]

[Your 88th birthday]

“Stay still __, I’m almost done,” Jimin peaks from the canvas and looks over at his muse once again.

You are 88 years old now, my how time flies. You have lived a long and fulfilling life, you have had four children. Three boys and a girl. Who knew Jimin would want a big family. You watched them in their diapers crawling to saying goodbye as they left for university and now you are already a grandmother. You watch now as two of your children take over and successfully run the accounting firm you started many years ago.

“You get slower as the years go by Jimin,” you shout at him.

“And you get snappier,” he responds. You let out a laugh. Very much grateful for all the decades you have spent together with Jimin. You have really watched each other grow old. Watched as the grey hairs appeared, your bodies changed and your minds became wiser.

“There done,” he announces. You slowly get up from your chair and walk over to where he stands.

Then you see the painting he made and it still warms your heart just as it did when you were younger. Maybe more so now because each stroke is made more meaningful because of the time you have spent together.

“You have always known how to capture my heart Park Jimin,” you say at last.

[THE END FOR REAL NOW]

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I'm crying, I can't believe I have finished this story. From where it started and the reason why I started to write this story to the development of y/n, Jimin and Jungkook and everything that has happened. I can't believe it has come to an end. I honestly, had a lot of fun writing this and I can't believe it took almost a year to finish the story.

From the bottom of my heart thank you everyone who took they're time to read the story. Since for me it is the first fanfic I wrote and it ended up being this long. It's crazy to me in a sense when I think that someone's going to read the words that I have written and exciting when you guys leave a like as I know that you are enjoying it.

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