#not many tags bc im tired

[catboysghost]

nu:c angst

i really love how nc has everything. like apart from the sex and romanticism, you also have the whole world and lore of the story. and also the sad angst. it destroys me. like istg my friends be like: ‘why dis bitch crying over a porn game?’ THEY DONT GET IT. ITS MORE THAN THAT. its so weird tho that my autistic ass hyperfixates over a sex game. like most autistic people would hyperfixate for smth like sharks, trains, perhaps some tv show. but a fuckinv porn gay? im a dif kind of autistic /jk

#autism #nu carnival #angst #not many tags bc im tired #hyperfixation #adhd

[themostuselesspotato]

TMNT designs!!

I wanted to make my own TMNT designs since I have now seen MM, ROTTMNT, and 2 seasons of 2k12. Here they are! I tried to use elements from multiple versions, but you can tell which I'm a lil more partial to lol. Anyways yeah!! Them <3

Unshaded under the cut vv

#i wanted to make designs so I could put them in my own artstyle :) #also long snoot Donnie is very special to me #i tried to use the turtle species ROTTMNT based them off of and im pretty happy with it! #i also wanted to give them all a lot of variation #So ye :)))) #I love these fuckin teetles #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #tmnt mutant mayhem #tmnt 2012 #tmnt fanart #save rottmnt #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt #not tagging all of them bc I'm tired #I used too many references for theseee #If anyone wants the refs I can add them lmk

[knightzp]

On Repeat 🔄🎧

was tagged by @solarshadow tysm lena!!!! <3

Directions: Look up your On Repeat playlist on Spotify and include ten songs from it. Or just include ten songs you really like! :)

um. would the hyperfixation show too much if those are all paralive songs? like. no kidding

ALDJSKSK ANYWAYS. yeah im gonna use this as the perfect excuse to put 10 of my fave paralive songs :3

tagging @heatwa-ves and whoever else that wants to join!!!!

#wasnt going to tag anyone bc im tired to think but then i noticed you might like to do this one tia so <3 #tag game #ten werent nearly enough i left behind so many great paralive songs..... #but well. everyone listen to them :3 #Spotify

[whatthefuckisasweep]

cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

#my thoughts #i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry #and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain #like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper #go to fucking sleeeeeeep #and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn #which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN #but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning #so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD #anyways. Im a functioning human person! #: D ! #GggfrRRRAGGhggh #so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao #but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive #anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away #DELETE LATER????

[cyronite]

im so used to how finely curated my fandom experience is with star wars that im actually suffering trying to navigate the fallout fandom rn.

#cy speaks #i am having a bad time #think im just gonna do what i did with my sw blog and like just bulid my own little sandbox and ignore people for the most part lol #write my fic and ignore the majority of the fandom #also im begging people to tag shit properly #tired of being jumped scared by untagged vaultgh*ul in the main tag #i have avoided so many tags for it already #i dont care if you ship it but i cannot get behind it #lowkey gives me the ick bc i only got platonic found family vibes with cooper and lucy #also some of the fans of that ship are very weird and rude about maximus #for reasons we all know (racism) but so many deny #and the way so many are treating lucy like just some insert and disregard her character doesnt sit right with me #but now im just rambling in the tags so im gonna stop <3 #gonna build my little sandbox

[splattacks]

i dont get people complaining about the slowburn on the green yuri manga but then again it might be an ace thing

#theyre already dating To Me. thats it #“this will they wont they thing is tiring” is it even a question #what do you mean they havent confessed yet. they already did that many times !!!!!!!!!!!! you get it #not tagging bc i dont want to start a discussion i just thinkits funny how im not impatient at all while apparently other people are #okay so when they kiss. okay what then. thats it. boo #sdHJSDHJSDHJ

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[shadszyyx]

im about to be such a stupid hater but as an aromantic person i hate the httyd 3 ending.

#YES i know its similar to the books ending #but idk man toothless leaving hiccup to go live far away with some random dragon he met like two days ago after he and hiccup have basically #grown up together just rubs me the wrong way #they've been through so much together #both literally saving the life of the other at one point #and YES i know they didn't just leave bc of that #but CMON THEIR FRIENDSHIP??? toothless and hiccup care so much about eachother #they're basically eachother's whole world #they're soulmates even /p #even valka tells her son that he has the soul of a dragon #idc what ppl say #idc if the ending was supposed to be ''realistic'' #it's a fictional world they could've came up with a happier ending where they didn't have to get separated #also i love love love astrid #dont get me wrong #but even since i was a kid i never really cared that much about her's and hiccups relationship #← aka aroace person speaking #yeah they have a lot of cute moments together #just bc im aroace that doesn't mean i cant find their relationship really cute #but again the friendship between dragons and humans is what the story is all about #idk where im going with this anymore sorry #im tired n mad n i just wanted to talk about one of my favorite franchises in the world #i love to just pretend the actual stayed together at the end of the third movie n also the light fury doesnt really exist #sorry but thats a topic for another post #bc i feel like this one has too many tags already #not that i completely hate the light fury #its more complicated than that

[dandyshucks]

even online i cannot escape middle-aged adults trying to tell me their life story and hit on me,,,,,,,,, help,,,,,

#why was a 52 yr old texan trying to hit on me on THIS BLOG OF ALL PLACES....... BRO.......... #and telling me about his divorce and everything 😭😭 #also im sorry USamericans but uhm. some of yall are a little funny sometimes with the way you live in such a vacuum fdsjkl #(it is not ur fault and i understand that and i do not blame u for it. nor am i saying you are stupid or anything like that fdjkl) #(but also why tf do u not put your country in ur address for shipping.... literally every other country in the world does that JFDSJKL) #but anyways he asked me where i live and i said turtle island bc thats a safe vague answer and he... assumed it was michigan?? #for some reason ???? #but what could i expect from a 52 yr old texan trying to ... hit on a 22 year old. on tumblr. goddamn. sobbing on the ground. #WHY DO I ATTRACT THESE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE I GOOOO #i've heard so many woes and life stories of middle-aged adults and been hit on so many times and im so tired 😭😭😭 #sometimes its interesting to hear about ppls lives but not when im like. busy with shit. like at school or at my workplace or on my blog😭 #WHY WAS HE MESSAGING ME ON /THIS/ BLOG OF ALL PLACES. BRO. FJDSFJKL #this is my blog where i get silly over FICTIONAL CHARACTERS HDSGJKL CMONNNN MAN #vent // #ask to tag #dandy.cmd

[lazaruspiss]

yeah its kinda depressing that every fandom seems to have some anti shipper niche but its also so fuckin funny sometimes. like im just remembering that rick and morty exists and holy shit was that a show that contained Sensitive Subjects portrayed only for crass amusement and self gratification. and even that show has anti shippers. (adding a cut for those who dont wanna listen to my sleep deprived rambled retellings of my rick & morty memories)

hey do yall know what the pilot was about. bc the og r&m pilot was a back to the future parody where morty has to suck off rick in order for him to have big brain power. like the og r&m has uncensored underage incest blowjobs. also the actual final show has an episode where a character proposes a "multi generational sandwich" 3way. yeah yeah but portraying incest is problematic. do u hear urself. incest doesnt even make the top 10 as far as ricks crimes against humanity go. how do yall live like that

#OH AND SOUTH PARK ANTI SHIPPERS. LIKE HELLO? #what do u expect in fandoms for shows like that. offensive content in the offensive show fandom. fork spotted in the kitchen cmon now #dangan//ronpa is also a very funny fandom choice for antis #theres like a whole subcategory thats specifically against shipping characters who canonically killed the other #like hello. you collect teenagers underwear as part of the relationship mechanics #the game is all about kids being forced to kill each other #SORRY ITS LIKE 1AM FOR ME. my brain in silly mode rn #hifumi haters are so funny (derogatory) bc hes literally tsumugi but nicer and dumber. but they like her and not him bc shes hot anime girl #SORRY I THOUGHT I WAS OUT OF MY DR PHASE. BUT THAT SERIES SHAPED ME AS A TEEN </3 #once a makoto kinnie always a makoto kinnie smh #Hghhhh hifumi is so cute and underappreciated #i gotta find the spin off comic where makoto dresses as a maid to help hifumi sell his comics bc it was cute as hell #hifumi getting fandom stereotyped as a perv is so dumb. hes literally only into anime and also maybe makoto. #hes not a perv hes just a DWEEB get it right smh #everyone was always so mean 2 him and i was like. ok. #and then i actually read his stories and yeah hifumi haters lvl 0 reading comprehension #TOO MANY TAGS. im shutting up now. #sitting my tired ass down and trying to be normal #ramble tag

[bestomato]

the innocent

#octopath traveler ii #octopath traveler 2 #throne anguis #throné anguis #my art #this game has so many variable tags im so. #anyways i havent played this game yet nor i know any5ing abt her 👍 beyond trailer stuff #this is a sketch bc im so frustrated #and tired

[comet-wire]

#bruh i just woke up to feed my cat #leave me the fuck alone please #i just had to block so many people #val rambles #comet rambles #putting this in the tag bc jfc leave me alone please yall are nasty #sofia the first #im going back to bed lol #well the couch #cuz sasha is going silly so i sleep downstairs when im tired and she has her zoomies #anyways yall make me violently uncomfortable

[tiabwwtws-art]

FE Aspec Week Day 6: Acceptance | Pride

Perhaps an unconventional show of pride, but she's vibing

#fe aspec week 2023 #fe aspec week #fe6 #fire emblem binding blade #fire emblem #fe idunn #binding blade #i once again have just. SO many thoughts on being aspec that i fear ive failed to articulate in the drawing #and tbh am too tired to try to articulate in the tags lmao. so instead you can know this: #the original sketch was going to lean more into the acceptance part rather than the pride part so idunn would be vibing amongst other guys #sitting quietly as part of the group yknow. so i had drawn an admittedly very cute fae asleep leaning against idunn #but it wasnt the right vibe #...okay maybe im not too tired to ramble. idunn hits in a way bc her post finale arc about trying to recover her selfhood and emotions #and being aspec can feel like having the same kind of....gaps. #so hc-ing her to fully recover eventually and to have no more gaps in her and STILL be aroace. it hits. yknow. #thats not something that she needs to recollect #so i put her by her little beach where she laughs for the first time. feels right to

[uorufein]

perrin is not a clanleader descendant please get well soon <3

#im so tired of the adaman irda shippers fr #no matter how many tags i blacklist they still spawn in my tags GO AWAAYYYY #do you understand they are gay man on lesbian hatred. t4t loathing #enemies to siblings??? they did not procreate. cope #and leave perrin outta this for the love of GOD. she does not look like irda #yall are grasping at straws that are not there #anyways i wish yall well on graduating delusional school <3 #and i wont get into irda looking way younger than adaman bc that would start a whole other topic. #anyways dont ship an adult w someone who looks like and could very well be a teenager? ty #yeah fine rant done #shut up fein

[nyxi-pixie]

unrequited byler fics are so meh. like why dive into will being sad and piney when we have that already in canon

i only accept unrequited byler fic when its mike being emo and in love with will and wills pov is just not shown at all. like u go mike kinnies write ur lil introspective mike fics!!!!!

but sad will in love w straightie mike wheeler? bland boring i do not want to see

#not that i control what people write ofc #write what u want #but im in the byler tag on ao3 to get them yknow. actually together #not will pining #i dont mind most other stuff like if ur putting steddie fic in the tag or the word count is v low for whatever reason #thats fine #bc i know how filtering works lol #but half the time people dont even tag unrequited love #and sometimes i dont wanna filter it out anyway bc so many fics are under that And 'not actually unrequited love' which SLAPS #ugh #im so tired of it man #i just wanna read abt my boys being happy :(((((((( #byler

[bitechnoblade]

i think this will be the only post i make on the wilbur situation. but i cant tell whether it's some sort of maturity on my part, or simply fatigue but

who cares

idk at this point im just. so fed up with stuff. i dont wanna hear apologies, explanations, or condemnations from wilbur, or from a 1000 of his friends or casual acquaintances. i hope he realises how fucked up what he did was and all i just... dont feel like i need to be there watching him do it. instead im just gonna watch the new smp shelbys on, and like. live

#idk i think this might be my daddy issues speaking #ive been thinking about abuse a lot lately #mostly in the context of my dad #as stated two tags beforehand lol #im just. tired. of both how much abuse there is in the world but also just.. idk how to explain it without sounding like im defending ppl #but i think im also tired of hating abusers #even if earned this vitriol is just.... exhausting to me #idk. stream sos smp #idk which povs im gonna watch yet bc most ppl on it are fire but there are only so many hours in the day ykno #block talk #mcyt