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sadaveniren · 1 year

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I don’t believe in BG either bc the Briana pregnancy was so messy however this whole storyline everyone has made up for Louis if it was real really confuses me? Everyone talks about how if it’s real he must be a shit dad because he didn’t pay attention to him for years but how would anyone know that?

We’re all quick to say Louis and Harry are still together and we haven’t seen them together since 2016 because everything is private and due to their closet. But it would be the same for Louis and Freddie if he was his dad, it would be private? When Louis goes MIA, we genuinely have no idea where he is or what he’s doing. If it did happen to be real, then he could be with the child in private and not going places that he knows he would be seen by fans or paparazzi? It’s not like paparazzi follow his every move anymore aswell and they haven’t for years now.

Look I’m not trying to argue, I agree about BG however I just don’t understand this argument everyone has made up if Freddie did happen to be his because it just makes us look like other idiot fans who come up with narratives to suit them.

Okay this is a perfectly understandable argument and follows really great logic, except I was here in 2016. I don’t know if you were but anyone who is here in 2015/2016 can tell you that this argument doesn’t hold up because of what was happening in 2016 and things we were informed of by Louis himself/witnessed happen in real time.

In 2016 we essentially had a live feed of where Freddie was at all points in time. He was either being papped on Tuesdays with Louis and Danielle so we could see Louis “hung out with him” or he was being live-streamed by Briana/the Clarks. When fans say “Louis only spent 1 hour with Freddie in a parking lot on his first Father’s Day” that is a verifiable fact. Louis got papped in a parking lot with the Clarks. His father’s day pic is of him holding Freddie’s hand in a car seat. The rest of the day Freddie was in videos with Brett and Tammi, and Louis was off doing OTHER SHIT.

The day of Freddie’s first birthday they posted a video of Briana and Freddie and Louis in a house that was ALREADY SOLD TO SOMEONE ELSE because Briana had moved out of the house she lived in in 2016 but we still got a video from there and then Louis posted live video of himself at a concert.

Louis (and Niall) told us in 2016 that Louis did not have overnight permission. Freddie NEVER spent the night with him as a child. Even when they flew Freddie, Briana and Ashley to the UK for Jay and the XFactor Freddie stayed with Briana the entire time barring one afternoon with the twins. The most basic parental job is being with your baby when they sleep. Louis has NEVER done that. They waited until Freddie was 5ish to ship him off to the UK for holiday which is roughly the age in America a lot of white people start allowing their kids to spend the night with non-family.

Again I completely understand what you are saying. We don’t know everything. We can’t tell what the boys are doing in their spare time. Now. In 2022. But in 2015 and 2016 this was not the case. And in hindsight we now have a pretty good idea that the times we didn’t see Louis in 2016 he was with his mom in the UK. Where Freddie could not be, verifiably, because he didn’t get a passport - which btw the Clark’s very much implied getting a passport was not something they were ever going to get for Freddie - until November 2016 as an emergency order due to Jay’s passing, that the Clarks had no idea was happening.

Let me repeat that again: a British celebrity had a child with a normal American citizen. That child did not get a passport until he was forced to travel to the UK for a dying family member, that the mother’s family had no idea had been terminally ill for 3/4s of the year. Louis did not include the Clarks or Freddie in his family plans in 2016 until he absolutely had to. That is not “good parent” behavior. He didn’t start “taking care” of Freddie until he was out of being a toddler because we can do the same tracking method in 2017.

In 2017 he spent a lot of time in England and with Eleanor. Eleanor has never met Freddie. The one time she’s been to LA since BG started she was on IG stories posting her every fucking move so we knew she was NOT WITH FREDDIE. God help me I wish they did meet because I have been BEGGING for a pic of the two of them for years because you just know it’s gonna be suffering.

That is 2 years where Louis and Freddie were Very Easily Tracked. You could see where they were and what they did and if they were together with pretty good accuracy. That’s not the case anymore but it was the case back then. And that’s why we say if this was real Louis is a shit father because he didn’t start doing anything different until Freddie was at LEAST 3 or 4.

#like I cannot express enough how different 2016/2017 were #and this isn’t even touching 2015 #BRIANA GOT A NOSE JOB WHILE PREGNANT #NO REPUTABLE DOCTOR IS GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN #THE CHRISTMAS NO BUMP PIC #like I cannot emphasize enough nothing else matters #Briana was never pregnant #that child is not hers and that child is not louis’

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nc-vb · 6 months

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if it’s gotten to the fucking point that the Ministry of Education has to announce that “the school year is cancelled” for part of Gaza because all its students have been murdered, humanity has failed, failed at everything— flat out, point blank, and unequivocally failed.

#I will not pretend that I’ve known the extent of the situation up until now #I feel I’ve been out of touch with true reality and have only now been catching up #and my heart and mind will never fully be able to comprehend why and how and WHY this is happening #but GOD these children #I once worked with Syrian youth who had come to Canada with their families #to hear their pain and listen to their cries— I still don’t sleep well at night. I hear them all the time.#now children are writing their names on their bodies so they can be IDENTIFIED.#humanity has failed; this is NOT humanity.#it’s just so insane and unbelievable and just simply UNFATHOMABLE that this is going on #LET ALONE FOR OVER 17 YEARS.#to hear my friends and coworkers cry over their lost friends and family members #to have to hold them for THIS REASON.#I have never been a praying person in my life but I am believing in any and every god for the people of Palestine.#I will not believe that choosing to pray does nothing.#because while those beautiful people keep praying I will keep praying.#and it’s not even corny to say that I’m praying for that bright break in the clouds #for the sun to shine upon them SOON AND QUICKLY.#for my friends and my coworkers and my neighbours who grieve and mourn but still pray for an end.#hugging and kissing and holding everyone very tightly from where I am. because I can do little else than I already am.#palestine #free palestine #free gaza #✦ nc vb.#cw murder

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trentcrimminallybeautiful · 8 days

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you know if we do accept the last epilogue-esque sequence as a sort of dream/wish of ted's and therefore not necessarily canon, very funny if we then simply go "yeah, trent's book is called 'the lasso way' actually. he didn't change that. nope."

#listen on one hand #i think that like #i don't think ted actually changed trent's mind about the title #i think trent changed it because ted asked him to #and like that's especially interesting bc he even made a point of being like #'tell me if you disagree with anything and i'll tell you why you're wrong'#but he respects ted; more than that he likes him and he wants him to like the book--like him #anyone else and trent would have told them to fuck off but ted? ted asking him to change the title? yeah #i think he didn't agree with 'it not being about him'--and not bc of any feelings he may have for ted--but if we accept that him changing #the title is canon then like. he did it because ted asked. nothing more nothing less #maybe he felt he owed it to ted as the subject of the book; maybe he just respected him too much not to #maybe it's partially bc of his feelings; maybe it's because he just couldn't say no to ted #but it's ultimately just. because ted asked him.#and trent respects him; trusts him; cares about him #and that's pretty heartwrenching #but like on the other hand if we say 'no that was ted's wishufl thinking trent definitely went 'sorry ted it's called the lasso way''#also like.... him being like. like quietly not changing it and if ted said something him just. being like #ted. i respect you. i care about you. i trust you. but with all due respect absolutely not #yes it isn't ONLY about you but YOU made this happen. YOU are special and YOU have a place here whether you can stay forever or not #yes it's about the team and the coaches yes you aren't a one man band but ted. TED. you touched lives. you changed lives. and that was YOU.#that was you and your philosophy and your attitude.#you made richmond what it is today. yes the team deserve credit too for the kind of bond they have now but YOU facilitated that #none of the coaches currently here woudl be coaches if not for you. the diamond dogs wouldn't exist. literally every single one #of our friends--OUR friends--wouldn't be where they are and probably wouldn't be as happy #you got through to people over and over again who were hurting and lashing out. to rebecca. to roy. to jamie. to nate. to me.#and you can be humble but there's being humble and there's acting like you don't matter to any of us like you didn't have an impact #like you can just leave without a trace. we don't blame you for leaving--i especially don't--but acting like we won't miss you and like #your time with all of us--our time--meant nothing is more insulting than it is humble because we /love you/#and yes. it was the goddamn lasso way that built this place #this community.

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noxxha · 1 year

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Izuna’s Personality - the many possibilities

Uchiha Izuna is a blank canvas of a character. He barely made an appearance in the Manga, and the anime remains true to the source material - that is to say that little is done to flesh him out.

The only addition the anime made was giving us a fight between him and Tobirama (and it was a fight on the last of their powers judging by their exhaustion). While it is a pity that we were not shown Izuna’s Mangekyō abilities (missed opportunity), the exhaustion of his is at least a logical explanation as to why he did not use it by the end of the fight.

We at least get to see that he was (apparently is how I would interpret it) skilled in swordsmanship and that he knew the Katon: Gokakkyū no Jutsu, but the rest of his abilities remains a mystery.

He remains more a plot device (Eternal Mangekyō Sharingan) than a character.

Personality wise Izuna can be very similar to his brother, the complete opposite, or something in-between.

Or an absolute sweetheart

In the databook the following information is listed:

Izuna was Madara’s equal in abilities/power. He also accomplished a “great number of military achievements” according to the above. What those accomplishments are, exactly, remains unknown. That he was important to the Uchiha clan - probably both for his power and for his personality - could be one reason why Uchiha members defected to the Senju.

Both as shown in the Manga (as a child) and also above, he held Madara in high regard. He also trusted his older brother immensely. He offered, after all, their clan’s greatest treasure to his brother; and with it his faith (and confidence) that Madara could keep the Uchiha clan safe.

What we have to work with:

Harmonious/balanced

Self-sacrificing/devoted

In the anime - as a child - he appears to soften his voice around (especially) Madara (and even Tajima) as his voice was much more…cold when addressing Tobirama (for obvious reasons, but nevertheless) it is quite the contrast to Tobirama who appears to keep his tone of voice in check around their father (and in general really), while Izuna freely lets excitement be seen and heard even. There is an innocence there that probably got lost somewhere along the way of growing up.

So he is not as emotionally repressive as Tobirama. Which could indicate that there is a closer bond between the Uchiha family than the Senju family, or at least, a greater emotional honesty. The Senju siblings had to repress their feelings (at least, that was Butsuma’s wish…a wish Tobirama followed to the extreme), while the Uchiha siblings appear as if they are given more freedom to express themselves (Izuna’s disbelief and his excitement at seeing Madara’s Sharingan). Madara remains stoic and focused during the entire encounter at the river, for obvious reasons. He did not take kindly to nearly losing his brother in front of his eyes.

Now, the “harmonious” part of Izuna’s personality, is tricky to pin down. We saw too little about him for the “show don’t tell” rule to really apply to him.

At least if we think about “harmonious” in a particular - to even stereotypical - way.

“The definition of harmonious is things that go well together, or people and things that get along well. When you get along with someone and rarely fight, that is an example of a situation where you have a harmonious relationship.” (Yourdictionary.com)

If we use the above definition the harmonious part of Izuna’s personality could simply mean that he - in general - knew how to handle people, had a soothing aura, but that the one he got along best with, was his older brother - Madara. Who knows, perhaps they rarely fought? Being so in-tune with one another?

But we still do not know how he was around his clan, around Madara, when he was older, to say for certain that they were “one heart and one mind” type of duo.

According to dictionary.com the definition of harmonious is the following:

Adjective

1 marked by agreement in feeling, attitude, or action: a harmonious group

2 forming a pleasingly consistent whole: congruous: harmonious colors

3 pleasant to the ear; tuneful; melodious

This does not really mention how a human is when described as “harmonious”, besides the first one. Which pretty much states that you are in agreement in body, spirit and emotion/feeling…which does apply to Izuna. He is shown to be consistent in his behaviour and is not wishy washy. His opinion on the Senju does not change the little we see about him. Perhaps he was blinded by hatred, but so were the rest of the characters - even if said hatred was shown in different (and in more, or less, subtle ways).

Synonyms to harmonious (thesauruses.com)

Amicable

Balanced

Congenial

Coordinated

Cordial

Peaceful

Accordant

Adapted

We are getting somewhere, but I am still not satisfied with the answers I have found. I therefore looked into “peaceful” (as such was another word that was used to describe Izuna back in the day) to see if there was a better answer to be found with that word.

Adjective, peaceful (thefreedictionary)

1. Undisturbed by strife, turmoil, or disagreement; tranquil

2. Inclined or disposed to peace; peaceable

3. Not involving violence or employing force

Hmm…the first two could be possible descriptions, the third one…well…

The words calm and composed seem to describe Izuna rather well honestly. Even as a child, as well as an adult.

It could also just be that the “harmonic” part of Izuna was meant as him being a pleasant person to be around all in all. I can see him as someone kind, someone who went above and beyond to help and keep his clan safe.

Then again, despite going this far to make sense of this particular part of Izuna’s personality - there could be a more simple reason for some things not making complete sense, and that is that Kishimoto had not planned so far ahead when he wrote down Izuna’s personality traits. Perhaps he had a different plan in mind for the Manga? Perhaps he never expected having to write out the founding of Konoha - or perhaps he had a different idea in mind before he introduced the “Indra and Ashura” dynamic, and as such he had to backtrack and make Hashirama and Madara similar to Ashura, Indra, Naruto and Sasuke?

Who knows.

The official german translation goes as follows:

“Du ähnelst…Madara’s…kleinem Bruder, Uchiha Izuna.”

The official english translation is the following:

“…You’re a lot like…Madara’s…little brother, Uchiha Izuna.”

In my “Uchiha Izuna” comparison post I mentioned that the anime - while still vague - seems to imply that Sasuke and Izuna were alike in both appearance and personality (at least they could have been).

The german translation is vague. You can interpret however you wish here. Same with the english translation and the anime - honestly - and yet the anime…is a touch more concrete in a way. Considering the context. I’m rambling now, but I feel that the anime implies a strong (to stronger) likeness to Sasuke and Izuna being alike in personality. Hashirama does not know Izuna exactly, but that smile of his almost makes it seem as if he remembered something. Perhaps Izuna being similiar to the way Sasuke was in that scene? Considering that is what he says indirectly, it could therefore mean that Izuna was blunt and very “to the point” (with the Senju, it could have been different with other clans).

It is interesting to speculate what could have been.

Here Izuna showcases quite the arrogance (which comes back to haunt him just a split second later). It appears he was - rightfully - proud of his eyes and their power.

And while it does not really state who was the stronger of the two, a particular sentence from Madara (during chapter 661) stuck out to me while going through the chapter.

“It’s your M.O to strike an opponent just when he’s convinced of victory.”

And while this can mean any which battle, it could mean that Madara was remembering Tobirama striking down Izuna in particular. This could imply that Izuna had the upper hand, and could have made it out alive, had Tobirama not caught him off guard with his “hiraishingiri” technique.

But who knows, in the Manga we only got the very end of the fight. Izuna could very well have had the upper hand for a while, until Tobirama caught him off guard.

It says a lot that Tobirama had to invent a completely new jutsu to counter Izuna and his Sharingan/Mangekyō Sharingan.

Aww, he is definitely young here. He is leaned slightly sideways, as if he is looking past Madara to look at Hashirama (most likely), while in the anime his gaze seems to be directed at Madara’s back.

I can imagine that Izuna was empathic - but his empathy was only really extended to his clan. Perhaps to an allied clan or two (if such arrangements were made), but that is not to say that he was not someone kind. I can imagine that he was…and that he would have been kinder to more clans than only the Uchiha, had circumstances been different.

They lived in times of war, after all. Kindness and empathy has no place in war. At least not to their enemies.

One can accuse Izuna for being selfish - the moment he willingly accepts his death before joining hands with the Senju. But that does not take away from his peaceloving and harmonic nature. Humans are complex, never static or “one way or the other” - one can interpret the Naruto characters in a similar way if one so wishes. Izuna probably wanted peace as much as any other Uchiha, but he saw an alliance (between Uchiha and Senju) doomed to fail.

It can be seen as Izuna being against peace, but I do not see him as someone averse to peace as a whole - he was simply wary of the Senju clan, and of Hashirama in particular.

And that is another thing that does not take away from someone being peaceful. I cannot claim that we humans get along with everyone we meet, and that would be the same for the characters in the Narutoverse were they real.

Izuna simply looked out for his brother and the clan - the way a second-in-command should.

Even if Madara had accepted the ceasefire then and there, would it truly have lead to the peace Hashirama envisioned? Madara was not particularly clear-headed and could - theoretically - have agreed to any condition, Hashirama could have made, in his distress. Which would have invoked Izuna’s ire most likely.

It would not have been an agreement on equal footing and terms. It wasn’t even when Madara finally accepted Hashirama’s agreement.

Madara wanted to believe in Hashirama and their “pipe dream” (as much as he tried to deny it) - but Izuna did not have the same faith in the Senju clan.

Suspicion and fear also reared its ugly head, and can one blame him for such? Not really.

Being wounded by your archrival, being in pain and dying, and the leader of their nemesis dares to offer an alliance in that moment? Suspicious and hypocritical.

Everyone would be at fault - in one way or another - had the situation been real. Both Senju and Uchiha are as much victims as they are perpetrators of this vicious cycle of hatred.

While this is speculation, Izuna was probably quite the strong willed person. We do not know how the wound killed him, but it - most likely - got infected and caused him a slow, agonizing death.

He probably laid dying between days to perhaps a month at most.

Looking at the background during the skirmish it appears to be summer, and when Izuna passes away it is autumn. He probably had to cling to life for at least a few weeks…I can only imagine how painful such a situation must have been to both brothers. Imagine the agony of watching your most precious person waste away, watching him slowly die, while you can do nothing to save him.

It must have chafed at Izuna’s pride as a warrior as well, dying in such a “undignified” way. Honour has always been important to the Japanese, and I wonder how many can truly empathize with their way of thinking (“bushidō”) - and that you should kill yourself before bringing “shame” to your family name/yourself.

That’s…terrifying and tragic. And yet it is also quite sound…considering how valuable a hostage could be (or a corpse or two…).

It is while Izuna laid dying (we are only shown Madara’s anger after his passing - anime only scene at that) that he offered Madara his eyes. This, at the very least, implies his devoted nature. Like Obito, he gave up their clan’s treasure (Sharingan) so that his beloved older brother could look after one thing he, Izuna, held dear.

No matter who he might have been, we know one thing for certain, and that is that Izuna was devoted to the clan, to Madara, to the very end.

#izuna uchiha #izuna #naruto analysis #thoughts #I can see Izuna as a more balanced Sasuke in a way #more arrogant as well #perhaps even a touch more cold/unhinged at times #being a child soldier and all #sasuke and izuna being similar is not a strange thought to entertain #if nothing else they might have reacted to trauma in a similar way #long post

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margridarnauds · 2 months

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Trying to figure out the difference between "this feeling of general apathy about work will pass" and "this feeling of general apathy about work won't pass"

#it's like. i'm not FEELING when I think about my field #i'm not FEELING when I teach -- even though I'm still fighting for my undergrads as best as possible #I don't feel anything about the conferences over the horizon for me...or the papers that I have to write for them #i haven't even booked my plane tickets and accommodations...partially because that'd mean they're real #i have a deadline coming up for an article I was excited to publish -- I barely want to touch it #and it's like...I *know* I love my field #...so why don't I *now*?#i don't want to work on my prospectus...even though I've wanted nothing else for three years #...is it just TOO MUCH at once or too little stimulation without classwork #or am i just. tired.#and has this been the natural conclusion of the last three years

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idkaguyorsomething · 7 months

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Top 10 Best Moments in Star Wars History

10. You

9. Can’t

8. Rank

7. Them

6. They’re

5. All

4. Special in

3. Their own

2. Ways

The prison break from Andor

#yeah yeah it’s a dated meme i know #sorry about that #some moments in visions come pretty close #but literally #nothing else can even touch it #the CATHARSIS the FEAR the part where they finally make it to the escape only for kino to reveal he can’t swim and kassa never gets the #chance to find out what happened to him because surviving is really just like that sometimes #it’s unmatched #star wars #andor #star wars andor

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paimt · 7 months

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HOKAY SO

Murderhouse Makeover: Decorate houses and hide evidence for wealthy clients!

You play Taylor, a fresh-faced interior designer looking to break into the field. Luckily, a high-end real estate company takes interest in your portfolio! Less luckily, this company specializes in houses owned by murderers. Rich murderers.

At least the pay is good..?

(Taylor’s the purple one)

Keep your clients happy by using their favourite styles of furniture, following any special requests they have, and staying within budget. And, of course, making sure no one finds the evidence.

Paul is your new boss. He finds your clients and signs your paychecks. He does most (all) of the talking, gives hints if you're stuck, but otherwise leaves the dirty work to you.

What would you do for your dream job? If the answer is "anything short of killing a guy myself", this is (will be) the game for you!

(shoutout @bedruil for giving me half a chance to ramble lol)

#long post #game development #game dev #game design #Murderhouse Makeover #eeheehehehoohoo ive been impossible to shut up about this in the gc #its all still very rough art wise and also programming wise and also everything else wise #but its coming along and im really proud of what i have so far #sorry this turned into a Whole Thing i got excited #oc stuff #if you want an actual timeline on this im really hoping for a playable demo by halloween #but. uhh. we'll see #id call this a pre pre alpha #nothing here is really final but i dont think theres gonna be any hige changes visuals wise #outside of shaders i havent even TOUCHED shaders yet but im thinking cel shaded to keep it cartoony

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derpinette · 2 months

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i hated airpods & phones with those big fugly cameras in the back when they were announced as a concept & i hate them even more each time i see that hideousness in person

#i remember when i was 11 ( sorry for being a zoomer ) getting into an argument with an online acquaintance #over airpods because i thought they were retarded but she thought they were cool as if bluetooth ear pieces were a new invention #remember how the world used to make fun of them not even that many years prior. she was like nooobut you can hide them for cheating #& against thievery ( OK the only fair point I GUESS ) but they are just so ugly to me & stupid not practical too easily lost & damaged #especially with that pricetag like they could have made something COOL or Kawaii but of course sleek Nothing design is “in”#still after a decade now ♯MAKEITSTOP #honestly only like bluetooth for file sharing when necessary anything else is devilwork #as for the new giant multiple cameras design i mean use your eyes has there ever been an uglier decision #even if i had money i could never own a touch screen phone without a middle button & a normal camera lense in the back #like just looking at them makes me angry BUT mostly apple products i think android ones are less hives inducing #but TBH i have no headphone jack so... on my old broken phone i did but not this one -_- where are my principles......#well i will wear this one down until it dies i already have a cracked arse screen so until it breaks i will downgrade #also remember how cute silicone phone cases were in the early to mid 2010s ♯BringThatBack #honestly can you even i think phones today are just too damn big Not mine Doe 🦌 mine is almost perfectly sized for my hands (iphone7)#at least people have more charms than ever in my city at least i see people with cute lanyards & zoomer style JesusBeaters so great ^_^#sorry for complaining all the time but also if you are not here for my Kvetching then what else could you be here for...#*jumps into a well from shame*

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dire-kumori · 11 months

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And now for some not-so-fun Evbear shenanigans.

Now obviously there’s gonna be a bit of an adjustment period for Evan and Michael after the discovery of Evan’s soul inside the Fredbear suit, and the subsequent sneaking of the suit into the Afton home. Mike succeeds on getting Evan home but neither are quite sure what to do next. Evan just wanted to be safe at home in his room, but being back home isn’t the relief he expected. His new body is too large to curl up under the blankets. He couldn’t feel their warmth even if he could. He can’t even sit on his bed without breaking it.

Michael stays with him, wanting to make it better, but it’s really dawning on Evan that Michael actually did kill him. Even though he’s taller than Mikey now, he can’t help but react with terror when Michael is near. Michael doesn’t want to hurt him more, but he can’t leave Evan alone either. What if he breaks something? What if he breaks his own body? What if Father finds out and does something bad? When Evan sobs and rages Mike tries to stay close and offer comfort that Evan can’t feel, despite being painfully aware of how much larger and stronger Evan is in this new body and...

Evan isn’t. Not in the slightest. When Michael approaches him and tries to calm him down, Evan really only means to swat his hands away. It’s not until he hears the sharp crack that he realizes what he’s done, and he turns around to find Michael halfway across the room slumped against a piece of furniture. And he’s out cold. Evan begins to panic, especially when he sees the blood soaking his brother’s hair. Fortunately, Michael’s only out for a few minutes. Evan begins to apologize frantically, but Michael assures him it’s alright, he can take care of it.

At that moment, Evan becomes very, very aware that he doesn’t have to be afraid of Michael anymore. There’s nothing left Mike can do to him. But Michael has every reason to be afraid of him.

And when he sees the way Mike’s hands shake the next time he tries to comfort Evan, he realizes Mike knows it too.

#Evan and Michael both thinking of themselves as monsters? sounds good to me #What Mikey says: ''It's okay''#What Evan hears: ''It's okay. I know it was an accident''#What Mikey means: ''It's okay. I know I deserved it''#Mike's long learned to downplay the things Will does to him bc if no one else cares why should he?#at the same time he has this quiet understanding that nothing good would come of William learning that Evan's soul is trapped in Fredbear #some part of Evan does enjoy being large and strong #but there are more things he misses than enjoys #like the feeling of being cozy under his blankets #the taste of hot cocoa #being able to feel Fredbear's soft plush in his arms #even the feel of Michael's arms around him from the rare moments when Michael was being kind and would willingly give him affection #when Michael touches his metal arms and he can't feel it #it drives home exactly how many little things he'll never be able to experience again #Evbear AU #Evan Afton #Michael Afton

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