#now im gonna go collapse

[bluesnailsstuff]

yay shes done :D i think the song kinda suits her i was very inspired by @happy-thou9hts 's design for sally it was so pretty, loved the freckles so i just had to snatch that

#my art #welcome home #welcome home arg #sally starlet #sally starlet fanart #welcome home sally #welcome home puppet show #bluesnailsstuff #im gonna go collapse now #ignore the fact i cant write aesthetically

[cats4salad]

anyone order a valentines day akimizu

#akimizu #mizuaki #prsk fa #prsk #akito shinonome #mizuki akiyama #cath art #im gonna be real w u guys i am recovering from the flu and i was coughing the entire time i was drawing #also told myself that i wouldnt take long on this drawing and yet. its been two and a half hours. #i miss akimizu #happy vday #im gonna go collapse now ty bye

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me #i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job #when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever #im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do #im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far #but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird #all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job #and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration #or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing #which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn #im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor #unrelated

[dissociativedoe]

do nondisabled people realize how petrifying it is to know that you will walk into an event and most likely be the only visibly disabled person there?

the only one with a mobility aid, communication device, service/guide dog, physical deformity/difference, etc.... you dont even step foot in the door and you already stick out. EVERYBODY stares at you, even the nice, accepting people. are you an attention seeker or someone they should pity? you dont get to make that decision; they already decided the moment they saw you. are you going to be respected, babied, or insulted? or will they completely ignore you because talking to the cripple is too awkward? if youre there with somebody else, are people going to talk to them and ignore you, like youre not capable of interacting with them? is the venue even accessible, or do you get left behind as people move elsewhere? does anyone hang back to walk beside you, keep you company, or are you left to trail along behind them, alone? are you even included in what's going on? what is even the point of being there?

#sorry i have a wedding coming up on friday and im. freaking it #i dont think anybody there has seen me use a mobility aid #i dont want to answer a million questions. im already having a rough go of it #im gonna get to my moms house on thursday and im just gonna collapse onto the floor in a puddle of tears #shes one of the only ppl i can talk to about it... #sorry for being so negative today. im just struggling lately. ill head to bed now #vent #ableism #c slur #txt #disabled #actually disabled #spoonie #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronically ill

[semiotomatics]

weird random 4am thoughts abt human bodies

sometimes i do wish i wasnt ace literally just bc im so fascinated by human bodies but i never get the chance to see any but my own!! like, ive been learning abt how hypermobile i am over the past few years, and i feel like i wouldve figured it out way earlier if id had other ppl to compare myself to. even just like, natural body variations are so cool to me. scars and birthmarks and wrinkles and stretchmarks and rolls and body hair and just! everything!

i wish nudity/the human body wasnt such a taboo in north american culture. ive even been tempted to watch porn literally just so i can see what other ppls bodies look like 😭😭😭 i do think thats why im so interested in watching medical/anatomy videos like the institute of human anatomy tho, and why ive considered going into the mortuary/funeral industry. i just think bodies are neat!

#this has been an original post #personal spewage #sucks that the only times ppl tend to get up close and personal w other ppls bodies are during sex or death #kinda weird when you think abt it #i feel weird abt my own nudity cause the thought of being sexualized creeps me out #but thats only bc nudity itself is so heavily sexualized #dumb :/ #anyway this post brought to you by me lying in bed wondering how ppl without hypermobile shoulders sleep on their side lol #like where does your shoulder go? is it just. digging into the mattress? #also whenever i see ppl lying on their side their “upper” shoulder is always like. pointing straight up #like. in the same position it would be in if they were standing #i always assumed thats bc ppl were Acting/knew their were being photographed or recorded #but now im wondering. is that just how ppls shoulders sit when they lie down? #do they not collapse inwards towards your chest? #wild #anyway #gonna continue trying to fall asleep

[dragonsbone]

━━ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 as depicted in 𝐀 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

tag list 🧚🏻‍♂️ : @zoyazenik @prosemoireia @dio-nysvs @kiara-carrera @fleetwoodmcs @daisyjohvson @aaudace @jessiemieli @chlobenet @iron-parkr @elmunson @luucypevensie @princes-jasmine @julianblackthcrns @darkwolf76 @megdonnellys @edshopper @bravelittleflower @lepetitchoux @fiercefray @misshiraeth98 @itsjustgracy @fragilestorm @notanannoyingfangirl @phoebestarks @ichorwithwine @darkling-er @purpleyearning @lovehermioneforever @stanshollaand @eddiemunscns @hiddenqveendom @foxesandmagic @nik2blog @daughter-of-melpomene @impales @arrthurpendragon @dyhlanobrien @fakedatings @princessmadelines @stachedocs @toilandtroubled @eddysocs @keepyourelectriceyeonmebabe @emilykaldwen

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#fyeahgameofthronesocs #fyeahgotocs #ocappreciation #asoiaf oc #ochub #allaboutocs #josana lannister #sarra snow #a dance of lions #robb stark x oc #game of thrones oc #GoT oc #my ocs #i am gonna go collapse now im so tired bUT TADAAAAAAA #remember when i said im never doing hyper-realistic manips ever again??? well... i played myself #anyways my brain hurts so pls enjoy this sad story

[avephelis]

behold: every piece of donnie propaganda i drew convincing people to vote for him in @autismswagsummit

he may have lost, but REMEMBER! WE STILL HAVE WHEEL OF DOOM! so don't forget to vote for him there!! DONNIE SWEEP 💪💪

#characters in the bottom row (and the dragon above) are not mine you can find their owners in the original posts which are under -> #donnie propaganda #no way am i going to tag everything are you crazy. anyway im gonna go collapse for a week now. #avepharts

[arcaneyouth]

whoevers running the sims game that is my life is having too much fun

#> be me #> get violently killed by kidneh stone pain that doesnt fade for like 30-40 minutes #> finally get some help from my dad figuring out what to do and how to handle it #> just sit there drinking fruit punch to try to get lots of liquids for like an hour while recovering from the pain #> try to order doordash because im gonna collapse but i need food #> have a hysterical time (shitty selection baffling choices and my debit card no work) #> finally order and sit on the couch #> one od the biggest spiders ive ever seen approaching me so quickly i almost screamed #> cramp up my leg trying to escape the giant enemy spider by going over the couch #> leg is in pain #> wonder briefly with genuine curiosity if god thinks im entertaining right now

[milogoestogreendale]

no thoughts just the troy/abed handshake

#community #community nbc #abed nadir #troy barnes #trobed #community fanart #this took me absolutely forever #like actually this took me 16 hours omfg #gonna go collapse now #also im rly proud of this :) #troy and abed #milosfanart

[rarilight]

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do you like RariTwi???? do you also like that raritwi au where one is a princess and the other is her bodyguard and it'S FORBIDDEN AND CUTE??? WELL GUESS WHO WROTE 9K WORDS OF IT

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support your local raritwi author who spent like a month working on this and just wants it to do well please jesus christ i spent a month help me GOD raritwi!!!!!!

#raritwi #rarilight #mlp #i sPENT A MONTH ON THIS #I DONT THINK IVE EVER AGONIZED OVER A CHAPTER OF TELVERSE LIKE THIS BEFORE #CHRIST ABOVE #anyway i hope u like it!!!!! #im gonna go collapse now!!!

[bunnihearted]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[skyfcx]

     [ "TINY FOX. THIS UNIT IS DISSATISFIED WITH THE RATE OF PRODUCTION YOUR PERSON IS OUTPUTTING. TO ENSURE A SWIFTER AND MORE SATISFACTORY ICON ASSEMBLY PROCESS, PLEASE CONSIDER THE FOLLOWING." ]

     [ "WORK FASTER." ]

     "Omega, please... there are like, three other muses that are being iconned alongside you. Not to mention that your appearances are a little less frequent than them! So it's gonna take a good bit of time to—"

     [ "ABRUPT RETORT: NONE OF THEM ARE CAPABLE OF ROBOT-BASED HUMOR, WHILE THIS UNIT IS. FIVE HUNDRED AND THIRTY-SIX SEPARATE LAUGH TRACKS HAVE BEEN PRE-INSTALLED AND PREPARED FOR USAGE." ]

     [ "COMICAL SLOW CLAPS FOR SARCASTIC WITTICISMS THAT CAN BE PLAYED AT A MOMENT'S NOTICE, ALL IN THE PALM OF MY MECHANICAL HAND." ]

     [ "THERE IS NO HUMOR BETTER THAN A ROBOT'S DRY HUMOR. I HAVE AN ENTIRE PEANUT GALLERY DOWNLOADED ONTO MY HARD-DRIVE. THE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO LOVE IT." ]

#(CRACK.) ''Incomprehensible technobabble.'' #;tbd #((ignore me; i'm coping as i get tired of iconning at 2 am)) #((i wanna write omegaaaaa. he's got so much bastard in himmmm)) #((it's just a more blunt glados if it's even possible)) #((but i'm iconning for four goddamn muses right now so despite the fact that i've made a lot of icons; it's still slow-going)) #((but dont worry; im not gonna make omega a complete stooge; he's more than a joke character. i just.)) #((well i Do want to make robot jokes i will be completely transparent. slow clap processors sdfgbhygtfc)) #((hhhhhhh im tired. one-frame collapses into bed))

[calamitys-child]

Didn't get either job i applied for 🤙🤙🤙what is the Point

#im so burnt out im gonna collapse at least im going to sit on the beach now #the sea will not betray me

[tendebill]

update: i am becoming more and more sick as we speak

#kinda makes sense tbh considering ive allegedly been around two sick people for like a week now #and by allegedly i mean definitely #but still picture me doing the shocked pikachu face #or like the confused tom from tom and jerry face #whichever you prefer #anyway yippie if i get worse im not gonna go to school and im gonna get some work done maybe unless i collapse #like maybe i could wrap myself in a blanket and take my tablet and work on the posters in peace or draw ocs or work on my- #animation assignment some more #finally a good excuse to stay home #and im only half joking #if i still could do school online i would #not having to use public transit saves me so much time and energy #anyway hoping i dont wake up tomorrow dying but also i will embrace that possibility if it comes #but also i could force myself to go to school even if im sick and push thru #but also like maybe i dont want to make other people sick?? #anyway #personal

[wabblebees]

im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian

#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work #where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched #swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free #& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao #but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk #knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs #cest la vie i suppose #after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao #was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!'' #then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦 #my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later #its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling #definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm #anyway. wheres that post #''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs'' #its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case #mwah. mwah mwah mwah #<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful #and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3 #godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao #bee speaks

[circulating-eel]

Back home

coinons and notenons are welcome!

#speech bubble #got a mate to pick up some notes for me while i was away #including a new b-pengo!! #anyway im going to collapse now ten hour flight + delays + shit airplane food + going from 5 degree weather to 37 #gonna post some tomorrow