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#now they just need one with Omar
pizza-feverdream · 7 months
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There is SO much charactering going on right now YOU don't even KNOW
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bluethedream · 2 years
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I am filled with rage.
#sabi's words#I'd write this in farsi but then no one would understand#and anyways it's in the tags so. idek why I'm writing this I just need to get it out.#so genshin3.0 launched right. And it's called the morn a thousand roses brings right. and it's from a poem right. A poem by Persian poet#omar khayyam. Which non-Persian speakers might know through the Edward Fitzgerald translations.#BUT. this Mr. Fitzgerald. He better be glad he's dead. Because his entire academic resume is an insult to Persian poetry. He has literally#Mistranslated poems because he liked to and he's mentioned later on that it's his translation and he's do whatever he wanted with it#Anyways#The each Morn poem goes:#Each Morn a thousand Roses brings#you say. Yes#but where leaves the Rose of Yesterday. And this first Summer month that brings the Rose#Shall take Jamshyd and Kaikobad away.#Now.#That is NOTHING. like the fucking original Persian poem#The original poem which is khayyam rubbayiat quatrain IX goes:#The only thing Fitzgerald translated properly is the first two words. Each Morn. That's it. That's ALL he translated properly. ALL.the rest#Idek what to say to express how angry I am#The rest of the poem Says NOTHIGN about a Jamshid or a Kaikobad. Khayyam speaks of them in OTHER quatrains. NOT here.#هنگام صبوح ای صنم فرخ پیبرساز ترانه‌ای و پیش‌آور میکافکند بخاک صد هزاران جم و کیاین آمدن تیرمه و رفتن دی#MOST IMPORTANTLY. IT DOES NOT SPEAK OF ROSES. NOT AT ALL. DOESN'T EVEN MENTION FLOWERS. THE OBJECTS OF THE POEM ARE MUSIC AND WINE.#AND IT MENTIONS A WINTER MONTH BESIDE A SUMMER MONTH. WHICH THE TRANSLATION ENTIRELY SKIPS.#Basically. The Persian poem speaks of how we should make use of the time we have and enjoy it. What does the translation say?#It speaks of how time takes things away.#Close enough ig? But NOT CLOSE ENOUGH.#This isn't the only instance a white elitist classist translator has fucked our langauge over and it won't be the last and I'm tired of it#I'm just so fucking mad. Even Google translator results are closer to the original concept than this entitled guy's.
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du är där när jag vaknar
baby, allt som jag önskat få
vet jag har inga svar
för du är allt jag vill ha ;
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icanseethefuture333 · 5 months
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Celestial alignment: Pick a pattern in the sky
Messages to realign you with your soul path
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Pile 1:
Shufflemancy -
Replay by Lady Gaga
JMK by Sango ft. Xavier Omar
Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine
Ten of Wands, Eight of Cups, The Magician, The World, & Three of Cups
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There is a call for you to let go of thoughts that are holding you back. There is something about repetition here that is preventing you from progressing into the next chapter of your life. You could be taking on the burdens of other people as a way to help them. Your guides are urging you to please stop. You are constantly making sacrifices for others when they aren't doing this for you. Your lesson right now is to focus on making yourself the top priority. You are always putting yourself on the back burner. Some people here take care of their family members or work in the medical field. It's understandable to be worried and to care for your loved ones or other people, but who's be concerned about you? Who is making sure that you are alright or have what you need? If nobody is there for you, then you have to be there for yourself. Start making goals or a list of things you wish to accomplish. You need to realize you are worthy and deserving of what you desire, start dreaming again, pile 1. The universe is waiting and ready for your call and demand. Once you have faith in yourself, the universe will be ready to make your dreams come true. A journey of peace, abundance, and celebrations will be coming your way soon.
Summary:
Change your thoughts & way of thinking.
Practice mindfulness & work on releasing limiting beliefs.
Learn how to include self care in your daily routine
Set boundaries
Think about what your goals or dream are
Make a list or a vision board
Research information on manifestation or spirituality that aligns with your beliefs
Pile 2:
Shufflemancy -
Bruises by Kelela
Brain by Mariah the Scientist
Omega by SAAY
Seven of Wands, King of Wands, Wheel of Fortune, The Aeon (Judgement), & Nine of Pentacles
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This pile gave me goosebumps when shuffling - You have a very intense aura and strong presence, pile 2! Something about having to "fight" or the "brain" being significant. I'm reminded of this wounded emoji: 🤕. You could suffer from past trauma or have a mental disorder. I had to rewrite for this pile because it didn't save and I felt so frustrated having to write for this pile again, but it made me realize that this is possibly how you feel in life. You are constantly having to work with difficult circumstances without seeing any progress of the outcome. There were a lot of struggles that you had overcome and I am reminded of movie The Truman Show. His entire life was just programmed for him and he was forced to live a life he didn't want for the entertainment of others just so they could have a TV Show to watch. So I feel like people found joy in your misfortune and suffering, which I am terribly sorry for. The thing is though that was in the past and you don't have to deal with these people anymore. You don't have to pretend to be this character that obviously doesn't resonate with you. You can create an entirely new life, new self concept, new everything for yourself. Think of who you want to be as an individual, not what other people have labeled you as or want you to be. You have to start realizing that you are free to do as you please. Life can be like a simulation and we could all be considered avatars, but we don't realize is that we are able to customize our reality in anyway we wish. You have the inner strength and passion but you are just stuck in this survival mode that is not serving you anymore. It is time for you to move on and your spirit guides are being stern with me right now but they're saying "take this shit seriously". If you have a dream or goal you know you wanna do, take action and stop complaining. Stop with the excuses, the self pity, and the martyr complex. Once you start asking the universe for help is when you can start to achieve your dreams. "It's like clockwork". I am seeing that you feel that you're running out of time in life to accomplish your goals but I am reminded of Maddy from Euphoria when she said "Don't worry, this is only just the beginning". Your "shift" or soul purpose has only just begun and time is ticking for real now. I am getting a vision of someone holding a bright lantern in a dark cave and they are like making a come hither motion with their hands. So I believe this is the universe and your guides saying if you need guidance and you are unsure what to do or where to go or how to even begin the project you wish to work on - Ask them. Once you start asking the universe for help shit is going to change in your life dramatically because your purpose is very significant and it is going to be for the better of society but you have to stop being in your ego and acting stubborn because it is not helping you or anyone else for that matter. I'm not saying you have to be some sort of holy messiah or the rebirth of Jesus Christ himself, but you are going to be someone who will make a difference in this world. As you embark on this journey, it is crucial that you pay attention to the signs the universe or spirit gives you. It is okay if you make mistakes but you have to be careful and aware of people or vices that will sabotage you in the end. So listen to your intuition and notice those gut feelings. I feel like people will be giving you your flowers in the future, that could mean you will be someone who has a certain level of status, or this means people will show appreciation or gratitude for your benevolence and charity. You have this gift or tool that the universe has blessed you with and you have to utilize it for the good will of others.
This is a powerful message I channeled from spirit: "Others who have begun early are merely the matches that were chosen out of indulgence, for candles & waxes, the faster they burn, the quicker their ashes will fall. The last one to be picked, is the match that is the resource for those in need of hope and warmth when faced with the darkness."
Summary:
Use your intuition
Release the version of yourself that is no longer serving you
Embrace change & endings
The end of a chapter means a new beginning
Rely on your inner strength & wisdom
Ask for guidance
Focus on what it is meant for you
"All that glitters isn't gold"
Pile 3:
Shufflemancy -
Lemon by N.E.R.D ft. Rihanna
Starface* by Jean Dawson
Screen Time by Epik High ft. HOSHI
The Tower, Four of Pentacles (reversed), Three of Wands, The Sun, & Four of Wands
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The pile's energy instantly chirped me up and made so happy! Its interesting how the piles are always so unique in their own way. You could have been or are currently in denial with your circumstances. It reminds me of Hey Ya! by Outkast. Go take a look at that music video or listen to the song if you're unfamiliar with it. It's a fun happy song, but the meaning of the lyrics are actually quite depressing. You could have this mindset of: "Y'all don't wanna hear me you just wanna dance!". You could be someone who is pessimistic and a downer, always wanting to look at things from a more "realistic" perspective. Although, your spirit guides are asking you to actually change this way of thinking. I actually see that you have a really bright and energizing aura! You could be really funny, pile 3! Your purpose could align with having a good sense of humor or being a source of hope and optimism for others. You could be interested in working in the entertainment field. Once you get past this, you will realize how much fun life can actually be! Your past challenges could also be viewed from a more positive standpoint. For example, the situation might have been unfortunate, but did you learn anything valuable? Or was there any positive outcomes because of that said situation. Reflect on your life experiences and lessons to see where the universe actually might have helped you dodge a bullet or blessed you with protection or love. You could also attract new people into your life who will make you feel a sense of joy and gratitude. This pile just reminds me of a fun summer day, where people eat watermelon or have fun at the pool. Another song I'm channeling is Summertime by DJ Jazzy Jeff & Will Smith. You will be celebrating and having a good time with your loved ones in the future soon. I believe honestly your path for now is to focus on happiness and sharing love and light with others!
Summary:
Have fun!
Make jokes that uplift people's energy
Focus on the good vs dwelling in negativity
Try to make someone laugh or smile!
Make plans for the summer
Hang out with your friends or spend time with family
Your past struggles are why you're still here. You overcame a great deal and should be proud of yourself!
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retrieve-the-kraken · 25 days
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So after taking some time to clear my head, and letting the wave of relief and closure wash over me, and feeling like someone literally unclogged my brain, I rewatched season 3 of Young Royals, but only finished just the night before I was going away for Easter weekend, so I didn’t have time to write anything.
But now I can finally say this: I liked it much better the second time.
And it wasn’t just the trepidation and anxiety that i had for finding out what happened in the end that kept me from completely enjoying it the first time. It was also that annoying week-long gap that we had to endure before watching the finale.
(I get that they did it for promotional purposes, and it was a lovely thing to be able to have that event for the final chapter, which obviously could only be one chapter, imagine having everyone there for the entire season, everyone watching for nearly six hours… no good.)
That gap, I feel, made it feel like we just landed randomly on an episode that was meant to tie up all the storylines. And of course it is, and of course it still feels that way in regards to some storylines, but wow, what a difference it makes to watch the whole thing as a whole, the way I’ve enjoyed the previous seasons.
I definitely could process it much better the second time around, watching calmly and carefully, and once I jumped straight from episode 5 into episode 6, it definitely felt more cohesive. It felt like it followed the same pattern as the previous seasons, the conflict at the end of episode 5 is very similar in every season, and it felt right.
And the final episode of each season seems to follow a very similar pattern too, except that it shifts a little each time as Wille gains autonomy. In Season 1, the climax was that Wille had to do what the crown said, on the crown’s terms (deny the video, keep August’s betrayal secret, lose Simon), because he didn’t know what else to do, he didn’t have a choice, sad ending. In season 2, he has to do what the crown says (do the speech, play the part of the Crown Prince), BUT he’s doing it on his own terms (telling the truth about the video, being with Simon, even if it means keeping August’s secret), he has somewhat of a choice, bittersweet ending. In season 3… well, it looks like he’s doing what the crown says still… and then he finally realizes that he does have a choice. Sad ending? Nej! He finally gets his happy ending. He has come to terms that the can have a choice.
The second time around, just when we thought we were getting yet another sad ending or bittersweet ending like the previous seasons, it shifted. Plot twist, he’s getting out of the car. Of course there is a lot up in the air (was your first thought also literally “but Wille, you left your bag in the car! You don’t have a toothbrush! You don’t have a phone charger! You don’t have clean underwear!” or are you normal? I am not normal, I have anxiety about things like that), there are many things that will still need to be resolved after the credits roll, but… it felt right.
And of course there are things that got tied up and still felt a bit quick, and things that felt annoyingly left up in the air, but that was precisely what happened each season, things that felt like maybe would get properly addressed the next season, but that’s not how life works. Not everything gets resolved. And it feels a little sadder or more bitter because we’re not getting another season.
But we are. It’s playing in our heads right now. People are writing fanfiction about it. And I can’t wait to absorb it all.
I’m definitely watching the whole season again, and doing a play-by-play analysis like I did for season 2, because I love hyperanalyzing every detail of this show.
Can I just preliminarily warn that I will be gushing about Edvin and Omar, and Nikita and Frida and Malte, so so much? Because the second time watching season 3, I was in awe, true awe, of how good they have all gotten. I mean, they’ve all been incredible from day one, but I feel like there were nuances to their characters this season that highlighted so much how incredible they all are. Particularly my babies, Edvin and Omar, deserve all the awards. Can’t wait to see everything they do.
I will miss them with all my soul. But I don’t have to let go of them yet.
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freemansgirl · 10 months
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worth the wait
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pairing: amber freeman x fem reader
summary: amber and reader get down and dirty in the dressing rooms when reader tries on lingerie
warnings: smut, hair pulling, lingerie kink oral, strap on sex, name calling/degradation kink, public sex, mirror sex kink, reader sucks off a strap on
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“come on, baby. i don’t have all day. hurry it up already.”
you hear the voice of your raven haired girlfriend mutter from outside of the dressing room door. amber was honestly getting impatient by the second, because of the fact she was anticipating on seeing you in a lingerie set she had picked out for you. honestly, if she could’ve she would’ve gotten up by now and opened the door just to see for herself but she couldn’t due to dressing room door automatically lock when they’re closed, unless you let her in. unfortunately, she had no choice but to be patient and wait.. which is hard to do when you’re amber freeman. she has quite a temper on her, and behaves rather impulsively if she doesn’t get things her way.
“in a sec, amber… i’ll be at the door in a bit.”
you speak out from behind the door, rolling your eyes as you’re finally finishing up with adjusting the bra part of the lingerie set. you wish that your girlfriend wasn’t so impatient all of the time and would just give you as much time as needed. you take a step back and look at yourself, very carefully as you scan your body head to toe just to make sure you look good. you feel so sexy and confident, and you are so sure that your girlfriend will love it more than you do. you turn to the dressing room door and begin to open it slightly so there’s enough room for you to poke your head out of the door.
“finally, this is what i been waiting for…” amber says, as her black eyes look at the door opening as she gets up out of her chair to walk inside of the dressing room. she shuts the door, just to make sure no one catches a glimpse of you in this lingerie because you are hers and only she is allowed to see you like this. no one else. once, she gets a full view of you standing in the victoria’s secret lingerie set, a soft and gentle gasp escapes from her mouth and she can’t help the fact that her eyes are trailing down from the top of your head to the bottom of your body. “damn….” she whispers, as she just stares at you and how fucking amazing you look.
she definitely realizes it was worth the wait to see you ….like this. you felt yourself blushing at her response, as you enjoyed her checking you out. your breasts were sitting up perfectly, the lingerie bra was giving you such good support. “mm, turn around.” amber ordered, as she twirls her index finger in a spinning motion. you begin to twirl around, and you’re facing the mirror now, with her ass back to her as your back is showing. she definitely wanted to see you from the front AND the back, thats for sure. her eyes were definitely locked on the back of you but mainly the way your ass is just hanging all out and siting perfectly. this was like heaven to her, she bit her own bottom lip as she could feel a lot of dirty thoughts racing through her head.
“like what you see?” you turn your head around in a 3/4 angle over your shoulder, smirking at your girlfriend’s reaction. amber would be a fool if she didn’t admit that she didn’t like this. hell, like is an understatement, she LOVED this. “definitely….” she begins to step closer to you as she grabs your ass from the back, bringing you closer to her. you could feel the inner core of your vagina, getting so wet for your lovely girlfriend. your eyes were looking into her very own, and you know based on how she was looking…. she was horny.
next thing you know, you’re facing her and there’s a heated makeout session happening between the two of you. amber started off rough and fast with her kisses, but now it was becoming sloppy. she was hungry and she wanted you right here and right now, she could give less of a fuck that you guys were at a store. you start to tug at her hair, trying to pull her closer to you as amber’s hands snaked their way around your hips. your hands were caressing her face as you kept kissing her back. she begin to reach down to her pants, pulling her zipper down but you quickly grab her hand. you guys end up breaking up the kiss, both of you are just a panting mess for each other.
you are struggling trying to catch your breath, as you can’t let out a sentence from the intense makeout session that happened. “stop… wait.. i don’t know about this yet.” you speak, unsure of trying to continue this further before you start off another sentence, “we shouldn’t fuck here.. this can wait.”
you stare into your girlfriend’s eyes, her once seductive and lustful eyes are now somewhat irritated at the sudden mood change. you can tell that she doesn’t even care, but you start to see a devilish smile appear on her face. “what if i don’t want to wait?” she says, as she begins to pull down the lingerie underwear you’re wearing, now she sees your actual underwear that you wore underneath the lingerie. you realize there’s no stopping her, as you watch her get to work before you can even protest more, she rubs a finger against the lips of your vagina.
she can feel the slick just drenching her index finger, and she smiles to look up at you. “it looks like you can’t wait either, baby. aw… looks like we both want this.” a smirk is plastered to her face, and you are immediately quiet due to the fact that she’s right. you just let yourself get flustered and let her have at it, as she lets the strap on out of her pants. she grabs you a bit roughly, catching you out of your flustered state and puts you right in front of the mirror.
your boobs look so good in the mirror, that amber got more turned on than she already was. she starts to leave kisses and marks all over your neck, as her hands massage your boobs. you moan softly, trying to keep your voice down so no one around you can hear. she starts to stick her strap inside of you, without any warning cause you to moan even louder but you cover your mouth quickly, as amber laughs at you. you couldn’t help but feel so embarrassed getting so strapped down like this but enjoying yourself at the same time. you honestly hoped that amber would make this quick.
“aww, are you embarrassed?” amber laughed once more, as she slapped your ass, it being a bit loud. you couldn’t help but feel yourself getting annoyed with her antics, she clearly has no etiquette for the fact there’s people in here. you wanted to say something back at her, “amber, there are peo- mmph!” you were cut off, by another soft moan coming from your lips as the pace on her fucking you quickens more. she starts to grab you by your hair to get you to look at her fucking you so well in the mirror.
“look at yourself, whore, taking my dick so nicely… that you can’t even talk.” amber whispered in a taunted tone into your ear as she thrusted more and more into your body. you see yourself and all of the lewd expressions that you’re making for amber, she enjoying every second of herself, absolutely no shame of what’s even happening. your boobs will bouncing and your ass was jiggling from all of the action. you looked like a mess, your hair was messed up and ruffled from the hard pull that amber did to your hair just now. your lip gloss was smeared from the intense make out session too. you could feel a wave of shame come over your body and you end up closing your eyes because you didn’t want to keep looking at yourself in this setting right now.
you were about to put your head down, to also hide your expressions so amber couldn’t see you. yes, letting her fuck you in the victoria’s secret dressing room was already enough to boost her ego but if she kept seeing your expressions… oh you wouldn’t hear the end of it. you could give her all the satisfaction she wanted, but not too much of it. just as you felt yourself getting less embarrassed and feel a slight bit calm, your hair is grabbed again roughly as you let out a yelp at the intensity on your hair. “don’t hide yourself from me, look at yourself.”
you were back to where you were, staring at yourself as you kept getting repeatedly fucked non stop. with one hard, quick thrust, you let out another moan. you could feel yourself about to reach an orgasm, moaning more and more. “fuck, baby, i am so close!” you say, as you feel your whole body ready to give out but amber grips your whole waist, keeping you up.
“me too… god fucking you just feels so fucking good, you know that?” amber says, as she is also on the verge of about to orgasm from the strap on. you end up coming first, all over her strap as a sigh of relief escapes your lips. amber ends up coming right after you, and before you can even get up and move, you can feel her tug at your hair. “who said you were finished?” she raised a brow at you, as she was clearly talking about the cum you left all over the sex toy.
you didn’t even have to question her on what she meant, because you’ve been with her long enough to know what’s up. you got onto your knees, as she pulled your head down to her strap on. you start to wrap your mouth around it, you begin to start bobbing your head up and down and licking all over. you can feel your girlfriend staring down at you, she had a shit eating grin on her face. she was clearly enjoying this shit as she soothingly rubbed your hair. “you’re such a good girl….” she muttered, watching you go to work.
once, you felt like you got rid of the cum off of her sex toy, you got off of it and back away. you look up at her for her approval and she seems impressed that you cleaned it all up. “perfect.” she speaks, as she begins to zip her pants up. now, amber looks over at you slowly stripping down out of the lingerie and quickly putting back your actual outfit on.
“see, now that wasn’t so bad was it? quick and to the point.” your girlfriend stated while you gave her the bag of lingerie so she could go pay for it in the check up line. you feel yourself wanting to roll your eyes at that comment but you didn’t, yeah it wasn’t BAD to HER… of course. you know how amber has quite the imagination. amber opens the dressing room door, looking back at you with a twisted smile on her face.
“can’t wait to finish part two of this.”
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0xstarzx0 · 2 months
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DANCING QUEEN |ONE-SHOT|
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Drew Starkey x Reader
{OPEN COMMAND}
synopsis: Y/N has always managed to scare the men who tried to seduce her, but Drew is determined to be the first to fail to scare
[english is not my native language .❗️❗️]
tw: smut, felation, sex, penetration, raw language, abuse, unprotected sex, vaginal sex.
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"You really had to do this?" asks Camilla, your best friend. "I told you I didn’t want to come, he was sticky, and besides, when he talked to me, he looked at my boobs. He’s a big jerk." You say while lighting a cigarette.
"You threw your glass in her face and threatened to cut off her balls!" she said, shocked at your behavior last week.
"You’re not fucking kidding," said your best friend, Trevor. Half choking so much he’s laughing.
"Seriously, aren’t you tired of being alone?" Camilla asks.
You drink your drink, knowing already what kind of speech you will have the right.
"You go home by yourself, no one gives you a gift-" That’s not true, Trevor does!" You laugh and Trevor throws you that means "not now" with his disapproving head movement.
"Seriously Y/N when is the last time you have sex?" you blush instantly and sigh.
you drink your shot and get up. " For starters, I haven’t had sex in six months" Shit, you thought it was less serious in your head.
"I’ve decided, do you really think an asshole could have this?" you show your body as a trophy." And then I’m not determined to be in a relationship with someone who wouldn’t be able to help me when I need it."
Your ex was a first-class asshole, he put you through hell. He stole your money a hundred times, let his friends insult you with all the names and if you retaliate it was like you insulted his mother personally, and he didn’t care what you wanted, he took it without your consent 99% of the time
And when you weren’t his docile bitch he didn’t hesitate to hit you or threaten you.
You left him eight months ago now, threatened to press charges if he didn’t leave you. Luckily your threats scared him and left you.
You chase away bad thoughts and you take a tone that wants to be funny " and then anyway, the only people I want in my bed, are old rich grandpa who are easily manipulated who will give me their money when they die." You smile cheerfully before heading to the bar.
You come to the bar and you order from the bartender, Calvin, three shots of tequila.
You turn your head when you see three guys talking together, two blondes and a brown guy. The three of them are chatting, you detail them one by one and one particular catches your attention.
He’s tall, thin with shaved hair. His arms are big and veiny. You watch his abs fit perfectly to his white tank top.
"Hey, honey, you got a little name?" asks a heavy guy who just arrived.
You wave your hands to say you are “mute” and he nods and apologizes.
He orders and Calvin gives you your three shots. "Thank you my favorite bartender!" you say drinking one of the three. The three men laugh and try to hide their laughter when he sees the head of the heavy guy.
"You’re not mute Then I can know your pretty name," said the stranger. Calvin looks at you like Trevor, his boyfriend. A disapproving head movement.
You smile at Calvin and then your face gets bored when you look at the unknown again. "Calvin, can you pass me the meter?" You ask not to let go of the man’s gaze.
He gives it to you and you start taking it out until 6,1 He looks intrigued by what you show him.
"My ex was 6.1, if you do more than him I’ll let you buy me a drink!" you say cheerful. 
He stands next to the meter, For his greatest happiness it is more than 6'1, your face becomes jaded.
"So you want a shot?" he asks, smiling with all his teeth.
Well, you only have one more option.
"Yes, but first, my name is Y/N and I have three cats: Kitty, Daphne and Omar, I am Cancer but I do not go out with the: belier, capricorn, Pisces and Taurus." You say without leaving time to understand. He opens his mouth as you speak.
"I want to get married in... 1 year and have four children, so what? You miss me having a drink!" you say happy grabbing his arm.
he abruptly takes off his arm and leaves without turning. You turn to Calvin and he sighs. I do not understand why you reject all the men who approach you " he says exasperated.
"I didn’t reject him, he left all alone!" you say defending yourself, one of the three men of earlier laughs, the blond, Mister big arm.
Calvin looks at him with fascination, as if he were in front of a super star.
You leave laughing at yourself.
You were Camilla sitting in your seats when your flagship music started.
Dancing Queen, you got up and took it with you to the dance floor.
You dance with her, you do the choreography she and you invented when you meet the blond eyes of earlier. 
You stop each of your movements and Camilla looks at you strangely. she turns her head or you look. And her eyes turn into admiration.
Ok this guy is beautiful, but from there to admire him like a god. It’s weird.
"Oh fuck Y/N! Drew Starkey is here and he’s looking at you!"
"WHO THE FUCK IS DREW STARKEY ??" 
You’d like to yell at her instead you nod, Drew is so well-built that your eyes can’t help but look at his body instead of his eyes.
She takes your hand and trotts in her direction. Your eyebrows instantly frown and you curse her because even before you try to run away you are already in front of the three men.
"Hi!" she begins, you raise your eyes to heaven. " I’m Camilla and she’s my best friend Y/N I just wanted to know if I could take a picture with you, I’m a big fan of outer banks!"
"Yes, of course!" Camilla smiles and approaches them, she stands between them and looks at you." Y/N? " she says firmly.
You turn the head to look innocently. "Yes?" you say  "The picture? please.".
You take your phone and position it correctly. You notice that Drew is not looking at the lens but in your direction. Eh Mister big arms could you look at the lens, please?" You lean your head to the side. 
You open your eyes wide when you realize what you just said. In front of your reaction he laughs, as if you were just both.
You come to your senses and take the picture for Camilla. Once finished you tell her and she insists that you take one with them. You refuse several times by saying that you had not seen the show but she pushes you towards them by saying that one that you would have seen the show you will be happy to have a photo with these actors.
She forces you to put yourself right for the photo, the blond on your left, the brown on your right and Drew behind you. Oh my god, you can feel his breath on your ear. 
When the picture is taken, you run to the toilet, too embarrassed to stay longer.
You walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror, Fuck, you’re red like a tomato. You don’t know if it’s because of the alcohol you drank or the fact that Drew triggered something in you that no one had ever done.
You try to calm down when the door opens. You turn your head and has your greatest regret or happiness- you do not know what you want- Drew is there smiling when you turn away the look too embarrassed.
"Is there a problem?" You ask when you put on your femme fatale mask.
"No, should be?" He sees clearly in your game and has you way of acting, he tries to destabilize you and god only knows that he can do it.
You don’t answer his question and look at the mirror in front of you, it puts your hair back in place when you see its reflection move to get on the door right behind you.
"If you try to flirt with me your way sucks." You say barely audible.
" I don’t need to flirt with you because I meet all your criteria.". Shit. He heard you.
You turn and frown, he continues:
"I am 6'3, I love animals, I am scorpion. Marriage is an event that can happen quickly in a relationship if you are sure you want to and I want children but I can negotiate for three."  He says he’s sure.
You smile sincerely before bursting into a sweet laugh.
Drew’s heart tightens, was he falling in love with a girl he had just met? probably yes, but love at first sight exists no? If you thought about it, why not.
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You spent the whole night laughing with Drew leaving her co-stars with your best friend, who was happy you were having fun with someone other than her or Trevor.
When he offered to take you home you wanted to refuse but, without really knowing why, you did not hesitate and accepted on the spot.
When you got to your apartment door, you felt the atmosphere was palpable. Your desire to throw itself on him was immense and the desire that he undressed you invaded his mind.
So when you threw yourself on his lips he answered your kiss by dipping his tongue in your mouth you went back into your apartment glued to his lips, he closed the door with his foot.
He grabbed you from the back of the thighs with his big hands and carried you. He threw you on the couch and stood on top of you. while continuing to kiss you.
You started to undo his belt when he simply tore your t-shirt causing him a painful erection, which could only be cured by you.
He began to wrap your breast with his lips, you moaned while he was not even in you.
You managed to take off his jeans and touch him through his boxer causing him a growl.
You put your hands on his chest and pushed his away calmly, causing his to misunderstand you. 
You went into your bathroom and took a rubber band and made yourself a ponytail and knelt right in front of him. you lowered his boxer and he dropped his head back when you put your mouth on its length. kissing her before taking her whole in your mouth
you started to go and come with your head when he looked down at you, trying to maintain eye contact. He likes it.
When you felt his dick shaking in your mouth he took you away, despite the fact that you were soaked, you wanted to feel it in you. 
He grabbed you by the arms to position you just above him. he approached your ear and said:
 "I want to come into this little pussy that I’ve been thinking about since I saw its owner."
You blush in front of his words and he starts to take off your cyclist. your panties are completely wet and he knows it.
When he sees your little red panties he gets even harder. He takes it off and without even warning you he pushes his cock inside your folds deeply. causing a sharp moan from you.
He maintained eye contact with you throughout his deep, frantic thrusts. Every time you closed your eyes or looked away, he grabbed your jaw and said, "You wanted to play, so let’s play."
your nails dig on the bare skin of his abs, and his hands grab your hips as he kisses your breasts always holding your eyes in his.
you feel your orgasm coming when your moans get stronger and you move faster on him. he accelerates his thrusts." Come on, come on my dick I’ve been waiting for this from the beginning" you squirt on his dick and it comes, pulling long lines of sperms into you.
You take yourself away from him, legs trembling, chest and neck full of hickeys. You sit next to him, grabbing his arm and positioning your head on it. He turns the head to see how much you have been subjected to him. He smiles when he notices your little body trying to resume normal breathing without him realizing it.
"My room is down the hall on the right." You just say, he gets up his hands on your back and behind your thighs and lifts you up.
Once in the Chamber he puts you on the bed then settles next to you, he pulls you towards him and puts one of his legs on your thigh and you fall asleep against the other.
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The next day when you open your eyes you see him lying next to you, you have not changed position and in addition you managed to sleep all night while usually you wake up in the middle. You don’t know but in any case you would like this moment to last forever.
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astranva · 2 years
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Coffee and Bagel.
Word Count: 2.5k
Category: Angst-ish, fluff
Warning: curse words
Summary: Overprotective!Chris and pregnant!actress!reader get swarmed by paps and Chris loses his shit when reader almost trips.
Follow the couple's life here.
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You loved going on short walks ever since you became pregnant.
The swelling of your feet was always very frequent, and it was why you didn’t favor walking and standing on them for too long, especially since the big bump you carried around not only strained your ankles, but your back as well.
“I can’t remember the last time I had coffee,” you said, fixing the big t-shirt you were wearing that rightfully so belonged to Chris, but since your marriage, what was his was yours, and what was yours, was yours. 
“You deserve that treat,” Chris said from his place on the floor, tying your shoe laces.
You hummed, one hand on his shoulder to keep yourself steady, “You know, I’m so ready for the baby to be here,” you said, “Need my caffeine so bad.”
Chris chuckled as he stood up, “I think it’s not just caffeine you need,” he said, “I think–I think you miss having good back days.”
You groaned, “God, yes,” you cradled your bump, “And not having you scolding me for, I don’t know, going up a step or something,” you giggled, teasing your husband who rolled his eyes at you with a smirk.
“You do dangerous shit, Y/N,” he reasoned, “You do!” He confirmed when you laughed, “Like–Come on, stepping on a chair to get turmeric from the shelf?”
“What else was I supposed to do?”
“Wait for me,” he pointed at himself, “Why else am I here?”
You gasped dramatically, “Oh-Oh, so you’re just here to bring down stuff now? Never mind the woman that you got pregnant, never mind her feelings. Never mind that she needs some loving on, some affec-”
“Stop, stop,” Chris laughed, wrapping his arms around you before he pecked your lips a couple of times, causing you to giggle, “And I’m here to love on you,” he said, “Also I wasn’t the only one who got you pregnant. If I–If I remember correctly, we were both o-”
“We’re not going to talk about it,” you shook your head, “Absolutely not.”
He laughed before pressing his lips against yours, “Ready to go?”
You hummed, fixing your hair, “Let’s go before you decide I need to be on bed rest or something.”
“Actually–”
“No,” you put your hand on his mouth, “No.”
With your statuses, you and Chris almost always expected paparazzi taking your pictures and trying to get any answers and statements out of you. 
With your fingers intertwined with Chris’s, you walked on the sidewalk, only 5 shops away from your coffee place, and already, 3 men were in front of you, walking backward so they could film you and your husband.
“We should’ve brought the car,” Chris said quietly, his hold tight on your hand, and his body stiff as if he was getting ready to attack at any given moment.
“I miss walking to get my coffee,” you told him, fixing your sunglasses on your face, “Are you okay?”
Chris smiled softly, removing his hand from yours so he could wrap his arm around your shoulder, “I am. Are you?”
You nodded, keeping your face down from the paparazzi.
“Y/N, Chris, do you know the gender of the baby?”
“Y/N, you’re looking big!”
“How far along are you?”
“Are we going to see you on the big screen again soon?”
“Y/N, how do you feel about Chris’s new projects?”
You took a breath, concealing yourself against Chris before he stepped a little to the side, finally opening the door to the coffee place and letting you get in before him.
The soft mummers could be heard, and you could always feel when the phones were out, “discreetly” taking pictures of you and your husband. 
Chris’s hands were on your shoulders from behind as the both of you walked to the familiar cashier you had befriended two years ago from how frequently you and Chris got coffee and bagels from that place.
“Hey, Omar,” you beamed at the 20-year-old boy.
“Hey, man,” Chris also greeted with a smile, “How’s it going?”
“Hey, you two!” Omar grinned, “These assholes giving you a hard time out there?” He nodded his head towards the door at the paparazzi.
Chris sucked in a breath, “When are they not?”
You glanced behind you at the door before your eyes widened, “Fucking hell, they got more.”
Omar shook his head, “We’ll help you get back to the car, no worries.”
“We walked,” you said with a small chuckle, “Bad idea.”
“Oh shit,” Omar made a face, “You can Uber though.”
“That’s a good idea,” Chris agreed, “What do you think, honey?”
You shrugged before letting out a huff, “I just want my coffee and bagel.”
Both chuckled, before Omar spoke, “The usual?”
You and Chris nodded as you leaned back against Chris while putting your hands under your bump to support it. 
Chris paid, leaving a generous tip for Omar and his other colleague, Mona, before the both of you moved to the side, him pulling out a stool for you to sit on before he stood beside you.
He glanced back at the door, a sigh leaving his lips as his eyebrows furrowed in exasperation. Your hands moved to clutch his t-shirt from the sides, making him look at you, “We can get an Uber,” you told him, sensing his anxiety.
“I wanted you to walk like you wanted,” he said, looking at you in defeat with a tilt of his head.
You shook your head slightly, “It’s okay. Just another LA day,” you said, “I’ll walk as much as I want when we go to Boston after your press is done,” you assured him as you looked up ay him, “Loosen up, will you? We’re fine.”
Chris only sighed, wrapping his arms around you to bring you in a hug, his lips pressing a kiss to your head. He pulled away, his hand instantly finding your baby bump, bringing a smile to his face, “Hey, bubba,” he cooed, softly rubbing your bump.
You smiled, one of your hands reaching up 
to softly graze his arm as you looked down at your 7-month bump.
“Hollywood!” The barista called out the name that she and Omar had created for you and Chris, sliding your drinks before giving you your cream cheese and salmon bagel.
“Thanks, Mona,” you smiled at the hijabi, taking your order from her.
“Any time, Hollywood. You have a good day,” she waved at you with a beam.
“You, too,” Chris smiled at her before she went back to her job, “Do you want to drink here or do you want us to leave?”
“Let’s just leave,” you said, wiggling your butt to get off of the stool before Chris was quick to hold on your waist, a worrying frown between his eyebrows as he helped you down. You let out a breath, “Even getting off a stool is a huge deal.”
Chris only chuckled, watching you take your bagel out of the wrap to take a bite, “Oh shit, the Uber,” he muttered, taking his phone out to request a car, “Come on, let’s sit you back down.”
“No no, I’m fine,” you assured him with a shake of your head, opting to lean on the chair a little.
“You sure?” 
“Yeah, don’t worry.”
Chris thought that the universe was working in his favor because the moment he requested an Uber, it was only 2 minutes away.
He raised his eyebrows, “Two minutes.”
You hummed as you chewed, nodding at your husband as you stood straight before swallowing, “What’s the car?”
“It’s,” Chris smirked, tilting his head at you, “It’s a Honda Civic.”
With being the highest paid actress in the industry, with brand deals, and high-grossing movies, no amount of money could have ever made you let go of your hatchback 2008 black Honda Civic. Sure, that beat-up baby remained parked at your other house, but you clung to it like it was a child.
That explained the way your face beamed, making Chris burst out laughing, wrinkles by his eyes as he threw his head back a little.
“Don’t shit me,” you grinned excitedly.
“I’m not, baby, I’m not,” he laughed, showing you his phone.
You giggled, “It’s like—It’s like finding a missing sibling.”
At that, Chris laughed again, wrapping his arm around your shoulders to bring you closer to him, his hand stroking your head softly for a moment, “You’re actually crazy, you know that?”
“It’s a good car,” you reasoned, pulling away to look at him, “It’s super comfortable, and it’s—it’s, like, spacious but also compact. It’s just so perfect.”
“You’re a dinosaur for still having that car.”
“Says the person who had an iPhone 6 in 2022,” you replied back, teasing him with a raised eyebrow.
“It was a 6S,” he raised a finger, giving you a look as he put one hand on his hip.
“Oh, I’m sorry, so you’re not that much of a fossil, right,” you nodded jokingly, laughing when he poked your side.
“He’s here,” Chris announced, looking at his phone, “Here, let me take your bagel,” he offered.
You frowned, moving the bagel away, “But I want to eat it.”
“While we’re walking?”
“Yeah?”
“Okay,” he chuckled, rubbing your bump, “I’d rather not piss you off.”
“Good boy,” you teased, leaning to peck his lips after you had stood straight.
Chris linked your arms together, his smile falling from his face at the sight of the paparazzi who seemed to triple outside.
“Don’t let go, okay?” He asked.
“Do you need help?” Mona asked, “I can get Omar to help,” she said, pointing at her colleague.
“That’d be—That would be great actually,” Chris replied.
Omar and Mona were quick to switch, with the former hurrying towards you, “Let’s go, Hollywood,” he said as he pulled the door open, reaching his arms out, “Get back! Get back! Get back—Habibi, you’ll hurt someone like that, lak ya Allah!” (Love, you’ll hurt someone like that, oh my God!)
Omar, a bearded, tall 20-year-old wasn’t enough to handle the invasive men with cameras, and even though you kept your head low, and Chris had his other arm in front of you, you felt like you were close to crying and you probably had the pregnancy hormones to blame.
“Y/N! Chris! Is it true you’re getting a divorce?!”
“What are you going to name your baby?!”
“Chris, is it true you cheated on Y/N with Ana de Armas?!”
It was when Chris felt your body halt and turn that he quickly looked at you, noticing one man getting too close in your face.
“Can you take a step back, please?” You had respectfully asked, blocking your face with your arm.
“Hey! Hey, get the fuck back, man, get back,” Chris frowned, putting his arm between you and the man.
“I just want a shot, come on,” the man replied.
“I don’t care about your shot, get away from her,” Chris instantly replied back, his tone stern and getting louder, the veins in his neck looking prominent. 
It was what happened next that seemed to happen in a blur that had your heart dropping to your stomach.
You took two steps forward with Chris, and the next thing you know, your coffees were spilled on the floor, your bagel was lying upside down, and Chris had both arms around you, preventing your fall from tripping on another paparazzi’s foot. One of your hands instantly went to your bump while the other clutched on to Chris.
“For fuck’s sake!” Chris shouted, shielding you with his body, motioning with one arm while the other was behind him, wrapped around you, “Get the fuck out of here!”
“Calm down, man, it was just an accident!”
“She almost fell, dipshit! If you don’t move the fuck away, I promise you won’t have your jobs by noon,” he pointed, watching as everyone got quiet, “Get. the fuck. back! Is that so hard? Is that so hard?” He shouted before they quietly made a path for you and Chris.
Your husband turned back to you, holding your hand tightly in his, “Eyes on me, baby,” he said with urgency, “You okay to walk?”
You nodded, “I’m okay.”
Chris nodded, moving in front of you with one arm out and the other behind him, holding your hand before you reached the car.
He opened the door for you, “Easy there, let’s go, baby, good job, baby, that’s it,” he almost cooed as you got in before he followed beside you.
He quickly took out his wallet, and looked at you when you sniffled, “Give O something for the spilled coffees, too,” you muttered, rubbing your temple, knowing what Chris was about to do.
Chris took out $600, the only amount he had in cash, giving them to Omar who closed the door for you and Chris, “Thanks for the help, and sorry about the mess, man.”
“Really sorry, O,” you said sympathetically, genuinely feeling like you were seconds away from crying as you cradled your bump.
“That’s too much, Hollywood,” Omar shook his head at the both of you.
“It’s not,” Chris said, “Come on, just take them so we can leave these little shits.”
Omar reluctantly took the money, “Are you okay, Y/N?”
You nodded, giving him a small smile, “I’m okay, O. Thanks for the help,” you said. 
“I promise we’re working on the back entrance,” he said, a frown on his face.
“It’s alright,” you replied, “We’ll see you later.”
Omar nodded, waving at the both of you before your driver drove off.
“Should we stop at the hospital?” Chris asked you gently, turning his body to the side slightly as his eyes ran over you, checking for any bruises or any sign that you were hurt.
You shook your head, your eyes going tearful, “I’m okay.”
Chris noticed, his heart breaking and his face falling before he brought you into his chest, “Honey…”
“My bagel,” you cried.
“I’m sorry,” he muttered, rubbing your back, “I’ll make you one, how does that sound?”
“Not the same,” you cried again, “But—But thank you.”
At that point you were sobbing, holding on to Chris for dear life.
“You’re okay,” Chris mumbled to himself more than to you, “You’re okay, honey. You’re okay.”
“Are you okay?” You asked him, sniffling as you looked at him.
“I’m—I’m so mad,” he answered truthfully, “If something had happened to you, I—God, Y/N.”
You understood, nodding along to him before you placed your hands on his chest, “You did an amazing job.”
“You almost fucking fell, Y/N, do you know how—Do you know—“
“I didn’t,” you shook your head, “I didn’t fall and you handled it so fucking well, baby. So well.”
Chris sighed, reaching one hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose as he squeezed his eyes shut.
“Chriiiis,” you dragged, feeling your eyes get tearful again over your husband’s own tearful eyes, you placed your hands on his jaw, “We’re okay. I’m okay, you’re okay, the baby’s okay. I promise.”
“Yeah, just—That was—That was scary.”
You nodded, “It was,” you agreed, “But you handled it,” you said before pecking his lips, “And I love you for it.”
Chris sniffled, giving you a small smile, “I love you.”
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𝘉𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘥𝘢𝘺 ོ
𝘑𝘫 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳
𝘴𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘦𝘳
Y/n and Jj decided to have a beach date without the rest of their pouge friends. They love hanging out with them but they just needed a one on one day after everything they been through.
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not proof read/edited
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Y/n sat on her beach chair under an umbrella with hard lemonade in her cups holder. Y/n and jj decided to have a beach date taking time away from the group. They went to a public beach surrounded by family’s, friends and couples on vacation. The sounds of segals mixed with the different genres of music playing in the background including reggaeton, country and pop. The smell of sunscreen, saltwater and bbq filled their noses. Although it wasn’t the most peaceful setting they loved the community vibe. They needed some happiness and sun after everything with losing the gold.
Soon jj came back with food he got at a stand. He got them sandwiches and more beer.
“Here you go darlin’. I got you turkey” jj said handing her the sandwiches as he placed the beers in the cooler.
“Thank you love” she grabbed the wrapped paper that said turkey unwrapping it taking a big bite.
“Ooh these are so good oh my” she said with her mouth full.
“Yea maybe keep it in your mouth then..” he said with a small laugh.
Y/n gets her speaker playing the pouges beach playlist called “the bitch” with a picture of jj passed out on his surf board. Omar Apollo’s,“Kamikaze” started playing which cause y/n to immediately perk up.
“Oh my god he’s go good I can’t-” she put her sandwich in a sand free spot and got up turning up her music. She started dancing getting a few looks from people but she didn’t care. She was vibing.
“Alright y/n sit down and eat your sandwich.” Jj joked with her
“Fuck you boy, imma leave this state and never come back, never never come back.” She sang along. After the song finished she finally sat down finishing her sandwich.
After a few minutes jj got up grabbing her hand and leading them to the ocean. They had to zig zag through the groups of people but they made it to the coast. There were little kids in the shallow part, they walked passed them going waist deep into the water. The swam closer to now being shoulder deep floating in the ocean. They were farther away from the shore in a little more secluded area with just them but not too close to the surfers.
They swam and play fought in the ocean, splashing each other until one of them got pissed off. jj making sure y/n wasn’t floating or drowning as they got farther in. They floated at least 30ft above the sea floor engulfed in each other arms, jjs chin rested on y/n head. Just taking in each other presence and enjoying the peace and safety they craved.
“In a way I’m glad we lost the gold.” Y/n spoke
“Like don’t get me wrong I wanted the money but all the danger and drama that was in it wasn’t healthy.” she said as jj pulled away getting a better look at the girl.
“Yea I get it but it all would’ve been worth it if we got it.” Jj said trying to make her feel better.
“Laying in silk bed sheets on a California king, jaguars and lambos in our drive way. Endless refills of Budweiser given from our butlers.” He said with his eyes sparkling.
“Yea your paradise” she rolled her eyes.
“Still, mine or yours we would be happy and filthy rich. Full kook remember?” He said looking for a bit of happiness in her eyes.
“Would it though ? Rafe literally killed a cop, John b almost died? we were getting chased by death every. single. day. If we were to got it, who knows who would’ve went after us again.” she said as a small tear fell down her cheek.
“Even now with gold is gone. People are starting to believe John B killed Officer Peterkin. Ward with his power can put us all in jail. Or worse.” with another one trialing down.
“Hey hey hey- don’t cry. It’s all going to be okay, we have each other alright? I wouldn’t let anything happen to you.” He said pulling her into a hug.
“Let’s just enjoy the sun yeah? Happy wife happy life” he said giving her a kiss in the cheek.
“Wife?” She questioned. Yes they were boyfriend girlfriend but they haven’t been together long enough to even consider getting married.
“Yes my wife?!” He scoffed giving her kisses all over her face.
“Didn’t know we got married, must’ve missed it” she giggled return.
“Ah yes everyone was there, John b, Pope, Heyward catered. Even Rafe” he joked
“Rafe? Can’t believe he got the invite AND accepted it” she joked with him
“Yea, he was jealous, saw the tears in his eyes.” He said hinting about Rafes small feeling for you.
“Oh shut it, that was traumatizing. I rejected him and he actually looked hurt yet so angry. If you wouldn’t have gotten there in time who knew what he could’ve done. You saw what his did to Peterkin.” She pushed him away.
“I’m sorry my princess. I wouldn’t let him or anyone lay a finger on you.” He said pulling her back.
“You’re not going anywhere Mrs.Maybank.”
“Oh like you can tie me down ?” She smirked looking up at him.
“Oh honey I already have.” He retuned the smirk bringing her into a deep heated kiss.
“Come on let’s go home Maybank.” She said swimming towards the shore.
“Right behind you Mrs.Maybank.”
-time skip-
Jj and y/ns car came to a stop in John bs driveway. They followed eachother hand in hand giggling from the past convo they had in the car. As they made their way through the front door jj spoke up.
“JOHNATHAN ? SARAHHH?! KIE??? PROOPEEEE!?” He yelled out checking to see if anyone was around, throwing their nicknames in.
A couple seconds pass and no a single sound was heard.
“Hmm house to ourself. What to do, what to do….” He said looking around perusing his lips acting all innocent.
“Let’s head to the guest room, might as well take it before someone else comes home right?” she said playing his game.
“Might as well ya know?” His noses scrunched up.
Jj dragged y/n by the hand entering the room locking the door behind her. She turned towards the bed before jj quickly picked her up, legs around his waist and his hands holding her on her lower thighs slowly working their ways up.
“So what did you say about tying me up?” She said grabbing the side of his face.
“Better I show you yea?” She said throwing her on the bed.
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Heard there was a jj fic drought 💋
maybe I’ll do a pt.2 with a smut lmk
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"It's you and me, now and forever"
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It’s you, Omar thinks about when he gets shot in the chest by that college kid. The fact that you have absolutely no idea that he’s in love with you. He lies on his back staring up at a water stained ceiling and prays to Allah that he lives long enough to tell you that, that by some miracle he makes it home tonight. The agony, it stabs through his ribs as his ears ring like crazy. The taste of metal twangs on his tongue and he wonders if he’s drowning, if it’s the taste of his own blood climbing up the back of his throat.
Maggie’s face swings into his vision and there’s a reassurance there, a comfort because if these are his last words, there’s a witness to them.
“Hanna…” He chokes but he can’t seem to catch his breath. “Tell her…”
“You’re ok.” Maggie soothes, her voice filtering back into his ears as her fingers undo the Velcro straps of his vest. He feels the pressure in his chest loosen as she gently removes the Kevlar. “The vest caught it. I promise you’re going to be ok. I just need you to breathe for me.”
He sucks in a breath and then another, the oxygen fills up his lungs as his heart rate begins to even out. It’s the second time he’s been shot this year.
It’s a couple of hours later that he shows up at the Human Trafficking division in Brooklyn. You’re standing in front of a whiteboard in the conference room, setting up for the team briefing tomorrow morning. You like to be prepared, it’s one of the things he loves about you because it means he doesn’t have to worry as much.
You look up when he enters the room, he looks tired, a little dishevelled. His tie is missing, the top two buttons of his white shirt are open, the sleeves rolled up his muscular forearms.
“Omar.” You say softly and before another word can leave your mouth, he kisses you.
That emotion in his chest, it breaks like a wave as his lips brush over yours with a tenderness he reserves only for you.
“You are the light of my life.” He murmurs as he cradles your face between his hands. “It’s you and me, now and forever.”
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It's been a whole week since I hopped on a plane to come home and stumbled upon a Netflix series from Sweden that altered the chemistry of my brain!!!!
One week since I sent an anonymous message to @young-royals-confessions while waiting for my suitcase because I had ALL these feelings and thoughts inside myself and I needed to let them out somehow because the alternative was screaming at everybody in the airport about how GOOD AND SWEET AND AWESOME AND SAD BUT LOVELY AND REAAAAL THIS SHOW WAS?? also THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THE TWO LEADS??? That made feel SO MANY things?? Even with a look?? Because I could FEEL their silent communication. AND THE LONGING!!!! HOW? How was I supposed to be normal about this show when it's just beautiful and with beautiful people, it had me in disbelief Omar Rudberg was a real person lmao Definitely most beautiful man I've seen though!
To think I picked Young Royals because it was roughly 6 hours long and I didn't want to sleep on the plane to not mess with my sleeping schedule. Which I did anyway since I watched the second season immediately after I got home lmao Who needs sleep when I was dying to know if a fictional Swedish prince was going to get back together with his gorgeous Latino boyfriend with the amazing voice who happened to be the love of his life??? They gave me so much energy that I only felt the lack of sleep on Friday lmao
Now, I'm basically this:
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Thank you again to @young-royals-confessions (@simonsapelsin ) for letting me freak out and for everyone who was so nice to me it gave me the confidence to release all my thoughts and feelings about season 2 too!!
And thank you to everyone who has been extremely welcoming since I made this blog, you guys are awesome and I already love you all!! 💜💜
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piebingo · 7 months
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Some of my favourite things about Young Royals
The scenery. It is such a beautiful show, with the place they filmed at, the way they edited things. Not only is the show fun to watch but it is nice to watch. You know?
The characters. None of them are perfect and they all feel human. They all have background stories that are interesting and feel real (and that are more or less explored ofc, there’s no time to show everyone’s whole life story). Sure I’m here and stayed here for wilmon but the characters drew me in before the love story did.
The family dynamics. One of my most anticipated plot —apart from the love story ofc— are Wille’s relation with his family and the Simon-Sara drama. Lisa nailed those two dynamics. I can’t wait to see what happens with them and I know that Edvin and Pernilla, and Omar and Frida, will be able to deliver those things amazingly. They really chose actors that worked well together and I love that.
The soundtrack. It’s just really good, what can I say? I love how well it fits with the scenes, how they use the words to tell us a bit more about the story and the characters’ thoughts. A lot of those songs are now in my study playlist and they’re getting me those degrees.
Simon’s song. I really liked that storyline. First I love that they can use Omar’s talent for Simon’s singing. But I loved the way Simon was trying to move on and they showed us that, but there’s still a part of him that just couldn’t. And showing that through the song? I think that was brilliant. And then Wille not knowing it was about him, Jan-Olof refusing the choir to sing it… I really liked that whole plot line. It perfectly went with Simon’s own storyline and showed his true feelings.
How realistic they made those teenagers. They are messy and hurtful. They rewear the same clothes all the time use social media in a pretty real way. That’s not always the case and it’s refreshing to see.
The friendships. Ayub, Simon and Rosh’s friendship is definitely my favourite. They are there for Simon and support him, but don’t hesitate to call him out on his shit when needed. The other friendships are also superb but this one steals the show for me. Also I just really really love Ayub.
The way I’m so excited for season 3. They left so many good plot lines to answer and I can’t wait to see how they get resolved. Whether that be wilmon or Simon-Sara, or wtv else happening I cannot wait to see what Lisa had in mind for everyone.
That’s it for now tho I know I’m forgetting so many things. Don’t hesitate to add your favourite things or send me an ask or wtv! I love to know what stands out about the show to other people. ◡̈
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hoodharlow · 8 months
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I Can't Lose
AN: pretend Benny Blanco is Jack lol
Requested? No
Warnings: mentions of Justin Bieber and Hailey (they're cute asf but some of y'all don't like miss thing so 🤨) , rude fans and cheating rumors
Word Count: n/a
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Dec. 2022
@'jackharlowsource: Jack singing Kill Bill from Sza's new album during the stream
@'jackfan: i know he was sneak dissing Miriam
-> @'mackshipper: girl stfu SZA's album is catchy 😭 Miriam was singing Snooze on her OG Story
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March 22, 2023
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@'mdmupdates: Miriam and Beware the Wild co-star, Xolo Maridueña at SZA's concert in LA
@'miriamstan: um...
@'miriamxclaudia: y'all think her and Jack broke up? There's a video going around on tiktok where she's crying to Evergreen when Omar Apollo opened for SZA.
-> @'mackaremyparents: who doesn't cry to Omar Apollo
@'mdmxjh: her and Jack were just celebrating his birthday not even two weeks ago 😭😭😭 Miriam say something
@'miriamfan: no cuz going to a SZA concert is so intimate 👀 tbh I'm down for this if they're a thing, just as long as she's not cheating on Jack
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March 25, 2023
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@'jackharlowsource: Jack at the Lousiville FC opener game
@'jackxurban: Jack and Urban sharing clothes >>>
@'jackstan: two pretty best friends
@'jackfan: the 2nd picture 👀 yeah he's definitely still pissed at Miriam for going to see SZA with her co-star
@'jackharleezy: he's reminding Miriam what's at home lol
-> @'miriamhater: more like showing that cheating ass bitch what she fumbled
-> @'mdmstan: ah yes the daughter of multimillionaires fumbled some white guy from Kentucky
@'mackshipper: I think y'all are overthinking this whole situation 😭
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March 31, 2023
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@'jackharlow: The Remedy For Writer's Block Available Now • @'phocus (styled by @'mdm)
@'mdm: static water era (also phocus + @'cielitolindotequila + lime juice 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻)
-> @'josephdominguez: not you plugging my tequila lmao
@'saintclauds: where was this when I was working my thesis 😭😭😭
@'yungskylark: bottoms up
@'urbanwyatt: feeling parched 🤤
@'miriamhater: why does he have to include her in everything 😒
@'mackaremyparents: he said y'all thought we broke up 🤭
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April 12
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@'mdm: day one of Last Dance coming soon to @'Hulu
@'jackharlow: the fact that you could've factimed me so George Lopez could've facetimed Constance so I could've met my wife but you didn't 😔
-> @'mdm: go drink your static water
@'saintclauds: HELLO?!!?!?? YOU'RE IN MY FAVE BOOK FROM HS'S ADAPTATION?!!?
@'xolo_maridueña: my Sterling
-> @'mdmxjh: not too much 😐
-> @'xolofan: girl relax they're siblings in this, you should be worried about
@'miriamstan: I swear this girl has a million things coming out 😭
@'mackshipper: when they both have projects on Hulu 😍
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August 12
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@'mdm: director era 💤 8/25
@'sza: 👀
@'haileybieber: so excited for the world to see this 💤
@'jackharlow: Spielberg is shaking in his boots
@'saintclauds: she's a multi-hyphenate 🤩🤩🤩
@'miriamismother: wait this comes out the same day as SZA's mv and SZA commented on here
@'miriamscloset: she would wear vintage YSL for work 😭
@'miriamhater: nepotism at it's finest 🙄
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August 25
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@'sza: Snooze video out now.
Directed and Styled by @'mdm
@'mdm: :') ty for the opportunity, forever grateful
@haileybieber: some of my favorite people working together 🥺
@'jackharlow: 🤪
@'haileybieberhater: Miriam is such a fake friend why would she have Justin doing all that I thought she was friends with that bully
-> @mackshipper: Miriam literally had HER man eat fries off SZA's ass bffr
@'justineskye: obsessed with this
@'omarapollo: need this video tattooed to my forehead
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August 26
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@'mdm: huge thank you to mother @'sza for testing me with your song. and another huge thank you to @sonisantos and @elclosetsd for helping provide the looks :')
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bluedalahorse · 3 months
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I think I’ll say this once, since I need to say it before I can move on to more excited posting about promos and things:
Obviously Young Royals means a lot to me. It’s become another way for me to connect with my hyphenated-American heritage and to start teaching myself Swedish again. It helped me survive a pretty brutal year of bullying at work. It made me confident enough to start the process of getting formally evaluated for autism and ADHD. I’ve been writing a 200k+ historical AU fanfic for YR—the kind of fic I always read and adored back in fandoms when I was younger, the kind of fic I wanted to write myself. I’m proud of the way that Heart and Homeland has made me a better writer, and I’m glad for the way it’s deepened my friendship with @heliza24. It is Young Royals in part that inspired by thesis on restorative justice in YA literature. When I was in the hospital last fall because I almost had a literal stroke from stress, I was comforted and kept calm by the fact that I was wearing a YR t-shirt and had a plush doll of a YR character sitting in my lap. And all of that is the short list.
As we come close to the release date, I hope that every single member of the fandom gets something they enjoy in the new season. I don’t think every person is going to get everything they want, but I genuinely hope there’s a moment, a scene, a line that brings them joy. We’ve all stuck with this series for a while, and I want us all to have something we can take with us. A little bit of sparkle for the road, if you will.
There’s of course the possibility that some of us get a lot of what we want, and others of us are let down. I know this was the case for season 2, and it feels naive to imagine that everyone in the fandom will be equally satisfied by season 3. I’ve got my fingers crossed that I’ll enjoy the hell out of it, but I’m also trying to prepare my heart in case it’s not what I wanted. I’m trying to gently talk to myself right now and say that even if the third season leaves me upset and unsatisfied—even if the writing takes a nosedive or it’s good writing but it’s just not what I wanted—that I still learned a lot about crafting stories and being myself and surviving hardship and thinking about systems and whatever else, from this show. That my experience with the first two seasons still matters, that my work on my fic is something to be proud of. If season 3 is a disappointment, Heart and Homeland will be my new canon. I’m sure there are other people out there talking themselves up in this way too. I know we’re all pushing through the pre-season jitters.
The other thing I’m trying to reconcile right now is how I feel about the promotional material that’s come out, and the conversations around that. Like on my own, I actually feel pretty great? It’s fun to see the new stuff come in? But then I think about the ratio of Wilmon to other things and some of the responses I’m seeing to that. And I see people say like “oh the show is back to focusing on what’s actually good about it” and “it’s great that they’re doing this because the audience doesn’t really care about characters who aren’t Wilmon.” And… hello? Aren’t I the audience? Tumblr isn’t too bad (most of the time) but then there’s like, Instagram, where the Netflix Nordic posted whole set of photos of different pairs and friendships from a whole bunch of shows, and there was one (1) picture of Sara and Rousseau and I saw enough comments where people were like “ew! Vomit! Give us Wilmon instead!” that like… y’all. Frida Argento is a human being and a damn good actress, and Lisa is a good writer of female characters, and like. We can celebrate that, once in a while. We can create space for her too. It’s not Frida OR Omar and Edvin. It’s Frida AND Omar AND Edvin AND Nikita AND Malte AND Nathalie AND Mimmi AND Fabian AND Samuel AND… look I could keep on listing but I’m going to get distracted if I do.
Like, man. I love Wilmon. Don’t get me wrong. I love the complexity their relationship can run with. There are lines heliza has written for them in fic that make me swoon and I am giddy about the part where I get to read them first. I love the glowsticks. I love Wilmon’s sense of humor and the part where they cheated at Vincent’s rowing race thing and their utmost commitment to being dumbass teenage boys against the world. The first week I saw the show and came into work (where we have an athletic field) I went and took a selfie on the field after covering my hands in those gross fake dots. Look. I am all in.
And also… I came to the show for Wilmon but I stayed for so much more. I would have watched Young Royals once or twice and said “that was pleasant” without ever getting back into fanfic after a decade away, if the show was only Wilmon. I do like Wilmon, but it wasn’t Wilmon who inspired my thesis on restorative justice or made me a better writer overall. I survived that year of bullying at work because I could come home and write my ensemble fanfic, especially the parts where I focused on the non-Wilmon pairing I was in charge of writing. I finally felt confident enough to be evaluated for AuDHD because of a connection I felt to a character who wasn’t Simon or Wilhelm. It was a plush doll of a non-Wilmon character who sat in my lap and kept me calm while I was hooked up to those scary machines in the hospital this past October.
I guess my one humble request is that people be thoughtful about how they use phrases like “everyone thinks” or “no one wants.” Not every member of the fandom has the same opinion, and not every member wants the same things out of season 3, and there are some of us who are happy about the new Wilmon content but who are still feeling a little hungry for more of our most beloved characters, and hope they’ll get meaningful storylines (and not get ignored) in season 3. I do know we probably won’t all get what we want, and that some of us will probably get more of what we want than others. I hope that whatever happens, we’ll all get something we want, and we can all be gracious about it, and continue to find meaning in the canon.
For the people here on tumblr who are already including me in their everyone… thank you, thank you, thank you. I hope you know who you are and I hope you know how much I appreciate you. And I do hope this Little Fandom That Could can keep going into all sorts of new creative places.
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hotvintagepoll · 3 months
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Welcome to the HOT AND VINTAGE MOVIE STARS bracket! we are currently voting on the HOTTEST and VINTAGEST male movie stars from 1910-1970. (we will do the ladies next.) Submissions for hot vintage men are now closed, but we are accepting propaganda for those already in the bracket.
Round 3 of the Hot & Vintage Men Tournament will be posted Saturday, January 20th, with some spillover to Sunday, and will last a week. All the round 3 polls can be found and voted on under the tag #round 3. All polls—including previous rounds, the now-finished shadow bracket of hot men who didn’t pass round 1, plus fun mini polls—can be found in the #hotvintagepoll tag. Every poll in the Hot & Vintage Men Tournament is tagged with the hot man in it if you need to search for a hot man in particular.
Between rounds—so any point up to the night of Thursday the 18th—any propaganda for a round 3 contestant sent to my asks may be added to the poll descriptions. I accept video links, photos, and text propaganda, but not gifs at this stage (I can’t copy them into the posts without problems). Once rounds start, any propaganda sent in is posted as its own separate post, searchable under the hot man's tag.
FAQs:
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If you're submitting propaganda for your hot man, I don't accept propaganda that's from beyond the end of this tournament's era (ie don't send me pics of them in the 70s onwards). I also don't accept them performing in TV shows unless it's clearly a cameo where they're playing themselves.
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If I see repetitive, trolling, and/or bigoted remarks in the comments, I may block you from this bracket. If you want to point out a hot man's flaws or misdemeanors, that's fine, but if I see consistent bad-faith trolling, you will be blocked.
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"WHERE ARE THE HOT MEN. I want to see all the hot men competing in one place!!" You can find all the round 1 matchups here (thank you @markwatnae!), and everyone who made it to round 3 below the cut. Thank you for being here! Enjoy the tournament.
Round 3 Hot Vintage Men:
Marlon Brando
Anthony Perkins
James Dean
Omar Sharif
James Shigeta
Sidney Poitier
Jeremy Brett
Cary Grant
Buster Keaton
Gregory Peck
Paul Robeson
Sessue Hayakawa
Michael Redgrave
Vincent Price
Gary Cooper
Conrad Veidt
Ronald Colman
Rock Hudson
Basil Rathbone
Laurence Olivier
Toshiro Mifune
Christopher Plummer
Harry Belafonte
Johnny Weismuller
James Stewart
Gene Kelly
Peter Falk
Clark Gable
Fernando Lamas
Errol Flynn
Tyrone Power
Humphrey Bogart
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amailboxlemur · 2 months
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Simon thoughts for season 3
My poor poor baby 💔💔💔💔
I love Simon. So much. And this season… he’s really going through it. Like the Erik bombshell really took over in episode 5 but up until then I genuinely think Simon was even more of a main character than Wille. I’m so glad they brought him back to the forefront this season.
Right off the bat, Simon is uncomfortable this season. He wants the trial? Settlement? Legal process? To just be over with. He hates that his classmates are staring at him. He wishes Wille gave him a heads up before the speech so he could have prepared himself.
His family life is a mess. Linda has finally clocked what’s going on and doesn’t trust him. Like I get it, he did steal and sell drugs. But also, he’s not using and more than anything he just got himself into a messed up situation. And it feels unfair that she missed what was going on for so long but now that she knows she’s acting like Simon is CURRENTLY drug dealing. Seeing him breakdown to Linda was absolutely heart wrenching, I’ve been waiting for the Simon breakdown and Omar did not disappoint.
And he’s not speaking to Sara. After doing everything to protect her for years she’s betrayed him in the worst way. I also think it’s interesting that they really leaned into SARA hating Micke and Simon only cut him off for her sake. After she comes home crying when Micke disappoints yet again it seems they’re on the path to mending their relationship but we’re not there yet.
Then there’s the online hate. It’s so easy to fall prey to the endless stream of negativity. Wille doesn’t understand, it’s always been his life and he’s probably at least somewhat accustomed to tuning it out. So Simon feels so alone in this. I also think the “the ones that like me only like me because I’m with wille” comment is very telling. It probably feels so fake and shallow to him. There’s also the “typical Latino” comment which… ick. I can’t imagine that’s the only comment of the sort out there.
So what does Simon do? He tries to carve out some positivity. He posts his song and receives some good comments immediately. He meets a young child who looks up to him. And gets a call right away from Wille that kind of… deflates his good mood. Why is Wille being left to “handle” Simon. And I can understand Wille trying to be gentle about it, but Simon just doesn’t understand the “rules” of the Royal court. It’s just an all around mess.
And then it gets worse. He starts getting hate comments even on his song. The kids at school are making fun of him. He even says he doesn’t love singing anymore which breaks my heart because music has always defined Simon. He gets a rock thrown through his window!! And the police are saying “ah yes, probably just a prank”.
No wonder he deletes his social media, no wonder he’s deleting himself. Nothing he does is right. The moment he gives in and joins the hillerska protest is so heartbreaking. From now on, these are the only ideals he gets to stand up for.
But he’s still insecure about his place with Wille. When Wille is distant after finding out about Erik, Simon immediately thinks he’s the problem, that he’s asking too many questions about what to wear to Wille’s birthday.
I want wilmon endgame. I believe in wilmon endgame. But Simon absolutely needed to take that pause at the end of episode 5. I hope they can save what they have without breaking up first. I hope they can have a genuinely honest all cards on the table conversation. I hope Simon can really let himself be fully vulnerable. And I hope to god wille listens, hears him and moves heaven and earth to make the situation better for Simon. Because the way it’s been going isn’t working.
I also can’t post this without a massive WOW to Omar’s acting this season. The role of Simon has always been complex but subtle. This season he really brings it with the big emotions.
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