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schoolbusgraveyard · 2 years

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ashlyn has a head bobbing stim because i said so

also tyler/logan me loves

"Because I said so" is the most valid reason to apply anything to any character you love (and also. Agreed. People see her earplugs and assume she's just really vibing to the music, but no, she's just stimming)

And hell yeah Tyler/Logan fans 😌

#I have so many thoughts and feelings about that ship specifically #Like esp how Tyler can BE softer/quieter abt shit. I think he would really try to calm down a little to try to ease Logan's anxiety and #Logan. Despite [gestures at him burying his own feelings when his grandparents were worried]. Would just kinda. Ease him into the idea that #He doesn't Have to suffer through grief/loss/he doesn't have to take all of the burden #of everything he's been through alone.#If that makes any sense I mean.#Also I do def think that Tyler--while everyone else does absolutely help--would be such a good force for Logan like.#Being more assertive. Standing up for himself. Etc. And really help him get out of that meek shell even more #Than he already has thanks to everyone/take more chances #I feel like Aiden could ALSO help Logan with that but in a much more dangerous way where he drags Logan along for some stupid shit. Logan #has a ''we could have died? we nearly died???'' moment. Aiden says ''but we didnt! :D''#and then they just. Burst out laughing.#I feel like Logan/Tyler would have a different approach w it; i.e. ''why do you let yourself get treated like that''/#''you deserve better/you shouldnt have to hear that bullshit''#and then kinda essentially be There for Logan as the World's Most Intense Backup while Logan starts trying to be more assertive #If Logan ends up needing to dip out/can't actually handle the situation? Tyler just steps in and deals w shit #. i rambled. oops.

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sunmoontruth-stiles · 20 days

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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.

#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her #and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura #he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life #deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was #he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least #he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship #but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way #Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless #he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it #she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone #he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home #he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes #Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon #but promises feel costly these days #he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura #someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here #his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them #but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here #he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention #he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods #he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.

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mail-me-a-snail · 4 months

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silvervance on the brain again someone absolutely should've stopped me from listening to sleep token before bed

#its. god #its that they'll find each other in every universe. not that theyll happen upon each other #its that theyll actively look for the other #they are not one without the other and theyre an eternal romeo and juliet #because theyd sooner die than live alone #and that's the tragedy of it all. vance wanted to escape night city before the relic #he wanted to leave and never look back #get ahead of arasaka before they can finally catch him #but johnny comes along and he thinks oh. oh you are the part of me ive been missing #because johnny IS night city #he is everything vance did not understand about his own birthplace #because vance was a foreign entity. a virus trailing through sprawling data fortresses. a ghost even before he died #and johnny knows how that feels #and just. there is no place for them in nc #not even with kerry #and maybe that's okay. maybe they are each others #AURGRHRHH #silvervance #im ok. im so ok #my post

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musubiki · 8 months

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ok but imagine. lime goes up against the witch king and he fails!!! for one of the first times in his life he fails at something!!!!! but then mochi is able to defeat the witch king and for a sec lime is relieved and he’s so proud of her. he loves her so much. but then he sees a bright light and mochi falls. hes panicking slightly and calls her name quietly then louder as he runs over. the whole battlefield is so quiet bc everyone is like “was that…? did she —“ and once lime reaches her he pulls her body into his lap and takes one look at her face and just SCREAMS. the girl he loves is gone. her eyes are vacant. maybe if he were a little bit stronger he could’ve at the very least helped her defeat him. maybe land the final blow so she’d still be alive and she’d be smiling at him. maybe he’d get to tell her he loved her. but he has to settle for sobbing those words into her hair as he holds her to his chest — to feel her warmth one final time before its gone for good.

btw can totally imagine lime looking up and seeing sulluvan looming over him and lime has a full meltdown saying he won’t let him take mochi

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

especially since that was the optimum plan.....let lime or taffy kill the witch king so they dont have to worry about if the wrath of the stars is even real or not

imagine if no one even realizes or registers what happened until they hear lime screaming and THEN it starts to settle in that oh god, please no, not mochi, are you fucking kidding me.,..

and as for sulluvan.......100% lime would lash out at him. get the fuck away from her. but i think the way sulluvan operates is a bit two-fold in the sense that he has a presence in the land of the living and the land of the dead at the same time. so yes hes standing near them, watching lime sob and cry and scream and beg over mochis corpse, but he is ALSO in the land of the dead watching mochi (or her soul anyway) doubled over and crying, not ready to face him, and not ready to leave yet,..

sulluvan calls out to her spirit and she says she knows. she knows she has to go. and asks him just give her a few moments before she has to leave

(anyway all that to say that lime couldnt stop sulluvan from taking her soul if he tried. its already happening)

#edit: i deleted a thing i wrote bc im actually not sure thats how it works so if you saw the first version no you didnt #the real pain is sulluvan with mochi in a realm of pure white and shes crying alone not ready to leave #he calls out to her again and she cuts him off and tells him she wont be with him. (I know you want to keep me with you but i cant do it.)#refering to his thing about making her his wife #now would be the time since shes in his realm for real #uhuhgf lime not being strong enough is pain #after everything theyve been through and all hes put himself through #thinking he was finally strong enough to be by her side but cant carry her when it counts #after the timeskip and after he beats her in a sparring session he tells her (Looks like I finally caught up to you.) with a cocky smirk #and at the end of all things he mutters out a (I guess never caught up to you after all huh...)#WOULD LOVE IT IF HE CAME CLOSE THOUGH #IMAGINE LIME BEATING THE WITCH KINGS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT!!!!!!!#but there was no way someone without magic was ever going to beat the first witch. it just was not gonna happen

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ohmthipakorn · 1 year

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you need to listen to me. i promise that i will never leave you.

this letter is an order for you. i hope you respect my decision.

someone has to leave first. this is a very old story.

never let me go, ep 5 / ep 9

#palmnueng #never let me go #never let me go the series #thai bl #when nueng was the one who used to be so terrified of being abandoned and left alone #and palm was the only one who wanted to stay. through everything. who thought they still had a chance at happiness together despite it all #so nuengdiao felt he had to be the one to leave him in the end #because no matter how much pain it causes palm would have never been the one to leave first #*

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widowshill · 4 months

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r/v + loneliness.

102 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch. 4 / 4 / 8 / Art Wallace, Shadows on the Wall / 603 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch 4. / 473 / Richard Sherman, Demo: "Lovely, Lonely Man/Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Finale" / 2

#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag #idk I have just been Thinking about this since that gifset lol.#‘I’ll blame it on you‚’ she says — because you are the one who has brought me here‚ she thinks #because she seems to anticipate even in their first meeting that she will play Eyre and he Rochester.#there had better be many more such tête-à-tête’s on the cliff side or she’ll be terribly disappointed !#[and not only cliffside proselytizing: barging into her room at all hours‚ chasing her around town‚ dragging her bodily into the drawing #room‚ and‚ occasionally on a good day‚ an actual genuine date or a meal sometime.]#Roger has –– in theory –– everything that she wants. a family‚ a home‚ a wife and child‚ history and ancestry! boy does he have that!#and yet he is terribly terribly alone in this well he has poisoned.#(from which‚ I might add‚ vicki drinks greedily.)#''What do you want out of life?'' when he's already achieved (or so it appears on the outside) the midcentury blazon of success:#a family‚ a well-to-do office position at which he really does nothing‚ a succession of american-made sports cars.#he may be separated from his wife but together‚ he and elizbeth and david and carolyn form a mimetic image of the nuclear family.#to which vicki is desperate to grasp onto‚ even in its most nightmarish form‚ whether or not she realizes that's why she stays.#but what does he want? he wants the same thing she wants. love and companionship. (that he hasn't yet ruined. that he can't stop ruining.)#she may not precisely understand his type of loneliness but she knows about loneliness among people. she's lived it.#and she knows too about ... a visceral loneliness pushing you to push people even further away (as in the childhood story she tells david).#so she sees through his fronts a lot of the time‚ whether they be a layer of charm‚ or terror. and boy does he hate that. being seen for #something real. where his actions matter and produce consequences. where feeling is real – good or bad.#the little governess and her capacity to find shadows to throw light on! whether they be locked chambers in the basement or the atria.

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indiainswiftland · 2 months

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Yo is anyone else a little ticked off by the pro settler colonialism narrative in the book 4, episode 1 "The promise" from the avatar comics? It's still the first chapter so im gonna wait it out but... it just feels a little toned deaf

#specially with everything happening in the world today #like so weird when katara pointed out the obvious second class citizen situation the earth kingdom people were going through #and zuko just responded with “it's not perfect” ??? but then didn't even try to come up with a solution that would benefit both parties #let alone the ONE THAT'S BEEN AFFECTED BY IT FOR CENTURIES #he just kinda said to keep it the exact same way not even attempted to find a solution before aang came in to whoop his ass #it's just... a little shady #avatar the last airbender #avatar aang #prince zuko

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lastparty · 1 year

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stewy saying "there's a human thing standing in front of you" but it's how the roy siblings interact with each other - they struggle to see the human thing standing in front of them - and it's learned behaviour! it's all learned behaviour! doomed trapped looped etc

#succession #jordan saying roman is the furthest out right now because he Knows it is a game and doesn't want to be in it anymore #but he can't do it alone. just likeeeee when these three would interact! the dysfunction!#i mean this line reflects how they move through the world generally. hugely tomshiv but shiv thinks hearing it would be bad for her #HOWEVER this is about siblinghood none of them can ever understand what the others have been through but at the same time #they would understand each other better than anybody outside this bloodfamily IF NOT FOR THE EVERYTHING

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thestamp3d3 · 5 months

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i cant get over how absolutely insane satosugu is...gege was born to write yaoi forced to write shounen

#sorry i remembered hidden inventory arc n im insane about them again :(( SAD LITTLE GAY PEOPLE IN MY PHONE!!!#nah but it just...OUGHHH they make me so upset!!!#its just they way they start out immediately understanding each other bc gojo has been alone on a pedestal basically his entire life+#but then he meets geto who treats him like a normal dude!!! not a weapon!!! and just watching them annoy each other as normal teens +#makes me emotional bc theres so much cruelty and just DEATH in their world but at the least they have each other to get through it!!!#theyre the strongest together after all right!!! then toji happens and gojo starts to perfect his abilities with him automating infinity #and then the gap between the two just gets wider and wider...until the final confrontation where the one who understood gojo all this time #not only leaves him but calls him arrogant at the same time showing gojo the ONLY person who he though understood just..doesnt+#and hes left alone again in the same place he was years ago...AND OUGHHHHH #idk i watched a video analysis of hidden inventory where the guy said geto was just as egotistical as gojo except in having a savior comple #and tbh i never though of that before!! but looking back it makes sense with how he spoke to riko + the way he slaughtered the whole villag #to not just save the girls but also prove to himself that he could make the world he wanted #the guy in the video put it basically that since the gap between gojo and geto was so wide geto would rather be the best villain+#than second best hero and that makes a lot of sense since his ideals/goals as a villain go against his usual rational behavior #he KNOWS its probably impossible (for him at least it wouldnt be for gojo which he admits) but he has to do it for himself #sorry im rambling but AHHHHHH how tf did gege write this??? its such a small part of the story but its arguably the catalyst for everything #aside from plot wise it simply just is impactful emotionally! gege had to go thru a toxic codependent homoerotic friendship to write this+#theres just no other way #jjk #jujustu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu

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mieczyhale · 2 years

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if y'all fuckers who think bucky barnes is a villain wanna see a villain so bad i'd be more than happy to show you one : )

#if you're gonna be so fucking ignorant #so cold hearted and stupider than shit #you're part of my villain origin story #maybe leave the tortured man alone - the one trying to recover from 70 years of unimaginable pain and horror and violation-#he didnt sign up for that shit. he was experimented on by zola while he was a prisoner. he was given the serum against his will #and everything that happened to him after his fall from the train?? he didnt fucking want that or ask for that either #that grabbed him at a point where a normal person would've been dead. he's fallen into a goddamn ravine #his arm was aleady fucked. he wasnt a that aware of his surroundings #its not like he waltzed up to the nearest hydra base and offered his fucking services #they captured him. again. they operated on him. tortured him. brainwashed him - and that's JUST what we saw on screen. for 70 fucking years #and through the years he's frozen #again and again and again #ive seen sympathy for steve being frozen for 70 years - sympathy that is absolutely deserved yes. but where's the sympathy for the main who #had to experience being frozen and thawed and refrozen?? being frozen - thawed - electrocuted - brainwashed - told to do something he cant #NOT do because he isnt fucking there. he's not aware and he's not himself and if for a moment he was and e tried to say 'no'?? how fucking #well do you think that would've gone?? so he's forced to kill and as soon as they're done with him he's frozen all over again. where the #fuck is the sympathy for him?? people who hate bucky - who call him a villain - have none to spare for him bc he was forced to kill their #blorbos parents over 20 years ago. get the fuck out of here #maison speaks #and vents apparently

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temporarywoundz · 1 year

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my friends were holding me at gunpoint 2 post this yesterday but it was kinda late so. have at it now

#completely ignores everything that just happened in the last 3 hrs. whats up sm fandom lovely day we're having #spooky month #leon manson #sooo ready 2 b the sole poster on that tag u guys have no idea just How Many leon sketches ive been hoarding. i care him #hopefully ill post em some time soon. teehee (<- totally not planning on following that through)#scrawlz #o yea shoutout 2 my friend j3nnix 4 the gumi hc LOL i told them that i hc leon rly liking vocaloid but idk enough abt vocaloid 2 decide-#-who his fav one would b n they said he gives em gumi vibes so ill take their word 4 it i feel like it rly fits him lol<333 #ALSO ABT BUFF LEON......leave me alone its my first time drawing buff ppl i tried so hard man #N E WAYS. i like him a normal amount:)) (<- delusional)

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tabbyrocks · 8 months

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monodeku idea where one of the main reasons izuku started to crush on monoma is because of how good he is to Eri. I bet you he comes by sometimes to help watch/take care of her and does an amazing job every time.