#off into the void i go again

[starcased]

being a system is lowkey annoying sometimes. I am sick of playing this videogame i do not WANT to talk to my alter who is making me miserable by accident i hate side quests. 100%? most I can settle for is a completion speedrun

#ok2rb #i dunno #off into the void i go again

[lipt-97]

came back just to post these. okay bye

#gbf #belifaa #did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for #e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my #feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon. #Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE #WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl #dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his #robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT #LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO #SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL #LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL #BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure #out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but #I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023

[whalesharkstho]

caved and drew the silly spaghetti guys from the new trolls movie

#velvet trolls #veneer trolls #velvet and veneer #trolls 3 #trolls band together #dreamworks trolls #trolls fanart #yeah yeah make fun of me in the comments just WAIT till i post the rest of my trolls art #sharky’s art tag #ANYWAYS #off i go into the void again

[thegreatyin]

supporting wrathion in dragonflight not because i think he'd be a good or competent leader in the slightest but because he's my favorite funny silly little dragon blorbo guy and i can't wait to see what he fucks up next

#yin-thoughts #world of warcraft #i only just finished the waking shore msq... listen the races distracted me okay #i hope wrathion gets the throne. i hope he starts another war and makes us go back in time again. #i hope he somehow kicks off the inevitable light vs void cosmic disco battle. i hope you die. i hope we both die. #hand in unlovable stupid guy hand

[ghostoffuturespast]

Me, writing: This is a lot words... Perhaps too much.

Me, editing:

#writing #editing #fan fiction #rambling into the void #i said 21k but that was a lie because it was actually 23.5k but now it's over 24k... #😅😅😅 #fic: so it goes #when your editor is your worst enabler #i had to cut myself off #one full proofread lets go #like turning in college essays all over again...

[silversiren1101]

I feel like toxicity in fandom behavior is higher than it's been in a long time thanks to a certain specific game and ugh. Pettiness, competition, 'fanon' being declared as canon, coming after people for having non-conformist takes or OCs, insecurity, inflated sense of superiority, attacks over darker/evil themes and characters, not being able to handle when someone doesn't like your most specialist guy, etc...

Just. Stop.

I bet you 99% of times that person is NOT competing with you. They don't even think about you. That person is NOT posting their opinions or works specifically to target or spite or hurt you, they just aren't. It's probably not even about you! It's okay that that someone has a different take or doesn't like your take or doesn't like your favorite character - it really is! You wouldn't cry because someone doesn't like your favorite ice cream, and you certainly wouldn't send someone hate mail over it either!

If you don't like what someone is doing in their own area of the playground, don't march over there and kick sand in their face or rip the dolls from their hands! Just ignore them! That's what blacklisting and blocking is for! If someone doesn't like your favorite ice cream flavor then that's literally a non-issue, and if someone does and you're somehow jealous or angry about it or feel only you can and you can't share, then maybe you should go to therapy or something I don't know what to tell you. And if you ARE posting hate or targeting people specifically or making fun of them for whatever petty fandom reason, how about you log off and go back to grade school where we all learned how to behave around each other like regular civilized people.

There is a living breathing person on the other side of that post and OC or whatever the fuck, so remember that! Stop letting your anxieties and insecurities speak through their posts and mouth and making it about yourself. Stop letting your inability to be 'wrong' convince you that any part of fandom/'fanon' is actual canon. Stop comparing yourself against other members of fandom and letting it spoil your experience. Stop being a petty little ant and making vague-posts and attacking people online over something that isn't even real!

Somehow this new generation of fandom just missed learning basic fandom etiquette and manners.

#it's like going through DAI times again #bg3 was a mistake >lol< #because I've seen way too much cattiness on my dash recently and moots getting burned over just enjoying themselves #just wanted to go off on a classic rant that no one will read and wont get anywhere #so vent post i guess #there is no right or wrong way to participate in fandom you grapes #yelling into the void #fandom discourse

[a-ramblinrose]

JOMP BPC || January 1 || Reading Goals:

To slow down. The last few years I've noticed that I was paying more attention to number goals and aesthetic books stacks at the end of every month instead having fun with fiction or learning something from nonfiction. I wasn't sitting in wonder with poetry or lingering on comic art. I want my reading to be about the books, the story, the words painting their pictures in my imagination! Reading is joy and it's time I remembered that!

#bookshelves #books #justonemorepage #jompbpc #book photo challenge #book photography #about rose #I do have a few reading goals this year #a list of books to reread #a beat the backlist list pile just waiting to be dusted off #but I'm going to do my best to forget about numbers or needing to finish finish finish in time for wrap up pictures #thinking #about being more active in actual book discussions on tumblr too #feel free to toss questions in my ask box please! help this introvert start speaking again! #Not out of void but out of chaos

[astar123456]

This is the first look into my next project after I finish up For Tomorrow’s main storyline.

Knight Takes Bishop takes place a half a year after the attempted invasion. While some scars remain, both mentally and physically, the turtles are on the road to recovery. However when the government becomes a bit too nosy, Donatello takes it upon himself to deal with the problem himself. After all, he needs to protect his brothers. His king.

Anyways! The animatic was just stuck in my head and I had to get it out before it went poof! I plan on making a master post later but for now take this!! Please like, reblog, or even criticism! I feed off of attention on the internet lol

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rise donnie #rise leo #rise mikey #rise raph #au #Knight Takes Bishop #KTB #here we go again #weeeeee #I think this looks okay? #I cannot #Keep #a #consistent style but its fineeeeee #end me #end my suffering #anyways #off into the void #the void being me writting the next chapter of for tomorrow lmao

[ranger-kellyn]

team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????

#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO #i dont think refrain is the right word here but #that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good??? #maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while. #good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs #had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf #anyways nobody look at me i'm not here #djdksfhl #i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read??? #unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation #was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again #i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist #it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj #looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol #anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks #talking tag #hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you #but being offline is def better for my brain

[shummthechumm]

reapplied to a separate position at a dream job manifesting good things

#shummy screaming into the void #finally updated my crusty old resume lol #its nearly a year old and ive actually become way more knowledgeable on how to cater my experiences to this one #i actually did manage to have an interview with them a few months ago BUT didnt get the job #which is fair tbh. we did have a really fun conversation though because im actually somewhat comfortable in that working enviroment #and they pay...really well??? like 17-25 an hour for PT positions. they're opening up a new location this year and actually told me to appl #again to more positions because we hit it off. #at my current job hopefully ill be able to go in soon. even though i am extremely reluctant tbh. #lowkey wont stay there for more than 3 months cause. retail is not for me. but i need MONEY SO #sorry for rambling oops #but this new jobs barely interviewed before hiring so thats....a sign of something

[lucyvaleheart]

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#man. nights are. Hard huh #Uhhh this is. Another vent post HEAVY trigger warnings for this one #honestly I wouldn't bother reading this nothing'll come of it good or bad so #don't worry about me ill be fine in the morning just need to. Scream into the void again #....again serious serious trigger warnings on this I'm too tired to say specifics but I know it'll be fucked so #Anyway #maybe Jade's right maybe I do need to see a therapist #she talked about some medication for anxiety and it's effects and what is like on and off the stuff #And...... #........'waking up and going to bed on the verge of tears' vs 'not doing that' #sounds................ #............christ. I... #I'm not suicidal I think I'd never actually follow through nor would I bother to self harm #None of that would solve anything for me and I'm too chicken to do it regardless #But..... #......i sure do think the words 'I wanna throw myself off a cliff' kind of a lot #killing myself is sounding less like a vague weird concept and more grounded in reality #hhhh #do I need to talk to someone about this? maybe #am I going to? probably not #is putting this on my public blog where I know there's a very good chance a bunch of people really close to me will see it a cry for help? #............................................................ #i dunno #just know my chest hurts all the time and Im always a few seconds away from breaking down in tears at any given moment #and I just kind of want everything to stop #just stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop #wanna turn my brain off and just leave it like that #everything sucks and is hard and getting harder and despite being absolutely surrounded by love and support #I keep having these horrible low points and the high points feel further and further away #....anyway.....this is the last tag it'll let me do so. um. I'm sorry for whoever does read this... hope you're having a decent night

[anachronistic-falsehood]

anyway. am i allowed to say that yes aimsey is a good role player and they make really cool stories and i’m very excited for her being in purgatory, but i’ve always been kinda meh on them ever since they threw a little shitfit over the existence of bisexual lesbians a few months ago?? like it was kinda hypocritical that he was pissed over bisexual women who may also identify as lesbians, which is an identity that breaks the typical definitions of both of those labels, while also being nonbinary and a lesbian, which is also an identity that breaks the typical definition of both of those labels. ik it was a while ago, they did apologize and explain their reasoning, but it’s just left a bad taste in my mouth ever since

#whiskey yelling into the void #SORRY it’s just bothered me for a while #like people are going to yell at you for having an identity they don’t understand #and you’re going to turn around and do the exact same thing to people with identities you don’t understand #like you can’t exist as one identity people will be confused about while also pushing down other confusing identities #because we’re all weird degenerates at the end of the day in the eyes of homophobes #and i’d rather support people with contradictory identities than stand by gays who think i’m weird for identifying as a butch trans man #support weird labels they’re just WORDS who gives a shit we all die anyway and infighting is DUMB #i do think they’re a good person and they meant well it was just something that put me off for a while #and i can’t rly push past it and watch them again yk???? #if u still watch aimsey that’s cool tho!!! i’m not pissed about them having a fanbase i don’t want to like. cancel them or w/e #idk this is just me ranting i’m not trying to start shit and i’m very happy for u if ur excited for qaimsey!! i do like their rp characters

[scoliosisgoblin]

quick doodle for my gf :)

#documenting our relationship through our ocs btw #also my gf got me this cute crocodile plushie :3 his name is Monty #istg if I win the lottery I'd drown her in gifts bro she's not making it out alive #void #lilly #idk why I made her oc smaller than Jay. Jay's the shorter one.. #oh well I'm gonna fuck off again #my art #jay/jacob #jacob skelton #also it's crazy that it's been two months only. feels like it's been a year or something since we started going out

[kideternity]

Okay sorry if this is an insane request. But does anyone have any actual sources for if the cosplayer who served as the inspiration for Betsumon ever consented to her likeliness being used for the creation process. I found one blogpost which CLAIMS she was fine with it but there was no source for it attached I saw and I cant seem to find anything on my own just by looking it up

#digimon #betsumon #tailmon betsu #dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #please. help me out with this one chat. #i know this is an insane request because most people dont like betsumon because they think the design is creepy or weird #i actually dont mind betsumon as a digimon purely from a design standpoint my hang up is that like #i feel Bad. over the idea of liking betsumon as a digimon because of the origin and because i have no idea if the cosplayer consented #in my opinion its way more important to me to know if the cosplayer agreed to having a joke digimon created based off her #its an entirely different situation if betsumon was created essentially as a mockery of a cosplayer who was just doing her job #and having fun #especially because in the original betsumon design it could be read as extremely transmisogynistic as well #sorry again i know literally no one else on planet earth cares about this BUT I DO!!!!!!! #ive never been able to personally reconcile like. Enjoying designs that are meant to be meanspirited mockeries #of whatever thing person etc. like it makes Me specifically feel bad #and again I think it’s more important to examine the origins of a design like this and Why it is the way it is. then just blanket #‘oh well its ugly to me so its bad and evil and gross’. do i make sense does any of this make sense. #fuckkkkkk i should go get dinner this just kept me up all night thinking about it #like obviously if the cosplayer was fine with it and she was like finding it funny or charming then my hang up is gone #because like Shes the main person affected in all of this. hence why i wanna know. you know?

[blighted-lights]

me: why have i been so anxious and shaky and upset these past few days?? why have i been struggling to talk to people? what's going on???

my traitorous uterus:

#personal #menstration #<- tagging for blocking reasons #like leave me alone!!! im already stressed enough!! i should not be anxious to the point of throwing up right now! #this isnt really a post to react to btw this is more just to chuckle and move on i prommy #its not funny but it IS okay #like fuck off!!! friendly fire!!! #came off of break to post this and leave again bc if i gotta feel it u gotta know #back to the void i go #scheduled

[dandyshucks]

what if i just did dot eyes for a litttle while... hmmm....

#also Ro hi when u said that the one janitor drawing had a phantom tollbooth feel to it- #- i just about exploded with joy DBFHDKL thats such a compliment for me #that kind of childrens book illustration is what got me drawing in the first place so im very :3 !!!!! #anyways I've been rotating that in my head and here we are ... maybe I'll play around w that style a little #i want to simplify things a little bit for a while bc everything sure is a lot rn DBDJDKL i would like drawing to be less strenuous rn #and this is a nice fun and silly style to explore and use while everything is being... the way that it is fjfkdl #gestures vaguely. anyways ! yippee yay hurray i hope everyone is having a good night/day/timezone !!! #throws a janitor and star doodle into the void and scuttles off to go sleep under a rock again #i am giving u all heart hands 🫶🫶🫶 and also handing out one cool rock each to everyone #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.jpeg #🗼got my love to keep me warm #star📻