#ok bye see yaaa

[nomaishuttle]

im like Rly weird abt ppl seeing my body move like. if im in a public place and im not walking Perfectly ordinarily or standjng still i sm scared. if i have to bend down to get something from my bag im scared. drop something and have to pick it up Scared. woops i need to run grab something rq Shitting my pants. its dire

#these examples r all mall focused bc i was at the mall last week but this is also why i always feel so uncomfortable in the kitchen #even b4 💀 bc my roommates would just be. in the room and id start shaking Horrifically bc rhey could see me moving around in rhe kitchen #abd of course shaky hands while cooking Not great so id drop things and that was terrifying and yeah basically . so thats why i thjnk #living alone will be good for me #living alone aside from HIERONYMUSSS you guys didnt think i forgot hieronymus did you .. Id never forget him hes my best friend and #awesome in the world. #but yaa so thats partially why im scared of gyms 😭😭 once i do start going 2 one (bc thats one of my Connor Life Improvement action items) #im gonna have to go at like. 8pm 💀... all quite scary #recently my fahorite thing is to end a sentence with a comma unfortnately that has not been working out for me well in these tags #as demknstrated in the tag ive just written #that one too #again #but yaaa. ok beddybye my eyelids r heavy (lying i have 2 brush teeth first THEN beddy bye) #omg also i forgot to journal yesterday im kinda msd

[loveneversleepss]

Part.4 Chan’s room

(Mature scenes coming up 18+)

Previous / next

"What?" The girls yell out at me. I sigh and sit down on the couch. "calm down. I know. it's crazy..." There is a loud silence that surrounds us. The girls all slowly come and sit next to me. Soyeon grabs my hand and hold it. "I'm so proud of you my little love." She smiles sweetly and hugs me. "I mean if you really want this, go for it. Don't hold back just because of us. We'll be alright." Solar joins in and tells me. The girls all nod and chime in. "Of course we'll support you." "We'll always be here." "You should do it." I smile and look down trying to blink away my tears. Failing I start to sob. "Aww its ok." "don't cry." "Hey on the bright side. You'll be surrounded by hot dudes." I look at Jennie with a confused face. "what?" She asks blankly. "Yah, you idiot." Nayeon yells out and smacks her arm. I laugh lightly at her comment and stop crying. "You got this! Fighting girl!." Ryujin yells out and tackles me...

Time changeeeee~

I'm finally getting to the last box of packing. I sigh and sit on the floor. I flop down on my stomach and scroll on my phone. As soon as I turn on my phone, Jennie barges in. "Yah, want anything from the store?" I sit up and smile at her. "No, i'm good thanks." She smiles devilishly at me and giggles. "I knowwwww. I'll get you condoms you're gonna need it with all that man candy around youu." My eyes widen and my face begins to burn up. "YAH GET OUT" I yell and throw a pillow at her. She quickly runs away and I sigh. I get up and shower. Not noticing the dings from my phone. I finish up and grab my phone. Checking my messages immediately.

From Jennie<3

I put the condoms in ur purseee. Love yaaa~

From Nayeon:)

Yah I saw Jennie sneak condoms in ur purse. Don't do anything naughty!!

From unknown(do you want to save as chan?)

Hey Love! It's chan. i got ur number from the big bossss. I wanted to see if ur free tonite so you could join me in a chan's room. Lmkkkkkk :)

As soon as I read the message from Chan, he starts to call me. "Hello?" I say when I pick up. "Hey love! Did you get my message?" He says full of energy. "oh yes I was showering so i barely saw it noww haha." I say shyly and sit down. "Oh.. so is that a yes? Are you busy?" I smile and laugh. "Of course I'll join you Chan. I'll meet you at the company." "Ok see you then" He says and hangs up. I start to blow dry my hair and get ready. I decided to go a little darker around my eyes with some revealing clothes. Just a little cut see through and cropped but it's fine. He won't mind. I hope ;)

Makeup^^

Time skipp~

I walk around a little helplessly looking for his studio. I whip out my phone and don't notice the footsteps approaching from behind me. "Lost love?" A voice whispers near my ear from behind. I jump and turn around to meet a smirking Lee know. "Ugh it's just you" he makes a dramatic shocked face. "I'm hurt. What's that supposed to mean?" He says as he slowly analyzes my outfit. "Going somewhere?" He says leaning in closer. I smirk and wrap my hands around his neck. "Maybe I wanted to dress up for you. I feel all pretty and want to feel good. Do you wanna make me feel good?" I say trying to tease him but it backfires as he grabs my chin. "Don't tease me baby. You won't like it if I punish you." I lean in to her ear and whisper. "Maybe I like to be punished” and back away. "Oh can you help me? I'm looking for Chan's studio. We're doing a vlive." I smile at him innocently. "Come on I'll show you." He says walking past me and I follow. He knocks on a door and Chan opens it. "Oh finally you're here. Did she get lost or something?" Chan asks Lee know. He nods and walks away. I pout. He didn't even say bye. "Well come in. Let's get settled."

I walk in and out my purse on the desk. He walks around me and grabs a chair for me. He sets the chair and sits in his. I sit down and analyze the room. I did my research and searched up some videos and vlives. Looked bigger on camera. He noticed my intense thought and clears his throat. "So um are you cold?" I look at him confused. "W-well I mean l-like do you need anything or are you comfortable?" He says trying to explain himself. I look down at my outfit and get a little insecure. I bite the inside of my cheek before answering. "Well maybe i should cover up. Do you have a hoodie or something?" He looks around and doesn't find anything. "You could wear this one." He motions to the one he's wearing. "Oh no it's fine just keep it on." Too late. He starts to take it off and pulls it over. Accidentally revealing his perfect abs which I couldn't miss. He gives me the hoodie and I put it on. It smells like him. "Ok we should start."

I push myself out of the screen for the first part while he does his intro. He then introduces me and i sit in my original spot. I accidentally pushed myself on the chair too hard and pushes into him. Me trying to make sure I don't fall over I grab his thigh. Maybe a little bit too close because he immediately gets flustered. I remove my hand quickly and move on. He then says he wants to record something with me on the live. I say yes and we record a teaser. After we were done, he kept accidentally touching me. I didn't mind it. It felt really comfortable. Then there's a knock on the door and he answers. Apparently he ordered fried chicken for us. We sort of do a mukbang and Felix calls him. Felix then complaining that we're doing a mukbang with out him. After he hangs up Chan starts to play fight with me. I grab a pillow and start to play fight. His chair drags backwards out of frame from the camera. I follow him and sort of tackle him. He pulls the pillow out of my hand and pulls me. Me losing my balance falling into his body. Me almost straddling him and we both notice the situation. He clears his throat and looks away. I look down and notice something growing in his sweats. I drag his attention back by me sitting down on him and wrapping my arms around his neck. He places one of his hands on my waist and one on my cheek rubbing slightly. "What are you doing?" Chan's whispers. "What we both want." I say and lean in to kiss him. Him kissing me back and making the kiss more passionate. I slowly start to grind and he grunts. I pull away and try to catch my breath. "We should finish the vlive" he whispers. I get up and go back to my chair. Chan drags over with the pillow in his lap and says his outro. Once he ends it he quickly turns to me. I get up on sit on the couch spreading my legs. "Come baby. I'm waiting."

"You know we really shouldn't." He says trying to deny me. I pout and take off the hoodie. "Aww come on. Just once?" I say leaning back and pulling my skirt up more. "Do I have to say please?" I say and laugh. Teasing him on what he said on a live once. You could cut the tension in the air with a knife. My thoughts began to fade at his strong eyes staring at my eyes, looking me up and down, then back to my eyes. Ignoring my comment, he leant a hand out, making me stand up and sit on his lap, facing him. Hands immediately on my side, I wrapped my arms around his neck, shivering at the feeling of his lips grazing my neck. "We really shouldn't do this" he tries to deny me again. Connecting my lips with his, humming in satisfaction at how smooth they felt against my lips. Lifting my arms, he ripped off my shirt, throwing it to the opposite side of the room. Standing up, he locked the door and shoving everything off his desk in a heartbeat. Now lying on his desk, he hovered over me, placing a kiss in between my breasts before looking back up at me. The look in his eyes was something I had never seen before. Pure lust.

Now moving his hand over to my pussy, he pushed the edge of my skirt up, he snaked his fingers over my clothes pussy. Pushing a finger very gently across my clit, I couldn't help but moan his name out. "Fuck. I can't love." Simultaneously taking my hand from over Chris's pants and slipping them in his pants, feeling the warmth of his hard cock now pressed up against my hand. He took his hand away from me, the control he had over himself was rapidly slipping away. Both hands moved to the desk. Looking down at them, I began to giggle, notching the colour of his knuckles become whiter the stronger his grip on the edge became. I take the chance to pull him into a kiss.

I started to swirl my tongue against his and got lost in the sensation. I slowly ran my hands through his hair and pulled on it. He moaned into the kiss and bit my bottom lip. He slowly started running his hands down my waist to my hips. His fingers hesitant on grabbing my ass. So I took one of my hands out of his hair and brought his hand to my ass. That gave him the go ahead to squeeze it and give it a little slap which caused me to moan into his mouth. I started to grind my hips against his causing us both to moan. He put both hands on my ass helping me to grind harder against him. My head starting getting dizzy from the lust. He stopped kissing me and kept his hands on my ass, but took the pressure off a bit.

"baby"

"mhmm..."

"maybe we should stop.." he grunted out while biting his lips watching me still grind against him.

"do you want to stop?" I said slowing down my hips a bit watching him for his reaction and response. He bit his lip even harder and closed his eyes looking up and sighed. I could tell he was trying to regain self control.

" Things are getting a little... intense to say the least and we are in the studio baby, you don't deserve to be in this little room" he said licking his lips and looking at me with his eyes slightly hooded. I could feel his hard length under me between the fabric. Making me want him even more. I brought our lips inches apart, lips brushing against each other.

"fuck it," he muttered meeting our lips hungrily and gripping my ass to grind hard against him. I started rubbing my hands from his shoulders to his torso. I teasingly lifted his shirt a bit touching his abs. He shivered from the touch of my cold delicate hands. He took one hand off my ass slowly going from my waist to my boobs and gave it a squeeze before leading up to my throat to hold it on one side while detaching his lips from mine to land on my neck. Once I started rubbing him faster he stopped sucking my neck.

"hold on to me baby," he whispered to me while holding my thighs. I wrapped my hands around his neck and then he lifted me up from the desk and found my lips again, starting to move towards the couch. He sat down with me on top of him straddling and instantly moved his hands to my ass again. I started to tug at his shirt asking for him to take it off. He let my lips go and took off his shirt throwing it behind the couch. Our lips found each other again and I instantly went to touch his abs and bring my hands up and down feeling him up. He looked at my body with such lust, hunger, and hooded eyes. He started to bring his hands to my chest and slowly rubbed my breasts through my black lace bra causing my breath to hitch.

"Is this okay baby?, if you ever want me to stop you tell me and ill stop right away," he said pausing his movement and looking at me in the eyes with such sincerity and care.

"of course, I want this, I want you," I said biting my lip waiting for his response. Bringing his lips to mine and then slowly trailing kisses down my neck and finally to my chest. He looked up at me while slowly licking my breasts through my bra. It was lace and see through so I was able to feel his warm wet tongue on my now hardened peaks. He brought one hand to rub my other breast before dipping into the bra and flicking my nipple causing me to moan from all these sensations. He switched breasts to give the other one the same attention. He soon brought his hand to my back near the clasp looking up at me for confirmation. I gave him a nod and that gave him the okay to undo my bra and my breasts bounced out of the bra causing him to grunt at the view. "you're so fucking perfect," he said before latching his mouth onto my nipple. Swirling his tongue, sucking, then biting it lightly. I felt my panties start to pool a bit. I couldn't take it anymore.

"baby, I need more. I want to feel you inside me," I murmured. I was normally a fan of more foreplay and oral, but I needed to feel his throbbing length inside of me. This tension has been building up for a long time. He let go of my nipple. "say please?," he said while holding my chin up with two fingers to look at him. He had this playful look in his eyes. He was teasing me, but anything I wanted and asked for he would do in an instant. "please baby, I can't sit still," I moaned while waiting for his response. He kissed my neck. "good girl, anything you want," he rasped while bringing his lips to kiss me again before tugging at my waist band and slowly putting his hand further down my pants reaching my aching wet core. I flinched a little at the touch of the exact spot I needed him inside of. He slowly started to tease my folds going up and down, semi entering his fingers then rubbing, teasing, and going slow on my nub. Once I moaned louder he stopped his movements. "you're so wet. that's so fucking hot," he rasped out. Then at that moment there was a knock at the door. He quickly took his hands out of my panties that were now drenched. I got up from his lap and quickly went to adjust my clothes. Him doing the same and unlocking the door. "yo wanna go eat?" a voice said. I turn over to the direction of the door. It's Han and I get up and greet him. "You should go. I'll just go back to my dorm and finish packing." I say trying to sound as calm as possible. Chan nods his head and I walk away from them. 

Putting my head down avoiding everyone's gazes until I bump someone making him drop his phone. I turn around quickly and apologize and pick up their phone. Until I realize who it is. "Love?" I freeze a little and look up. Jeongin?.. JEONGIN!? "Oh it's you. Sorry for making you drop this." I say shyly and hand him back his phone. Trying to avoid his eyes and looking at the ground. "Oh it's okay um.. are you hungry? Do you wanna go get something?" He says rubbing the back of his head, clearly nervous. I smile at him. " I actually just ate not so long ago with Chan and my stomach is feeling a little woozy." I explain. "What? Are you okay? Do you need to go to the hospital?" He is worried. "No no. probably just a little too full." I say shifting on my feet back and forth. "Well not too full for ice cream I hope?" Him trying to convince me to go with him. I smile brightly at him and nod my head. "Always room for that." He smiles, puts his arm around me and we start walking. He pats my head and I look over at him. This feels comfortable. Just like how we were in the past. But I notice out of the corner of my eye Chan and Han walking in the opposite direction of us. Pasting right past us. Jeongin waves hi as he passes them and I notice Chan clenching his jaw. Crap. He probably thinks I totally ditched him just to be with Jeongin. Guess I'll have to explain it later to him. 

#stray kids smut #straykids hard hours #bang chan smut #straykids smut #stray kids series #stray kids stay #stray kids imagines #stray kids

[snzuhrchiyo]

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[gaming-thoughts-by-an-idiot]

Fallout76 again:

"Ok but like, if you dont lock your stuff, it's free so like?"

"Oh my god... three... wE ARE THREE ASEXUALS AT THE SAME TEAM YOOOO! LOOK AT THAT??? THREE FLAGS, WHAT ARE THE ODDS??? YAAAS PRIIIIIDEEEEEE✊🏻✊🏻"

"Leave me alone, I'm shopping"

*tame mirelurk king walks around* "... ok that's just freaky"

"I've done so many quests, so fast, so many daily quests.... and now I have three left, and then I'm changing character and I just... hhhhhhh"

"Someone is waving at me, I'm in pip boy, go away??? Hhh what are they doing?? I hear the ?? Sound"

"Camp hopping, I'm tired of the over priced stuff.... just coman, I never go above"

"Hehe, sloCUM"

"I feel so bad for just going to their camp, and not buying"

"Someone is buying things from me! :D"

"... I think I need like four characters to get all the endings... should I make a new one?"

"Ok ok, interesting camp"

"What??? Where, what?? Its like a maze? And a race track and and?? I got stuck xD I just wanna buy stuff what is going on"

"Fuck.. I missed"

"Xxflo fr... you genius"

"I bet the shop isnt even at the end"

"They can see me when I enter their shelter, they know of my mistakes"

"I'm checking the other shelter"

"Fine, fine, fiiine! I'll make it"

"I'm gonna film this place"

"What a ride this is"

"This bothers me xD I want a jet pack, I wanna cheat"

"I just sent them a message 'Please, where's your vendor?😭😭' I'm stuck in a hole... for the forth time😭😭"

"Its outside! I'm screaming"

"Hell no, they're level 300??? Fuck that, they showed up on the camp, I'm not staying around high levels, ik its dumb, but I get so angsty.. yes I am 270, but I'm an idiot"

"I sent them a reply that said 'I'm a fool😭' "

"Help help help. A power armour ran towards me"

"Just saying that, normally when its night where I live, that's when people get mean to me"

"I generally dont wanna go down to peoples shelters if they have the vendor there... I was here since the beta. I have bad experiences"

"Power armour people are ✨scary✨"

"I should get like a watch that checks my pulse, so I can show when my pulse spikes whenever i see a high level player around me"

" :c i was just removed from the team... it's a glitch ik that but still :c "

"Oh... it wasnt a glitch... they just threw me out..... ;-; i thought we were strong aces.... I'm sad now"

"I'm all alone on a team"

"That's fine, I'm done here anyways so fuck you ;;;;-;;;;;"

"I have to do daily stuff with Jesus too, so whatever"

"I'm sad"

"... I'm on the same map... how why what no why?????"

"No wait, I think flo just jumped map too?"

"What just happened"

"Oh, ok, enemies took care of the quest, cop a squatter thing, so yay"

"Why wont anyone be with me"

"I joined team with flo, spooky"

"Ok, I'm now suddenly doing a quest?"

"This weapon is shit... lvl 45"

"Yay! Someone bought stuff from me🥰"

"Omg its flo"

"I have to remember that is is a good character, Jesus is here for good things. This is not my main where I'd see a scavenger, and even after they give me things, I kill them... no cuz this is a good character and they're not a raider, gotcha"

"A hunt for magazines, they cannot escape me"

"Fighting with my cat, I say 'no, u cant sleep my lap, that's where the controller is', and the fucking moment I wrote that, the fucker jumped on my lap. What an asshole"

"No magazine, but a bobblehead"

"Ok, flo isnt home, let's go"

"!!!! They showed up"

"Ok, flo got a female character, which means nothing, but for some reason it's like 'phew', and that is very sexist of my brain, I am sorry"

"Omg they're approaching me ;-;"

"Oh, waving, yeah hello bye thanks for selling stuff to good prices byee"

Me: oh they're not so scary after all

Them, approaching me, prob with no ill intentions:

Me: STRANGER DANGER😭😭

" but that's just me with any high level or power armour person so"

"Ok ok, I went to get Beckett, and then I have to get his shit, but i went back to my camp first to fix shit, and blood eagles followed me????"

"People left the team... now it's only me😭😭"

"Joined a new one"

"And someone right away started to buy from me, omg thank youuu"

"... here we go again... let's build stuff again, wow a new house woo -.-"

"Jesus.. *heh* I've gamed waaaay too long"

#gaming #fallout 76 #relatable gaming thoughts #fallout #fallout76 #funny #fo76

[gleeandshame]

Semi-liveblogging

A New York Christmas Wedding, indie Netflix movie... All I know is it’s on Netflix, there’s not a trailer, and uh, it’s wlw??? SPOILERS below!

WTF did they say “you’re not my girlfriend”

“She can’t know you like me” and then immediate fornication, I Do Not Want

Okay, we’re expecting like Lifetime or Hallmark Channel levels of writing on this I see...

Wait did she say her best friend died? Or I wasn’t paying attention. From watching later uh, maybe she said they lost touch, i mean, a BFF would be like the person Who you would think it would be but...

Asian wlw extras!!! intimacy :’)

(Wonder if she’ll be bi or gay)

Blah blah, mom is insufferable 

Oh but so... is this a called off wedding then, I guess it’s her wedding, like that’s what the signs point to... huuuh.... Like, I hope there’s not cheating involved or I’ll be very :/

Wow, sassy BFF gay angel, lol

“You shouldn’t under estimate love during Christmas” 

Here comes gay supernatural sh*t (at least I hope)

Gay angel, is she just gonna see 1000 gay signs tomorrow? Lol

I sincerely forgot his name, like Abziel or something, I’m sorry gay angel

oh right, i kept thinking they would be cold, but this is 6 mo before Christmas. today is a really chilly night for me

Azrael, I was close. I only remember it because it’s marked by the captions

Her fiance does have a nice back though

hate when there’s unnecessary flashback v.o. in stuff, just have a thoughtful look, feel okay with being quiet!!!

OH MY GOSH TRANSPORTED TO A GAY LIFE, I f*cking love it!!!

the light pouring in from the window and it’s looking all foggy.

They have a dog named Smudge :’)

Oh my gosh they’re having a meeting with a reverand or something for their gay wedding???

her tentativly grabbing the leash, i’m hear for this, thank you gay angel, there are endless amount of signs!!! lol. 

I love smudges eyebrows!!!!

Oh thank you A... Azrael, i forgot Jennifer’s name for the whole movie (okay i took a couple hour break but still)

OKAY, the best friend is dead, or WAS dead. i was like how is this gonna work out, oooh.

This is rated MA and I think maybe just from cussing? We’ll see. So far she has said f*ck, lol

Those Christmas pajamas were corny, but it’s a family so that’s allowed. Bye David.

I hope I have a gay guardian angel

He said others are alive. is she gonna see her dad?

ghost of gays past

gosh dang it a flashback... it’s okay, it’s hopefully you know an inexperienced writer or filmmakers and they can get better.

I hope her dad is there

Oh but I forgot to mention since i wasn’t liveblogging from the start, uuuuuhhhh, why did she throw the cookies away, she was still there and her dad. Teens are so dramatic

where’s the dog? did she return the dog and go to her dads... wait, no he’s driving her home, Did they not want a dog in the car... lol

smudge? Smudge??? Lol. okay, i’ll ignore the filmmaking and continuity aspect.

Slide show interesting

Oh really noticing the handheld shakiness right now though

did that girl really sing it? doesn’t look like that voice comes out of that body

gays in a church, i’m feeling emotional (I know they’re not necessarily gay I’m using it as an umbrella term)

“you are my queen and I am your peasant” - this is like who’s the handmaiden and who’s the feudal lord meme, lol

why would a pastor.... whatever they’re call had a picture of just two church goers... parishioners?  (can you tell I’m not catholic, are they catholic?)

Dang, they gonna fight to have a wedding here? Like personally if he said sh*t I would want to be married by him, but I guess the location does mean a lot to them. 

They really be throwing Jennifer into this talk with no clue. Azrael give a girl some hints!!

Did the priest tell her to get an abortion? That’s the implication right? He wouldn’t say it though. Dang. 

Eeesh, is this the f*ckboy that was with ... Gabby in the beginning? Never heard a boy trying to be a unicorn in a wlw relationship. Yike.... 

lol, yeah she told him to f*ck himself. and punched him in the face, LOOOOL

Awww, she told her dad about her crush on her BFF???

Lol, Jennifer getting excited about talking to her dad, and Gabby is like, babe, u see him everyday

Aw, a song in spanish

i didn’t mention earlier but afro-latinx yaaa. Noice

hmmm, yeah i mean it would be a little awkward bringing up a childhood/teenage fight

being forced to read the note by gabby and saying “out loud” nice device to make it natural to the audience

smudge is my favorite character

lol sorry, but if it’s christmas, is it christmas christmas, i don’t want this to be over. can she at least make out with her wife! is this day one or day two :/ okay i’ll just watch and see

DANG THAT WOULD BE INTIMATE ARM TOUCHES FOR A BFF

i only snuggled like once on a bed with one of mine. 

O Christmas Tree playing during this make out is killing me

that was soft. just making out and some but rubbing but all just in undies, that’s nice

ok i think father is gonna do the old switcheroo on us. but this verse is engaging my fight or flight

Entertaining how neutral all these ppl’s faces are during this sermon, like realistic, lol....

okay there’s like one smile. there’s nodding now

(i know ppl would be upset realistically too)

Oh snap a man is walking out, okay yeah. There’s maybe three

LOL. I really did walk out once during a slippery slope sermon. Hate that white man took over one of my churches and he wasn’t even certified. I just sat on the curb until closing worship.... mmmm

did this man just invite all the lgbtq ppl up??

I wouldn’t want that attention, LOOOL........ i get it’s supposed to be a nice moment but, what?

They all have partners? Dang, where’s my partner at church (lol, church is hardly a thing anymore right now anyway :’) )

I DON”T want no SURPRISE WEDDING THAT IS JUST IN FORNT OF CHURCH PPL

glad they acknowledged that looong pause in a natural way

Imagine trying to attnd christmas service, and then it’s a secret wlw wedding

One of the gay couples, I”M SCREAMING, looks like a married couple at my current church, lol. I mean not like exactly, but same essense and energies

That SLITTTT, what a power move for a wedding dress / reception dress

Very weird lighting but i’ll ignore it

u don’t need to applaud the priest...

“to the day i die” (to the day i die) echo, echo... , that’s some corny audio

OH my goshhh??? is he the aborted BABY, whaiuhufheruahcyuahdsbhabshdfbahsbdfa

or their dead baby, whatever it was unclear on purpose. oh myy gosh????

what the f*ck david coming to get Jennifer like a horror movie

“what’s a smudge”

hmm i wonder how this can conclude

that map i huge on the console??? i don’t know modern cars

Gabrielle and I were mar-- we were baptized. LOLL, why woudl they just give away info about a parishioner

David must just be like, wtf is she on

oh okay, no abortion, just miscarriage

What, huhhh. this lady is same sex married too??? but the priest was kicked out?

is david gonna be biphobic

oh i guess not, that’s good

sliding doors? by Gbby’s son, Jennifer needs to get her girl

Me saying this show needs to let there be silence vs me almost falling asleep while she makes a decision. I MEAN, to be fair it’s almost 6am and i haven’t slept yet, lol

okay, but we didn’t spend enough time with Azrael for me to be sad that he’ll be gone, sorry not sorry

“it can wait” ... i.e. love can wait, be careful, i.e. use a condom

that’s entirely too many candy canes

i wonder if these kids are gonna have to carry the rest of the film?

these kids are the most chill! good they both like women and each other

they 3d printed a man just so he could be a gay angel

OH NO I watchd to the end of the credits and the guy on piano died this year

okay, so overall, p cute. Cute enough. It probably satisfied only about 33% of my cute wlw quota though. Corny and a bit awkward, but, i think gays deserve not high quality cinema as well. Lol. i half recommmend it, but it’s not costing you antyhing but time on Netflix. 

okay, I sleep

#a new york christmas wedding #a new york christmas wedding spoilers #spoilers #... #mmmmmm

[cprcrngrl-blog]

Kenalan dulu, yuk!

15.02.2019 (06.45 p.m.)

haiii, teman-teman. Nama aku Fanny Salsabila, biasa dipanggil fanny tapi kalian bisa ngetik nama aku jadi “fani” aja sih biar lebih singkat, padat, jelas, dan ga ribet intinya, Di rumah dipanggil dede, di keluarga besar dipanggil dede atau mba salsa, di tetangga dipanggil salsa, di sekolah dipanggil fanny. Kenapa bisa? Nama panggilan asli itu Salsa sebenernya, tapi berhubung waktu masuk sd dan di satu kelas ada nama Salsa yang lain, akhirnya sama guru (Pa Budi), biar tidak terjadi kebingungan katanya, aku disuruh mengganti nama panggilan jadi Fanny wkwkwk. Kenapa aku dan bukan dia? Karena dia daftar duluan daripada aku. Hm, iya gitu ceritanya. 

Oke, niat awal aku buat blog ini cuman sekedar iseng-iseng doang, mengisi waktu di sela-sela kesibukkanku sebagai siswa kelas 12 huhu (sedih btw, udah mau lulus sma, masa yang mungkin bakal paling dikenang). dan selain itu, aku juga mau cerita-cerita tentang apa yang sebenernya mau aku ceritain ke orang lain, tapi mungkin agak susah buat diungkapin, gitu. Makanya, di sini aku ga peduli gimana jadinya tulisanku ini, ga peduli bener atau salah penggunaan bahasanya, tanda bacanya, dan lain-lain deh. Intinya ini suka-suka aku. GABOLEE PROTES HEHE.

Ayo mulai kenalannya dah-

Aku anak ke-empat dari empat bersaudara. Iya, bisa dibilang anak terakhir alias anak bungsu. Aku lahir pada tanggal 17 Januari 2002 di Rumah Sakit Muhammadiyah Cirebon lewat operasi caesar. Fyi, kata mama, proses lahirnya aku waktu itu tuh super complicated banget. Kenapa? Gara-garanya berat aku pas waktu itu sampe 4 kg lebih (kebayang dong gimana gedenya) jadi terpaksa harus dioperasi. Dan aku sadar pasti itu nyusahin banget, so maafin aku ma:( Cerita lain saat kelahiranku itu tentang pemberian nama. Jadi, waktu aku lahir, karena itu mendadak dan terlalu banyak dramanya, bapa sama mama belum siapin nama buat aku. Pada waktu itu bayi yang baru lahir langsung didata untuk keterangan kelahiran sama pihak rumah sakit dan mencantumkan nama, Akhirnya tanpa diduga-duga, mba dila (kakak ke 3) yang saat itu masih kecil tiba-tiba nyeletuk “Ma, nama dedenya Fanny Fatihanny aja.” Eh, malah beneran dong langsung di-iya-in aja gitu sama mama bapa. Jadilah namaku waktu pendataan itu Fanny Fatihanny. (yang sebenernya gatau apa artinya) hahaha. Surat keterangan lahir yang namaNya Fanny Fatihanny masih aku simpen sampe sekarang dan ngakak aja gitu kalo inget cerita di balik itu.

Terus, nama ‘Fanny Salsabila’ itu sendiri diberi sama bapa beberapa waktu setelah kelahiran aku. Ini nama asli yang dipake buat akta kelahiran resmi dan sampe sekarang... Soal arti namanya, Fanny itu dari bahasa Inggris (berhubung bapa dan mama guru Bahasa Inggris jadi sosoan gitu) yaitu kata “funny” yang artinya lucu (mungkin dulu bener sekarang mah boro-boro deh, ya nggak? wkwk) dan “Salsabila” itu dari bahasa Arab yang artinya mata air surga.

Hmm, apalagi yaa...

Kalo masalah sifat sebenernya aku itu pemalu kalo di depan umum sama yang nggak kenal gitu dan cenderung cuek sama orang sih. Tapi, kalo udah bareng mba-mbaku dan teman-temanku yang udah kenal banget sama seorang fani ini, sifat yang tersembunyi bakal keluar, Iya, nakal, ngeselin, gatau malu, gamau diem, rese, receh, bercanda mulu, dan lain-lain deh. maap ya. Kata orang-orang nih, diawal kenal, aku keliatan pendiem, tapi setelah kenal bakal berbeda sangattt gitu wkwkwk (faktanya, aku suka dan nyaman diem sendirian kadang, nggak selalu kok, aku juga butuh buat sosialisasi sama yang lain). Yaaa, bisa dibilang aku introvert. Karena aku juga susah buat curhat sama orang lain apalagi masalah-masalah yang sebenernya ngebebanin aku banget kalo nggak diungkapin, tapi ya gimana, susah aja gitu, tapi pengen banget buat cerita (ribet kan emang hehe). Teruss, sifat lainnya itu penakut sama yang berbau horror wkwkwk kalo serangga gitu tergantung sih tapi nggak sampe lebay jerit-jerit juga kalo meet up sama serangga. Aku juga mageran sih kadang. Kalo penyakit itu udah keluar, udah deh panjang urusannya. Bakal gamau diganggu,males banget sampe mama marah-marah, dan kena senggol dikit, bye. 

DONE AJALAH. GATAU LAGI.

Mungkin gitu aja sih perkenalan singkat dari akuuu! Semoga cukup menjelaskan gimana sih seorang Fanny/Fani itu. 

See you di cerita-cerita selanjutnya..........

(07.57 p.m.) - fyi, emang lama banget nulisnya, soalnya sambil makan, dan aku tinggal-tinggal juga tadi.

[sarohara]

Stranger: M

Stranger: 18

You: what's ur name?

You: I'm f

You: and 16

Stranger: Alex

Stranger: What's yours?

You: Sarah

You: nice meeting u btw

Stranger: Thanks sarah

You: Sure

Stranger: Nice meeting you too

You: Thx :)

You: So, how ya doing?

Stranger: What are you upto ?

Stranger: I'm great thanks for asking

You: Nothing really, hbu?

You: Yeah yw :)

Stranger: A little bored though

You: Yeaah Ik

Stranger: Are you bored too ?

You: Yeah that's why i'm here. hahaha

You: Wyd?

Stranger: No I can tell you

Stranger: People come here to find love and stuf

Stranger: Chilling on my bed

You: Find love???

You: Wth hahahaha

Stranger: Yeahhh

You: That's insane

Stranger: I know

You: I'm sure omegle's not the best place to find love or whatever hahaha

Stranger: Yeahhh ig

Stranger: If i don't have anyone to talk ro

Stranger: I just come herr

Stranger: Here

You: Oh that's why you're here then

You: It sounded lonely lmao

Stranger: Noooo

Stranger: Not like that

Stranger: I mean

Stranger: I don't wanna talk to people I know

Stranger: Sometimes

You: Oh I get that!!

Stranger: Just texting random people

You: Yeah Ik, sometimes im like that as well

Stranger: Hahahahaha

Stranger: Sarah is a nice name

Stranger: I mean

Stranger: You must be a very nice and helpful kind of personal

Stranger: All the Sarah's I know

Stranger: Are the same

You: Aw...thank u :)

You: Alex is a nice name too, it's a pretty american name I would say haha

Stranger: Hahahahaha

You: You're from there, right?

Stranger: Yeah

Stranger: Where are you from ?

You: I knew it! hahahaha

You: Brazil

Stranger: That's nice

You: Yeah Ig lol

Stranger: I know

Stranger: Neymar

Stranger: I mean

You: Hahahahahahaha

Stranger: I don't really watch football

You: Here we go again hahaha

Stranger: And Brazil doesn't really play basketball

You: Yeah.. I mean.. not as much as football

Stranger: Yeahh Ig

Stranger: I mean idk

Stranger: A lot about Brazil

Stranger: Coffee football and rio

Stranger: That's it

You: understandable tho lol

You: Coffee hahahahah

Stranger: And the carnival

You: Oh Carnaval hahah yeah

You: Well, do u like basketball, alex?

Stranger: Yesss I do

Stranger: Wbu ??

You: Well.. ahahahah I don't really watch basketball and stuff

You: I just put this tag randomly for some unknown reason lol

Stranger: I watch and play a lot of basketball :3

You: That's dopeee

Stranger: You will meet with tall guys

Stranger: If you are into tall guys

You: Oh hahahahahaha

Stranger: 😂😂

You: I hadn't thought of that 😂

Stranger: That's one positive

You: 😂😂

You: how tall r u btw?

Stranger: I'm not talll

You: Same

Stranger: I'm 5'11

Stranger: Wbu??

You: I'm 5'3 or so

You: 😂😂😂

Stranger: Wowwww

Stranger: It's cool

You: I'm not that short tho ok, it's like 1,60 😂

You: Nah i'm kidding i'm short ahahah

Stranger: 😂😂

Stranger: It's okay

Stranger: Short girls are

Stranger: Usually prettier

You: that's too bad bc i'm sure i'm gonna grow up oke😂

Stranger: So it's cool

Stranger: Then you will have those beautiful long legs 😂

You: 😂😂😂😂

You: it's funny u trying to comfort me 😂

Stranger: 😂😂

Stranger: It's okay

Stranger: Do you have an Instagram?.

You: Yessir, do u?

Stranger: Yeah

Stranger: Give me your id

Stranger: So that I can comfort you

Stranger: Better

You: If u say so😂

Stranger: 😂😂

You: @sarahcvlm

You: what's urs?

Stranger: I'm not gonna add you

Stranger: Just for the conversation

You: Huh?

You: wym..

Stranger: Woww sarah

Stranger: You have nice hair

Stranger: I'm saying I'm just wanted to look

Stranger: So that I can comfort you better

Stranger: Lol

You: Oh ab my hair

You: Thank u!

You: hahahah

Stranger: That's the only thing

Stranger: I could see

Stranger: So

Stranger: 😂😂

You: It's a private account so.. u got to add me😂

Stranger: Yaaa ik

Stranger: But if I do

Stranger: My girlfriend will kill me

You: Ooooh

Stranger: For sure

You: Okay it's all good

Stranger: 😂😂

You: 😂😂

You: Dude 😂

Stranger: What?

You: I understand her tho 😂

Stranger: Naaahhh she's cool

Stranger: She's cool about a lot of things

Stranger: But there are some things that piss her off

Stranger: So Imma stay safe

Stranger: 😂

You: Yeah that's what I said that I understand her 😂 She's ur girlfriend so it's quite understandable lol

You: Ya u better stay safe 😂

Stranger: Yeahhh

Stranger: It was nice talking to you

You: Oh

You: Same :)

Stranger: Hope we meet at the carnival 😂

Stranger: We will have a blast then

You: 😂😂

You: Well, see ya at the carnaval 😂

Stranger: Once we meet 😂😂

Stranger: See yaa

Stranger: Bye

You: 😂

You: See ya!

[captainpoopweinersoldier]

All I can imagine from that gif of Alex with the glasses next to the plane is Ivar being away in a business trip and coming back home and him and Lis FaceTiming for the first time and none of them really knowing how to do it “Can you even see me? God damnit Lisbet stop moving the phone so fast you’re blurry, you’re blurry listen YOU’RE BLURRY ok forget this I’ll be back home in a couple of hours BYE”

Bahahahaha this is cracking me up! Ugh yaaas I had similar thoughts cuz he looked so handsome. Now I’m picturing him sitting on a private plane, sticking his earbuds in for facetime.

The few people around him are like looking at him warily as he’s shouting at his phone haha. Lisbet has the camera facing the wrong way at one point so he’s just looking at a wall - “Lis’ turn the camera around - no turn the - the CAMERA LIS’ TURN IT AROUND” 

And he just huffs and rips out his earbuds when he hangs up. all frustrated XDDDDD I love it

#kys hc #i'm dyinggggg #Anonymous

[ichoiheedong]

who Are You [JJK] M  pt .4

JUNGKOOK X READER

Genre: smut angst

Summary:- please y/N do this for me you already did a lot before so why not this time??“  Tali begged she looked pale and weak and you hated seeing your twin like this  you bit your lips you couldn’t tell her the truth you were hiding - but how can i just marry him , i don’t even know him  and i can’t though - we look the same he will never have a clue just do it until i recover …

one  two three 

Mommy if me and you and hyung are going to the park together does this mean he will be daddy ?" Jungha let out asking you and you clinched on your seat

 turning to meet his eyes ;he looked innocent always asking about the same thing and it ached your heart that he was thinking about having a dad

"Why do you ask about this now jungha ? what came to your mind baby"

"Mark went with us many times to the park before, why didn't he become my dad, my friend Lolitta said that she went many times to the park with her dad and mom so who is gonna be my father

you grinned bitterly biting your lips "god you're so smart sweetheart but tell me do you like this man out there hemm?

"yeah i do he is handsome and i want my dad to be handsome so i can have two beautiful parents "you giggled hugging his little frame after putting his

 "c'mon he is waiting for us to take you to the park be a good boy

"yaaaay 

jungkook grinned when you showed with the boy

"c'mon let's go

he drove off towards one of the biggest park of Seoul but before you reached it jungkook parked in front of one of the supermarket

jungha was giggling as jungkook kept pushing the trolley every where the boy pointed ,he bought him a lot of snacks and you were quietly walking behind your heart ached seeing how much they become friendly shit! blood sometimes does miracle

hyung you're so cool, and soooo strong i want to be like you when i become a man

jungkook was chuckling "you will be don't worry gonna take you to the gym with me if you want

"yas yas yaaas !!

-

you were done preparing the lunch and take out all the boxes looking at your son and jungkook playing around

it was a dream , an other one and you felt scared things were going fast and you couldn't stop any thing you sighed lifting your head up

 "c'mon jungha , jungkook every thing is rea.. you stopped as you realized the names how didn't jungkook notice this for god sake any way all he know he is your other sister son so he will not try to ask a lot about this ,jungha was panting as he ran to you ,the three years old boy sat and you started to feed him"he is so smart and cute jungkook let out and you turned to him

"yeah he is "

-

the evening came really quickly and you finally put jungha on his bed he was freaking out about his blue and red room and his car bed yoongi had bought it to him yesterday

you kissed him and headed to the living room were jungkook was sitting in the balcony

" i'm so sorry i made you wait all this time , i'm sure you're so tired already "he chuckled 

" i'm fine i just missed you a lot he said opening his arm wide enough for you to step towards him; it was like your feet weren't in your control as you walked towards his frame and sat on the sofa next to him as he wrapped you closer

shall we go out for a ride or do you prefer to stay here " he asked and you looked up

" aren't you tired ,

" i said i'm fine he chuckled

"c'mon then let's go to the garden

you both walked out passing by the kitchen , you grabbed a drink and followed him out

there in the swing you both sat

"this is really weird , he finally let out

"what is it you asked as your heart raced

" i spent four years searching for you and it's the first time i feel like this in four years

"wh..what do you mean? you hissed looking to the sky as he sipped his drink" are you this mad because i left you alone ? since we met in our dinner date i felt that you were cold towards me , you even ignored my calls and made me always wonder if you even remember what happened between us

you wanted to hug him and tell him you did fall for him like a fool since you met him and that's the only reason that made you suffer, the only reason you made you kept your baby and the only reason you wanted to meet him again

" you were drunk that night and i was too "you let out and you got surprised looking at his new stare

"you remember ?

you grinned bitterly " sure i do

“then why , why the hell didn't give me any hint he said shaking you why didn't let me feel what i felt that night again he was shaking too and you stopped talking , shocked because of what he said now

what does this supposed to mean god !! no not what you were thinking of ,for your good luck he immediately wrapped you closer" i love you y/N i do love you so much so stop being cold please and love me back

it was few seconds of silent when you you wrapped his neck as well

" i do too you let out tears falling you cried hard as he was shocked

"baby please stop crying what's going on

" i'm sorry jungkook i didn't really want you to think i'm cold you let out trying to think of kind of things tali did

"it's just i was scared but now i'm sure ,my feelings are the same so why not telling you

he chuckled bringing you closer he kissed your forehead then picked your lips gently before pressing more softly touching your cheek"let's just talk to your parents , c'mon"

"about? what will we tell them "you asked as he took your hand and he headed to the inside

your parents were in their living room and you both go in

jungkook greeted them and went straight " Mr Min i would like to talk about me and y/N wedding preparation , actually my dad is done with every thing now and i don't see why will we wait for more time to get married so i would like to have your permission about making the wedding ceremony next week

your mom clapped happily " great i'm waiting to see my daughter wearing the white dress finally!your lips parted as your heart was about to explode

they kept talking about details and you finally stopped them

" excuse me , jungkook and your parents stopped talking as they all looked at you" i don't mind to get married next week but , you sighed

jungkook frowned as he looked darkly at you even your father felt worried about your coming words"i don't to get married in that hotel or wedding space, i want to choose my wedding place and make it special

jungkook sighed in relief then chuckled "i think i know what kind of places you want and i will get that for you he said and you smiled

"oh sweetheart you both look so in love congratulation guys

-

jungkook left after he talked with your parents , he told you to meet him in the café next morning to have breakfast together and you nodded kissing him good bye

as you were finally alone you ran to your room taking out the phone

" did you have sex with him "you asked waiting for tali to answer you

"and if so y/N don't tell me you will not let him touch you , c'mon you're not even a fucking virgin you're already a mom to a son only god knows who is his father she spat back making your lips parted

" how dare you ?"

 i don't understand why are you worried ,don't worry he is so fucking hot in bed for my bad luck we did it twice because of my fucking disease, i'm not asking you to love him i'm asking you to satisfy his needs

" you're talking like i'm a doll or your puppet that you can control , didn't you think of what will just happen if i don't do all this huh !!

" you can't do this , because you will never risk your family name specially when you will be with someone like him

" but why all this care about him tali you know right he thought you are me and he never knew about you

" it's not my fault sister , he saw you first it's right but i get him first and thank god i have the same face of you so i got what i wanted , and don't worry he will never know about you,

when i come back just disappear with your son again and i will be happy

you sighed dropping the phone

how much !! how much time you will need to wake up from this dream who knows ??

-

next morning you just used her diary to find out which cafe they both used to go to and headed to meet him

there jungkook sat he was deeply thinking as he kept swinging photos in his camera

you didn't know he liked taking pictures he looked so damn manly

" morning you said snatching him from his thoughts"baby you're here he stood up kissing you

" sorry i'm late jungha didn't want to wake up i barely deal with him

he chuckled and asked you to sea

t"what are you doing you asked and he looked at you " just watching some of my old pictures and some of the ones i took in america

"really you like photography ?

" emm i do just like you like camping he said grinning and you squeezed on his arm

" i missed that though

"don't worry you will do what you want soon like usual baby c'mon then let's eat because i will head to work just right after this

-

jungha woke up and went straight to have his break fast as he used to do

he asked the maid to give him his milk and she chuckled lifting him up

"you're so cute omg!”

 where is mommy auntie?

"she went out don't worry she will be here soon

he nodded and went to his room again , the boy put on his bear hoodie and headed to his uncle room

yoongi was still sleeping when the boy entered the room ,he ran to his uncle bed and climbed it sneaking under the sheets and slept again

you came home finally to check your son and then you had an appointment with the dress shop you were searching for him when you saw yoongi coming down stairs as he held jungha up on his shoulders as the boy giggled

"oppa morning , didn't you go to the company yet

"nooo no work to day jungha sang out ,yoongi hyung will play with me

you giggled trying to chase them

"don't be a brat and come down"

"no no"

 it's ok i enjoy being with him , you can go do whatever you want to day i will take care of him

you sighed "he is so energetic you will feel tired i'm sure

yoongi chuckled " don't worry i have plans for him"okay see you then

-

you wanted a simple wedding so the dress you wanted already needs to have the same touch classy and simple and it seemed to have a hard time finding it

" i don't want a heavy dress i want the top to be double breasted with some delicate details and the bottom i prefer it to be very light fabric i'm planning to make a simple wedding

you were searching when jungkook called you

you excused your self and picked up

"hey baby , where are you ?

"i'm dying here jungkook , i can't even find a dress like the one i want

"don't choose any thing i will find you what you want just believe in me ok

" but how will you know if you don't ask me what type i want ?

" i love you so i know what you really need c'mon just leave this to me" okay i will then but there is no wedding if i don't like it you firmly said and he giggled

" i'm marrying you even you will ran to an other planet so don't worry

you giggled " do you have plans for tonight ?" no do you want something special "he asked and you hummed" no i just want to be with you ..

#BTS jungkook #jungkook fluff #jungkookie #jungkooksmut #bts angst #btsscenario #bts imagines #JungkookScenarios #kpop scenarios

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 13 Part 1

i still need to like eat but it’s fine

i can pause and literally no one would know but me adjkfas;d

i love how expressive esther is

babymonster deserves all the love

omg i loved whoever was sitting in the x on the wall she is my icon forever

MR FRUIT GANG REPRESENT

i am also lowkey (and i know it doesn’t matter right now but let me have this) super excited to watch kun’s run of idp and unine’s run of ywy after this current run is over

YES XUKUN I CONSTANTLY AM COMPLAINING

I LOVE ONE (1) MAN

hes the love of my life on god

esther looks so cute omg

ella looking great as usual

snow messing up her introduction??  fuckin felt that babe akfdja;slk

i love lisa

a;lkdsjfalksdjf ella that was adorable

frhanm’s eyemakeup is so fucing cool oh my god

Kun looks so good in white but i like him in darker colors better tbh

lkdasfjlkds esther shaking her head i’m weak

ella asking snow to make a funny face bc she’s so pretty is genuinely such a move dskjfasldkf

literally i have never identified more with snow kong in my life

like the crow noise she made???  same

*insert oprah shrugging gif*

ok i got my sando its an everything bagel with two eggs, colby jack chees, and some veggies i had sort sauteed with pepper and paprika

back to the show and ms ella chen embarrassing ms snow kong

oh my god she’s so cute pinching her face

i will post photo after i finish the episode bc its so cute

esther’s so disappointed she literally was like “:/ that’s it?”

ok snow’s second go around is much uglier and very adorable

ella’s loving it.  go mom!

oh my god is ella going to make everyone do one!!!  im so excited

esther’s up now and i can’t wait

OH MY GOD JUST FUCKING WAIT UNTIL I POST THE PHOTOS ALDSFJALSDJFASDKLJF I LOVE ONE (1) WOMAN

boooo ella make them all make funny faces!!!

ajdflkajsdflkasdj frhanm’s response look to esther sent meeee

if i could download this episode and gif it i would

alas i cannot

wait where are her eyebrwos

they are gone

OOOH BETRAYAL FROM YOUR OWN TEAM AL;LFJASDKFJ

does,..does frhanm have a tattoo on the back of her neck???

i am...gay? *eyes emoji*?

the dance praccy is here

they are wildly out of sync

esp in comparison with b team

ooh snow is everything ok?

i just genuinely want to give all of these girls a hug

no fr bro her eyebrows are gone

aklsdjfa;lksdfj!!!!!! yayayayyayaya i’m so happy that snow got praise the second time around

i really love how to detail esther paid attention to her teammates like it’s so important

i know i said when we got our 60 ranking i wasn’t sure if esther should’ve gotten the no 1 spot but im glad to see that her leading the groups the past couple stages has proved me wrong

alsdfkjasldkfjasdlkfjkaldsfj i love that we have another xukun ppap situation here

asklfasjfkjk this iis so cute i really love it when i get to see esther and snow and esther and xtz interact like their friendships are so nice

KUN IN THE ALL BLACK CAN WE HAER AN AMEN LADIES

sorry i just

oh no

das ist nicht sehr gut

xukun what the fuck are you talking about less hand strenght bithc i will kill you

“what do you hate most?  think of him.” kjakdgljasdkfj ok kun in that moment it would’ve been you

jawline king

he doesn’t look too pleased with their performance

good bye subtitles i loved you dearly

ooh ok it’s the stage time

i do hate some of the outfits

oooh i like the turns

i like it so far

hana is so cute!!!

esther is so cute omg

kalkdsfjasld this stage is so cute and funny

YAAAS JU CHEN GO OFFFF

i lowkey want justin to do this song so badly omg

i love that esther like will lightly slip into a cutesy voice but not to the point of like excess

saaaaawwww theyre so cute

everyone trying to imitate esther’s quick as fuck blinking like ok saem

team b turn

aksldfjalksdfj

skirr?

that was so cute

ok break in the action here bc apparently justin and some of the nex7 members have done the song except it’s a completely different style and cursed and i hated it

i want them to do it but like the cutesy version that ywy has

back to the action

vivi ilyyyyy jiayou!!

vivi is the person who was lying down in the x

i love that no one can do a cute concept its incredible how everyone forgets how to act when they’re forced to act cute

are they playing bwenjun’s ost?

ok who cares it’s stage time babie

i like their outfits except whatever the fuck nineone is wearing please it’s like the stupid puff coat they made justin wear on the hourglass stage during wytb

i think i like team a version better

what was xukun saying i deserve to know

who needs sound 

hhhhh xukun’s hair looks so good what the fuc

what the fuck that guy looked so much like shenshen i’m quaking

it’s not looking too spicey good for team a

yeah my gals aren’t gonna win this round

omg we just have esthers and nineones that are the unknown factors

oh shit nineone is gonna start crynig

wait i missed who won

i don’t feel like rewinding so i’ll try to find out through these one on one things

ok so far this is not helping

i think mabye oky so team b won

disappointed but not surprised

xukun if you don’t stop winking i’m gonna have to come voer there and have a chat with you 

marco is so cutei m losing mey mind

lkjer;ljerfjdsf yvonne being the love of my life

little pepper???  babymonster is so cute i annnt

xukun looks so good with this hair and outfit

awweh ella is like a proud mama over xukun i love to see it

damn lisa really be out for blood

nvm she smile

babymonster is so cute and tinie i am *pleading emoji*

sadklfjadsk babymonster in that moment reminded me of heechul akdjfkadsfj;ads

her highlights look so good on god

aweh their little “we’ll add happiness to each other” is so cute !!!

okay end of part one!!

see y’all in the next post

ALSO @zhuzhengtngs said she was gonna make a zzt compilation of him being cocky so if she doesn’t, you are all witness

:)

#youth with you #ywy #idol producer #cpop #e13 p1 #jae.txt #jae.wwm

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Random talk about Depok life wkwk #

Karena temanya tentang ‘Depok’ disini ijinkan gue kalau pake lu-gue. hehe. Ah, sebenernya gue kemarin malem udah nulis panjang lebar dan karena biasa gue nulis di tumblr langsung, ke-back dan hilang deh. 

okelah gue ketik lagi.

Gue pasti suatu hari bakal kangen sekangen-kangennya gue sama Depok, ,yaiya pasti…ett tapi kalian plis jangan mancing, kangen Depok apa kangen…….#bzz terserah lu dah.Meskipun, disana gue cuman kurang lebih setahun. Sesumpek-sumpeknya gue disana kalo misalnya lagi sumpek( eh apaan dah) gue tetep aja bahagia, gue tetep aja bahagia sama lingkungan gue, sama temen-temen gue. Dan banyak hal-hal yang gue dapet selama disana dan hal-hal baru yang gue belum pernah temuin di Surabaya dulu. Jadi sad kan mau ninggalin depok:”)

Anyway, alhamdulillah di Depok gue dipertemukan di sebuah keluaga yang sangat islami and i love it, gue bisa bilang gue tinggal di Ruma Qur’an and then thanks to my beloved Nurul Fikri terkhusus anak Ronin, terimakasih sudah memberi warna pada kehidupan berhenti setahun gue untuk mendapatkan kuliah, terimakasih untuk membawakan atmosfer yang sangat hangat dan kekeluargaannya pun dapet. Selengkapnya untuk menceritakan ronin life bisa discroll kebawah kalau ga males, atau kapan-kapan bisa gue ceritain lagi. 

#DefinisiKangen #itsourhome #Secondhome

Gue bahagia di Depok karena gue menemukan keluarga sebaik mereka, gue bahagia karena alhamdulillah mereka pinter2 dan alhamdulillah rajin sholat hehe, buat gue di Depok, selain Rumah Quran yang always be number one tempat ternyaman dan favorite adalah ya.. di NF, serius. Mereka tu baik-baik banget. Asli. gatau lagi. Kapan-kapan gue aplod video gue waktu disana yak. 

okey lanjut goto kedua

Sorry kalau fotonya kurang HD wkwk, maklum gue screenshoot nih dari instagram orang. Btw temen-temen gue yang disini adalah temen seperjuangan-seperambisan-seperakhiratan gue #asek. Mereka de real anak2 kece. omg. ilovethem. 

Buat Gina…omg Gina, banyak banget hal yang gue lakuin sama dia, karna dia sekelas dan dia kos-annya deket sama NF, Gin, kita belum memenuhi janjian kita Gin, Meet and Greet Gitasav dan makan Halal Guys di Senci(Senayan City)wkwk. Pengen bgt. Pokoknya apa-apa yang disukain Gina itu terkadang sama kaya gue. Thank’s kamar kosnya yg sering gue berantakin and baju piyamanya yang gue pake buat ke NF haha. Buat Siti yang kece banget sama usahanya dan cara dia untuk menjadi lebih baik lagi, gue iri sumpah. Anak aneh kaya tuyul lol. Gue suka banget orang-orang yang punya kesadaran kaya lu meskipun kadang-kadang kaga sadar diri juga sih wwkwk. but thanks untuk pengalaman bisnisnya, motivasi dan semangatnya. Buat Arinta yang mirip Dian Sastro wkwk dari sedotan(dia fans dian sastro guys) you such a uniqe one, the happiest people in the world tau ga. Arinta ini receh abis, tapi kalo dibilang receh kaga mau, “Selera humor kalian receh banget tau ga” padahal dia sendiri ngakak ampe jungkir2 Btw, Rin Thanks to keoptimisannya sudah mengajarkan gue bahwa optimis itu penting pake bgt. Yolaaaa, pertama kali gue ketemu Yola ini gue kira dia ga baik-baik banget, maksudnya B-aja gitu. wkwk. Ternyata Yola nih selain gaulll abis dia baiiiiiiiik banget(’i’ nya harus banyak gitu deh) Dia tuh luar biasa deh kalo ketawa buat semua orang bahagia, kalo dikelas guru-guru yang galak pun sampe pengen ketawa juga-super kocak. sumpah ni bocah kocak abis dan keren abis. Zahraaa, yang sering gue repotin ke rumahnya dia, makan eclair buatan dia yang enak parah bisa di cek di instagram @theroyalcreamsweets (ups bukan endorsement ya) zahra ini idaman banget anaknya cantik, kalo ngomong lembut dan bisa bikin kue yang enak2 but kalo udah deket dia, ternyata dia ga sekalem keliatan pertamanya kok guys wkwkw. Azkanada, yang ga ada di foto karena ga ikut ke Bogor she’s the real istri idaman, sholehah pinter, anak psikologi, kurang apa. yang paling sering gue ajak sharing tentang apapun, tentang keluarga, pendidikan, cita-cita dan agama-agama sih yang paling sering. Unch Nad, kita belum sempet main ke gramedia lagi dari siang sampe maghrib tapi balik ga bawa ap-apa. alias baca disana sampe selesai wkw, parah banget but it's true. Kalo ngajarin beuh enak bgt serius. wkwk lebai.Oke lanjut ke Winday as Windi. My selfie soulmates.. hape gue penuh isinya selfian gue ama windi doang, windi itu debest bgt kalo buat diisengin, tapi paling sering dia yang ngisengin, suka nyanyi lagu2 ga jelas, tsubatsaaaa fans ehem wkwk, tipe cewe yang manja-manja gemas gitu jadi yang mau sama tipe cewe kaya Windi  gitu bisa dm gua karna dia butuh imam wkwk. Dilaaa, Cut aldila si paparazi phone handle(eh apaansi) ya pokoknya itulah yg sering motoin muka jelek org2 wkwk, dia sering banget paparaziin kita semua kalo pada lagi komuk semua, sumpah parah parah tuh, hape dia kayanya penuh foto kita anak2 ronin pada lagi aib dah.. Dila dari aceh, jadi mukanya Aceh banget sama kaya Gina, tapi Gina ga aceh2 banget wkw,  yaaa pokoknya kalo deket Dila pesen gue hati-hati dan kontrol muka aja hehe. lanjut lagi belum selesai nih ada Fiya yang super baik anak Al-Kahfi, kalo ada orang cerita atau gue cerita pasti dia merhatiin banget, Tipe tipe pendengar dan pemerhati yang baik, kalo cerita tentang anak kelas lucuuu banget, kok bisa hapal satu-satu kebiasaan anak2 kelas, yaa cuman Fiya. Arrohmah as Aro, super baik yang disukain salah satu anak kelasnya ehem.. ehem.. wkkwk ngakak karna dia benci banget kalo di ceng2in sama si doi, Aro nih baik banget sering banget gue repotin, kemana2 dia yang anter wkwk, atau apa2 kalo kurang pake duitnya dia, yaAllah.. semoga berkah ya ro…, and ada Rana anak unik 2017 kece sih pinter gambar tapi super iseng, yang demen bgt pinjem hape gue buat ngegame ampe lowbatt, padahal game di hp gue itu2 aja, oh ya dia temen nongrong gue di McD biasanya sih bareng Zahra tapi pernah juga sih berdua doang, seharian sama si Rana lanjut terahir ada umi anak2 Fudhlaa hafidzah al hafidzoh the real istri idaman too, Fudhla cantik lembut manis( btw kaya describe cheese cake dah) selain itu dia hafidzah dan anak psikologi(again) dahh pokoknya mashaaAllah deh nih bocah… kalo mau sama dia mohon hubungi walinya dia langsung, gausah hubungi gua yak, elaaah ga nyindir orang kok…..

Nah sekian gitu aja yaaaa tangan gue udah keriting nih buat ngetik sumpah ternyata capek juga padahal gini doang… oke bye see u on the next tulisan wkwk

bonus foto dua lagi yakkkk 

#OKEBYESEEYOU btw maaf muka gue ga secantik di foto tenang aja, efek kamera emang yang terbaik, biasanya sih gue sensor tapi berhubung ini diketik dilaptop jadi males edit2 nyoret2 foto gitu. Oke, jangan ketipu sama kamera guys. #LOVE

[sonicreverb]

dictar de discusión

https://www.art-agenda.com/features/332992/artists-in-quarantine-public-intellectuals-and-the-trouble-with-empty-heroics

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[celestialallstars]

Episode #6: “Can i PLEASE get a blindside.” - Jared

ok so basically the game has been sooo quiet and ive like.  felt dead. idk. i had a breakdown last night bc of it and i cried on my couch (KNOW THERE WAS A LOT MORE THAN THIS LKSDJGKLDSGLS I WOULDNT CRY PURELY BC OF THAT) but yaaa and now im better but like the entire day i was throwing up in class (or like feeling anxious im exaggerating sorry) about going home.

i didnt want mo out but with that being said i didnt want anyone out?? after i mentioned to him that stephen/mo were targeting each other, rhys came to me with the idea that like him jared chloe and i should make a chat, and i was down for that bc it would secure my positioning and like ALSGKSDG who'd flip on an alliance THIS early.. right?? right..

chloe was really not talkative with me. stephen/jared were active so i appreciate that immensely. im just thrown off. i dont really know who i can or cant trust.

OK ALSO SIDE NOTE CHRIS SENT ME [IM NOT EXAGGERATING] 55+ MSGS SPILLING TEA ABOUT HOW THE TUATHA HAD AN OG ALLIANCE WITH EVERYONE BUT MITCH + MAYNOR - which i knew about but LASKGLDKS AHHHH. and he leaked that stephen wanted kori/bryce targeted and i leaked that to bryce to further stephens target. IM JUST SO MESSY LOL

also i kind of predicted a swap likeee omfg. and i dont know how i feel. i kind of felt safe on my tribe??? but like.. oh no. anyway, my tribe isnt super dominant in challenges or anything (compared 2 the other tribe who has bryce/stephen/drew), but i think we can win a lipsync since we have a woman, gay men, and a metrosexual male who has an outgoing personality (and i mean that in the nicest way obviously). IDK I HOPE WE WIN BC THAT TRIBAL WAS HORRIFIC AND I LOVE MO SO MUCH AND AHH.

ill probs give a video soon in more depth with what chris said. yalls deserve it.. oops period.

I HOPE YALL CAN FORGIVE ME. im eating hotdog. bye bye love u all.

Wow I like the whole tribe! Alyssa is probably my front runner of talking and honestly she's great! I am in her spell ahhhh but hey JARED is here too woo! I think at least with Mitch and Zach too I'll be safe but I'll see! This challenge could either go really well or really badly for us but I'm excited to do anything creativity!!

I absolutly love my tribe at the moment, i'm getting along well with alot of them except Kori who i haven't spoken to much at all but im confident in our abilities to win! Jared is talking a little bit about wanting the game to pick up a little bit and i agree to some extent however blindsiding someone just for the sake of a blindside isn't smart gameplay so im just gonna lay low nd continue making those strong bonds here there and everywhere to hopfully come out on top should we end up at tribal

Can i PLEASE get a blindside

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hi it's 6 am but rhys fucking filmed vertically so if we lose he automatically has my vote

I feel good but also scared. I dont think I'll do as good of a job as I hope, but it also is turning out decently so far. My biggest concern is time. With having work tomorrow, I can only do the editing on my lunch break of 90 minutes, then whenever i get home which probably wont be until 6, given the upload time that leaves me with about 3 hours in total. Hopefully I'll be able to work with Rhys and Jack's stuff, as i think it'll be easier for me to do it then. Regardless, I'm gonna be a zombie but LOL this is the second Wednesday in a row I stayed up late except this is not for school and instead of 3 hours, ima get 2 hours of sleep haha that is so sad and funny and heebee jeebee zoinks, alright goodnight

Two things: 1) there's really nothing quite like making a fool of yourself multiple times in a single org, just to be immune for one round. 2) i am horrible at looking for idols

So Matt just told me he thinks we’re gonna have a double tribal right before merge which is like ew I hate that throw it out please, speaking of throwing out uh Kori can go because he’s wearing on my nerves like yes we’re gonna get things done on time calm down please and thanks.

these people are actually delulu if they think that video is winning. no fucking way we are winning. time to go to tribal!

So the swap has happened, and I get what is almost probably my worst case scenario player-wise. All of my close allies, with the exception of Kori, are currently on Cyrena. Meaning that winning immunity isn't even really good, since it puts them in danger.

I think there's a way to make this bad situation good though. Getting to finally work with Michael, Matt, Loris, and Drew can actually be a blessing in disguise. If I get on their good sides now, they might clue me into their plans once merge rolls around. That's the hope, anyway. For now my goal is just to survive being swapped with a bunch of people I've barely spoke to!

The past 24 hours have been major toughie for me. Staying up late and then trying to manage editing a video, work, and time constraints, and I won't lie, its been exhausting, but I didn't want to let my tribe down, or anyone down I guess. A little ways through, I kinda felt pretty defeated and then learning at last minute it was due an hour before I predicted made me panic A LOT internally, but it does seem like the tribe likes it so if we do lose and if they do vote me out, I can look back at this and feel like I did something right.

Well a lots happened and to be honest at times life and this game move too quick for me to even remember if I've mentioned it. We swapped, and I'm trying to just keep myself afloat however I can.

The challenge was overly stressful and I have no idea if we'll pull it out. Editing has been so stressful and I've found new appreciation for the people that do it. I just hope whatever I whip together will just be enough so that I can breathe and really take stalk of my new situation.

So, I haven't been around a whole bunch recently. However I'm glad we didn't go to tribal, that could've been  a reason if my name came up. So I'm glad I have time to more cement my bonds on this tribe and keep my name out of peoples mouths.

We JUST WON IMMUNITY WOOHOO. I was kind of nervous with a music challenge considering the only other one I did previously I did not do the greatest in :P. Both videos were amazing and im so glad Eve and Jones's mom liked ours significantly greater than the other one! As far as my position is concerned, I am reunited with Jared and our relationship is still strong I think so that's good. Stephen I am HOPING will be ok by just latching on to Kori at least for premerge. Those two are still the ones I trust the most, but I also like Alyssa Chris and Zach. I WISH i could connect more with jack, but i feel like every time we play together it gets more difficult to hold a conversation, so that's a yikes. Jared myself and stephen are diligently working on the idol search, but it's likely already found. I'm pretty sure there are too many components for someone to just find it by themselves

WELL. Im a target tonight! God we really do love that for me. We really do. Kori, eat my fucking ass. You leave me on read all the time. And then you have the NERVE. THE ACTUAL NERVE. to be like "omg stop slipping in my dm's!" Boo if you didn't leave me on read constantly then maybe i would actually want to speak to you! an actual moron. And then STEPHEN HAS THE FUCKING AUDACITY to me like "ya lol i'll be at tribal i'll make the decision between you and Kori at tribal!". BOI. THAT IS NOT HOW YOU GET TRUST IN SOMEONE. Its fucking ridiculous. Thank god Michael is in my corner, hopefully drew and bryce too. I am NOT getting 15th right now, no way. I am BETTER than this. i am going to make it work, tim gunn style. maybe its time to break the fajitas and channel their energy once again

Why do I go on the initiative literally ever? I'm clearly bad at it, I wasn't even remotely thinking things through and I SHOULD have let Stephen or someone else suggest someone but no I had to be mildly greedy and wanna send home Matt whom I barely DM.

I already flopped editing the video, and now here I am flopping the social/stategy game that I love playing supposedly.

Of course I tried reaching out to Michael and Drew FOOLISHLY because I wanted to build trust and maybe work with them. So naturally Michael tells Matt because ofc they'd be close as would Drew probably since he and Michael have been together since Day 1. As it stands I'm stuck praying Loris is gonna vote with me and it just sucks because I'm so bad at this game.

I'm trying to keep a cool head right now because there's still time. Stephen and I are trying to work logistics, see if we need to switch the vote to say Michael in case of an idol, but I'm not sure Loris/Bryce would be on board for that.

There's a pretty good chance that I'm definitely dead. But I'ma fight to the bitter end!

Today I learned from Stephen that Kori is in some dangerous water. He I guess said Matt's name to Michael who told Matt and now them and Drew are voting Kori. However Bryce and Stephen and perhaps Loris are all voting Matt. Now this is good if it works because honestly that group having to endure their numbers dwindling is good for my game. It only leaves Jack and Alyssa but I think we better be careful because I can see both of them slipping through the inevitable war zone that is gonna be happening.

Today's been a pretty informative day for me. After losing the immunity challenge by a hair, I was worried because I didn't think I had bonded very well with my current tribe through One World, luckily for me, that doesn't seem to be their biggest concern at the moment.

During the initial stages of the vote, I talked to Kori and the two of us decided Matt would be the easiest target to take out. I was leaning towards voting Matt because we hadn't talked very much, so hearing Kori was on board right away simplified things for sure. Bryce and Loris both seem to be on board with it too so I shouldn't have anything to worry about at this point.

In the morning, things got a whole lot more complicated. Matt found out he was the target through Michael, and began his campaign to get Kori out instead of himself. I'm not entirely sure why Michael decided to do this, but it doesn't make much of a difference at this point. Matt campaigned to me, and I sorta pretended to be on the fence. I was listening to what he said, but Kori is realistically one of my closest allies, there's no way I'm voting him out to side with people I had just met.

Once campaign season got under way, I had a conversation with Chris. Chris tells me that on original Orfeo, him, Loris, and Zach believed there was an alliance of Chloe/Sharky/Drew/Michael formed. This explains not only why Sharky was seen as an easy boot on swap-Tuatha, but also why Michael wants to keep Matt instead of Kori. With Chloe re-joining after tribal, him/Drew/Chloe/Matt would form a tight majority. Without Matt, they're a minority.

I proposed an idea to switch the vote from Matt to Michael or Drew. I said it was because I was worried about an idol, but this alliance is the real reason I wanted to do it. However, Kori, Loris, and Bryce are comfortable with the status quo and since it's not my neck on the line I didn't feel the need to push too hard.

Me, Kori, and Bryce now also have an alliance with Loris, which is cool? I haven't gotten very close with Loris yet but he seems like a smart player tied to Chris and Zach which spells good things for us working together in the future. Assuming I survive this vote and have a future, of course.

hi I think I might make it past final 15 that’s nice umm... I suggested an alliance of me Bryce Stephen Kori to counter the potential power of chloe Matt Michael and drew once chloe joins our tribe because my brain is massive. but now we’re like scared for idols . scary shih anyways like how r u I’m good.

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oh huh tribes r gonna be even again next round... so I have to make this conf by default just in case of a you know what wait no anna u said no more 24 hour challenges QUEEN ... thank god I can’t be bothered to delete this so she’s being SENT

Right now there's so many things running through my head with the introduction of Matts vote steal, because realistically i could convince him to give to me or i could keep him around as a potential shield. I don't want to do it to the guy but also a vote steal could shift the tides of the game in my favour later down the line. so it's a difficult decision and one id rather have more time to contemplate.

Wooo ok operation vote steal is a go and next round we’ll be swimming in green hopefully but with one world sis og tribe lines just ain’t it!

God im over this tribal. Like ugh these people really are under Kori's mist so like im probably going home. Do I think i might be able to survive? a small glimmer of hope says yes, but i'm not confident. God im just... so annoyed at this. Im clearly on the outs here and I just HOPE i can pull through i just am so scared. I know if i do leave though that I have fought my damn hardest to stay tonight. Im trying to think of the positives because its hard to do so because im being sad atm.. UGH. the fajitas really have failed me tonight, their light has dimmed and their guidance is no more. i am now with the darkness. we r one.

Oh my fucking god my heart is breaking. Matt is basically in such a deep hole he's going to go home, unless he plays an idol. And Alyssa has an idol. And she doesn't think it's smart to use it on him because Michael says he's just gonna go home next round. His social game hasn't been up to snuff and they're gonna boot him regardless, so she wants to keep us with power and let him go. And I agree with her. Which kills me. I'm usually able to just be a robot when it comes to this like yes I will make the smarter decision if it means I'll be emotionally torn, and this is such an instance. Luckily, it's not my idol to give up. Yes Alyssa says it's "our" idol but it's her call end of the day. I just... fuck. This is all stars man. And I'm actually starting to feel, for once.

Well it's about an hour before tribal and at least on it's surface it would seem Matt is going. I'm not confident though because any number of things COULD happen. I'm hoping there's no idol play, just because I feel like pre-merge just isn't a good look for me.

If Matt does pull something off, then kudos to him, and if it's me that'd make this my final confessional for the season. I've had such an amazing time playing and while I feel like I've been playing a lower key game on purpose I feel like I'm doing what I can to really come into my own. I hope the bonds I've made are gonna stick and that everything works out for us.

But if it doesn't I guess I'll have to find a way to be ok with that. This has been such a unique All-Stars experience so far, and I hope I can take what I've gotten from it and make myself better for it. (Also highkey hopefully this isn't my last confessional and I'm getting sentimental for no reason.)

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Kori is voted out 4-3.

#shinebright #episode

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Titik terdasar..

Happy to see you again my tumblr.. Semakin berumur semakin kesini makin makin pengen ngurangin sosmed.. Kemarin udah bye bye line.. Makin nanya.. Elu hidup buat apa? .. Udah lulus S2.. Wait.. Ternyata tahun 2013 nulis di tumblr kalo pengen S2 .. Dan lupa dong.. Yaaa aku udah lulus.. Belum kepikiran mau S3 sih.. Capek uga sekolah mulu.. Pengen cari uang lagi.. Pengen nikah sih.. Ya tapi gimana.. Gagal mele.. Kalo dibilang pengen nikah sama siapa.. Ya jelas doi.. Iya hanya segelintir orang yang tau soal doi.. Doi yang sangat sangat bisa melengkapi.. Sevisi.. Semisi.. Tapi ga mungkin.. Eh sapa tau ding kalo ada keajaiban dari Allah kan Allah aja bisa kun faa yakun.. Doi yang aku yakini kalo kita bareng bakal bisa membentuk keluarga samawa.. Ganteng juga engga.. Tapi dia itu lebih dari itu.. Ya berani, tanggung jawab, tulus, pemaaf, lucu, dan aku selalu ngerasa aman kalo disamping dia.. Please Allah gimme him.. Ya kalo ga yg mirip mirip lah sifatnya dan yang lain lain..

Oke skip..

Yaaaaa.. Aku lagi ngerasa ada di titik terdasar dalam hidup.. Mengurung diri.. Capek dengan semua urusan orang.. Pengen didengerin.. Pokoknya capek lah.. Dan yang tau hanya orang orang terdekatku.. Pengen banget ngelupain semuannya termasuk soal doi.. Ya aku ga gila tapi aku butuh hipnoterapi buat memulihkan semuannya.. Jadi kalo ada yg ngomong kok belum nikah sih bla bla bla.. Pernah ga mulutnya kena parutan kelapa?

Aku berusaha ga ngurusin orang.. Soooo.. Jangan urusin aku.. Kecuali aku minta tolong..

Semoga setelah melewati terapi aku bisa menjadi azizah yang lebih baik.. Yang lebih sabar.. Lebih ikhlas menerima kenyataan bahwa di dunia ini tidak semua yang kamu sayangi itu sayang kamu.. Tidak semua jalan itu mulus.. Dan tau bahwa Allah akan menghadirkan yang terbaik pada saatNya.. Bisa doi.. Bisa yang lain.. :)

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Akhir Maret nih yaaa...

April belum Jadian, see u good bye.

Target penemuan jodoh di kampus.

Oke fix🏄

1march

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Curhat dikit

Sooo… actually i have a lot of time for fangirling… Haha u know dat i was a student who was on a long holiday,ya karna libur semester yaaa and guess what? I STAYED AT HOME DURING MY HOLIDAYS SHIT. So ofc it would be boring)): gila aja anjir hampir satu bulan dong??liburnya??? Jadi yauda i spend my time with my phone. Paling ya gitu aja sih kerjaan seorang fangirl ma kalo ga streaming,read some fanfics.. dan liat2 video ‘try to not laugh challenge’ padahal emang sengaja nonton buat bahan ketawa2 karna butuh moodbooster??. But recently….. i think i want to stop being a fangirl😥😥😥 and kinda want to stop stanning my bias uhuhuuuu i know its hard, karna emg susah gatau knp)): karna ini maaf maaf aja kalo rada alay dikit ya haha. Kalo aku udah ngerasa bosen,jenuh with my fucking assignments,tugas2 organisasi, trs juga kalo lagi diem ga ada kerjaan pasti lari nya tuh ya fangirling)): jd gmn ya fangirling itu udh jd kaya kebiasaan and thats cannot be stopped): rasanya tuh kaya udah kejebak aja gt,tp selama ini ak nikmatin itu banget HAHAHA. Tuhkan susah jelasin nya🙄 kalo buat kalian yg not stanning idol sih ya pasti ga bisa rasain ya… Trs juga intinyaaaa i really really miss this blog,seriously!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ga ke urus bgt blog aku ini)): kalo twt,instagram vlive dll aku masih sering buka,dan yg paling banyak nyuri waktu itu adalah sbts hehehe itu game baru nya bts dan bikin ketagihan banget game nya😓 and now im reading a fanfics too,RAME BANGET SIH SUMPAH. Btw thank you so much temanku citra for recommending me the fanfics!! Baper banget sih sumpah gila ff nya wooooyyyy. Yaudah sih gitu aja pokoknya aku kangen banget blog ini,kalo di ibaratkan ini blog pas di buka sarang laba laba semua😅😅 dan juga karna aku lagi gabut jadi aku ngmg deh panjang lebar niat mau curhat dikit tapi jari2 dan otakku ingin bercerita banyak hehehehehehe. Ok thats all guys. Thank youuuu buat yg udah baca,aku tau kalian juga sama gabutnya karna already spent your time untuk baca ini hehehe, love you.. see u again guys karna aku jarang banget bercerita pjg lebar kaya gini😄 bye!!💛💛💛

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