#ok i now i say that everytime but like

[0ffisially0ll0]

Is it possible I you could draw Sun and Moon ready for Christmas? In Santa hats or as elves? ❤️😊✨️

hey op, only had time to draw sun as an elf tonight, ill draw moon as santa sometime sooner, thank you for the drawing idea!

#also whatup yes im back #ok i now i say that everytime but like #IM BACK FOR GOOD #I graduated college so im free for almost a year biatch #regular sun and moon art will PROGESS 🔥🔥 #but yea sun as a worker elf is kinda cute LOL #fnaf #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf 9 #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #fnaf sundrop #fnaf fanart #my art

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #persona 4 #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #EVERYDAY IM HOWLING. EVERYDAY IM SCREAMING. #for context this comes at the heel of yosuke charging at mitsuo kubo in rage because of his flippance towards killing saki and he's hit har #but souji and kanji jump in to protect him #like ok a lot of things going on here such as the obvious OH MY GODDDD yosuke being yosuke and taking things on for himself #because he doesn't want to bother people?? because he's made it his own responsibility? because his survivor's guilt is still lingering? #i mean don't tell me he doesn't look at how he surrendered to his shadow like apart from his self-sacrificing propensity #i low key feel like everytime yosuke demands answers about saki's death from the murderer/god/etc there's this undertone of how #he would rather it have been him #he cheapens his own life so much and for what #BUT ALSO!! ALSO!! not just souji jumping in because we know he would he's down bad for yosuke BUT ALSO KANJI #listen you've all heard me talk so much about how i adore kanji yosuke friendships #i can't really tell whether it's kanji or souji that says “haven't we earned your trust yet” but it's a line that hits SO HARD #regardless of which one of them was saying it and i think it hits hard in slightly different manners #it's kanji's admiration and how he looks up to yosuke and how he wants to be closer to yosuke as a friend/kouhai/whatever you want #tatsumi “who's your partner now!” kanji has so much respect for yosuke he wants yosuke to rely on him too!!! #and this stands out because kanji is very conscious of social hierarchies and such but as a kouhai as yosuke's junior #he's so specific about wanting yosuke to treat him as an equal #i smtimes feel bad for kanji because he has a bit of that vibe of a poor puppy trailing after souyo because he wants to be in their convos! #he wants to be included! but critically he also just! wants them to SEE him!! #going a lil off tangent but i think kanji's attitude towards souji is very much one of kouhai respect like he understands his place #of like deferring to souji or getting advice from him and just generally regarding him as a reliable mentor #and it's the same with chie and yukiko? but idk man. with yosuke. guys. with yosuke i always feel like kanji wants to break that hierarchy #that convention. that social norm. to cross a line and be closer to yosuke. #he's more willing to tease yosuke in a way he doesn't with the other 2nd years. and this isn't coming from a place of disrespect either #AGAIN. KANJI REALLY LIKES YOSUKE. he wants to protect yosuke!!! he jumps at the opportunity for yosuke to rely on him!! #i'm getting delulu but there's those hints of “yosuke senpai i want you to see me as a man!!!” kind of energy here and i'm it's yknow hmm

[gatzbright]

sweater weather

dnf fic, 1.6k, one shot, general, ao3 link [Established Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst With a Happy Ending, Fluff]

A cry escapes George’s lips. “Dream—” Dream brings George closer, holds his face in two large palms. “Tell me when you’re hurting, sweetheart,” he whispers thickly, “and I can try help.” George shakes his head. “No,” he says, weepy, “‘s’too much—” “Never,” Dream says. He holds George’s gaze. “You’re never too much—nothing you ever feel is ever too much.”

[Or, The tide brings in old feelings, and George feels the ache.]

#HI HI NEWFIC IMBACK I LIVEEEE LIKE MUSHU ITSBRUTNEY BITCH #words cannot explain hwo relieved i am to have finally written somthing cohesive after MONTHS of fucking writers blocklike oh man. itwas Ba #idk where this came frombut i puked it up into my doc this morning !!! posted a couple hours ago n finally doinb tumblr post after being #late to my destination n getting maccas n the road works fuckning me around for 15 mins !! WE WIN NETHERTHELESS !!!!!! #itsmmaking me cry everytime i say i puked up this fic imcsorry its funny ok #anyways HOPE WHOEVER READS ENJOYS N I HUG YOU<3333 i had a lot of fun writing this :) it was one of those times where the words just Flow #i can breathe easy now iam floating on Clouds i am CLOUDBUSTING !!!!! #ok bye mwah ik it is 3am est hashtag yolo #dnf #dreamnotfound #dnf fic #my writing

[lov3w0rms]

I was suppose to be the hero, I was suppose to save everyone

#hfjone #one object show #osc #object show #liam plecak #onehfj #hfjone backpack #hfjone liam #after many times of thinking about it the ending i can say it has to be one of my favorites #like liam wasn't going to kill airy and if they had just gone home season 3 was still going to happen #in a way all of it needed to happen to put an end to one all of it was going to happen #running inside my brain everything that happened every small thing was to make Liam put an end to one #in the same way so was airy's. #AAGAGHH #ok im normal now ^_^ (lying) #hfjone spoilers #<- jic i guess #sorry everyone that everytime i draw fanart it always looks different :| #my art

[inferno-silentdragon]

Another omori pixel doodle while I procrastinate

#ok you know i'm like so out of it i accidentally post the same doodle with a new one #omori #omori fanart #omori hero #see you tomorrow #this was also spawned by tsuki XD #tho i honestly felt like i needed more hero art in my life so i was more than happy to do that #but ye i'm kinda curious what songs do people associate with hero? #for me it's see you tomorrow; the sunset bgm #since that's when we get to see hero and i just feel it fits him #that also makes me think the morning/daytime bgm is for kel #i guess you can say hangin out with the boys is for hero but i think that's more for the brothers instead of just one of them #and now for a bit of a ramble because the second image is sad #i've been a bit iffy lately since it just seems easier to just draw in pixels #and i'm just a little afraid of people (and myself) thinking that i should just do this #just a bit a fear everytime i majorly shift in styles #jack of all trades master of none #it's been happening as i keep one upping myself on my own project #but i guess that's to be expected with the order i'm doing everything #my art #pixel art

[dizzybizz]

it's so mean of the universe when you come out as trans to your family and then a few weeks later you pick up a show after having taken a break and one of the characters in the arc you're starting has the same name that you're trying out and it's so mean of the universe to do this to me what did i do why would you do this to me....

#he has kinda ruined the name for me ngl #like.. am i gonna continue thinking of him everytime someone calls me that. like . is this my life now. #i aint changing it or anything tho. at least there is a one letter difference 😔 small mercies #me not knowing what name i want so mom suggests a family name: ok cool epic #me-blissfully unaware-watching an episode of one piece: ok cool epic no wait what no nonoo what did you say no thats so fucked up thats not #dizzyoriginals #transgender #one piece #i mean i thought one piece would ruin my life but that was in a fixation taking over kinda way not in a character has this name im trying #and now i think of him everytime someone refers to me using it and i see his stupid face in my mind and i think he might haunt me forever

[strawbs-screaming]

reading my old hc posts like

#literally the physical form of “He would not fucking say that” #everytime someone reblogs a old hc post and i look back at it i have to resist the urge to recreate alexandrias library with my old posts #its a little bit too late for that now #but the urge is still there #OHHH THE URGEEEE #makes me feel like ripping my face off like a wild chimp #like listen... i like woobifying old men.. its fun... its really fun #but i like my woobification with some hints of truth #think of it as a salad with chicken vs a salad without chicken #i like veggies but i also like chicken with them #and think of the veggies as woobification #and the chicken as actually fitting stuff #<- me when i use the dumbest fucking metaphor ever to explain myself #ok but dumb metaphors help me though #its fun i have to admit tho #<- me when i go off on something just to hop on another topic #kill meeeee

[yuukei-yikes]

i started drawing takane chubby just because i had to fit so many details in a short skinny person so i just started making her wider until i got an ask here years ago telling me something abt chubby takane and i was like Wait a second. its true i do draw her chubby. anyways now i always get jumpscared when i read the novels and see her described as super skinny

#in my artstyle takane also looked unbalanced if she was skinny bc of her hair. idk. #itd just be weird to change it now #basicaly im saying i started drawing her that way purely out of an art thing rather than a hc like it is with shin or momo for example #but im pretty attached to it now..... #haruka is already super skinny why do they both have to be skinny #haruka is funny to me i have a friend who isnt into kagepro but supports me #and everytime i send haruka pics he's like whats the matter with him whys he so long and thin #he saw the pic from the novels where hes in his underwear bc he follows my haru.taka twitter and he was like #GIRL WHATS THAT WHYS HE JUST BONES #haruka and takane are that post thats like having a skinny bf is ok until u roll down ur window and he flies out like a paper napkin #kagevinnie

[vaniliens]

I keep forgetting about how people actually use pronouns for me instead of just referring to me by name. Like sometimes id get she/her'd or they/them'd and it always feels so trippy because i have never been called that in my head!!!! Its always just been 'Dude' 'You' 'Man' 'Me' 'Girl' and 'He' but idk. I feel like id get tripped out if i start going by he/him too.

#If you're wondering what pronouns to use for me; Um. I unno. Do whatever. #this isn't a huge deal or anything im just not used to being noticed #Unless its by maprron hi maprron <333 Sorry i havent been active much 😭 #nillas #i feel like id be DOUBLY confused if i get he/himd because ive only seen someone do it once but that was years ago 💔 #Like with She/Her id understand because i am a girl. thing . and my profile picture and stuff are usually girls (See: My Blog.) #and with they/them id also get it because youre probably just not sure about my pronouns or smth #he/him... yeah.... but id be flattered depending on the mood and if i remember I have pronouns that day #Idk!!! Why is this so confusing !!! I NEED IRON IN MY BLOOD!!! #ok wait honestly. I get weirded out about my name too. But again i think its just because im not used to attention. #i used to let people call me my real name online but the Nia and Vanillas was more popular also it feels weird now #you dont know me irl!!! #thats a name exclusively used for irl contexts!!!! Not online!!!!! #also someone called me 'Menzu' once back when i was still masquerading as Menzu_kosui on Insta shsvhsvjs #IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD LIKE I KNOWWW I DIDN'T HAVE ANY OTHER NAMES THERE BUT ITS JUST A FANCIER WAY #OF SAYING ''MENS'' AND I GOT SO CONFUSED!! I love that person though I get it 😭 ty for that it stunned me but i Laugh #about it everytime it crosses my mind

[reminiscentbelle]

ughhhhhh once again thinking abt how joshua's character is written soooo badly in group cds UGHHHHH free him from the funny haha scenarios

lije literally the only dearv.o guy thats treated normally is like 2u. and reo i guess. a-tan maybe. like i understand its for teehee reasoms and not serious character studies and interactions but UGHHHHHH IT SUCKS FREE MY MEN!!

#judah too but i feel like his writing in his individual cds sucks too #they never know what to do with him #i say dumb shit! #dear.vo #likeee for judah they always repeat the same fucking scenarios for him #like let this bitch learn some lessons gawd damn! #ngl the person who gets the best writing is either mmc or a' (in the individual dramas) probably. not sure abt mmc or ciel since i don't li #sten to them but between everyone else a' for sure #joshua is. ok. he's kinda boring now. #reo has the same problems as judah (its the same everytime) but at least it's like. cute. #2u. he has good character progression i think. very natural. good writing on that front. #ok to add onto joshua i feel like they never carry on storylines from prev cds. #there is potential but no they just gotta add new stuff that will eventually get dropped anyways

[merry-the-cookie]

alright email sent now that thats done lemme speak candidly the 5sos merch process became a fuckcing trigger after i was done with it so forgive me for like. not engaging at all with it by the end of the process cus i legit needed to recover

i was not taking good care of myself, i was absolutely going through it at work, my mental health was in the ground, it was hell. i learn from every experience and i dont want to let myself get traumatized all over again from doing merch because i do love it in the end, i just take a while to find my own boundaries and limits and i struggle with not letting it take over my entire life. i think i’ve learned from this (again) so hopefully it wont be as draining to send the remaining stock (if ordered at all lol)

im really sorry to all the friends i didnt communicate with, its not an excuse and im working on bettering myself with all this shit.

i hope i can slowly but surely enjoy 5sos again in a way that doesn’t become as suffocating as it did when i was fully in the merch process :’) its honestly just my own boundaries that i keep crossing, so idk hopefully i find some patience and self respect or whatever whilst still doing my best to deliver a good product and a good experience 👍🏼✨

#idk if the merch will go anywhere this time around but im out of a job and having problems with unemployment so like. #fingers crossed i guess lmfao #ok but ive needed to say this for a while now but i didnt wanna like. taint anyones thoughts on this or whatever #im really sorry i ghosted so many people i just couldnt even bear to think about any of this #its so horrible bc i do rlly love making merch but everytime it comes down to it i just work myself into the ground and its so #its so fucking draining #anyways. im sorry guys it doesnt make up for being a bad friend. im just :( im sorry guys #teresa.txt

[theood]

So far for the vision board of what the fuck I mean by dad shoes I have the following:

#elias howls #actually. this is all i can find that lines up with the image in my head #'elias you're twenty and hate the feeling of low rise sneakers' yes but. hear me out. it'd work with all my outfits. 'elias you have #exclusively worn converse for years now.' ok but. hear me out #its bad im considered these..... they wont staywhite is the only issue. fine bc im an OFF ROADING DAD B) #<- joke my kids hate because i say it Everytime i go through dirt #they'd work for MOST of my outfits. Theres a few ones I can think where these wouldn't work but I have boots for that so like.....

[maitaiwiththecorpses]

AHAHAHAHAHA *exhales I’m anxious social avoidance * SO.

#anxiety #adhd problems #I spelt anxiety wrong thrice with autocorrect #and I’m friends with two of my ex situationship’s friends #I feel like a middle aged divorced woman #with her hippie toxic ex partner/vegas situationship #who adopted kids to cope with their relationship dysfunction #but now are in shared custody and one kid likes lives at my house more #and the other kid lives at hers #but the one that lives at hers doesn’t want to #except he feels obligated #because he’s an anxious lil bitch just like his mom #and everytime he says he’s going to his mom’s house instead of mine im just like #ok #have fun my dear #eat your veggies #send me pictures #and the worst part is #I haven’t talked to this situationship in close to two years #and I forgot that she existed #and then I heard from someone that I was the rebound recently #and idk i guess i could never forgive her for that #I kinda was just like #oh #so u playin with past me’s feelings now #oHHHH #SO ALL THOSE ILYS WERE JUST REBOUND ILYS HUH #HUH #HMMMMM #interesante

[greppelheks]

Things could be worse! I could still be the person who accepted shitty, abusive behavior from someone without saying anything.

#absolutely insane that that was me #absolutely insane that im no longer that person #everytime i wonder why im so so scared to date someone again #and then i remember the aaaabsolute humiliation and shitty behavior my ex put me through #and im like ok that could have something to do with it #licherally one time when we hadent been together for long she took me to a surprise party for her mother #her entire family was there it was at her aunts house #as soon as we arrived there she ditched me to hang out with her cousins - just walked away didnt say anything #huge house huge amount of land around it no idea where she was #didnt introduce me to nobody knowing i was shy and introverted and i didnt know Anyone in her family except her mother and father #i was SO uncomfortable but i introduced myself to her family complimented her aunts beautiful house sat with her granny to make acquaintanc #after like an hour and a half of that i found her she was playing football with her cousins #whole family gather around with drinks so i joined them to watch #she didnt acknowledge me at all #and i was just watching her feeling absolutely miserable and already lowkey ashamed to have her family see this but relieved to not have to #socialize for a bit and just be able to watch... and she turned arond and yelled at me like why tf are you just fucking standing there #humiliating me in front of her entire family #and i didnt day SHIIIIT #i walked away to hang out with her brother and his girlfriend and have i didn't say shit #if it happened now i would immediately dump her ass and go home wtffff #personal #praise the lord im no longer that girl but im also terrified of dating now help #she also one time took me to a house party at her friends and i didnt see her all night #i shouldve gone home after an hour but I STAYED?! wtf lmao #and then when I found her in the backyard she didn't acknowledge me and just ignored me while I sat next to her #and continued the conversation with someone else #i literally had brain damage back then i swear

[dinerchezdorsia]

rewatching wwdits and seeing laszlo interact with kids really makes you realize how perfect this situation with baby colin really is for him, there's no way this man calls babies "darling" and turned one into a vampire """"coz he was bored"""" and doesn't actually crave raising a baby, no wonder he's ready to let nadja go on her own if it means he gets to take care of his own child

#wwdits #like what if he turned that kid because he wanted a kid #and nadja freaked out and made him give it up #sometimes i forget he's the youngest vamp like #obvi nandor & nadja are over these kind of 'human' considerations #but laz #laz was an aristocrat so marriage & children were pretty much his only considerations when he was alive #maybe that's why him & nadja are actually *married* like #if i was a vamp i wouldn't give a damn about being married to my significant other like wow that's such a stupid concept #'till death do us part' just doesn't apply #they don't have a concept of fidelity or anything #but yeah laz is like 'i'm gonna make this woman my beautiful lady wife' and he's just delighted everytime he gets to say that #so what if he's the one who pushed for them to marry officially & then tried to get them a child #but she wouldn't have it or wouldn't care for it and he knows it's kind of silly but also he really wants one yk #also the fact that he's kind of mollycoddling nadja by feeling protective of her and now that he sees she's all grown & independant #he's losing the thing he used to cope for his baby needs #but it's ok because he has colin #it was so OBVIOUS he would stay behind with the childddd aaaaah it's so perfect for him!! #i'm actually so happy for laz!!!!!!!!

[unkownknowledge]

I love people claiming to represent me saying my identity is a kink

#vent post #I am going to fucking murder someone. my identity is not a kink. this is not me exaggerating a well meaning thing > #a well meaning thing that I interpret as bad. I just saw a post saying that kink at pride is ok because lgbt is inherently a kink #AND THEY SAID THIS AS IF IT WAS FUCKING HELPING #LIKE THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH HAVING A KINK BUT I AM NOT A GODDAMN KINK. I DO NOT BELIEVE IM TRANS BECAUSE IT'S A FUCKING KINK TO ME. #I AM NOT BISEXUAL BECAUSE IT IS A KINK. I AM A FUCKING PERSON AND I'M TIRED OF BEING WATERED DOWN TO BE ALL ABOUT SEX #BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT THIS SHIT SAYS. IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT HOW IT'S THE SAME BUT NO. I AM NOT A FUCKING KINK. WHEN THERE IS KINK SHOWN #AS THE MAIN REPRESENTATIVES FOR MY FUCKING IDENTITY IT MAKES PEOPLE THINK I AM A FUCKING KINK #I'M TIRED OF IT. IM TIRED OF EVERYONR REPRESENTING ME AS A BAD PERSON OR NOT A PERSON AT ALL #EVERYTIME I SEE ABOUT SOMEONE REPRESENTING ME THEY'RE EITHER NOT LIKE ME AT ALL OR THEY'RE REPRESENTING SOMETHING THAT I AM NOT #SIMPLY BECAUSE WE SHARE SOMETHING #THIS SHIT IS WHY MY PARENTS DONT FUCKING ACCEPT ME #NOT THE ONLY REASON. BUT THIS WATTERING DOWN THAT IT'S SOMETHING LIKE A KINK. IT SAYS TO PEOPLE THAT I CHOOSE TO BE TRANS #OR THAT I'M ONLY BI BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING SLUT(note: I am a virgin. I meant that as in thinking I WANT to be a slut) #WHEN NO #I AM JUST THAT WAY. I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS. AND WHETHER INTENDED OR NOT PEOPLE HAVE WATERED MY IDENTITY DOWN #MELTED IT TO SUIT THEIR OWN FUCKING NEEDS #AND NOW I'M SUFFERING BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO I DON'T KNOW OR EVEN LIKE DECIDED TO SPEAK FOR ME #AND THEY SAID I'M A FUCKING KINK #heavy vent