i think it'd be interesting if the brothers' comments on solomon acting more like a demon than human actually went somewhere. it's really only used for comedy, but even then, it kinda falls flat since it seems to only stem from him being immortal and shady or whatever. if they focused on it and made it have some weight, i think it could be a really good source of angst and character development for solomon.
solomon prides himself on being humanity's protector, the one who will keep his fellow humans safe from unnecessary otherworldly interference. but if demons started comparing him to themselves, denying him his humanity, his entire motivation for doing what he does, how would that make him feel?
ok so i’ve seen a lot of discourse about how shitty allison was this past season of umbrella academy and while i agree, i think her whole like storyline this season was super important and interesting to see. because for the other two seasons allison is kinda portrayed as like the nice one, the one that brings them all together and never fights and never really does anything wrong. and most of the time in the first two seasons she doesn’t even really use her power because of what happened with claire. but i think an important distinction to make is that she doesn’t stop using her power because she realizes how unethical/immoral it is to basically fuck with consent the way her power does, she only stops using it because she gets caught using it with claire and it ruins her life. so while i think she understands on some level that what she did was wrong, she doesn’t yet understand how fucked up it is to use her power on innocent people. she doesn’t understand why it’s so not okay to mess with people’s free will like that, because she’s used the power her entire life and no one ever stopped her before or limited her or anything. so i think it’s really interesting how the third season explores an allison that no longer feels guilty about using her power because she’s lost so much, and she resorts back to using it to make things go her way and we finally see how messed up she can get. because again, we were introduced to an allison that we felt bad for, because we met her after she stopped using her powers, but if we’d met her before i think we would’ve recognized much more quickly how messed up allison is and how much she doesn’t understand that what she’s doing is wrong. like i know we all know how fucked up the whole thing with luther was (and btw they definitely didn’t dwell on it as long as they should’ve) but we all forget that she basically did the same thing to her ex husband patrick and we get clues to it throughout season one. like this isn’t allison all the sudden becoming evil, it’s just allison without any morals limiting her anymore because she’s lost so much that she needs to feel some sort of power and control again and the way she’s always done that is through her power.
i know this is quite the ramble, i guess what i’m just trying to say is that allison’s writing in season three wasn’t as off-character as i’ve seen some people saying. and don’t get me wrong i still love her so so much as a character, i just want her to start discovering her true self more without her powers and understanding the ethics of what she’s doing. and i hope in the next few seasons as the rest of the siblings discover the true extent of their powers, she starts to discover the limits to hers.
really weird how triggers work, was fine earlier today and now i cant fking move and can barely fking see and non-stop thoughts of kys are flashing thru my head and i have to eat in like 20 min but i dont think i can keep anything down and then my husband is going to get all upset and want me to tell him wahts wrong and i dont have the emotional energy to pull more shit up and ;aldk jf;lasdkfj
last week, i finally received the gadget i've purchased thru my college stipend so i practiced writing on it by getting the lines i have liked from dusk in the brightest ocean :')
and GOD can i just say
i really don't have long term perspectives in mind and i don't see myself living a long life but i think it would be nice to come back to this story years after and reminisce how happy i was writing it (and maybe cringe so hard i wont be able to help myself but edit it)
im just :') yay for looking forward on something years from now (only because i practiced writing shit on an ipad)
(AGHHHHH OMGGGG FINALLLY!!! ART!! I haven’t drawn Wally in ohhhh so very long. And I think this is by far the best Wally I ever drew. Holy shit I’m so proud of this piece!)
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Closeups!! (You all know how much I love TEXTUREEEEEEEEEEE)
actual canon (reality): terzo pokes fun and says unhinged things at the audience for thirsting after the ghouls more than him
implied canon (out of context): terzo is thirsting after his ghouls
fifth dimensional astral canon that exists in my crazy little world aka my brain: terzo is poking fun at his audience for thirsting after ghouls more than him but it's also a therapeutic way to let his feelings out about omega on stage because they are secretly dating, and no one knows of it yet.
imo byler should have a slow kiss at first like theyre both leaning in, blushing thinking 'oh my god i cant believe this is happening', theyre both nervous and they kiss briefly but like not too briefly, a good solid kiss to let it sink in, and then we should get to see mikes face and he looks almost surprised and he has an 'oh, this is how its suposed to feel' moment and will's nervous bcs mike's just staring at him with his mouth open so he asks "was that... okay?" and then mike gets the biggest grin on his face and he nearly knocks will over with the enthusiasm of the next kiss, or maybe he does knock him over bcs theyre silly like that and they laugh bcs theyre best friends first and should get to act like it and then they get to make out sloppy style on the floor bcs they deserve it and its passionate and not watered down because we're not actually in the 80's and two gay characters should get to make out just like the straight ones have throughout the whole show anyway blink if u agree