#please ask before continuing

[worldly-diversity]

@questionablemuses ○ 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 𝕒𝕤𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕧𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕠 ○

          ⤷  『  Angel hates it. Hates the fact that he's been suckered into another deal for his safety. But he's there now, so he has to suck it up at best. That & Valentino was still his boss. Taking a deep breath to compose himself, he knocks before entering Valentino's office, forcing a fake smile for the overlord. "Hey, boss man." he attempts to greet cheerfully. 

"So I don't have all of my stuff back here yet. But, I'ahm sure if you need me t' stay, I can arrange t' have someone drop my stuff off later or somethin'."   』

It's still infuriating that Vox had managed to corner Angel into this. Logically he knows it was both the most effective and most likely solution, Angel knew better than to sign anything with Val ever again after all… But it still meant he was aware of the change in behaviour and exactly where it originated. Clearly he'd have to remind both of them that he wasn't to be fucking trifled with.

"Angelcakes, baby, you haven't been asked to stay." He all but purrs out, leaning back and looking calm except for the slowly drifting smoke around him, the slightly sharp tilt of his smile, the narrowed eyes behind tinted lenses—

"You've been demanded to stay." He breaks the brief lull of hope he'd intentionally created, leaning forward. "So what you're going to do is you're gonna go down there and ask one of the boys to run and get you your shit, and then you're gonna come back right here, comprende?"

Quite frankly he was holding back admirably from showing his anger and frustration, something that would be bubbling near to the surface for quite a while— At least until things settled into a new normal and Angel proved that he'd accepted his fate under the Vees.

As for the immediate future— Well, Angel would simply have to prove that he'd behave in a more practical way. One that would at the very least allow Val to get rid of some of this furious energy prickling away beneath his skin.

#questionablemuses #universe • hazbin hotel #inquiry • hazbin hotel #interactions • valentino #answered #please ask before continuing #well… rip angel? xD

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

I randomly get inspired to write weird stuff with Gabriel that I'm usually not even into and a lot of the time I get comments that amount to I'm not into this. Am I? or being surprised they were into it. Gabriel is just randomly inflicting this sort of thing on everyone I suppose

Gabriel Ultrakill has been reclassified as a gateway drug. Please keep an eye out for any suspicious activity.

#i can be your angle or yuor devil #metaphorical piece of ham/cheese that you wrap around a pill before feeding it to a dog #many things can be made palatable if you’re down bad enough #speaking from the heart #I would Not do that. oh but if he wants to it’s okay 🥰 #I’m being so tame and normal please. you can’t do this. you can’t enable me #I have work tomorrow I need to. relax #trying and failing pathetically to keep this account somewhat tame #non voice post #ask #asks #ask spam continues.. the dashboard cries #looks around nervously #i am so very scared and terrible at speaking #but if you really want to send me insane things I do have a Different Account For That #you gotta message me for it #but. I mean if you do that just know. I can’t even form coherent sentences #what im trying to say is that I can’t hold a conversation for shit #but. you can always send.. gabe things.. #ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ENOUGH. pack it up boys. im going to get shot if i continue

[crescentfool]

on spoiler tags

since reload is coming out soon, i wanted to give people some heads up for tags i'll be using as a courtesy. please curate your experience accordingly! if you haven't used the mute feature, here's how to 👍

i will continue to use #persona 3 for all posts related to p3 (it's my main tag)

for posts about reload specifically, i'll be using #persona 3 reload, but it might also be worthwhile to mute the abbreviations #p3r and #p3re.

for the people who don't know anything about p3, i will attempt to tag spoilers for p3's events as #persona 3 spoilers but i cannot guarantee that i will remember to do so...

i hope everyone enjoys their experience with the game! i will still post here occasionally, but in general i'll be steering clear of socmed until i'm finished with reload.

tangentially related- i expect splatoon 3's side order dlc to come out during this time. all stuff related to that dlc will be tagged with #side order and will also be tagged as #splatoon (main tag)

thank you for your time! enjoy gaming, and remember to drink water 🥤

#lizzy speaks #of course i will continue to tag the appropriate characters and ships and whatnot #but i wanted to get the main tags out there to whom it may concern... im very particular about spoilers so i want to curate bc i know there #are people who are also like me in that respect... #regarding my posts on reload it'll probably be stuff like art depicting the content that reload specifically added... gifsets... or meta #though for meta or analysis thoughts whatever i'll probably end up throwing that under the cut tbh #if you want clarification about my tagging system feel free to ask if it's unclear :D #i probably won't be browsing the tags that much but ITS OK because tumblr is an awesome website and you can easily find old posts again #was going to wait to post this but i heard from luca people were getting their copies of reload early SO. now is the time to mute methinks #oh and to those who have me on discord i'll be broadcasting which date im at in-game on my status. please don't message me about things- #i've yet to experience in reload. thank you! or at least ask where i'm at in-game before talking to me about it. LOL #take care everyone! love you all to bits :3

[bigfootsmom]

hello i have come to beg for elevator fic scraps because it is all i can think about right now 🤲🤲🤲 pretty please (it does come with a cherry on top)

!! I do love cherries, so here you go anon <3

TW // aftermath of strangulation

Abruptly, John lets go. The first taste of air in Buck’s throat burns like he’s inhaling fire. He doesn’t care, pushing through the agony because it means he can actually breathe again. Each greedy gulp of air he manages to suck down tastes sweet on his tongue even as his lungs spasm and force the breath right back up in big hacking coughs that leave him shaking.  Buck is only half aware as John steps over him to fiddle with something by the panel of buttons. There’s the faint jingle of keys and then the whir of motors drone through the air once again. The elevator lurches underneath them, knocking him off balance and sending him sprawling across the floor.  Through bleary eyes Buck squints up at John, watching as he presses a button on the wall that lights up. John smiles down at him, dangerous and predatory, teeth gleaming in the light.  “I think I’ll take care of his distraction for you— don’t you go anywhere.”  The meaning of John’s words click just as the elevator dings, signaling the stop at a floor. Whatever air Buck had managed to pull into his lungs freezes. John is going to go after Eddie.  Buck can’t let that happen.

#i'm assuming you're the same anon who asked about elevator fic before and i want to thank you because you're responsible for all the recent #work i've done on this fic #please continue to ask for scraps because it's what keeps motivating me to work on this fic #thank you i appreciate you <3 #molly got mail #911 fic #911 #evan buckley #eddie diaz #hurt buck #anonymous #tw strangulation #molly writes #elevator fic

[catcze]

IMPORTANT: If you send in an ask, know that I do not necessarily respond to them in the order they are received, but in which ones i vibe with the most !! However, unless I delete it because I do not vibe with the ask at all or if i feel like it is not necessarily something I can write well, I will do my best to answer within a week's time. Due to the pretty large volume of asks I receive regularly (and that I am grateful for! I encourage you to send asks if you have thoughts to share ♡) it can take some time to answer all of it, so please have patience !! Thankie ♡

#「 ‼️ 」 Important !! #And if you do not receive an answer pls don't take it personally! #Forcing myself to answer asks has caused me terrible burnout before; so curating which asks i do and don't answer is #done so that i enjoy my time here and will help me create more works that i like writing more frequently !! #That being said please continue to interact and send me thoughts you may have !! #Tysm for understanding mwah mwah mwah ♡♡♡♡♡

[lehguru]

Greetings!

This isn't a request or anything but I'm actually here to inform you about something

So you know that one story you made "Think you need someone younger" w/ the op men?

I decided to make a bot of it in character ai, specifically shanks since I wanted to continue his part

I actually just copy and pasted the prompt and scenario for this bot so I hope that's fine with you, don't worry I put credits in the description but I knew that wasn't enough so I just wanted to let you know about it

If you don't want it out in public that's fine :3

My account in character ai incase you wanna try it out :33

first: thank you for coming to let me know

second: i dont rlly know how to feel abt this jfjejhdsjbdksjsld

i posted this some days ago:

so seeing that you went ahead and made a bot to continue a story of mine (which i definitely think its messed up and not great) with a part that i hate and regret even posting, it feels..... weird.

if you could take it down, i would rlly appreciate it. it's not abt the bot itself, bcuz if you asked for permission to use any other prompt i would b kinda okay with it, but its abt my boundaries and how i rlly dont want anything to do with that fic anymore. hope you understand!!!

#also hum #dont do this #dont do a bot without asking for the writer's permission first #even more if its to continue a fic of theirs #thats straight up stealing #so make sure to ask for permission before soing that #please #imma b off tumblr for a while #i rlly need a 48 hour nap #mimeows #tw discourse #?? idk

[hiiraethus]

❛  i used to believe in forever but forever’s too good to be true.  ❜ [ have some more angst kekeke ] @humanremained​​

winnie the pooh sentence starters. // accepting

Elvóthien heaved a sigh as she settled more into the couch in Adam’s office. It certainly wasn’t uncommon for them to take their lunch together, but it had become even more frequent following his amicable split with Megan. She didn’t mind, especially if it meant she could provide any sort of comfort or support for her friend. He would have done the same were their roles reversed.

Their conversation had been idle, pinballing from one random topic to another; from work, to weekend plans, to Kubrick, and anything and everything in between. Elvóthien had observed that he seemed broodier than usual, but she didn’t think much of it and attributed it to his current situation. The cards he had been dealt were certainly less than ideal.

Slender arms crossed over her chest as Adam spoke. Of course that was on his mind. She didn’t blame him. The poor man had quite enough to sort through, that was for sure.

❝ Now, you know that’s not true.❞ Jade hues lifted to those of blue, and ever so did her head tilt to one side, curls cascading down one shoulder with the movement. ❝ You’re going through a lot right now, and... I know it’s hard. It’s going to be for quite some time, but that doesn’t mean that there’s not light at the end of the tunnel.❞

Shoulders animated in a light shrug. ❝ Besides, who’s not to say that you won’t patch things up down the road? Maybe a brief break was the best thing for the both of you right now. I know that you’re both under tremendous stress -- Megan especially with Mr. Sarif’s high expectations, and I know it hasn’t been easy for you with Pritchard breathing down your neck every second you’re here.❞ She didn’t have the heart to say it, but maybe the breakup was a good thing. He deserved better.

❝ What I mean to say is... Things won’t always be so bad, Adam. Keep your head up, keep doing good work. Things will get better.❞

#humanremained #☾ ✩ ┊ic.┊ #☾ ✩ ┊letters.┊ #verse tba. #SCREAMING BECAUSE THE INITAL ASK DIDN'T POST MY WHOLE LONG ASS REPLY I'M SO ANGRY #tumblr please....i'm being such a Good Noodle and writing and you reward me with DELETING IT..... #anyways tifa thank you for the continued angst I LOVE IT #HELLO MR ADAM JENSEN I LOVE U.... #gently places this in the verse where they know each other before The Incident(tm)

[angryborzois]

my math teacher has been telling stories of how he met his wife and he tells it like it's a cute story but ngl it's just weird (creepy almost?) and my friends and I all agree on that

#i dont get the people who ask him every morning to continue his story #please sir i dont want to hear this shit anymore #angryborzois rambles #as a part of his story #he talked about some female friend he knew before meeting his wife and how he would ask her to kiss him on the face “as a joke” every day?? #and then he said #“i still wish we were more than friends” #SIR??? YOU HAVE A WIFE. #most of the other weird stuff he said was like how he got to choose who to work shifts with or whatever at his job #and that he always picked all of the girls so he could get them all to himself or whatever #well like considering the age he was at that time ok ig i see why but like #imagining it with how he is rn is #no

[ruinakete]

cannoli - how does your muse express love? how do they act when in love that differs from how they act around others normally?

PASTRY LOVE HEADCANONS ・ not accepting!

hrm hrm hrm ... under the assumption that love, at least for the first question, extends to its platonic and familial forms, then the simple answer would be the phrase from her inspiration tag, "love is pain. pain is punishment". the third part would simply repeat, "and punishment is love".

although I've discussed her view on romantic love in small headcanons, I do not think it would stray too far from her ideals surrounding familial and platonic love. after all, are all forms of love not customary for obligation? is there not something to be given and laid in your partner's hands no matter the bond?

while I highly disagree with the notion that Zephia had any actual love, whether romantic or any, for Sombron, as she debunks this thought when speaking to Griss in Chapter 23, the way she behaves towards him is what she would expect from her partner; obedient, eager to please, and attentive to all she says. since he was the one to find her, centuries ago, she is the one who owes him all she is. servitude is the only expression of love that she believes is genuine.

anyone can say they love you. anyone can perform grand feats of public love. anyone can open their coin pouch and buy a gift in your name. but only a few can, without hesitation, throw themselves at your feet to make you smile.

the only difference between romantic, familial, and platonic love is the degree of affection; and how much you would sacrifice and lose in their name. "love is pain. pain is punishment. and punishment is love." can you really love someone if you are not willing to cut out their heart at the happenstance of betrayal? what of infidelity? failure? pain and punishment will always have a place in Zephia's heart, and, as such, will be equally taught to those she loves.

if you do not commit to the part, then you will be punished. if you do not reciprocate, then you will be hurt. to be loved, and be able to love, is the consent to withstand the inevitable pain that follows any relationship. and because Zephia will only love someone she sees as worthy, first, then her approach calls for their servitude, not the other way around.

love is pain, but that pain is not a two-way street until you tilt the scales of the hierarchy and step out of line.

#alliberacio #☽ ━━━━━━ ❝ to appease the handmade goddess ・ 【 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 】 . #☽ ━━━━━━ ❝ she; the daughter known by her teeth ・ 【 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 】 . #gonna knock these all out today before i continue work... keeping them short and simple let's go #i hope i fully answered the first question but yeah! zephia's idea of love doesn't really change between romantic familial and platonic #either way you're to walk on eggshells around her. her fangs are never hidden behind her lips. her intentions are never veiled. #it's why i'm wary of romantic ships with her despite being very open to the idea and little fun ooc discussions #nothing about zephia is healthy and there's no one in the monastery so far that would please her enough to evade the abusive cycle #i need to actually expand where her ideals came from and break them down but i'm delaying that since i need to figure out some things first #also being “in love” is an emotion i don't really think zephia is capable of fully? ugh i have an entire thing about this but GIVE ME TIME #OH AND TY FOR THE ASK ASTERRRR mwah mwah!!! always the first in my inbox :softsmile:

[worldly-diversity]

@questionablemuses ○ 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 𝕒𝕤𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕚𝕣 𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕦𝕤 ○

          ⤷  『  "Soooooooo," Angel starts with a purr, sliding on up to Sir Pentious with a playful little smirk. "You sure came out of that room out of breath. You had some fun after all, didn't you~? So. Tell me what you liked~"  』

To say that his little 'tried and so-far true' method of saying he would treat 'everyone' to whatever he was offering Cherri, to escape the embarrassment as well as the awkwardness of attempting to flirt with her after they'd been 'enemies' for so long, had backfired was putting it mildly.

No sooner had he grandiosely stated that that he would fuck everyone here had he been taken hold of by two gentlemen and been dragged to one of the private rooms at the establishment, so aptly named consent. A consent he'd unthinkingly given.

One he may or may not have forgotten to attempt to withdraw when said gentlemen had proceeded to not only fluster him to the point of faintness but also— Oh, he's getting flustered again just thinking about it. Suffice it to say it had been very satisfying, despite the target of his attentions making off with another partner right as he escaped their wonderful clutches.

Instead he was met with Angel Dust, her best friend and coincidentally a rather well known porn star. Which meant he was well-placed to have a very good idea what had happened in there… It— It's not that Pentious is prude or anything… Ah! He is simply a private man! Yes, that's right, private!

We're going to ignore that his tail had curled around the nearest bolted-down bar stool just in case anyone else spotted him and decided he'd best keep to his word, regardless of how many patrons were in the club and whether his stamina could keep up with them. He had at least fared better than the two gentlemen he'd just left behind to recover, having enough stamina left to seek out Cherri before abandoning his quest and looking for a drink at the bar to flush out the taste of alien bodily fluids.

He's about to retort something along the lines of 'well if it had been you—' but thankfully his brain catches up with him before the foolishness can escape his mouth. Angel was a porn star, he did this sort of thing for a living and any allusion to that would be both in rather poor taste and a fine way to make an even worse fool of himself this night.

Instead he drowns the shot in one gulp and clicks the glass back down on the counter with perhaps surprising gentleness compared to the swiftness with which he'd drowned its contents. In the end he simply peers at Angel from the corner of his eyes, halfway curious whether the question was meant to fluster him further or if there was genuine interest hidden there. It's something he hadn't considered before, but… Well. It's not like the object of his attention is currently either available or even thinking about him, like as not. So what was the harm in appreciating the pale-rose arachnid when the other invited him into conversation at the very least?

"Why are you asking?" He offers, a raised brow and a flush on his cheeks he wonders if Angel would be able to divine, for the dark nature of his scales isn't conducive to the human state of blushing. Mayhap this was why he was so easy to obviously fluster in different fashions, as though the universe had decided he was not to be in any such state which would give at the very least a consistent illusion of dignity.

Perhaps surprisingly he's not too opposed to providing the stranger-turned-companion with at least some manner of details, preferably not where every john doe and irrelevant nobody could lend an ear to his misadventures of the night. But well, they'd been given this night to loosen up and have some fun, so why not indulge in the more intimate?

It's be just once, after all, surely.

#questionablemuses #universe • hazbin hotel #inquiry • hazbin hotel #interactions • sir pentious #answered #please ask before continuing

[possumkingluca]

So I've realized something... Because my party's kind of base of operations right now is my character's house (because where else are we supposed to keep all these fucking people when the DM STEALS OUR AIRSHIP ☹), my character's parents have had to watch their only son come home many times after months of being away... with wounds that vary in levels of severeness, with scars that he's probably pretty reluctant to elaborate on how he got them, and also watch as he just progressively appears more and more upset and angry and tired all of the time. Hell it seems like if he's called that old childhood nickname one more time he might just break down into tears. And it's not like he's going to talk about it. Azazel would frankly rather drink until he's blacked out then even think about the possibility of him considering telling someone he might be unhappy... Despite it being pretty obvious he is, and despite him constantly very clearly losing it, or at least being on the verge of losing it. He'd rather claim everything's perfectly fine and get away from the conversation as fast as possible. And yeah, he's never been one to really open up, but this seems extreme, even for him. And I mean yeah, his friends have had to watch this take place too, multiple of which witnessing the fights in which he gains those scars and wounds... but also you have to consider that they went to Strixhaven with him. These people have witnessed Azazel at some of his lowest and highest points, this isn't really that new. "Oh Azazel's losing it again? Yeah no shit." I mean of course it doesn't mean they don't worry about him. I think Rubina is damn near ready to shove the little fucker in a psych ward, but, y'know....

#have his parents really noticed any of this? #i dunno man that's not my job it's the DM's ask him #but i do think it's interesting to think about #also i like writing little stuff like this #makes good practice #also i wanna talk about my lizard more #anyways i should make a full post just talking about his issues #cause holyyyyy shit #i really looked at this little lizard boy and went 'how far can i bend you before you snap' #and currently i don't know if i've found that breaking point #but if i haven't #and the campaign doesn't fucking fizzle out and die before we get to actually play again (i am crying and throwing up everywhere PLEASE) #the DM certainly will #so that's something to look forward to ig #IF WE EVER GET TO ACTUALLY CONTINUE OHHH MY GOD #dnd #dungeons and dragons #d&d #dungeons & dragons #dnd character #strixhaven #strixhaven a curriculum of chaos #dnd strixhaven #strixhaven dnd #strixhaven character #shoot do i need to TW for his rampant alcoholism #tw: alcohol mention #tw: alcholism #justtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt in case #possum rambles

[darkdragon768]

I'm so afraid of gen 5 remakes.

At this point I'd just prefer ports over remakes.

#dragon's stupid thoughts #it was Pokemon's peak with bw2 #there's no better main game #absolutely amazing masterpiece #so many good stuff happened there #reusable tms #you get asked if you want to continue the use of repel #a more mature story and characters #an actual easy and hard mode #cool pokemon #and even only gen 5 pokemon before league #many little details #MOVING SPRITE ANIMATIONS #banger music #ugh everything is so good #I'm scared #im so so scared #please #pokemon #pokemon slander time!

[monstersqueen]

im a simple gal i hear the opening of the dark era anime and i start crying

#myposts #just wanted to rewatch the last scene of the first episode #to see if dazai really just switch from 'ango has betrayed us or at least lied to us' to 'oh a mimic soldier. please kill me.' #and yes he does. (it's a lot mroe flagrant in the anime than the book #but also the anime gives us odasaku reaching for dazai in the same shot we'll see dazai reach for him at the end #so. really. fuck that scene) #anyway. dazai has zero idea how he feels about ango betraying them in fact. #the whole 'find ango/take care of ango/ no matter how it's translated #is ambiguous as fuck. find him and then? take care of him as in make sure he's safe? #or take care of him as in take care of the problem ? #(he's asking the mafioso who doesn't kill so in fact i think he knows. but he's still using ambiiguous language #this for the guy who'll go 'oh you think you'll live here alive? *smiles*' #and then immediately '*adverts his eyes* leave before i change my mind *continues with one of his most genuine moments*' #ah dark era. ... very good opening theme too #bsd march 2023 not lb

[aroacehanzawa]

rant

#i am sooooo annoyed with my flatmate #who never cleans or does anything for the household or rather her idea of 'cleaning' is wiping down the surfaces maybe twice a year #never cleans the kitchen surfaces after cooking except she only does a mass meal prep like once a month and then leaves a mess #while knowing that i always clean after myself and i cook like every other day so i end up hacving to clean her mess too #because if i point it out she'll be like oh it wasn't me #we only have one other housemate but they're a postgrad who is rarely home and mainly eats ready meals #seriously this person is disgusting like they will leave a pile of dirty dishes for weeks #and they even leave the sink dirty after washing the dishes??? #like i get that you don't always have time or energy to do chores because of mental health or studies #but this person dropped out of uni like she isn't even studying meanwhile i have four exams to study for rn #i just think that when you're living with other people you have to put an effort to keep communal spaces clean and be considerate #like i've been cleaning the bathroom almost all the time this semester so i finally asked her to do it and she said she'll do it today #i got home and she only bleached the toilet so i was like how come you didn't clean the sink? #and she was like oh i just bleached the toilet so now i'm taking a break and watching a youtube video :) #like?????????? and then she never continued the cleaning?????????? #she also keeps wearing shoes indoors like idc if ahe wears shoes in her room but i've said again and again to please not wear shoes indoors #in the hallway/kitchen/bathroom because it's disrespectful in my culture (and we have CARPETED floors) #and she keeps doing it and even steps inside my room with shoes #or when the other day i was sweeping the kitchen floor and she just walked in with her shoes and didn't even more away when i was cleaning #my good friend actually lived here too before she got fed up with this person and moved away #because this person lied to us so much about how often they clean things and basically gave the wrong impression #she also broke my spatula and lied about it and ate my friend's food and lied about it and used up my ingredients and lied about it #and also complained behind my back that i was 'so annoying' for not answering the intercom when HER packages were being delivered??? #and she claimed that i was cranking up the energy bill because i keep the heating in my room at a normal level during winter #because she likes to keep her room freezing cold and she also keeps her room in pitch darkness and would complain #that me having the lights on in my room like a normal person increases the energy bill??? like yeah that's literally what i'm paying for? #she also got mad at me for throwing out a literally MOLDY sponge because she was 'still using it' like FOR THE DISHES? THAT WE EAT FROM??? #i am so sick and tired of this person i cannot wait to move out in 3 weeks

[kimmkitsuragi]

i finally understand the temptation of buying a beverage

#i mean i love drinking tea all the time but u dont necessarily buy that everyday u know #u can just do it yourself instead of buying it from a cafe #but this one.... i tried to look for the recipe but it looks like this one place just made it up and it's so. mmmmhhh #so will i be buying an overpriced drink the first thing tmrw morning before i go sit in my language class? yes #my friend bought that one during one of our lotr days this week and she was like omg check this out and let me taste it #it was so good i bought it for myself the next day #and since that day im like....... i can almost taste it rn....... a phantom taste in my mouth........... i need it............. #etc etc and hi btw if anyone is still reading #i didnt stop here that much this whole week and honestly i probably will continue that if i can help it :> #i need to do stuff which i still didnt do this week bc like. i was having a silly time #which good for me!! but like. can u please do stuff atp im just 🧍‍♂️ we kinda have to u know #it feels kinda bad to put it off all the time too #i wont get into the existential crisis of it all yet again we've been over this #but also im so not over it at all. so #action plan and actually execute it girl. please. i will have to ask for letters from some of my instructors so like #i dont wanna be like hahahahahaahha aahhah i kinda didnt do anything in the meantime lol :D #not the greatest motivation btw i know just. anyway #life update kinda but make it weird. lol #🗒

[roaringroa]

to the beautiful girl dressed as juliet from the halloween party two days ago: i am still thinking about you

#she was crazy beautiful and we danced for so long #she was a friend’s friend so at one point we went to sit together with everyone else and there weren’t enough chairs #so she pulled me onto her lap and when i told her to be careful cause i’m heavy #she said not to worry cause she works out so she can handle hot women????!!!! whjsgjajakshs #should have kissed her then and there but we literally had just sat down in the middle of all of our friends so i thought later #and at one point i think before that she kighted me with a water bottle?? i can’t remember why but i kneeled in front of her #so she knighted me and then gave me a kiss on the forehead and then one on each cheek #should have kissed her then too but i think we did the knight thing as a demonstration to ppl so again all of our friends were paying atten #anyway after both the lap the knighting and dancing very closely for a while i took her somewhere else #like outside so i could find an excuse to kiss her #but there were other couples there and everyone was asked to get back inside #so we did and then we sat down somewhere #we were chatting and then she said something about the guy who was flirting with her and how she wasn’t sure she should kiss him #because (here i don’t remember exactly) something about her ex boyfriend and how that guy wasn’t sober #so after that i was like wait am i sober enough so i realized i was a little too drunk and didn't try anything again #anyway we continued to dance and flirt but nothing more #and then she left and all i could think of please can i see you again #cause i would really like to kiss you and now i'm still thinking about her #but i don’t use insta and even if i did i prob wouldn’t flirt with her via insta cause i'm too chicken #but if i don’t use insta how can i see her again since i don't see our mutual friend that frequently #ou mutual friend is my high school friend and her middle school friend #my high school friend group is planning to get together in like a month and a half ( we have to plan in advance lol) #so i might ask about her then 💀💀💀 #might be a little pathetic to ask about someone you met once after 1 month and a half but honestly i really did like her a lot #and i AM a little pathetic so… #also just to be clear this is not the girl i kissed in the sonic costume lol i was dressed as wednesday addams and didn’t kiss her :( #also no hate to the girl i kissed in the sonic costume she was cute but juliette girl was so... asdjlkfsçad #my post