#pls this is the oldest draft i have

[karasunotebook]

Change is good

warnings: highly suggestive, nothing beyond heavy makeout

notes: 7 minutes in heaven(more like on the way to heaven lol), friends to lovers, kissing, mutual pining, HANAMAKI ‘HOT GUY’ TAKAHIRO, also i’ll prob make a pt2 version of this (nsfw) in the future

Hanamaki Takahiro x Reader

it’s been a minute since the plastic bottle pointed towards you. It’s been a minute since you saw the look of surprise on his face as the girl next to him scowled at you. It’s been a minute since you’ve both entered the small closet room for some privacy. And it’s been 10 seconds since he started staring. He’s still staring. Or gazing? You can’t tell because the single light bulb in the tiny room wasn’t providing enough light.

“Y/N,” his smooth voice interrupts your thoughts and breaks the silence. One thing you can tell was that he was leaning against the shelves. One feet up against the wall, the other leg stretched out. He stands up, straightening himself before walking closer to you. “So, wanna just chat? To fill this boring silence,” he chuckles lightly. As he approaches the dull light, you catch a glimpse of his soft pink brown hair. You had to stop yourself from reaching out to feel it. His eyes soften, staring into yours, waiting for your response. 

“Sounds, great,” you reply. However, you feel a little regret in saying that. There was a part of you that wanted something more from this. Yes, Hanamaki has been your friend for a very long time. And you love the friendship you have. But you both can’t deny the spark and tension that’s always present.

It’s not often that you’re left alone together like this. There’s always another presence whether it was Matsukawa or Oikawa or Iwaizumi, sometimes even Yahaba and Kyoutani. And when it does happen, it’s always a close call with one of you leaning in to kiss the other. But it never happens, and it makes you both wonder maybe it wasn’t meant to be.

You notice his eyes drift down to his feet and he moves a little farther away from you, feeling a pang to your heart. “Well, then.” He clears his throat. “Anything new with you?” The boy asks as if you both haven’t been talking every day of the week. He sits down on the carpeted floor and pats the space next to him, gesturing you to sit beside him. 

“Nope, same old same old.” You finally take a seat. Though, this time, you are much more closer to each other, your arms touching. “What about you?”

“Yeah, nothing feels different. Everything just seems to be the same. Don’t you think?” He turns to you, without realizing that you were staring at him while he spoke, your faces now inches apart. “But...you know. I want to change some things. Change is good right?” His eyes drift to your lips, lingering there for a moment. You feel your cheeks heat up. As if trying to break himself from a spell, he quickly looks away, clenching his jaw. “Sorry.” He quickly apologizes and you feel terrible.

“No, don’t be. I think change is great,” you respond quickly.

He turns back to you. “I think you’ve changed.” His statement makes you turn back to him.

“Really? How?” You ask. 

“Well~” he starts.

“Careful, there,” you warn jokingly to which he laughs. The delightful sound of his laughter brings you butterflies every time.

“I was just going to say you got prettier. Every single day you get prettier and prettier. Why is that?”

You groan at the compliments. You were never good at receiving them. “Makki, stop joking around.” Hearing you call him by this nickname never fails to bring him joy. Only his close circle of friends called him that but something about the way it slips from your lips—it’s a totally different feeling.

“I’m not, though.” He tucks your hair behind your ear, leaning so that he’s fully admiring your face. “Wow,” he comments, making you blush even more than before. “Look. At. You,” he teases, making you lightly punch his shoulder. He likes to tease you like this. Even since you first started being friends. But these days, there’s definitely more to it.

“Okay, cool stuff. You’re not doing so bad yourself,” you roll your eyes, trying to act unaffected by his words. He smiles, sighing heavily.

“It’s too bad that...” he stops mid-sentence, his eyes now filled with longing. “forget it.” He moves back to his regular position. 

You knew his thoughts. You knew because you felt the same way. But your fear is what’s holding you back. You knew he was holding back because he didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable. But this is your chance. To change things. No other guy has made you feel the way he did. And it made you unhappy seeing other girls fawn over him. Why did you have to wait for him, anyway?

You hesitated before moving in front of him. “Hanamaki, I want you to know, I really really like you.” You bite your lip, scared of what will happen next. What if you were wrong all along? What if he never liked you? Questions of doubt fog your brain as you try to form your next words. “I-If you are willing, I would want things to change b-between us a-and-” before you could finish your sentence, the smiling boy grabs your hand to pull you closer. 

“Hold on, can I kiss you first? We got a few minutes left.” He asks. You nod and he wastes no time to bring his lips to yours. His right hand moves to your neck and the other runs down to your waist as you move your legs to straddle him. Your hands unconsciously move to his smooth brown hair, combing through it. You feel his tongue slide across your bottom lip, asking for an entrance to yours. Melting into his touch, you find yourself opening your mouth and letting your tongues search each other. Soon, your arms reach up to hug his neck. He’s got his arms wrapped around your waist. Stopping for a breath of air, he leans your forehead against his. “Do you realize how long I waited for that?” he breathes. 

“Sorry for taking too long,” You say. You feel one hand move up to caress your cheek, rubbing it with his thumb.

“No,” he says before giving you a quick peck. “I’m sorry.” You respond with your lips returning to his in a deep kiss. He groans into your mouth as you keep massaging your lip against his.

It was simple all along. All you needed to do was overcome the bit of doubt to finally realize your true feelings for each other.

Hanamaki moves from your lips, peppering small kisses full of adoration across your cheek and moves downwards. You giggle at the ticklish feeling and you feel him smile against your skin. Gently, he tilts you toward the ground so that you are now beneath him. His kisses don’t stop but they became slower and wetter as his lips move to your sweet spot on your neck. He stops there and starts sucking and biting. You stifle a moan, trying your best not to be loud so that the others can hear. Hanamaki finally stops pleasuring that one spot on your neck and points out: “That’s gonna leave a mark. Sorry bout that.”  He chuckles before placing another kiss on you. 

“Makki,” you say trying to recover from the moments that had just occurred. 

“Mhm,” he hummed a response, swiping his thumb across your bottom lip. His sweet eyes move from your lips to your eyes. The daring look in his eyes was very distracting.

“U-um so, do you want to go out after this? Like…just ditch the party…” Your voice falters into a whine when his hand reaches your butt to give it a squeeze.

Hanamaki smiles. “Hell, yeah.” He places a kiss on your cheek, taking your hand and helping you both up, when he realizes time is almost up. “We can have more time alone then,” he whispers in your ear, making your blush become more apparent.

He give you one last kiss when the bell started ringing followed by a knock. “Time’s up folks!” A cheery voice calls out. You both exit the little room after smoothing each other’s clothes.

“Dang what happened in there?” Oikawa asks, studying your messy hairs, swollen lips, and beaming faces. You and Hanamaki’s hands were practically glued together. Hanamaki had no shame in telling everyone that you were going to be busy on a date with him. Everyone cheered for you both.

“About damn time! For fucks sake!” Mattsun shouts. Iwaizumi has a smirk on his face, while Oikawa is the one to open the door for you both.

“Have fun, kids~” the setter grins.

And thus, you exit the building with your newly acquired boyfriend, hand-in-hand. 

#pls this is the oldest draft i have #sorry this was not hot at all but at least hanamaki takahiro is #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #reader x hanamaki #y/n x hanamaki #hanamaki x y/n #hanamaki fluff #hanamaki x you #hanamaki x reader #hanamaki takahiro

[cimicherrychanga]

HATE that theres some fake social norm in my head that says i cant post selfies too often, i have too many good rama images and i cant post them all >8'{

#shut up dave #currently have 3 sets of selfies drafted. 2 from yesterday and last week respectively. 1 from march #well technically theres a 4th. but its from february 2022 so im never posting it 😔 even tho it was cute #anyways PLEASE join my server just to give me attention pls pls i need ppl to look at my selfies #esp since there i share even stuff i wouldnt intend to post on tumblr anyway #um i have it linked in my carrd :) n theres invites on my blog too #imma post today tho. probably the oldest selfies i think

[yurababy]

—angel or devil?; y.jh

synopsis being friends with seventeen had many perks, one of which being helping one another with indivudal needs. every member was fine with it, the trust between you and the group being so strong, but why did jeonghan never want any help?

notes yoon jeonghan x afab!reader, 5.5k smut + a lil bit of angst/fluff? reader is “shared” between the 13 members.. idk how to put it, idolverse, switch!reader, switch!jeonghan, brief mentions of the other members, and their dicks, consensual slapping but only once, jeonghan calls reader dumb, use of whore/slut, reader is adressed as “girl” multiple times

➤ i’ve posted on ao3 before but never tumblr so hi. hoping to come here more often if enough ppl like this D: i have a small draft of a dancer!hoshi au that i was hoping could be a full thing one day... and many more svt thoughts so pls send me asks!! enjoy <3

taglist @kayleeshinee @thinkinboutwonu @nothingwasnotfound @rubyhoons

“you’re insatiable,” joshua chuckled.

“no, i take advantage of my opportunities.”

the two of you were in shua’s room, him picking out a shirt for the day while you sat on the edge of his bed. the members had made plans to split up long-awaited errands, from trying out new noodle flavors to finding a lamp for chan’s room.

hooking up with 13 of your hot friends was convinient. you all trusted each other, having known one another for years, and being in the idol industry allowed little time to deal with personal needs. being able to play off a blowjob as a friendly hangout made things easy, because all it was was a friendly hangout.

with an included handjob.

even if they were your friends, being so close was an easy reminder that they were just men. 13 men. in one place. they were closer than anyone you knew, and it was nice to know they all somewhat tried to be responsible of their place.

all, but one.

“at least it’ll be 3 equal groups, i feel like the group i’m put in always has more work to do.”

“how come 3? who’s not coming?”

you looked up at the boy, catching a slightly annoyed smile on his lips. “jeonghan got out of it because he has a wish coupon.”

some people think seventeen are just too good at being entertainers, that it’s all fake for the camera. in truth, they’re the exact same when it’s just them. jeonghan is known to be a cheater, but he’s cunning. he values promises and remembers everything for his team; for himself. so when jeonghan made everyone coffee after a long day in the studio in 2019 followed by a chorus of “we owe you one, jeonghannie-hyung!”, he, like you, couldn’t let an opportunity pass. so on the one day the group decided to come together to get work done, jeonghan reminded everyone of his kind deeds and was allowed to stay home. you had stopped questioning the team’s ethics after a while. no matter how well you knew one another, it was nothing like the 13 of them. you were nowhere near close enough to have “wish coupons”.

so yes, you did know them pretty well, you did hook up with the members, but there was one you had yet to really get with. none other than yoon jeonghan himself.

he was impossible to figure out. maybe it was because he didn’t want to ask for “help,” or maybe it was because there was nobody he could trust like his members. joshua knew it was a little bit of both, but it was also a little bit of jeonghan being himself. a tease. wanting you to come and get him. so if joshua told everyone not to argue with the second-oldest’s request, it was just him being a good best friend.

joshua had thrown on a classic button down at this point, putting a lip balm in his bag as he looked back at you. “leave like, at least 10 minutes after us.”

“i know,” you smiled. you never know.

“we’ll get going then! you know how to cook if you want to eat anything,” his voice got a little deeper as if he was hiding a laugh, “or if you want to be eaten.”

“what the hell jos-”

the door shut with a series of giggles.

༺♡༻

eaten is an underestimate.

wanting jeonghan when he was right there was almost painful. eye contact as you sat with the other members. hands brushing against each other’s when reaching for chopsticks. he definitely knew what he was doing to you, a devilish smirk below his angel eyes, waiting for you to retract your hand first. 

but jeonghan had to be an angel, because god was truly on your side that day.

finding a bathroom in a dorm of four units shouldn’t be as difficult as it was. most of the doors looked the exact same, the members cleaning them in order to post up new decorations. your favorite bathroom was the third unit’s— seungkwan was very particular with the hand soap scents. as you made your way down the hallway, you suddenly heard a pained noise.

jeonghan is the only other one here. jeonghan’s room is in the fourth unit.

your quest to find the bathroom was quickly forgotten as you opened doors to find jeonghan’s room. across the door you were about to open, you could hear soft crying, making you dash towards the door you suspected led to jeonghan’s room.

in your hastiness, you pulled the door open without a knock, scanning the room for jeonghan.

he wasn’t hard to find.

half-naked body splayed out on top of a pillow, your eyes made contact with his own, wet and slightly alarmed. you tried to not move your vision any further, beginning to back away towards the door, until you heard his broken voice.

“y/n,” the boy breathed, stopping you in your tracks.

you whispered back, “jeonghan.”

“can you help me?” it was so simple, said in a pleading voice. the silence surrounding you two was interrupted by your light steps towards him before you planted yourself into the edge of his bed. he had been sitting up by now, pillow still in between his legs just below his cock.

“you’re.. are you sure?”

“yes, y/n, god yes”

be a quick thinker. don’t ask dumb questions.

“what do you want me to do, jeonghan?” you held eye contact as you wiped his flushed cheeks dry.

“anything you want.”

that was all the confirmation you needed before guiding him towards the back of his bed, letting him rest against the pillows as you settled between his legs. his shirt was slightly oversized, not enough to get in the way but still an annoyance.

you took the hem between your fingers and looked up at him. “can we get this off?”

jeonghan’s eyes were closed and his lips were parted. a peach blush glowed on his face as he tried looking at you through his lashes. “cold… i get cold easily.”

for some reason the admittance made you grin, not being able to stop your hands from traveling up into his hair because the boy looked so different, so small. “tell me what’s off limits,” jeonghan demanded more than asked. you didn’t think too much about it.

“nothing gross. play with me, make it hurt if you want. let out whatever pent up frustration you have. i’ve been waiting too long to care.” he gave a small nod and slowly blinked. a true angel.

“such a pretty boy, maybe the prettiest out of them all. why’d you have to be such a tease, hm? could’ve done this so much sooner.”

his breathing was heavy and your faces were barely inches apart. the tears had been long gone and his eyes were more opened, albeit dark and half lidded. if you hadn’t been so close, you would’ve missed the way his lips began to curve upwards. such a tease.

“well, we’re here now, baby. why don’t you do as i asked? use that mouth for something else.”

well, you could play that game too.

“baby, if you want something then you’ll have to be a bit more specific than that. i could use my mouth for something like this,” you paused to act out an example, closing the gap between you two to press your mouth just upon his, taunting his lips to see if he’d make a move first.

that time, you felt his smile creep. “or, i could do this.” you smiled back before lowering your head to his neck, this time kissing his skin. he didn’t try to hide the low moan that escaped his lips when you bit down and sucked a bruise into the area.

jeonghan seemed to have had enough by then, as he snaked his fingers to your hair, softly pulling you off of his throat as if giving a warning. you were slightly taken aback by the change in demeanor, but he casually tilted his head and furrowed his eyebrows.

“are you dumb or a brat?”

oh.

the hand carding through your hair suddenly yanked your head down, jeonghan using his other hand to discard his shirt.

“i’m pretty sure i asked you to help me, not bitch off. you want specifics? i’m gonna cum twice today, okay? be a good girl and suck me off.”

you obeyed, placing one hand at his base followed by your lips wrapping around his tip, but you also took it as a challenge. you wanted to break yoon jeonghan. in order to do that, you had to give him the best blow job of your life. the other 13, it didn’t have to be competitive or too sexual. but jeonghan and you already had tension, so finally relieving it was bound to be intense.

contrary to popular belief, yoon jeonghan didn’t give a fuck.

if he was enjoying it, he’d be loud. if he hated it, you’d get a blank stare under raised eyebrows. his pride didn’t get in the way of pleasure, but pleasure wasn’t easy for him to get.

hookups weren’t his thing, relationships got messy as an idol. it wasn’t like he hadn’t done either, but his transparency disappointed and scared away most. he was frustrated. but you,

you were pretty good.

eye contact seemed to be a regular thing between you two. you stared each other down even as your head bobbed on his dick, as you made a show of licking a stripe up the shaft, as you planted kitten licks on the tip. his hands once again found your hair, forming a makeshift ponytail. jeonghan hadn’t had a blowjob in a while, let alone a good one, so he knew he wouldn’t last as long as he’d like.

breaking yoon jeonghan was easy if you did it right.

you knew you had because he broke the eye contact first. you slowly took inch after inch of his cock, showing him your limits. when you were so close to reaching his base, jeonghan’s hands in your hair abruptly pushed your head down his length, tears welling into your eyes as you eased into comfort. the sight made jeonghan throw his head back against the pillows, his loudest moan being released. after that, he used one hand to guide your mouth up and down, moans more frequent and high pitched. his noises did something to you too, pride welling up in your chest as your mouth vibrated around his dick from your own moans.

“cum.. a-ah, m’ gonna cum, don’t stop,” he heaved out, voice slightly frantic. it was almost mesmerizing, him being a dominant tease one second and pathetically mewling the next. your left hand found his balls, feeling around and eventually trailing a feathery finger up his body to his nipples. rolling the nub between two of your digits seemed to do the trick, his grip on your hair tightening then the hand falling to his side, a loud cry of your name, and his cum shooting down your throat.

you swallowed as much as you could, catching your breath but making sure you can catch the boy in a fucked-out state. if he was gorgeous before, he was ethereal now. you shifted closer to him, making sure to not taunt his sensitive cock as his eyes stayed shut. your hands found his jaw, then his ears, then his slightly damp hair before finally swinging around his neck, your head pressed against his chest.

“y/n,” he whispered, aware of the distance between the two of you. you felt his gentle touch wiping his excess fun from your lips.

“so beautiful, hannie.” he shut his mouth. “all that big talk for someone who can’t even ride his pillow?”

“fuck… off, baby, you think you can ride any better?” even through his high you could tell the chill of the room kissed his skin. he sounded exhausted already, but you knew better than to think this was ending anytime soon.

“i think i can, angel. who would’ve guessed you’re a little pillow prince? wanna crumble under me one more time?”

you don’t think you’ll ever be able to figure this guy out. when he spoke, his voice was molasses, deep and slow like he was talking to a toddler. “maybe i do. does my baby want me to fuck her instead? seventeen’s slut? right? or,” his hands crept under your shirt, brushing against lace, “just a whore for me?”

his cold hands made you shiver. the lingerie was on before you had heard about the members’ plans to go out, just as a fun surprise for whoever caught you. “it’s not usually like this. you know we’re all just friends.”

he cocked a brow at that, playing with the flowery fabric under your shirt. “oh? what does that make us?”

“too many questions,” you murmured, giving in and removing the top, leaving you in the pink bra and matching panties hidden by shorts.

he raised an eyebrow at you, signaling you weren’t quite done yet. you climbed off the bed to tug off the bottoms before propping yourself onto his lap.

jeonghan’s hands found the curve of your ass, running them upon of the lace while your arms found their place around his neck again.

“my my, what a coincidence. the whore is all dressed up. do you walk around like this everytime you’re here? does a different member find you every time? how do they fuck you, baby?”

you tried testing him. “so good. mingyu’s so big, soonyoung has so much energy, jihoon is so good at talking. especially shua. he may be the better version of you.”

the smirk that had been resting on jeonghan’s lips twitched. he moved one hand up your back to the clasp of your bra, swiftly undoing it and letting it fall into the space between your laps.

“shua can do that, too.”

breaking yoon jeonghan was to figure out which buttons to push in order to rile up his indifferent self.

“can shua fucking handle you?” he spat, the rest of his body calm as the hand near your chest moved towards your breasts. “does he put a dog leash on you to get you to shut up? aren’t you here to help?”

breaking yoon jeonghan was not just watching his body fall apart beneath you. breaking yoon jeonghan was challenging him back mentally until he couldn’t take it.

“shua likes to choke me. shua’s hands are bigger than yours and his dick is thicker.”

jeonghan scoffed, tracing his pointer finger around the skin of your nipples. “not longer?”

“maybe the same length. jun’s is longer and thicker.”

“tsk tsk, cockslut. didn’t you say i was the prettiest?”

break him. see how far he can go.

“what good does a face do during sex?”

test his limits.

that one got a slap delivered to your cheek with the hand that had previously been on your chest. you couldn’t suppress the moan that swam past your lips, the hand fondling your ass toying with the hem of your panties.

“fucking slut.” he sounded out each syllable once again like a preschool teacher. “maybe you’re right. but let me ask you this.” your panties were pulled down and his fingers greeted your wetness which gained a low chuckle from the man. “you wanna get fucked or not?”

not good enough. “weren’t you the one coming to me asking for help?”

he had quickly regained his composure, gripping your jaw with a sly smirk. “don’t worry about me, baby. i’m yoon jeonghan. i can fuck whoever i want.”

“i have 12 other guys waiting to fuck me everyday, you responded, not sounding as assertive as you would’ve liked.

“but aren’t you curious, sweetheart? you don’t wanna complete your set? satisfied with 12?” his fingers began to rub around your clit, hand from your jaw reaching towards his side table to nimbly retrieve lube.

is it worth it to wait this long? should i tell him to fuck me already?

you didn’t need to contemplate an answer when you felt dripping wet fingers around your clit. anything on your mind was cut off by your loud moan, relieved at the touch.

your sudden needy whines only made him laugh more, a finger teasing your entrance. “maybe if my face wasn’t so useless during sex, i would’ve gone down on you.”

“jeonghan, hannie, please. i’ll be so good, m’ sorry-!” he cut you off with a finger inside you, thumb caressing your clit at the same time.

“maybe next time, darling. if you learn to behave, that is.”

you buried your face into his neck, holding it there before lifting your head towards his ear. “i’m fine, i’m ready. i’m already opened up.”

he slowed his fingers. “who was the last one to fuck you and when?”

“ch-cheol. it was.. like.. maybe six a.m. i don’t know. i fell asleep here after the movie we watched.. last night.. so he just carried me to his room.”

“then why was hao the last person out the door?”

“so many quest-” your eyes met for the 100th time that day and you could tell he was truly curious. “…he just wanted to kiss. said he was still sleepy.”

jeonghan sighed, turning you over gently so he was on top of you. he fully pulled your panties down, holding the fabric in his hands for a few seconds before throwing them to the side.

“sure, i’m a pillow prince. i don’t do this shit. i promise you, i could. i’m doing it for you right now. pretty girl, this clearly isn’t going anywhere, hm? so let me fuck that attitude out of you and we can do it again sometime. am i clear enough for your useless brain?”

“yes, hannie.”

“safe word?”

“..melon.”

yoon jeonghan is forever a mystery to you.

he smiled, sickeningly sweet like a stash of ahloween candy, and brushed your hair away from your eyes. “good girl. let me kiss my pretty baby.”

he planted a hand under your thigh and the other beneath your head as your arms familiarly met the back of his neck. the action allowed you to pull him in, smiles on both your faces as your lips finally met.

you knew part of the reason you had this arrangement with your friend is because you were all sure nobody would get attached in the wrong way. but that was before you had ever gone the whole way with jeonghan , when he was everywhere around you but nowhere in reach. you had kissed the rest of them, for comfort, for pleasure, for fun, but why was it so much different right now?

right now it was so soft. it was giggles while catching your breaths, it was sucking the life out of each other, it was your fingers ghosting his locks and the pads of his against the smooth of your skin. it was his silk touch, his silk lips, his silk hair, his silk voice.

when you pulled away once more, you smiled at him, the moment too soft for you to care about your failed seductiveness. “when do i get to be fucked, hannie?”

yoon jeonghan, the mystery.

if you thought shua was the switch of seventeen, or rough, next to jeonghan, shua was vanilla.

shua was rough, but sweet with his words. a gentleman, everyone would say. jeonghan’s twin flame.

jeonghan was mean.

“so eager to have my cock in you. thought it wasn’t big enough? thick enough?” he leaned towards his side table again, opening a drawer to get a condom before rolling it onto himself.

“w-was lying, han. it’s perfect, you’re perfect. fuck me already,” you choked out, once again taken aback by the switch in personality.

he was so hot when he was mean. different from the other members. he did it so causally, almost expressionless. “i’ll destroy you, sweetheart. good girls don’t lie. i hate liars. only reason m’ still in a room with you is cause’ someone has to fuck some sense into you. seems like twelve dicks still can’t tame you.”

with that, he flipped you over, earning a yelp from your mouth as you were pushed into the bed, jeonghan telling you to get onto all fours. a hand was harshly hit onto your ass before jeonghan lined himself up with your slit and slipped his cock in.

“let me know when i can move, sweetheart,” the velvet of his voice melted into your ears. after a few moments, you murmured a green light and bottomed out, hands resting on your waist. you pressed the upper half of your body more downwards, eliciting a groan from jeonghan as he watched your back arch.

“you may be the slowest member yet,” you pushed your luck, deep breaths as you felt him pick up the pace.

when silence had grown just enough for you to think you wouldn’t get a response, jeonghan landed another slap into your ass, kneading the red after the hit. “good things come to good girls to wait. if you’re going to be a bitch, i have no problem slowing down a little more. maybe just stopping. how’s that, bunny?”

you guessed it was a rhetorical question because he suddenly sped up, the erotic sounds and skin slapping almost making you dizzy, but jeonghan had other things in mind.

fisting your hair, he yanked your body parallel to his, maneuvering his hands to play with your tits. “you were all talk when it was time to speak shit, but when i ask you a question you’re an idiot? think you can still handle me?”

you tried moaning loud in response, being it was the easiest option, but jeonghan’s fingers met your mouth and they were slipped between your lips. he chuckled as you sucked, pulling them out shortly after and replacing the wet digits onto your nipples in return for a whine. he tsked in response, but he sounded disappointed.

he pushed your body back down into its arch, pulling his dick almost all the way out of your cunt and holding it there for a moment. “what’s going on in your mind, sweetheart? wanna hear your pretty voice.”

“you- you fucker, just move-ah!” jeonghan slammed back into you, sucking in a breath from above. 

“tell me, y/n,” he thrust in and out slow much to your (and his, but it was his choice) frustrastion. 

“are you really able to help 13 of your friends get off without ruining your bond with any of them? are you good enough for them? for us?” he pulled your hair once more, your bodies meeting as he leaned into your ear.

“for me?”

it did sound a lot more complicated than it was, but the group wasn’t uncomfortable at all and nor were you. you knew you weren’t a fucktoy, in fact they helped you almost as much as you helped them. it was just an easy way to get around a difficult problem— for some members, like vernon, it was more of a one or two time thing, but for others like soonyoung, you never knew what to expect. high sex drive or not, they were all just a group of respectful men you knew you could trust. they were all hot, you especially knew, but the thought of ruining your bond hadn’t come up since your small crush on dokyeom.

well, there was no bond to ruin between you and jeonghan until now.

it was just a game. of course the two of you were friends, getting lunch every now and then and comfotably hanging out with other members, but him being the only member to not initiate anything with you had put an inevitable space between your relationship.

you had generally been closer to the older members, especially jisoo, yet the hookups you had with all 12 had never been this intimate. but, anything more than a friendship and casual hookups with jeonghan would mean the arrangement you had with every other member would be destroyed just because jeonghan finally came around to fucking you.

well, shit. that was a thought for another day.

you turned your head so that your faces met each others, half-open eyes still giving away your gentle smile. “that’s what i’m here for, hannie. if i’m not good enough, then make me.”

“cute, but i’d rather you prove it. this is for me, remember?” with that, jeonghan pulled out of you, your cunt clenching around nothing as you huffed out of frustration. he rolled over, fixing his pillows as he layed back so nonchalantley you had to hold back a scoff. finally, his droopy eyes slowly greeted yours, one side of his mouth lifitng. “i told you i don’t like liars, right? if you think you’re any better than me, come and get it, baby.”

ah. you really needed to watch your words around jeonghan— joshua wasn’t lying when he said the older remembered everything to his advantage. you were practically drooling for him at this point, eagerly climbing onto his lap as his hands found your waist. being as he was just inside you, it was an easy slide when you sunk back onto his cock. 

jeonghan’s moans were louder than you thought they would be. wanting a reminder, you didn’t let the pleasure faze you as you rolled your hips.

just as you had began to move, jeonghan’s phone on the table beside his bed began to chime. jeonghan’s everlasting love for his members would never let him silent his phone. you peered over as a favor, trying to make out the caller id.

“it’s seungkwan-ah,” you breathed, setting a slow pace to stop the two of you from getting overwhelmed.

“pick it up, please.”

you knew from the games he played with the members, but jeonghan was a master at manipulation. he catered his way of speaking to everyone, being able to analyze even a cashier he’d never see again. it was the “please” that threw out any rational hesitance from your brain as you leaned into jeonghan’s body, extending your arm to reach for the phone.

you answered the call. “hello?”

“hyung! is there- y/n?”

oh. you forgot about how you were going to explain that it wasn’t jeonghan answering the phone. this seemed to be the boy in question’s plan all along, a dimple on his right cheek deepening on his skin.

“oh… seungkwan! jeonghan is in the shower.. so i picked up for him! what’s up?”

you heard a faint voice in the back, seungkwan responding to the mystery person with a really? before placing his focus back on you. “wonu hyung told chan that shua hyung said you were leaving the dorms? did something happen?”

you looked at jeonghan, his smile growing wider as his eyebrows knit together. you knew he would mock your inability to lie if the circumstances were different.

“i got kind of hungry… and took a nap.. what did you need from jeonghan?”

seungkwan seemed to not care enough to look into your story, taking a second to remember what he called for. “oh! if you’re near the kitchen, can you check which cereal box is empty? hyung said he really liked this one brand.”

you looked at jeonghan for help, and instead of a cereal brand answer, he moved your arm away from his face and whispered, “you’re going too slow, baby.”

he then placed his hands back on your waist, bringing you up and down his cock, making you clamp your hand over your mouth.

“y/n?” the phone spoke.

for a second, jeonghan seemed to have mercy on you, halting his movements so you can talk into the speaker. “um… cinnamon toast c-ah! crunch!”

it wouldn’t be jeonghan if he was that easy on you. he slammed you back down onto his cock mid sentence.

“oh? i thought hyung hated cinnamon… oh well. thanks, noona!”

you rushed a quick “bye” before hanging up and throwing the phone on the other side of the bed, jeonghan giggling below you.

“fuck you,” you gritted, seeing as he’s no longer helping you get off.

“you already are, babe.” you knew he was trying to rile you up as he had been, but you wanted to cum so bad. he seemed to have taken notice of the whine you let out, thumbs smoothening along your back. “let me help you.”

“no!” you stopped his wandering hands. “this is about you, not me.” you bounced on his dick quicker, placing your focus onto the pleasure laced into jeonghan’s voice as you did so.

“that’s true, my baby’s so smart. i think you deserve a reward.” you could tell he was getting close, his breath hitching through his words and his eyes fluttering shut.

even with his eye sight falling in and out of darkness, he was able to locate your breasts, not allowing for you to hide a mewl. just as he began to knead the skin, his tip found your g-spot, evoking a high-pitched moan from you.

“jeonghan… i don’t know how much longer i can wait,” you managed to get out, his hands traveling around your body. he enclosed them around your waist one final time.

he pushed your back, drawing you closer to him. “come here, y/n.”

you made it easier by leaning in, feeling his lips latch onto your neck. “help me just a little bit more,” he breathed onto your skin, sucking an angry red mark, then making a show of the action by licking his matching cherry lips.

you took his face into your hands, resting your forehead against his for a moment. “yoon jeonghan,” you heavily exhaled, a shy grin threatening to materialize, “i hope you always come to me. i hope this isn’t a one time thing. i hope you never sign an NDA again. i hope i’m yours.”

“mine, mine, only mine. out of 13, just mine. and i’m only yours.” his face contorted in something like lust, something you didn’t want to believe was lust. you could be just his. you were willing to do that.

“cum with me.”

with that, you released onto his length, not without a loud cry of his name. he thrusted into you twice more before he too came into the condom, a broken moan slipping past his lips.

for a few moments the two of you stayed like that, breathing against each other before you heard him call your name.

“should i run a bath?” he suggested. you made an approving noise, pulling off of his cock but not missing the hiss that came from the boy. he extended a hand to your own, letting you intertwine your fingers with a tired smile. jeonghan led you off of the bed, out of his room and into the hallway towards the fourth unit bathroom.

ah. it was right next to jeonghan’s room.

after getting the bath ready, the two of you slipped in, your body flush against his chest.

“i hope you weren’t lying.”

he broke the silence, caressing your shoulders in a gentle massage.

“about?”

“you and me. i don’t want you to be shy around me. this is a thing now. i’m an option.”

you leaned further back on one of his shoulders, his arm resting over your collarbone as you looked back at him.

“it’s not you who’s the option, it’s me. hannie, i’ve been waiting for this, i just didn’t know if you wanted it. when you need me, i’m here. sex or not, you know you’ve always had me. this thing with the members, it’s not complicated. if anyone finds love, then we’re back to just normal friends. same thing goes for you.”

“what if it’s you?”

you froze, taken aback at the boldness, but jeonghan had already began rephrasing his words.

“i’m not saying i’m in love with you,” that one hurt, but what did you expect? “i mean what if one of the members start liking you? or what if you start liking one of them?”

so much for him being an option.

“it won’t happen. they’re all adults, they won’t do anything more than a blowjob if they think they’ll somehow get more attached. and me,” your eyes fell on his fourth finger and the ring that circled around it. you can’t be selfish, that’s not what you’re here for. you shifted your gaze onto his, trying to provide some sense of reassurance to support your words. “don’t worry about me.”

“whatever you say, my princess.”

his, out of 13, he said you were his. you want to be his. could you be his?

“anything for you, my prince.”

#jeonghan imagines #jeonghan smut #yoon jeonghan smut #jeonghan x reader #seventeen smut #seventeen x reader #jeonghan scenarios #svt fic #jeonghan fic #seventeen fanfic #jeonghan fanfic #svt smut

[merge-conflict]

wip wednesday uhhhhhh

tagged by @streetkid-named-desire 🙏

workin' on:

adjusting to new work schedule without going insane

listening to schism on repeat until it stops making me feel things

finishing phantom liberty (things are going to go so bad I can feel it. reed and valentine are two birds of a feather. a songbird in hand is worth more than bush– ok idk where I was going with this. why is everyone in this dlc so hot. the edible hit just as lizzy wizzy was doing her thing I was absolutely 👁️👁️ zonked)

[outline] ffor - kerry vs manager death match meeting ft. valentine being the kind of incorrigible and professionally unpleasant asshole you want on your side in an argument –> well-crafted excuse to have johnny watch kerry and go through the confusing mess of jealousy, lust, possessiveness, smug superiority and affection from behind a screen where he can't pitch a fit or ruin everyone's day by being snide or making himself the new center of attention. lol

[draft] ch. 12 of the damn things overlap – putting johnny failover thru some horrors because it's fun ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Featuring my notes from PL on characters (going thru one of my adhd note-taking phases), not intentionally incomprehensible but uhhh gotta write fast while they're still talking:

And a snippet of Johnny definitely not Going Thru It (it's his body unless it's a fear response, then it's V's weird hormones or something idk):

The answering burst of distorted laughter sent adrenaline screaming up the inside of Johnny’s lungs. Half a century later and Smasher was less human than ever: a ghoulish half-skinned skull bolted onto a brutal metal frame and armored with enough heavy plating enough to make the float shift when he did. He towered over Oda, shoulders hunched so the launcher perched on his shoulder didn’t scrape the ceiling. Behind him was the smoking ruin of the hole he’d blown open, the unsettled dust and debris making his red eyes glow like hellfire. Arasaka’s oldest rabid dog. Something about the angle he was leering down at him made Johnny feel like he was standing in and out of a dream, unarmed and paralyzed while his mind tried to catch up with V’s hammering heart. His tongue was stuck to the roof of his mouth, and his arm ached bone-deep, numbness flickering up and down from his elbow to his fingertips. The air stank of charred flesh and scorched metal, like saltwater and bloated decay. He reached again for V, but she was gone and he was alone. No V, no Hand, just him. “Too stupid to stay dead,” Smasher spat, leaning over Oda in a way that made the man instinctively tense, grip tightening painfully. “That really you, Johnny-boy?” Time finally snapped back into focus, adrenaline reaching his smoldering gray matter, and Johnny felt his mouth twisting into a grin– V still haunting her own nervous system, dark laughter bubbling up out of terror like tar. “In the flesh, so to speak. More than I can say for you, you ugly bastard.”

it's missing something, but I won't know what until I take Johnny for more of a spin for the rest of the chapter...however it doesn't stop me from wanting to pick at it.

tagging @wanderingaldecaldo, @fly-amanitaa, @corpocyborg, @vox-monstera (no pressure!!! :3)

#wip wednesday

[adelaidebeorna]

!!! You've got an Emperor's New Groove OC too?? Will you tell me about them? :D (/not forced, but this movie's been taking over my brain the past two weeks and like making friends!!)

Holy shit. Hell yeah I will!

It’s a tad bit confusing, but originally she’s just a girl from our world that wakes up in the show, and while trying to explain how she got there (through a lot of lying and bending the truth, she accidentally writes herself into the show) ((don’t ask me how, fanfic magic or something))

So Addie=girl from human world

Adelaide=girl from the show

But they’re both the same person, if that makes sense. (And she’s totally not me, that would be silly 🤭)

Adelaide’s lore is still under construction in my mind, but the bits I’ve come up with are:

-She comes from an island off the cost of the Uk, called Bayti.

-Her family are the royal family for said island, following an ancient civil war between the two clans that inhabited the island (The Beorna clan and The Shocklach clan)

-Her family consists of:

•King Byron

•Queen Minerva

•Prince Stuart (oldest, but not allowed to be king)

•Prince Alden (also not allowed to be king)

•Prince Joseph (Low-key doesn’t want to be king, bro cba)

•Princess Adelaide (Technically next in line, but is unaware of that)

•Princess Rihannon (Girlie pop has no idea what’s going on half the time, but it’s okay cus she’s cute 🫶) ((Totally not based on my sister))

-The head family of the Shocklach’s wanted to become a part of the British empire, but literally everyone else was like “no wtf” and so civil war.

-Beorna clan won, specifically Adelaide’s ancestors, and they were appointed as leader, which eventually developed into a monarchy.

-After the civil war, the Beorna clan were civil enough to allow the Shocklach’s to stay on the island, and after a couple of centuries it was assumed no one really cared anymore.

-But some decedents of the “we wanna be colonised” Shocklach’s were still a bit miffed about how things had gone. They weren’t happy with the fact that the Beorna’s had let them stay, or that they had no qualms against the Shocklach people being aristocrats that regularly mingled with the royal family… One family in particular wanted to replaced the current royal family.

-Mallory, a lady in waiting of Adelaide’s, and a girl who Adelaide considered a friend, was one of said Shocklach people who wanted to replace the royals.

-Mallory concocts a plan to get rid of the royals one by one, starting with Adelaide because Adelaide actually trusts her. So Mallory gets Adelaide shipped off to South America, which is how she ends up in Peru 🫶

-Mallory’s plan doesn’t work tho, and by the end of the events of the show, Adelaide’s mum and her fav brother Joseph show up at Kuzco’s palace like “Yo, heard you got my kid, can I have her back?”

I haven’t thought about what to do after that, but yeah.

BUT. In the last episode of season one, she is in effected by Kuzco’s wish, mainly because she isn’t from that universe, but also for plot purposes. And so, Kuzco finds out that she isn’t from his world. So when Minerva and Joseph show up at the end of season 2, they’re both as equally confused.

That’s all I can recall from the top of my head rn, I’m currently on a bus lmao, but seeing as people are actually interested, I’ll leave my wattpad username at the end, and I’ll quickly go publish the few chapters I have finished. (I wasn’t joking about the 101 drafts, I have a problem)

So anyway, wattpad user name: Actuallyabiscuit0602

(Don’t judge me for using wattpad pls, it’s all I know)

#kuzco #the emperors new groove #the emperors new school #fanfic #original character

[jigsaw173]

I just realized this was collecting dust in drafts

planes/cars headcanons I have (u can see how biased I am)

okay so these are just what I like to think so don’t piss on me pls if u disagree or sm 😭 ))

I will add onto this list from time to time!

also will sort it eventually

- dusty and skipper occasionally visit the flysenhower and bring goodies, much to the enjoyment of the sea locked crew

Adding on:

Skipper tells them war stories and teaches them about history

Dusty races them

- the piston peak air attack team probably have snoring problems (idk what it is with firefighters but they always snore so bad)

- dipper once choked on oil because dusty once said “yeah I know I know!” to blade while he was warning him while they were rushing out to a thing

- vehicles are able to modify themselves all the time but it’s seen kinda like coloring ur hair or getting tattoos

also mod car guys are a thing and so are those car shows where everyone gets in a parking lot and pops their hoods

- redbull is on the same bs as usual

- Jackson storm does the thing where low cars gotta drive diagonally over speed bumps and when the older cars first see him do it they’re all like “wtf?” and think it’s a quirky thing until they see others

- the reason rhe crowds are all generic aircraft and cars bc the un-ordinary ones are all busy constantly working

also it’s kind of rare to see them out and about bc of that

especially rarer to see boats and planes in the middle of a city or sm because they aren’t as mobile as cars and forklifts

(car visits propwash, sees Corsair for the first time in person like HOLY)

(Wait would aviation museums still be a thing? Like an old hangar full of artifacts and war vets who live there that you can talk to)

Already mentioned by someone a while ago:

- boats sometimes accidentally swallow water if they’re talking in rough seas and they have to spit it back out cause they aren’t meant to consume seawater (they drink fuel(?)and fuel+water is a big no-no) so sometimes boats with big drafts don’t talk much if the weather is bad

- all the navy characters heavily smell of fuel oil (if I had to describe it it’s what you’d imagine what sweaty asbestos smells like)(ok but real asbestos doesn’t have a smell btw)(unless I’m nose blind)

- nautical and aviation radio comms is a taught class like English is for students in the USA

- sparky is a plane spotter

- they say dinocar instead of dinosaur (I think this is funny even though proven wrong in cars 2)

- Mack and gray eat lunch together and hang out every time their racers are on the track

- strip weathers fin/intake look became an iconic trend at some point when he became a legend

- all the iowa class battleships like to make mickey of eachother and have a sibling-ish relationship, with missouri being like the spoiled child, all fawned over and popular, and New Jersey being like the oldest child with the hard work and is jealous of the Missouri’s attention. the others are like the middle children. wisky is called “anger issues” for ONE particular incident despite not being very angry

- when small(er) planes like dusty aren’t flying and push their engines enough to smoke its an intimidation tactic (also not seen often even while flying in non-racers bc it takes a lot of effort)

so when military jets use afterburner and stuff casually on takeoff or something others are terrified or think somethings wrong (the military aircraft use afterburners and push themselves to the limit so often they don’t really think about it compared to civilians who almost never have to full send it)

- road markings aren’t really paid attention to in smaller towns/communities

“It’s just a guide”

- the other ships in the flysenhowers strike group very much respect him because he’s pretty chill every time they interact

- in spirit of the movie-bravo and echo and the crew have DEFINITELY watched top gun together in the hangar

To add on: bravo was annoying everyone by pointing out the inconsistencies and inaccuracies and echo cried bc of *cough spoilers cough* goose

Highway to the danger zone was banned after tango kept singing it over comms

and delta kinda liked singing it too but refuses to admit it

- planes argue over the use of the word “tarmac”

- the bigger u are the harder it is to move around/express (less mobile/stiff) so that’s why some ships need tugs and some planes (like the airliners) needed the tows

(Again, just what I follow)

siblings/family can mean a lot of things from someone u were built with to someone u were just raised closely with

also the vehicles drink oil but also need to fill up with gas by pump bc they’re meant for diffeeent things

Vehicles can survive on oil without gas but can’t vice versa because the oil is what moves their organic parts while the gas is just meant for the MOVE part and that’s why lightning could still move slightly while out of gas

It’s also why they have bathrooms (for the oil) and gas just burns out instead of passing through

- the admiral likes to watch the horizon for ships or anything interesting and also has incredible vision despite having radars

ships can also somewhat see even with their eyes closed bc of them and so there have been a few blind operational ships

- bigger vehicles don’t need to sleep as often but the world runs on the small vehicle schedule

- cabbie and skipper bond over service stories after dusty introduced them after the airshow

cabbie also introduced skipper to radio scanning

- dipper is distantly related to a navy Martin Mars

- the carriers are publicly seen as nonverbal because they gotta keep up appearances while arriving/leaving port and for advantages during active service but can actually become quite talkative once relaxed/safe

bonus: cars that didn’t know carriers could speak and navy sailors that constantly try to get them to smile/laugh even on duty like the queens guards

- skipper knows how to navigate by stars despite not needing to

- ask sparky anything about warbirds and he will excitedly go into depth about them

- radiator springs used to have an ambulance and a firefighter forklift who worked closely with red before they all moved, leaving him alone

- many vehicles often use their builds/titles/companies as their name while simultaneously having a normal name and while it’s used more professionally it’s also commonly casual (ex: mack, skipper, sheriff, doc, sarge, etc)

- kittyhawk likes to sing sea shanties

he is also a very comforting presence to his crew

- jammer annually thanks the PPAA team as well as rake and Pulaski with a party at the lodge

cabbie gets sad (if he can’t fit) so they’ll bring the party to him and have it outdoors (following safety guidelines to not start a fire of course )

- rake and Pulaski met in training and have been best friends since

- the secretary looks like a deer on PURPOSE

- lots of carriers names are shortened by the crew if theirs is too long or to make them seem more alive

USS Constellation - Connie (thinks it’s clever)

USS Dwight D. Flysenhower - Flysenhower (yeah it’s just the same)

USS Carl Vinson - Carl (doesn’t mind the first name(?)(is it their names??) basis)

USS Saratoga - Sara(h) (kinda likes the nickname)

USS Kittyhawk - Kitty (keeps saying everyone should him ‘hawk’ instead purely because it sounds cooler)

USS John F. Kennedy - JFK (its not the shortest way to say it (john is) but everyone uses it cause they think it’s cooler and it won’t get confused for the john c stennis)(jfk doesn’t care)(rip kittyhawk tho)

USS Nimitz - Nimitz (its short enough already)(doesn’t care about the short name but doesn’t get to brag about what nickname the crew gave them ‘this week’)

And Etc…

- the boats actually kinda like being thought about from time to time and will talk about their crew with other ships

#disney planes #disney cars #planes fire and rescue #cars pixar

[azsazz]

what are your next rhys requests and next fic you'll be posting?

Oooohhhh, I have LOTS of things drafted and ready for all of you 🥰

Included in those drafts are these fics:

Sharing is Caring: from chapter 3 of ACOSF – "He and his brothers had put a good deal of distance between the stupid youths they'd been – fucking any female who showed interest, often in the same room as each other – and the males they were now." (This will be posted as three separate fics for Rhys, Az, and Cass)

Warrior Status: Az trying to cope with his two oldest sons about to partake in the Blood Rite.

Clandestine Love: Anon Request: Can you do a fic where you and Rhys’s sister are best friends and Rhys wants you but you both know it’s a terrible idea but you do it anyway (I'm obsessed with this one I literally read it every single day)

Terrible Twos: Anon Requests: "I’d love to see a little fic where Cass deals with a toddler tantrum😂🥰pls" and "More dad cass"

The next fic I'll be posting is probably going to be Terrible Twos on Saturday for SBA. I'll most likely write another SBA fic for Sunday...not quite sure how I'm scheduling the others yet tbh.

My current Rhys requests include:

can we get some rhysand x reader angst that ends with fluff?<3

Oo maybe a fic where the IC throws Rhys and reader a little baby shower? ❤️

Can I request a part 2 of under the mountain please❤️

What about Rhys fucking you right before you have a meeting with the other high lords so his scent is on you?

so for a rhys idea what if rhys was seeing reader while he was under the mountain but reader didn't know of amarantha? and one days he leaves completely cause amarantha doesn't need him to go there ( were the reader leaves ) anymore and reader is mad and she's pregnant but rhys doesn't know. and he sees her when he's finally free and she has baby nyx with her but it's angsty at first and she won't let him meet nyx cause she thinks he left bc of yhe pregnancy? and like tha mating bond clicks only for him and him and the IC are stressing cause they wanna meet nyx? and the reader could have a friend whose a male and rhys thinks she's with someone new?

how about rhys seeing reader in a really beautiful outfit and it driving him insane, and then leading to shameless smut? again, if you’re not comfortable with this, it’s fine

ooo idk if you’re comfortable with this but how about dom!rhys having reader ride him on his throne in the court of nightmares? obviously feyre isn’t in the picture

Can you do an imagine where you and Rhys go on a date night since having Nyx and the ic are the babysitters? Thank you❤️

Hey!! So I was wondering if you would write a fic about Rhysand having a wife/partner for like a century or more before Under the mountain happened and then 50 years later he comes back with a mate. How do you think that would go? Would he choose feyre over someone he has known and loved for centuries? If he does choose feyre I think it definitely wouldn’t go over well lol. Imagine waiting 50 YEARS for someone only for them to dump you.

I beg of you, pls God. An Agnsty Poly!Feysand

Plus all of my WIPS 😅

Lots to work with for Rhysie boy. 💙🖤💙🖤

#rhys x reader #rhysand/reader #coming soon #azsazz

[alucarddear]

I’m writing about reader’s first kiss with our sunshine prince and I’m having… many thoughts 🥺🥺🥺

Whoever requested it has made my brainrot fester. Thankx.

I have requests in my inbox/draft… pls b patient if you’re not seeing yours done yet. I try to do oldest ones first but I also pick and choose based on inspo when I hit blocks 😙 but as long as you’re not seeing a sign on my description that says I’m not accepting any, feel free to keep sending requests and general questions (Alucard or not related, doesn’t matter) to me.

#gentle yet violent pull #afraid to love but giving in #breaking then being whole again #no thoughts head empty yk? #there are many Alucard thoughts that I just… #🥺🥺🥺 reader pov coming up!!!!! #Tifa talks

[fairyhaos]

hello yena (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ hehe the reason im not v satisfied w cheol's is bcs i feel like it lacks depth ? ? idk but w jeonghan and joshua i could talk about 2 different characteristics (?) of theirs and the imagery i used just worked,,, (lol i think you'll know what i mean when you read them but yea) w cheol it felt like i was focusing on just one aspect of his personality ? i wanted to incorporate his shy nature and also his,, idk. ik he's the oldest member but he's literally the maknae of his own family so i feel like he's more or less used to being pampered and babied (he said this himself if i remember correctly) ? ? it's kind of like w dino, who's the youngest in the group but the oldest out of his siblings, which is why he doesn't rly act like a typical maknae. hopefully that made sense and yeah,, i wanted to talk about cheol's shy and playful nature but i don't think it rly came across that well ? to me it just lacks a lil dimension but it's still pretty decent i think <3

and about the jeonghan piece,, i was wondering if i should just come off anon bcs i rly want to use the read more option rip (⁠╥_╥⁠) on anon, the ask ends up getting sooo long and it must be so annoying to squint and read when the font size is so smol lmao </3 i think im comfortable enough w doing it but i'll probably do it in a couple of hours tho ✧⁠\⁠(⁠>.⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠✧ oooh and yes ofc ! ! i can't wait for your post about shua hehe i'll be looking forward to it <3

-🎐anon (but probably not for long (⁠´⁠⊙⁠ω⁠⊙⁠`⁠)! heh :3)

ah i see i see... well for me i think it worked rlly well! i understand wanting to incorporate their diff aspects into one colour tho so that's totally understandable </3

but, you know. with the colours, sometimes they're not always explainable, and sometimes you associate them w the person but you just don't know why you see that colour with them. it doesn't Have to fit all aspects of their identity- though, it's always nice when they do, of course.

idm reading it in this font! when i see people using the small option it's just really adorable for me and it makes your asks unique too ^^ i can always put the read more in my answer if you'd like, if that would help

if it's really that long but you still want to keep the (semblance of) anonymity then maybe you could send in the ask, off anon, or message me, and then i'll copy it into a post and just put your emoji? that way, you could still choose to remain w the wind chime emoji when sending in future asks and no one would ever know haha

or you can just send me a normal ask and i'll just respond normally haha. it's up to you!

and as for shua.... pls i have a few other members that were requested weeks ago that i still have just waiting in my drafts </3 i'd feel terrible to leave them for so long so shua will probably be posted once i send out some of the requested members first :) please do look forward to it!

#fairyhaos.answers #lovely anon <3 #anon ask #ask #🎐.anon <3

[totally-a-different-person]

Inbox check means that the asker wants to know whats in ur askbox, meaning answer their ask with a list

Having said that, ask box check!!!!!!

oooooooooooooooooooooh!!! Ok I get it yall want spoilers, well here's your warning if you want it to be a surprise, I'll be going oldest to newest and this doesn't include the ones I'm working on right now because they're in drafts

Anon: Same anon who asked bout BingLarry here; here be my request, *slides across table* Bing is making a new movie, and he plans a romance scene which he is gonna do himself with Larry because he couldn't get actors but it ends up from acting/kissing for the cameras into genuine making out which very quickly escalates to rough sex (Bing is the Top btw) pls and ty my good sir

Anon: If so, can I give you my weird request? Well here's the threesome couples: TomJonTord. Omegaverese. Tom and Tord is an Alpha while Jon is omega

It all start when Tom patting the omega's head and Tord hugging him, the omega start to shocked and blushes. Then, Jon feels something weird and hot on himself as he rushes away from to his room. The two alphas confused what's wrong with. That mean, Jon's on his heat

Anon: Future Tom x Jon x Tom

Top- Future Tom and Tom

Bottom- Jon

It all started when Future Tom come to past, he saw Jon as he flirts him, then, without their knowledge, Tom saw that as he mad at future self for stealing Jon from him

Anon: AYO I FOUND U ON AO3 (love ur stories btw) AND IMMA NEED MORE OF THAT TEACHER TORD! X COLLEGE STUDENT!EDD AU PLEASE 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Anon: TTord x Paul x Pat with sub pat with orgasm denial and maybe some degrading????? (Since I hc Pat as having a degrading kink mshdixsjxlzmzmk)

Anon: oooo don’t mind me, i just wanna request tomjon with breeding and manhandling because i saw that post you made abt their kinks n i kinda wanna see how that’d play out lol

Anon: may i request some tordedd with bottom edd and hypnosis kink, pretty please with a cherry on top?

@choccychippi: Idfk if fic requests are still open lmao, but I've been kinda into transmasc Edd lately and maybe Tord can affirm him by calling him "my handsome man" while making love to him 🥺

Anon: Bruh I’ve been wanting a smut between saloonantics red bandit, Edward, and Thompson! Edward and Thompson are having smexy time but red bandit wants to join in, so letting this happen once, he’s allowed to join in!

Anon: Could you do future tomxtordxedd?

Anon: Maybe a Laurel x Eduardo x Jon smut??? Or maybe just laurel x Eduardo/Eduardo x Jon?

I know it's very long and I'M SORRY OK I'M WORKING ON IT I AM BUT ONE MAN AND I'M DOING MY BEST

[i-can-even-burn-salad]

1 and 21 for your latest ask game?

-verkja

Thank you for the ask! From this ask game.

1. What was the first thing you ever wrote for yourself? Not for a school assignment but for your own enjoyment.

I have no fucking clue?

The oldest things I remember date like 20 years back, but I am sure I wrote before that. There was some kinda second person (you, not as in the reader, but as in the pov char talking to another char) style girl is worried her vampire friend (not boyfriend, pls) is sad. Yes I had my vampire phase. It’s over.

It was about 21 years ago I got a computer, my own one, so most things before that are kinda lost, and most things after that I evacuated into my dropbox hopefully.

21. Have you thrown any writing rules that everybody follows out of the window?

Honestly, I do not think there are any rules that “everybody follows”.

“Just write it down, you can fix it later” does not work for me. If my sentences aren’t perfect* when I first write them down, I don’t want them! I cannot write a half-assed sentence, or a [and then this happened] and move on, it doesn’t work for me.

*Of course, said sentences can still bother me after a night’s sleep. That’s the fun part.

I also don’t give a fuck about “writing habits”. The moment I have to sit down my ass each day to do something, it becomes a job, and this is not supposed to be one.

I once set my doc to Comic Sans. I could not write a single word.

Honestly, most rules about writing habits, routines, drafts and revisions, I just ignore 😅

So many rules are either do or don’t, you couldn’t even follow them in the first place, because everyone has a different opinion on them. There’s a lot of balance between “said is dead” and “you can write a whole novel using said”, or “never use adverbs” and “sometimes an adverb is just want you need”.

For style, I actually try to follow most sensible rules. Punctuation and stuff are so ingrained I wince a bit whenever I see it wrong somewhere. I spend quite some time looking for filler words and repeated words.

#salad-ask #verkja #This ask is not OC related #actually I cba to warning tag an ask reply so I'll leave it vague but #yeah said vampire was very sad (:

[theriveroflight]

I've come up with a game plan to get a blackout on the bingo -- I may not be able to hold myself to it, but...here it is.

oldest: "know that i've done some wrong (but i'm trying to make it right)"

the Luka/XY email fic, aka one of the first LuXY fics ever. I have ~700 words written on chapter two that have not seen the light of day.

buried in drafts: how to build a cnc machine

a post-canon ghost trick fic

unposted: ouroboros

a zero escape fic based on a dynamic from vlr that really intrigues me :)

recent: pl/ze crossover

it's about what you would expect from me relating to both of these fandoms together. coming up with a way to mash my blorbos together and seeing what comes of the collision.

scared of: double yolk

an AITSF fic; based on some ideas I had about Pewter’s egg explanation & Mizuki route. it's here because it's absurdly long and I'm a little concerned about offending someone with my depiction of plurality

haunting me: the aa wlw minibang fics

I had to get these down somewhere! no details -- for now ;)

partially posted: Flora Reinhold & the Missing Persons Case

I just need to play more Disco Elysium to get back in the swing of writing this...this fic will be the reason I beat that game lmao

in a series: trigger point

the next Targent!Rachel fic

newest: if dreams are just for dreamers

I've already gotten a bit of a jump on the next chapter!

ignored for 6+ months: pawn promotion

LMJ-swap fic

next chapter: Treason & Training

I'm not writing out the full title this has been languishing since the last Monochrome Week

free space: we get a little sentimental

the very very long ranlay fic you guys told me ages ago to post as one larger fic instead of splitting it into chapters.

[fictionfixations]

Dictionary of words from fics brr

Yesterday I compiled this list of words that I found from fics that I then googled and sent the definition in. It was just scattered all over this discord channel I have for fanfic-related stuff so I organized them kind of?? i put it on a doc ^

you *SHOULD* have commenting rights, which would give you the ability to add suggestions if you have any of your own words you'd like to add. I just put it on a doc because I already hit the discord character limit but found another word that I wouldnt ahve been able to add. now i just have to hope i dont accidentally delete it lmfao. if you wanna make it pretty and color it and stuff feel free too? i think you can do that in suggestions

example:

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#// Academic / Domain-specific Terms

Freudian slip - an unintentional error regarded as revealing subconscious feelings.

Apocryphal - (of a story or statement) of doubtful authenticity, although widely circulated as being true.

Rent - a large tear in a piece of fabric. / an opening or gap resembling a tear in a piece of fabric.

Concupiscent - filled with sexual desire; lustful.

Malfeasance - wrongdoing, especially by a public official.

Salacious - having or conveying undue or inappropriate interest in sexual matters. / arousing or appealing to sexual desire or imagination (i.e. “salacious headlines”, “salacious lyrics”)

Predilections - a preference or special liking for something; a bias in favor of something.

Lurid - very vivid in color, especially so as to create an unpleasantly harsh or unnatural effect.

Saccharine - excessively sweet or sentimental.

Conscription - compulsory enlistment for state service, typically into the armed forces. (called a draft in the US)

etc etc

if you stumble upon this id really appreciate it if you could add your own suggestions if you have any unique or cool words you've found, or maybe even made up words (if so, then credit it, link it)

well theyre not organized by like. alphabetical order, its just inth e order of oldest i found to youngest, not including saccharine or conscription cause i forgot about those until just now (but i know it from reading passerine)

what my categories meant:

Academic / Domain-specific Terms

refers to, well, fancy formal words (if you have a better title, pls give). Academic being stuff youd see in formal texts or academic environments. Domain-specific refers to "terms used for a specific sort of study doesn't have to be entirely unique". It could be something unique to it like idk. microscopic. Or it could be something as simple as 'serve', meaning something different in volleyball in comparison to when cooking?? idk i just put all the fancy words there #// Donum Linguarum / The Gift of Tongues

technically words that arent exactly english? with latin roots or maybe something old- i dont know how to explain it

#// Paganism / Ritualistic / Archaic

this is just for all the words ive learned from harry potter lMFAO. and for old words that might not be used today, or maybe something in reference to magic, or maybe religious, all that kind of stuff i shoved there. the title probably isnt very good at explaining it

#// Informal / Slang / Lingo

title says it all. It could also include something less generally informal and funny and more..

street lingo? i dont know what its called.

John - a customer of a prostitute. / any man, esp. one who is an easy mark.

^^ it could include that too. something that means something but something someone else might not know? inside jokes (not that 'John' is a joke)?

maybe i should have a category just for inside jokes, though. depends. idk.

this can. hopefully be a group effort?

#fanfiction #writing ideas #words words words #words #definition #dictionary #vocabulary #collaboration #maybe??

[ethanharli]

hi, i'm so happy i found your blog! there's so little male and gender neutral reader content out there, specially for blue lock!! that being said, may i pls request a meguru x gn!reader, where meguru notices how reader has been skipping meals through the day and confronts them about it? (reader was just super busy and forgot to eat / got interrupted when trying to). take as long as you need, and take care of yourself!!

Last one- I actually had a draft open for this one 😭 and this is the oldest one I have so I'm sorry for it taking so long, I understand if you don't want it done anymore

#comforting maki #asks #anon

[banglatown]

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#yes it took me nearly 21 years of life to learn that just like how self-love doesn’t have to extreme ends of buying yourself loads of new #shit or beginning a whole new detox regime and so on and so forth self-harm isn’t just causing extreme physical harm to yourself but it can #also be keeping yourself in toxic and hostile environments with ppl as such bc you think that’s what you deserve even tho these such #ppl are downright cruel to you you don’t do anything abt it bc you don’t think you’re worth more it doesn’t have to be anything extreme #but actions done in hostility towards oneself they too are self-harm voluntarily allowing other ppl to be cruel to you refusing to stand #up for yourself even when you know ppl are are being cruel to you all of these are examples of self-harm #so i suppose i write this as a open letter to myself past present and future as well as anyone who needed to hear this; #pls be as kind to yourself as you are to others pls don’t neglect yourself just bc you are you you are your oldest friend the one who #understands you most pls try your very hardest to nurture yourself the way you’d nurture other ppl pls don’t ever let anyone else’s opinion #you to EVER become more important than your own opinion to yourself don’t do yourself the disservice of losing sight of your own worth i #promise you whoever you mercifully give this power will only abuse it this such mighty power is something very few can handle and even if #they can pls don’t lose sight of your own worth for someone else you are so wonderful. #i love you. #clearing drafts ! #loving queue is complicated #beebs.txt #tw abuse

[fruggo]

Got any Jake park headcanons?

boy oh boy anon, do i

sorry every time i do this it kinda turns into a drabble, i hope it’s still acceptable ahvsmsjsj

HI HELLO HI future fruggo here I FORGOT ABOUT TUMBLR FOR A WEEK AND APPRENTLY I HAD THIS IN MY DRAFTS IDK WHY I DIDNT POST IT !

i are sorry :’D

here this is for u anon pls accept my cake🎂🎂(you get 2 bc ur special)

he is the classic “stoic man who is actually very sweet and caring” trope because yeah

gosh he is so. mmmmmm

he is very quiet and reserved; requires a lot of time to himself. he lived in the woods for cryin out loud, man. he’s used to being very alone. people are exhausting.

claudette is one of his oldest and closest friends in the entity’s realm :) he is loyal as shit and will not leave you if you’ve gained his trust. claudette is also the one person who he doesn’t get tired around—often, she actually energizes him. they have similar demeanors and understand each other’s need for space. mutual respect.

i like to imagine that when jake really cares, and you know he really cares, is when he actively takes interest in his friends’ interests. like he will ask for claudette to teach him what she knows about botany, nature, and the likes (ofc he knows his fair share bc he was his family’s local forest man, but she teaches him about her specific area of interest). sometimes they can be seen making flower crowns together, because she enjoys simple activities like that. they remind her of better times. therefore, jake is intrigued, and he tries to weave her the best flower crowns he can (like i said—he tries) to hopefully bring her a smile.

it just makes him happy to see what makes his loved ones happy, and whatever interests them interests him. once he opens up, he wants to know everything about someone and care for every part of them.

tl;dr at first glance jake seems cold and uninterested, but once his shell is cracked it’s clear that he is genuinely a very warm, protective, and thoughtful friend.

#i love he.. #idk he and claude are so special to me #its not that i even ship them or anything i just love to imagine them being really close #since they were the first in the entity’s realm #idk why but in my head they are soulmates (platonic or romantic. you choose :D) #fruggo writes #jake park #jake park headcanons #dbd #dead by daylight #dbd writing #dbd headcanons #dbd jake #jake park x reader #claudepark