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somegaywizard · 2 months
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Something interesting I noticed since transitioning is my comfortability with being feminine changing. Pre testosterone and top surgery I felt like I didn't pass and so what was the point in trying, I wore makeup and played with fashion and dyed my hair. And I thought that after transitioning I'd only feel more comfortable expressing femininity because I'd read more as male to others. But the opposite is true. Since medically transitioning my discomfortwith dressing feminine has increased. Wearing a skirt out just makes me feel weird and I don't like how I look in them. I wear a little makeup here and there but anything more than a bit of eye makeup makes me uncomfortable. It's not necessarily a bad thing. Just sort of interesting. I'm not really sure why I feel so different now.
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genuine question aimed @ all trans masc people!
i’ve been out as a trans guy to everyone but my family for a while, i’m still pre t but cut off my hair and started to bind and dress “masculine” about a year ago, yet i feel like no matter how hard i try, society still sees me as a tomboy or a masculine lesbian at best due to my rather feminine facial features. all of this changed the way i view myself; i went from genuinely believing that i could pass on a good day to hating the way I look, even when I’m binding (which used to be the only thing I needed to do in order to cure my dysphoria before this new insecurity came in), i feel like my face ruins my ability to pass.
like i said, i’m pre t and don’t think I’ll go on t anytime soon, so do y’all have any tips on how to deal with facial dysphoria, mentally and physically? preferably ones that don’t involve drawing on a beard, I feel like I’m not ready for that step yet :,) but if y’all have any suggestions as to how to cope with this or further masculinize (?) my appearance, let me know!! I’d greatly appreciate it :,) it’s been impacting my mood a lot recently
thank you so much in advance!
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moonboy-ish · 4 months
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im the exact opposite
But a pretty sub tboy reallllyyyy wants to see youuu
Not what I was expecting… but I’ll reward the courage….
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It’s not the most explicit in this side of tumblr, but i like it a lot 🤭
HE/THEY/IT ONLY PLEASE
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worm-brainzz · 3 months
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oh shit yea i forgot to post that pretty pic of me 🥺
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i will take better pics when i can 💔 but like i took that yesterday. so.
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amonrw · 2 months
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Soy un chico trans y hace tres meses y medio que retomé mi tratamiento con testosterona luego de haberla interrumpido durante dos años.
La verdad es que haber retomado el tratamiento es re distinto a hace dos años, yo soy de Argentina por lo que tenemos la opción del Inyectable Nebido cada tres meses.
La primera vez que empecé con el tratamiento vivía con mis viejos y tenía acceso a comida constante, por la testosterona pasaba hambre TODO el tiempo y no paraba de comer porque realmente me daba mucha hambre. Y tengamos en cuenta que había alguien que me mantenía y proveía de comida... Por lo tanto si bien ganaba masa muscular, también aumenté muchísimo de peso.
Ahora acabo de retomar y vivo solo en plena crisis económica con aumentazos de precios y buscando nuevamente trabajo. Claramente gracias al trabajo y vida diaria, estoy en contante movimiento. Y por la situación económica actual, tampoco puedo comer en exceso, tan solo lo necesario y sin excesos... No tomo gaseosas o como cosas dulces, porque están caras y me c9nviene más beber agua todos los días [que ayuda una banda a la piel, más con la testosterona que te llena de granos].
Ahora lo que noto es que no sólo es que me puedo mantener "flaco", sino que gano rápidamente músculatura haciendo pelotudeces. Mi cuerpo rápidamente se amoldó a uno más masculino, con hombros y espalda ancha, junto anun pecho bien formado. Mis piernas también cambiaron al igual que mi abdomen, haciéndose notar levemente los músculos en el mismo.
Realmente nunca me imaginé ver éste cambio pues lo único que conocía de la testosterona es que te da hambre TODO el tiempo y por lo tanto se tiende a engordar muchísimo.
Pero acá tienen la versión de la testosterona donde no podes permitirte económicamente comer porquería porque está caro.
[Por el momento en Argentina la testosterona es completamente gratuita por ley nacional, ojalá el forro de Milei no toque la ley]
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death-is-moist · 1 month
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I need to get it through my head that I am okay to be me.
I need to stop letting people get in the way of me finding myself.
What? I mean by this is that I know for sure that I'm going on. Tea and getting top surgery is something I want. But I am so worried about disappointing my family.
So worried he is going to leave me and I'll never see him again.
On the other hand I believe if he doesn't accept me then f*** him.
I'm just so scared. So so scared
I wish I had someone to talk to about what I'm going through.
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milkfloes · 10 months
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as a pre-everything trans guy summers suck ass. i especially hate it when im outside and wearing a jacket or something bc dysphoria and someone will be like “you look hot… you must be boiling… I have a t-shirt on and IM hot…” LIKE WOW THANKS SHERLOCK YOU FUCKING GENIUS I HAD NO IDEA THAT IT WAS HOT OUT. REALLY APPRECIATE YOU CLUING ME INTO THAT ONE, WISE GUY
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bearofohu · 10 months
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felt gender as fuck today
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deadly-dreamy · 5 months
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(Need somewhere to just let my frustration out)
I’m so sick and tired of waiting, all I want to be myself !
I hate getting a sore throat from trying to mask my fem voice every day and still getting misgendered every time I pick up the phone.
I hate getting my period every month.
I hate searching for products with minoxidil in them so I could maybe grow a stubble pre T, just to realise that I don’t get paid enough to afford them.
I hate starring at the sealing when I shower, or get dressed.
I hate cis guys doing a double take whenever I come out of the men’s restroom.
I hate not being able to be myself !
All this fighting with other people, proving that I’m actually trans to doctors and psychiatrists, but still getting misgendered and “are you really sure about this ? Have you thought about this enough?”
That’s all I do ! I never stop thinking about it !
I’ve always felt this way and I know it will not stop all of the sudden just because someone tells me to think about it some more…
I’m at breaking point
I’m in Therapy right now to finally get my T prescription and this is the last try !
I can’t take this anymore
If this doesn’t work I don’t know what to do anymore
I’m just too sick of all the pain
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anth--ony · 1 year
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One thing I'm very excited about when I get top surgery is what a tshirt will feel like without a binder or sports bra under it. What the fabric will feel like and a chest I'm comfortable with <3
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mysteriousdoll · 1 year
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@pastelshimmerart and I have a lil headcanon that Taka and Akane knew each other in middle school (Taka’s at the time having been a mix of the two…no clue how common those are but oh well)
I’ve written something on it but I’m unsure if I’d ever post it, so… basically Akane protected Taka from bullies when they were in school together. At the time, Taka barely spoke (if at all) and his school ID had his dead name on it, so she resorted to calling him “Red”. Unfortunately, sometime after their friendship blossomed, some students left an incredibly morbid note for Taka at his desk. Having dealt with people faking friendships with him before (albeit never having lasted a whole two months), he didn’t hesitate to believe it.
Fast forward to a year later, and he comes across Akane again, nervous as to how she’ll feel about seeing him. Much to his surprise, she was relieved to see him and—after they talked for a bit���they quickly reignited their friendship.
Reblogs are appreciated! They help a lot!
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gummy-sharks666 · 4 months
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If im already a thirsty ass bitch even though im on antidepressants and adhd meds I FEAR the monster I will become on testosterone
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aqueencomplexx · 1 year
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Me: *starts period on Womens Day*
Me, screaming: IM NOT A WOMANNNN
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poognthebrainbois · 2 months
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Thoughts/feelings recently
(Not on T. Kinda depressed. It's whatever.)
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death-is-moist · 23 days
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Omg hour until my appointment!!
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