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kukuandkookie · 2 years

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SO 2HA MANHUA UPDATED AND I AM BARKING SCREAMING THROWING MYSELF AT THE WALL AHHHHHHHHHHH

KGLSNFKSLGKSFKBAKF LOOK AT THEM!!! THEY’RE KISSINGGGGGG 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

(Panels uploaded initially by Sireeee_ on Twitter, who translates the manhua!! Tumblr won’t let me copy and paste the link to their profile, but go check them out for that (something I really appreciate them doing, since my own Chinese reading skills are still so crummy)!! And don’t forget to support the manhua officially on Kuaikan!)

Oh my God my brain is going a little feral right now so this post isn’t going to be of much substance, but holy shit??? I knew the manhua would touch on the explicit stuff but I still didn’t expect it to be this explicit, especially so early on!

But man, even as familiar as I’ve gotten with danmei and danmei adaptations and I mention how you can glean plenty of queer-coding from certain Chinese media, it still takes me aback too every time how far they can take it! Honestly at this point it shouldn’t surprise me as much as it does, but the assumption that “China cannot depict gay content at all” is so ingrained in my head that every adaptation that gets away with something a little more risqué than expected immediately has me like 😳

And yeah, this is Ranwan we’re talking about, so of course it was going to be risqué, but even though idk what I was expecting, this is way more than I thought we’d get for the first intimate Ranwan moment ANFKSJFLSJ.

Like I don’t (personally) mind that much whether sex scenes are depicted explicitly or not as someone who’s ace, but it’s still nice getting the intimate scene like this, which more closely honours the original novel and well…you know—romantic tension and all that. 🙈

Also 100% that last censored kiss panel—I can imagine the artist just has the full version on their computer now for them to lovingly come back to sometimes. 😆

Idk if we’ll be lucky enough to get leaked kiss panels like the MDZS manhua but,,, a fan can dream,,,, qwq

#2ha #ranwan #this ship turns me into a feral barking dog I swear to god #Mo Ran suddenly I know how you feel 🤣#erha #erha he ta de bai mao shizun #the dumb husky and his white cat shizun #the husky and his white cat shizun #二哈 #二哈和他的白貓師尊 #manhua #2ha manhua spoilers #2ha mahua #2ha spoilers #kuku rambles

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idv-tricksterisopu · 2 years

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I wanna know more about your blog. Consider me asking all of the questions in the blog category. 😉

Oh god hi-

Let me back track this-

🕰 This blog has somehow been alive for atleast 7 months or so? I remember starting it around June 2021 somewhere on my summer break.

🖋 I do have an og blog where i post some art and is mostly for my private viewing but uh to be fair Im not so use to posting anything there-

🗓 Way too many- Starting from future interractions, events, shenanigians, scenarios. The only thing i need to prepare now is my motivation and s a n i t y.

🌟 I kinda rather say it to them personally then actually reveal of many ppl to see 👉👈

💡AHAHAH IRONICALLY N O T H I N G - both @justalurker-blog n @one0p1nk knows of how I started out my blog because to be fair it began with them-

Rambles under the cut-

I left this question for last cuz I would like to tell the story-

So with me being bored and trying to find new things to procastinate on- i knew tumblr and everything but never really bothered to download or check it out until uh- out or morbid curiosity(fanfics-) that i decided to finally try.

I found pin's VALE blog cuz i d v and was interested in first. I said nothing in there til-

It went from a simple imposter situation to a full blown felony-

Oh but i didnt stop there- I enjoyed it til the point I wanna join in the fun front row seat. So I did a Trickster blog. Cuz og aesop aint gonna fit my ideals of a b s o l u t e wreakage.

Quoted from a friend "I don't kin Aesop. Aesop kins m e-"

Ironically x2 this blog was suppose to just be a troll and the reason why Isopu has glasses in the old version of my lore writing is cuz he is the type to scroll thru his phone for hours on end til atleast 3 am at night while the room is dark til the point youd get paranoia.

Yeah u can clearly tell I scrap that idea and gave him an entire lore of what I think happened in the CoA story minus the fact he died originally before I committed to this blog and had to tweek it abit.

Funfact: instead of this mfker living and has glasses with immense trauma. He dies with Tracy (Yoasobi-夜に駆け)-style into the abyss cus I ship them thank you-

I wasnt thinking to even commit to this blog and was expecting myself to sudden dissappear but here we are-

Besides that i also started kidnapping wick and pretty much caused a small uproar. Though idk if small is an understatement but-- thats up to the others ^^

So I guess you can say my inspiration was my drive to end everyones career and sanity along with the fun I had with Pins and everyone else uwu

Keep in mind I was pretty new to these commitments on askblogs and tumblr in general so i didnt know anyone then and that if I crossed any boundaries and made ppl uncomfy qwq

But I learned to get used to it uwu so thx to everyone who has been with me for awhile and dealt with my craziness XD

#mun hissing~#idv ask blog

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thebraingremlinsaremad · 3 years

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Daily Blog #15: August 22, 2021

Dollar Tree is honestly pretty fucking awesome 👌👌👌

I set my alarm for like 6:25 this morning, but it took 6 minutes for the "Horsin' Around" theme song instrumental to wake me up. I was pretty tired lol. I just dismissed it and went back to sleep.

I only went back to sleep because I knew I had another alarm set for 7:00. That got me up.

I should mention that this was still in the RV over an hour away from the house.

After I got up, I went to go get a shower, and did so successfully.

Unfortunately, I had forgotten my brush this time and had to do it afterwards after my hair had a bit of time to dry, which did make it a little more difficult lol.

I got dressed and grabbed my stuff, putting it into my car.

I made it a point to see and say "see you later" to my grandparents before I left for the flea market.

My dad insisted that I stayed to say goodbye to my mom, so I left.

I did NOT have cell service up there, as was mentioned in my previous 2 blogs of which I could only post today, so finding my way was a tiny bit difficult until I got some service to ask Google to take me to "...".

It worked and I got there.

On my drive, I listened to 1 by Simple Kid, a CD I had previously purchased at a Dollar Tree location.

I got a call from the guy at the flea market saying that I had some people there waiting for me. He asked how far away I was, to which I said "about 10 minutes." Ironically, that call made me miss my exit, as Google couldn't talk during the call, and added about 3 minutes to my arrival time lmao.

I did sell the Xbox that he said someone was interested in. I got $40 for it. I spent 27¢ on it. Pretty good return if you ask me.

I couldn't sell it with anything other than a power cord because the controller and AV cables I had been using to play it there were for my personal console. I'm just glad I can actually hook my Xbox up and stop having to drag them to the flea market along with a small library of games.

Not too long after I sold the Xbox, someone came in and asked if I wanted to see some electronics he had in his car. I went out with him. It was a pair of 3ft speakers and a Pioneer audio system with dual cassette decks (although neither of them works) and a 25 Disc CD-changer, as well as the standard AM/FM tuner. Additionally, there was a Fisher amplifier and AM/FM tuner as well as a Fisher Direct Drive turntable. He said he wanted $60 for em, but before that he casually, and probably accidentally, dropped that he was just gonna take em to the thrift store.

Big mistake.

I got em for $35 lmao. THERE GOES MOST OF MY PROFIT.

Oh well.

I tested everything. As I mentioned, the cassette decks don't work, but everything else does apart from the turntable needing a new stylus.

I posted some new photos of the shop to Facebook, and someone soon DMed me about a stereo system.

I priced everything, and it turns out I have about $300 worth of equipment from that deal, the Fisher amp and tuner being worth about $150.

The buyer will hopefully show up next weekend, for he wants to buy the Fisher stuff ($185 with the turntable), the 3ft speakers, an 8-track deck, and a Kenwood deck we've had for a week or two.

The speakers are listed for $50 (and are worth around $100-150), the Kenwood Deck for $50 as well, and the 8-track for $35. That makes it about $320 in equipment. Since he's buying so much, I'll knock it down to $270 and essentially give him the speakers or cassette deck for free lol.

Apart from that stuff, not much happened at the flea market. I sold some records, cassettes, CDs and I think 2 DVDs. One person bought a VHS tape? That money was the other guy's though. Oh well xD.

I can't say that I didn't miss my wonderful partner while on the trip. I actually brought along the stuffed animal they gave me (who's name is Greg) and snuggled with him both nights.

I was very happy to hear from them UwU.

They let me rant and I let them rant.

I honestly give them too much responsibility over me xD. I'm like, "Okay, I'm gonna do this. HOLD ME TO IT."

I know I can't hold myself to anything I personally say (this blog being the only exception apparently), but I listen to them pretty well I think 🤔. If they tell me, "No, you don't need that VCR," so long as it's not some weird specialty thing, like a worldwide VCR 🥵, I'll be like "Yeah, you rite bro."

I love you man xD. You control my craziness pretty well. I'm so thankful for you UwU.

#relationshipgoals

So part way through the flea market day, I went over to Dollar Tree to buy some snack, but ended up looking through the CDs to see if there was anything good. I took photos of about 18 CDs and flipped through them online for the remainder of the flea market day.

I deleted the photos of the ones I didn't want and kept those that I liked. Surprisingly, I ended up buying 13 CDs there, but not before dropping them on the floor like the dumbass I am.

Also, sorry for all the nerd shit I spilled on your lap earlier. No one cares about amps and tuners xD.

I'M LISTENING TO ONE OF THE DOLLAR TREE CDS RIGHT NOW THO.

I already transferred over to my online library on iBroadcast and put the disc into my CD changer, which is now holding 164 CDs.

Its max capacity is 300 discs 🥵

WHY AM I NERD

Oh well

I like being a nerd gurl

Also maybe a technosexual 👀

I get really excited over some electronics. Like. REALLY excited.

Some editing VCRs are like "Holy shit that is SEXY. Look at those goddamn VU meters 🥵. And hhhh there are like 7 inputs on this thing and individual controls for left and right audio gain, not to mention Hi-Fi S-VHS recording. Hhhhhhhhhhh please gimme 😭. Why are you so expensive?"

I uh, mean, uh, *cough* look, pretty lights.

Oh yeah, I was gonna say the album I was listening to xD. MAN I GOT SIDETRACKED.

It's 37 Everywhere by Punchline. Def give it a listen; it's pretty heccin good.

Another notable album I picked up was Page One by Steven Page. I very much like the first track, "A New Shore." It's quite catchy and he has a great voice imo.

Also at dollar tree, I bought a regular bag of Fieras and 2 bags of Fieras Sticks, which were marked down to 75¢/bag because they're expiring soon.

I honestly like the generic Dollar Tree version of Takis more than actual Takis. They're a lot more flavorful when it comes to the lime, but also hotter at the same time.

Don't get the hot nacho ones tho. Hot nacho? More like hot pile of shit.

HAH

Goteem.

They're not that good xD.

THE REGULAR ONES ARE FIRE THO

"How do you do fellow kids?"

I got home and started working on putting the CDs onto my computer, and then onto iBroadcast, but not without first adding The Music Man to my digital library, something I had neglected for a month or two. The CD had just been sitting there lol.

I also switched my digital file for "The Black Parade" to that of the uncensored CD, which I had purchased before I event started working over 2 months ago.

MAN I'M LAZY

I eventually get around to shit tho lol. I guess it's just a matter of priority.

What usually takes priority is digging through everything to find something that I forgot about but then remembered, making a mess in the process that I would then have to clean up, at least partially.

I think the album just ended. I've been writing for a while xD. I'ma start "I Made You Something" by The Island of the Misfit Toys.

I'll tell you where that album came from in a minute.

In the meantime, where was I?

I kinda lost my train of thought despite reading up to see where I was. Oh well. On I go.

I ate dinner and kept working on those CDs, eventually putting my clothes from the week into the washer.

I FORGOT TO PUT MY SHAPING UNDERWEAR IN. FUCKING HELL MAN.

I wanted to wash em for this week 😭

No tight pants for Leonna I guess qwq.

Meanwhile, the box of my CD album cases is overflowing. I need another box.

I keep all of the album artworks in a big CD folder. That's almost full.

I wanna fill my entire CD changer. That's one of my big goals in life. Idk why, but I just wanna legitimately fill the entire thing.

My clothes are in the dryer now. I don't think I have the time (or energy) to fold them tonight. I'll leave that for tomorrow morning before work.

And God. Fucking. Damnit. I start school again on Wednesday. NOT looking forward to that, and neither are my 2 coworkers. We already have low enough staff, but only the two of them working is gonna be a pain in the ass.

I'll still work Saturdays.

I need to contact my guidance counselor to get out of the gym class I signed up for. I scheduled this shit before I found out I was trans, and I don't wanna deal with the fucking locker room situation 🙄 I have far more important matters.

Okay so anyway, the album I'm listening to came from a cassette. I bought this cassette a few months ago at the flea market along with a few others. The reason I bought them? They were all newer cassette releases from the 2010's, and they're all actually pretty good music from very indie bands.

Currently getting mad at iBroadcast's compression algorithm. It's unnaturally fucking anything over -10db up. Oh well, there's not really anything I can do about it.

I have like 13GB of music on my phone btw. That's about 3.5k songs on 268 albums.

I'm kind of an audiophile, but I'm too cheap to pay for a lossless service. Oh well.

They do actually have a lossless service on iBroadcast, but once again, too cheap.

Someone just sent me a friend request who legitimately posted that BLM and the democratic party are hate groups.

BLOCK.

Goodbye ho.

I don't get that. They call the democratic party a hate group when they hate people like me, and I, being more of a democrat although not fully because the 2-party system is fucked, think nothing more of them than they're very wrong about certain things, especially, as shown, that black people, as well as asian, Indian, native, and people of all ethnicities and backgrounds, are not equal to white people.

Yeh.

Totally.

You go buddy.

Anyway, yeah, I can, and do, convert music and video from analog formats to digital files in order for me to archive and listen to whenever and wherever I please. I've actually made a bit of a business out of it, but I don't get too much work from it. At least I'm not overloading myself xD.

I honestly have so much more to say, but I should probably go to sleep soon.

A few final shoutouts to the following people and companies:

-Dollar Tree

-Steven Page

-Broken World Media

-The Island of Misfit Toys

-Simple Kid

-Punchline

-My incredible partner QwQ I love you so much. Thanks for being the best all the time. I hope I can give you the best life ever.

Anyway I suppose this is goodnight. Lmk if you want a full list of the CDs I bought today! I'll link that song by Steven Page here.

And here's a good song from Simple Kid

I really like music lol. Enjoy these pieces.

Anyway, goodnight lol.

Lots of love,

-Leonna.

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shnowbilicat · 3 years

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Gender and sexuality are REALLY complicated subjects.

At least, if you go into the community knowing nothing about it and getting in contact with really harcore members.

Back in 2015 I had a 'small' existential crisis, cuz I joined Tumblr and got in conact with said hardcore people who hated on CisHet people so much and demanded that certain fictional characters have *add gender identity and/or sexuality here* and it just broke me.

I was always someone who accepted people for who they are. No fanfair, no clapping; 'oh! you're trans? awesome! wanna play video games?' that's it.

But seeing how these hateful people existed I started to question my own existance; back then I identified as CisHet and hated myself for that. Because people would hate me for ... no reason at all, and that terrified me. I even started to feel uncomfortable seeing something in Rainbow colours, really fck up shiz bruh, espacially since I like rainbow colors qwq

After some time I decided to not identify as CisHet, for my own sanity and because I also realized that I was Bi and I couldn't pin point my own gender so who caaaares??

I feel comfortable in my own body, mindset and who Imma flirt with is none of y'alls buisness, kay?

Now that I'm much older and saw more of the community and started to understand it more and make my own mindset up.

I still accept everybody with open arms and see everybody as my equal; cuz duh, that's how humanity should think about everybooty.

But ... I've also wanted to finally label my gender. Why? Well, because I always felt aweful with myself whenever I saw something related to the topic. Something felt off and I didn't feel like I belonged in the LGBTQ+ community, and my parents aren't really thrilled that I have a girlfriend; and besides, Bi folk are also considered weird by both sides anyway, sooooo yeee.

A couple days ago I sat myself down and thought 'Hmh ... maybe I'm Genderfluid?', so I googled it and ... yup, looks good to me!

Genderfluid means that someone's gender is flexible/fluid; it can be male, female, neither, both; and all that can change in a matter of minutes to years.

I personally like that, and I'd also love to express myself with my Genderbend Version; Victor.

... and then I realized I predicted myself being genderfluid 5 years ago with sum colours on a scarf, wat teh fack :'D

Anyway! I just thought this might be funny to share, I won't put my gender and sexuality in my bios because I don't really need to; call me by anypronouns and I'm already taken, so, eh X'D

And before I leave y'all, remember this: Accept people for who they are, don't push your opinions and mindsets onto others and be respectful to each other; that's for both CisHet and LGBTQ+

You shouldn't care about what people have between their legs or who they frikk with, okay?? Gud.

Also, sexuality and gender are fluid things in a sea of binary that we as humanity try to put names on, nobody can pin point their identity or sexuality 100% so let people explore and live their life.

#genderfluid #bisexual #pansexual #lgbtq+#art

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