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schmaltzydoodles · 8 months
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wanted to do something Nimona-related a lot sooner but eh
anyway I'm pro-long-haired Ambrosius supremacy
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has anyone done this yet
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🌸🌸🌸
Steal my art and I'll steal y'alls kneecaps <3
oh, and see pinned post about commissions °ʚ(´꒳`)ɞ°
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acmelab · 1 year
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learned tenderness
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nichiperi · 5 months
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happy birthday to meeee~ ヘ⁠(⁠ ̄⁠ω⁠ ̄⁠ヘ⁠)
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skybrightpixie · 3 months
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a lovely valentines date with Tóm—and what a nice date it was 💙
you (or whoever you want to imagine going on a date with him) hang out at a chill, local café until the sun starts to set then head to a carnival where he wins a bunny plushie from a carnival game! yyyou can have it. he'll just go get some fair food instead.
to close out the date, he gives you a hug and parts with some sappy words ^v^ he's not too good at letting himself be this way buuut the circumstances are special 🖤
café date art without anon-hand
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"closing words" art without text
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morallyinept · 3 months
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Heyday Hero! - A Marcus Moreno One Shot
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Summary: Retired from his role as leader of the Heroics, Marcus finds that his life is missing something he never really slowed down to notice before, and soon the prospect of growing older and grey alone suddenly doesn't seem like such a super thought.
Pairing: Mature!Marcus Moreno x Mature/CurvyF!Reader (No name of reader. It’s you, bub. However Reader is of a similar age to Marcus, who I have made 52 in this story, and Reader is more on the curvier side in body type. Otherwise a blank slate.)
Word Count: 12.5k. I'm not sorry. Settle in, it's a long one.
Scoville Smut Rating:🌶️🌶️🌶️ “You tell me I'm doing well, and then, you try to kill me.”
Check out my Scoville Smut Ratings here.
Warnings/Triggers: Some angst/very slight mentions of body confidence/both Marcus & Reader have REAL bodies, and very real middle age spread/coming to terms with ageing & feeling obsolete.
Explicit: Unprotected PIV (wrap up, folks!)/oral M & F receiving/fingering - Marcus has superpower hands⚡️/lots of kissing/schmaltzy romance/Marcus doesn't fuck, he makes love.
NSFW. MINORS DNI! OVER 18’s ONLY. YOU ARE SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU READ.☝🏻Don’t come at me; you’ve been plenty warned.
I write for me, and I share with you. If this story isn't to your taste, that's fine. Just slip quietly out the back door. No need to make a fuss. It's just a work of fiction.
Author’s Note: After seeing how distinguished and incredibly handsome Pedro looked at the Emmy's recently (and remarkably like an older version of gorgeous Marcus Moreno) this idea came to me. And I had to write it down... It's long for a one shot, but I didn't want to cut too much out as I wanted to really get inside of Marcus's head. 🧠
MAIN MASTERLIST | MARCUS MORENO MASTERLIST
Enjoy! 🖤
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In the dimly lit restaurant, Marcus fiddles anxiously with the menu as he waits for your arrival.
Sat in the swanky establishment, chosen meticulously for it’s luxurious, yet modest selection of incredibly tasty fare, the ambiance around him is a blend of soft lighting and muted colours that exude an air of quaint sophistication.
The walls are adorned with contemporary art pieces, which he can sometimes get lost inside between courses, creating an elegant backdrop to the gentle hum of conversations weaving around him like a ribbon in the background.
To his left, a couple engage in animated laughter, their cheery faces illuminated by the warm glow of soft candlelight. Across the room, a group of friends celebrate a special occasion, clinking glasses in animated jubilation.
The soft jazz music playing in the background adds a touch of romance, and the scraping of cutlery against fine china creates a comforting sense of familiarity in a place Marcus has favoured from time to time, bringing his daughter as his usual date.
The waitstaff, dressed in crisp uniforms, move gracefully between tables, ensuring that each patron experiences the epitome of culinary indulgence with a first class service.
Grateful that he chose to don his spectacles, he opens the menu and skims the appetizers and main courses, inwardly cursing his exceptional time keeping skills at arriving thirty minutes earlier than he needs to be.
He’s acutely aware of being on his own; standing out as a single amongst a sea of tables where numbers around them are even, and it crawls onto his shoulders to sit there like a heavy, unwanted companion settling in.
Despite the refined atmosphere, Marcus feels a tinge of nervousness swell in his belly. As he catches glimpses of couples sharing intimate moments and friends engaged in lively cahoots, Marcus can't help but feel like an outsider peering into a world that has become somewhat unfamiliar during his retirement.
As he sits in contemplation, considering the Filet Mignon with a Cabernet Demi-Glace alongside a glass of Malbec, or maybe the Châteauneuf-du-Pape, that would go down nicely, the restaurant serves as a swamping microcosm of the world he’s retreated into - a world filled with ordinary moments and the promise of new connections, despite the cocoon of abject terror woven tightly around them.
He wonders briefly for a moment what you will choose to eat as he skims down the list. Then he wonders if you'll actually have the courage to show; his own hesitations and fears trying to toy with him with their insidious little voices hissing in his ear.
His once steady hands now convey a subtle tremor, a physical manifestation of the nerves that have gripped him tightly ever since the idea of this date had taken root and grown limbs of its own.
A journey that still confused him, unable to believe it all started with a simple swipe over his face and a digital message shared between you...
His daughter, Missy, had perched on the armrest of the couch only a mere fortnight ago, a mischievous glint in her deep chocolate eyes that matched his own set of peepers.
"Alright, Dad, let's make you the perfect dating profile. You've got to be enticing, mysterious, yet approachable," Missy had declared with a buoyant smirk.
Marcus nodded, still getting accustomed to the concept of online dating and his acceptance to it after months of Missy berating him about putting himself out there more.
He finally caved when he realised she was right. She usually was about these things, although hardly an example to live by. Several failed relationships later, including an engagement that never led to Marcus actually walking her down the aisle proudly on his arm, and she'd thrown in the towel and embraced single life.
She'd grown in age for a thirty-something rambunctious young woman, but evidently not in maturity.
"Right, right. Enticing and approachable. Got it.” Marcus nodded. “How do I do that?"
“You’re a lost cause, jeez,” she snorted, as her fingers danced across the keyboard on the phone screen. “Luckily, you have me to help you out.”
“What are you writing in there?” Marcus asked curiously, trying to take a peek.
"I’m making you sound like a catch. Because you are.”
“I don’t know about that.” He mumbled bashfully. “I’m old.”
“Being in your fifties is not old. Trust me. You’re what, 56?”
“52.” Marcus frowned.
“Exactly. Young. Now, for the headline. How about 'retired hero seeking sidekick for life's next adventure'?"
Marcus nodded. “Mm, I sound like a sales pamphlet.” He chuckled.
With a teasing grin, Missy continued typing. "Let's highlight your strengths. 'A man of action, but also enjoys long walks on the beach and candlelit dinners.'"
Marcus scratched under his greying beard. "Look at that, I've been upgraded from sales pamphlet to walking cliché."
Missy laughed, "fine, we'll skip the beach walks, then. How about we mention your cooking skills? 'Can whip up a mean lasagna, tower of pancakes and save the day - a triple threat.'"
Marcus nodded in approval. "That's not bad. Cooking is a superpower in its own right. And one that I excel at, if I do say so myself."
"You always say so."
"Quit complaining. You eat here for free." He quipped.
As they navigated through the intricacies of the dating profile, Marcus's naivety about online dating emerged. "Do people really swipe left or right on this thing?”
“Yep. You swipe right if you like the look of them, or left if you don’t.”
“How fickle.” He wrinkled his nose at such a thought.
“Eh, it's what all the cool kids do these days.” Missy shrugged.
“Maybe that’s too cool for me. What about one where I can meet someone like me?”
“Dating specifically for retired Heroics?”
“No. Dating for… something other than a one night stand.” He cleared his throat.
“You mean you don’t want to slut around?” Missy teased. "These are your hoe years, Dad!"
“Hey! Potty mouth.” He frowned again. “And no. I-I want to meet someone who’s serious.”
Missy rolled her eyes. “Dad, this isn’t Tinder I'm setting you up on, don’t worry.” She reassured. “This is a serious dating site for old, uh, mature people who want to find something real. It just has a similar algorithm to Tinder in matching you up.”
“Well, good.” He nodded. “What’s Tinder?”
“Slut central.” Missy smirked.
“Oh.” Marcus chuckled again. “And what's with all the emojis? Ooh, is there a superhero emoji?"
Missy tittered, guiding him through the nuances. "Yes, there's a superhero emoji, we can add that, or a heart to jazz it up a bit."
“I like the purple heart. Can you put that one?”
“Purple? Why not the green one?”
“I don’t like green, purple is my favourite colour. Why would I use the green one?” Marcus questioned, wrinkling his nose.
"I don't know, green is cool. Different."
"I'm not cool. Just put the purple one."
“Purple it is.” Missy said, smiling down at him and how curiously receptive he was to it all. She had assumed he would have put up a bit of a fight and insisted he was perfectly fine on his own. But they both knew that wasn’t entirely true.
As she finalised the profile, Missy held up the phone to snap a picture of him.
“Oh no, let me just-”
“Dad, you look fine.” She groaned as he ran his hand over his head tidying his already neat hair.
“Well, let me take my glasses off.”
“No way. They’re a part of you. Now, say cheese, you uncool old man.” She snapped a few pics as he smiled awkwardly, and chose the best one to upload.
"And there we have it - the profile of a retired superhero ready to conquer the world of online dating. You're a niche in the market."
Marcus simply scoffed.
"Now, brace yourself for the flood of admirers, Dad. Your inbox is gonna be lit."
Marcus looked at the screen, a mix of nervousness and amusement on his face.
"Flood of admirers, huh? I never thought finding a date would be this... complicated."
As Missy finalised and submitted the online dating profile, a moment of hesitation gripped him. He looked at the screen, the upbeat words that described him echoed in his mind, and a pang of guilt tugged at his ventricles making him sigh heavily.
The prospect of moving forward felt like a betrayal, a step into an unknown territory where memories of his late wife still lingered, clinging on. He fiddled with the platinum band around his finger absentmindedly.
But Missy sensed her father's inner turmoil, her eyes reflecting a deep understanding as if she could read every silent thought that churned through him.
She gently placed a hand on his broad shoulder.
"Dad, it's okay. Mom will always be a part of us, no matter what. This doesn't mean you're leaving her behind."
Marcus nodded, his gratitude evident in his misty eyes. "I know. It's just... it feels strange, you know? To be potentially opening up to someone new. I feel so out of the loop."
“But that’s the fun in dating.” Missy squeezed his shoulder reassuringly and he placed his hand on top of hers. "You meet all kinds of weirdos before you find one that's the right kind of weird."
"You're a weirdo." He smirked.
"Takes one to know one," she mused. "Besides, mom would want you to be happy. And I want that too. You deserve it. There’s someone out there that's just as uncool as you are, I guarantee it."
"Thanks," he chuckled.
"I mean it. Whoever they are, they're going to fall madly in love with you. You really are a hero, Dad."
Marcus smiled up at her with rosy cheeks and a warming smile. “Love you, kiddo.”
“I’m not eleven anymore. I’m a grown woman.” She rolled her eyes at the pet name that had stuck, although secretly she loved it.
“You’ll always be my kiddo regardless of how old you get. That'a just the deal.” He confirmed with a singular nod.
With a soft smile, Marcus returned his focus to the dating profile. The words on the screen transforming slowly from potential betrayal to a blooming eagerness through some determined resilience and the capacity to allow himself to embrace a new beginning in his long absent love life with some appeasement.
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Weeks had passed since Marcus and Missy created the dating profile.
Admittedly Marcus hadn’t spent a lot of time on the app, finding it tricky to navigate and the constant swiping made his thumbs ache after scrolling through reams of attractive faces that it began to overwhelm.
But he dipped in now and again to check any matches, and didn’t really expect much.
Marcus was the kind of man who harboured that dreamy infatuation of falling in love naturally in an environment reminiscent of his favourite rom coms.
Like bumping into his soulmate in a coffee shop over a foamy latte, or locking eyes through the stacks in an old dusty bookstore, or between the exotic blooms of the local botanical gardens where he liked to sit and have lunch sometimes.
But of course, life isn’t a rom com, and Marcus was convinced his had always been a gritty action adventure with no time for the romantic story line to be weaved into the dangerous plot.
One evening, as Marcus checked his phone, he discovered a notification from the dating app. His heart skipped a beat as he opened the message, revealing a match with you.
A mixture of excitement and nervousness washed over him. He read through your profile, discovering shared interests and a warmth that resonated through your words about seeking a life partner with whom you could share your zest for life with.
Your photo captivated him, namely your smile, and Marcus found he spent several minutes just trying to envision what you were like in person with those gorgeous eyes of yours staring back at him.
The room seemed to brighten as he absorbed the realisation that someone out there was potentially interested in getting to know him beyond the superhero persona.
"Hey, I got a match!" He called out to Missy, who was folding laundry in the next room.
Despite how domesticated her father was, he still loathed ironing and wasn’t really that skilled at it, so it was left for Missy when she visited, which was an almost daily occurrence. Moving out some years ago into her own place across town, she still spent more of her time at her childhood home hanging with her father when she wasn’t saving the world.
Loneliness, it seemed, was hereditary.
She rushed in, her eyes lighting up with excitement. "Really? Let me see!"
As they huddled around the phone, Marcus navigated through your profile.
“Oh, she’s gorgeous, Dad.”
“Right? Far too gorgeous for me.” His voice dipped.
Missy frowned up at him. “Don’t say that, she likes you, look. And look, she loves flowers, you love your garden! Ooh, and she’s a foodie! Perfect match!"
"You think so?" He asked.
"You're officially in the dating game, Dad!" She grinned excitedly.
Marcus couldn't help but smile, a blend of gratitude and anticipation in his eyes.
“Send her a message back.”
“What do I say?”
Missy rolled her eyes. “Just talk to her, dummy.”
He nodded. "I never thought I'd be doing this at my age. But here goes nothing."
Missy playfully nudged him. “You say it like you’re on your last legs.”
“I’m so nervous. Do you think she could really find me interesting?”
Missy's face softened. "Absolutely. You’ve got so much to offer. Remember, just be yourself. And if all else fails, maybe tell her about the pancake towers… That seemed to work for you before."
The father-daughter duo laughed and then she left him to it. As Marcus prepared to message you, he felt a sense of hope blooming within him, seeding with delicate tendrils of what-if scenarios through the soil of his being.
The dating app, once an intimidating frontier, now represented a chance for connection in the palm of his hand, and the possibility of a second chapter in his life.
In the soft glow of the phone screen, Marcus typed his first message to you; a simple yet sincere greeting, with thoughtful follow up questions to get to know you.
As he pressed send, the room seemed to hold its breath with him; floundering in the uncharted territory and all the terrifying pitfalls of online dating opening up in seemingly unconquerable chasms before him.
He could feel his fingers buzz and crackle in giddy excitement, and he shook the pulsing from them as he waited anxiously.
Marcus smiled as wide as his mouth would stretch when moments later your reply came, followed with a purple heart emoji of your own at the end.
The pair of you spent the reminder of that night messaging back and forth until the early hours of the morning, both of you seeming reluctant to halt the texting for the inconvinience of sleep.
You questioned him about his previous career as leader of the Heroics, something that he made no effort in hiding from you, but he was more surprised when you brushed over it and asked him more personal questions about him and his life now.
It warmed him to know that you were keen on getting to know the man underneath the padded out suit and katanas.
As Marcus delved into the conversations that flowed eagerly across the screen, he eagerly shared those glimpses of his life beyond the Heroics. In his messages to you, he found himself excitedly revealing the most cherished aspects of his retired life - his culinary prowess and his love for gardening namely.
Through his words, never abbreviated to modern day text slang, he painted vivid pictures of his kitchen as a canvas where he crafted tasty and experimental delights, contributing to his now less-than-trim waistline.
The tales of him donning an apron and concocting flavours with pots and pans were woven into the giddy narrative - like creating his legendary lasagna and towering pancake stacks - and held a touch of pride and a hint of self-deprecating humour.
Perhaps you'll be the lucky one to experience my famous lasagna one day. I warn you though, it comes with a side of terrible superhero puns and far too much garlic bread.💜
Your response made his cheeks ache from grinning so much:
Well, lucky for you I love far too much garlic bread. And terrible puns.💜
He spoke of mornings spent tending to the plants in his back yard, nurturing them as if they were his wards. The garden, once a therapeutic escape from the demands of heroism, now became a space where he cultivated not just flowers and vegetables, but a sense of ongoing tranquillity.
As he shared these aspects of his life, Marcus was ecstatic that you saw beyond the retired hero and glimpsed the man who found joy in the beautiful ordinary.
You both spoke morning, noon and night until only a few days into your chatting, Marcus offered you his phone number and he called you, engaging in a video call conversation that lasted late into the night and curated a dinner date arranged for just a few evenings later.
And now, sitting in the restaurant waiting patiently for you, his phone buzzes in his pocket at the table and Missy’s name flashes up.
Stay away from anything garlicky 2nite, no matter how much u want it. Good luck! Love u x
He smiles at his daughter’s sage advice after responding with a thumbs up emoji, and he puts his phone back in his pocket and glances out the window.
Outside the restaurant, the early night casts its enchantment over the cityscape of downtown Austin, turning the bustling streets into a reflective mosaic of city lights. The glow of the street lamps create warm halos diffused by the previous cascading rain, warm in the Texas summer.
The restaurant, with its polished veneer and the subtle drama of its patrons all around seem to suddenly cave in on Marcus, and the nerves begin to convince him that you might feel out of place here.
He’s starting to, as he glances down at himself; his once-strong hands now showing signs of a subtle tremble and wear. He smooths down his soft cashmere sweater nervously.
Agonising on what to wear, Missy came to the rescue after his attempts at some mismatched disaster left her looking at him as though he'd completely lost his mind.
And perhaps he had for even entertaining the idea that someone could find him desirable and attractive now at the gates of a later stage in life.
After a brief fashion show of potential date outfits, they settled on a classic and sophisticated choice of a black cashmere sweater, paired with a white pressed shirt and a sleek black tie underneath, teamed with black pants and smart dress shoes that seemed to strike the right balance between the refined and approachable.
Much smarter than his grey denim that was scuffed at the knees.
"Very James Bond, Dad," Missy had remarked, a playful grin on her face.
"James Bond is incredibly smooth with the ladies. I'm more like Jack Lemon." Marcus snorted. "Got that nervous, twitchy energy down to a T... How do I look?"
With a final nod of approval, they exchanged their trademark father-daughter grin; a silent acknowledgment of the bond that went beyond snappy wardrobe choices.
Missy, ever the supportive sidekick, had not only helped pick an outfit, but infused the process with laughter and adoration, quelling his aforementioned nervous, twitchy energy. The ensemble was nothing too fussy, but equally comfortable and smart.
But now he wonders if the sweater accentuates the stomach he’s allowed to grow out of him through not working out on the daily anymore, and he inadvertently sucks it in.
As Marcus browses the menu, his mind wanders aimlessly to the days when the government relied on him and his team to protect the city. Now that gratitude seems to have faded, replaced by a forgotten indifference.
The retirement party was a mere formality, a token of appreciation for a job well done over the years, and soon he was swallowed up in the anonymity of regular civilian life.
But in the quiet solitude of his home, Marcus often found himself grappling with the stark void that retirement had suddenly left behind. The absence of the daily camaraderie of a team, and a mission, left him with a sense of purposelessness that was hard to ignore.
Days stretched before him like an uncertain horizon and weighed heavily on his shoulders. The routines that once defined his life had dissolved, leaving behind a disorienting stillness and quietness that seemed perpetually louder as the days wore on where he was left floundering. And immensely bored.
His daughter watched with concern as her father navigated this unfamiliar terrain cautiously - and somewhat alone.
The strong, confident superhero who had once faced down villains and alien entities alike, and saved the day countless times without so much as a thanks from the general public most of the time, but bore the scars and wounds that weren't just physical, now faced the formidable challenge of figuring out what came next.
In the midst of his internal battles, loneliness became an unexpected companion that walked beside Marcus; its presence more pronounced as the passage of solitude had unfolded.
In the darkest corners of his mind, Marcus grappled with the harsh reality of ageing. The once-vibrant hero who was in super shape, whose every step echoed with the assurance of a Titan-esque strength, now found himself facing the inevitability of a body that carried the pudgy weight of his advancing years and one too many lasagnes.
The grey in his beard and the subtle signs of time etched around his tired eyes, served as visual markers of a journey that had traversed the highest peaks of heroism and now meandered through the sludgey valleys of introspection.
A sense of nostalgia lingered for the days when his strength seemed boundless, and the world bowed in acknowledgment of his achievements and saviour duty.
Yet, beneath the surface, there was also a quiet, yet slow acceptance; a recognition that each new wrinkle and grey strand bore witness to a life well-lived. Overall, he was happy, accomplished; he had what he needed to be content.
But there was still a hole where a hole ought not to be. And it was starting to gape.
The memories of his late wife visited him in unguarded moments. Especially at night when the world was still and peaceful, yet his yearning was abominably loud.
Marcus missed the warmth of her presence, her body wrapped around his, the shared laughter, and the quiet intimacy that had defined their mere few years together.
He would fall asleep glancing at the tarnished gleam of his wedding band that he still wore around his finger, up until his impending date.
A metallic fragment still clinging on with her memory despite its haze, and popping it safely away inside the drawer came with a sense of unyielding sadness as it did with something excitedly eager to pursue a new chapter.
The transition from active duty to retirement weighed heavily on Marcus. The once effable hero, accustomed to the exhilaration of fighting crime and saving lives, found himself facing the stark reality of now being cast aside, overshadowed by the emergence of a new, younger fleet of heroes; his own daughter taking up the position that he once held proudly as leader of the Heroics.
Retirement, in its initial stages, felt like a forced departure from a life that had defined him. The government's decision to make way for the next generation of heroes left Marcus grappling with a sense of displacement.
The outfit, which had been a symbol of strength and purpose, now hung in the closet faded and moth-eaten; a silent reminder of a bygone era, no longer fitting him where he’d allowed himself to fill out a little.
The katanas were sheathed and stored away at the back of the furthest shelf out of reach, and out of sight, and no longer needed to be called into his grip by his own will.
And despite him still feeling that magnetised, crackly buzz in his fingers, it became less noticeable as time wore on.
His team, once a tight knit band of clashing personalities in lurid coloured suits alike, were now strangers in his phone book whom he barely heard from.
There was an inherent loneliness attached to retirement, a solitude that stemmed not just from the absence of battles, but from the realisation that the world had moved on and left him forever encased inside his heyday.
Marcus recognized that the cycle of heroism demanded the emergence of new champions; each generation contributing to the ebb and flow of the greater narrative. He knew and understood he would never be able to keep going forever, nor did he want to.
The challenge, however, lay in reconciling his sense of self-worth with a society that often failed to appreciate the depth of experience that came with age.
It was as if he had become invisible overnight.
Marcus yearned for a companion, a lover who could fill the void left by the passing of his wife. The longing for romance, for someone to share the mundane and extraordinary moments alike, for the feel of someone's bare skin writhing and cupping against his own filled his waking thoughts.
The world, once a carnival of action, now seemed incomplete without the shared tenderness of someone to enjoy it with. The quiet dinners, the walks hand-in-hand, and the simple pleasure of having a partner to confide in rooted a growing hunger within him.
The desire for companionship wasn’t just a fleeting wish; it was a profound ache that echoed through the vacant chambers of his heart, a reminder that heroism, while noble, did not shield him from the vulnerabilities of basic human need.
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For your date with Marcus tonight, you'd carefully selected a dress that effortlessly blended elegance with a touch of modern flair.
The dress was a knee-length, A-line silhouette in a shade of deep midnight blue, shimmering with some well placed sequins.
The rich hue complimented your complexion, enhancing the natural tones of your skin, along with a subtle dusting of make-up to accentuate your best features.
The fabric, a luxurious blend of silk and satin, cascaded down in gentle folds, creating a silhouette that was both graceful and sophisticated and hid a multitude of sins that you felt knocking your confidence about a little.
The moment you step into the restaurant your eyes are eagerly searching for him, and you spot him at a table by the window, his eyes equally searching for you.
And it's as if time itself has stopped, and there is only him and you.
Your dress is incredible, hugging your curves and emphasising them in all the right places. He can’t help but let his eyes roam over the fullness of your behind as you turn to give your coat to the host when you walk in.
Marcus can feel his mouth salivate; a small hint of your swelling cleavage is exposed as you walk towards him, rendering his pants feeling a little tighter.
But what captivates him the most is your smile; it lights up your whole face when you dazzle him with the beam of it.
“Holy ssh…” He trails off to himself as he loses his breath.
Of course, he already thinks you're attractive; he's seen you already through your picture and your video calls that have been on his mind constantly. He’d be bashful to admit that he’s looked at your dating profile picture probably far more than he should.
(He’ll never reveal to you that he’s also used it as inspiration to chase his own pleasure as he wrapped his hand around his thick cock to impure thoughts of you whilst he looked at your smiling face. Well, he won’t tell you that just yet, anyway.)
But seeing you finally in the flesh is something else entirely.
As you approach the table, the air pulses with a blend of eager excitement, and that familiar nervous, twitchy energy.
Marcus rises to his jellied feet, a courteous smile on his tanned, weathered face; his mind racing with the age-old question of whether to extend a hand for a shake, lean in for a kiss on the cheek, or open his arms for a hug. He fears he might not let you go at the latter.
All options make him giddy; the thought of finally touching you, even for a polite greeting, makes his legs buckle.
Your eyes meet, and a moment of charming awkwardness ensues. Unsure of the social cues, Marcus hesitates for a split second, caught between the realms of old-school gentlemanly grandeur and the nuances of modern dating etiquette.
In a playful attempt to navigate the greeting, he extends a hand for a shake just as you move in for a friendly hug. The result is a momentary dance of uncertainty - a handshake that morphs into an unexpected half-hug, odd dance. Laughter bubbles up between you both, diffusing the tension of your awkward limbs, as you share an amused, bashful glance.
"Well, that was smooth," Marcus quips, a twinkle in his eye.
"Some of my best moves," you agree, chuckling in agreement.
“You look absolutely beautiful,” Marcus compliments. He pulls your chair out for you and you smile as you sit whilst he tucks you in, then takes his own seat opposite you.
“You don’t look so bad yourself,” you say, feeling warm all over. “Very handsome.”
“Thanks,” he says, smoothing his hands down over his broad chest. “I had some help.” He admits, his eyes crinkling in the corners behind his specs as he chuckles. “My daughter saved the day.”
“Well, she has great taste. You look amazing. You smell really good too.” You say as your nose still twitches with the heady oaky notes.
"Thanks." He smiles and finds he can't stop.
He drifts off for a moment, lost in your eyes as they observe him fondly. It takes a moment for his composure to return and his brain to remember words coherently.
“Oh, I almost forgot, these are for you,” Marcus says, pointing to the vase of extravagant flowers resting beside the table on the windowsill.
The florals are incredible, a cluster of bulbous-headed peonies and fluffy garden roses, topped with curled calla lilies; their trumpet-shaped blooms standing out amongst their companions, adding a contemporary flair to the bouquet.
A soft hue of pinks and corals greet you, and the scent wafting from them makes your head swim with their delightfully wafting fragrance.
“These are stunning, Marcus. Wow, they must have cost a fortune... you shouldn't have.” But you're glad he did as you reach forward to smell them and run your fingers over their velvety petals in awe.
“Actually, they’re from my garden.”
“You grow these?” You baulk.
“Yeah. I know you said you love the lilies; they’re some of my favourites too.”
“That’s so thoughtful... I really do love them. Thank you.” You’re stunned at the fact this incredibly adept man knows how to cultivate something so beautiful into existence from a tiny seed. “Flowers just make me so happy, you know?”
“I get that. They make me happy too.” He agrees. “Would you like some wine, are you a wine drinker?” Marcus enquires.
Despite your long conversations laughing like teenagers breaking parental curfew well into the night, there are still things you're both yet to uncover about each other.
You nod. “I'd love some.”
The waiter takes your orders and you choose the pan-seared sea bass, drawn to the delicate and flaky texture of the fish, served on a bed of lemon risotto with roasted cherry tomatoes and asparagus.
Something light that won’t aggravate your stomach with your own nerves so much throughout the evening.
But his soft, inviting smile revealing a dimple as he gazes at you whilst you talk, puts you at ease. He really is incredibly handsome in the flesh, to the point it leaves you unable to speak for a few moments in between the engrossing conversations.
But the silences are never awkward between you both.
The dark-rimmed spectacles perched on the bridge of his nose adds a touch of intellectual charm to his appearance, framing deep cocoa eyes that hold the wisdom of years spent in both heroism and now the quieter, reflective moments of life.
His greying beard and moustache add a rugged yet refined quality to the sun-kissed countenance of his complexion. The salt-and-pepper tones speak of a life rich with experience, the threads of grey weaving through the tapestry of a man who has weathered both storms and serenity.
He made no attempt of keeping his heroic qualities a secret from you - his face was known for saving the world time and time over - and despite it, it wasn’t something that put you off when you learned he was a former Heroic, and that people would sometimes recognise him like a celebrity when he were out doing mundane things like grocery shopping.
If anything, it flattered you that someone of his calibre would find you attractive in any kind of way. Compared to Marcus, your life in contrast was humdrum at best with a simple, yet modest job and a simple, yet modest home.
He could have a limber woman with a body sculpted to perfection in tight spandex, but instead it impressed you at how humble, and seemingly reserved and shy he was.
And how keenly interested he was in you and everything you had to say.
“Oh, this is delicious.” You sigh after the waiter brings your food a while later.
Conversation has flowed easily between you both and he makes you laugh a lot; something that he selfishly enjoys when he sees you throw you head back and titter, making you look more beautiful than ever, and filling his head with wayward thoughts of kissing down your neck.
That tight feeling in his pants hasn’t gone away yet and he revels in the throbbing ache hanging heavy despite the discomfort, because it’s been so long since someone made his body react like this.
“You wanna try some of mine too? The meat's really good.” Marcus offers, and holds his fork out to you when you nod.
You notice he bites his bottom, plush lip as he watches you take it in your mouth.
“Mmm, that is good. So tender. This was such a good choice of restaurant.” You say.
“Thank you. I love food and kinda pride myself in finding the best places to eat.” He says with a slight flush creeping over his nose. “That probably comes off as rather arrogant-”
“Not at all. I love it that you love food so much. I do too, it’s probably why I’m more on the heavy side these days.” You chuckle as you reach for your wine glass.
Marcus shakes his head. “I think you look amazing.” He smiles and you notice the rosy blush settle in his cheeks again.
“I never knew this place was here. It’s funny, you can spend your whole life in one place and not realise what’s right under your nose, right?” You say, and Marcus can’t help but agree in more ways than one.
The meal is delicious, the wine flows between you both. Finishing the bottle, he offers you dessert with a tempting smile and arched brow, that ignites something over your skin and leaves you tingly and squeezing your thighs together.
Your mutual sweet teeth lead you both to agree on the tiramisu to share between you. Layers of coffee-soaked ladyfingers and mascarpone cream, dusted with cocoa powder, promises a delightful conclusion to the meal, to which you both indulge in as you speak more.
As you discuss your favourite movies and share anecdotes, the conversation takes on a flirtatious undertone as he leaves the last creamy bite on the plate just for you.
Wholly engaged in your words, Marcus leans in slightly over the table on his crossed arms; a hint of intimacy in his gesture, and a reassuring sincerity in his eyes that convince you that he’s enjoyed this evening and your company so much.
And when you look back at him, leaning in a little closer on your elbows across the table too, watching and shuddering as his fingertips soon brush against yours, you confirm the same to him in your own eyes that glitter and beguile him to his knees in subjugation of you.
"You know, they say the best movies are the ones that leave you wanting more... I can't help but feel the same about our date. I've had a really wonderful time with you tonight," he concludes, his dark-rimmed spectacles adding a touch of earnestness to his gaze.
He watches you smile and the world outside implodes.
"I was thinking... w-would you be interested in doing this again? Maybe something a bit less formal - like maybe a walk through the city or maybe a picnic or something?"
You chuckle, your eyes sparkling with a teasing glint. “I’d absolutely love that, Marcus.”
“Yeah?” He beams, all teeth and pink grinning lips.
“I’d love to spend more time with you, definitely. I’ve really enjoyed tonight too. Almost don’t want it to end.” You say as your fingers glide over his knuckles.
“Well, it doesn’t have to… I-I mean, the night is still young, perhaps we could go for that walk? Or get another drink elsewhere? I know a good cocktail lounge in town, if you're feeling fruity?” Marcus suggests.
He’s careful not to sully the line between polite etiquette and implied impropriety. But you both chuckle at his choice of words.
“Sounds good.” You agree, all twinkly at him, and he can feel his heart soar.
He fetches your coat and holds it open for you as you slip it on. He carries the vase of flowers out towards the parking lot, suggesting he puts them in the car so he can hold your hand freely as you walk together somewhere, anywhere.
But you both don’t make it on that walk, or to the cocktail lounge, as instead you turn to him and go to kiss him, taking him by surprise that he almost drops the vase of flowers as your lips barely graze his cheek.
“I’m sorry, I just had to,” you say, a little flustered and giggly.
“Wait,” he says, and you watch him plonk the vase on the ground safely, and his arms pull you towards him. “Okay, let’s try that again.”
Smiling, Marcus leans in as you tiptoe up and your lips finally meet; soft, inviting and delicate.
A smooch that lasts and morphs slowly into something more passionate, more desired. And confirms everything you hoped and imagined about him from the moment you laid eyes on him this evening: Marcus Moreno knows how to damn well kiss.
You trace the line of his bottom lip with yours, nipping it gently and it elicits a moan from deep within him that warms your bone marrow.
His hands traverse the length of your back pulling you in closer to him as he gently slips his tongue into your wanting mouth.
Your fingers trace the soft silk of his beard; his moustache gently tickling your top lip deliciously. It’s a tender, unhurried exploration, one that sparks fireworks inside your veins.
His thick fingers, calloused by the harsh realities of his journey, find their way into your hand, stroking gently, and you can feel something crackle between them.
You eventually part and draw in much needed breaths from where he’s inhaled all of you deep into his chest cavity.
“Wow, t-that was-” He begins with a bewildered stutter.
“It was,” you agree, smiling into his face as he nuzzles his nose against yours.
“You taste so good,” he groans, placing his hands on your waist gently, respectfully, as you stroke up his thick arms.
You're so close, pressed into him and you can feel the swell of him against you making you smirk.
“It’s the tiramisu,” you chuckle.
“No, it's all you.” He whispers softly shaking his head. “Would you… would you like to come back to mine for some coffee?”
“Coffee you say?” You smile with raised eyebrows. “You know that's code, right?” You tease.
He laughs. “I’m not being presumptuous, I just… I kinda don’t want the night to end. And I’d really like to kiss you some more.”
“I know what you mean. And I’d love some. Both coffee and kissing.”
Marcus opens the passenger side door for you as you seat yourself in, and he smiles warmly with glittery peepers that render you speechless.
Leaning in, he kisses you again, bent in through the door and unable to abnegate himself away from you.
With the flowers secured in your lap, he sets off and you admire the clean interior of his Camry and watch him drive as he turns to smile at you through the shadows.
He takes your hand in his and brings it to his mouth to kiss over it gently as he drives.
Pulling into the driveway at Marcus’s home a short ride later, you unclick your seatbelt as he turns off the engine.
“I can drive you home at any point. Just say the word and we’ll go. I’m not expecting anything more from-”
“Marcus. Take me inside and make me some coffee.” You reassure him by squeezing his thigh gently.
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Marcus’s home is large and spacious, but homely in all the right ways with subtle Hispanic influences woven through the decor, and incredibly neat and tidy than what you would expect from a bachelor living alone.
“Is this your garden?” You query as you glance out the french doors keenly whilst he makes coffee in the kitchen.
The vase of flowers is perched on the counter top, and your eyes recognise the blooms swaying in clusters the gentle breeze around the garden where he cut them from, despite the darkness of the evening.
“Yeah,” he says proudly, as he brings over the mugs.
“It looks beautiful. Can we sit out there?”
“Sure.” He opens the door for you and you step out onto the patio.
Lit by the soft glow of ambient solar lights, the garden unfolds like a hidden oasis. The centrepiece is a small, pristine pool, its turquoise waters reflecting the moonlight as if inviting a tempting midnight swim.
Your body clenches deliciously at the thought of seeing him undress to join you naked in the water - two water nymphs wet and writhing against each other.
Surrounding the pool, an array of vibrant flowers and lush greenery embraces the space. Potted plants adorn the periphery in terracotta homes, showcasing an array of herbs that hint at the culinary adventures Marcus enjoys embarking on in his kitchen.
The scent of lavender and rosemary lingers in the air, adding a fragrant dimension to the balmy Texan night that awaits you both.
As you settle by the pool at the small metal table and chairs under a large, sun-faded parasol, coffee cups in hand, Marcus shares more stories of his connection to the garden - his mother shaping his green fingered talent.
Inspiring him with a sanctuary of her own that blended the influence of his Latino heritage within the serenity of nature growing up as a boy. He also lets slip a little more about his life as a Heroic, and the fact his mother was his mentor and trainer.
“Was?” You query gently.
He nods with a dipped smile. “She passed just before I fully retired. Unexpected, but peaceful at least.” He summises quietly.
“I’m so sorry. She sounds like an incredibly formidable woman.”
“She was. She would’ve liked you.” He says with a pricking smile.
You smile under your eyelashes as you drink more of your velvety coffee.
The night unfolds under the bokeh stars, the inky expanse above causing you both to question and ponder jointly on some of life’s bigger questions and philosophies. Sharing a profound connection that transcends cultures and backgrounds to agree on more common threads that weave around you both, tethering you together further still.
Marcus, his dark-rimmed spectacles reflecting the glow of the night in the lenses, looks at you with a warmth that's far from the ordinary, what feels like hours later.
"You know, it's getting late. I could drive you home if you'd like?" He queries tentatively.
“Trying to get rid of me already, hmm?” You tease.
“God no.” He shakes his head vehemently. “Far from it.”
“I mean, I don’t wanna impose or anything.” You’re quick to add, realising that you’re probably keeping him up.
“No, no imposition at all.” Marcus assures. He reaches for your hand, slotting his fingers in yours.
“Good, because I believe I was promised more kisses, Mr Moreno.” You smile.
At that, he instantly pulls you closer to him by your seat; it scrapes across the patio and he engulfs your face in his giant hands.
“I never do this.” He says, panting after breaking the intense kiss. A kiss that he can feel igniting his whole body.
“You never kiss on a first date?” You gasp as you feel a flurry in your core.
“I mean, you’re my first date since… my wife.” He clarifies.
“I’d love for you to tell me about her some time.”
He nods. “I’d like that.”
"And it's okay. I don't usually do this either." You reassure. "But I really like it..."
"Me too," he smiles leaning in to kiss you some more.
As you sit by the pool, occasionally pressing your lips to one another for periods of time that wash away in a dreamy, pastel haze, the unspoken desire to extend the evening lingers in the air.
Marcus hesitates, a wibble of vulnerability in his voice as he clears his throat.
"Would you... consider staying? I’m really enjoying your company. I-I have a guest room, and you're more than welcome to use it." He tries not to physically wince as he lays it out bare. “I mean, I’m just enjoying your-”
“Would you like me to stay?” You question with your smile widening.
Marcus nods. “Yeah. I mean, if you want to. We don’t have to do anything, nothing’s expected. Just kissing you like this is really nice.”
“Yeah, it really does. You’re a really good kisser, Marcus.” You suck his bottom lip gently and he moans.
“Well, I really like to kiss. Feels good to have someone to kiss again.”
“I don’t want to stop kissing you all night.” You agree as he brushes his lips against yours, his moustache tickling.
“Stay? Let me hold you?” Marcus questions, although it sounds like he’s pleading with you through those strangled gasps as he tastes your tongue again.
You nod, wanting nothing more than to be wrapped up in his strong arms all night and to wake up in them. "Okay."
It feels right, natural between you. Two strangers who feel like they know one another inside out already - it’s easy with him.
And your attraction to him knows no bounds as you’re greedy for his presence and touch alike, and allow him to take your hand and lead you back inside.
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Marcus listens.
Listens to every small gasp that ebbs out of you as his fingers stroke over your skin, tracing over the areas that make you shudder and hitch your breath in anticipation.
He learns that you hiss a little when he kisses your neck, when he sucks your earlobe into his mouth and nibbles gently on it with his teeth.
He learns that you’re ticklish on your hips and you giggle into his mouth uncontrollably, snorting ungraciously a little, when he does it again, making him laugh in turn.
He respectfully traverses the route of your body, mapping it out with his fingers stroking the length of your arms, his lips pressed at the juncture of your throat.
He listens to recall and remember and to please you. God, he just wants to please you and leave you satisfied.
But he also wants to leave you wanting, craving more of him. Begging even… He takes his time kissing you, tasting you and touching you. Letting you unfurl in his hands like a tiny bud, blooming into something spectacular and colourful as he waters you.
The both of you are soon in his bedroom, unable to resist being parted from one another.
His fingers feel like tingly electricity zapping through your skin layers, and he explains that he can’t seem to control it around you as your lips peck at him under his jaw rendering him a quivering mess in your own hands.
It's a curious sensation, a subtle vibration with a pinch of static as the pads of his fingers graze your cheeks gently; it makes your blood fizz through your veins as you feel it pulse into your epidermis and pores.
“What other powers do you have?” You query, lost in the richness of his eyes, as he winds strands of your hair around his digits.
“Just this." He runs his pads over your lips and you feel that soft, gently muted vibration sink into the meat of them that makes you groan as it tingles into the depth of your jaw. "I’m pretty good with a katana too.”
"Are you boasting, Marcus?" You tease.
"I'll be happy to show you my sword wielding skills anytime."
You both laugh as he realises what he just insinuated.
“So you can’t fly?” You query, stroking under his chin. Your fingers trace a small, uniquely heart-shaped patch where no hair seems to grow on the left side. You watch as he closes his eyes and pushes his jaw into your hand further.
“No, I can. But with the help of a flight device.”
“A flight device?”
“Maybe I’ll show you. Take you up. In the sky.” Marcus muses.
“You’re going to take me to new heights, hmm?” You smirk.
“Well, I’ll certainly try,” he says, rubbing his nose against yours.
He grazes gentle, languid kisses down your neck, settling on the curve where your shoulder hilts.
He runs his aquiline nose there delicately, inhaling the faint remnants of your perfume with vanilla and coconut notes that makes him salivate.
"I'm scared of heights," you murmur dreamily.
"Well, I'll be sure to hold onto you extra tight." Marcus takes a hold of you, pulling you fully into his arms.
"Like this?" You whisper.
"Just like this." He says as he wraps them around your back.
"You won't let me go?"
He shakes his head. "Never."
You find yourself straddling his lap; your bodies simply moving of their own rhythmic volition as they slot into place effortlessly and without instruction or hesitation; his large hands sweep up your back as you kiss him deeply.
Your fingers roam in the softness of the greying silk of his bearded scruff. You explore the broadness of his shoulders, the tightness of his biceps over the soft cashmere, journeying over the wide expanse of him as he pulls you closer in his protective embrace.
"I don't want this to end," he murmurs into your shoulder.
"Me either," you sigh with a smile. “This might sound incredibly forward, but... I want you, Marcus,” you whisper into his mouth.
You can feel him pressed against you, hard and swollen in his pants and it’s difficult to ignore his desire when it so brazenly taunts your own.
“You’re sitting in my lap on my bed, I think we're past being forward,” he chuckles.
“True,” you giggle.
“Are you sure that’s what you want? There’s no pressure at all. I didn’t invite you here with an agenda.”
You nod with a keen smile. “I know. But I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life than I am right now. Do you want me, too?”
“I’ve never wanted someone so much.” He says with glistening eyes. “It’s been so long though. I-I don’t even know if I’ll be any good.” He gulps heavily and it wrenches your heart a little.
You press your fingers to his kiss-bruised lips and he can’t help but mouth against them. “Marcus, you're perfect.”
“Kiss me again,” he whines as he presses himself even closer to you.
Attaching yourself to his lips once more, he sighs contentedly into your mouth, tongue swirling gently around yours and sucking on your lips.
He holds his arms up as you lift up the hem of his sweater. Your fingers slide over the silk knot of his tie, undoing it. He loves that when you loosen it, you use it to yank him forward to kiss you deeper still, guiding him closer to your body to be tangled up with you.
You undo the buttons slowly on his shirt to reveal tanned skin and the broadest shoulders you’ve ever seen on a man.
A couple of scars dapple over them and his sternum, like white lightning streaks against the gold shimmer of his skin, and he shudders as you trail your fingertips over them delicately.
“I wanna know all about these.” You say beholding him. “You must have some incredible battle stories from your time in the Heroics.”
“I’ll tell you anything you want to know.” He promises.
“I wanna know everything about you.” You breathe as you feel him nibble at your collarbone.
“The feeling is incredibly mutual,” he replies softly as he brushes your hair from your face. “Can I take this off?” Marcus asks, running his fingers along the silken hem of your dress that’s ridden up your thighs.
“Yes,” you smile at his politeness despite the carnal heat running through the both of you.
He pulls it up over your head and audibly groans at your choice of matching underwear, lacy and delicate.
His eyes trail hungrily over your body and you don’t feel the need to cover up the lumps, bumps and stretch marks; the way he looks at you burns in your core.
“You're just…” words fail him as you smile softly. “Wow.”
“It’s been a long time since a man saw me like this.” You admit, a little shy. "My body isn't what it used to be."
“You’re stunning. I’m lucky that it’s me who gets to enjoy you. Besides, I'm not exactly in my best shape." He grimaces looking down at the small swell of his tum puffing over his slacks.
"I think you're sexy." You say.
"Yeah?" He queries with raised eyebrows.
"Mm, really sexy." You confirm, stroking over the soft fat of him.
"Is this okay? We’re not going too fast? I wouldn’t want you to feel like I'm only after one thing.” He checks.
“I don’t think that at all.”
“Good, because I really like you. I want to see you again.” He says earnestly.
“Me too.” You agree nodding.
“Is it too early to presume this might be the start of something really special?” Marcus asks with a crooked grin. "I dunno, I just feel it."
You shake your head. “I feel it too.” You agree.
He kisses you again and you taste the truth of his words.
“I wanna feel you too. You can touch me, Marcus.” You whisper to him. “I want you to touch me everywhere with those magic hands...”
He grins, and his hands, albeit shaky, massage over your mounds, trailing around to your back where he hesitates at the clasp.
“Take it off,” you murmur as he unhooks your bra and licks his lips as your nipples are revealed to him.
Leaning forward, he trails kisses across your collarbone until his lips find your nipple and he sucks gently whilst you rake through his subtlety greying hair.
A pink wet tongue teases over your skin as he licks, causing your back to arch, pushing your breasts further into his mouth.
“Mmm,” you whine as the pull of your nipple between his lips is felt buzzing on your clit in response.
“I can’t get enough of you,” he trembles, but his voice seems deeper somehow, with more of a heavy graze inside his cheeks. “I wanna make love to you all night. Discover all the ways to please you."
He kisses down your sternum just under your breasts. "I wanna make you come all over me…” He says between rasped breaths. “God, I want you screaming my name.”
“I want you inside me, Marcus." You gasp.
He groans at that. “I can’t believe this is happening.”
“Me either. But it feels so good.” You say, smiling at him.
You help him remove his pants until he’s in his boxers and lying back as you climb over him, leaning down to kiss him as his hands pull you closer to him.
The hairs on your body stand tall as his hands create that wonderful tingle to curl your spine out and your nipples to tighten.
The bulge in his boxers is unignorably prominent and you can’t abnegate yourself away from reaching down in between your bodies to feel him, squeezing over him gently as he grunts into your mouth.
“You feel amazing,” you whisper as he blushes. “I wanna taste you, will you let me?”
“Uh-uh,” he shakes his head, “that’s not how we do things in my house. Ladies come first.” Marcus smirks.
He rolls with you and you giggle as he kisses down your body to the thin hemline of your panties. He runs his hands up and down your hips and stomach, and you feel those tingly crackles from his fingertips ignite your skin once more.
He kisses and lavishes gentle nuzzles against your tummy, and you hum out feeling the soft tickle of his facial hair across it.
You lift your hips as he gently pulls down your panties, watching keenly as he kisses down your legs. He takes your ankle and rests your foot on his shoulder as he lays between your thighs.
And then, with a mischievous glint in his eye, Marcus transforms from hero to villain as he licks a long, lingering stripe up your pussy.
“Oh my God, yes…” You whine.
He looks up at you with molten brown eyes as he flicks his tongue back and forth over your clit and you sonic boom inside at the sight and feel of it.
He massages and strokes your inner thigh as he tastes you, running his tongue in and around your soaked lips and murmuring in keen delight.
The softness of his beard feels like liquid silk against your skin as his nose grazes and nudges your clit whilst he teases your hole, pushing his tongue inside you.
You reach down and pull off his glasses, giggling as the lenses are smeared with your slick already.
“You taste delicious.” Marcus husks before going back in for more, hungry for your as he laps and licks.
"Mmm, Marcus..." You whine, arching your back as you keen for more of his tongue. He presses it against your clit, sucks gently on the nub and licks and sucks through your drenched folds.
He makes you come with just his mouth, sucking expertly on your clit before he slips his fingers in, coming up to suckle on your nipple again as he pumps them in and out of you.
He’s astonished how wet you are for him; his fingers squelching and the sounds are lewd as he whelves.
“God, you’re so perfect,” Marcus says as he leans in to kiss you again: his beard his damp from your secretions. “So wet and tight. Does that feel good?”
“So good.” You groan.
“More?”
“More.”
He speeds up, fingers deep to the hilt of his knuckles. “Harder?”
“Yes!” You cry as you feel it overtake you, a mesh veil cast over your sight as the room fills with gold glitter.
“Marcus! Your fingers! Oh my God!” You gasp as you can feel those crackles again, only inside you now; deep in the pit of your core right on your spot, and your thighs shake uncontrollably.
He circles your clit with his thumb and the sensation completely overwhelms as you feel it there too, buzzing all the way deep into that fleshy hub.
Your eyes catch him smirking at you as he applies the perfect amount of tingly pressure. And that look in his eye tells you he knows exactly what he's doing to you.
You’re coming quicker than you can fathom, dizzy from the pulsing shocks and giggling uncontrollably at the delicious buzzing it creates.
“Jesus!” You yelp at him as he grins devilishly. “How do you even do that?!” You gasp as he pulls his fingers out and you watch, wholly spellbound, as he sucks them clean.
“Benefits of having a superpower, I guess. I used to think it was weird... having magnetised hands.” He remarks casually, as if he didn’t just rock your world with those digits of his.
“I don’t know how I’ll compete,” you say, pushing him onto his back as he kisses you.
“You’re perfect as you are, trust me,” he breathes, watching as you slide down his body.
You kiss over the soft swell of his tummy, lavishing it with wet kisses over and over as he gathers your hair inside his hands to watch you. You look up at him as your fingers slip into the fold of his waistband.
He nods, too dumbstruck to comment verbally as he watches you slip down between his legs and pull off his boxers.
He’s big - bigger than you anticipated, and so thick. You’re unsure how he kept it hidden in his pants all night. He’s perfectly uncut with a flush pink head that’s positively dripping for you.
You make out with his cock gently, barely mouthing over him with the gooey strings of his precum sticking to your lips like gloss, and making him hiss and gasp.
He’s well groomed and the subtle greys in the thatch of neatly trimmed hairs there at the base of him are just as soft as his beard.
You tongue his head, flicking back and forth over that drooling slit and taste the salt of him before teasing his frenulum that makes his hips buck involuntarily.
"Y-yeah," he chokes on a ragged whisper.
You take him in your mouth fully, and he groans long and deep, head lolling back as he feels your hot, wet mouth encase him and suck slowly down his length.
You can take him about three-quarters of the way before you feel him prod at the back of your throat, and although you're tempted to see if you can swallow him fully and press your nose against his soft belly, tonight’s not the night for ungraceful choking.
Although, your body flares at the thought of how uncouth and dirty he could be with you; imagining his usual politeness being traded for filthy demands as his huge hands press on the back of your head, forcing you to take him all the way down your throat.
You whimper around his cock at the thought, feeling your cunt contract and drip.
“You’re so good at that,” Marcus keens as he glances down at you.
Your eyes flick up at him as you smirk around your mouthful of him and it’s not long before he’s pulling you back up and kissing you with an intense hunger that steals the breath from your lungs.
He rolls you onto your back, and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist as he grinds against your centre.
You whine as the length of him slides back and forth against your slit, soaking and greasing him up in your slick. The ridge of his head knocking against your clit builds you up again as you bite your lip staring up into his chocolaty eyes.
"Feels so good," you whisper, clutching onto him.
“Yeah? I don’t wanna hurt you, so I'll go slow, okay?” Marcus whispers as you reach for his thick cock and swipe him through your pussy lips.
You both shudder as you do it.
“You won’t.” You reassure him as you stroke him and he groans. “I want you inside me.”
He lines up, his swollen head dipping slowly into your fleshy folds as he lingers there, pushing gently and barely against your hole.
You’re so wet he could easily slide all the way in with one flex of his hips, but it feels too damn good already, and he’s apprehensive to finish so quickly before he’s even started.
“The things I wanna do to you...” Marcus murmurs bashfully.
“Sounds intriguing,” you smirk as he pushes in a little more. "Tell me, I-oh!"
You gasp as you feel yourself opening around him, stretching as his thick head pushes in further.
“We’ve got all t-the time in the... ahhh, world,” he breathes. “All the time to find... hmmm, new ways to pull you apart on my cock. My fingers, my tongue…” He grunts as he slides in.
“Mmm, fuck," you let slip in his ear and he groans.
“Fuck indeed,” he grizzles as he pulls back a little and slides in again, and hearing him finally curse makes your body shudder.
"You're so perfectly tight around me," he puffs.
“You feel so big,” you say, nodding in encouragement. “I want you to fill me up, Marcus.”
“Yeah?” He breathes as he slides in further. “Stop me if it's too much.”
“It’s not too much. It's perfect... you're perfect. Ohhh. More.” You pant. “Please, I wanna feel all of you. I need you.”
“You need me? You need my cock, hmm?” He teases with a grin.
“Mmm, I want it so badly.”
"I want you so badly."
You look down between you as he breaches fully, hips flushed tight against you as he bottoms out and you both groan, eyes pulled back to one another.
You grapple for him, desperate for him to kiss you again as he works his hips. Soft breathy pants fill your ears as he finds satisfaction and a steady rhythm within your wet warmth.
He’s gentle, but powerful; winding slowly, and buried so deep inside you. It feels like it’s too much, but not enough and you claw at his back desperately each time he withdraws and thrusts back in.
“Mmm, you’re so deep…” You murmur into his lips.
“It’s not too much?”
“No, you feel incredible.”
“You take me so well, hermosa.” Marcus praises.
“Oh, I forgot you speak Spanish…” You smirk, all glistening teeth at him.
“¿Quieres que te hable sucio en Español?” (Do you want me to talk dirty in Spanish to you?)
You chuckle, utterly beside yourself. “I have no idea what you just said, but yes. God, yes!”
He smirks into your lips as he kisses you again, his hips doing all the work with each, deep languid stroke.
“I love feeling every inch of you.” You pant as he speeds up a little.
“All of me... Every. Inch. Of. Me.” He thrusts on every syllable, deliberately making you gasp.
“You feel so good, Marcus. I’m gonna come soon.” You sigh, feeling it build behind your core muscles, cinching and tightening in that delicious wind before you snap back on yourself.
“I can feel you squeezing me. I bet you’ll look so beautiful when you come all over my cock. Come for me. Let me see you.”
He feels your fingers bruising in his skin, tastes your pants fizzing on his tongue like sherbet.
Sitting upright, he pulls your hips right up off the bed as he slips back inside you, fucking deep into you on his knees.
He hits all the right spots at this angle and your whimpers soon become loud hollers and yelps as he pushes against your spot relentlessly and tosses you into oblivion once more.
"Come for me," he pants.
You claw at the sheets; your eyes rolled so far back that you swear you can see the inside of your skull and all the swampy lilac clouds floating around in there. Your body sheens with sweat already, as does his; mercury drizzle, shimmering in the pale light of his bedroom lamps.
You’re almost there; a flutter in your chest as your heart flies away to be gifted to him with metallic ribbon curls wrapped around it. A building warmth, igniting from within, growing more wild like fire consuming and burning everything up in its path, scorches your skin.
An electric charge of anticipation, spurred on by the crackled pulses from his fingers around your hips, pulls your orgasm right out of you like ridding you of a hostile possession.
You screech as it leaves your bones.
“That’s it, hermosa. Come for me!” Marcus pleads with a hiss as you shake and gasp as he turns you inside out.
Pulling you upright against his chest, he’s stunned at you. “You look so beautiful.” He says, almost choking as your bonelessness.
“M-Marcus!” You wail, his cock buried deeper.
“Yeah, keep coming for me,” he encourages as he watches you wind and bounce on top of him.
You groan, throwing your head back and losing count of the number of times he’s made you come already.
You slow and grind on him as iridescent bubbles flow and burst around you; your thighs never-ending in their shaking, and he watches in rapture as you take his breath away.
“From behind?” You suggest breathlessly after a few moments of coming down from that tremendous high he throws you up to so easily.
“Anything you want, beautiful.”
He slides down your body, kissing the length of your back and all over your butt cheeks before spreading you open and tasting your pussy again with his tongue.
His lips never leave your skin, even when you turn around and bend forward with your ass up in his face.
He reaches down between your legs to stroke your clit. You feel him kissing the side of your head, nuzzling into you as he pushes himself back into you slowly. And the feel of him at this angle, this depth, makes you mewl as he hits deeper than before.
He stops for a moment when he sees you backing up and gyrating on the end of his cock, reaching round to grab the meat of his thigh and moaning incoherently at how good it feels.
“You look amazing doing that,” he drawls before holding onto your hips and drawing deep into you with slow, measured thrusts shunting through your body. “That feel good, like this?”
“Yeah… so good.”
“Mmm, I-I can barely stand it,” he pants. "I'm close."
“Come for me, Marcus.” You whisper to him as he fucks you faster.
“Mmm, oh God.” He whines as his hips start to snap harder, his grip around your hips squeezes tighter.
He's marvelling and gasping as he watches you shake again, shake for him. That he still has the power to make someone feel this damn good after all this time.
That he could fathom such a thought of making love to a woman again when he had convinced himself for so long he would endure his remaining years alone, his left fist as his only release.
But then you showed up, careening into his life through a device he held in the palm of his hand; laughing at his humour, smiling that incredible smile at him. Wanting to know more about him and just... wanting him.
And here he is, deep inside of you now and not able to get enough of how you squeeze around his cock bringing him to the brink of his own annihilation. You kill him and resurrect him, to do it all over again.
“I’m gonna come!” Marcus pants, cheeks and chest flushed a glorious pink amongst the natural bronze.
“So am I. Don't stop!” You wail.
“Where? I’m so close! Tell me where you want it...” He can feel it building and rushing towards the end of his cock.
“Inside me, come inside me.” You pant.
“You sure?”
“Fill me up until it’s all dripping out of me.”
“Fuck!” He yells. "Oh fuck!"
Marcus growls out that sweet blasphemy that makes your toes curl and your cunt clench as he comes, filling you up as you so coveted, as he spurts out inside you - warm, thick and plentiful.
A brief moment of his weight against your back crushes you into the bed as he flops down over you, panting and groaning in your ear.
Smiling, you turn and kiss the side of his face buried in the crook of your sweaty neck.
“That was incredible, you're incredible.” He whimpers, voice all muffled in your skin and hair a few minutes later.
He rolls with you, pulling you into his arms against his clammy chest as you both catch your breath.
“I can’t take all the credit, you were pretty incredible yourself there, Mr Moreno.” You grin.
“Yeah. Looks like I’ve still got it after all.” He puffs with a bewildered chuckle.
“No doubt about that.” You giggle and laugh with him, as Marcus wraps the comforter around you both.
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The soft hum of the morning unfolds around you.
Eyelids opening and lashes fluttering against his chest, you're accompanied by the distant sounds of nature awakening outside.
Marcus, still in the relaxed embrace of slumber, seems to embody the tranquillity of the dawn as you gaze up at him longingly.
His rhythmic breathing through soft snuffles, his heartbeat in your ear, resonates with the peaceful serenity that surrounds you in his downy sheets that smell faintly of his lingering cologne and your heady sex.
As you lay in Marcus's arms, you spend a few minutes contemplating the next exciting steps between you, when the prominent ache registers between your legs, which makes you smile as you recall the moment he first sheathed himself inside you.
It makes you clench around nothing and you moan softly in want, squeezing your thighs together at the vivid memory.
You’re compelled to kiss him, planting tender smooches across his chest and up to his neck, when he stirs and his lips find yours and latch on again.
Your hand slides down his sternum, over the warm, smooth swell of his stomach, and you find him stiff and weeping for your touch.
He grunts into your mouth as you pump him, fingers wrapped around his length as he hardens fully. His own digits course those pinpricking tingles down your spine again as you shudder and arch.
He bites his lip, eyes closing in satisfaction as you work his cock and feel it throb with need in your hand.
Soon Marcus slips in behind you, clutching you close to his chest; his fingers entwining in tight knots with your own. He fills you again, your moans surrounding him as he kisses and nips on the back of your neck, and it feels like a dream you don't ever want to wake from.
You’re full of him, sticky and drenched from the night of intense love making that never seemed like it would relent. His stamina surprised you both, but was incredibly welcome, alongside the equally surprising refractory period that will leave you aching for days.
You lost count of the number of times he was inside you. Unable to get enough of each other, wanting more, more, more and giving more, more, more.
“You’re so beautiful in the morning,” Marcus cants into your ear as he fills you to the brim, fucking softly into you from behind. “What did I do to deserve you?”
He wraps his arms tighter around you as you squeeze around his cock.
“Trust me, I'm the lucky one,” you whine as his fingers slip down and stroke over your clit bringing about another orgasm that prickles and tingles under his expert ministrations.
You soon sit in his lap, rocking back and forth on his solid cock buried deep inside you as Marcus nuzzles into your face. You work your hips riding him, his shoulders banging gently into the headboard.
His hair is a sleepy, wild mess with streaks of grey running through short curls you never knew he had under that tamed back style he had for your date, and he’s never looked more beautiful as they fall into face.
The way he looks at you makes you come again, with something so warm and so sincere swimming inside his lust blown eyes at you.
"So beautiful, hermosa," he murmurs with a smile at you.
He leans back on his hand, his other squeezing around your butt as you ride you both to a mutual intense finale of whimpers and names called out in desire and want.
After you still, feeling him seep out of you whilst he remains plugged inside until he softens, fawning and kissing over your face, you smile gently as you plant kisses along his silky jaw.
“Good morning,” Marcus smiles as you feel his lashes against your cheeks.
“Morning handsome.” You sigh dreamily.
“How did you sleep?” He enquires.
“Terribly. I had an incredibly attractive man between my legs for most of the night keeping me up.”
“That sounds awful.” He smirks as you kiss him again, and Marcus determines he never wants to stop kissing you or hearing your breathy giggles.
“Sleep is for the weak. It was amazing.” You say and he’s inclined to agree, on both counts.
“You hungry? You wanna stay for some breakfast?”
“I’d love to.” You smile.
“What are you doing later this afternoon?”
“Hmm, not much planned, will probably be thinking about you.”
“Is that so?” He enquires with a smirk.
“Mmhm. I have a feeling you'll be hard to forget.”
“Want some company whilst you think about that, maybe some lunch, too?”
“Sounds perfect. Perhaps we can drag ourselves away from each other long enough to go for that walk.”
“Doubtful,” he concedes and you giggle nodding in agreement. “But we’ll give it a shot.”
“You’re incredible.” You whisper to him and his eyes soften as you regard up at him.
It's been a long time since a woman looked at him like you are now.
“No, it's all you, hermosa, trust me.” He smiles into your mouth.
"I like that, that thing you say."
"Hermosa?"
"Yeah." You smile.
“Good." He kisses your temple. "Stay here, relax. I’ll make you some breakfast in bed. Then I’ll drive you home, okay?”
He winks as you watch him pull on his boxers and reach for a pair of grey sweatpants hanging out of the hamper.
“You spoil me, Mr Moreno.” You say, watching him pull them up his thick, muscular thighs.
“Mmm, I intend to. How do you feel about pancakes?”
“Ugh, my hero.” You swoon.
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“Dad?” Missy calls as he hears the front door open around twenty minutes or so after he’s arrived back from dropping you home.
Admittedly it was hard parting from you; kissing you with soft whimpers in the car outside your place, and basking in that post first date glow.
Marcus is hesitant to wash the scent of you off of his skin, convinced that if he does he’ll wake from this wonderful dream to find you’re not real.
A text from you, complete with an emoji purple heart, convinces him to stop being silly and that you are real, and last night and this morning was wanted and reciprocated in equal yearning.
He can't stop thinking about it, about you. His cock aches again as the images of you both wrapped up in one another flash behind his glasses.
Your message confirms the time for him to pick you up later and he smiles reading that you can’t wait to see him again. And to kiss him.
And to feel him inside you again...
“Hey,” he calls out from the kitchen, feeling heated as he tucks his phone away in his pocket.
"How was the date? Don't leave out any details!" Missy warns as she makes her way down the hall.
She comes in, putting down her bag and immediately spots the coffee cups and plates as he gathers them to wash up; clear evidence that he’s had some company this morning.
Then she spies his dishevelled appearance, clad still in the creased t-shirt and sweatpants he drove you home in, and hair that hasn’t been combed as he quickly rakes his fingers through it almost desperately.
She grins up at him as he tries not to blush, but fails. “I might omit some details.” Marcus says sheepishly.
“Must have been a hell of a date.” Missy mirths, perching on the breakfast bar stool.
“Well, she’s a hell of a woman.” He says, smiling behind his spectacles. "It was really... wonderful. She looked stunning, and we had a really great time together."
"Yeah, I bet you did." She remarks with a widening grin.
"Stop it." He groans, flushed.
“You’re glowing.”
“Shut up.” Marcus mumbles and fails to stifle a wayward grin.
Beaming, Missy watches him as he fills the sink with soapy water.
“What?” He asks after he can still feel her eyes on him.
“Are you seeing her again?”
“Yeah, later this afternoon for lunch.” He smiles.
“Good.” She chirps.
She comes up beside him, picking up a dish cloth and dries the dishes as he places them in the rack.
They both complete the task in silence, both trying to stifle their grins at one another.
Once done, she turns to him.
“I’m really happy for you, Dad.” Missy says, as she wraps her arms around him. He rests his chin on top of her head and smiles.
“Thanks, kiddo.”
“Go and shower. You smell like a slut.” Missy remarks.
"Potty mouth," he points at her with a mock-frown.
"At least I know where mine's been..." She grins.
Shaking his head in defeat, Marcus chuckles, blushing beet red, as he pads out of the kitchen and up the stairs, feeling more invincible than he’s ever felt before.
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Thank you so much for reading my Marcus Moreno story (if you made it to the end, hopefully you did!) and I really hope you enjoyed it. I'd love to hear your thoughts about my version of him. Thanks so much! 🖤
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“Did you take AP physics in high school? Can you solve a simple thermodynamics equation? Do you even know the basics to quantum mechanics and astrophysics? No, so you’ve got no right to speak.”
“Joke’s on you, Dr Bozo, but I have a law degree. I could sue you and beat your ass in court. Can you do that? Are you a lawyer by profession, huh?”
“Having a university degree of any kind does not make you ‘intelligent’. It, in fact, makes you ‘generic’. However, I could never expect nitwits like you to possibly understand such a, frankly, simple concept.”
“Like how you don’t understand the concept of manners? But, who am I kidding? Entitled knobheads like you merely discard the aspect from their vocabulary once they realise how inconvenient it proves towards their goal of subjugating others.”
“My, subjugating’s quite a big word for you. Did you learn it from one of those brainless, moronic ‘fanfictions’ I’ve seen you glued to?”
“I’m so honoured to be the very first one to teach you how to mind your own business. Let’s start your first lesson now! Step one—recognise when an issue directly affects you or not. When it doesn’t, move on with your life.”
“Did you memorise that definition from wikiHow? I see you came prepared. Sadly, your unrelenting tendency to be a birdbrain immediately makes it my duty to rid you of such folly. And yet, simpletons never fail to completely overlook such goodwill.”
“Goodwill? Dr Dunce, how do you tell someone you find really aggravating to shut the hell up, scientifically?”
“Glad you asked. It takes approximately one-hundred muscles to speak, but none to be silent. It’s a great way to get ample rest, and ample fitness.”
“I can see why you’re so fit. It’s because you never shut up. You’re scared you’ll get a potbelly, so you run that mouth of yours off without fail. Maybe I should physically sew your lips shut while you sleep.”
“You can try. You’d rather place your own on them, though.”
“Don’t change the topic. If there’s one Doctor Mendacitas Muttonhead can’t do, it’s flirt.”
“I’ve proven you wrong so many times, dearest. And look, you’re blushing. What, you think I’m going to call you ‘cute’? No. It’s an unfitting word.”
“Oh? Being all schmaltzy now, are you?”
“Quite the opposite. I’m merely saying how there are many antonyms of ‘cute’ I can think of that would be much more appropriate to describe your current expression.”
“I can just leak to the entire Astral Express that you kiss your reflection goodnight before bed, Dr Dumbass. I’m sure they’d be able to find plenty of corresponding synonyms for ‘idiot’ to label you as, quite assuredly.”
“Ha! What an intriguing tall tale, my love. All I have to do in return is tell everyone your AO3 user and that’s your career over. Your bookmarks are quite…something.”
“You told me I need to read more. So, I do. Therefore, who is truly at fault here?”
“It’s my fault that you read 500k-word omegaverse fanfictions that haven’t been updated in ten years? Be thankful I like you enough to listen to you moan and groan about how its last update was in 2009 at four in the morning. I can’t believe you actually stay up all night reading those poor excuses for literature.”
“Correction—masterpieces. And you love me enough, you mean. Don’t forget how you put this very engagement ring on my finger. In fact, I think the credit is due towards me, for having put up with you for this long.”
“Oh, get over here. Allow me to reeducate you in the practice and art of appreciation, sweetheart.”
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You're trying too hard to make the II cast sound like real people. They're always whining about not being liked or being betrayed and have social anxiety 24/7 when that's not how people really are. you could balance it out with some s1-styled minimum-necessary dialogue where characters just call each other dumb and ugly and stupid and kick each other into the sun. idk i just feel like scenes like those get to the point faster and keeps things balanced
Totally get that from the perspective of anyone who's entry-point to the show is s1, which I'm sure is plentyyy-common. And there's definitely a lot of this sentiment in the air today with Webz's video on the subject having just come out, with plenty of smart analysis regarding how the different eras of the show depict character.
I like a lot of what comes with the season one era. It's fun to revisit us as kids work with what came naturally to us. It's fun to see the wacky spontaneity that'd come about that would then be put to paper and never questioned. (And, even at that, I wasn't part of the writing team until fairly late into the season. So I can't take all too much credit for the early-show artistry.)
That all said, like noted above, that's what came naturally to us at that point. We as writers have never really written the show forrrr an audience. We write it for us. In-so-far as we're looking to impressive ourselves, entertain ourselves. Create something we'd enjoy watching, were we not the creators. And I wholeheartedly believe that's the way to write. We're not young adults making a show for kids, we're just making a show for us... that is also viewable and (hopefully) understandable for a younger audience, as well.
That doesn't mean, at all, that we're not influenced by the audience and what we read online. I read way too much for my own mental health, that's a work-in-progress, but I also find it important to embrace the element of conversation between creator and viewer with online projects. And that influence becomes a little part of me for the next time I write.
That aside, were we to just try to write in the essence of season one, I believe that at best it'd come across as a shadow of its former self, trying desperately to replicate the past. I completely understand that this ask isn't blatantly saying "make more season one," but the reality is that a lot of that old style just doesn't click with who we (or at least I) are anymore. A character I care about is called a mean name and kicked into the sun, I'm going to be less-quick to find that charming and silly and am probably going to be quicker to say "oh no :((((( ." Obviously it's very very tone-dependent, but my soul drips with sentimentality, so of course that's going to carry through when I'm bringing my art to the world. Anything less would be dishonest.
And, frankly, I've seen a lot of strong feedback that gives the very opposite essence of this ask: "please please, bring back the tone of season two, that's what I'm here for." Which I completely get as well. I love it, a lot of the work that I'm proudest of is from later season two. Ultimately, I do like to find a balance, and the best I can do is hope that people vibe with that.
Even with more recent work of mine on the show, I'll look back on and criticize myself on how that's it. Too jokey here, too schmaltzy there, need more room to breathe and explore here, this section is nonsense and cuttable there. It happens. But come the end, I'm happy season one exists. I'm happy season two exists. And I'm especially happy that we're able to work on a production that is so authentically us.
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I uusually don't go for soulmate AUs unless there's something to add spice.
Forbidden love and having to hide your soul mark is nice.
Ambiguous soul mate AUs are really fun. Maybe it could be platonic or romantic or even antagonistic and the characters have no way to know. Maybe the characters just get a hint and have to work from there - you know your soulmate is an artist, or a lawyer or whatever else but nothing more (good luck to the kid with 'murderer' branded on their wrist).
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Same. I like the ones with goofy worldbuilding details like this one fic where the lead thinks he has a one-way bond and we find out about all the black and white art films about the ~soulmateless~ that he's watched. I nearly died laughing. It was such a spot-on parody of depressing film festival fare.
And in that vein, I like the ones where there's some chance it won't actually work out or there's a mistake or whatever because if it's too guaranteed, that just feels like creepy mind control not done the hot way and/or like not enough tension. I still want my schmaltzy ending. I just want it to be less pat.
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THEMA; an ORV zine - One year later
Hello everyone. This is Rook, lead mod for THEMA; an ORV zine, as well as a co-mod for our new zine Anchors Aweigh! a Lee Jihye zine. Today (September 30th) is the one year anniversary of THEMA;'s upload date, and I'd like to celebrate it in at least a small way. None of our moderators or contributors know I'm writing this, so let's get schmaltzy.
THEMA;, as some may know, was born as an act of pure love after I finished reading ORV at the end of 2021. For many years and through many different fandoms I had been threatening to run my own fanzine, but never found the right amount of drive necessary to bring a large public project like that to completion. As a lot people may be able to relate to, ORV completely broke me (LOL). I've done so many things I either haven't done in years or have never done before because of ORV; from fic writing, to designing and manufacturing merchandise, to publishing a frankly absurd amount of solo minizines, and more. I'm incredibly grateful that THEMA; got to be one of the first things on my continually growing list of experiences all thanks to a webnovel I read randomly one day. This too is ORV.
I'm not sure if one can truly claim to be the #1 fan of something, but I believe I can claim the title of #1 enthusiast for THEMA; at the very least. To this day I find myself full of overwhelming affection for our humble little PDF. Of course, you can never truly read something for the first time more than once; but every re-read I've done of THEMA; in whole or in part draws up the same well of emotions as it did over a year ago, when the first round of check-ins were submitted by our contributors. I feel only love when thinking of this project (and am comfortable enough to admit that it has made me tear up on multiple occasions, including today).
I thanked everyone last year, and I'll thank them all again a year later, and the next year, and the year after that:
Thank you to my fellow THEMA; mods, for taking a chance on an overly anxious newcomer to the ORV fandom, and for helping bring the zine to life. To Sona, Maya, Sajani, and Jay, I owe each of you so much. Thank you.
Thank you to our wonderful contributors, for your enthusiasm, dedication, and passion for the project. Every art piece and every word written is incredibly precious to me. The zine would not have been the same without you. Thank you.
And thank you to you, for still reading this. Your reactions to the zine still fill me with joy a year later. There was so much love felt on that day, and there will always continue to be. I hope to share many more stories with everyone—moderator, contributor, and reader alike—in the future.
Happy anniversary, THEMA; zine!
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SOME ADORNO SHIT 😱😱😱
Happy Feodor Friday!
Theodor W. Adorno, praise be his name, quoted in Bürger 🍔, Theory of the Avant-Garde:
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Adorno here saying that surrealism is artificial. No dip sure lock! Nah it’s like this. Adorno is a vehement evangelist for the avant garde in the arts; but for Adorno, the avant garde still has to express what is true: in fact, this is why Adorno advocates for the avant garde. For Adorno, the world is one of ‘objective unfreedom’ — more particularly, the crushing and fascistic sameness and fungibility of all things as they must bend to the iron law of exchange value. You might then think that Adorno would hold that only art works which somehow convey or portray that objective unfreedom are ‘true’ in his sense. Yes and no: for if that were only the case, then Adorno would have no problem with pictorial painting that portrays quotidian tyranny and subjugation, or, in music which was his specialty, any schmaltzy gothic or warlike triumphalist music would pass muster. No, for Adorno, somewhat paradoxically and perhaps simply nonsensically on his part, an autonomous art work is itself something of liberation.
An atonal serialist piece of music (Schoenberg, etc) or an expressionist painting (Kandinsky) or avant garde work of literature (Joyce) — these things, for Adorno, mark truth in the sense precisely that they subvert the world of exchange, that they refuse harmony and embrace dissonance and ‘laceration.’ Because what the ‘culture industry’ sells is escape, escape into a comforting and thought terminating sameness, the comfort of representation and repetition. That which is lacerated, dissonant, atonal etc reflects what is wholly ‘true’ in being itself as against being a facsimile of the world sold back to us. This is closely related to Adorno’s critique of Enlightenment modernity’s replacement of the qualitative with the quantitative. From the magisterial essay The Concept of Enlightenment (with M. Horkheimer):
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Do you get it? I’ll translate, I’m used to this guy. The illusion of magic he refers to here is the socially inscribed primitive process of endowing some particular thing, like one single tree, with its own essence and quality, or mana. As this vanishes with enlightenment modernity, quantitative repetition reigns: a tree is only a specimen of the scientific object called ‘trees’ (yeah they’re just called trees dude, no Latin.) But note the highlighted section here: very importantly, he emphasizes how this notion of the ‘return of the same’ is already implicit in myth (or in totemic society.) Adorno doesn’t wish, then, to ‘return’ to the animism and ‘essentialism’ (in the sense of ‘an essence’) that came with primitive myth.
So the standard for truthful art can’t be that the work of art answer only to its own qualitative internal logic. Rather, it is ‘mediated,’ a fancy dialectics term that essentially means that the thing in question does not simply stand on its own unmolested by anything—it is always necessarily mediated by social conditions. I think the key to this puzzle is this: an art work cannot help but be mediated. Once a painting hangs in a gallery or a song plays at a concert, it is no longer answering only to itself, rather, it, as a work of art, is changed by the interaction it has with what is not-it, by what is outside of it and helping thereby to constitute it as such. The question then becomes, of course, by what is an art work mediated? By consumer society? So you can see perhaps now how it comes around: an art work which pushes towards subversive form and content, it is thereby far less likely to be effaced by the mediation of Capital or of ‘mass culture.’ Safeguarding against the latter is no easy task (take it from me, I am swamped in interview requests, book deals, and big music label contract offers!) That’s why Adorno is such a snobby bitch with the rigorous twelve-tone atonal music stuff and all that. It resists being…listenable…imagine if Gerwig pitched the Barbie movie where Barbie is an electrical wire hanging out of the dirt and all that happens is that an eyeless medieval police officer shouts “BARB!” into a megaphone. You know
So let’s get to the surrealism thing in brief, from the Peter Bürger 🍔 citation up top. There are radically different modes of surrealism that I believe pass muster varyingly with Adorno’s aesthetico-political concerns. And I’m gonna illustrate that with some pictures.
In my head canon I very reductively sometimes split early 20th century surrealist paintings into the Mexican and the European schools. Just as a shorthand. The two paintings below come from the former school, the first (left) by Max Ernst, who was a part of the Mexican ‘scene’ with his wife Leonora Carrington, Frida Kahlo, and the painter of the second of the ‘Mexican’ pieces here, Remedios Varo.
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Now I love this shit, of course, but it’s easy to see why Adorno would not be as enthused about the radical potential in this (very broad) style (that I’m simplifying for brevity and effect.) Ernst portrays two giant beasts, a multiple-eyed chicken-like thing and a frighteningly shrouded Beast Witch; in Varo’s, a solemn sorceress mixes a potion that fuels the rotation of parchment upon which dead faced women servants write incantations, all in a tower looming atop a hilltop village that appears to be waning into the abyss. There’s obviously an element of fantasy, of imagined dream-magic and atavism that one might suspect would fall too easily into the ‘escapist’ sort of category for Adorno.
This next set, the ‘Europeans,’ is two paintings by the classic era surrealist Kay Sage, and the contemporary artist Claire Trotignon (one of my very favorite contemporary visual artists):
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Kay Sage, drawing upon de Chirico before her, as well as her husband Yves Tanguy, paints these haunted, uncanny landscapes without determinate objects. The forms and contours of the modern, enlightened built world, stripped of their signification, stripped violently and denuded of their ostensible promise to be a site of human freedom. Trotignon’s pieces simultaneously erect and dismantle structures of ambiguity, emptiness and dissonance — similarly to Sage’s. They harrowingly and somewhat beautifully express Adorno’s “negative” dialectic — wherein, again, “a consciousness of denial” is at issue in the mediate artist-viewer co-constitution. They resist being iterations of something by resisting being something, apart from that lost or negated sense of rational sensibility that recedes into the abyss in capitalist modernity.
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schmaltzydoodles · 7 months
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yet another thing I did for school. This time, for a sort of talent showcase thing-- I chose digital art because my classmates chose singing and dancing and that shits tiring lol
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I made these three this week, but bc the deadline for it is so close, i had to take two fanart I've already done bc making 5 art in 5 days when i have SO many other stuff to do is just impossible.
I even chose lineless art bc it was quicker, but still
🌸 Steal my art and I'll steal y'alls kneecaps <3
oh, and see pinned post about commissions °ʚ(´꒳`)ɞ° 🌸
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tartaeya · 11 months
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this is probably going to be a weird ramble but i like when people show their authenticity through their writing and art.
like, ok, I was reading this fate fanfic. It was kind of silly in premise and there weren’t a lot of line breaks, but you could just feel that the author loved what they were writing about and updated so frequently that you could tell they had a blast writing it, and that made me enjoy it all the more. hell, even when a published book is unashamedly self-indulgent like The Grimrose Girls, proudly flaunting lines that you knew the author saw from a tumblr post and went “yeah, my secondary protagonist can say that and it’ll be so funny”, that kind of enthusiasm is infectious.
what i’m saying is, that even when fanfiction and published work and fanart are jaw-droppingly knock-out-of-the-park good and so well-composed it makes you scream and cry and throw up, there’s also merit to the soft, schmaltzy work that just exists to make you and the author feel good. there is nothing more important, especially when you're creating work FOR FREE for others to enjoy simply because you enjoy creating it, than enjoying what you do, and what you write.
and when you can feel that enjoyment-- that palpable, writing-down-ideas-in-a-notebook-before bed, can't wait to wake up and open your word doc and get to work feeling-- in an author's work, that's nothing short of magic.
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speculativism · 9 months
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Too many comments
I'm sorry everyone. At the moment I'm getting too many comments to read and reply to everyone.
I think discussion should always be civilised so I'm often reluctant to reply to anyone who calls me names or uses swear words. Also people who insist on repeatedly misreading or misinterpreting what I've said or people who appear to be only looking for a meaningless fight.
I am 70 years old so I have to take breaks every now and then to allow my brain a chance to process some of the twisted illogic that gets thrown at me.
If your comment is one of those ones which is going to claim that this: "I'm sorry Neil, although I love your writing and agree with your opinions on most subjects I have to disagree with you on the writers' strike" means the same as disagreeing with the strike itself then I don't know what say to you. In my mind "disagree with you on the writers' strike" is completely different to disagreeing with strike itself and people who are trying to make these two phrases be the same as each other appear to be simple mischief-makers, trying to inflate a small misunderstanding into a range war.
If you are not trying do that then please consider that that is nevertheless how it seems.
Saying "I don't like your comment about apples" is different to saying "I don't like apples". It just is different. No doubt about it.
I don't know how many people who ganged up on me over that were actual or wannabe screen writers themselves. Maybe none of them. They may have been Gaiman worshippers. Whoever they were I'm quite certain that we would've had a far more constructive debate if they had all been able to keep the written equivalent of a civil tongue in their heads.
I noticed that one of them was ageist and attacked me for being old. That was funny because I was born in 1953 and Neil Gaiman was born in 1960. He will be 63 in November. Not much of a difference.
Screen writers appear to be a funny bunch who write schmaltzy sentimental trite stereotypes and tear jerkers and car chases other nonsense and imagine themselves be producing great art. Nevertheless, like all other workers, their rights to take industrial action should be sacrosanct.
The fact that very few if any of them will ever attain the status of an Orwell or a Steinbeck doesn't mean that they shouldn't be fairly paid.
I'm not a Christian but I know that Jesus said "Truly the labourer is worthy of his hire" and he was right.
Honestly I think that the writers who work for the studios should abandon those underpaid jobs altogether and set up writers' cooperatives and collectives to create their own theatrical productions and perform in local venues. Revitalise live theatre and damn the movie studios and TV companies to hell.
Just my two penn'th, but there you go.
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babygray-dam · 1 year
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Some things I watched this winter vacation for various reasons.
The Suicide Squad: The more competent, goofier, grosser sequel to Suicide Squad. I definitely enjoyed it more than the first one. But, I didn’t enjoy how bloody-body-chunk-filled it was. I have a weak stomach. Also, I get it, a movie needs some sort of emotional subplot, but the contemplation on fatherhood and love was extra schmaltzy and out-of-place when it’s followed by the comedic bit of a shark eating people whole.
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Bocchi the Rock!: A “cute girls do cute things” comedy about a teenager girl with severe social anxiety and dreams of becoming a rock star. The art style is oftentimes experimental and engaging, particularly when the lead character, Bocchi, dives into panic-induced fantasies. I’m enjoying Bocchi’s “1 step forward, 3 steps back” growth and I want nothing but the best for her.
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Wednesday: Teenage Wednesday Addams goes to spooky school and solves a mystery. Around episode 2, I was getting bad Harry Potter vibes (the tiny crowd waiting for a major sport event they cannot see to finish, like in the Triwizard hedge maze). The more I watched, the more I wondered, “Would I get the same experience if I watch the Sabrina show?" This is a bog-standard supernatural boarding school teen drama with the Addams IP plugged in. It has some good moments, but overall? I kinda stopped paying attention half-way through.
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Glass Onion: Knives Out’s Benoit Blanc heads out to Greece to solve a mystery. I feel weird talking about this one. I’m sure everyone else has seen it. Knives Out is a movie I’m happy to watch multiple times, and this one isn’t that bad either. It’s contextually rich and fun to watch.
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Gohatto: A beautiful young man joins the ranks of the Shinsengumi and disrupts the troops’ cohesion as several members start courting him. I watched it because someone I follow talked about watching it, and I’m always interested in gay cinema and Shinsengumi enrichment. The last Nagisa Oshima film I saw (20 years ago) was Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence, so part of me was tickled by the thought of Takeshi Kitano, Ryuichi Sakamoto, and Oshima working together on another homoerotic historical drama.
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crowdvscritic · 10 months
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round up // JUNE 23
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The best things come in pairs in this Round Up. A few repeat offenders this June: 
Jason Schwartzman
Harrison Ford
Brad Pitt
Pixar
Archeological digs
Sports stories
1943 musicals
Tap dancing
‘80s pop-rock records
Two Tales of Cities
And, as always, Crowd and Critic are best when they’re in tandem. These are my top picks for June 2023 in the order I experienced them:
June Crowd-Pleasers
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1. Shooting Stars (2023)
As a sports dilettante, I knew nothing about LeBron James’s pre-NBA life. (Full disclosure: I don’t know much about his post-NBA life either.) This sports drama probably sands off some edges (James produced this movie based on a book he wrote), but it hits its marks. It’s inspirational but not schmaltzy, and thanks to great performances (including an always stellar Caleb McLaughlin and I’m-always-glad-when-he-pops-up Dermot Mulroney), this story of five basketball-obsessed kids growing up is much better than you’d expect for a direct-to-Peacock movie. Crowd: 8/10 // Critic: 7/10
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2. Elemental (2023)
Pixar is back to basics with Elemental. In the best way, that means Pixar is up to their old shenanigans, but in another sense, it means this movie is, well, basic. Read my full review at ZekeFilm or watch my segment on KMOV to give you an idea on whether Pixar’s latest is for you. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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3. Flamin’ Hot (2023)
What Flamin’ Hot lacks in heat it makes up for in heart. With its relatable stakes and the comedy it finds in skewering corporate culture, this kind-of-true story of the creation of the Flamin’ Hot Cheeto (yes, really) is about as good as it could be. Read my full review at ZekeFilm. Crowd: 8/0 // Critic: 7/10
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4. Coco (2017)
Finally watched after being one of my top “oops, I haven’t seen this yet” titles for years. Yes, Pixar did make me sob again. Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 9/10
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5. Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny (2023)
Do you love to feel nostalgia or to be surprised? Do you like old school action or newfangled special effects? Do you enjoy historical adventures or stories about modern issues? Then the fifth Indiana Jones episode is for you! Literally the only thing this needed to achieve was to surpass the quality of Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, but why settle for that when you can make an action-packed adventure better than most summer blockbuster fare? Given that Raiders of the Lost Ark and Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade are two of the best adventure movies (or perhaps, just movies) of the 20th century, it’s no insult to say The Dial of Destiny ranks third for me in Indy’s canon with Temple of Doom and Crystal Skull following in distant fourth and fifth places. Crowd: 10/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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6. Bananarama-thon + Bangle-mania + Go-Go-palooza
What says “summer” more than 1980s girl pop-rock bands? (Or really, 1980s pop-rock period?) Bananarama, The Bangles, and The Go-Go’s made excellent summer soundtracks with their respective albums Deep Sea Skiving (1983), Bananarama (1984), and True Confessions (1986); All Over the Place (1984), Different Light (1986), and Everything (1988); and Beauty and the Beat (1981), Vacation (1982), and Talk Show (1984). Also, does Bananarama’s debut album have the greatest cover art of all time?
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7. Sports Night (1998-2000)
My binge of short-lived behind-the-scenes shows continues! Clearly Aaron Sorkin and pals like Tommy Schlamme were still learning the ropes of TV, and they were not helped by the fact that premiering in the ‘90s mandated a laugh track in the first season. But the bones of Sorkin’s future are there: Josh Charles and Peter Krause’s bromance feels like laying the track for some of the best of The West Wing, and Felicity Huffman is one of his iconic strong female leads. Robert Guillaume’s elder statesmen of TV (both in front and behind of the camera) is the glue that holds the show together, and the show’s love for sports is so infectious it draws in non-sporty girlies like me.
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8. Legal Eagles (1986)
A legal dramedy starring Robert Redford directed with the light touch of Ivan Reitman? This art heist murder mystery co-starring Debra Winger and Daryl Hannah is a hidden gem of the ‘80s...and also an addition to my Favorite Tap Dances list on Letterboxd? Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 7.5/10
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9. The Stone Roses by The Stone Roses (1989)
A Rolling Stone article I shared last month got me curious about this band (whom I know nothing about beyond that article), and this album has been scratching The Smiths itch that lives in me.
June Critic Picks
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1. Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse (2023)
It’s a visual wonder with stellar voice work, especially Jason Schwartzman’s clever villain, and once we get to the Nueva York universe, everything flies. But boy, does it take a while to get there. I normally reserve my Round Ups for praise, but since Across the Spider-Verse’s nearly universal acclaim won’t be tarnished by my critique, the spirit of transparency compels me to complain this film is at least 30 minutes too long. When you’re trying to be both a Gwen Stacy movie and a Miles Morales movie, the somber first hour slows down even more and delays revisiting the stuff we loved most in the first film. The kids next to me were antsy well before this was over, my dad fell asleep in the middle (which he never does), and then it rivals Lord of the Rings for fake out endings. Here's hoping Spider-Ham and Spider-Man Noir get to make up for their lost time in part 3! Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 8/10
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2. Ninotchka (1939)
When Soviet Greta Garbo travels to Paris on Communist Party business, can she resist the city’s charms? She and her fellow comrades find themselves succumbing to the amenities, champagne, and romance they can’t find in Mother Russia. An Ernst Lubitsch-directed rom-com co-written by Billy Wilder can’t miss! Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 9/10
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3. Little Women (2017)
Another Round Up, another version of Little Women. I immediately pushed this PBS miniseries to the top of my watchlist when I dug into Little Mermaid star Jonah Hauer-King’s past filmography and discovered he performed alongside Angela Lansbury (!!!). Though I expect the budget was smaller than a big screen feature’s, the extended runtime allows for moments we haven’t seen depicted on film before. The cast of ringers includes Lansbury as a delightfully cranky Aunt March and Hauer-King as a lovelorn Laurie, as well Maya Hawke as Jo, Kathryn Newton as Amy, and Michael Gambon as Mr. Laurence in an 1860s Concord as bucolic as ever. Like a warm, encouraging hug!
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4. Past Lives (2023)
This bittersweet romantic drama makes me want to call up my boyfriend who moved away the summer after 7th grade and the guy I never dated in college who studied abroad and then transferred and that boy I met at a party a few years ago who said he was moving next week to sail boats in Delaware and then be disappointed none of them are as I remember or imagined who they would become. The best film of the year so far? Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 10/10
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5. Double Feature - Silly 1943 Musicals About Marrying for Money: Du Barry Was a Lady + Higher and Higher
Movies today should try being as weird as ‘40s musicals. In Higher and Higher (Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 7.5/10), a one-time millionaire tries to marry off his maid to a wealthy bachelor, though she may prefer to romance Frank Sinatra (playing himself!) instead. In Du Barry Was a Lady (7.5/10 // 8/10), Lucille Ball is trying to snag herself a rich guy, though she may prefer to romance Gene Kelly instead. (This is a much more obvious addition to my Favorite Tap Dances list on Letterboxd.) Both are silly, but when you’ve got Sinatra singing or Kelly dancing to Cole Porter songs, you’ve still got wow moments. More movies today should detour into 18th century dream sequences!
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6. Valley of the Kings (1954)
Robert Taylor and Eleanor Parker go on a high-stakes archaeological dig in the early 1900s set in front of gorgeous photography in Egypt. A fun prototype for Indiana Jones and The Mummy! Crowd: 7/10 // Critic: 8/10
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7. Asteroid City (2023)
Something Wes Anderson does not get enough credit for: The man has never made a film longer than two hours. This spring’s trend of Wes Anderson-inspired social media may have brought attention to the previously unacquainted, but it took only a few of those superficially xanthic posts to exhaust my Instagram feed. Most social filmmaking is ugly and chaotic, but Anderson’s attention to detail when blocking his troupe of players in the golden ratio, designing perfectly-shaped mushroom clouds, and using color theory to select his palette doesn’t just hold up on a big screen—it deserves it. Read my full review at ZekeFilm. Crowd: 7/10 // Critic: 10/10
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8. Double Feature - ‘90s Brad Pitt: Legends of the Fall (1994) + The Devil’s Own (1997)
In Legends of the Fall (Crowd: 8/10 // Critic: 8.5/10), Brad Pitt’s nonconformist Tristan upends the lives of his family members (including Anthony Hopkins and Julia Ormond) as they strive to keep their Montana estate through World War I, Prohibition, and the Great Depression. In The Devil’s Own (Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 9/10), Pitt’s IRA terrorist Rory upends the life of the family who takes him in (including Harrison Ford) when he escapes to America. One is a soapy historical epic, one is a gritty police thriller, but both show the promise of Pitt’s career.
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9. A Tale of Two Cities (1935)
A pretty good adaptation of one of my favorite high school English class reads. Though the nuance and depth of the Mr. Charles “I Get Paid by the Word” Dickens novel can’t be captured in just two hours and the portrayal of Lucie is, well, a lot, Ronald Colman’s Sydney and Blanche Yurka’s Madame De Farge are pitch-perfect, and it’s as moving as its source material. Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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10. Good Reads
The incessant onslaught of more-TV-than-can-possibly-be-watched is reaching critical mass: 
“The Idol and Our Backlash Times,” NYTimes.com (2023)
“‘The End of Peak Television:’ Has the Era of Prestige TV Just Ground to a Halt?” TheGuardian.com (2023)
“Peak TV Is Over. Welcome to Trough TV,” slate.com (2023)
“From Warrior Nun to Three Women, TV Shows are Being Cancelled. Yet Somehow Emily in Paris Lives On,” TheGuardian.com (2023)
“Media's Succession Obsession,” axios.com (2023)
Thoughts on our moment in diversity in TV and movies: 
“Box Office: Early Summer Tentpoles Cash In, Fueled by Diverse Stars,” HollywoodReporter.com (2023) 
“‘Why is Bridgerton’s Race Twisting Acceptable?’ The Real Problem With the Show’s Black Fantasy,” TheGuardian.com (2023)
The Hollywood Reporter continues its impressive breadth of Writer’s Strike coverage: 
“Tom Hanks, Baby Jessica and Lessons from a Three Strike Writer,” HollywoodReport.com (2023)
“Guest Column: If Writers Lose the Standoff With Studios, It Hurts All Filmmakers,” HollywoodReporter.com (2023)
And a grab bag of pieces on baseball, basketball, and Beyoncé: 
“The Team Trying Very, Very Hard to Be the Worst in Baseball History,” slate.com (2023)
“Beyoncé Caused Sweden Inflation Bump, Expert Says,” politico.eu (2023)
“The 100 Most Significant Political Films of All Time,” NewRepublic.com (2023)
“The Flash Was Never Going to Run Away From Its Problems,” TheRinger.com (2023)
“Employee of the Month Rewarded With More Work,” vice.com (2023)
Also in June…
I’m processing a lot of emotions about what’s going on at Turner Classic Movies, and I’ve yet to figure out how to put them into words. Until I get there, I’m constantly adding to my list of movies I’ve watched thanks to the people who work there, and you can see the almost-350 of them on Letterboxd. 
Until the end of July, you can see what I’m watching in real time on Letterboxd. Yes, I’ve seen Mission: Impossible - Dead Reckoning Part One; no I can’t talk about it until after the review embargo lifts on July 5th. 
Pending Twitter doesn’t self-implode before you read this, you can also find me there.
Photo credits: Bananarama, The Stone Roses, Good Reads. All others IMDb.com.
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wandringaesthetic · 2 months
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Regarding previous reblog:
I agree with both the statements: "Yasunori Mitsuda's brilliance as a composer might be overblown" and "Yasunori Mitsuda is a wizard and some of the tracks on Chrono Trigger and Secret of Mana's OSTs make me feel feelings I cannot name."
I get the impression, over years and interviews and listening to some of his work, that Mitsuda couldn't handle the depth and breadth of what was being asked of him. Cracked under pressure. Under more pressure than most people can handle, to be fair. You listen to the soundtrack to Chrono Cross, say, and there are some very high highs, but also the tracks you hear most often become grating pretty fast. He's said he struggled with orchestration in Xenosaga. And as a result a lot of the areas in Xenosaga I just don't have music. All you hear is ambient noise.
He's talked about hearing the main theme of Chrono Trigger in a dream. And a lot of his music does have that dreamlike, ethereal quality. But I think most really successful video games composers have to have more conscious and intentional mastery. You're being asked to compose a huge amount of music in a wide range of styles and moods, usually in a tight time period. I would guess that even most people who can compose music couldn't do it. Or could offer a little bit of quality and a lot of meh. Which is maybe what Mitsuda did.
The rest of this is going to be personal: I took a lot of years of piano lessons. I was pretty good at it. I theoretically KNOW music better than most people. And yet I.... Don't. I know the rhythms and the notes. I know how to play. I never figured it out as a means of expression. I wonder, with YouTube and various programs and other resources, whether I would be able to learn that, now, but approaching music these days in order to make it myself makes me feel so inadequate and guilty for never figuring it out and not staying in practice that it's been a very long time since I've even tried.
I find most music criticism completely baffling. I know what music I like. I can't really say why I like it. I have no means to predict whether or not an alleged expert might like it as well, or why. Unlike most narrative art forms, where I can predict to a certain extent what critics might say about the things I like and where I have the language to agree or disagree with them, with music I just feel.... Helpless.
So the sort of thing that describes an artist as schmaltzy and mediocre and embarrassing and imo doesn't really adequately explain why or how I might better educate myself kinda makes me want to kick the writer in the teeth. Or just sit on the floor and cry.
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